When i tried to end my life 2 years ago by overdosing i felt the dread and regret a few minutes later thinking i was going to die, for the wish of being free from sadness i lost my freedom, the only thing that i was fighting for, fortunately i survived and even though i haven't fully recovered, i don't regret surviving, please keep pushing guys, never give up
you’re absolutely blessed man.. i’m so sorry you had to bare all those feelings and that genuine pain within your life, just know that we are blessed to even wake up every single day by our lord and savior, even if life seems like it’s at it’s lowest low, it isn’t and remember that there is ALWAYS something within are lives to be grateful for, and to be thankful for. god bless you, and blessed be people going through these like this, amen. ✝️🙏💚
I feel you. I had a similar experience to you with the over dosing. but I was at the point where I was so much mental pain that I was over stimulated on emotion that I felt nothing, so it was more of silencing the voices. I was expressing my sadness to my friends but they laughed it off saying that I was depressed and that just how I ack. but now I look back and I thank myself for putting me into that situation, to learn and develop into the person that I am today, someone strong that others can depend on because I know how hard it is.
I like how you said "suicide" instead of brainrot driven, algorithm deflecting words like "Self end" or "Sewer slide". It gives weight to the topic, instead of distracting with frankly stupid words.
I had a panic attack due to a steroid I was prescribed when I was sick. Went to the ER, thinking my heart was gonna stop any minute, and when I heard it was a panic attack hours later, I didn’t believe it. I do now, of course, but now I’m always having weird heart beats and feel so much more fatigued. It may just be anxiety, or something else, but I don’t know and I kinda don’t much care anymore. After losing friends, experiencing a breakup after 8 years of being together, and so many panic attacks after failed attempts at feeling better, I never wanted to end it more. I wrote a whole doc two days ago about everything too, just to get the feelings out there. After a talk with my cousin and this video, I don’t think I want it as much as I did before. So, thank you, and I’m sorry for all that happened to you
@@namesaplenty0775 Oh hey, shocking to see you here, Names. I never really knew you much but I'm sorry that this has happened to you. Just know that though we never talked much, I really hope you don't do anything harmful to yourself. I have no idea what has happened between the months, maybe even years of not ever interacting or even before that, but I hope things are getting better for you, alright? Take care, dude. Keep going.
i have experienced a suicide attempt years ago, i was on the lowest point in my life, my parents are busy working all day and almost never came home and i was getting bullied because i was a shy lonely child in my school and unfortunately my only friends that i had was in different classes than me. Everyday i cried in my bed when i was getting to sleep remembering that tomorrow the same thing will happen as today, so one day i go to this tall building but, then, when i was looking down i just instantly remembered about my little brother, and when i imagined his face, i just cant do it, so there I was on top of there bawling my eyes out. Today everytime i came across that building i felt that very same feeling as that day. So, this is a message to you guys from all out there who are dealing with the same thing, please remember about this at the very moment, i love you, maybe i dont know you who are you or where are you, but just remember if you feel like no one in this world loved you, there will always be someone that will love you. Please, take care of yourself okay? :)
Absolutely incredible. Your strength and tenacity is inspiring, I just feel so sorry that you had to go through all that. I'm proud you're still trying to forge ahead and for your little bro too, that's just pure compassion. We are all glad you're still here with us ❤. Perhaps you wanna talk about things still on your mind? I'd be happy to listen (read) I wish you all the best and I'm rooting for you! Merry (early) Christmas!
I considered committing suicide by jumping off my balcony about 2 weeks ago. I ended up not going through with it because I got anxious about what would happen if I ended up dying. I still feel miserable these days, I still tend to think about the worst about everything and myself, but I still wanna keep on living. This video ended up making me tear up, as it meant a lot to me.
You're special bro, and things will get better. I'm am so, so proud you chose to live, but obviously life will still be a huge pain in the ass. I can relate to the self-negativity and haven't found too many permanent solutions, sooo wanna talk about it? Maybe we can figure something out. But anyway, you're strong, and you're loved (including by me). I wish you all the best! And Merry (early) Christmas!! :D
@@chriskh-studentoflight217 realistically, only very few people are special. remember, theres 8 billion people on earth, even if you die, the world will keep spinning. the only "special" people are people who can control the earth's fate, say like, a nuclear war. i get you're trying to be uplifting, but its just not realistic, you just feed into delusions when you say stuff like that. and i dont want a response such as "WeLl EvErYoNe Is SpEcIaL." because well, if everyone is special, no one is.
i care about you dude, please get some help. you matter. i know i'm just a stranger on the internet, but i've met alot of people on my travels and not a single one has deserved death. get well soon dude. i hope life turns up for you relatively quickly
Greetings, a female below the age of 20. Being unable to have a relationship with foreigns due to my culture is harsh when love is a completely common feeling in humans. I am currently.. secretly together with a guy, just knowing damn well that i soon will not get to be with him anymore. - I’m dropping my future, moving onto my artworks and creativity. - Hoping that i will store all these papers that won’t even fit in my drawer x) - Thank you dear creator of this wonderful video, finally feeling a little comfort in the darkness where i’m resting on my bed all day long.. hoping for something new! ❤
thank you so much. i randomly got recommended this video, and you dont know how much this means to me. recently ive been struggling a lot, as ive been stressed with finals on top of being incredibly sick but still being forced to attend school (i literally had to leave early because i coughed so hard my nose began bleeding everywhere. its that bad.). in short, ive been feeling physically awful, which is contributing to me feeling mentally awful. the girl i loved left me towards the beginning of the school year, and ive been cut off from a bunch of people i used to talk to because they were all friends with her. its been an incredible struggle recently, a continuous uphill battle with no end. every day feels like a herculean task to overcome, and i feel like i just cant take this anymore. today was especially a low point, but after seeing this video i feel just a bit better. thank you.
stay with us man! i assume you are in either high school or middle school, but remember man, even if it doesnt seem like it, you are loved by people! dont give up on yourself! also i love your pfp
Thank you for your video, my beloved took his life by suicide 41 days ago and it has wrecked us, his mother, sisters, friends, it has been an excruciating painful experience that appears to never end and darkens every day. We all blame ourselves for his decision and action.💔
My sis bf also.. ended his life. He was a very cool dude, he called me brother, he was very friendly. But he took his own life while on a call with my sis, on August 2023. Rest in peace 💔
We are thankful for everything you do, Layla! Thank you for changing many people's lives for the better. I honestly find school too much for me, which leads me to think about suicide. You sharing your stories has really helped me out, and I am hoping that things will get better. You really have changed a lot a people, and we are all thankful for it, even if you don't notice it at times. We all love you, Layla, you put in so much work and support for us! ♥
After two of my friends ended themselves this year. I really had no one that I was so attached to as much as them, I was alone, everyone in the friend group separated ways. It really took a toll on me, and sealed myself. Today, I am still recovering from that. I couldn't even say Merry Christmas to them this year and it made me really think badly about 2025, doomscrolling with not much hope to live myself, So numb to everything else, Dropped out of college due to too much stress. But yeah, You get the idea, Typical depressed teen. But as you said, Living with it is even harder and I think that's what makes us alive. Love you all, take care of yourselves guys, Hope 2025 will be a good year to recover.
I hope 2025 for you will be good but that reminds me of this one friend I used to hang out with every single day until one day she stopped coming over its been more than 4 years since I last seen her I still miss her till this day but I been thinking that she died but other people said that she probable moved also my life has also been rough this year and I also could not say Merry Christmas to my cousin which made me really sad.
200 reasons why you should live 1. your family 2. your friends 3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something 4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment 5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes 6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes 7. the feeling you get when your room is tidy 8. the feeling you get when you're laughing hesterically. 9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend 10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile 11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve. 12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit. 13. you’ve never been to disney world. 14. you’ve never been skinny dipping. 15. you’ve never swam in a lake. 16. you’ve never met your idol. 17. you haven’t gotten married. 18. you’ve never decorated your own house. 19. you’ve never saved someone’s life. 20. you haven’t learnt to drive. 21. there is music you haven’t listen too. 22. you have so many more people to meet. 23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong. 24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right. 25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories. 26. you would have been the best mom or dad. 27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life. 28. your friends would suffer. 29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room. 30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt. 31. someone loves you. 32. you are not alone. 33. i’m here for you. 34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross. 35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet. 36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. 37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents. 38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older. 39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever. 40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried. 41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 42. finding your person. 43. really soft pillows. 44. eating pizza with your kids and partner. 45. you’ve never danced in the rain. 46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain. 47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried. 48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again. 49. your friends would blame themselves. 50. your mom's smile. 51. your best friend's laugh. 52. your sister would lose her best friend. 53. your cousins that look up to you. 54. hot chocolate on cold days. 55. ice water on hot days. 56. getting a tan. 57. hearing ‘i love you’. 58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day. 59. your birthday. 60. you’ve never been to a nightclub. 61. long hot showers. 62. long steamy baths. 63. freshly shaved legs. 64. perfectly smooth hair. 65. watching people trip over small objects. 66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life. 67. you would regret dying. 68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone. 69. you wake up everyday for a reason. 70. stars. 71. you will always be enough. 72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over. 73. reading powerful quotes. 74. genuine smiles. 75. the crunch of autumn leaves. 76. christmas. 77. christmas eve. 78. decorating the tree. 79. long meaningful hugs. 80. sunsets. 81. ice cream. 82. you never got that puppy. 83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go. 84. rainbows. 85. travelling to new places. 86. funny stories. 87. funny jokes. 88. inside jokes. 89. coffee. 90. your talents would go to waste. 91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy. 92. all nighters with friends. 93. cuddling. 94. reconnecting with old friends and family. 95. smiling. 96. capturing perfect moments on camera. 97. swimming on a hot day. 98. feeling cozy in blankets. 99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with. 100! becoming successful. 101. cute babies. 102. cute old people. 103. love stories that make you jealous. 104. telling crazy stories. 105. watching lightning. 106. watching rain. 107. star gazing. 108. recovery. 109. melted chocolate. 110. freshly baked cookies. 111. late night adventures. 112. overcoming fears. 113. sunday mornings. 114. friday mornings. 115. you’ll be dead, forever. 116. you will make a difference to people. 117. picnics with friends. 118. waking up late. 119. waking up late and ending up being on time. 120. to prove them wrong. 121. to prove them you can. 122. to prove you're strong. 123. to love and be loved. 124. the ocean. 125. pets. 126. very loud music. 127. days out. 128. finishing a book. 129. conversations that just flow. 130. learning new things. 131. you are important. 132. you are wanted. 133. mistakes. 134. snow. 135. sun. 136. flowers. 137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross. 138. new bed sheets. 139. new home decor. 140. roller coasters. 141. theme parks. 142. smiling at strangers. 143. random acts of kindness. 144. the sound of water. 145. visiting a place from your childhood. 146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own. 147. to feel proud. 148. reassurance. 149. cute nicknames. 150. long stares that make you feel loved. 151. meaningful gifts. 152. blowing out candles. 153. meeting online friends in real life. 154. success. 155. to work the job you always wanted. 156. the live the life you dreamt of. 157. babies smiling. 158. sleep. 159. slingshots. 160. breaking rules. 161. dreams. 162. the last day of school/work. 163. taking pictures. 164. brownies. 165. bubbles. 166. water slides. 167. holidays. 168. to fall asleep on someone. 169. to feel protected. 170. to grow taller. 171. to grow stronger. 172. to grow old. 173. to make memories you’ll cherish. 174. to laugh at old pictures. 175. to be loved by a pet. 176. the first signs of summer. 177. the first signs of autumn. 178. the first signs of winter. 179. the first signs of spring. 180. to binge watch a series. 181. to live independently. 182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself. 183. to not have broken any promises. 184. to fulfill your promises. 185. to breathe. 186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age. 187. so say you’re alive. 188. to know you’re stronger than you think. 189. falling in love. 190. you’ve never snuck out. 191. you’ve never not smashed your phone. 192. you’ve never stayed out all night. 193. you are a kind soul. 194. you have a warm heart. 195. you care for others. 196. the smell of pancakes. 197. when you walk over frosty grass. 198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt 199. the rest of your life 200! to say you made it. get proper help if you're struggling. you're not alone 💙
I've tried to end myself a few months ago, I surivived unfortunetly and the worst part was nobody, besides my online friends. Noticed my condition. Heck nobody was even around to help me when I survived my attempt. However, for those who are still worried. I am alright now, I'm trying my best to be more open if somethings wrong and for those who also need it, never give up. No matter the situation. And don't be afraid to ask for help, because there will always be people to help you.
@@Layla.Productions ofc! and always remember a ending will always start a new beginning take it so we all can rise up again no matter if its good or bad we can always redo it. its a sign where we all shouldn't back down. we've all been there and im glad you doing a lot better :D
You really helped, my mom just died recently and it feels like every day I’m wondering what’s the point of living. If I keep this up I’ll probably be dead by 2025. You don’t know how much you helped. This changed my view on everything - you have to be one of the best people I’ve ever seen on TH-cam. Again, Thank you so much.
being alive is pretty damn cool. People need to have more "hell yeah" energy, ykwim? as someone who has struggled with mental health quite a bit in the past, all i can say is, stop caring so much, what is happening inside your mind might make you feel terrible before bed because all of those regrets, but you gotta remember that those regrets come from something outside your mind, that you can fix. More positivity, less care, remember everything you do matters a different amount, so dont stress over the small things in your head. That's what i call "hell yeah" energy, it builds confidence, motivation, and discipline, and makes life feel like you have no regrets. dont hurt yourself, you have bigger things *to be able to* worry about.
6 days ago was my bday, considered doing my 4th attempt and had anxiety throughout my ride to school, I was on the verge of tears until I opened my phone and saw 1 person greet me happy bday. Being forgotten sucks too guys. If you have an issue with being forgotten, remember that there are people who you can open up to. People who can care and remember. Dont be remembered as "that one guy/girl that killed themselves", be remembered as the person that had the nuts to bounce back and push through. It doesnt matter if youre just one person in a big mass because we all came from literally 2 people. 😊 Merry xmas too btw
I love how a lot of small TH-camrs are making videos about this topic, all during exam season. It really helps seeing stuff like this, because occasionally i find myself falling into a pit like how some people describe it, still being in school and all. But then that one thing happens that manages to help me make it a few more days before slipping into that mindset again. I really hope i never come to this point, because i know people do care about me, but school is just way too stressful for me. I wish there was a way to just decrease the workload and never let it get that high again, it would help a lot with my mental state.
Thank you for this. I've recently gone through a lot these past few weeks, and school work just keeps piling and piling and it feels like theres nothing left for me. However I'm working my way out, and watching this video was a step in the right direction. Thank you, Layla
Bro, I just got done making a vent animation, and then this is the video recommended after this, well, thank’s for helping not just me, but probably millions of others, your a great guy, keep doing what most makes you happy, and be safe.
Depression, it kills people. This is a real experience, i dont want to recall what made me depressed nust the duration. It was cold, alone, and shattered, i wanted to enjoy life when i cant, it feels like im being attacked, but im alone. Suicide, that came in mind going to the kitchen more then once grabbing the knife, but due to the fear of others that cared that will be sad or broken, i didnt, lately i have been doing well, not much suffering but hey, im fine, just hope thst people will be fine... Often, I'll keep a quote in mind to keep myself away from suicide. "Life is an amusing thing to have. Enjoy while you have"
I've had depression and thought about suicide for about 1 year now, and it felt like enternity. And yes, one of the reasons why I'm alive is because I don't really want to feel the pain.
I don't know what to do with this. I'm still rotting inside but I'll try man, thank you so much, dude. I'm scared that if I do my brothers wouldn't be the happy-go-lucky kids they were. I'm happy you're still here. In these moments of profound reflection, I find myself compelled to reach out to you one last time. I want to express my heartfelt gratitude for the ways that you have given me happiness in my life. Your unwavering support and understanding have made a difference in ways I cannot fully articulate. I’ve encountered shadows that felt insurmountable, battles that drained my spirit. Yet, amidst the chaos, your videos were a beacon of hope. You provided a sense of solace when the world felt overwhelmingly heavy, reminding me that there is still beauty to be found, even in the darkest of times. Thank you for being you. Goodbye.
I'll be upfront with you before writing this. I am a introvert who barely socialised in his life. My emotional intelligence is lower than a bent banana, which basically means I cannot comprehend the mental situations of other people. You are a great person. I mean it. Corgi, you are an awesome person, as far as I know you. I don't know what you do, or what you're going through. But one thing is clear; and that you are not content with this life. There was a time like that for me too. I wish you the best, dude. I can't thank you enough for the support you have given me. Please be kind to yourself, because you have come so far under such circumstances. You are a strong person, that probably has gone through hell. I probably could never last as long as you if I were in your situation. I hope you can find peace somehow, some day.
@@1045HourVitality Thank you. I appreciate it. I hope you feel better too. Wait it's you! Sorry if this is off-topic but wow! Dude your animations are better than mine. My emotional intelligence is that of a liquidated raison. I wanted to take a moment to express my admiration for you, both as an incredible person and a talented animator. Your work in the countryball animation community has brought joy and creativity to many, and your unique style makes you stand out. The passion you put into your animations is evident, and it inspires those who watch your work. Thank you for sharing your talent with the world. Keep being amazing!
a friend of mine as i am writing this is thinking of killing themselves,there are more people that i know trying to help him but i am stressing and overthinking about all of this i feel like its my responsobility to help him because i knew him for the longest time am just trying to not let it get to my head. your videos really do help if i am feeling worse. i will come back to your videos if he does anything. thank you for these videos by the way. Edit:he didnt do anything just yet, he seems better then before
Am trying to not get worse (in the mental state) plus the other friends Will help me if i feel bad. Another friend tried to kill themselves and i did stop them so i have "experience". Thanks for the support though. @@somerandomformalman2007
oh.. maybe your friend suddenly getting better isnt good... it could mean he's about to do it, and he's joyful because he knows the pain will go away soon. its just how i see it, i wish u n your friend the best
i just wanna say thank you so much for this video, a couple nights ago i actually tried to take my own life. but i remembered that i have friends who care for me, even if around 80% of them are just online. i remembered how they said they would be there for me every step of the way. and then i thought, “hey, maybe i wont do this. maybe ill keep surviving.” and i have. ive been getting through with it. again, it really means so much to a lot of other people including me that youre spreading awareness about this stuff. remember everyone, suicide is a permanent action for temporary problems, and will cause hurt to those who do love you ❤
I have literally no words to express how thankful me and probably others are of you! Not event your videos are actually helpful, they definitely take a lot of work! The renders, multiple language subtitles, everything with these videos just feels good. I hope someday your channel gets the attention it deserves. Hope you have a good day, good evening, or good night...
this literally saved me 2023-2024. Around 2024 summer really restored me because that's when i was a lot more productive, and got to see what life offers more.
@@yazminwolfy9839 I a sincerely sorry to hear that. I know how horrible it feels. I actually had the same thing happen to me almost two years ago now. Just stay strong, it’s what your friend would’ve wanted. Besides, things *will* get better. I can 100% garuntee that. It’s gonna take a long time, what might feel like forever, but there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Just fight as hard as you can until you finally see it.
It’s the worst. You regret it just before it happens. Thankfully I was able to live past mine. Please stay safe. People love you. Even if you don’t know them. ❤
Although I myself have never tried or thought of doing these things. I’ve had many, and I mean, many friends who have thought and tried these things. I’m glad you spoke about this topic, even if it’s kind of a heavy topic. And like you said, reaching out to someone you trust can help, I’ve been on the giving end of that, and I’ve been really happy to have helped many who have been on that edge. Hope everyone has a nice day, and I hope things better for those who have to rough!
Bro you're incredible. We need more people like you man. I'm inspired, but can't help but ask, is there anything that's troubling you still, that you wanna talk to someone about? I'd be happy to listen (read) if that's the case. And if it's ok with you, could you perhaps share how to helped those people, in a bit of a pickle myself. And also don't forget to look after yourself too mate :) But anyway, I wish you the best! Merry (early) Christmas!!
@ Thx for the compliment! But I don’t think of myself as anything special! And as for if I have anything troubling me, I fortunately don’t! But I do really appreciate you asking me! For as to how I helped my friends and others when in this situation, I think it’s just best to understand them, I know it’s a vague answer, but the more you know how the person thinks, the easier it is to talk to them, I personally have this innate talent to understand someone very deeply, which is both a blessing and a curse, but it has helped with these sorts of situations. So just learn to understand the person, be there with them whenever you can, and give them the time and space they need whenever they need it, as well as never force your solution of the situation to them! And I obviously take care of myself! It’s one thing I always assure the people I help! I always assure them that I’m doing okay and am giving them my time that I have available! And merry early Christmas to you too!! :) Sorry for the long rant btw, dunno how to word it less.
as someone who has dealt with multiple attempts and psych admissions, i still haven't fully recovered. i appreciate everything you said in this video, and it makes me feel like i'm not alone. You're not alone, and we're all here for you, don't give up. I experienced an attempt after an online friend threatened to attempt, and it felt like i had been reset to where i was months before (I had been in and out of psych wards from march-->may) i felt like crying every day, and it sucked. but things do get better, and i don't regret making a path towards recovery
I remember watching one of your videos during my mental struggle, it helped me feel more determined to live on and not lose hope. Eventually I did and I went somewhere to get help and when I came back I rewatched that video, I was still determined but I also was grateful I found this channel that helped me even if it was for a little bit
I'm not quite sure if I feel the same but is it kinda like you just feel like none of the motivation to 'save yourself' will come to you? Too lazy, too far gone, a lost cause, so why try? I'm also kinda in the same boat, but I know getting better will benefit both of us. I'm interesting in maybe having a deeper conversation here, maybe we can figure things out. Anyway, wish you the best! Merry (early) Christmas!! :D
the harsh reality is that no quotes or videos are going to help you by themselves, the point of quotes and videos isnt just to look at them and feel better, you have to look at yourself as well. You have to look at your flaws and problems, not just looking at the videos you watch but how they could apply to you, and how they relate. Nothing is going to help you if you dont help yourself, thats just how life is.
Yo man i love these type of video they remind me of psych2go videos but much better on terms of visual Thank you for making this bro Also this story is pretty relateable My best friend from 6th grade has broken up with me last week I feel dead inside and outside for weeks and i just feel i cant move on Its still haunts me until now
Thanks for giving awareness, although I myself am not currently in this situation, you've helped many just by giving YOUR thoughts. stay safe man, sit back and enjoy life as we have it
I used to be chronically depressed 4 years ago for half that time during my early-mid teens, and I would get suicidal thoughts very often because I genuinely felt hopeless in everything. It wasn't until I snapped in my school during class where my parents would drive to pick me up where I told them I've felt like the world would be a better place without me, which they took for granted, and as much as I thought they would forget it at the time, it wasn't until recently where I had another tantrum where my mom reminded of this moment. The thing that got me out of that cycle was that... there isn't much meaning to our lives; In the grand scheme of things, we are just creatures that have limited time to do anything we want before we eventually pass on into the unknown, and while this thought CAN be scary at times (Hell, while I wrote this, it gave me a shock knowing I'll possibly have to face my deathbed one day), its what ultimately got me out of my depression, knowing that there's nothing to be sad over while experiencing... everything. Edit: I want to state something; This does NOT always mean I'm a happy person, it's more so a acceptance of life DOES suck- ALOT, but knowing time is always something we lose; Knowing that whats considered multiple years can go by the blink of a eye, I kind of just can't afford to sit alone and dwell on how horrible my life is- how our reality is. Despite everything, we have to make the most out of our time- Otherwise, we'll just hate ourselves more. And finally, I want to say a genuine rest in peace to those who never got through this- to those who didn't have the same vision, and to those who never even got the chance, I hope your souls have found a better place to rest.
this actually made me cry a little, this is all stuff i have kinda gone through, i never made an attempt...but i had thoughts for years, to the point i thought i was a danger to others, but after a few years of therapy (still going) and love from others, im better, i hope you are too, the whole long distance break up made my heart sink because at the time of typing this, i am in a long distance with my BF (me in michigan, BF in the UK). i had met him through a bad moment because i was the one who had stayed with him to listen. this is great man, it made me happy, and hopefully i can stay with my bf, and i hope your doing ok, i am starting to do better. especially since i had a mentally harmful step dad. but anyhoo, vent over, sry. hope your currently ok!
This made a 19 year old break down. Thank you so much man. I've just recently gone through a tough batch sobbing my eyes out just yesterday. My self worth had gone down so low then I saw this video. I cried a bit and felt comforted watching this.
As a person who has done many attempts, Damaged my body because of it .I can some what relate to you, And every single comment on this video. When I got recommended this video ,I instantly clicked and i wasn't disappointed at all
hey man, i just wanna let u know i care about u alot ik we haven't met but like please dont ever see ur self deserving of death, those people who wanted u dead are jerks are the stupidest people i've ever heard of, i dont ever want u dead man, u are cool and super epic!! i wish u the best in life bro u deserve joy in life
thank you for taking note into mental health awareness. it helps, a lot. even though, i have no idea who you are, i want to say. thank you, again. this hasn't opened much for me, as i've discovered gateways that lead into the open itself, but that doesn't mean it did nothing. man i love this type of content, content that just places some helpful advice out there for the ones struggling.
Thank you for talking about this. The topic is heavy, but a whole lot of people carry that weight and feel like they have nowhere else to go. Though I've never seen you on my recommended before, and probably won't be back, I appreciate that you said what you did. Some people need to hear it.
thank you for posting this. suicide is a terrible thing to both consider and go through with, and having it watered down online hurts as someone who survived an attempt. ive struggled with lots of thoughts about suicide since i was young and even tried to take my own life when i was 8. i was living in an abusive/neglectful household as well as being outcasted at my school. when my attempt failed i gave myself a deadline that i wouldnt live past 10. my fifteenth birthday is on january 3rd. i still struggle with considering suicide along with other negative things, and i still dont have that many friends, but i found a passion for writing as well as getting a lovely bf (4 months going strong!!). suicide is terrible and i hope anyone who is considering it now feels better soon. things always get better no matter how long it takes. ❤❤
sorry to hear that, although sure I may just be a random stranger from the internet that wouldn't really help at all. but I wish you the best of luck with your writing, and also try to ignore the negative things and ik it may be hard and all but I believe in you! also happy early birthday. Not sure if I helped (prob not) but I just wanted to at least try because I just felt like I had to. ( I will come back on the 3rd to wish you a good birthday). this was very hard to send sooooooo ye :p see you tmr, or well comment tmr to say happy birthday :). Sorry if i am yapping I have a problem with that.
Funny that i found this on my friend that took his life's birthday. Wonder if this is him speaking to me. It was really only 3 months ago which really sounds like so little now that I'm looking back on it. Either way thank you for making this video. I can really only live and be happy for him and that's what i plan on doing for the rest of my life no matter how sad I end up feeling at the end of the day, just gotta do it for him.
I'm very sorry for people out there who have gone through this experience. I just want you guys to know that in this world, you are worth everything. Facing all of those challenges, and just being in a dark period all together with the thought of taking your life is just scary. My heart goes out to each and everyone of you. All of you are valuable and beautiful individuals, I love you guys
My expirience was, almost life ending..I was bullied a lot back then, causing me to have mental breakdowns at school a lot, I was blinded by sadness, I didn't listen..luckily my best friend for a good amount of time back then helped me become the person I am now, thanks for this getting recommended to me, this is the best thing to see.
This is SO Relatable... but in the end I came out better and changed because I keep pushing through. Despite all the hate and rumors put on me I pulled through in the end. Thank you for this video as it perfectly explains what social media can do to someone.
It felt like the world was crumbling for me. As if it was biting my skin. But no matter what, i have to stay strong. Throwing away life won’t cut it. Because it does no good and all. If you’re seeing this, always stay strong and determined for what’s to come 💪
I had a friend in the past, an online friend. We met in a roblox game and after that we added on roblox, talked a lot. Eventually, we friended eachother on discord. We talked everyday about the most random stuff ever, really funny guy, defenitely made me a better person as well. We stopped talking as often, eventually going down to once every 2-3 days. I expected for us to be friends for a while. But about a year in, that friend almost committed suicide. Left me a voice recording of their distorted voice reading out some suicide note. I could only make out a few words, but it was pretty sad. And after they settled down, we started talking again, even less though. He told me that I was the only one who knew that he almost died. He said he was getting better, but I didnt believe that. About 4 months ago, I got completely ghosted. I'd like to believe that my friend just took on a new identity on the internet, since they had an alias and I didnt even know his name. But I'm not sure that hes okay, maybe he quit the internet entirely, or as said before took a new alias. I can understand that after all of that he might think I just see him as some depressed guy, but I dont. I just hope that friend gets back to me someday. I thought about even meeting up in real life at some point. But that most likely wont happen.
@@IMightBeSomething I hope your friend is doing better in life man. Also, it must’ve been pretty traumatising having a suicide note being reds to you. By the same author. I hope TEH rets of your s nice, man.
this is a good video for explaining how life is really, I think just growing up with our brains being surrounded with a cloud of stress or a cloud of just negativity we start to think otherwise and want to do bad stuff to ourselves, and this goes for people with strict parents or not, but sometimes you feel like your parents give no help after telling you they will help at all times, sometimes you feel like your the adult and their the children and sometimes you feel like they're just power tripping which can cause nothing but exhaustion, nothing to gain but a lot to lose, and nothing to learn
Thank you. This video really emphasised me not being alone because i almost went through the exact same thing (minus the relationship due to religious reasons), I have quit every social media (except yt which no one knows about) and cut contact with all online friends since and felt suicidal numerous times and always felt ashamed to be that disgusting and self deprecating at my age (im a pre-teen and the events are pretty recent, like 0-2 years ago.) I even started self harm and it numbed me, but I was already numbed so I drove myself insane with emptiness. I never really seeked help, I never properly vented to anyone irl and that sucks to keep it all in, let suicidality take over me. But I’ve learned to suck it up and I’m no longer a coward (you are strong either way, this is just a personal expression- I find suicide to be cowardly) , I’m even a month sober from self harm, so yes it does better. Give yourself a pat on the back , you deserve it
The video being 8+ minute length is a good indicator of sincerity and honesty of a youtuber, since this is an official milestone for ads. If it is JUST over 8 minute mark, then you know, what was a priority while making a video.
I personally love the message this conveys and would love to see more people fighting against events like these and actually talking about their experiences with a loved one or a therapist so they could find a solution to the situation they are currently in and find that mental help to clear up anything that is not needed which could give more confidence and overall a better feeling of cleanliness and knowing that you are not alone.
I feel you. I went through and am going through a really dark period of my life and I had thoughts of ending it all. But I didnt. And its the best decicision I ever made. Youre strong, ypure amazing, youre smart, youre kind, youre loving, youre loved. Remeber that.
i have attempted only once, it failed (obviously, as i wouldn’t be able to write this from heaven). the only reason i began healing is bc of of my best friend, who actually took his own life 2 weeks after my attempt. i suppose the fact he was a boy was a bit of a shock, where i come from it is not common for men to show much emotion at all. i’ve never even seen my dad tear up. although not the point. the best friend wrote me a note which says “i love you but i wish you would have come to me for help instead of trying to end it all, i couldn’t help but feel angry and guilty.” i’ll admit, when i read this my first thought was ‘why would he even say this? this is so awful to say to someone already in pain from your death’. i was angry, hurt, confused and overall ready to follow in his footsteps i suppose. i felt the same way i assume he did when i attempted. now i realise all he wanted by writing that was to show me just how big of an impact it had on not only himself but the people around me. for context this happened 3 years ago, time heals (most) wounds, yes, but do not let time do all the work, pls seek help from either a professional or a trusted adult ❤
Glad to find a video like this. kinda wish i was able to send it to my friend who committed around July. hope every one is able to fight there demons and strive
very wise words, Layla. I’m very sorry that these things happened to you, but, seeing you here now, creating creative and interesting content… it means that you’re strong. you kept going despite everything. that’s what strength truly is. thank you for this video. it means a lot. be yourself, enjoy living and be safe. 🫂
I was a really depressed during winter 2024, I had so much to work to balance along with a relationship and sports. Nothing felt meaningful and I felt that I had to get good grades no matter what even though my parents are really forgiving (I though a B+ was a bad grade) I eventually wrote how I was feeling into a google doc which was found by my school and parents, they comforted me and told me I wasn’t alone, I feel better now and want to continue living life more freely and this video really helped me open my eyes to what I was thinking about. There will ALWAYS be a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it doesn’t feel like it for weeks and just know how many people care for you
i went through suicide my whole life, eveyone tried killing themselves around me to the point i went insane, i couldnt handled it anymore and tried strangling myself to death but i remembered what good i could do to help people, i love your content and your advice, thank you.
Dude, that's just unbelievably unfortunate, I'm so sorry you had to go through any of that. You are a good person, an amazing, incredible hero and you inspire me. Your strength to get back up and forge ahead, your ability to endure even a fraction of that mess. I'm sure everyone you helped feels grateful you were there, even if it takes a little while for them to realise that. I'm proud and glad you're still here with us, love you mate. I do know that something like that doesn't exactly leave someone's mind easily. Wanna talk? I'd be happy to listen (read) Wish you all the best! Merry (early) Christmas!
yo i just want to thank you for dedicating your youtube channel to help people with suicidal thoughts I've hade some before but they got resolved (from watching your youtube channel)
Never give up, I promise you that it’s gonna get better, you’ve just gotta keep fighting! You’ve got so much to live for, and so much more to do in the world! Life always has a purpose!
Thank you for this video. I've been feeling down due to my friend's passing along with the stress of my family having to deal with this new Virus outbreak going around. This video really helped me see things in a different way and helps me understand that people go through rough things aswell.
I’m not even depressed or anything but my fyp thinks I am and I always get recommended vents and stuff that’s heavy like this. But I’m gonna keep watching this because it’s.. really moving.
You're doing really well, I'm rooting for you internet stranger. We're all in this together and we'll make it through. If u got stuff on yur mind I'm fine with listening (reading). I wish you the best! And Merry (early) Christmas! :D
this really brought tears to my eyes, it actually felt like someone was talking to me and not some numbed down dont do it video, ive experienced attempts multiple times in the span of a week, four to be exact, life was a disgusting thought, nobody reached out for me, life was harsher after them actually, yelling from my parents, unaware of what their daughter is planning to do that night and after or until i was satisfied with my outcome of dying. Theres allways a light at the end of the tunnel, sometimes it has to be dark for it to shine brightly, no matter how hard life gets, no matter how many attempts you have already done, there is always a light at the end, keep pushing even when you are weak
The weak breeze whispers nothing The water screams sublime His feet shift, teeter-totter Deep breath, stand back, it’s time Toes untouch the overpass Soon he’s water bound Eyes locked shut but peek to see The view from halfway down A little wind, a summer sun A river rich and regal A flood of fond endorphins Brings a calm that knows no equal You’re flying now You see things much more clear than from the ground It’s all okay, it would be Were you not now halfway down Thrash to break from gravity What now could slow the drop All I’d give for toes to touch The safety back at top But this is it, the deed is done Silence drowns the sound Before I leaped I should’ve seen The view from halfway down I really should’ve thought about The view from halfway down I wish I could’ve known about THE VIEW FROM HALFWAY DOWN
I thought about it, but knew I'd never be strong enough to do it, so I just accepted the situation, and eventually, the feelings subsided. Better now, I just gotta be careful, I suppose. "That which does not kill you makes you stronger."
I have attempted to take my life in the past and have had a friend be successful in their attempt. These years of living after all of that. I can say with confidence. It is never worth it. Nowadays it is so normalized to hate and it's rough. But you can keep going, you can keep pushing through. And you ARE loved. There is someone out there who you might've not met yet that loves you. Whether it be platonically or romantically. You are loved. Take care of yourself, take each day at a time, you can do this!
Thank you so much. Ive had so much going on in my life recently, let it be parents, school work, toxic friends. This video made me feel emotion for the first time in a month. I dont know if you'll ever see this or if you'll even care, but you just saved a life. Thank you.
lost someone i knew online when i was 13, they lived in hong kong and were suffering with family issues and were hospitalized with covid since they had a compromised immune system, the place i knew her from still holds a ceremony every year in her honor, i just hope that all of you have a good near at this point ❤❤lets make 2025 the best we can with the most positivity and support those that need it most
No one should ever use suicide as a resort to end sadness or suffering. It always passes the suffering to another person and that person will eventually get the thoughts you had. It is such a terrible thing to do, and for the people who have suicidal thoughts. I hope you do not use suicide as a resort to end suffering, and wish you the best of luck to get better.
When i tried to end my life 2 years ago by overdosing i felt the dread and regret a few minutes later thinking i was going to die, for the wish of being free from sadness i lost my freedom, the only thing that i was fighting for, fortunately i survived and even though i haven't fully recovered, i don't regret surviving, please keep pushing guys, never give up
I'm glad things have started to slowly recover, but it does truly say just how long such an event can last.
I wish you the best 💜
never end your life. even if you’ve come across a really toxic and dangerous obstacle, it shall never encourage you to suicide. keep moving.
you’re absolutely blessed man.. i’m so sorry you had to bare all those feelings and that genuine pain within your life, just know that we are blessed to even wake up every single day by our lord and savior, even if life seems like it’s at it’s lowest low, it isn’t and remember that there is ALWAYS something within are lives to be grateful for, and to be thankful for. god bless you, and blessed be people going through these like this, amen. ✝️🙏💚
Glad you’re here buddy
I feel you. I had a similar experience to you with the over dosing. but I was at the point where I was so much mental pain that I was over stimulated on emotion that I felt nothing, so it was more of silencing the voices. I was expressing my sadness to my friends but they laughed it off saying that I was depressed and that just how I ack. but now I look back and I thank myself for putting me into that situation, to learn and develop into the person that I am today, someone strong that others can depend on because I know how hard it is.
I like how you said "suicide" instead of brainrot driven, algorithm deflecting words like "Self end" or "Sewer slide". It gives weight to the topic, instead of distracting with frankly stupid words.
TH-cam nowadays is sensitive with these words.
My friend came up with "Sui-slide-whistle"
"reset character irl"
If I hear “unalive” one more time someone’s gonna understand the true meaning of it
what if its "reset character"?
I had a panic attack due to a steroid I was prescribed when I was sick. Went to the ER, thinking my heart was gonna stop any minute, and when I heard it was a panic attack hours later, I didn’t believe it. I do now, of course, but now I’m always having weird heart beats and feel so much more fatigued. It may just be anxiety, or something else, but I don’t know and I kinda don’t much care anymore. After losing friends, experiencing a breakup after 8 years of being together, and so many panic attacks after failed attempts at feeling better, I never wanted to end it more. I wrote a whole doc two days ago about everything too, just to get the feelings out there. After a talk with my cousin and this video, I don’t think I want it as much as I did before. So, thank you, and I’m sorry for all that happened to you
@@namesaplenty0775 Oh hey, shocking to see you here, Names. I never really knew you much but I'm sorry that this has happened to you. Just know that though we never talked much, I really hope you don't do anything harmful to yourself. I have no idea what has happened between the months, maybe even years of not ever interacting or even before that, but I hope things are getting better for you, alright? Take care, dude. Keep going.
this is really the type of youtuber i like, helpful life advice
@@BlueDudePlaysGD flowstate is a good TH-camr like this
i have experienced a suicide attempt years ago, i was on the lowest point in my life, my parents are busy working all day and almost never came home and i was getting bullied because i was a shy lonely child in my school and unfortunately my only friends that i had was in different classes than me. Everyday i cried in my bed when i was getting to sleep remembering that tomorrow the same thing will happen as today, so one day i go to this tall building but, then, when i was looking down i just instantly remembered about my little brother, and when i imagined his face, i just cant do it, so there I was on top of there bawling my eyes out. Today everytime i came across that building i felt that very same feeling as that day. So, this is a message to you guys from all out there who are dealing with the same thing, please remember about this at the very moment, i love you, maybe i dont know you who are you or where are you, but just remember if you feel like no one in this world loved you, there will always be someone that will love you. Please, take care of yourself okay? :)
Absolutely incredible. Your strength and tenacity is inspiring, I just feel so sorry that you had to go through all that. I'm proud you're still trying to forge ahead and for your little bro too, that's just pure compassion. We are all glad you're still here with us ❤. Perhaps you wanna talk about things still on your mind? I'd be happy to listen (read)
I wish you all the best and I'm rooting for you! Merry (early) Christmas!
Im balling my eyes out reading all the comments here..
HAPPY NEW YEAR guys!
@@chriskh-studentoflight217 happy new year man, have a great 2025. This not just for you, but for everyone.❤
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I considered committing suicide by jumping off my balcony about 2 weeks ago. I ended up not going through with it because I got anxious about what would happen if I ended up dying. I still feel miserable these days, I still tend to think about the worst about everything and myself, but I still wanna keep on living. This video ended up making me tear up, as it meant a lot to me.
You're special bro, and things will get better. I'm am so, so proud you chose to live, but obviously life will still be a huge pain in the ass. I can relate to the self-negativity and haven't found too many permanent solutions, sooo wanna talk about it? Maybe we can figure something out.
But anyway, you're strong, and you're loved (including by me). I wish you all the best! And Merry (early) Christmas!! :D
@@chriskh-studentoflight217 realistically, only very few people are special. remember, theres 8 billion people on earth, even if you die, the world will keep spinning.
the only "special" people are people who can control the earth's fate, say like, a nuclear war.
i get you're trying to be uplifting, but its just not realistic, you just feed into delusions when you say stuff like that.
and i dont want a response such as "WeLl EvErYoNe Is SpEcIaL." because well, if everyone is special, no one is.
i care about you dude, please get some help. you matter. i know i'm just a stranger on the internet, but i've met alot of people on my travels and not a single one has deserved death. get well soon dude. i hope life turns up for you relatively quickly
gl bro, hope your situation gets better
Greetings, a female below the age of 20.
Being unable to have a relationship with foreigns due to my culture is harsh when love is a completely common feeling in humans.
I am currently.. secretly together with a guy, just knowing damn well that i soon will not get to be with him anymore.
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I’m dropping my future, moving onto my artworks and creativity. - Hoping that i will store all these papers that won’t even fit in my drawer x)
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Thank you dear creator of this wonderful video, finally feeling a little comfort in the darkness where i’m resting on my bed all day long.. hoping for something new! ❤
thank you so much. i randomly got recommended this video, and you dont know how much this means to me. recently ive been struggling a lot, as ive been stressed with finals on top of being incredibly sick but still being forced to attend school (i literally had to leave early because i coughed so hard my nose began bleeding everywhere. its that bad.). in short, ive been feeling physically awful, which is contributing to me feeling mentally awful. the girl i loved left me towards the beginning of the school year, and ive been cut off from a bunch of people i used to talk to because they were all friends with her. its been an incredible struggle recently, a continuous uphill battle with no end. every day feels like a herculean task to overcome, and i feel like i just cant take this anymore. today was especially a low point, but after seeing this video i feel just a bit better. thank you.
Why herculean instead of sisyphean
stay with us man! i assume you are in either high school or middle school, but remember man, even if it doesnt seem like it, you are loved by people! dont give up on yourself! also i love your pfp
@@upsilon3 this is in extremely bad taste btw
@atpvaporeon ?
Keep pushing through. You got this spectral :D I love you
Thank you for your video, my beloved took his life by suicide 41 days ago and it has wrecked us, his mother, sisters, friends, it has been an excruciating painful experience that appears to never end and darkens every day. We all blame ourselves for his decision and action.💔
That poor family and you. I’m so sorry for your loss
I am sorry, alr? No one should have to go though the pain of losing a loved one, esp by that cause.
My sis bf also.. ended his life. He was a very cool dude, he called me brother, he was very friendly. But he took his own life while on a call with my sis, on August 2023. Rest in peace 💔
@ That must’ve been horrifying to hear. I’m super sorry about that
We are thankful for everything you do, Layla! Thank you for changing many people's lives for the better. I honestly find school too much for me, which leads me to think about suicide. You sharing your stories has really helped me out, and I am hoping that things will get better. You really have changed a lot a people, and we are all thankful for it, even if you don't notice it at times. We all love you, Layla, you put in so much work and support for us! ♥
After two of my friends ended themselves this year. I really had no one that I was so attached to as much as them, I was alone, everyone in the friend group separated ways. It really took a toll on me, and sealed myself. Today, I am still recovering from that. I couldn't even say Merry Christmas to them this year and it made me really think badly about 2025, doomscrolling with not much hope to live myself, So numb to everything else, Dropped out of college due to too much stress. But yeah, You get the idea, Typical depressed teen. But as you said, Living with it is even harder and I think that's what makes us alive. Love you all, take care of yourselves guys, Hope 2025 will be a good year to recover.
@@zom_tyt7382 dang... Hope you have a great new year, bud.
Keep going gently. Without you theres one less person to remember your friends... Hope you have a better new year
I hope 2025 for you will be good but that reminds me of this one friend I used to hang out with every single day until one day she stopped coming over its been more than 4 years since I last seen her I still miss her till this day but I been thinking that she died but other people said that she probable moved also my life has also been rough this year and I also could not say Merry Christmas to my cousin which made me really sad.
200 reasons why you should live
1. your family
2. your friends
3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something
4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment
5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes
6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes
7. the feeling you get when your room is tidy
8. the feeling you get when you're laughing hesterically.
9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend
10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile
11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve.
12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit.
13. you’ve never been to disney world.
14. you’ve never been skinny dipping.
15. you’ve never swam in a lake.
16. you’ve never met your idol.
17. you haven’t gotten married.
18. you’ve never decorated your own house.
19. you’ve never saved someone’s life.
20. you haven’t learnt to drive.
21. there is music you haven’t listen too.
22. you have so many more people to meet.
23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong.
24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right.
25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories.
26. you would have been the best mom or dad.
27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life.
28. your friends would suffer.
29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room.
30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt.
31. someone loves you.
32. you are not alone.
33. i’m here for you.
34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross.
35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet.
36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents.
38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older.
39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever.
40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried.
41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
42. finding your person.
43. really soft pillows.
44. eating pizza with your kids and partner.
45. you’ve never danced in the rain.
46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain.
47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried.
48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again.
49. your friends would blame themselves.
50. your mom's smile.
51. your best friend's laugh.
52. your sister would lose her best friend.
53. your cousins that look up to you.
54. hot chocolate on cold days.
55. ice water on hot days.
56. getting a tan.
57. hearing ‘i love you’.
58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day.
59. your birthday.
60. you’ve never been to a nightclub.
61. long hot showers.
62. long steamy baths.
63. freshly shaved legs.
64. perfectly smooth hair.
65. watching people trip over small objects.
66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life.
67. you would regret dying.
68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone.
69. you wake up everyday for a reason.
70. stars.
71. you will always be enough.
72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over.
73. reading powerful quotes.
74. genuine smiles.
75. the crunch of autumn leaves.
76. christmas.
77. christmas eve.
78. decorating the tree.
79. long meaningful hugs.
80. sunsets.
81. ice cream.
82. you never got that puppy.
83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go.
84. rainbows.
85. travelling to new places.
86. funny stories.
87. funny jokes.
88. inside jokes.
89. coffee.
90. your talents would go to waste.
91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy.
92. all nighters with friends.
93. cuddling.
94. reconnecting with old friends and family.
95. smiling.
96. capturing perfect moments on camera.
97. swimming on a hot day.
98. feeling cozy in blankets.
99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with.
100! becoming successful.
101. cute babies.
102. cute old people.
103. love stories that make you jealous.
104. telling crazy stories.
105. watching lightning.
106. watching rain.
107. star gazing.
108. recovery.
109. melted chocolate.
110. freshly baked cookies.
111. late night adventures.
112. overcoming fears.
113. sunday mornings.
114. friday mornings.
115. you’ll be dead, forever.
116. you will make a difference to people.
117. picnics with friends.
118. waking up late.
119. waking up late and ending up being on time.
120. to prove them wrong.
121. to prove them you can.
122. to prove you're strong.
123. to love and be loved.
124. the ocean.
125. pets.
126. very loud music.
127. days out.
128. finishing a book.
129. conversations that just flow.
130. learning new things.
131. you are important.
132. you are wanted.
133. mistakes.
134. snow.
135. sun.
136. flowers.
137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross.
138. new bed sheets.
139. new home decor.
140. roller coasters.
141. theme parks.
142. smiling at strangers.
143. random acts of kindness.
144. the sound of water.
145. visiting a place from your childhood.
146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own.
147. to feel proud.
148. reassurance.
149. cute nicknames.
150. long stares that make you feel loved.
151. meaningful gifts.
152. blowing out candles.
153. meeting online friends in real life.
154. success.
155. to work the job you always wanted.
156. the live the life you dreamt of.
157. babies smiling.
158. sleep.
159. slingshots.
160. breaking rules.
161. dreams.
162. the last day of school/work.
163. taking pictures.
164. brownies.
165. bubbles.
166. water slides.
167. holidays.
168. to fall asleep on someone.
169. to feel protected.
170. to grow taller.
171. to grow stronger.
172. to grow old.
173. to make memories you’ll cherish.
174. to laugh at old pictures.
175. to be loved by a pet.
176. the first signs of summer.
177. the first signs of autumn.
178. the first signs of winter.
179. the first signs of spring.
180. to binge watch a series.
181. to live independently.
182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself.
183. to not have broken any promises.
184. to fulfill your promises.
185. to breathe.
186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age.
187. so say you’re alive.
188. to know you’re stronger than you think.
189. falling in love.
190. you’ve never snuck out.
191. you’ve never not smashed your phone.
192. you’ve never stayed out all night.
193. you are a kind soul.
194. you have a warm heart.
195. you care for others.
196. the smell of pancakes.
197. when you walk over frosty grass.
198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt
199. the rest of your life
200! to say you made it.
get proper help if you're struggling. you're not alone 💙
@officialzero. This comment actually made me cry, in front of my mom too
@@ilovebiscuits09 Thanks, i spent some time making it. crying isnt always sadness, eh?
💙
I've tried to end myself a few months ago, I surivived unfortunetly and the worst part was nobody, besides my online friends. Noticed my condition. Heck nobody was even around to help me when I survived my attempt. However, for those who are still worried. I am alright now, I'm trying my best to be more open if somethings wrong and for those who also need it, never give up. No matter the situation. And don't be afraid to ask for help, because there will always be people to help you.
I might never meet you but I want to tell you one thing life is a gift, no one is promised tomorrow so enjoy every moment. Happy or bad
If darkness is happening now. Light will follow
I am glad things are better
Fortunately*
Bro it's fortunate that you survived, keep fighting you'll be at your best in the very future
im so glad you made a video about this layla
thank you for the support! 💜
@@Layla.Productions ofc! and always remember a ending will always start a new beginning take it so we all can rise up again no matter if its good or bad we can always redo it. its a sign where we all shouldn't back down. we've all been there and im glad you doing a lot better :D
You really helped, my mom just died recently and it feels like every day I’m wondering what’s the point of living. If I keep this up I’ll probably be dead by 2025. You don’t know how much you helped. This changed my view on everything - you have to be one of the best people I’ve ever seen on TH-cam. Again, Thank you so much.
hey mate hope you're still there, everything alright so far?
@@DaCats-FN-Shorts It's 2025, are you doing ok..?
Hope you’re okay rn, happy new year ❤
how you doin
being alive is pretty damn cool. People need to have more "hell yeah" energy, ykwim? as someone who has struggled with mental health quite a bit in the past, all i can say is, stop caring so much, what is happening inside your mind might make you feel terrible before bed because all of those regrets, but you gotta remember that those regrets come from something outside your mind, that you can fix. More positivity, less care, remember everything you do matters a different amount, so dont stress over the small things in your head. That's what i call "hell yeah" energy, it builds confidence, motivation, and discipline, and makes life feel like you have no regrets. dont hurt yourself, you have bigger things *to be able to* worry about.
6 days ago was my bday, considered doing my 4th attempt and had anxiety throughout my ride to school, I was on the verge of tears until I opened my phone and saw 1 person greet me happy bday. Being forgotten sucks too guys. If you have an issue with being forgotten, remember that there are people who you can open up to. People who can care and remember. Dont be remembered as "that one guy/girl that killed themselves", be remembered as the person that had the nuts to bounce back and push through. It doesnt matter if youre just one person in a big mass because we all came from literally 2 people. 😊 Merry xmas too btw
Beyond touching, from survivor to survivor, you are strong, and I am beyond proud of you for making it through, and finding your people.
- Pierce ^^
I love how a lot of small TH-camrs are making videos about this topic, all during exam season. It really helps seeing stuff like this, because occasionally i find myself falling into a pit like how some people describe it, still being in school and all. But then that one thing happens that manages to help me make it a few more days before slipping into that mindset again. I really hope i never come to this point, because i know people do care about me, but school is just way too stressful for me. I wish there was a way to just decrease the workload and never let it get that high again, it would help a lot with my mental state.
I needed to hear that "I love you". God im crying.
Thank you for this. I've recently gone through a lot these past few weeks, and school work just keeps piling and piling and it feels like theres nothing left for me. However I'm working my way out, and watching this video was a step in the right direction. Thank you, Layla
Bro, I just got done making a vent animation, and then this is the video recommended after this, well, thank’s for helping not just me, but probably millions of others, your a great guy, keep doing what most makes you happy, and be safe.
❤
Depression, it kills people. This is a real experience, i dont want to recall what made me depressed nust the duration. It was cold, alone, and shattered, i wanted to enjoy life when i cant, it feels like im being attacked, but im alone. Suicide, that came in mind going to the kitchen more then once grabbing the knife, but due to the fear of others that cared that will be sad or broken, i didnt, lately i have been doing well, not much suffering but hey, im fine, just hope thst people will be fine...
Often, I'll keep a quote in mind to keep myself away from suicide.
"Life is an amusing thing to have. Enjoy while you have"
I've had depression and thought about suicide for about 1 year now, and it felt like enternity. And yes, one of the reasons why I'm alive is because I don't really want to feel the pain.
same thing
@@CornetAuBlanc Don't you give up either :)
@@PobyTire
You thoughts can be your worst enemies or your best friend. It matters what you do with your thoughts that makes you
I don't know what to do with this. I'm still rotting inside but I'll try man, thank you so much, dude. I'm scared that if I do my brothers wouldn't be the happy-go-lucky kids they were. I'm happy you're still here. In these moments of profound reflection, I find myself compelled to reach out to you one last time. I want to express my heartfelt gratitude for the ways that you have given me happiness in my life. Your unwavering support and understanding have made a difference in ways I cannot fully articulate. I’ve encountered shadows that felt insurmountable, battles that drained my spirit. Yet, amidst the chaos, your videos were a beacon of hope. You provided a sense of solace when the world felt overwhelmingly heavy, reminding me that there is still beauty to be found, even in the darkest of times. Thank you for being you. Goodbye.
Wanna play fortnite?
@@yoboyjoshua1 I dont play
@CorgiDynamics awn man
I'll be upfront with you before writing this.
I am a introvert who barely socialised in his life. My emotional intelligence is lower than a bent banana, which basically means I cannot comprehend the mental situations of other people.
You are a great person. I mean it. Corgi, you are an awesome person, as far as I know you. I don't know what you do, or what you're going through. But one thing is clear; and that you are not content with this life. There was a time like that for me too.
I wish you the best, dude. I can't thank you enough for the support you have given me. Please be kind to yourself, because you have come so far under such circumstances. You are a strong person, that probably has gone through hell. I probably could never last as long as you if I were in your situation.
I hope you can find peace somehow, some day.
@@1045HourVitality Thank you. I appreciate it. I hope you feel better too. Wait it's you! Sorry if this is off-topic but wow! Dude your animations are better than mine. My emotional intelligence is that of a liquidated raison. I wanted to take a moment to express my admiration for you, both as an incredible person and a talented animator. Your work in the countryball animation community has brought joy and creativity to many, and your unique style makes you stand out. The passion you put into your animations is evident, and it inspires those who watch your work. Thank you for sharing your talent with the world. Keep being amazing!
a friend of mine as i am writing this is thinking of killing themselves,there are more people that i know trying to help him but i am stressing and overthinking about all of this i feel like its my responsobility to help him because i knew him for the longest time am just trying to not let it get to my head. your videos really do help if i am feeling worse. i will come back to your videos if he does anything. thank you for these videos by the way. Edit:he didnt do anything just yet, he seems better then before
Yo, dont blame yourself if you are! Remember to love yourself. Sorry for your friend though, i hope he gets better!
Am trying to not get worse (in the mental state) plus the other friends Will help me if i feel bad. Another friend tried to kill themselves and i did stop them so i have "experience". Thanks for the support though. @@somerandomformalman2007
oh.. maybe your friend suddenly getting better isnt good... it could mean he's about to do it, and he's joyful because he knows the pain will go away soon.
its just how i see it, i wish u n your friend the best
..I hope your friend doesn’t do it ngl.
And I hope your friend survives.. just don’t be hard on yourself, okay?
i just wanna say thank you so much for this video, a couple nights ago i actually tried to take my own life. but i remembered that i have friends who care for me, even if around 80% of them are just online. i remembered how they said they would be there for me every step of the way. and then i thought, “hey, maybe i wont do this. maybe ill keep surviving.” and i have. ive been getting through with it. again, it really means so much to a lot of other people including me that youre spreading awareness about this stuff. remember everyone, suicide is a permanent action for temporary problems, and will cause hurt to those who do love you ❤
I have literally no words to express how thankful me and probably others are of you! Not event your videos are actually helpful, they definitely take a lot of work! The renders, multiple language subtitles, everything with these videos just feels good.
I hope someday your channel gets the attention it deserves.
Hope you have a good day, good evening, or good night...
you have a soothing voice
Thanks :)
Attempt survivor here. To anyone who reads this, keep going, please.
this literally saved me 2023-2024. Around 2024 summer really restored me because that's when i was a lot more productive, and got to see what life offers more.
Thank you for spreading awareness on this topic. This video has, probably saved dozens of lives.
a friend i have..he ended his life..I was too late..and it was today
that’s horrible… I hope you recover ❤
I am sorry for your loss ❤
Rip for your friend i hope you recover soon❤🩹
sorry for your loss dude
@@yazminwolfy9839 I a sincerely sorry to hear that. I know how horrible it feels. I actually had the same thing happen to me almost two years ago now. Just stay strong, it’s what your friend would’ve wanted. Besides, things *will* get better. I can 100% garuntee that. It’s gonna take a long time, what might feel like forever, but there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Just fight as hard as you can until you finally see it.
It’s the worst.
You regret it just before it happens.
Thankfully I was able to live past mine.
Please stay safe. People love you. Even if you don’t know them. ❤
Layla, I'ma be real
Your videos have been a huge help through my transition, so, thank you :3
Although I myself have never tried or thought of doing these things. I’ve had many, and I mean, many friends who have thought and tried these things. I’m glad you spoke about this topic, even if it’s kind of a heavy topic. And like you said, reaching out to someone you trust can help, I’ve been on the giving end of that, and I’ve been really happy to have helped many who have been on that edge.
Hope everyone has a nice day, and I hope things better for those who have to rough!
Bro you're incredible. We need more people like you man. I'm inspired, but can't help but ask, is there anything that's troubling you still, that you wanna talk to someone about? I'd be happy to listen (read) if that's the case. And if it's ok with you, could you perhaps share how to helped those people, in a bit of a pickle myself. And also don't forget to look after yourself too mate :)
But anyway, I wish you the best! Merry (early) Christmas!!
@ Thx for the compliment! But I don’t think of myself as anything special! And as for if I have anything troubling me, I fortunately don’t! But I do really appreciate you asking me!
For as to how I helped my friends and others when in this situation, I think it’s just best to understand them, I know it’s a vague answer, but the more you know how the person thinks, the easier it is to talk to them, I personally have this innate talent to understand someone very deeply, which is both a blessing and a curse, but it has helped with these sorts of situations. So just learn to understand the person, be there with them whenever you can, and give them the time and space they need whenever they need it, as well as never force your solution of the situation to them! And I obviously take care of myself! It’s one thing I always assure the people I help! I always assure them that I’m doing okay and am giving them my time that I have available!
And merry early Christmas to you too!! :)
Sorry for the long rant btw, dunno how to word it less.
yk how happy it makes me that you are still here? too happy. even if i dont know you.
as someone who has dealt with multiple attempts and psych admissions, i still haven't fully recovered. i appreciate everything you said in this video, and it makes me feel like i'm not alone. You're not alone, and we're all here for you, don't give up. I experienced an attempt after an online friend threatened to attempt, and it felt like i had been reset to where i was months before (I had been in and out of psych wards from march-->may) i felt like crying every day, and it sucked. but things do get better, and i don't regret making a path towards recovery
I remember watching one of your videos during my mental struggle, it helped me feel more determined to live on and not lose hope. Eventually I did and I went somewhere to get help and when I came back I rewatched that video, I was still determined but I also was grateful I found this channel that helped me even if it was for a little bit
this honestly made me cry but sometimes there's always a brighter day in all of us
saw this like, an hour after i tried to kms, thank you
there's a big problem about me that where motivational quotes nor videos that comforts me, they dont work. same goes to this video.
I'm not quite sure if I feel the same but is it kinda like you just feel like none of the motivation to 'save yourself' will come to you? Too lazy, too far gone, a lost cause, so why try? I'm also kinda in the same boat, but I know getting better will benefit both of us. I'm interesting in maybe having a deeper conversation here, maybe we can figure things out. Anyway, wish you the best! Merry (early) Christmas!! :D
the harsh reality is that no quotes or videos are going to help you by themselves, the point of quotes and videos isnt just to look at them and feel better, you have to look at yourself as well. You have to look at your flaws and problems, not just looking at the videos you watch but how they could apply to you, and how they relate. Nothing is going to help you if you dont help yourself, thats just how life is.
Professional help?
Yo man i love these type of video they remind me of psych2go videos but much better on terms of visual
Thank you for making this bro
Also this story is pretty relateable
My best friend from 6th grade has broken up with me last week
I feel dead inside and outside for weeks and i just feel i cant move on
Its still haunts me until now
Thanks for giving awareness, although I myself am not currently in this situation, you've helped many just by giving YOUR thoughts.
stay safe man, sit back and enjoy life as we have it
I used to be chronically depressed 4 years ago for half that time during my early-mid teens, and I would get suicidal thoughts very often because I genuinely felt hopeless in everything. It wasn't until I snapped in my school during class where my parents would drive to pick me up where I told them I've felt like the world would be a better place without me, which they took for granted, and as much as I thought they would forget it at the time, it wasn't until recently where I had another tantrum where my mom reminded of this moment.
The thing that got me out of that cycle was that... there isn't much meaning to our lives; In the grand scheme of things, we are just creatures that have limited time to do anything we want before we eventually pass on into the unknown, and while this thought CAN be scary at times (Hell, while I wrote this, it gave me a shock knowing I'll possibly have to face my deathbed one day), its what ultimately got me out of my depression, knowing that there's nothing to be sad over while experiencing... everything.
Edit: I want to state something; This does NOT always mean I'm a happy person, it's more so a acceptance of life DOES suck- ALOT, but knowing time is always something we lose; Knowing that whats considered multiple years can go by the blink of a eye, I kind of just can't afford to sit alone and dwell on how horrible my life is- how our reality is. Despite everything, we have to make the most out of our time- Otherwise, we'll just hate ourselves more. And finally, I want to say a genuine rest in peace to those who never got through this- to those who didn't have the same vision, and to those who never even got the chance, I hope your souls have found a better place to rest.
Thanks for your comment, your comment means a lot for me and for everyone. Have a nice day and I wish you're feeling great now.
this actually made me cry a little, this is all stuff i have kinda gone through, i never made an attempt...but i had thoughts for years, to the point i thought i was a danger to others, but after a few years of therapy (still going) and love from others, im better, i hope you are too, the whole long distance break up made my heart sink because at the time of typing this, i am in a long distance with my BF (me in michigan, BF in the UK). i had met him through a bad moment because i was the one who had stayed with him to listen. this is great man, it made me happy, and hopefully i can stay with my bf, and i hope your doing ok, i am starting to do better. especially since i had a mentally harmful step dad. but anyhoo, vent over, sry. hope your currently ok!
Thank you for helping people that is actually going thru depression.
This made a 19 year old break down. Thank you so much man. I've just recently gone through a tough batch sobbing my eyes out just yesterday. My self worth had gone down so low then I saw this video. I cried a bit and felt comforted watching this.
As a person who has done many attempts, Damaged my body because of it .I can some what relate to you, And every single comment on this video. When I got recommended this video ,I instantly clicked and i wasn't disappointed at all
(Note: I didn't wanna go into detail of...other stuff that caused my mental health issues cuz its wayyy to personal- mb.)
i hope you feel better and the Best things for you
hey man, i just wanna let u know i care about u alot ik we haven't met but like please dont ever see ur self deserving of death, those people who wanted u dead are jerks are the stupidest people i've ever heard of, i dont ever want u dead man, u are cool and super epic!! i wish u the best in life bro u deserve joy in life
@1milebehind Thanks bro :D
"Stay safe, alright?" Had me in tears. I have never heard this phrase since forever.
im really suprised someone uses animation for talking about this topic, especially roblox animation. kudos to you, and keep up the great content.
thank you for taking note into mental health awareness.
it helps, a lot.
even though, i have no idea who you are, i want to say.
thank you, again.
this hasn't opened much for me, as i've discovered gateways that lead into the open itself, but that doesn't mean it did nothing.
man i love this type of content, content that just places some helpful advice out there for the ones struggling.
Thank you for talking about this. The topic is heavy, but a whole lot of people carry that weight and feel like they have nowhere else to go. Though I've never seen you on my recommended before, and probably won't be back, I appreciate that you said what you did. Some people need to hear it.
thank you for posting this. suicide is a terrible thing to both consider and go through with, and having it watered down online hurts as someone who survived an attempt. ive struggled with lots of thoughts about suicide since i was young and even tried to take my own life when i was 8. i was living in an abusive/neglectful household as well as being outcasted at my school. when my attempt failed i gave myself a deadline that i wouldnt live past 10. my fifteenth birthday is on january 3rd. i still struggle with considering suicide along with other negative things, and i still dont have that many friends, but i found a passion for writing as well as getting a lovely bf (4 months going strong!!). suicide is terrible and i hope anyone who is considering it now feels better soon. things always get better no matter how long it takes. ❤❤
sorry to hear that, although sure I may just be a random stranger from the internet that wouldn't really help at all. but I wish you the best of luck with your writing, and also try to ignore the negative things and ik it may be hard and all but I believe in you! also happy early birthday. Not sure if I helped (prob not) but I just wanted to at least try because I just felt like I had to. ( I will come back on the 3rd to wish you a good birthday).
this was very hard to send sooooooo ye :p see you tmr, or well comment tmr to say happy birthday :). Sorry if i am yapping I have a problem with that.
Funny that i found this on my friend that took his life's birthday. Wonder if this is him speaking to me. It was really only 3 months ago which really sounds like so little now that I'm looking back on it. Either way thank you for making this video. I can really only live and be happy for him and that's what i plan on doing for the rest of my life no matter how sad I end up feeling at the end of the day, just gotta do it for him.
I'm very sorry for people out there who have gone through this experience. I just want you guys to know that in this world, you are worth everything. Facing all of those challenges, and just being in a dark period all together with the thought of taking your life is just scary. My heart goes out to each and everyone of you. All of you are valuable and beautiful individuals, I love you guys
My expirience was, almost life ending..I was bullied a lot back then, causing me to have mental breakdowns at school a lot, I was blinded by sadness, I didn't listen..luckily my best friend for a good amount of time back then helped me become the person I am now, thanks for this getting recommended to me, this is the best thing to see.
yt with this typa content is just...
so rare to me
mental illness awareness guys
spread the word!
This ^
the "be safe, Okay Love you all" That hit me so hard. I have never been told by someone to be safe.
Suffering is temporary, your impact is eternal.
You may not know it, but you mean the world to so many people you do and even don't know.
❤
My new mantra🔥🔥🔥
What if your impact is useless
This is SO Relatable... but in the end I came out better and changed because I keep pushing through. Despite all the hate and rumors put on me I pulled through in the end. Thank you for this video as it perfectly explains what social media can do to someone.
man that sucks, i really hope your doing well now
It felt like the world was crumbling for me. As if it was biting my skin. But no matter what, i have to stay strong. Throwing away life won’t cut it. Because it does no good and all. If you’re seeing this, always stay strong and determined for what’s to come 💪
Thank you, and to you too, I'm rooting for you! Merry (early) Christmas!!
@@chriskh-studentoflight217 no problem mate! I dont celebrate christmas but merry christmas to you too!
I had a friend in the past, an online friend. We met in a roblox game and after that we added on roblox, talked a lot. Eventually, we friended eachother on discord. We talked everyday about the most random stuff ever, really funny guy, defenitely made me a better person as well. We stopped talking as often, eventually going down to once every 2-3 days. I expected for us to be friends for a while. But about a year in, that friend almost committed suicide. Left me a voice recording of their distorted voice reading out some suicide note. I could only make out a few words, but it was pretty sad. And after they settled down, we started talking again, even less though. He told me that I was the only one who knew that he almost died. He said he was getting better, but I didnt believe that. About 4 months ago, I got completely ghosted. I'd like to believe that my friend just took on a new identity on the internet, since they had an alias and I didnt even know his name. But I'm not sure that hes okay, maybe he quit the internet entirely, or as said before took a new alias. I can understand that after all of that he might think I just see him as some depressed guy, but I dont. I just hope that friend gets back to me someday. I thought about even meeting up in real life at some point. But that most likely wont happen.
@@IMightBeSomething I hope your friend is doing better in life man. Also, it must’ve been pretty traumatising having a suicide note being reds to you. By the same author. I hope TEH rets of your s nice, man.
He’s in a better place, RIP and I’m sorry.
this is a good video for explaining how life is really, I think just growing up with our brains being surrounded with a cloud of stress or a cloud of just negativity we start to think otherwise and want to do bad stuff to ourselves, and this goes for people with strict parents or not, but sometimes you feel like your parents give no help after telling you they will help at all times, sometimes you feel like your the adult and their the children and sometimes you feel like they're just power tripping which can cause nothing but exhaustion, nothing to gain but a lot to lose, and nothing to learn
Thank you.
This video really emphasised me not being alone because i almost went through the exact same thing (minus the relationship due to religious reasons), I have quit every social media (except yt which no one knows about) and cut contact with all online friends since and felt suicidal numerous times and always felt ashamed to be that disgusting and self deprecating at my age (im a pre-teen and the events are pretty recent, like 0-2 years ago.) I even started self harm and it numbed me, but I was already numbed so I drove myself insane with emptiness. I never really seeked help, I never properly vented to anyone irl and that sucks to keep it all in, let suicidality take over me. But I’ve learned to suck it up and I’m no longer a coward (you are strong either way, this is just a personal expression- I find suicide to be cowardly) , I’m even a month sober from self harm, so yes it does better. Give yourself a pat on the back , you deserve it
The video being 8+ minute length is a good indicator of sincerity and honesty of a youtuber, since this is an official milestone for ads. If it is JUST over 8 minute mark, then you know, what was a priority while making a video.
as someone who frequently deals with mental health and suicidal thoughts, please don’t leave. you are loved. *keep. going.*
this helped a lot.
please. please make more content like this.
actual, real advice given by a real person in 2024.
I personally love the message this conveys and would love to see more people fighting against events like these and actually talking about their experiences with a loved one or a therapist so they could find a solution to the situation they are currently in and find that mental help to clear up anything that is not needed which could give more confidence and overall a better feeling of cleanliness and knowing that you are not alone.
even though i haven't resorted to this yet, my mental health has been worsening. Thanks for making this ♥♥♥
I feel you. I went through and am going through a really dark period of my life and I had thoughts of ending it all. But I didnt. And its the best decicision I ever made. Youre strong, ypure amazing, youre smart, youre kind, youre loving, youre loved. Remeber that.
i have attempted only once, it failed (obviously, as i wouldn’t be able to write this from heaven). the only reason i began healing is bc of of my best friend, who actually took his own life 2 weeks after my attempt.
i suppose the fact he was a boy was a bit of a shock, where i come from it is not common for men to show much emotion at all. i’ve never even seen my dad tear up. although not the point.
the best friend wrote me a note which says “i love you but i wish you would have come to me for help instead of trying to end it all, i couldn’t help but feel angry and guilty.” i’ll admit, when i read this my first thought was ‘why would he even say this? this is so awful to say to someone already in pain from your death’. i was angry, hurt, confused and overall ready to follow in his footsteps i suppose. i felt the same way i assume he did when i attempted. now i realise all he wanted by writing that was to show me just how big of an impact it had on not only himself but the people around me.
for context this happened 3 years ago, time heals (most) wounds, yes, but do not let time do all the work, pls seek help from either a professional or a trusted adult ❤
Glad to find a video like this. kinda wish i was able to send it to my friend who committed around July. hope every one is able to fight there demons and strive
very wise words, Layla.
I’m very sorry that these things happened to you, but, seeing you here now, creating creative and interesting content… it means that you’re strong. you kept going despite everything.
that’s what strength truly is.
thank you for this video. it means a lot. be yourself, enjoy living and be safe. 🫂
The part about being immature is so real, I started to feel alone after a while too, but I’m glad you didn’t follow through
I was a really depressed during winter 2024, I had so much to work to balance along with a relationship and sports. Nothing felt meaningful and I felt that I had to get good grades no matter what even though my parents are really forgiving (I though a B+ was a bad grade) I eventually wrote how I was feeling into a google doc which was found by my school and parents, they comforted me and told me I wasn’t alone, I feel better now and want to continue living life more freely and this video really helped me open my eyes to what I was thinking about. There will ALWAYS be a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it doesn’t feel like it for weeks and just know how many people care for you
i went through suicide my whole life, eveyone tried killing themselves around me to the point i went insane, i couldnt handled it anymore and tried strangling myself to death but i remembered what good i could do to help people, i love your content and your advice, thank you.
I hope things have improved since those incidents. Thank you for sharing. :)
Dude, that's just unbelievably unfortunate, I'm so sorry you had to go through any of that. You are a good person, an amazing, incredible hero and you inspire me. Your strength to get back up and forge ahead, your ability to endure even a fraction of that mess. I'm sure everyone you helped feels grateful you were there, even if it takes a little while for them to realise that.
I'm proud and glad you're still here with us, love you mate.
I do know that something like that doesn't exactly leave someone's mind easily. Wanna talk? I'd be happy to listen (read)
Wish you all the best! Merry (early) Christmas!
yo i just want to thank you for dedicating your youtube channel to help people with suicidal thoughts I've hade some before but they got resolved (from watching your youtube channel)
This really does happen, and I feel you man. I hope that people can feel strong ❤
Never give up, I promise you that it’s gonna get better, you’ve just gotta keep fighting! You’ve got so much to live for, and so much more to do in the world! Life always has a purpose!
quite the thanksgiving gift huh (this video is so real)
i cannot put into words how thankful i am for this video
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man from doing gun muzzle effects to dvn funny vid and now this, you've grown; your 're helpin a lot of ppl
Thank you for this video.
I've been feeling down due to my friend's passing along with the stress of my family having to deal with this new Virus outbreak going around. This video really helped me see things in a different way and helps me understand that people go through rough things aswell.
I’m not even depressed or anything but my fyp thinks I am and I always get recommended vents and stuff that’s heavy like this. But I’m gonna keep watching this because it’s.. really moving.
My friend is battling with self harm and I sent this video to him. Thank you.
I found this in my recommended but I just saw the thumbnail, saw the title and knew I needed this
You're doing really well, I'm rooting for you internet stranger. We're all in this together and we'll make it through. If u got stuff on yur mind I'm fine with listening (reading). I wish you the best! And Merry (early) Christmas! :D
this really brought tears to my eyes, it actually felt like someone was talking to me and not some numbed down dont do it video, ive experienced attempts multiple times in the span of a week, four to be exact, life was a disgusting thought, nobody reached out for me, life was harsher after them actually, yelling from my parents, unaware of what their daughter is planning to do that night and after or until i was satisfied with my outcome of dying. Theres allways a light at the end of the tunnel, sometimes it has to be dark for it to shine brightly, no matter how hard life gets, no matter how many attempts you have already done, there is always a light at the end, keep pushing even when you are weak
The weak breeze whispers nothing
The water screams sublime
His feet shift, teeter-totter
Deep breath, stand back, it’s time
Toes untouch the overpass
Soon he’s water bound
Eyes locked shut but peek to see
The view from halfway down
A little wind, a summer sun
A river rich and regal
A flood of fond endorphins
Brings a calm that knows no equal
You’re flying now
You see things much more clear than from the ground
It’s all okay, it would be
Were you not now halfway down
Thrash to break from gravity
What now could slow the drop
All I’d give for toes to touch
The safety back at top
But this is it, the deed is done
Silence drowns the sound
Before I leaped I should’ve seen
The view from halfway down
I really should’ve thought about
The view from halfway down
I wish I could’ve known about
THE VIEW FROM HALFWAY DOWN
I thought about it, but knew I'd never be strong enough to do it, so I just accepted the situation, and eventually, the feelings subsided. Better now, I just gotta be careful, I suppose. "That which does not kill you makes you stronger."
I have attempted to take my life in the past and have had a friend be successful in their attempt. These years of living after all of that. I can say with confidence. It is never worth it. Nowadays it is so normalized to hate and it's rough. But you can keep going, you can keep pushing through. And you ARE loved. There is someone out there who you might've not met yet that loves you. Whether it be platonically or romantically. You are loved.
Take care of yourself, take each day at a time, you can do this!
Thank you so much. Ive had so much going on in my life recently, let it be parents, school work, toxic friends. This video made me feel emotion for the first time in a month. I dont know if you'll ever see this or if you'll even care, but you just saved a life. Thank you.
lost someone i knew online when i was 13, they lived in hong kong and were suffering with family issues and were hospitalized with covid since they had a compromised immune system, the place i knew her from still holds a ceremony every year in her honor, i just hope that all of you have a good near at this point ❤❤lets make 2025 the best we can with the most positivity and support those that need it most
I really appreciate you sharng yourself out there man, your 2021 just sounds like the type of life I'm living now.
No one should ever use suicide as a resort to end sadness or suffering. It always passes the suffering to another person and that person will eventually get the thoughts you had. It is such a terrible thing to do, and for the people who have suicidal thoughts. I hope you do not use suicide as a resort to end suffering, and wish you the best of luck to get better.
Thanks Layla. I needed this. I’m sure a lot of others did too. You seem cool, so i’m looking forward to seeing your stuff. Thanks again
You helped someone
Even if Not alot
You helped me
Thank you❤
i wish u the best in life!!
@1milebehind thank you
that mean alot to me
Found this after attempting three times in the same week, damn…this hits hard
this was majorly comforting to say the least. youve earned a subscriber.