The thumbnail hit hard for me. Lately I've been struggling with death anxiety after my first migraine made me feel like I was dying from a stroke. This image perfectly sums up how I felt in that moment. The song adds to that feeling....Thank you.
Seele Kan, thank you for your comment! I'm happy to be able to deliver to you songs and illustrations that will help you feel your pain. I'll definitely tell the illustrator what you think.
ENG TL 🎇 Sparks flew off the corner of my head The forgotten sparkle The wall of smiles, a self of exclusion A chain of denial A hole in my true heart Endless self-discovery I'll never know what it means to be here Where is the next station? Crying for no reason This moment’s passing me by I can't go back I can't go back My thirsty, shattered heart It's my own fault You know what? Why am I still alive? Am I just going to rot and leave nothing behind? This is my last chance to change The train doors open It's hard to live with something missing I still want to be accepted I don't care if I'm just an imposter... if I'm just a little bit of me I can't make it now, but I'll make it happen in the future No matter how muddy and dirty No matter how muddy or dirty it gets I kept on making things for myself But I still couldn't win anyone's heart Because easy impressions don't last I'm sure everyone has similar feelings Why can't my words reach anyone? I know what I see and what's left behind isn't everything I want to leave myself behind You know what? Why are you crying? All the things that can't be undone And yet... You know what? You remembered me Did I leave a scar here? I'll forget it all anyway But I want to be here now
this song is beautiful! i don't speak japanese at all, but the song is very well written and produced, and of course the illustration is beautiful! keep up the hard work, i really appreciate it ❤ and my compliments to the illustrator as well!
Thank you for your comment, starrieskiez! I'm very happy to hear that you think the song and illustrations are beautiful! Of course I'll pass on your words to the illustrator!
this got into my youtube recommendation page, though I don't understand japanese, with the help of a translator I read the rough translated lyrics. I'm not sure if they are as they are but they seem to ring a voice and emotion that has been within me for a long time. thank you for being able to produce such a beautiful sound alongside it that it feels nice to hold onto rather than drowning
I translated the lyrics using Google Translate. The nuances may be off in some places. Lyrics Sparks fly in the back of my head The brightness I forgot Wall of smiles, self-exclusion chain of denial My true feelings flowed out through a hole Endless self-search the meaning of being here I don't understand for a long time What's the next station? crying for no reason This passing moment I can't go back My dry and broken heart It's my fault You know, why am I alive? Will it rot and leave nothing behind? This is my last chance to change The train door opened I'm missing something and it's hard to live I still want to be recognized It doesn't matter if it's just a copy, as long as there's just a little bit of me Even if it's impossible now, I'll definitely make a difference in the future. No matter how muddy and dirty it gets I kept creating it for myself Still, I couldn't capture anyone's heart Easy impressions won't last you know what? why am I crying There are only things that can't be undone And yet You know, someone remembered what I did I was able to leave a scar here? I'll forget everything anyway I still want to be here
Oh, I have so many wonderful things to say! This has a surreal quality, which I imagine must match the art and the intent of the song very well. I love hearing more electronic elements blended with violin and piano, and this is done in such a remarkable way, I've never heard anything like this style before. The alternating frantic and haunting moments are beautifully done. Forgive me for finding this after it's been uploaded for so long, but I have nothing but love for this song.
Thank you for your comment! I'm very happy to receive such passionate comments. Thank you for liking this song. I'm so excited to have inspired you. I would be happy if you remembered this song and listened to it long after you forgot about it.
Instant favorite, added it to my Teto Playlist in a heartbeat, yes, the song IS that GOOD. My good the violin, the piano, Teto-Chan's voice sounding so ethereal. Not to mention those Avant-Garde sounding sections halfway through the song, perfection. I am obsessed. We thank you こたつ.
this song appeared randomly on my playlist. teto sounds beautiful here. the illustration and instrumental are beautiful ‼️💯 i like it sm, the melody is unpredictable and makes it relaxing in certain point
Thank you for your comment, io kuri! I'm very happy to hear that the song and illustration go well together! I wanted it to be unpredictable, so I'm glad that you enjoyed it.
I forgot to add it in my TL comment! but the title, “バラカラ” translates to Barakara, I think it’s from onomatopoeia, バラバラ (barabara) to describe something “all over the place’, a mess out of order. And カラカラ (karakara) dried up, hollow or a clattering/rattle sound^^
UnlikelyLynniiVT, thank you for your comment! I'm glad that you complimented the music and illustrations. I would like to continue to do my best little by little!
FANTASTIC song violin and vocaloid is a combo that should be used more often just... incredible🤩. Shame I can't add it to my spotify playlist. Oh well maybe its about time I use TH-cam music instead
Спасибо за комментарий, Kristina Tolmacheva ! Не знаю, прав ли русский, но отвечу на ваш комментарий. Я рада, что иллюстрации и музыка Вам понравились! Я удивлен, что люди из-за границы это слушают.
Thank you for your comment, vocalsynthfan4001! Thank you for subscribing to our TH-cam channel! I will work hard to create songs that leave a lasting impression.
NYA Thank you for your comment, NYA! I usually make softer songs. I hope you find some songs you like. I'm going to try a song with this kind of atmosphere again
Here are the lyrics. However, I don't think the lyrics of this song are very meaningful for learning Japanese. I'm not good at English, so I didn't understand the fine nuances, so I didn't translate the lyrics into English. Lylics 火花が散った頭の奥 忘れてしまった輝き 笑顔の壁 排斥の自己 否定の連鎖 穴が空いて流れでた本心 終わりのない自分探し ここに在る意味 ずっとわからない 次の駅は？ わけもなく泣いて 過ぎていくこの一瞬 戻ることなんてできない 乾いて砕け散った心は 自分のせいだ あのね どうして生きているの？ 何も遺せず朽ち果てるか？ これが最後の変わるチャンス 電車のドアが開いた どこか抜けてて生きづらくて それでも認められたいよ マネでもいいほんの少しでも自分がいれば 今は無理でも絶対未来で振り向かせるから どれだけ泥に塗れ汚くて 自分のために創り続けた それでも誰かの心は掴めなかった お手軽な感動じゃ続かないよな あのね？どうして泣いているの 取り返しのつかないことばかり それなのに あのね 覚えてくれていたの 此処に傷跡を残せたのか？ どうせ全部忘れるけれど 今はまだ此処にいたいんだ
the thumbnail caught my attention, and the first few seconds of the song immediately got me hooked! the tuning of teto is so pleasant, she sounds very ethereal in some places!! i love the vibe of this song, it’s both melancholic and soothing ❤ 日本語わちょっと良くないけど、この曲素晴らしくと思います！つくてくれてありがとうございます！何か間違いたらごめんなさい、まだ学んでいます 🙇
Thank you for your comment! I'm glad that you liked the atmosphere of the song! The Japanese sentences also have some minor spelling mistakes, but the meaning is understandable!
The art brought me in too but the song keeps me listening to it over and over again. I'm obsessed! 💖😍 I think you can hit it big time, ganbatte ne! 💪💖🥰 ps, greetings from Finland! You reached the heart of someone so far away!
This song really resonates with me as a trans woman, in many ways I can’t describe. From the way you convey leaving your old self behind and moving to the next to the feeling of being an imposter or like you don’t fit in with others and that their positive impression of you always fades when they realize what you are it’s all just such a perfect portrait of the trans experience. Not only that, but this song gives me hope to keep fighting and be exactly who I’m meant to be because that’s the only way I can be happy with myself.
I would be very happy if this song could be of some help to you. There is always hope wherever you keep fighting. All your victories and defeats will accumulate within you, which will lead to great confidence. As long as you keep fighting, there will always be someone watching your efforts. I'm rooting for you.
Thank you for your comment, Mazgrip! I'm very happy to hear that the illustrations and music are good! And you read Japanese manga! I love them too. But I have never read housekinokuni, so I will read it again!
I absolutely love everything about this song, and its illustration 😭 the tuning is amazing i seriously hope you contiue to get the recognition you deserve❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for your comment, Homulazuli! I'm very happy to receive compliments on both the song and the illustrations! I don't know how far I can go, but I will continue to make it.
cybr ♪ breadslice, thank you for your comment! I'll post the lyrics translated by Google Translate here.The nuances may be off in some places. Lyrics Sparks fly in the back of my head The brightness I forgot Wall of smiles, self-exclusion chain of denial My true feelings flowed out through a hole Endless self-search the meaning of being here I don't understand for a long time What's the next station? crying for no reason This passing moment I can't go back My dry and broken heart It's my fault You know, why am I alive? Will it rot and leave nothing behind? This is my last chance to change The train door opened I'm missing something and it's hard to live I still want to be recognized It doesn't matter if it's just a copy, as long as there's just a little bit of me Even if it's impossible now, I'll definitely make a difference in the future. No matter how muddy and dirty it gets I kept creating it for myself Still, I couldn't capture anyone's heart Easy impressions won't last you know what? why am I crying There are only things that can't be undone And yet You know, someone remembered what I did I was able to leave a scar here? I'll forget everything anyway I still want to be here
Thank you for your comment. If I upload my songs to Spotify, I may end up making a profit, so I only upload my songs to TH-cam. Due to the nature of my job, side jobs are prohibited.
@@こたつ-c2w that would be lovely, really! Unfortunately I don't have any proper equipment and I'm I'm someone who likes to sing😅😅 I will definitely keep listening to your songs though, they're amazing!!
Thank you for your comment, S H O Z U A! I'm glad that you liked this song. I will continue to post songs to this account, so I would appreciate it if you could support me!
came for the thumbnail, stayed for the song
Thank you for your comment, KentuckyFried Socks!
Thank you for complimenting the thumbnail! I'll tell the illustrator!
Bro you need more recognition man i never heard kasane teto voice so beautiful with a violin
Andra 69, thank you for your comment! I'm very excited to hear that you think it's beautiful. I will do my best to create memorable songs again.
The thumbnail hit hard for me. Lately I've been struggling with death anxiety after my first migraine made me feel like I was dying from a stroke. This image perfectly sums up how I felt in that moment. The song adds to that feeling....Thank you.
Seele Kan, thank you for your comment! I'm happy to be able to deliver to you songs and illustrations that will help you feel your pain. I'll definitely tell the illustrator what you think.
今は無理でも絶対未来で振り向かせるから。 この言葉がとても自分の胸に刺さりました。曲の流れが目まぐるしく変わり、聞いていて飽きません。イラストの雰囲気も良く、作詞もセンスも大好きです。この曲がもっと沢山の人に知られればとそっと願っております。
三本開脚トカゲさん、コメントありがとうございます。
１年以上曲を投稿して、作詞に関してコメントをもらったのは初めてだったので感動してます。
この曲の歌詞に意味を与えてくれてありがとう。この曲を作って良かったと思えました。
どんどんと再生回数が増えていっているのを見て嬉しい気持ちになっています。
僕もです笑
初めての経験なのでふわふわしてます笑
1万再生！！！おめでとうございます。これからも応援しています。
三本開脚トカゲさん！！！見守ってくれてたのですね。。ありがとうございます。こんな曲ばかりではなく、よくわからない曲もたくさん投稿するかもですがそっと見守って頂けると幸いです。。
荒野に一人立ち尽くしているようにも暗闇をがむしゃらに進んでいるようにも聞こえる荘厳で野心溢れる素敵な曲...！！
調声も楽曲も歌詞もイラストも全てがぴったり噛み合っているように美しくてとても大好きです。
今後の活動も楽しみに応援しております...！
秋風に聞いてさん、コメントありがとうございます！
野心溢れる曲！嬉しいです！誰か1人でもいいから、印象に残したかったのです。
そして応援ありがとう！
曲全体の雰囲気が好きだ。音楽と歌詞がお互いを引き立てている。アートも曲の雰囲気を見事に捉えている。
私はこの曲をランダムに見つけたので、TH-camのアルゴリズムがこの曲を祝福したのだと思う！
SpikoDreamsさん、ありがとうございます。
TH-camのアルゴリズムには感謝してもしきれません。こんなに素敵なコメントを貰えたのだから、そしてSpikoDreamsさんに聞いて頂けたのだから。あ〜生きてて良かった
まだこんな名曲が埋まってるんだ。もっと再生されて欲しいな。
ありがとう。あなたが見つけてくれて本当に良かった。
ENG TL 🎇
Sparks flew off the corner of my head
The forgotten sparkle
The wall of smiles, a self of exclusion
A chain of denial
A hole in my true heart
Endless self-discovery
I'll never know what it means to be here
Where is the next station?
Crying for no reason
This moment’s passing me by
I can't go back
I can't go back
My thirsty, shattered heart
It's my own fault
You know what?
Why am I still alive?
Am I just going to rot and leave nothing behind?
This is my last chance to change
The train doors open
It's hard to live with something missing
I still want to be accepted
I don't care if I'm just an imposter... if I'm just a little bit of me
I can't make it now, but I'll make it happen in the future
No matter how muddy and dirty
No matter how muddy or dirty it gets
I kept on making things for myself
But I still couldn't win anyone's heart
Because easy impressions don't last
I'm sure everyone has similar feelings
Why can't my words reach anyone?
I know what I see and what's left behind isn't everything
I want to leave myself behind
You know what?
Why are you crying?
All the things that can't be undone
And yet...
You know what?
You remembered me
Did I leave a scar here?
I'll forget it all anyway
But I want to be here now
you are a real one for doing this
Thsnks bro 🙏🙏🙏
サムネで惹かれて気づいたらループで聞いてました.....!
まじで好きです
サクラさん、コメントありがとうございます！
好きと言って頂きとっても嬉しいです！！何回か聴いて頂いたようで感激してます。
あとサムネ誉めて頂きありがとうございます！イラストレーターさんにも伝えておきますね！
求めてた音楽がそのまま具現化されている 感動しました なんてことだ 素晴らしすぎる
昼夜と逆転さん！コメントありがとうございます！
本当に偶然ですが昼夜と逆転さんの求めているものが作れて何よりです。たくさん褒めて頂いて僕はとてもハッピーです
this song is beautiful! i don't speak japanese at all, but the song is very well written and produced, and of course the illustration is beautiful! keep up the hard work, i really appreciate it ❤ and my compliments to the illustrator as well!
Thank you for your comment, starrieskiez! I'm very happy to hear that you think the song and illustrations are beautiful! Of course I'll pass on your words to the illustrator!
this got into my youtube recommendation page, though I don't understand japanese, with the help of a translator I read the rough translated lyrics. I'm not sure if they are as they are but they seem to ring a voice and emotion that has been within me for a long time. thank you for being able to produce such a beautiful sound alongside it that it feels nice to hold onto rather than drowning
Bunyue, thank you very much for your comment. I'm so happy that I was able to create a song that left a lasting impression on Bunyue.
can you put the translation in the comments? even if its roughly machine translated, im really curious
I translated the lyrics using Google Translate. The nuances may be off in some places.
Lyrics
Sparks fly in the back of my head
The brightness I forgot
Wall of smiles, self-exclusion
chain of denial
My true feelings flowed out through a hole
Endless self-search
the meaning of being here
I don't understand for a long time
What's the next station?
crying for no reason
This passing moment
I can't go back
My dry and broken heart
It's my fault
You know, why am I alive?
Will it rot and leave nothing behind?
This is my last chance to change
The train door opened
I'm missing something and it's hard to live
I still want to be recognized
It doesn't matter if it's just a copy, as long as there's just a little bit of me
Even if it's impossible now, I'll definitely make a difference in the future.
No matter how muddy and dirty it gets
I kept creating it for myself
Still, I couldn't capture anyone's heart
Easy impressions won't last
you know what? why am I crying
There are only things that can't be undone
And yet
You know, someone remembered what I did
I was able to leave a scar here?
I'll forget everything anyway
I still want to be here
歌詞です
バラカラ feat.重音テト SV
song&lylics:こたつ
vocal:重音テトSV
mix&mastering: swaying needles
illustration:キケン
《歌詞》
火花が散った 頭の隅
忘れてしまった輝き
笑顔の壁 排斥の自己
否定の連鎖
穴が開いて流れ出た本心
終わりのない自分探し
ここに在る意味 ずっとわからない
次の駅は？
わけもなく泣いて
過ぎていくこの一瞬
戻ることなんて
できない
渇いて砕け散った心は
自分のせいだ
あのね？
どうして生きているの？
何も遺せず朽ち果てるか？
これが最後の変わるチャンス
電車のドアが開いた
どこか抜けてて生きづらいよ
それでも認められたいよ
マネでも良いほんの少しでも自分がいれば
今は無理でも絶対未来で振り向かせるから
どれだけ泥に塗れ
汚れたとしても
自分の為に作り続けた
それでも誰かの心は掴めなかった
お手軽な感動じゃ続かないから
みんな似たような思いを抱えているはずなのに
俺の言葉はどうして誰にも届かないのだろう？
見えるものや残るものが全てじゃないのは知ってるけど
ここに自分を残したい
あのね？
どうして泣いているの？
取り返しのつかないことばかり
それなのに
あのね！
憶えてくれていたの
ここに傷跡を遺せたのか？
どうせ全部全部忘れるけど
今はここにいたいんだ
fin
唯一無二の音があって好き。ありがとう
楽しいさん、お久しぶりです！コメントありがとうございます！
好きと言って頂き大変グッときました！
MMOのボス戦みたいな曲ですごく好き！ 出会えてよかった❤
raruさん、コメントありがとうございます！かっこいい雰囲気の曲を精一杯目指したのでボス戦と言って頂きとても嬉しいです！！
気づけば何度も何度もリピートしてしまうくらい大好きな曲です、出会えて良かったです🤝✨️
アンキロサウルスさん！コメントありがとう！
何度もリピートは最高に嬉しいです！そんなコメントをくれたあなたが大好き！
再度コメント失礼致します。
出会ってから数ヶ月、未だにリピ再生で聴かせていただいています。
形に残るものが全てじゃないけど、それでも誰かに認められたい。誰かの記憶に残りたい。でもうまくいかない。そういう気持ちにすごく共感できて、今この曲は私の記憶に残って、離れません。音楽を聴いて心から震えたのはここ数年でこの曲だけです。素敵な出会いをありがとうございます。
再度コメントありがとうございます。
数ヶ月間もこの曲を聴いていただけたことが信じられないくらい嬉しいです。勇気を持って曲を作り始めて良かった。。そしてあなたの心の中にあったものを、こうして言語化してこのコメント欄に書いてくれたことが本当に嬉しい。宝物のようなコメントをありがとう。大切にします。
わずか4分弱で強烈な印象を植え付けられました
想いのこもった歌詞と強烈な音作りに惹き込まれます！
あべりあさん！コメントありがとう！
強い音を気に入って頂けたようで何よりです。
みっけ
@@のっけ-h4h 見つかった笑
@@のっけ-h4h見つかった笑
また一つ
生きる意味を見つけました
ありがとう
憂鬱な君へバイキルミンさん、コメントありがとうございます！
こちらこそです。
コツン、と
こたつさんのバラカラが頭に当たりました⚡
やったね！
@@こたつ-c2w これから先も注目してますね！
あまりにも凄すぎて、出会ってから聴くたび毎回何を食べて何を考えて生きてたらこんな曲が作れるんだ...と頭を抱えて聴いています。すきです❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️
唯一無二で特別すぎる
おおぉ...！何回かリピートしてくれてありがとう！この曲は1人でも誰かの記憶に残したい、という思いで作ったのでめっちゃ嬉しいです！
@ これからもたくさん聴きます！応援してます
色彩の力強さと幻想的なイントロに圧倒されました。光が眩しいほどに影も等しく濃さと範囲を広げ、その差を浮き彫りにしてしまうような表裏一体感。人生の苦悩と絶望に一筋の希望をかき混ぜたような激情的な音色。絶対的で唯一な表現者になりたいと願うメッセージの強さ。歪んでいるはずなのに何故か全てが寸分の狂いなく噛み合っている。そんな作品に久し振りに出会えた気がします。
手放せない理由や選び取った価値や届けたい人に向けるベクトルが誰1人同じではないように、この曲はどれだけ月日が経っても色褪せることはないんだろうなぁと思います。歪でひび割れて欠けているものが多くあったとしても、唯一無二としてこれからも在り続けてほしいです。
優白さん、コメントありがとうございます！
実は今まで作ってきた曲調と全く違うものを目指したので全然自信がありませんでした。でもいつまでも色褪せないという言葉に救われました。ありがとうございます。
そしてここまで丁寧にテーマを汲み取って頂いたことにとても興奮しています。優白さんに少しでも影響を、いや少しでも歪みを与えられたのなら最高です。
おすすめの所にふたつ並んで同じこの動画があってつまり聞けって暗示なんだろうと解釈し聞きに来たらこれは凄い。
ありがとう！誰かのお勧めに表示されているとわかってとても嬉しい！そしてあなたに聞いて頂けてとても光栄です
久々にイントロからワクワクした。
すごく良い音の組み合わせでめちゃ好きです！歌詞も最高です沢山聞きたいと思います
siki 7さん、コメントありがとうございます！
イントロの展開やコード進行、ストラングスのフレーズ、効果音とかは結構試行錯誤したのでそう言ってもらえとても嬉しいです！
What a great song! Keep up the good work.
Thank you for your comment, iuiuri! I'm glad that it left a lasting impression on you! I will do my best!
鋭いけど眩しく煌めく黒曜石みたいな美しさを感じて、ものすごい好き
コメントありがとうございます！あなたの印象に残る曲を作ることができてとても嬉しい。黒曜石、とても美しい例えだと思います
うわぁぁぁあかっこよ!!!!!!てとちゃんいいよなぁホント。
まったたゃさん！コメントありがとうございます！！！
かっこいい感じの曲に全く自信がなかったのでこのコメントに勇気づけられました！！！テトちゃんいいですよね。。
とても大好きです
この歌を聴けて良かった
ありがとう。コメントがとても嬉しいです。
あなたに届いて良かった。
This is so underrated wth
Thanks for your comment, Cat!
I'm glad you appreciated it
Sometimes the thumbnail is just right to draw you in enough to hear something good.
I have to thank this thumbnail for bringing you to this music video.
❤❤❤ITS SO GOOD!!!😭😭😭
Thank you for your comments ！
I am happy that you like this song！
This sounds soooo good, you deserve more support :D Looking forward to more!!
Thank you for your comment, kim! I'm very happy to hear that it's very good! I'll do my best to make more interesting songs!
Oh, I have so many wonderful things to say! This has a surreal quality, which I imagine must match the art and the intent of the song very well. I love hearing more electronic elements blended with violin and piano, and this is done in such a remarkable way, I've never heard anything like this style before. The alternating frantic and haunting moments are beautifully done. Forgive me for finding this after it's been uploaded for so long, but I have nothing but love for this song.
Thank you for your comment! I'm very happy to receive such passionate comments. Thank you for liking this song. I'm so excited to have inspired you. I would be happy if you remembered this song and listened to it long after you forgot about it.
Instant favorite, added it to my Teto Playlist in a heartbeat, yes, the song IS that GOOD.
My good the violin, the piano, Teto-Chan's voice sounding so ethereal. Not to mention those Avant-Garde sounding sections halfway through the song, perfection. I am obsessed.
We thank you こたつ.
...!!! Thank you for your very nice comment!
This comment really cheered me up. I'm especially happy that you added it to your playlist.
this song appeared randomly on my playlist. teto sounds beautiful here. the illustration and instrumental are beautiful ‼️💯 i like it sm, the melody is unpredictable and makes it relaxing in certain point
Thank you for your comment, io kuri! I'm very happy to hear that the song and illustration go well together! I wanted it to be unpredictable, so I'm glad that you enjoyed it.
サムネのインパクト強くて聴いてみましたが、
曲もぜんっっぜん負けてない！！！
聴いてみてよかったーーー🥰🥰🥰
良かったーーーー！ありがとう！
サムネと曲の相性が良くて、たくさんの人に聞いて頂けたのでとても嬉しいのです。
すごくボカロとして大好きです!
清貧相さん！コメントありがとう！好きって言葉はもらえると本当に嬉しいでふ！
This sounds so beautiful, I wish I got this recommended earlier
Thank you for your comment! I'm very happy to hear that you think it's beautiful. Thanks to someone who recommended this song to you.
@@こたつ-c2w You’re welcome! I love hearing underrated songs like these! Keep up the good work
好きです
ありがとう。嬉しい
was caught by the thumbnail so i ended up clicking. really really loving the sound of teto w/ the instruments, think i'll subscribe!
Thank you for your comment ipo! I'm glad that you liked teto's voice. Thank you for this illustration that captured you.
良い出会いができた……！
最高です！
鯖缶さん、コメントありがとうございます！
良い出会いができた！こちらこそです！
温かいコメントもらえて最高です！
Mi favorita hasta ahora 🗿
¡Estoy tan feliz de que esta canción se haya convertido en tu favorita!
I forgot to add it in my TL comment! but the title, “バラカラ” translates to Barakara, I think it’s from onomatopoeia, バラバラ (barabara) to describe something “all over the place’, a mess out of order. And カラカラ (karakara) dried up, hollow or a clattering/rattle sound^^
I never expected you to look up the meaning of the title. I am very happy
@@こたつ-c2w i want to do my best in understanding a song o7
omg what an incredibly beautiful song!!
Thank you for your comment, rendiggietydog!
I love the way you think this song is beautiful.
The music is amazing and the illustration is beautiful ^^/
Great job, keep up the good work, I love your songs 💕💖💗💗💞
UnlikelyLynniiVT, thank you for your comment! I'm glad that you complimented the music and illustrations. I would like to continue to do my best little by little!
Holy cow this is so underrated
Holy cow！ I'm so excited that you appreciate this song so much.
Omg you are incredible!!!!! ;u;
Thank you for your comment, Flea! I'm so incredibly happy!
@@こたつ-c2w you’re welcome!! Your work is inspiring keep it up!
好き
ありがとう。とても嬉しい！
FANTASTIC song violin and vocaloid is a combo that should be used more often just... incredible🤩. Shame I can't add it to my spotify playlist. Oh well maybe its about time I use TH-cam music instead
Thank you for your comment! I'm honored that you found this song by chance. Thank you very much for your greatest compliment.
好きです！！
言葉にして伝えてくれたピクミントさんに感謝を
華やか幻想的でダイナミック劇的な展開に驚く歌です。
takaokatoshiyaさん、コメントありがとうございます！takaokatoshiya さんのコメントが来たら今回も無事に投稿お疲れ様！って感じがするから落ち着く〜
this song is so amazing ^_^
Thank you for your comment, nyau fan 101！
I am so happy because you said this song is attractive！
Невероятная композиция! Очень понравились и текст и сама музыка, буду переслушивать (≧∇≦)b
Спасибо за комментарий, Kristina Tolmacheva ! Не знаю, прав ли русский, но отвечу на ваш комментарий.
Я рада, что иллюстрации и музыка Вам понравились! Я удивлен, что люди из-за границы это слушают.
This is really awesome im gonna subscribe and I await your future works! I also like a lot of your older music as well. ^^
Thank you for your comment, vocalsynthfan4001!
Thank you for subscribing to our TH-cam channel!
I will work hard to create songs that leave a lasting impression.
おすすめからサムネのイラストに惹かれて聴いてみたのですが、聴いてよかったなって思いました🫶🫶曲のテンポ感がとても好きです、きっと初音ミクちゃんが歌っても素敵なんでしょうが、重音テトちゃんが歌っているのがもう、、🤝🤝🤝 この曲を作ってくださってありがとうございます
山田さん、コメントありがとうございます！
この曲を作ってくださってありがとうなんて初めて言われたのでテンションマックスです！！！寧ろこの曲を聴いて、コメントを残して頂きありがとうございます。
This is a masterpiece!! I love the song and illustration so much!! I love the way u made teto sound!! Im adding this to my playlist ❤❤
Thank you for your comment, Jules! I'm very happy that you liked the illustrations and the song. I will also create a song using teto!
IMMA LISTEN TO ALL OF YOUR STUFF OMGGGG IT SOOOOO GOOD
NYA Thank you for your comment, NYA!
I usually make softer songs. I hope you find some songs you like. I'm going to try a song with this kind of atmosphere again
i love the art!
Wow96！ Thank you for your listening for this song.
This comment made I and illustrator very happy！
@@こたつ-c2w are the lyrics posted? i am still studying japanese.
Here are the lyrics. However, I don't think the lyrics of this song are very meaningful for learning Japanese.
I'm not good at English, so I didn't understand the fine nuances, so I didn't translate the lyrics into English.
Lylics
火花が散った頭の奥
忘れてしまった輝き
笑顔の壁
排斥の自己
否定の連鎖
穴が空いて流れでた本心
終わりのない自分探し
ここに在る意味
ずっとわからない
次の駅は？
わけもなく泣いて
過ぎていくこの一瞬
戻ることなんてできない
乾いて砕け散った心は
自分のせいだ
あのね どうして生きているの？
何も遺せず朽ち果てるか？
これが最後の変わるチャンス
電車のドアが開いた
どこか抜けてて生きづらくて
それでも認められたいよ
マネでもいいほんの少しでも自分がいれば
今は無理でも絶対未来で振り向かせるから
どれだけ泥に塗れ汚くて
自分のために創り続けた
それでも誰かの心は掴めなかった
お手軽な感動じゃ続かないよな
あのね？どうして泣いているの
取り返しのつかないことばかり
それなのに
あのね 覚えてくれていたの
此処に傷跡を残せたのか？
どうせ全部忘れるけれど
今はまだ此処にいたいんだ
@@こたつ-c2wthank you! i can see how beautiful it is written.
@@こたつ-c2was someone who happend to come across this song and likes it a lot ty for posting the lyrics!
the thumbnail caught my attention, and the first few seconds of the song immediately got me hooked! the tuning of teto is so pleasant, she sounds very ethereal in some places!!
i love the vibe of this song, it’s both melancholic and soothing ❤
日本語わちょっと良くないけど、この曲素晴らしくと思います！つくてくれてありがとうございます！何か間違いたらごめんなさい、まだ学んでいます 🙇
Thank you for your comment! I'm glad that you liked the atmosphere of the song! The Japanese sentences also have some minor spelling mistakes, but the meaning is understandable!
@@こたつ-c2w ah, well i’m glad they’re understandable at least 😂
thanks for the reply, hope you have a good day/night!
this song sounds yummy
Thank you for your comment, vee!
I'm glad that you enjoyed it deliciously.
This is amazing.
Thank you for your comment, espixia.! I'm very impressed! Regarding the instrumental , please wait a moment as I will think about it for a while.
@@こたつ-c2w No problem! Thanks for music ^^
The art brought me in too but the song keeps me listening to it over and over again. I'm obsessed! 💖😍 I think you can hit it big time, ganbatte ne! 💪💖🥰
ps, greetings from Finland! You reached the heart of someone so far away!
Thank you for your comment, nirriii! I received a passionate message from you in Finland! I'm so excited!
ganbari masu！(I'll do my best)
This song really resonates with me as a trans woman, in many ways I can’t describe. From the way you convey leaving your old self behind and moving to the next to the feeling of being an imposter or like you don’t fit in with others and that their positive impression of you always fades when they realize what you are it’s all just such a perfect portrait of the trans experience. Not only that, but this song gives me hope to keep fighting and be exactly who I’m meant to be because that’s the only way I can be happy with myself.
I would be very happy if this song could be of some help to you.
There is always hope wherever you keep fighting. All your victories and defeats will accumulate within you, which will lead to great confidence.
As long as you keep fighting, there will always be someone watching your efforts.
I'm rooting for you.
cool music! and illust too!! reminds me of houseki no kuni!
Thank you for your comment, Mazgrip!
I'm very happy to hear that the illustrations and music are good! And you read Japanese manga! I love them too. But I have never read housekinokuni, so I will read it again!
У меня нет слов, такая красота :о
Безумно нравятся подобные песни, просто чудесно…
Иллюстрация также пиздата
Спасибо за ваш комментарий. Я рад, что вам понравилось!
バイオリンがすごい…
このアカウントはきっと有名になる
ecyc eさん！コメントありがとう！
この曲をあなたが気に入ってくれてとても嬉しいです！
I absolutely love everything about this song, and its illustration 😭 the tuning is amazing i seriously hope you contiue to get the recognition you deserve❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for your comment, Homulazuli! I'm very happy to receive compliments on both the song and the illustrations! I don't know how far I can go, but I will continue to make it.
Wow I really like the song.!
Do you think you could post the lyrics separately? I want to know what the translation is ^_^
cybr ♪ breadslice, thank you for your comment! I'll post the lyrics translated by Google Translate here.The nuances may be off in some places.
Lyrics
Sparks fly in the back of my head
The brightness I forgot
Wall of smiles, self-exclusion
chain of denial
My true feelings flowed out through a hole
Endless self-search
the meaning of being here
I don't understand for a long time
What's the next station?
crying for no reason
This passing moment
I can't go back
My dry and broken heart
It's my fault
You know, why am I alive?
Will it rot and leave nothing behind?
This is my last chance to change
The train door opened
I'm missing something and it's hard to live
I still want to be recognized
It doesn't matter if it's just a copy, as long as there's just a little bit of me
Even if it's impossible now, I'll definitely make a difference in the future.
No matter how muddy and dirty it gets
I kept creating it for myself
Still, I couldn't capture anyone's heart
Easy impressions won't last
you know what? why am I crying
There are only things that can't be undone
And yet
You know, someone remembered what I did
I was able to leave a scar here?
I'll forget everything anyway
I still want to be here
This is a seriously cool song! Is there an instrumental/off vocal for it?
Thank you for your comment! Of course, there is a vocals off ver! Please contact DM(@aims97036065).
Replaying
こういっては元も子もないけれど、音源があまりに綺麗だからボーカルなしで完成していると思った。むしろボーカルなしの方が好きまであるかも
しっかり聴いてくれてありがとう！
音源が綺麗と言って頂きとても嬉しい！楽しんで作れた曲なので。
僕にとってこの曲の歌詞は、絶対に欠けてはならないパズルのピースの一つなので、ボーカルoffだと未完成なのです。忘れてはならない僕の過去を表現するにはどうしてもボーカルが必要だったのです。
ボーカルoffで楽しみたい場合は、ボーカルなしの音源もちろんあるのでtwitterにDMくださいね！
@@こたつ-c2w作者様の思い出、記憶、願いが詰まっているのであれば、抜くことはできませんね、無粋なことを言いました。やはりoffが欲しいと思った際はそうさせて頂きます！改めて、音が綺麗で素敵でした！
is this on spotify ?
Thank you for your comment. If I upload my songs to Spotify, I may end up making a profit, so I only upload my songs to TH-cam. Due to the nature of my job, side jobs are prohibited.
I really like this! Im very interested how long did this take? I love the art and music!
Thank you for your comment, freyja!
I didn't draw the illustration, so I don't know. The song took about two months to create.
@@こたつ-c2w Wow! im glad its getting attention! keep up the work !
Вау вау!! Это очень красиво
Спасибо за ваш комментарий, Нагито Тостер!!
Я очень рада, что вам понравилось! !
If i could sing well I'd sing this in the shower trust me I'd have my own concert
Thank you for your comment, JOEY!!!!!
If you want to cover this song, please let me know! I will give you the instrument.
@@こたつ-c2w that would be lovely, really! Unfortunately I don't have any proper equipment and I'm I'm someone who likes to sing😅😅 I will definitely keep listening to your songs though, they're amazing!!
바로 전 곡들과는 분위기가 다르고, 현대의 아방가르드 작곡가들이 사용할 만한 기법들이 사용된 것이 흥미롭네요.
그리고, 활동명이 "코타츠"님 맞나요?
카덴차씨! 코멘트 감사합니다! 다양한 작풍을 시험해, 자신다움을 찾고 있습니다. 활동 이름은 그것으로 정답입니다! 많은 사람들이 모여 따뜻해지면 좋겠다고 소원을 담고 있습니다.
The instrumental is so insane ahh! Did you have any social media to follow? I wanna see more of your creation!! (´͈ ᵕ `͈ )
Thank you for your comment, S H O Z U A!
I'm glad that you liked this song. I will continue to post songs to this account, so I would appreciate it if you could support me!
i will, keep going!
Did you consider also uploading on spotify?
Thank you for your comment, Pruss! I'm sorry. Due to my work, I cannot upload to Spotify.But it was the best compliment.
Is there instrumental? I want to make cover
Thank you for your comment! Please send a direct message to this account on X so I can pass on the inst. X (@aims97036065)
@@こたつ-c2w Oh sorry i just noticed your answer! I'll text now
offvocalが出る予定はありますか？歌わせて頂きたいのですが…🥲
mimochaᙅ⩬ さん、コメントありがとうございます！
！？！まじですか！誰かがこの曲を歌いたいと言ってくださる日が来るなんて。。光栄です。
X(旧twitter)にDM下さい！お渡ししますよ！
@aims97036065
@@こたつ-c2w Xの方もフォローさせていただきました‼️DM入れないので解放よろしくお願い致します‼️
В какой програме вы синтезируете голос Касане Тето, в UTAO ?
Спасибо за ваш комментарий. Я использую kasane teto от synthesizer v, поэтому не знаю насчет утау. www.ah-soft.com/synth-v/
@@こたつ-c2w спасибо за ваш ответ
houseki no kuni teto
That's a good name. I liked it.
:)
Thank you for your listening！
SV 😢
Thank you for your listening！
The composition is so moving! It really resonates with me. This is amazing! (~￣▽￣)~
Mr. Wurm, I enjoyed your comment. Thank you for complimenting the illustration. Illustrators are also happy.