I've suffered with adhedonia and restless body syndrome i call it or by it's real name akesthesia. I'm a disabled military veteran so the psychiatrists gave me various antipsychotics, antidepressant, and many different benzodiazapines which worked, but left me with various injuries. After searching TH-cam I found a compassionate understanding doctor who helps us with this injury. I am a Christian as well and as one Christian to another sister I pray for you 🙏 and will give you the name to this MD who can and will help you. GOD LOVES YOU! Who knows maybe he sent me to you to help. I'll come back to your channel and give you the name of this doctor. It gets so bad that people kill themselves so I pray we can support each other and with Jesus we can and will overcome. God Bless Chris
I'm 8 months off so far. I was on klonopin for 6 years. On and off 3 times so I took it like 1.5-2 years at a time. I hate this. We need to find a way to raise even more awareness and get our stories out there. I'm glad there are support groups and forums as well as websites that are out there. Without this information online, I don't know where I would be. It's crazy cause we know more about these meds and their withdrawals better than any healthcare professional. Goddamn medical industry is a scam. They don't tell you anything. Their tapers are trash and they think withdrawal only lasts like a few weeks. Sorry for the rant. You've been at this so long. I really really hope you make it! You're so strong and you're motivation for me. I hope you don't give up. I know we are all close to the edge and want to end it but hopefully we can pull through
I’m crying with you. I’m on my 20 years clonozepam use treating epilepsy, so it’s a double scare. Withdrawal s+ seizures. Thank you for sharing your story. I do feel lonely. I hide a lot in my room pretending I have things to do, but I’m laying on the floor in fetal position wishing for this to stop.
I am so happy to see you. Thank you for coming back on. It means so much to listen to a fellow traveller…speaking the words we would all express. From my heart to yours, much love.
I’m so sorry this happened. To you, and everyone else who’s doctors they trusted never said stopping could be dangerous. I can hear your upset stomach, see your torture. You are not alone. It WILL get better. I’ve even heard people get rewards and spiritual “upgrades” or epiphanies and find an even better life than ever on the other side. You’ve got this 🙏🏻👏
It's good to see you again. ❤️ I swear, everything you say is exactly what I would say. I super appreciate it. Totally identify with knowing God is there, but unable to feel His presence or a connection. Hard to explain why, but my faith is rock-solid, regardless. Christ remains my constant and my anchor and isn't dependent on how I'm feeling. 💯 Thank you for uploading another video! ~xoxo 💕
Once you make the decision that the devil can't have you no matter what, there is no turning back. Our reward is waiting for us 🧡 I'm glad my words can resonate with you xx
This is a lovely honest video, im 67 semi retired nurse, i have suffered emmotional traima as a child, have had chronic insomnia all of my life, life has bin exhausting and lonely, smiling on the outside and crying inside. I live alone addicted to sleeping pills and coffee, people dont want to know, when im around folks just have to act out and pretend.
You are sooo heard and appreciated by me....from thousands of miles away I am in your pain and desperation. I feel all the same things every minute of every day. I have no answers but I do know this...the docs and drug companies must somehow be held to account for the damage they are doing to beautiful brains. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
thank you so much for this. i am so fucked, dunno if i'm going to survive this. i can't stand what these medications have done to us and what they have taken from us. you are so much like me it blows my mind. my brain has also been destroyed by ECT, TMS, Ketamine Infusions, in addition to all the SSRIs and MAOIs, benzos, adderall, oxy, etc. thank you for the little bit of hope. my heart is so broken just wanna quit :(
Hang on no matter what. I too had a plethora of meds and ect. It’s devastating not just what it’s done to my brain but annihilated ALL of my relationships. You’re not alone
@@Waves353 Thank you, and I feel/understand your pain. Every SINGLE one of my relationships has been completely destroyed. As a 29 year old I should be in the prime of my life.. and I still wish every single day/night for this suffering to end. I am literally fighting for my life and the only reason I haven't killed myself is because of what it would do to my mother, family, and friends. But I don't know how much more I can take. Anyways thank you for your comment and it made me cry in a good way. I needed it more than you know. ❤❤
Beautifully articulated ❤ As a support person/carer it is painfully hard to feel that there is so little we can do to help. You are so incredibly brave ❤️❤️
I totally agree with what you are saying... If u ever want someone to talk to, im here.. . I went through extreme pharmaceutical side effects and withdrawal for 3 years. Absolute hell. *hugs**
May Abba richly and abundantly bless you. My best friend is going thru the same thing and she sent this to me. Please keep Renee in your prayers. Nobody should be going through this and you are not alone. You’ll be in my prayers for a complete healing 🔥🙏✝️🙌💝
Hey, I get where you’re coming from, but things won’t get better unless you work towards it. Therapists don’t prescribe the meds so they are not to blame here. Speaking with a therapist is great if you can afford it to cope with the emotional symptoms while you heal.
@@waterboi3569 good luck to everyone but not for me .. what they know about benzo wd so what they gonna do .. i never had anixety before and they just telling its in my head lol .. f them
@waterboi3569 in Australia most doctors are involved in secret societies especially the satanic f r e e m a s o n s.....don't forget who created Western medicine being the Rothschild who are Satanists....makes sense....the sick care society.....
I can relate to everything you are saying however I have not tapered off any of my antidepressants or benzodiazepine that I am on…..Thank you for making these videos and know that they are a very big help….. I am a Christian as well and feel that my faith gives me the strength to carry on….. I would like to eventually get off of all of my meds….. I am single and am my only means of financial support so I’m afraid if I start tapering off of my meds I will miss work and I don’t want to risk losing my job….. I hope to soon though ❤
im glad to hear about you at the end of the year. what you said, i totally recognise. i feel so bad for you that you had to go through this. when you feel like garbage, the spiritual connection is indeed seemingly cut off. But hold on. speak out, what u feel, talk to God. even a few lines. ps, i love u in blonde, very pretty
Judging by the way you are talking coherently you will heal just fine. I couldn't even speak at my worst i wasnt even making sense i would try to talk but nothing would come out or i would mumble a word thats how much of a delirus confused state i was in while pacing 15 hours a day non stop looking at the hours go by like minutes. I had to be taught to manifest healing by speaking it out into existence and thanking the creator in advance for healing me there is power in the tongue. I water fasted for 40 days prayed non stop praising and worshipping giving thanks in advance. When I was complaining before i learned that complaining and speaking negative and focusing on the symptoms was actually bringing on curses into my life and steering me in the path of stagnation or getting worst. Every single doctor i complained to wanted to give me more pills and do me more harm or didnt believe me. You have to manifest healing speak it out into existence thank the creator for hesling you in advance and accept the healing as if its already yours. If you dont make that push its just more of your energy flowing towards your symptoms then back to the suffering and so on and so forth. Its not easy in fact it takes strength beyond measure. But YOU WILL HEAL YOU HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE
There are so many weird feelings and symptoms that we can't explain in words. I am 6 months off benzo, but my symptoms are changing every day, and it's very difficult to describe them exactly how I feel, but it's so scary, inhumane.
I'm so sorry for what you are going through, it sounds horrendous. I totally sympathise because I have had akathisia on and off for many years and I am petrified of it. The only thing that I have tried that helps a lot is Procyclidine. I'm on 10mg a day and for me it's life saving. Of course there is the risk of addiction , but for me the positives outweigh the negatives. Have you tried it? It may help. I hope that you can find a way through this terrible condition. Take care, Vanessa
I haven't tried that but I have tried Benztropine which essentially does the same thing. So glad it works for you. Yes this is all horrendous in every way. Sending healing to you x
Grow is here in Australia. Being in a Grow group has helped me. Reminds us of our personal value dispute how far down we feel. Give yourself credit for any small progress you make in your day. Good on you for preserving.
"Cut off from everyone is your own hellish existence" I totally get. You are on the exit from these drugs while I am on the way in. I need all these sedatives to knock me out to sleep at night. I feel totally cut off from God and that he has sent this upon me.
I understand the feeling of feeling cut off from people. I am struggling with insomnia for 2 months now, last night I got 45 minutes sleep. I’ve been in a psychiatric unit for 3 weeks after suffering extreme depression/ insomnia. Been given Ativan in here for sleep and it didn’t work, nor did zopiclone. They want me to try an anti depressant called Clomipramine for anxiety and ocd, as I ruminate on things and catastrophise. I can’t believe in in a psychiatric unit, but I felt I wasn’t safe at home with the terrible depression and extreme insomnia. It’s terrifying to feel you arent in control of your mind and that the depression is taking over nor can you sleep
I'm not sure what your back story is, but this channel is a massive warning to people about the dangers of prescribed medications. I am in hell because of the type of drugs you have been offered at this clinic. Please do your research before accepting medication. Many lives are ruined by it. If you haven't tried a natropath yet, please do 🙏
@@beautifullybroken1591 I understand what you are saying but I’m in a psychiatric clinic because I didn’t feel safe at home with Sui cidal thoughts and they want me to try this anti depressant that they say may help with my extreme insomnia and terrible depression. I’m veruvway of taking them myself. In the past I’ve tried pro biotics, vitamins, excercise yet I’ve still had a breakdown and ended up in here. I’m in a desperate state and want to get out of here and while I haven’t been sectioned I don’t feel safe at home. I live alone. I feel in a no win situation
Yes it's horrific. Going through it now. The bad thing is that . Before medication I had anxiety and emotional stress,but all I needed was talk therapy, because I was functioning, eatwell, exercising, my sleep was perfect. I was prescribed paxil, but I ended up talking to my Dr. Told him I would not be taking it, he said fine, You don't have to . anyway never threw medication in garbage. My husband kept saying try medication,try medication, I kept saying no, all I need is talk therapy. Anyways I have in and I've been destroyed. I can't find my baseline. I was a normal person,that just needed talk therapy. I'm ruined.
I just had a setback with my antipsychotic. Im not off the drug. During my time as a psych patient i have been given many drugs. Inkluding 2 different benzoes. In the future i will taper completly off my antipsychotic. Even though we are not taking the same drug, i believe we are in this togehter. I wish you all the best, the only advice i can give is, when getting to the low doses the reductions needs to be even smaller.
Sorry to hear you are struggling. Yes, I hope you get off that poison soon. Yes I know, my taper has been carefully planned out since the beginning. All the best, stay strong
I skip a dose once in a week, because it just gives so much relief. Instead of when your'r on it 24/ you really feel like a zombie the feeling is not normal
Your story sounds a little like mine. In 2020 I went in for a partial hysterectomy and the pain meds caused ulcers and was given prilosec, which I had unimaginable side effects, and then was given xanax to help with the side effects and after 3 months I wanted to come off and after a 2 week taper I went into withdrawal.
I want a woman just like this, someone lowly broken humble. someone who can accept all the love from a true source. Gods strength is made perfect in weakness
Yeah, these mental challenges are quite an unsolved enigma. But regardless, the only thing that I can recommend is to lower that anxiety. All thoughts are controled by anxiety. It acts as a hub. It is a complex interplay with dopamine and serotonin. Neurologists say... Okay, try mindfulness meditation for 10 minutes twice a day. Avoid stimulants. Over time you will notice an improvement. Hang in there 💪
Im suffer from depression and i can understand the emotional pain, and i also dont know what to talk with people expect about my depression, its horibble...
Thank you for sharing. My blood work comes back with low potassium levels. I do believe in God. I pray. My family is praying for me. I will pray for you. We are not alone . God is in control!
what are your symptoms currently? do you still have akasthisia? I had Lexapro neurotoxicity and deal with nausea, tremor, fatigue and burning almost daily its awful.
Glad to see you again! I find my self thinking of you from time to time hoping you are doing ok. I myself am still tapering sooooo slowly off of Effexor. Hoping after several attempts of trying to get off this crap that this time I will with minimal damage 🙏🏼
Do you experience fear feeling also without any trigger? I am 4 months off xanax and my symptoms are changing every day. I thought that fear feeling is almost gone , but again it came and I was really terrified with fear
I understand I've been there with you, I have daughter's that look just like you, I can only tell you what worked for me? No tapering off Benzo's , cold turkey, use Ultram pain med for a few months helps with nervous system witch makes you want to craw out of your skin? The last is hard core when your ready? Ibogaine reset therapy(this will test your Faith). I send you my thought's and prayer's. My life is perfection NOW.
I'd love to talk to you, last year I was put benzo for a jaw issue. After 12 weeks I stopped abruptly, 5 days later I was in psychosis . So I was given meds which stopped the psychosis but instead it gave me akathisia from what I've seen it's up there with the worse I've seen, 5 months I was in a psyche ward, they tried lots of different meds, finally after 5 months they found a combination that stopped it all. Completely back to myself TG. Thankyou so much for these videos.
So sorry for your suffering. Which medications caused the Akathisia and which meds stopped it? Just be very careful when you come off the meds to go so slowly. Glad you are feeling better now. God bless
@@beautifullybroken1591Thankyougirl. I was so sick I'm not sure what caused it they put me on all sorts of psyce meds. I know that's not much help,. I do know what got all the symptoms to stop. Quetiapine seropia 200mg. Seroxat 30mg.pregablin 75 was on 150mg have come down. Lastly Tevaquel 25mg. 3 of them. I know it's a hell of a lot of drugs. 4 different types. Of course im concerned when dropping or coming off but I've been fine so far. I'm completely back to being comfortable in my body. I'm so grateful. I'm working with a pyscyatrist that has been a godsend he's the one who got me better, so he,ll be in charge when I'm coming off and so on.
Thanks for your kind words. OK I was still in psycosis so I don't exactly no the meds that caused it maybe ativan was a big one. I know that's not much use but what is ,is what I'm on now. So eventually I was looked after by a different psychiatrist and listen about the Akathesia and me . Which was huge, I told him I've tried everything. So he kept working with me and these are the 4.....1.pregablin 150mgs after 6months down to 75mg. 2.Tevaqual 25mg 3 Quitiapine. 3.Seroxat 30mg. 4.Quetiapine Seropia xR 200mg
@@maryoconnor2596 I am glad you are better friend, but please be aware that you have been polydrugged. You are on some serious psych meds now which come with their own risks with both use and coming off them. Please proceed with caution 🙏
@@beautifullybroken1591polydrugged , another term for several drugs at same time that's quite obvious and self explanatory. I definitely agree to proceed with caution. I've a good doctor and I trust him.
I feel like going crazy 24/7. I had to go back on after trying s10 month taper attempt of k.. 3 mg. Too fast. Its been 3.5 half months and I feel so bad ots undescribable. Anyone have to go back on? Please try to help me. Please, no horror stories. The mental anguish will not go away.. help
I was.. too triggered right now. Derealization , severe muscle pain. Did or do you have the feelings of going nuts constantly? In having si all day long.
Trying to get stability but I don't know... Some say it gets worse before better.. I'm ready to go to psych hospital every single minute but I know they can't do anything. Been there, done that. I'm in Dave Powers benzo recovery school but I'm bed ridden. I simply don't know what to do.
@@CF-Warrior If you are looking for other peoples stories I suggest you join a support page on Facebook. They can give you advice on there. You may need to cross over to Valium, stabilise and start a taper.
Please help me, I've been taking Abilify 5 mg for 3 years and at first I had akathisia for 6 months, then it passed, while now after 3 years it's back again, what can I do to stop it, please help me
I am on a long term taper myself. I am always afraid the Dr will withdraw me further, as it gets worse on lower doses. And there is nothing to help with the anxiety that caused you to be put on benzos in the first place!
Blood pressure medications usually have no negative effects on withdrawal. If anything they can help. But I don't know that specific drugs action pathways
I've suffered with adhedonia and restless body syndrome i call it or by it's real name akesthesia. I'm a disabled military veteran so the psychiatrists gave me various antipsychotics, antidepressant, and many different benzodiazapines which worked, but left me with various injuries. After searching TH-cam I found a compassionate understanding doctor who helps us with this injury. I am a Christian as well and as one Christian to another sister I pray for you 🙏 and will give you the name to this MD who can and will help you. GOD LOVES YOU! Who knows maybe he sent me to you to help. I'll come back to your channel and give you the name of this doctor. It gets so bad that people kill themselves so I pray we can support each other and with Jesus we can and will overcome. God Bless
Chris
I'm 8 months off so far. I was on klonopin for 6 years. On and off 3 times so I took it like 1.5-2 years at a time. I hate this. We need to find a way to raise even more awareness and get our stories out there. I'm glad there are support groups and forums as well as websites that are out there. Without this information online, I don't know where I would be. It's crazy cause we know more about these meds and their withdrawals better than any healthcare professional. Goddamn medical industry is a scam. They don't tell you anything. Their tapers are trash and they think withdrawal only lasts like a few weeks. Sorry for the rant. You've been at this so long. I really really hope you make it! You're so strong and you're motivation for me. I hope you don't give up. I know we are all close to the edge and want to end it but hopefully we can pull through
I’m crying with you. I’m on my 20 years clonozepam use treating epilepsy, so it’s a double scare. Withdrawal s+ seizures. Thank you for sharing your story. I do feel lonely. I hide a lot in my room pretending I have things to do, but I’m laying on the floor in fetal position wishing for this to stop.
I am so happy to see you. Thank you for coming back on. It means so much to listen to a fellow traveller…speaking the words we would all express. From my heart to yours, much love.
I’m so sorry this happened. To you, and everyone else who’s doctors they trusted never said stopping could be dangerous. I can hear your upset stomach, see your torture. You are not alone. It WILL get better. I’ve even heard people get rewards and spiritual “upgrades” or epiphanies and find an even better life than ever on the other side. You’ve got this 🙏🏻👏
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It's good to see you again. ❤️ I swear, everything you say is exactly what I would say. I super appreciate it. Totally identify with knowing God is there, but unable to feel His presence or a connection. Hard to explain why, but my faith is rock-solid, regardless. Christ remains my constant and my anchor and isn't dependent on how I'm feeling. 💯
Thank you for uploading another video! ~xoxo 💕
Once you make the decision that the devil can't have you no matter what, there is no turning back. Our reward is waiting for us 🧡 I'm glad my words can resonate with you xx
@@beautifullybroken1591 😘🥰
This is a lovely honest video, im 67 semi retired nurse, i have suffered emmotional traima as a child, have had chronic insomnia all of my life, life has bin exhausting and lonely, smiling on the outside and crying inside.
I live alone addicted to sleeping pills and coffee, people dont want to know, when im around folks just have to act out and pretend.
Withdrawals from benzos is no joke. Going through it myself. It's a hell that cannot be put into words. Here for you ❤️
You are sooo heard and appreciated by me....from thousands of miles away I am in your pain and desperation. I feel all the same things every minute of every day. I have no answers but I do know this...the docs and drug companies must somehow be held to account for the damage they are doing to beautiful brains. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
thank you so much for this. i am so fucked, dunno if i'm going to survive this. i can't stand what these medications have done to us and what they have taken from us. you are so much like me it blows my mind. my brain has also been destroyed by
ECT, TMS, Ketamine Infusions, in addition to all the SSRIs and MAOIs, benzos, adderall, oxy, etc. thank you for the little bit of hope. my heart is so broken just wanna quit :(
Hang on no matter what. I too had a plethora of meds and ect. It’s devastating not just what it’s done to my brain but annihilated ALL of my relationships. You’re not alone
@@Waves353 Thank you, and I feel/understand your pain. Every SINGLE one of my relationships has been completely destroyed. As a 29 year old I should be in the prime of my life.. and I still wish every single day/night for this suffering to end. I am literally fighting for my life and the only reason I haven't killed myself is because of what it would do to my mother, family, and friends. But I don't know how much more I can take. Anyways thank you for your comment and it made me cry in a good way. I needed it more than you know. ❤❤
@@Troymcballa see free range psychiatry...holistic psychiatryist
Get back on the meds ASAP!!!
@@indochinapatriot435 I am still giving meds a chance but I don't know if I should be.
I agree with you 100%. You described everything very well.
Beautifully articulated ❤ As a support person/carer it is painfully hard to feel that there is so little we can do to help. You are so incredibly brave ❤️❤️
I totally agree with what you are saying... If u ever want someone to talk to, im here.. . I went through extreme pharmaceutical side effects and withdrawal for 3 years. Absolute hell.
*hugs**
Three years? That’s wild. How are you now?
It lasts 3- 5 years!!! This is MAL PRACTICE prescribing these drugs to innocent people
May Abba richly and abundantly bless you. My best friend is going thru the same thing and she sent this to me. Please keep Renee in your prayers. Nobody should be going through this and you are not alone. You’ll be in my prayers for a complete healing 🔥🙏✝️🙌💝
going for therapy .. no way .. i am not going to psycholog or anything to do the menatl health .. they are the ones they destroy me in the begining
Hey, I get where you’re coming from, but things won’t get better unless you work towards it. Therapists don’t prescribe the meds so they are not to blame here. Speaking with a therapist is great if you can afford it to cope with the emotional symptoms while you heal.
@@waterboi3569 good luck to everyone but not for me .. what they know about benzo wd so what they gonna do .. i never had anixety before and they just telling its in my head lol .. f them
@waterboi3569 I had a therapist tell me I would never be okay WITHOUT meds. When in fact it was the meds all along. Pricks.
Yes
@waterboi3569 in Australia most doctors are involved in secret societies especially the satanic f r e e m a s o n s.....don't forget who created Western medicine being the Rothschild who are Satanists....makes sense....the sick care society.....
I can relate to everything you are saying however I have not tapered off any of my antidepressants or benzodiazepine that I am on…..Thank you for making these videos and know that they are a very big help….. I am a Christian as well and feel that my faith gives me the strength to carry on….. I would like to eventually get off of all of my meds….. I am single and am my only means of financial support so I’m afraid if I start tapering off of my meds I will miss work and I don’t want to risk losing my job….. I hope to soon though ❤
im glad to hear about you at the end of the year. what you said, i totally recognise. i feel so bad for you that you had to go through this. when you feel like garbage, the spiritual connection is indeed seemingly cut off. But hold on. speak out, what u feel, talk to God. even a few lines.
ps, i love u in blonde, very pretty
Judging by the way you are talking coherently you will heal just fine. I couldn't even speak at my worst i wasnt even making sense i would try to talk but nothing would come out or i would mumble a word thats how much of a delirus confused state i was in while pacing 15 hours a day non stop looking at the hours go by like minutes.
I had to be taught to manifest healing by speaking it out into existence and thanking the creator in advance for healing me there is power in the tongue. I water fasted for 40 days prayed non stop praising and worshipping giving thanks in advance.
When I was complaining before i learned that complaining and speaking negative and focusing on the symptoms was actually bringing on curses into my life and steering me in the path of stagnation or getting worst. Every single doctor i complained to wanted to give me more pills and do me more harm or didnt believe me.
You have to manifest healing speak it out into existence thank the creator for hesling you in advance and accept the healing as if its already yours.
If you dont make that push its just more of your energy flowing towards your symptoms then back to the suffering and so on and so forth. Its not easy in fact it takes strength beyond measure. But YOU WILL HEAL YOU HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE
its nice to see you again
Wow.. thank you soooo much. I relate so much to you!! Thank you ♡
There are so many weird feelings and symptoms that we can't explain in words. I am 6 months off benzo, but my symptoms are changing every day, and it's very difficult to describe them exactly how I feel, but it's so scary, inhumane.
I'm so sorry for what you are going through, it sounds horrendous. I totally sympathise because I have had akathisia on and off for many years and I am petrified of it. The only thing that I have tried that helps a lot is Procyclidine. I'm on 10mg a day and for me it's life saving. Of course there is the risk of addiction , but for me the positives outweigh the negatives. Have you tried it? It may help. I hope that you can find a way through this terrible condition. Take care, Vanessa
I haven't tried that but I have tried Benztropine which essentially does the same thing. So glad it works for you. Yes this is all horrendous in every way. Sending healing to you x
Grow is here in Australia. Being in a Grow group has helped me. Reminds us of our personal value dispute how far down we feel. Give yourself credit for any small progress you make in your day. Good on you for preserving.
Not dispute. Was a typo. I meant.. in spite of( no matter) how far down you feel.
"Cut off from everyone is your own hellish existence" I totally get. You are on the exit from these drugs while I am on the way in. I need all these sedatives to knock me out to sleep at night. I feel totally cut off from God and that he has sent this upon me.
Thanks for expressing this, it helps with the loneliness.
I understand the feeling of feeling cut off from people. I am struggling with insomnia for 2 months now, last night I got 45 minutes sleep. I’ve been in a psychiatric unit for 3 weeks after suffering extreme depression/ insomnia. Been given Ativan in here for sleep and it didn’t work, nor did zopiclone. They want me to try an anti depressant called Clomipramine for anxiety and ocd, as I ruminate on things and catastrophise. I can’t believe in in a psychiatric unit, but I felt I wasn’t safe at home with the terrible depression and extreme insomnia. It’s terrifying to feel you arent in control of your mind and that the depression is taking over nor can you sleep
I'm not sure what your back story is, but this channel is a massive warning to people about the dangers of prescribed medications. I am in hell because of the type of drugs you have been offered at this clinic. Please do your research before accepting medication. Many lives are ruined by it. If you haven't tried a natropath yet, please do 🙏
@@beautifullybroken1591 I understand what you are saying but I’m in a psychiatric clinic because I didn’t feel safe at home with Sui cidal thoughts and they want me to try this anti depressant that they say may help with my extreme insomnia and terrible depression. I’m veruvway of taking them myself. In the past I’ve tried pro biotics, vitamins, excercise yet I’ve still had a breakdown and ended up in here. I’m in a desperate state and want to get out of here and while I haven’t been sectioned I don’t feel safe at home. I live alone. I feel in a no win situation
Yes it's horrific. Going through it now. The bad thing is that . Before medication I had anxiety and emotional stress,but all I needed was talk therapy, because I was functioning, eatwell, exercising, my sleep was perfect. I was prescribed paxil, but I ended up talking to my Dr. Told him I would not be taking it, he said fine, You don't have to . anyway never threw medication in garbage. My husband kept saying try medication,try medication, I kept saying no, all I need is talk therapy. Anyways I have in and I've been destroyed. I can't find my baseline. I was a normal person,that just needed talk therapy. I'm ruined.
I just had a setback with my antipsychotic. Im not off the drug. During my time as a psych patient i have been given many drugs. Inkluding 2 different benzoes. In the future i will taper completly off my antipsychotic. Even though we are not taking the same drug, i believe we are in this togehter. I wish you all the best, the only advice i can give is, when getting to the low doses the reductions needs to be even smaller.
Sorry to hear you are struggling. Yes, I hope you get off that poison soon.
Yes I know, my taper has been carefully planned out since the beginning. All the best, stay strong
I skip a dose once in a week, because it just gives so much relief. Instead of when your'r on it 24/ you really feel like a zombie the feeling is not normal
good to see you again. It´s unbelievable horrific. taking second by second. Don´t give up - one day, it will be ok. Wish u all the best 💫
Thank you for this. It's good you've been having windows. 🕯️
I know how exactly how you feel. 6 years off benzos. Still suffering daily. Was Setback from from acid reflux drug at 5yrs 3mos.. was around 80%...
Tortured and dare not show the truth.
Very damaging but no one cares. Shame on those who do such things.
Your story sounds a little like mine. In 2020 I went in for a partial hysterectomy and the pain meds caused ulcers and was given prilosec, which I had unimaginable side effects, and then was given xanax to help with the side effects and after 3 months I wanted to come off and after a 2 week taper I went into withdrawal.
I want a woman just like this, someone lowly broken humble. someone who can accept all the love from a true source. Gods strength is made perfect in weakness
Yeah, these mental challenges are quite an unsolved enigma. But regardless, the only thing that I can recommend is to lower that anxiety. All thoughts are controled by anxiety. It acts as a hub. It is a complex interplay with dopamine and serotonin.
Neurologists say... Okay, try mindfulness meditation for 10 minutes twice a day. Avoid stimulants. Over time you will notice an improvement.
Hang in there 💪
I understand u. I just found your channel. Do u have any video about medication you took and how long?
Hi, my whole story is on my channel. Hope you find what you need here
Lonely because no one can help or understand.
Im suffer from depression and i can understand the emotional pain, and i also dont know what to talk with people expect about my depression, its horibble...
Vitamin D is very helpful and potassium.
Earthing or grounding help.
Vitamins are hit and miss. But for some yes it can help. And nature is the best medicine for sure
Thank you for sharing. My blood work comes back with low potassium levels. I do believe in God. I pray. My family is praying for me. I will pray for you. We are not alone . God is in control!
if you ever wanna talk, let me know. I’m going through ssri withdrawal
Thank you dear.
I think we should create a support group... whatsApp. Anyone keen?
Yes I'm keen
25yrs on Xanax I feel like dying everyday horrible
what are your symptoms currently? do you still have akasthisia? I had Lexapro neurotoxicity and deal with nausea, tremor, fatigue and burning almost daily its awful.
I have a video listing most of my symptoms. You can find it on my chanel. There are nearly 70 I deal with daily. God bless
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Glad to see you again! I find my self thinking of you from time to time hoping you are doing ok. I myself am still tapering sooooo slowly off of Effexor. Hoping after several attempts of trying to get off this crap that this time I will with minimal damage 🙏🏼
you got this. stay safe
Anyone experienced it get worse before getting better? Last drug 8 months ago and I am in the worst wave ever with stronger symptoms of aka 😢
People have said they started to heal right after their biggest wave ever
Did the wave pass
Do you experience fear feeling also without any trigger?
I am 4 months off xanax and my symptoms are changing every day. I thought that fear feeling is almost gone , but again it came and I was really terrified with fear
Unfortuatley the non linear process
Mine was paranoia and mania
Meditation and MBSR mindfulness is the best way to manage these symptoms.
@@devraabraham642what is MBSR. Mindful?
Great video. Any way I can contact you? Can deffo give you some hope.
Thanks. My email should be listed in description I think
I understand I've been there with you, I have daughter's that look just like you, I can only tell you what worked for me? No tapering off Benzo's , cold turkey, use Ultram pain med for a few months helps with nervous system witch makes you want to craw out of your skin? The last is hard core when your ready? Ibogaine reset therapy(this will test your Faith). I send you my thought's and prayer's. My life is perfection NOW.
😢 exactly.
I have missed you here
I'd love to talk to you, last year I was put benzo for a jaw issue. After 12 weeks I stopped abruptly, 5 days later I was in psychosis . So I was given meds which stopped the psychosis but instead it gave me akathisia from what I've seen it's up there with the worse I've seen, 5 months I was in a psyche ward, they tried lots of different meds, finally after 5 months they found a combination that stopped it all. Completely back to myself TG. Thankyou so much for these videos.
So sorry for your suffering. Which medications caused the Akathisia and which meds stopped it? Just be very careful when you come off the meds to go so slowly. Glad you are feeling better now. God bless
@@beautifullybroken1591Thankyougirl. I was so sick I'm not sure what caused it they put me on all sorts of psyce meds. I know that's not much help,. I do know what got all the symptoms to stop. Quetiapine seropia 200mg. Seroxat 30mg.pregablin 75 was on 150mg have come down. Lastly Tevaquel 25mg. 3 of them. I know it's a hell of a lot of drugs. 4 different types. Of course im concerned when dropping or coming off but I've been fine so far. I'm completely back to being comfortable in my body. I'm so grateful. I'm working with a pyscyatrist that has been a godsend he's the one who got me better, so he,ll be in charge when I'm coming off and so on.
Thanks for your kind words. OK I was still in psycosis so I don't exactly no the meds that caused it maybe ativan was a big one. I know that's not much use but what is ,is what I'm on now. So eventually I was looked after by a different psychiatrist and listen about the Akathesia and me . Which was huge, I told him I've tried everything. So he kept working with me and these are the 4.....1.pregablin 150mgs after 6months down to 75mg.
2.Tevaqual 25mg 3 Quitiapine. 3.Seroxat 30mg.
4.Quetiapine Seropia xR 200mg
@@maryoconnor2596 I am glad you are better friend, but please be aware that you have been polydrugged. You are on some serious psych meds now which come with their own risks with both use and coming off them. Please proceed with caution 🙏
@@beautifullybroken1591polydrugged , another term for several drugs at same time that's quite obvious and self explanatory. I definitely agree to proceed with caution. I've a good doctor and I trust him.
If you stay off meds it goes away. You are loved and will be safe
It doesn’t just go away & we are so traumatized & list so many years it’s just NOT ACCEPTABLE that these pills 💊 are being prescribed
Did you say they started you in 30 mgs/day??? I was only on a half mg of Ativan and it's been hell trying to recover 😢
30mgs of Valium yes. I crossed over from Ativan to taper
I feel like going crazy 24/7. I had to go back on after trying s10 month taper attempt of k.. 3 mg. Too fast. Its been 3.5 half months and I feel so bad ots undescribable. Anyone have to go back on? Please try to help me. Please, no horror stories. The mental anguish will not go away.. help
Are you on any benzo fb pages? Join Beating Benzos.
I was.. too triggered right now. Derealization , severe muscle pain. Did or do you have the feelings of going nuts constantly? In having si all day long.
Trying to get stability but I don't know... Some say it gets worse before better.. I'm ready to go to psych hospital every single minute but I know they can't do anything. Been there, done that. I'm in Dave Powers benzo recovery school but I'm bed ridden. I simply don't know what to do.
@@CF-Warrior If you are looking for other peoples stories I suggest you join a support page on Facebook. They can give you advice on there. You may need to cross over to Valium, stabilise and start a taper.
@CF-Warrior Yes, all day I have SI
My sleep was destroyed
I'll chat with you if you want someone to talk to
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Please help me, I've been taking Abilify 5 mg for 3 years and at first I had akathisia for 6 months, then it passed, while now after 3 years it's back again, what can I do to stop it, please help me
Try taking a TRAMADOL 4 a break from stress & Fear!
Medication only makes us sicker. Those who are pharmaceutically harmed must stay away from that poison at all costs unfortunately
I am on a long term taper myself. I am always afraid the Dr will withdraw me further, as it gets worse on lower doses. And there is nothing to help with the anxiety that caused you to be put on benzos in the first place!
Very pretty, sorry ur going through some shiet
Can blood pressure medicine Amlopidine increase the benzo withdrawal symptoms?
Blood pressure medications usually have no negative effects on withdrawal. If anything they can help. But I don't know that specific drugs action pathways
What was the anti nausea med you reacted to?
Droperidol and Zofran
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I’m sorry this’s happening to you I wish I could make it go away for you and everyone. 🌹❤️🩹 it’s been years for me too🌹
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