Crazy how one of your videos just stumbled upon my TH-cam algorithm and now here I am clicking almost every video in your channel that I see. This channel changed something in my perspective and in how I look at many challenges I take in life. I managed to get through things that I thought I was the only one experiencing through this channel. It is true that this channel lives up to it's name being a safe place for everyone. 2:22 Thank you for being a great cozy and inspiring TH-cam channel for everyone. Cheers for another year of improvement and success!
my name is yan too :3 i’m so grateful for ur channel & for the lessons you’ve lent your audience so far. in your words, “there was no where else to go but up”, and the same applies right now. only bigger and better things are to come. i’m excited to see where things lead for you all!
It's so lovely that you made it even tho you hit the rock bottom and you're continuing to help people who are going through the same situation, i lost my father in November 2024 and I felt like there's no point in living But your videos made me feel like there is something about life. (I am a 13 year old, girl). I love you a lot!!
Aww I loved getting to hear more about your own personal life here, and your name. Thanks for all the sweet and kind videos, and happy wishes for your year too!
In the first few months of 2024 I felt so lost and distracted from myself. I was studying for school and going to the gym every day but I had this constant feeling of emptiness in me. Anyway, on March 3rd 2024 I was sitting in my room super bored when I got this random idea to start a youtube channel. It literally felt like an epiphany and like God just put that desire in me. Long story short I asked my friend for a mic and I just started making videos. I’m not gonna lie it was challenging to learn scriptwriting and editing but it has been such a fun process and I’m so grateful for every video I’ve uploaded, even the privated ones. I now feel like I’ve regained my joy and excitement for life because I’m able to help and inspire other people. 😄 I just wanted to share this story with you yan because you always inspire me to continue making videos even when I’m demotivated. ☺️ I hope 2025 will be an amazing year for all of us and I truly believe we all can achieve the goals we’ve set for ourselves. ~ An 18 year old guy
Thank you for your videos Yan 💗 I have come across your videos for a few times already on my newsfeed page, and I am happy to witness you and the community growing and thriving! Thank you so much for your creative contents and creating such a safe comfy space for everyone who resonates with your kindness, compassion and love. Looking forward to more of your introspection and creative expressions. Your words heal many and deserve to be heard by the public, the algorithm is the greatest proof! You are so amazing ✨🙏🕊️ Keep going and also take good care of yourself 🌳⛲️
I really admire the way you talk about your life. The way you share your experiences and perspectives is so genuine and moving. It inspires me to reflect on my own life and approach things with more strength and positivity. Thank you for being so open and inspiring. I also hope you have a good year
Thanks so much for sharing your story, Yan. Your raw authenticity and deep reflection is not just reaching people of the world, it is touching hearts. Love hearing your voice! I am sure your 2025 will be wonderful, as you have wonderfully inspire all of us. Best wishes! 😊
These videos have been real life savers for me, I'm going through my Junior year of high school and I honestly feel like I'm at the lowest point of my life, I've made a ton of mistakes and socially and emotionally and physically I am alone, I have been alienated by everyone I've ever known. It's hard, really hard some days and I know thats the point, and these videos help me alot, even if my situation is drastically different. My life also changed last october, I am thankful to even be alive in the first place, although it comes with alot of hardships because of the events that took place. From the bottom of my heart, thank you, "what i no longer believe in" helped me tremendously, I hope I can live free once again
my ex who has the same name as you ended our almost-5-year relationship last Saturday. it's gonna be a long road for me from here but these videos help. thank you
ty for sharing about you with us yan even tho u always do :) we appreciate ur time to make videos and keep us inspired to become better people every day. we might not know each other but id love to be friends with u even if its js virtually :) Im Leo, nice to meet u
i started a job that changed my life on october 3rd, 2023 :,) must be something very special about that day (& not just bc of the mean girls reference)
“…I aim for it to be a safe and comforting space for everyone…” and I’m happy to tell you that, you’ve done it fabulously…wishing this “family” and you a good year too
hi yan! i'm excited for what 2025 will bring for all of us. i hope to continue with what i've learnt in 2024, and to grow through more in 2025, regardless of the difficulties or pain. thankful to be on this journey with you! love from another yan (the third word in my name, although another 'yan'). ps. i love how you explain the meaning your mandarin name! i often ask others about their mandarin names so that i can understand what their parents envisioned for their child to grow to have.
I would love to take this moment to thank you, Yan. You have no idea how you inspire me to pursue my dream and started my own YT channel. I hope we find more people through our videos, and hopefully mine would also reach more audience and build a community where they would feel safe, encouraged, inspired and heard. Happy 2025 everyone! ❤️
My 2025 dream and goal is to abandon dreams and goals. Hang up their heavy shoes, and slip into something more comfortable; my heart and soul. Transition from a mind ruled life of trying to leverage cause for effect; to basking in the warm present moment of ever whimsical existence. Float on it's surface watching the ripples, watching the clouds, watching the fishes, the birds and the trees. Swim in it's depths, allow the rip tides to drown me, pull me under, de-robe me of everything that isn't me; Take me where they want to teach me, take me where I'm meant to be. So many years being told to chase a dream, when life is always a dream; Just patiently waiting for us to notice it, waiting for us to open up and play with it.
it’s kinda amazing how people from centuries coped with these feelings we are feeling now, no one can actually describe this vague emotion we hold as we only know it within ourselves. we came from wars, pandemics, and some unforeseen disasters,yet we are still here. humanity is still evolving nevertheless. you might get scared inside the cave, and you might feel you’ll never get out of it, but eventually, you will. maybe it’s because of your friend or your parents, or rather it’s because of yourself for not giving up. one day, you’ll go back to the cave, now with a torch, and you’ll see the people who have been there before, all their belongings, name carvings. the SUN still shines, and you’ll be fine. don’t be afraid if you already fucked up a day, its just a bad day not a bad life. you can always start again, as long as you really do start again lol. anw ive been yapping for too long, idek why im writing this lol
I hope I also start a small TH-cam channel where I yap about myself and my thoughts and find my audience it's really in my 2025 wishlist nd I recently found your videos nd channel it's lovely I hope you do great ❤❤❤
I did not realize that this was the meaning of yan. My son's name was Yan. His name meant life. He passed away in 2019. When I saw your channel come up on my feed I thought it was a sign so I immediately subscribed. Funny, how the world works.
Is it okay if I’m not passionate about anything at all? Like just living my life, doing uni, playing my role as a woman in a household, and just reading, journaling and occasionally going out with friends and I’m fine with it b/c that’s all the energy I’ve for. So is it okay if I don’t have an extraordinary hobby or a small business or extracurricular.
Trust your grandpa. Tryng to make your pasions and dreams come true is the shortest way to end up homeless. You better try, of all the things you are good at, the one that is more profitable, and then spend the money in wat you are pasionate. Chin chin piaoliang.
As a psychologist for the youth, in some form, that graduated from Seattle. It would have been nice to meet you, or cross paths. I feel so much of the same things, and appreciate your love for genuine thought and existence. 🫶
Crazy how one of your videos just stumbled upon my TH-cam algorithm and now here I am clicking almost every video in your channel that I see.
This channel changed something in my perspective and in how I look at many challenges I take in life. I managed to get through things that I thought I was the only one experiencing through this channel. It is true that this channel lives up to it's name being a safe place for everyone. 2:22
Thank you for being a great cozy and inspiring TH-cam channel for everyone. Cheers for another year of improvement and success!
samee
You're certainly right about this channel being a comfy place. I love watching these videos in bed, it's such a chill vibe.
my name is yan too :3 i’m so grateful for ur channel & for the lessons you’ve lent your audience so far. in your words, “there was no where else to go but up”, and the same applies right now. only bigger and better things are to come. i’m excited to see where things lead for you all!
heyyy sub user spotted!! :D
I hope to save myself in the way you did.
You will. Have patience you are getting there already.
Of course you can, patience.❤
been watching ur videos since the very first one! hope u have a great 2025 as well
It's so lovely that you made it even tho you hit the rock bottom and you're continuing to help people who are going through the same situation, i lost my father in November 2024 and I felt like there's no point in living But your videos made me feel like there is something about life. (I am a 13 year old, girl). I love you a lot!!
Aww I loved getting to hear more about your own personal life here, and your name. Thanks for all the sweet and kind videos, and happy wishes for your year too!
thank you for helping me let go of my past! your vids helped me throughout the end of my 2024! happy new year Yan!
謝謝你 最近看到你的影片使我感到平靜
也更有動力繼續過生活
In the first few months of 2024 I felt so lost and distracted from myself. I was studying for school and going to the gym every day but I had this constant feeling of emptiness in me.
Anyway, on March 3rd 2024 I was sitting in my room super bored when I got this random idea to start a youtube channel. It literally felt like an epiphany and like God just put that desire in me.
Long story short I asked my friend for a mic and I just started making videos. I’m not gonna lie it was challenging to learn scriptwriting and editing but it has been such a fun process and I’m so grateful for every video I’ve uploaded, even the privated ones. I now feel like I’ve regained my joy and excitement for life because I’m able to help and inspire other people. 😄
I just wanted to share this story with you yan because you always inspire me to continue making videos even when I’m demotivated. ☺️
I hope 2025 will be an amazing year for all of us and I truly believe we all can achieve the goals we’ve set for ourselves.
~ An 18 year old guy
Your videos are so inspiring. Happy new year!
21s ago is illegal
Hehe right behind you
Love your origin story and how you connect with your chinese roots. 我的2025梦想就是开始做些视频好像你一样, 希望我们全都继续进步!!
Thank you for your videos Yan 💗 I have come across your videos for a few times already on my newsfeed page, and I am happy to witness you and the community growing and thriving! Thank you so much for your creative contents and creating such a safe comfy space for everyone who resonates with your kindness, compassion and love. Looking forward to more of your introspection and creative expressions. Your words heal many and deserve to be heard by the public, the algorithm is the greatest proof! You are so amazing ✨🙏🕊️ Keep going and also take good care of yourself 🌳⛲️
Thanks Yan. Your video inspires me. All the best.
I'm so glad that I've come across your channel, Yan! Your contents do help a lot, thank you!
I really admire the way you talk about your life. The way you share your experiences and perspectives is so genuine and moving. It inspires me to reflect on my own life and approach things with more strength and positivity. Thank you for being so open and inspiring.
I also hope you have a good year
Thanks so much for sharing your story, Yan. Your raw authenticity and deep reflection is not just reaching people of the world, it is touching hearts. Love hearing your voice! I am sure your 2025 will be wonderful, as you have wonderfully inspire all of us. Best wishes! 😊
These videos have been real life savers for me, I'm going through my Junior year of high school and I honestly feel like I'm at the lowest point of my life, I've made a ton of mistakes and socially and emotionally and physically I am alone, I have been alienated by everyone I've ever known. It's hard, really hard some days and I know thats the point, and these videos help me alot, even if my situation is drastically different. My life also changed last october, I am thankful to even be alive in the first place, although it comes with alot of hardships because of the events that took place. From the bottom of my heart, thank you, "what i no longer believe in" helped me tremendously, I hope I can live free once again
my ex who has the same name as you ended our almost-5-year relationship last Saturday. it's gonna be a long road for me from here but these videos help. thank you
I'm happy to be on this journey with you, Kristine. Here's to a good year!
莫名的熟悉感，谢谢晏晏姐哈哈哈哈哈哈
congrats, good for you
ty for sharing about you with us yan even tho u always do :) we appreciate ur time to make videos and keep us inspired to become better people every day. we might not know each other but id love to be friends with u even if its js virtually :) Im Leo, nice to meet u
You're such a beautiful, tender creature. Like a fairytale spirit/wisp.
i started a job that changed my life on october 3rd, 2023 :,) must be something very special about that day (& not just bc of the mean girls reference)
October 3rd is my bday🥹
you've helped me a lot
loads of love
“when no one else could help me, i realized i had to save myself.” i love you because i am you. ❤️ and you’re making me feel less alone for it.
Really happy I discovered your safe space. Glad you've also found peace.
Thank you Sweetie! Good year for U 2! 🙏💜..💜💫
You had an incredible story there. In 2025, I hope you will have many more stories to share with us. Sending a lot of blesses to yan 😊
you really succeeded in making this a safe place for everyone.
All of your vids are very peaceful and comforting to listen to. Thank you for always sharing stories with us, Yan. Happy New Year!🫶🤍🍀
love this so much. thank u for sharing as always 🩷
“…I aim for it to be a safe and comforting space for everyone…” and I’m happy to tell you that, you’ve done it fabulously…wishing this “family” and you a good year too
hi yan! i'm excited for what 2025 will bring for all of us. i hope to continue with what i've learnt in 2024, and to grow through more in 2025, regardless of the difficulties or pain. thankful to be on this journey with you! love from another yan (the third word in my name, although another 'yan'). ps. i love how you explain the meaning your mandarin name! i often ask others about their mandarin names so that i can understand what their parents envisioned for their child to grow to have.
i will start working a new job on jan2025! its a good company I hope I can be happy working with this company for a long time! lets go 2025!
I would love to take this moment to thank you, Yan. You have no idea how you inspire me to pursue my dream and started my own YT channel. I hope we find more people through our videos, and hopefully mine would also reach more audience and build a community where they would feel safe, encouraged, inspired and heard. Happy 2025 everyone! ❤️
Love you, Yan!
I am to inspire as many people as possible both in my physical relations with them as well as on my socials. I believe this year will be great. 🎉
Hope you have a good year too Yan~❤
Keep it up! This is really what the world needs now
Girl, you are making me cry🩷🩷🩷 I wish the best for you.
genuinely, i thank u for being born.
My 2025 dream and goal is to abandon dreams and goals.
Hang up their heavy shoes, and slip into something more comfortable; my heart and soul.
Transition from a mind ruled life of trying to leverage cause for effect; to basking in the warm present moment of ever whimsical existence.
Float on it's surface watching the ripples, watching the clouds, watching the fishes, the birds and the trees.
Swim in it's depths, allow the rip tides to drown me, pull me under, de-robe me of everything that isn't me;
Take me where they want to teach me, take me where I'm meant to be.
So many years being told to chase a dream, when life is always a dream;
Just patiently waiting for us to notice it, waiting for us to open up and play with it.
You are stunningly gorgeous.
goat.
it’s kinda amazing how people from centuries coped with these feelings we are feeling now, no one can actually describe this vague emotion we hold as we only know it within ourselves. we came from wars, pandemics, and some unforeseen disasters,yet we are still here. humanity is still evolving nevertheless. you might get scared inside the cave, and you might feel you’ll never get out of it, but eventually, you will. maybe it’s because of your friend or your parents, or rather it’s because of yourself for not giving up. one day, you’ll go back to the cave, now with a torch, and you’ll see the people who have been there before, all their belongings, name carvings. the SUN still shines, and you’ll be fine. don’t be afraid if you already fucked up a day, its just a bad day not a bad life. you can always start again, as long as you really do start again lol. anw ive been yapping for too long, idek why im writing this lol
I hope I also start a small TH-cam channel where I yap about myself and my thoughts and find my audience it's really in my 2025 wishlist nd I recently found your videos nd channel it's lovely I hope you do great ❤❤❤
Hey! Can I ask what you're using to record? Love the quality of sound/your voice that comes through!
🙏🏻yan☀️ :)
I did not realize that this was the meaning of yan. My son's name was Yan. His name meant life. He passed away in 2019. When I saw your channel come up on my feed I thought it was a sign so I immediately subscribed. Funny, how the world works.
Hi! Where do you edit your videos?? Also how do make your subtitles look old???
(I love your videos!!!)
Is it okay if I’m not passionate about anything at all? Like just living my life, doing uni, playing my role as a woman in a household, and just reading, journaling and occasionally going out with friends and I’m fine with it b/c that’s all the energy I’ve for. So is it okay if I don’t have an extraordinary hobby or a small business or extracurricular.
If you love the life you have then I think that’s the only answer you need :D
Your English speaking skill is so good😭😭 I just started learning this language.
Hi yan
Trust your grandpa. Tryng to make your pasions and dreams come true is the shortest way to end up homeless. You better try, of all the things you are good at, the one that is more profitable, and then spend the money in wat you are pasionate. Chin chin piaoliang.
It be great if you reply to some comments.
It might help you make more dynamic your content and get more people interested on it as well.
It makes me more comfortable
my name is yan too (◍•ᴗ•◍)
you are so cool and sweet, i love the way u talk, the way you share your experience.
much love from me✨✨✨
per aspera ad astra 💫
Sua voz e tão doce!
"i acted anyway."
holy yap 😭🙏
I invite you to visit some Eastern Orthodox monasteries, I can come. Thanks
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I will willed myself to respawn as a blade of grass Kristine, a blade of grass so that I can feel the sun once again. Lol
Yay
interessting Video but it looks so unnatural, idk
ist this real?
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first! 🎉
Hehe first:)
Bend over
First
As a psychologist for the youth, in some form, that graduated from Seattle. It would have been nice to meet you, or cross paths. I feel so much of the same things, and appreciate your love for genuine thought and existence. 🫶
youre doing great ! i hope youre doing well. you play videogamers?steam user