self indulgent slowed down cavetown collection
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 1 พ.ย. 2019
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song timestamps:
fool: 0:00 - 04:10
telescope: 04:10 - 07:14
devil town v2: 07:14 - 12:46
home: 12:46 - 17:47
ghost boys: 17:47 - 21:36
meteor shower: 21:36 - 26:19
rocket ships: 26:19 - 31:38
i promise i'm trying: 31:38 - 36:58
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It's funny that some of his old songs slowed down sound like how his voice sounds now. It's cool to hear them as if he's singing them now.
It kinda does, yeah. It'd be pretty coolio if he did new ver. of his old songs but we settling for slowed songs lmao
@@greenhours4560 he does new ones of old ones now and then like he did 2 remakes in sleepyhead so we can always have hope for more faves to get redone 😌✨
my name is izzy too lol
At first I thought that some the songs were the same because it sounds like his voice now
@@greenhours4560 put this video on 1.25x speed, that's as close as you can get to that
None of us are born ugly, we just live in a judgemental society.
Ok, I like this comment
None of us are born pretty we're just born in a blind society
@@xora2002 if someone said that to my face irl, i would want to become friends with them instantly
we aren't born looking any kind of way, we just exist in a society
periot
when he says " rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not" just make me think of big bird and how they were supposed to go to the moon but he was to THICCCC to get on the craft so big bird couldn't go, and then we find out the craft exploded; killing everbody. So take that into account next time you'll get kicked off a rocket ship
Big bird was too THICCCCCCCC for space
They had me in the first half
@@namiratijerina2188 agreed
Girl what the heck
@@hannahrodriguez2035
Kwksjsjsjsjsj yeah so there was like a team of people who were supposed to go to space and do space stuff, and they were also supposed to take Big Bird from Sesame Street with them for reasons I forgot, and then the next day the spaceship exploded in space. 😳
*Me not even noticing these are slowed down:*
nice pfp
@@darkjallabi4148 thanks lmao. i promise im not the weird “cancel my favorite youtubers” type of fan.
I liked the comment but was gonna originally just pass by it but you were at 68 likes and I had to for the meme
HUH-
@Anahi Ochoa ranboo!
I JUST FOUND MY NEW FAVORITE VIDEO
yesh
I binge-listened to this for hours while doing a scouting mission on our minecraft server. It kept me calm and relaxed, bc normally elytra flying makes me a little nervous bc it's such a valuable piece of gear but so easy to lose, and our server has lag issues. Ultimately didn't end up finding what I set out looking for, but got a shit ton of resources, all gathered from so far out that it won't affect anyone else, that I can use to keep leveling up the village I've been building
JESUS THANK YOU I'M KINDA HAVING A BREAKDOWN AND I WAS LOOKING FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS I DON'T KNOW HOW TO THANK CHU ENOUGH
I hope you're alright! Nothing but love from me, and I'm glad ya found this, then (:
oh my gosh same though- XD
hope you're doing better my bro
hi, how are you today?
Oh god same
Brasileira?:)
hErE cOmE tHe TeArS dAmNiT
.o. kokichi :D
yEp
HAHA tears go brrr
wish I could cry 😂 hi, I use jokes to cope with my trama.
@@Unavailable_User Hello I also use jokes to cope with trauma
slowed cavetown songs just hit different when you're sad 😔👊
Listening to a newly released cavetown song with eyes closed lying down on your bed at a time you're not supposed to be awake hits different.
stop this
and tipsy
really do be like thay
jaja sisoy :(
devil town hits espesially hard when slowed
And when it's normal, it's vibe time.
faxx omg
Tyler Joseph be like
TwT I know right it's the only song I've been playing recently aswell
When he said "rocket ships will take off whether you're in them or not" It reminded me that the world moves on if your dead or not...
Either way there are a lot of people who would miss you if your dead so for some people the world will feel like the world stopped spinning when you die!
I hope you have a good day stranger. Don’t forget to love yourself! -Dotson (me)
Personally that lyrics always reminded me of the time Big Bird was supposed to go to space except they couldn’t fit onto the ship but that ended up a good thing because the ship exploded
@@niamhallen1448 AHAHAHAHHAHHAAHHA USDGFHRESDFHG
whell that doesnt help my suicidal thoughts :)
@@sadnessofwildgoats that's not the whole lyric though, he asks "what was my life worth" and is given a wordless response, a flower being planted above his grave for him to watch grow. that's the point of our lives. yes, the world will still turn without one single person, because the universe doesn't ever revolve around one single person, but that doesnt mean that every life doesn't have its own worth. we're still part of the earth, part of each other's lives. we grow and live and influence one another. you may not realize it, but you're a light in someone's life. a flower that they get to watch grow and bloom :)
Me singing along switching from melody to harmony like: ↗↘↖↩⬆⬅↔↗↙↩
Yesyesyesyesyesyes
what a cute moomin
i literally switched from a melody to a harmony as i read that hehe☠️
I was singing along to ''Fool'' and my family said i sounded good-
@@pollenphobia they were right, the song is really a masterpiece
*hey, hey. stop scrolling.*
do this checklist with me. it's worth it.
- did you do that thing you were gonna go do?
- did you remember to drink water today?
- did you try to eat something today? (chips count)
- did you do something you like today?
- did you get dressed/change?
- did you shower/take a bath?
- did you go outside?
- did you get up or stretch?
- *tw, unsafe binding* : did you take your binder off if it hurt/was on too long/was on during sleep or exercise?
- did you turn in that/those assignment/s?
- did you take a deep breath (or meditate!) to ground yourself?
- did you check in with yourself mentally? ex.: am i okay?
- *tw, s^lf h^rm* : did you not cut today?
- _did you take care of yourself today?_
if you said yes to *at least one* of these, well done. i'm so proud of you . you've gotten so far. doing at least one of these things means you punched depression in the face today. fuck yeah, man !!
if you didn't say yes to any, that's completely fine. you're going through a dark place, or recovering from something that hurt you. whatever it is you're going through, i'm so sorry /gen. trust me -- it does get better . you don't know if the thunderstorm will go away until it's over.
edit 1 year later : wow, it’s been a while since i checked back on this comment … i’m so glad i could help so many people through such a simple action
Just... Thank you so much...
This had made me feel much better!
Thank you friend.
me: trying not to cry because i bottle everything up and when someone asks if i have taken care of myself i dont know how to feel. but cant stop smiling because this made me v happy. also like realizing that my makeshift binder is probs not good for me but eh. thank you :) i hope you are doing well and taking care of yourself
Thanks for reminding me to drink water and tell my self it's ok
Tysm, I really needed this.
I'm prone to forgetting to check in with myself and this made me feel better :)
finally someone understands that meteor shower is a great song and puts it in this video tyyy
meteor shower is just
Yeah meteor shower is the one that really got me into cavetown's music
Meteor shower is one of the few songs that’s gotten me though so so much
@@mothill_ exactly :)
I agree ^^
Idk if anyone cares but I put on makeup, got dressed, and went to the park with my friend we social distanced and wore masks but we got Starbucks and chatted it was kinda nice 🙂
That’s really good stranger!
You’re doing better than I am. I’m just leaving nice comments to make their day brighter and laying down most of the day.
I care! And I want to tell you good job :) that sounds like fun though
That sounds really nice dude!! I'm so proud of you :) Idk if that sounds wierd but believe me what you just did there is really hard, and I'm happy for you ^^
@@Dotty-B I think that trying to brighten someone's day is totally worthwhile! Supportive comments like yours can save lives sometimes, we appreciate you. 🌻
Also, we care that you went out with your friends! So glad you had a good day!
That sounds nice. I hope you're having a good day!
When i started listening immediately I slipped into little space
I wasn't expecting to cry today, but then youtube decided to put this in my recommended.
Edit: It has been one month since I commented this, and I listen to this everyday.
character development
I can simply plant a flower above you and you can watch it grow 💛
@@ejirokirishima6104 do do doddododo 💛
@@Badgermusic 🌺🌸🌷🌹🍁??
@@ejirokirishima6104 🌻🌹🌺!!
I’ve been having a rough time lately, I’m a trans boy and gender dysphoria has been kicking my ass. But listening to this and scrolling through the comments has calmed me down a lot, jsjsbs you guys are all so wholesome and nice I wanna hug you all 🥺🥺
Fellow trans boy! Hello! I know it’s tough, but we’ve got this! Dysphoria sucks, and I hate it just as much as you, but we’re strong! We’ve GOT this! :3
I keep repeating myself-
aH-
I am too, a trans male. Just know you are not alone, ever. a lot of people love you and please know if you need to vent, i could tell you my discord user(if you have discord.) and you could dm me whenever!
*grabby hands* cmere I'll hug you.
It sucks, I know. Just know if you need to talk I can :). Things will get better, I promise. I hope you’re doing alright, and again, I can always talk
This is beautiful, but you forgot this is home, that HITS
i didnt include all his songs, but i did go for his newer rendition of This is Home! i love both versions though, but the chills during 'get a load of this train wreck' in Home get me
i like home better tbh.
As a gender-fluid person who's best friend is homophobic this really makes my day
How are you doing now, friend?
You need a better friend..
I’m sorry, not trying to be rude, but you do :(
I did have a best friend that was homophobic, I am Transgender and nonbinary.
I am not sure if that is a good combo, but hey, me and them are no longer friends.
I really hope they either learned, or your not friends with them anymore :( I have friends like that and the suck
song timestamps:
fool: 0:00 - 04:10
telescope: 04:10 - 07:14
devil town v2: 07:14 - 12:46
home: 12:46 - 17:47
ghost boys: 17:47 - 21:36
meteor shower: 21:36 - 26:19
rocket ships: 26:19 - 31:38
i promise i'm trying: 31:38 - 36:58
can also find on soundcloud:
soundcloud.com/greenhours-109370875/self-indulgent-slowed-down-cavetown-collection
The time stamps are nice, but I wanted to let you know that in the description and here the time stamp for meteor shower says 12:36 instead of 22:36
@@laureng2872 Thanks! Sorry for changing it so late, but it's fixed!
@@paulmccharmley184 not at all, tysm for pointing it out
@@ViralButNotReally it doesnt show up on my end to edit it, maybe refresh the page?
@@ViralButNotReally shIT I MISREAD, yeah ill change it rn
i hung fairy lights on hangers in my closet, put a fuzzy blanket on the floor, put down lots of pillows to lay on and stuffed animals to cuddle with, this to me is the peak of self-care.
If you're in your feels and need something to do i highly suggest just taking the pillows and blankets off your bed and spending a few hours in a quiet, dimly lit closet, it's just so calming and doesn't take much effort. do good to yourself loves, do good to you when no one else does, in the end we are food for worms lads. you will make it and in the end, it will be great.
good luck in whatever you are doing, i believe in you and send my love and support to all of you!
Ima do this
I’ll edit this later
i can’t wait to be earth food ;-;
This is really precious. Good on your for taking the time to do some self care!!
@@dotsonthewholesomecommente7201 dotson !! did you do it >;]
my closet isn't really big enough, but i will try it on my bed or something, thanks for the suggestion
i feel like snails and other bugs have weekly dance parties to his songs in the forest
is that weird
not weird, i hope they do
like on a little tree stump? yeah. i like that (,:
@@greenhours4560AAA A LIL TREE STUMP!! YES! you dont even know how much happiness that gave me!! :>
Drawing this while listening to the video sounds like a nice way to spend the night
With like candles on in a dark room and some snacks
My mind rn: i should draw that
I drew it I'll post it on my channel
this made me cry :")
i miss 2017. so much, please, take me back.
crying be okay
But I wouldn’t have lemon boy then :(
why do these sound better slow wtf
if you put it 0.75 its very v i b e and c h i l l
thankyou
ikr
when i do it, there this thingie that makes it sound like hes kinda singing through a fan and it busts the mood ;-;
but other than that, yes, v i b e
Me listening to this w/ rain and thunder in the back = Me currently holding back tears bc i don't want my teacher to know I'm crying
nobody:
me: **Does stickbug dance thing**
Hello fellow weeb
@@ejirokirishima6104 Get back to class Kirishima, you've got work to do or i'll put you on house arrest.
@@ejirokirishima6104 Oh damn Shitty hair you listen to this?
@@katsukibakugou8634Bakugou get back to class or I'll put you on house arrest for the 2nd time,I'm not afraid to do it again
@@testiclelord3570 What the hell old man all I did was talk with shitty hair-
I just walked out of my room to get my laptop for schoolwork, and I just stared at the sun for what felt like forever. It's such a beautiful thing to be alive today, I'm so glad to be here and I'm glad that you (the one reading this) are here too.
Now everyone, for some ultimate demented music that is quite the opposite of calming, go ahead and put this on .25 speed. For anyone who isn't going to do that, it's so slow that you can't even understand the words.
Your video will also be about 2 1/2 hours long so enjoy that. I recommend listening to a little bit of telescope like this because it's already kind of a slower song.
This is a horrifying suggestion and I recommend everyone do this.
it sounds like an eldritch horror speaking an incomprehensible language and trying to tell me forbidden knowledge
Me and my dumb self put it on 1.25
@@imtired and now you probably have the normal songs!
It just sounds like weird moaning...
idk what it is but Cavetown always calms me down, his music is like the family I never had, emotional support that my family could never provide
I can partially agree with this.
I’ve gone through every comment here every night and your comment *really* stands out to me.
It gets better my friend it sounds corny but with some effort and honestly you can get closer with your family I speak from experience
Why it this so true, he is my therapy, so is my cat
~ the track list ~
· fool [ 00:01 ]
· telescope [ 04:10 ]
· devil town v2 [ 07:14 ]
· home [ 12:46 ]
· ghost boys [ 17:47 ]
· meteor shower [ 21:36 ]
· rocket ships [ 26:19 ]
· i promise i'm trying [ 31:38 ]
you're valid and loved,
- piglet
thank you 🙂❤️
Telescope has to be my favorite song
I don't know why but I feel so loved whenever I listen to his songs. Like not really 'love' but that comfort you feel with a person. For many people that feeling *is* love, but I think its so much more than that. His songs are like a forest that has the sun seeping through the leaves, and at night you can climb a tree and be welcomed by stars. You just stare at them while you lay on the canvas of those same leaves. Its just beautiful aspects of life I guess.
That's honesty how I feel about platonic attraction
ngl cavetown has been my comfort singer for the past few years, I always listen to his music whenever I feel down. The song "This is home" especially helps me. I love that song and it gives me so much nostalgia for some reason
chicken soup for the mental breakdown
no but really, this is so relaxing. his music is so warm and comfortable anyway, slowing it down makes it even more relaxing. i can see myself coming back to this video next time my anxiety wakes me up in the middle of the night. thank you for making this
Finally, someone put words to what my tired brain couldn't describe
it kind of sounds like a vintage cavetown reimagined. thank you for making this.
This somehow reminds me of my past life. Of all the far world's I crave so deeply. Of all the anemoia filled nights I spent with heartaches and tears. It brings back old feelings I haven't felt in a while.
i related to this on a different level omg
watching this was like my first time listening to ghost boys and I am now compleatly obssesed
damn you missed out on a banger till now
O h h e l l o , f a n c y s e e i n g y o u h e r e
Literally same I swear how did I never hear it before
*casually crying because it's so beautiful* wHyYyYyY dOeS cAvEtOwN hAvE tO bE fUcKiNg BeAuTiFuL
OKAY SO IM DOING AN ESSAY AND I WAS LOOKING FOR A SONG AND OMG I FOUND THIS TANK YOU SM DFHEAOFHWOIJHWIH
GOOD LUCK WITH HOMEWORK, POWER THROUGH SCHOOL!!
Idk, I've seen this in my recommended a lot of times and I haven't gave it a chance until my autoplayer decided to play this by itself. Damn, I've never regret this bad in my whole life. sdjfhsjfkhsdf this playlist is epic.
Oo I like the art
i hVENT LISTENED TO THESE SONGS IN FOREVER AND I REMEBER MY MENTA BREAKDOWNS TO THEM-
S A M E
(it kinda stings ngl...)
i remember listening to his music way back around 2017/2018, im super into slowed songs now, so it kind of feels like a full circle :)
Same
Edit: also how is your day / night?
Me a closeted gaybey crying in the middle of fourth period: :'))) It brings me the saddy happy
this is so calming thank u
yw
he has helped me so much with my hard times. there have been times where i was just so lost and i turned on his music and i was calm i wasn't freaking out anymore my break down just left with his music in my ears. my heart could understand ever lyric every incoherent background noise he taught me to be kind to feel everything with my heart not my brain he taught me to see things for what the really were and to see thing for its true meaning even if it was hard to understand. he taught me that i wasn't just a therapy friend. i was one for every body regardless if i knew them or not. when i hear his voice my world stops to just take in every word and cord playing on his guitar his sweet voice and the story behind every song. hes helped me more then he'll ever know and i love him for that
- Love Jaden 💗💛💙
are you pansexual by chance? cause i am myself
@@lexy8379 YES LOL
This is so beautiful.. it inspires me to not give up yet. I hadn't truly grasped that in his voice, but I can see it now and it's so beautiful. Thank you 💗💜💙
@@LexBrigade UR WELCOME PLEASE STAY
@@F4real_2 I'm trying to 😅 it's getting a little easier though, ever so slowly, but still
Guys, I recommend listening this with another tab of TH-cam that plays rain sound in the background. I did that and played the rain quieter in the dark and wow, It really sounds nice. 🥰🥰
this needs more recognition
I just scrolled through the comments
dude you're so lovely T^T
also this is absolutely amazing I love it! 💖
I love the cavetown community too much, we're all just sad gays and i'm here for it
this
4:10 I love Telescope! It almost has a sense of nostalgia, endearment, and it makes me think about a certain group of friends who are just hanging out at the rooftop of a school, drinking some beers while thinking and kinda laughing about all the trouble they've gotten themselves into. It's so precious. :)
YES
Ah you said better than I could ever , that's a good way to think about it
Agreed
i always go back to this whenever im overstimulating :>
listening to this with rain in the background is just the best (to do this get a computer have a tab with rain and this from youtube and headphones is just the best, would recommend)
Wait once I wake up I’ll do this
@@Dotty-B you should
I do this too! 10/10 would recommend as well
as an enby person, I honestly find big comfort in some of Cavetown's songs and everytime I'm down or having an anxiety attack, I would usually listen to playlists of his songs so thank you for this! :D
of course, i feel you in that
i was zoned out and it scared me shitless when it suddenly got louder
boo!
im having a mental breakdown, and this is the only thing helping me right now.
reading how people found comfort in this gave me comfort haha
Anyone from 2021? I love the songs, it makes me feel better about myself. I know this video was created in 2019 and its not really old but for me it feels so new. Feel good about yourself guys👍 we all are equal.
The music is great and relaxing ngl.
me: oh everyone says they got this when they needed to cry- but I’m pretty happy right no-
**100% No**
me: HERE COME THE TEARS :)
I must go ✨m u r d e r✨ whoever disliked this ;-;
murder is okay!
@@greenhours4560 excuse me wh a t
your pfp of amity is perfection
@@starredxmist716 THANK YOU I AGREE
@@greenhours4560 Yes☺️
habshdb its 4am and im eating fish sticks during a mental breakdown i somehow really needed this thank you so much haha
Fish sticks hit different at 4:00 am, don’t they.
I love to listen to this when I'm drawing. Some how helps me to make my anxiety go away and I can finally feel determinated to draw something. I know is not a very dramatic story, but it's my story :')
Because it’s slowed his voice does so soft and low on “Home” and ngl I’m kinda sitting here like 😍
I absolutely loved his music as a kid, I was recently feeling extremely awful, and was immediately so happy that this showed on my recommendation..♥️
@@greenhours4560
Every time I here fool I start to cry, not because I'm in love, but because I want someone to love me.
I love u :)
felt.
I am in love, but I doubt she'll feel the same
I’m glad I found this. having pretty bad anxiety issues, cavetown songs are really comforting, and hearing them slowed/ in a different key is really refreshing. I’ve not been alright lately. vent coming up btw, tw I guess for toxic friendship and unkind words. I just need to get something off my chest.
I think my constant waves of loneliness are rooted in my past toxic friendship with an unkind person. she made me feel poorly about myself, and would give me crap for being sensitive. I remember the day that really hit me was when she texted me when I was sitting alone at theatre already feeling lonely and stressed (I’m doing much better there now and it’s like a second home
@@macyrowles7133 thank you so much! 🥺💚💚 i’m proud of you too!
I'm sorry the world's a shitty place, but if we ever meet in real life I swear I would give u the biggest hug even though I despise physical contact
@@Teagar_ Also anyone that hates on anime just why anime is like the only thing getting me through life
@@leleffy6322 thank you so much, that really means a lot🥺💚
Hey it's been 8 months, how have you been going? :D
as an asexual and pansexual this gives me comfort bc my mother hates lgbtq+ people and we started fighting often so yeah i just needed this. Thank you :)
ok are you asexual and panromantic? how are you two at once? im confuzzld
@@shim64 idk? im confused myself, i like everyone and don't like them at the same time hahaha
@@callmesmiley9389 if you're uncomfortable in a relationship, then you're an aroace.
@@callmesmiley9389 i know because im an aroace
omg same
wait this deserves a lot more love-
you deserve a lot more love change my mind
I- I love his voice like this... It's just so calming and pretty and I just-
POV: You're laying on the floor of your kitchen after coming home from a bad day at school/work, suddenly you find this playlist, you put in your earbuds and press play...you find yourself slowly exiting reality and slowly coming into your dream land, the music controls your body and dreams........
I think I really needed this today, I've been feeling like I'm not myself all day and it felt weird and this helped me feel a bit more like me. It feels nice.
I hope everyone has or had or is having a good day/night and many more to come and if you're going through something you can and will make your way through, just hold on and remember to talk it out with anyone you trust.
Meteor shower yess I love this thank you :)
I’m finally getting so much better, I made friends for the first time in forever. Started going outside again, and have been sleeping more normal. This playlist did a lot for me. ❤️
Congratulations! 🎉🎉 I’m so proud of you
5 am on a Sunday, it's raining and the sun is peeking through the clouds. You're very aware of your existence, and for once you're no longer scared. The future is a long way away and the past doesn't matter. You decide to lie down and sleep. You're physically and emotionally exhausted. As your eyelids get harder to keep open, you finally drift off into rest.
currently on the verge of tears, thank you. i hope you're okay.
I love how you are still commenting and liking posts after a year. Also, love the Shinsou pfp lol! 💝
yeye
The cover art is so frickin cute!! Ack!
i don't think i have ever met a friendlier comment section. but also, thank you greenhours. like many others, i also really needed this
same almost ever comment section is full of hate comments and its really getting annoying
life is good when chatting on discord with your friends, listening to cavetown, and eating peanut butter
Listening to this while i make christmas cards :D
I bet they're awesome :)!
Oh, and merry Christmas ;)
@@halicusdiaarcan102 merry christmas!! 🎄💖
"whats it like outside" makes so much sense in 2020
Fool hits differently, like it had sad vibe, but now the sadness is apparent. And This is Home, omg the vibes are immaculate. Same goes for Meteor Shower; it gives me soft dream vibes highly recommend snuggling up under a soft light/in a dim room and just let every worry melt away for a moment or five. Best song in this collection. Rocketships is an incredible song on it's own, but this makes it 5x better. The line "when your bones turn to earth and you ask me what was i worth, I'll simply plant a flower above you and you can watch it grow" is so powerful and beautiful.
cavetown's music is absolutely amazing.
i started genuinely crying the moment fool started thank u for this
This is very comforting, i've been going through some hard things lately and this is keeping my hopes up. Thanks I know its old but im still happy you made this. Thanks
it gets better. i love you, keep going
hello strangers on the internet ! you all seem so nice :) i hope you’re doing ok.... and if you’re not, that’s ok too. you’re going to go through rough patches, so here are some things you might need to hear today:
-try to eat something bb, your body is beautiful,,it needs and deserves food
-you are needed and wanted in this world!!
-everything is going to turn out ok. until then, keep fighting, you got this!
-you are so brave, i’m proud of you for staying here
-i’m glad you exist
How fitting to play this at a middle-of-the-school-night study session with nothing to eat for snacks except cupcakes.
hey everybody. i just wanted to let you know that its going to get better ❤ you'll find those people who understand you, you'll conquer your anxiety \ depression, you'll feel better one day.
but in the mean time,
- journal! ( it helps u with ur feels, hide it under ur mattress)
- try box breathing, 4 sec in, 4 seconds holding ur breath, 4 exale, repeat 4 times
- pray or meditate! it will help I promise.
- its ok to feel ur feels or have a lack of them
- therapy if u can, could help, theres no shame do it if ur ready
- hug all ur friends!!! i used to feel rlly self conscious and i thought ppl hated me but guess what, most ppl dont have an opinion of u, ppl arent perfect u dont have to be, and there are people that like u they're not faking it!!! and people actually like hugs!!
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holy heck you're cool ty
Ok all these comments telling stories and telling people to have a good day and people literally just talking about a fun part of their day is everything I needed. Cavetown is such a safe place omg
I need a place to vent and for some reason, I find it easier to yell into the void of strangers
I'm a senior is high school and I don't know what I'm doing in my life. I used to have ideas and passion to do things but now, I'm just sleeping and doing work.
How can I plan my future when I can't even see the present?
I'm still stuck in my house since march, I came out as enby to my online friends but I cant do that with my parents. I'm 70% sure that they are trans/homophobic in some way and I don't want to be told that I'm wrong or bad or told to leave the house... Again.
So I'm just, doing nothing except cut off my 3 feet long hair, listening to music and staring at the ceiling.
I have work I'm supposed to be doing, I should be study for ap calc cause I'm failing it while being very behind, not to anyone's fault but college board doesn't give a crap that we are 5 lessons behind, I should be editing that video, I should be turning in my work from ap bio, I should be doing those reading logs, I should be doing something for law class but I don't know what.
I feel like I'm loosing it because I know I can do all of that but.. I'm not doing it
And I'm expected to choose my future like this
I don't know who would be reading this, I don't really care, I just want to do something for the sake of it
But I hope life fines you better than it does to me right now
I'm sorry this is happening :/ I've been having problems with my gender identity and never felt like something fit except I'm in 8th grade. Instead of worrying about your future so much take care of yourself now and do as much as you can to make yourself happier right now. Relax, you don't need your whole life planned out now :) I know it's easier said than done but I want you to be happy. You're not defeated when you feel like you're losing, you're defeated when you quit so please keep trying.
i get the feeling, i'm sposed to be moving out in like a year, but i want to move out sooner since my brother outted me to my parents, but at the same time i'm not at all prepared. it's scary, yeah? unfortunately, i don't think any words i could say will magically make it all okay, make all those shitty feelings fly away. those feelings are gonna stick around for a while, but if you can find at least a few things that will break through and give you a bit of happiness and help you bear with it until you can get to a stable place, then i think it's enough. even if you're not doing everything you think you're sposed to do, even if you're not prepared for the future.
it's not bad to worry about the future, but it's never as difficult as your mind makes it out to be. you have way more time than you think you do. move out and get your life in order first; you don't have to pursue a passion you don't even have anymore. don't worry about ap shit if you're not adamant about going to college, or even know what you'd be going to college for anyway.
focus on you. focus on making it okay and getting through until you reach the point where you have more wiggle room to start living.
you're doing great, even if you don't think you are. you've almost made it, keep pushing through the shit a little longer, i know you can.
im gonna ask my family if we can go out so i can wear my first binder out :))
I wish you good luck!
Tell me if it went swell or not.
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This is not Discord
-if you need mental help dear am here ;-;”
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THIS WAS THE PLAYLIST THAT GOT ME INTO CAVETOWN
THANK YOU SO MUH FOR POSTING THIS I LOVE YOU
My dysphoria has been really bad lately. And that's ignoring the part where i physically cannot look in a mirror at my own face for a while, it makes me so uncomfortable. I wear my hair partially hanging over my eyes and a mask moth of the time and my parent always yell at me to get my hair out of my eyes, but it comforts me, so i brush it away for a second to get them to stop, and then brush it back. I'm not insecure about my face for other people to see it, but once I do, it hurts me so much that I have to just leave and/or stop. This playlist really helped calming me down after a haircut where I had to look at myself in the mirror for like an hour.
bae, you are so awesome. i’m so proud of you for everything, and i hope your dysphoria gets better. i can relate. you are an amazing person, and whatever makes you most comfortable is what you should do, especially if it’s something that you can control easily by covering up your face.
@@noghoulsintoronto thanks, you saying that helped me just knowing that a stranger on the internet thinks im cool :]
life's been horrible for me for a while and I've been through a lot. more than i can comment on youtube. but cavetown's been helping me rn and actually making me genuinely happy for the first time in a while
and here i thought cavetown couldnt get any better. i love the songs you chose
I'm just a plain closeted genderfluid with strict parents listening to this until I fall asleep every day. It's kinda sad bc I was born in 2002, knowing I don't identify as a girl since 2013-14, and people think I just "fOlLOw thE nEw 'tREnDs'"
Like no mr. Bryan🤪13🥶straight🟧⬛ I'm not that dumb
I don't have enough money to move out of my parents' house and I don't have a partner to support me or anything. I don't even have friends. I don't wanna have friends. Everyone who I used to love left me. I had two boyfriends in my life. Both of them cheated on me and broke up with me. I used to skip classes and now I barely passed my exams. I don't have a job. I really need therapy
But I can't afford it.
I wish I could go back to 2010-15 when I was a child/young teen and life was easy. +the pandemic is killing me. I never thought I'd miss crying in the bathroom at a school prom.
The only runaway from all my problems are computer games
But computer games won't solve my problems :( Life isn't easy. It's like a game. You make one choice wrong, and it gets hard. Then, you rage quit.
To everyone reading this. Stay strong, I believe in you
i hope things are better for you now. if ur reading this, have a great day :)
i dont really have the rights words that i can string together to make you feel better, but i believe in you. you're stronger than you think and you'll swim to the surface eventually. :)
@@bumbelle_bee9187 thank you :) i feel a lot better now, and i didnt tell them how i felt so we're still on speaking terms. we grew apart, but i have a lot of new friends that i love. thank you
Idk if anyone really cares but I got glasses today to help with some eye issues and it makes me so happy cuz glasses have always made me feel more attractive and masculine, having these on gives me so much euphoria
a wave of nostalgia just washed over me after clicking on this video for the first time in two years. Its nice to see how far ive come
Devil Town V.2 and Home slowed down sounds like Steven universe singing it which fits really well
ghost boys dosen't get nearly as much attention as it should
okay so coming back to this now, i was like in 5th grade-ish?? and i didn't know i was trans yet, but i really liked cavetown. and for some reason i wished that i sounded like him ( i still do) and cavetown was my favorite artist, he was all i'd talk about.about 3 years later, realizing i'm trans and seeing all the signs over the years, i think it's honestly so cool coming back to this. it made me feel safe, even thought i didn't really have anyone to talk about cavetown to. this playlist means sm to me so thank you for making it