Verse 1 • "I stopped writing you down as my emergency contact": This line indicates a significant change in the relationship, symbolizing moving on or creating distance. • "I bet you're glad that you don't have to come running every time I fall back": Suggests the speaker acknowledges the burden they might have been on the other person, implying a sense of guilt or resignation. • "The light is out in my kitchen, But I'm still washing the dishes": Despite the lack of light (hope or clarity), the speaker continues with routine tasks, indicating perseverance through difficult times. • "Avoiding all existence, And it gets so dark sometimes, But I keep you out of sight, Not ready to see what I'm missing": Reflects avoidance of reality and emotions, keeping the person out of mind to avoid the pain of missing them. Chorus • "I don't mind, I don't mind, I don't wanna get it right": The speaker is resigned to not seeking perfection or resolution in their situation, perhaps accepting the imperfection and messiness of their feelings. Verse 2 • "I cry, cry, cry in the shower, Tears and water are no different": The speaker finds solace in crying in the shower, where tears blend with the water, symbolizing a private space to express their emotions. • "And I could call you I know you'd listen, But I keep you at a safe distance": Acknowledges the possibility of support from the person but chooses to maintain distance for self-preservation. • "Park my car on your street, I heard that song and had to scream": These lines suggest lingering attachment and emotional triggers, despite trying to move on. • "I made too many enemies, So I'll leave this city or keep running, No slowing down or giving in, At least until the drugs kick in": Reflects a sense of escapism and the struggles of dealing with adversities, possibly through substance use. Bridge • "I watched you like an instant classic, Memorized every line, every scene, Act it out in my sleep, Rewind and repeat": The person is unforgettable, and their memories replay in the speaker's mind like a beloved movie. • "Someone else can watch you now, 'Cause it can't be me": Acceptance that the relationship is over and someone else may take their place. Overall Interpretation The song captures the complexity of moving on from a significant relationship. The speaker is dealing with the emotional aftermath, trying to find a balance between forgetting and preserving memories. Themes of avoidance, resignation, emotional triggers, and the struggle with ongoing attachment are prevalent throughout the lyrics Conclusion I pray Christ by means of the Holy Spirit illuminate you; and bring you to the true light of real peace. Amen
This song is perfect.
i can’t stop listening to this song and finally watching the video im even more in love!!
i'm in love with this song
utterly beautiful, a perfectly formed bittersweet alt pop nugget
Watched you like an instant classic..🤍
congratulations because this will have way more than 16K views a year from now
jilian, you never miss. been a fan of ur music since u toured shapeshifter. i love this!!! keep rockin!!!!
The font got me.
This is Sweet, Ian
i like this song a lot! my friend sky showed it to me and i really enjoy listening to is :) -ezra
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Verse 1
• "I stopped writing you down as my emergency contact": This line indicates a significant change in the relationship, symbolizing moving on or creating distance.
• "I bet you're glad that you don't have to come running every time I fall back": Suggests the speaker acknowledges the burden they might have been on the other person, implying a sense of guilt or resignation.
• "The light is out in my kitchen, But I'm still washing the dishes": Despite the lack of light (hope or clarity), the speaker continues with routine tasks, indicating perseverance through difficult times.
• "Avoiding all existence, And it gets so dark sometimes, But I keep you out of sight, Not ready to see what I'm missing": Reflects avoidance of reality and emotions, keeping the person out of mind to avoid the pain of missing them.
Chorus
• "I don't mind, I don't mind, I don't wanna get it right": The speaker is resigned to not seeking perfection or resolution in their situation, perhaps accepting the imperfection and messiness of their feelings.
Verse 2
• "I cry, cry, cry in the shower, Tears and water are no different": The speaker finds solace in crying in the shower, where tears blend with the water, symbolizing a private space to express their emotions.
• "And I could call you I know you'd listen, But I keep you at a safe distance": Acknowledges the possibility of support from the person but chooses to maintain distance for self-preservation.
• "Park my car on your street, I heard that song and had to scream": These lines suggest lingering attachment and emotional triggers, despite trying to move on.
• "I made too many enemies, So I'll leave this city or keep running, No slowing down or giving in, At least until the drugs kick in": Reflects a sense of escapism and the struggles of dealing with adversities, possibly through substance use.
Bridge
• "I watched you like an instant classic, Memorized every line, every scene, Act it out in my sleep, Rewind and repeat": The person is unforgettable, and their memories replay in the speaker's mind like a beloved movie.
• "Someone else can watch you now, 'Cause it can't be me": Acceptance that the relationship is over and someone else may take their place.
Overall Interpretation
The song captures the complexity of moving on from a significant relationship. The speaker is dealing with the emotional aftermath, trying to find a balance between forgetting and preserving memories. Themes of avoidance, resignation, emotional triggers, and the struggle with ongoing attachment are prevalent throughout the lyrics
Conclusion
I pray Christ by means of the Holy Spirit illuminate you; and bring you to the true light of real peace. Amen
Love it!
(just sad enough!)
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Hey!
my heart has been sucked
Lets give it up for the acting prowess of martin herlihy everybody!