『Calliope cry while do further elaboration the lyrics of the song』 【Song title: end of a life】

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  • @sitro9194
    @sitro9194 2 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    "I just wanted some of them to be proud of me"
    Ahhh shit this line hit hard, started tearing

    • @tegarel410
      @tegarel410 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      yap hit so hard

    • @LLAMENTARK
      @LLAMENTARK ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's to bad, I lost my chance, so try your hardest not to lose yours.

    • @sitro9194
      @sitro9194 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@LLAMENTARK gotcha

  • @OuterRem
    @OuterRem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +706

    God it's painful but it makes complete sense. I mean everyone knew this but, Calli crams so much meaning into each and every word, it's mind boggling.

    • @charsage1036
      @charsage1036 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I always love it when every word has meaning in song stuff like mgr sound track and well this song are some of my favorite of all time.

  • @goukenslay7555
    @goukenslay7555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +409

    there really no need for Mori to beat herself. Bless her
    i really felt the emotion when she said, "i guess I just wanted some them to be proud of me" it really hits hard

    • @l0kk016
      @l0kk016 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      In my view saying that there's no need to beat herself is beating her even harder. It's just impossible for artists to not beat themselves, so just letting her chose what she'll do it for is the best anyone can do.

    • @korsekil
      @korsekil 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@l0kk016 I mean yeah, but sometimes they need that reminder too. Like you said, artists beat themselves up a lot to improve, and Calli especially shows that, but while it can improve their career it can also bring a huge toll on themselves and it will destroy both their personal lives and career over time if left unchecked.
      That said, I think it depends on where it comes from too. From us, her fans, we're distant voices even if she listens to us from time to time, no more personal than an announcer telling a kid through a TV that they're special. But for close friends like Kiara I think it can really make a difference, especially if they're as direct as Kiara.

  • @sonicXstarhedgehog
    @sonicXstarhedgehog 3 ปีที่แล้ว +568

    Still remember her debut. Joining Hololive and throwing at our face a fucking original song... And another, and another, and more... I just can't stop being marveled by such talent she's got. I hope she can keep moving forward with her dreams and aspirations, and I sure will keep supporting her.

  • @BenjaminSteber
    @BenjaminSteber 3 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    I left my music scene behind. I am one of those performers who gave up. I want nothing but success for those I left behind I just wanted to embrace those moments and I did but I moved on. Believe me there were more than a few that were the best performers I ever met and none of us went anywhere but our own time at open mic night.
    This song hurts.

    • @Hololive.ENClozt
      @Hololive.ENClozt  3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Aw sorry about that man, I hope you can still make it and publish some of your song, upload in youtube or other free big social media flatform and one day someone will reach out. Hope you are still doing great.

    • @l0kk016
      @l0kk016 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I'm a new artists as well, and even being still new to this scene and not related with music that song also moved me... It was the first time i've ever cried with music, i felt as if it was a message to what i could've been, can be and what i was at the same time...

    • @stroodlepup
      @stroodlepup 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      same

    • @LermaBean
      @LermaBean 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Honestly, one good way to gain traction as an artist, TikTok. It'll get you attention, say what you will about that crappy platform.

  • @technomancermagus8357
    @technomancermagus8357 3 ปีที่แล้ว +412

    Man, any friend that isn't proud of you when you succeed but instead are pissed and mad were never really friends in the first place. There is an expression about Crabs in a Bucket, which refers to when you put the crabs you catch in a bucket instead of working together to escape, if one of them is about to get out the others will pull that one back into the bucket and stop them.

    • @nitsuji6705
      @nitsuji6705 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      From a country that has crab mentality as its favorite vice, it has become a common truth…

    • @azraieruslim
      @azraieruslim 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Pretty sure being in a japanese society, it's not about them pulling her down, but more like they pulling away and feel shame to stay friends with her since she is more successful. One bit japanese, two bit maculinity.

    • @technomancermagus8357
      @technomancermagus8357 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@azraieruslim I doubt that, seeing as they couldn't even say they were proud of her. That's just pure spite and bitterness.

    • @Chronuz
      @Chronuz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@nitsuji6705 I smell a fellow countryman...

    • @Newbtuber
      @Newbtuber 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I think the problem stems deeper then just the crab analogy. It also stem from her inability to accept her success and acknowledging that she, herself is less talent, deserve this success when her peer were more skilled. Why her? Is her success due to her own skills? Or is it due to her being in Hololive and the idol culture worship her and not her music? If she was just as popular but not in hololive, would her music had garner just as much success?
      Sadly it is something she needs to come to term herself because this is showbiz. Talent is not enough sometimes. Looks? Personality? Everything is needed to increase chance at success in showbiz.

  • @taco5021
    @taco5021 2 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    Isn't crazy how her lyrics talk about how "blessed" she should feel, and how lucky she is to be in her situation, but she never says that she felt accomplished. As if she's unable to see all the hard work she puts into everything. It's so sad to me that she doesn't see her success as the result of her effort, but as a lucky draw of the lottery; but at the same time, it's amazing to see her constantly want to prove that she deserves this. Her drive, personality, and work ethic make me glad to be a deadbeat more than anything else.

    • @Toucanbird
      @Toucanbird 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I think a lot of people grossly underestimate their own talent and think they are just “lucky” when there are a ton of different factors that go into success.
      Shit, about five years ago, I felt the same way Mori did about my career. I suffer from anxiety and severe depression and I felt like every day I was a failure, but I kept busting my ass trying to get better. There were times I really believed I was going to quit, but I had two of my supervisors pull me aside and encouraged me to keep working and let me know that this self-image that I had of being a failure was in my own head.
      At the end of that year, one of my supervisors lost his job for a horrendous reason and I left for another job in my field, but it was going to be my first job where I’d be the head of a department and wanted to prove not only myself, but my former supervisors right.
      Last year, I ended up winning an award in my field and one organization I’m associated with refers other people in my field to me for advice and assistance. At that time five years ago, I was failing to realize that I not only had the talent, but I had the work ethic to become one of the best in my field. At that time, I was failing to see that the hard work and the sacrifices I was making were molding me into something great.
      I think there are times Mori underestimates her own talent and work ethic. She wouldn’t be where she is if she didn’t have talent and while yes, there are musicians out there that are more talented, but less successful, she got to where she is because she worked harder, she utilized every tool at her disposal and she remained both humble and diligent.
      I used to be an athlete in high school and I had a coach that uttered a pretty common phrase in practice, but I think it rings true. “Hard work beats talent when talent doesn’t work hard enough.” I think the same thing applies to Mori.

    • @Cyraneth
      @Cyraneth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s hard to ascribe your success to effort when you have role models that you know have worked twice as hard, three times as hard and never made it. That’s why she feels guilty.

    • @Toucanbird
      @Toucanbird 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Cyraneth While I know it’s a tough pill to swallow, I think some people greatly undervalue their talent and feel like they are taking something away from the people they are more successful than. In some respects, Calli is sort of suffering from survivor’s guilt. She doesn’t think she’s the one that should be having all of the success, but I think she is greatly underestimating just how talented she is. She didn’t get to where she is from just her musical talent, but also her comedic talents as well. If she was only musically talented, she probably wouldn’t be one of the most successful Vtubers on the planet.

    • @Cyraneth
      @Cyraneth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Toucanbird Completely agreed. Perhaps I should've elaborated further.

    • @random_145
      @random_145 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      while luck is a major factor deciding who succeed and who don't, it doesn't deny the fact that you worked hard for it, one wouldn't succeed with just luck and no hard work

  • @zerefdragneel3603
    @zerefdragneel3603 3 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    Boi watching calli cry was painful yet what she said was very relatable to me, that feeling where you just want people you have a close connection to, be proud of you, as what she said 'kid you did a good job' it just...whooo got me speechless

  • @whoisdenke
    @whoisdenke 3 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    Never wanted to give someone a hug more than when she paused, I know that feeling all too well.

  • @shywoofer1620
    @shywoofer1620 3 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    Can't be easy to leave a life behind, especially one united as underdogs to go and "make it" as she says. Hope she doesn't feel guilty for the success, she's earned every bit of it.

  • @iamwhatitorture6072
    @iamwhatitorture6072 3 ปีที่แล้ว +216

    I was watching this live and yet I am here, because that "I guess I just wanted some of them to be proud of me" just doesn't wanna leave my head. The underground scene is really hard, but I think most of us just know this and don't understand it (including me btw). It makes sense that people who worked just as hard as her would feel upset that she got popular by luck and left them behind - you should still be decent enough to congratulate her, but that doesn't stop the feeling. Likewise Calli knows that, while she did have luck, she only had this chance, because she worked so hard. She knows, but that doesn't stop the guilt.
    Basically emotions are hard and I hope that she will at some point be able to truly let these feelings go. This song is definetely a step in that direction.

    • @korsekil
      @korsekil 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      At the same time though, it's rough watching her beat herself up for it. While these feelings are difficult, it's natural to have them, and trying to get over them by playing tough with herself might end up giving her even more guilt. Accepting that they're there, opening up about them is a good start to releasing that guilt, still.

    • @zglitched_o7262
      @zglitched_o7262 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If her friends don’t have the decency to congratulate her then I say they are not her real friends, and that’s coming from a seventeen year old.

    • @orblach9521
      @orblach9521 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@zglitched_o7262 yhea you never seen life sincerelly you never saw how dark things can be and how bitter of yourself you can become and how words really only come out and you regret it after it but at that point you really dont know how to fix things and feel like all of it is already to far gone , life is not that black and white ,but i do say they are being assholes but that doesnt really mean that friends begone like that, you can even feel it in cali ,she still hopes for them to accept her and her sucess .
      People sometimes make stupid shit and sometimes that is it everyone moves on and contact is broken, but there is also time to get that contact back and get each other back in a good emotional relationship .Because all the years you been trough with them dont disapear in one night they just leave a scar that can be healed or you live with them
      I really dont know if i should post this , im talking about my experience right here , and everyone is different

    • @AcediaRulerOfSloth
      @AcediaRulerOfSloth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@zglitched_o7262 If her friends are also still struggling to make music and didn't get the opportunity, I can see why they would be bitter. It's only human to feel jealous of her accomplishments because not everyone is a saint after all

    • @pan17awa
      @pan17awa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@AcediaRulerOfSloth facts man

  • @OhNoTheFace
    @OhNoTheFace 2 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    "I guess I just wanted some of them to be proud of me"
    God that hits hard, and I think it's something anyone with some life experience has felt =/

  • @zensho5814
    @zensho5814 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    Bless this girl, her hardships and her will to keep on pushing

  • @starlightmoonlight498
    @starlightmoonlight498 3 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Being there live I was crying too man. Crying for calli and the fact that these things have or will happen again to me later in life. She really does work hard for her dream and give many people including me inspiration to chase mine

  • @cowboydandank
    @cowboydandank 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    It's nice to get confirmation that these lyrics meant pretty much exactly what i thought, but that doesn't make them any less sad.
    It feels like those laughs as she says "i feel blessed" are ones of being reminded that all these people are here to support her even as she airs some of her heaviest doubts.

  • @Gavriel01
    @Gavriel01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I know they're kind of a meme now, but I'm reminded of when Green Day put out Time of your Lives to talk to all the fans they had who felt like the band had sold out by becoming mainstream popular. You never know who is going to blow up, and it's almost never the people who deserve it most. It's hard to consider yourself worthy of the success you get when you aren't egotistical.

  • @arielusgrey1855
    @arielusgrey1855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Well this made eating a peanut butter sandwich a completely different experience
    The fucking feels calli
    You go girl

    • @maxcrss2845
      @maxcrss2845 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Add banana and honey, it’s also a completely different experience

    • @arielusgrey1855
      @arielusgrey1855 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@maxcrss2845 ya know
      Honey sounds absolutely amazing
      And banana sounds worth a try
      Thank you

  • @midooct
    @midooct 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    It's a difficult emotion to explain. Seeing someone you knew succeed in life and make it just feeling strange, maybe a bit envious of their successes. I felt it before and also been on the other side of it, but then is hit me. I only saw the success and not the countless of failures they have been met with. The hours they put in just to see that bit of light in the dark tunnel. Really have no idea where I am going with this..

  • @サイモン-m2o
    @サイモン-m2o 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    The only thing that I hate the most, is not know her from earlier. She quickly go into my favorite artist of all time. I love Calli so much, i dont have money or those kind of things. But i will support her until her last moment with my soul. Proud to be a DeadBeat, peace ❤️

  • @karentensei2270
    @karentensei2270 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    When you ever wanted in life was a praise from your heroes, make your father proud, your mother happy and your past self approval but heroes fade, father dissapointed, mother crying and you regret your decisions but you still keep going because its the path you choose, this might seem not related to the video but there is a part of the song that says "you choose to make a trade" in our society "passion work" is mostly look down upon if your not popular or talented enough but "you choose to make a trade" so you keep on going, in Callis' song it mention the struggles of being a musician "chasing fireflies",left a trail defined it "wasted time of our lives", "silent singer, overworked and underpaid, Writing song in the lonely shade" this are some of the stuggles she wents through and the heroes she mentioned might include her friends that stop making musics, she watched how she surpass the heroes she admired but not in music but in popularity in the "rear-mirror of the villain she portrayed" but she must not feel guilty because she choose this path but all she wanted was a praise from her heroes, make her idols proud, her love ones’ happy and reassurance that The path she took was not mistake,

  • @thomashaland3026
    @thomashaland3026 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    SHE DESERVES A THOUSAND HUGS

  • @tippster2142
    @tippster2142 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I wonder if her old friends watch her and actually try to confort her because seeing dad sad just makes me burst tears!! Calli we deadbeats will always stay with you!!!

  • @Brother_Aniki
    @Brother_Aniki 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Everything she does and says always resonates within my soul. I like that she breaks down her lyrics. I wish I could watch more of her but I've got my own windmills to chase.
    This little demon we've all come to know has made it so far and she's become the background soundtrack to my life.

  • @nick_nisu
    @nick_nisu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Guys be nice to her she's going through some shit as u can see

  • @fatcoyote2
    @fatcoyote2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    How long do you grind? How long do you fight to get near the bottom?
    Calli took a chance to get somewhere and it took. Her friends, peers, and heroes took it poorly and cut her off for being successful in a business almost nobody is successful in.
    Fuck 'em. Crabs in a bucket.

  • @MelvinDRosaria
    @MelvinDRosaria ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Calli does hate showing emotions on stream, yet she can't run away that she's human too.
    @4:00 I felt tears rolling of my face before I even noticed it. The "I guess I just wanted some of them to be proud of me" hits hard.
    I'm not one of those people which Calli speaks off. I'm just a fan, I'm a deadbeat, I've been so ever since her debut. Yet I hope it helps even a little to say that I've always been proud of Calli.

  • @takodachi8283
    @takodachi8283 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    We are raised to believe that if we work hard and we give our 100% we will succeed in life, but nobody teaches us that hard work doesn't always pays off, you need good luck too.
    I heard that good luck arises when opportunity meets preparation, but for some of us, the chance never come. And then, a chance is given to you and you take it. And you succeed and people starts to say you don't deserve it because others are more talented and worked harder than you, and you feel the need to apologize for it because you know that it's true. You knew those guys asking the way and you think they should be there, not you.
    But you need to acknowledge your own struggles and the effort you made, and feel *blessed* that you had the chance, that doesn't mean you are better or worse than any other person.
    And if you are at the other side of the river, just remember the same thing, be happy for those who made it, and keep giving your best if the opportunity appears. Or don't! Try a different path and hopefully you will find a way. I'm sure Calli never thought she would reach millions of views behind a fantasy anime avatar (I'm sorry, I hate being meta) but that's the way she found.
    Probably, that chance will never come, but don't stop trying because we never know.

  • @cdm966
    @cdm966 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    to put it as vaguely as possible, as someone who has been a fan of her for years, my favorite thing about Calli as a lyricist is how confessional and bluntly emotional her lyrics can be. I'm glad that through Hololive EN she has been able to share her lyrics with more people, and this livestream watching her talk so earnestly about her feelings is just amazing.

  • @TON._.N
    @TON._.N 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    The real meaning is WAY deeper than I interpreted, but still in the same way I thought it would be. Even though I couldn't relate to all parts because I'm still lacking of experience, most parts hit me like a bullet train.

  • @dylanparrott8347
    @dylanparrott8347 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I can tell cali put a lot of thoughts into it to her new song since the lyrics were quite deeper then her other stuff

  • @burizadokyan0n
    @burizadokyan0n 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    someone give calli a hug pls :(, damn this hurts

  • @ramen_art9366
    @ramen_art9366 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    The one person in the dislike does not understand true perfection... We love you calli

  • @angelodescordo8455
    @angelodescordo8455 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    Wow, this was tough for her. Looks like she has developed deep psychological issues during her music career and I can't even imagine what she would have been doing today if she hadn't joined Hololive, who knows how miserable she would have felt. I'm so glad she found this way to success. No wonder she appreciates Coco so much considering that Coco created HoloEN which turned out to be Calli's salvation.

    • @comradeofthebalance3147
      @comradeofthebalance3147 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      A typical symptom of any creative talents whether in the music industry or not.

  • @xiato8300
    @xiato8300 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    There is something to be said when a type of genre never was able to pull you in until you found that one artist. For me that is Calli. Was never a fan of this genre of music but she pulled me in with the thoughts and emotions behind her lyrics. Now I am exploring a section of music I, for the most part, ignored. This is the power Calli holds and I hope she knows the joy that brings. Giving life to a new form of passion.

  • @static8062
    @static8062 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I feel like the most powerful words any person can say is "I'm proud of you." It gives you a sense of accomplishment and self-worth. When you look up to someone and maybe "surpass" them in something, you want to hear them say that they're proud. But when they don't, and they instead become bitter and angry towards you because you 've surpassed them, it can really hurt. This is random, but I feel like people can relate to this.

  • @MoriPorii
    @MoriPorii 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The song really touched my heart, it really explains my friendship with a girl I met like 2 months ago and we talked and we are depressed and we help each pass the day and recently I helped my friend before Christmas and I was there for her every single day, I wish I could hug her because we have gone through A LOT, because she lives like 4 states away and I can’t do anything, but a couple days after Christmas she showed me this song and it just really touched me and I almost started crying and I was thinking of what we went through alone together but I’m glad that we made it to the end of the year… I feel how Mori feels, I just want to be happy with my friends and family…

  • @NormanReaddis
    @NormanReaddis ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "Waking up now to my real life
    let me daydream til the next flight
    drowning so long, i got older, now the crowds gone, is it over?"
    Inevitable future awaits us all. Hope the crowd last until it's last curtain falls.
    I'll be supporting the girls as much as i can even if i turned senior and they're still helping people out of depression.

  • @thomashaland3026
    @thomashaland3026 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    god i wish i could give her a hug

  • @madphantompixels6478
    @madphantompixels6478 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    It's what happens when you outgrow something. When you move on to better things, the people most often don't come with you. Can be very bitter sweet for both sides. All you can do is try to do it without regret.

  • @Cruiser-ze1or
    @Cruiser-ze1or 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This made me actually tear up cuz its my favourite calli song and i can't really explain why I did but i did

  • @NonEmployee
    @NonEmployee ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "It’s okay to feel sad when one story ends. It’s also okay to keep remembering it happened."
    Thanks for being here for all of us, Calli. Thanks for saving our lives...

  • @deadtako
    @deadtako 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Damn who's cutting the onions? Jesus my face is a waterf-fall, SNIFF*
    DAMMIT w-w-why am I SNIFF* GOD FUCK, EUGH HU HU, I CAN'T KEEP IT IN I SWEAR TO GOD I'M CRYING

  • @Ezaki657
    @Ezaki657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    a lot of her more personal story telling songs remind me of yorushika's 2 albums that told the story of 2 people (amy and elma)

  • @HuyPham-wj6gg
    @HuyPham-wj6gg 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I never forget a lyrics of Eminem: " This industry is full of jealous " He's right.

  • @mammothVT
    @mammothVT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just wanna give her a huge hug and tell her how proud I am of her.

  • @satin3750
    @satin3750 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    So this is what ppl said "suffering from success"

  • @DaRkLoRd-rc5yu
    @DaRkLoRd-rc5yu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's a fantastic song calli. You really put your heart into it and its experiences like this that make us who we are, and into genuinely interesting people. We all go through hardships in this life and its all we can do to get through it. And not only have you done that but you've shared it with others which is a huge comfort for others going through the same. It's more than anyone could ask for. Keep it up.

  • @blackmage471
    @blackmage471 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    End of a Life is a beautiful song in every way. Normally, I don't like rap at all. It usually comes off as incredibly narcissistic in nature due to its tone and content. But I can really appreciate how Calli uses rap in this song to convey her inner turmoil.
    Imposter syndrome is a side of fame very few people can understand. But nearly everyone can relate to regret, "what if's," and loss - all those feelings that come with incredibly difficult life-altering choices. I hope Calli has found some amount of peace with her decisions in the years since she joined Hololive and wrote this song.

  • @moza1793
    @moza1793 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Doing music is kinda same with youtube. You have a really great quality thing in your hands. But the deciding factor isn't about the quality. it's about luck. It's cruel yes, but at least you can be proud to said I did my best. Keep doing your best guys! love you

  • @SquatterLoki
    @SquatterLoki 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Mori is a gem. She loves her old friends. Fame and fortune couldn't persuade her to let them go.

  • @Yui-rx8qz
    @Yui-rx8qz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    i couldnt help but cry :( i feel everything she said

  • @Bulldogg6404
    @Bulldogg6404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Still the realest moment in all of my time watching Hololive, hands down. The song is an absolute masterpiece, and I'm really glad she opened up and shared the story behind the lyrics, too. Nothing she's writing today comes close to how personal she was back then, sadly, so I keep coming back to them - not just End of a Life, but also Red, Off With Their Heads, and Cursed Night, too.

    • @kaguyahioguu12
      @kaguyahioguu12 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i think its because she realised its okay to be *both*
      so now her more raw, personal songs are on the other side

  • @faediangel2524
    @faediangel2524 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I'm gonna miss Ame.
    Things won't be the same.
    Thank you Calli for this song. 💗

  • @maximuszen5304
    @maximuszen5304 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Every people will have jealousy when they see someone who is new to the community and instantly blew up when they still stuck below the mud, this is call human, no matter how much we gave ourselves the credit that we inspired a kid and bloom it always hurt within us.
    But this thinking is also part of us getting overthought our self, calli feel guilty and can't gave them back but she did not realise how much she doing the same thing by inspire more wider audience to the rap or music community, and maybe people she inspired will one day bloom like her or way more then her, I count this as giving back to the person she admired

    • @-ss-8606
      @-ss-8606 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah true

  • @SirLlyodTera
    @SirLlyodTera 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this just gonna make me cry all over again. this song hits deep man.

  • @anime4life209
    @anime4life209 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    god do i know the pain she felt trying to get where she's at now. growing up i was always looked down on. always told i was gonna be a failure and never going to amount to anything no matter how hard i tried. i was told straight up to my face (and my moms to since she was there) to just give up because i likely wasn't even going to graduate let alone be able to land anywhere that was in any form of a good position in life. i worked my fucking ass off to graduate with honors, get to college, move out on my own, and show all those bastards that i could do the things they said i couldn't do. like Calli, i just wanted someone to say "hey man, you did good job!" just 1 fucking time in my life. instead of always hearing "just give up, your gonna fail at it anyway. might as well not disappoint yourself further."

    • @MTGC888
      @MTGC888 ปีที่แล้ว

      You did a good job man. Just keep going 💪🏼

    • @anime4life209
      @anime4life209 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MTGC888 thats what i intend to do. like my mother, if someone tells me i can't do something i take it as a challenge to prove it i can do it. my mom was told she could never be a nurse so she proved that she not only could be one, but she took it a step further and got a triple specialty. i feel the same way. the only way you're never gonn achieve something is if you give up on it.

  • @Asahi1923
    @Asahi1923 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Damn... It sure sounds sad... But if I had to say... The song was beautiful... And i respected that

  • @AnonZeMouse
    @AnonZeMouse 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I completely agree that feelings of pain, and frustration, and envy, and bitterness, and spite, and jealousy are completely natural, healthy, forgivable, and acceptable.
    Here's the rub though.
    Putting that on another person? Hating on someone with the same dream because they got a break and you didn't? Driving them to tears, making them feel like a villain because they got a chance for their dreams and took it? Making them regret living their dream?
    That's a choice. That's an active decision to put your baggage on another person. To put your own issues and resentment onto a person that has done nothing to deserve them.
    That's when you become a shitty friend.
    Feel your feelings. Embrace them, explore them, learn from them, grow from them. The bad thoughts are valid, and just as much a part of you as the good.
    Don't blame someone else for them though, and don't excuse people that do either. That shits toxic.

  • @TheMockingjay74
    @TheMockingjay74 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The Apprentice of Death... vulnerable.

  • @LLAMENTARK
    @LLAMENTARK ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The love I have for Calli and her music, and the joy they bring to my life, I can never repay her for what she's done for me. I'm her Deadbeat For Life.

  • @scrubzero1735
    @scrubzero1735 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You could say she has UNDYING SUPPORT

  • @twopintzVT
    @twopintzVT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I guess I just wanted some of them to be proud of me.
    God that pain cuts like a knife and I fucking feel it.
    Not in the same context.
    But. Yes.

  • @Charelsten452
    @Charelsten452 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    4:00 oof

  • @AceTriggerz
    @AceTriggerz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Did people tell Mori they are proud of her?

  • @doctorbustdown5981
    @doctorbustdown5981 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Damn. That’s deep.

  • @Rururararururi
    @Rururararururi ปีที่แล้ว

    ill keep back at this clip to just listen at her when i feel low, it's great clip, listening this at night when there a little noises around ❤️❤️

  • @HostWithTheMost
    @HostWithTheMost 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    She's my favorite Holomem for a reason.

  • @MasterBeydor
    @MasterBeydor 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow this hit hard. Success is not for everyone. But for those of your friends that stayed through the high and low, cherish them because they are the one's that are worth keeping.

  • @Queen_Myrrh
    @Queen_Myrrh 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for being so transparent. You are a wonderful kind soul who's talented and loved by so many. You make wonderful music that's helped me through some tough times. I know I'm just a nobody and you probably won't even see this, but thank you Calli! Thank you for being you and sharing your talent with us all sweetie!❤

  • @Xemphas
    @Xemphas 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Man I seriously miss out on so much stuff, I wish I was there for this when it was released and there during this stream. At least I got to be there for Demon Dice's sorta comeback stream.

  • @The_Steele1
    @The_Steele1 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Calli I’ve lost so much now. All I have left is the ability to count my blessings and you’re one of them.

  • @grinnazeed
    @grinnazeed 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Watching this live, it really doesn't help because of the background music too...

  • @faithfulpoet2810
    @faithfulpoet2810 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hope you find someone to talk to about your problems. I feel like you make a lot of self deprecating lines in your music which is fine but maybe it is a reflection of your tremendous self doubt. I just hope you have someone that you can put your trust in and accept their love bc you are deserving. Not bc of your fame or your actions but bc everyone deserves love no matter what kind life you were born into, or your past or present decisions or circumstance, or how you feel about yourself. I'm just spitting out what I think and I want you to get it in the right way, but keep trying to love yourself and find contentment in your self love at the same time trust people who are close to you and really care about you. It's going to be rocky road but you will get there. I believe in people like you.

  • @aznflipguy647
    @aznflipguy647 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This hits a little harder now

  • @ayayaybamba3445
    @ayayaybamba3445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    This reminds me a lot of the one Elon Musk interview where he talks about how much he looked up to the Apollo astronauts and how much it hurt him to have them hate on him for what he's done with SpaceX.

    • @Blagno4
      @Blagno4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      That's on him, should have never pretended to be someone he isn't and being a dickbag to the people under him.

    • @aberrationeech.1838
      @aberrationeech.1838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Blagno4 what

    • @Blagno4
      @Blagno4 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aberrationeech.1838 Reading is hard

  • @kayakoto25
    @kayakoto25 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    *Insert caretaker music

  • @AC-ut3nk
    @AC-ut3nk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As someone who born as an asian i know these feeling of "wanted someone to be proud of me" so well.

  • @PixxxelWizard
    @PixxxelWizard 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Real shit.

  • @swordArk
    @swordArk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    4:00

  • @paulkerr3930
    @paulkerr3930 ปีที่แล้ว

    If they wernt proud there not true friends, when my boy mey his partner in crime i was made up besides im forever single because im happy for my boy him being happy makes me happy thats how it should be

  • @theketchupbottle5409
    @theketchupbottle5409 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m in no place to say this but, Calli and I seem almost to similar to one another. I, have gained and lost many friends over the course of the 15 summers I’ve lived on this planet, one of whom had stoped me from “doing the emo” if you get my drift, but in the end, that person, that friendship, was nothing more than a lie. I almost “did the emo” again if it wasn’t for a few things, anime, running, and the fine woman in this video. And now a year later after my “friend” said to forget about her, I still remember her, and I still hate her. But I thank Calli for keeping alive, and to anyone who falls down the same path I was on, don’t stop, if you need someone to believe in you when no one else will, I’ll be that person, I don’t to know you’re name, or your story, I’ll be the one to believe you can continue living.

  • @rogueimagine
    @rogueimagine 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    End of a life is the best song Forever ❤

  • @GuestyMidnight
    @GuestyMidnight 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This reminds me of losing my best friend
    Now I don’t care about friends anymore:(

  • @wesleyfournier6278
    @wesleyfournier6278 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    callliiee Q:Q i am not okey.....but your songs help me to get through each day

  • @scMarth
    @scMarth 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ouch my kokoro

  • @ItsMadSushi
    @ItsMadSushi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    man come on.. this is sad ..

  • @pira808
    @pira808 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    First

  • @miiko7859
    @miiko7859 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Huh… okay. Personally it felt like a breakup song to me

  • @bandam9780
    @bandam9780 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Corny

    • @TeardropSidemarker
      @TeardropSidemarker 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      *Kronii

    • @arielusgrey1855
      @arielusgrey1855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@TeardropSidemarker got a chuckle outta me

    • @flixer5614
      @flixer5614 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you should go outside kid

    • @arielusgrey1855
      @arielusgrey1855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@flixer5614 you should touch grass is funnier than just saying someone should go outside

    • @minuano2ndtrueancestor865
      @minuano2ndtrueancestor865 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Songs about love and life is always corny however you see it. At least I can understand wtf is she rapping about unlike well...90% of the rapper nowaday.