i never cry during songs unless im in the middle of class on zoom, struggling to keep it in and trying as hard as i can cuz i dont wanna cry in the middle of class, and doing homework that i dont wanna get water on-
that’s what i did for 4 years and the pain does go away but you completely forget how to be human it’s really hard to enter back into society it’s almost like dying then coming back i wouldn’t wish it upon anyone
Whoever is reading this, I wanted to say I hope you have a great day and that God loves you so much that he sent his son, Jesus, to die on a cross for your sins and he rose again from the dead three days later. God Bless! ✝️🙏🏼⛪️ And also, He wants you to go to Heaven with him but you have to be Saved. How do I get Saved you might ask? Here are the steps below on how to get Saved! 1. Confess to Jesus that you are a sinner and ask forgiveness for your sins. 2. Believe that God sent His son (Jesus) to die on a cross for your sins and that he rose again from the dead 3 days later. 3. Ask Jesus to come into your heart and your life and for him to be your Lord and Savior forever. 4. Build a Personal Relationship with Jesus and Live for Him Forever.
Imagine if there was a crying room everywhere like the bathrooms, perfection. Edit: I hope you guys are doing okay because seeing how some people in the replies saying they need a hug and stuff is really upsetting ❤️
Thats literally me. I overthink too much which causes me to stress and panic and im insecure and stuff so listening to sad songs makes me better somehow.
Now I’m more heartless.. I loved him so much he was my first love and yes i moved on found somone new who i love so much but he broke me so god damn much he broke my heart to the point where it will never be the same.
This song reminded me of my younger self. Yesterday I was looking at pictures when I was little, I could see how happy and free I was. I didn't even know what depression, hatred meant. I didn't even think about my look, because then every problem was small for me. I never wondered what I would be like when I grew up, but I least expected to be like I am today. I didn't think that the happy child in the picture would be depressed today & would want to take her own life at a young age. I'm sorry that I became a completely different person & I can't help myself at all, but I still like to help others, because that makes me feel better knowing that I have helped someone. I’m not living anymore, I’m hardly even surviving. Unlike today's generation, I feel very more mature, maybe it's because of depression, someone said that people with depression usually grow up faster. The problem is that my parents don't care about me and my sisters at all. They just think about their problems. And my sisters? They take depression and anxiety as a joke ... What would it mean to me to tell them how I feel ... they would probably make fun of me. Its really sad that no one in your life suspects that anything is going on. I also had a friend I knew for 9 years. But she soon replaced me with someone else. It was very difficult for me, because I was used, since I was a child, to always be with her, and I didn't go anywhere without her, which caused me anxiety today. I have no reason to continue living, I am tired of everything, of school, of people who hurt and harass me all the time, of my parents who constantly quarrel and who even find it difficult to take me to the doctor when I am sick so they don’t have to spend money on me. I can no longer endure. I would like to have someone who would understand me, but I’m all alone doing everything by myself. Three months ago my grandparents both died in one week, which broke me and exhausted me a lot. I couldn't believe it had happened. After that, everything started to get worse. I'm afraid to do something to myself, but I can't live this life anymore. It is hard to live every day with such thoughts and such sadness in your head. Depression is killing me. I don't know how much longer I will last. This song is definitely one of the most emotional song I’ve ever listened to, I can find myself in it. I'm sorry that happy little me without a single problem disappeared. -Today’s people would do anything just to hurt you. I am sorry that some people think that they have to look as beautiful as celebrities in order for someone to accept them. They have allowed their insecurities to take over who they used to be. I am sorry that they are ashamed of their faces and bodies, yet all this is given by God, why would he make you like that ? I think he sees you so perfectly. I understand, it's very difficult isn't it? - I lock myself in the room and only come out when I absolutely have to, which is usually for dinner. I no longer have the motivation to do anything. My head starts spinning and I can't take it anymore…
Stay strong man💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 You've got this, you'll get out of this hell. Stay strong man, you have all my support 🙏💪🏻 If you wanna talk about it on Instagram we can talk about it so that you get all out and stay more calm
If helping others make you feel better just help everyone around you and that will return( I'm not sure but at least try ) It's better to try something instead of doing nothing don't hesitate to try just push yourself I know it's hard I can't push myself to be better because I'm stuck in past. I'm not living I'm floating in the river called life and I'm drowning in the abyss called past. So just give yourself a push ( sorry for my bad English I tried)
i listened to this song basically every day when i was in a really dark place, just wanted yall to know that it gets better. you just have to have faith and believe. believe you won’t always feel like this. i’m coming up to 8 months clean and i’m starting to enjoy life again. i feel like my old self. so to the person that might be reading this, you’re loved, you’re beautiful, and you’re worthy of life. and if you think nobody will miss you when you’re gone, you are wrong. i will. please hold on and keep pushing💘
Do you ever just sit back and realize you're nobody's favorite person? Like, nobody needs you.. and you think, 'well if nobody needs me, then I don't need them.' So you sit in your room and keep it to yourself. Because you can't get hurt that way.
I hate this with a passion because of how much I can relate. I had a friend I used to know for a little while but we just shared everything, even the deepest and darkest secrets we had. Only for said friend to replace me with someone else, it fucking hurt, and now I'm alone again. But I'm content with it, since adults are inherently shit most of the time.
@@Yuyu-wm5or most friends are temporary sadly , they come with shared interest and at a point both of you will hold different opinions , it'll drive both of you away from each other slowly untill you both lose touch with each other . But that's for the majority, there could be at least 1 or 2 friends that will hold you close and be with you through everything from school to marriage and more. When I was younger I had lots of friends we all used to hang out all the time, slowly as we became teens our shared interests disappeared, we had no more reason to hang out as we strived for different paths, now I'm an adult in my 20's and only 1 friend from that group is still in touch with me and we hang out on the weekends everywhere.
There should legit be crying rooms in high school. Just little stalls with a comfy chair in em so you can anonymously cry your eyes out. Just a thought.
I really needed this it's fathers day and my dad left me when I was a little kid and fathers day is very hard for me and I cry every time 😢😢😢 I do miss him and I feel left out because others have a dad and I don't so I really needed to read 6our comment ❤❤
I'm going through the worst time of my life, dealing with one of the worst addictions, and this comment made me believe again that I can overcome these evil things, thank you unknown person.❤ May God bless you and your entire family.
i wish i could sit on my bed and have a conversation with my younger self- (Edit) Tysm for all the likes the replies are heart breaking! You all are so amazing! Keep your head up king and queens! 🤍 (
This comment really caught my attention Bc recently I’ve keep thinking about all that I would say to my younger self, if I could. I take out my thoughts in music form. I’ve written a song about what I would say to my younger self, that I feel like so many young girl could relate to. But I’m scared to put it out
@@thatguyjude9816 im sorry you had to go thru that, I wish you the best of luck about finding new people because that friend group seems pretty toxic. always remember than I love you so so much. your amazing keep going I'm proud of you for trying your hardest I love you!
ive replayed the song three times thinking about someone who doesn't even know I exist and just hoping he knows he is loved. he gets so much hate and my heart breaks for him..
Don’t trust anyone there lying your grandpa/ best friend that help you everyday when you came back from pre-school to get over your depression isn’t sleeping or didn’t move away. He dead and it was your fault because you wanted to play with him don’t ask him to play with you. He’s sick and that’s why the air tank is always with him. That’s why those plastic things are always in is nose. He needs help breathing. And everyone’s going to say he’s just asleep. And life is just going to get even worse.
LYRICS~ I saw the part of you That only when you're older you will see too You will see too I held the better cards But every stroke of luck has got a bleed through It's got a bleed through You held the balance of the time That only blindly I could read you But I could read you It's like you told me Go forward slowly It's not a race to the end Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous You were the better part Of every bit of beating heart that I had Whatever I had I finally sat alone Pitch black flesh and bone Couldn't believe that you were gone Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous I saw the part of you that only when you're older You will see too, you will see too
They’ll come back :). I promise you. Just start creating them again, you can be whoever tf you want to be. Even if it takes all the energy out of you. This is your world, your reality. So take it back and don’t let anyone take that away from you. I promise it’ll all be okay :)
Little boy: “Are you an angel.” Girl: “What?” Little boy: “my mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.” Girl: “I’m not an angel.” Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to pain of others and their own.” Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.” Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
I don't want to die. I just want to close my eyes.. And everything to feel ok. I want to feel nothing for a day. Just for a day. And if you are reading this It will get better. For you at least.
Things will get better for you, too. I know you’re struggling. But you’re trying your best. I know it’s hard to see now, but things will get better, no matter how badly you don’t wanna believe it. Everything will be okay. It just takes time. I love you. Hang in there, you’ve got this.
How are u doing now? Did anything change for the worse or better? Or is it still the same? For me it's pretty bad rn lmao buut I'm probably asking for professional help soon, so that's something at least :) I cant do this on my own anymore this way. I hope everything will get better for you as soon as possible
Me doing this putting my flash on bc It’s pitch black here in my room lip syncing looking in the mirror light pointed to face sees younger self like 5 years old. Her. Not me. Cupping my chin and saying “what’s wrong? It’s okay.” Me shaking my head saying “ I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” And then them disappearing to me realizing it was only me cupping my face and that I’ll only be ethers for myself okay byee
I don't care what they think about me anymore but my worst fear is abandonment I'd rather them be honest with how they feel about me even if it's the harshest words I've ever heard than leave me the thought of it is terrifying 💔
Hey please do something to help you because I was feeling like that 1 year ago and now i'm always thinking about suicide and I don't want you to feel like that so please talk to someone before its too late my friend🙏🙏
POV: you realize how much you miss your friends and can’t see them for who knows how long but it’s more than 4 months and fear the might be distant from you :/
My friends actually have told me to go kill myself as a JOKE and the they make fun of me daily because im their friend and i cant even have emotions or let them out right and im just tired of living i fell like giving up
Arianna McCullough my advise is to get new friends and distance yourself from them and if they don’t notice they where never your friend in the beginning,,you don’t deserve that x
Breaking up is okay, starting over is okay, moving on is okay, being alone is okay. What is not okay is staying somewhere you’re not valued and appreciated. So, just ignore the toxic people around you and live happily in your way. 😊
Someone: are you okay? Me: im “tired”.. T: torn apart I: insecure R: really faking my smile E: extremly sad D: drowning in my own tears Someone help me..
I hope u feel better soon. :( Sorry for wht ur going threw again ♥️I'm also tired of everything 😔but i ain't giving up ! So u don't don't give up too ! Maybe just a little bit more 😊❤️ remember u r loved also ❤️u r valid ❤️u matter 🥺
@@astxria I started dating my best friend, they broke up with me and said we could still be friends. they lied :) after 2 months they left me completely, no goodbye or anything. they just blocked me and I had to figure it out through somebody else.
Little Girl: What’s on your arm? Me: They’re battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I’ll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes. I promise. A few days later we went on a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little Girl: Because... (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her. With tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting. She bends down at eye level with the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero not mine
I fell the same. I try to reach out but it's too. I wasn't exactly raised to talk about mental health. I tried killing myself but the fact that it didn't work hurts even more
GO TO GOD FOR HE IS HAPPINESS HIS SON JESUS CHRIST TOOK OUR PUNISHMENT GO TO HIM PLEASE FOR GOD DOESNT CARE ABOUT THE PAST OF U HE CARES ABOUT U NOT YOUR PAST GO TO GOD WITH EVERY PROBLEM U HAVE FOR HE WILL FIND A WAY TO FIX IT I used to be depressed and sad also but I went to God after I lost someone I really loved and He took me in and healed me! God loves u Jesus loves u The Believer community loves u Everyone in Heaven loves u The Holy Spirit loves u REPENT and live for God!
Whoever is reading this.... Whatever your going through right now...... It will get better I promise that..... And I promise your loved..... And I promise your perfect just the way u are :) I know it's hard..... But stay strong And you will be okay!! I promise u And Ur peoples favorite person.... Your beautiful Your loved Your awesome And if someone thinks different..... There wrong Cause your perfect the way you are :) Ily all
i’m just at the point where i have no motivation to do anything. i’m happy at times, but life is just so fucking hard man. keep fighting guys, there’s gotta be a light at the end of the tunnel somewhere.
Hey. Please know that life is beautiful and nothing is permanent except love and happiness. Leave everything to god and god will make you happy and all your dreams come true. I’m here for you and would love for us to be friend and we can talk about everything. I pray you’re forever happy and all your dreams come true. Always be with god. God loves you. God bless you.
Man, the past year and a half has been crazy. I’ve had a bunch of up and downs been through shit. But I’m seeing the light at the end of the tunnel now. I’d come to this song to relax in a meditative way. At first I listened to it to slow down a bit and think. But now it feels like an amazing outlet for me. I am currently dancing in my kitchen to this song and feeling free of the years troubles. As a reminder to anyone that may read this comment, there is always something positive to look at in your lives. Even if it’s something small it’s a start. Although it’s likely none of us will ever meet again, we’ve made a connection here today. We have all come together as a people. We have all made a connection through our past or present problems. I am wishing you all the best!!!!
My mom: wheres my happy smiley little girl? Me: I dunno mom.. I'm still trying to find her. My dad: You're just faking depression My mom: You're too young to be depressed. Im 14. my sister: you have nothing to be depressed about.
My parents often ask me where did my sweet little girl go or you used to be sweet, I'm just not ok, someone told me everyone changes and I didn't want them to change but they changed for the bad, I've stayed in my room every day never go outside, they say I'm mean, but its not that and I'm not trying to be mean I just don't want them to see me like this which is everyday
I just want a hug, no one wants me, all I do is care to much and never get anything in return. I go out of my way for others and I never ever get a "are you okay?" "No im not, im numb,tired, and hurting"
"behind these eyes, is a war that no one sees, but understands, the memories of loved ones that no longer walk this earth flow like a never ending river, time becoming meaningless as the tears spill." My inner thoughts listening to this song.
The sad thing is, so many people are calling me strong and brave but when I look into the mirror I only see a broken crying girl that doesn't want to live and also doesn't want to die...
I have never related to something so closely I feel like im just being used as somebody to vent to at this point I only get texts when somebody needs something and I would be there for them anytime they needed sum
I just wanna go back to being a child when I didn’t have to worry about anything. This weight on my shoulders is bringing me down and I can’t fight anymore I’m too tired.
Hang in there for me please. You’re way stronger than you think you are. Whatever struggles you have at the moment will free from you. It just takes time. I love you. Don’t give up, angel.
You can do it. Ik I’m a child and I probably don’t know what adults go through but you don’t want to go back to being a child. You know why? Coz u can do this and get through stuff. Sorry I’m hella cringe but I’m just trying to be ✨helpful✨ Urm so ye good luck 🧚♀️💖😌😇
I mean, it's because on the internet you can become anonymous. It happens because thru the keyboard, everyone reveals who they truly are on the inside and what their true beliefs are, and the values they hold. Some people can seem to be benevolent & perfect IRL but be wicked, prejudiced, or even straight-up vile online. While on the other hand, those that put up the roughest exterior IRL can be the warmest, caring, and upright people you'll ever meet.
life isn't fair , but that's life .. :( I promise you though it will get better , things like this we gotta use it to make us stronger . you're going to be okay love .
I’m that way a lot of the times. I just sit and do a stare and that’s how people know something’s wrong bc I go silent completely and they’re like what’s wrong. But I still say nothing bc they only say something when I’m silent. Only music helps me heal a little bit at a time and only it can speak for me but even when playing without headphones they never notice what I really feel inside💔🙁😔
I litterally started crying and shivering and my mind was like are u an actress cz thts not what we do here and now im just sitting here w no emotions trynna figure out how i started crying
do u ever just feel like u want to die without anyone noticing, just to dissappear and for everything to be over, just end everything without anyone even agnowladging that ur not here anymore
i want to destroy every picture of me that ever existed, delete my family and friends contacts delete my social media. and just disappear leave and never come back, i want to disappear and live as if i never existed but just start over
Aka my life. I could disappear today and nobody would notice. My so called mother just left and was mad because Esmy old shoes didn’t fit. She said she didn’t want me anymore and she never wanted to see me again. I’m having a mental breakdown and my dad doesn’t even notice≥ I have just swallowed 12 pills without him realising. They don’t realise and being suicidal is ‘attention seeking’ but suicide is ‘tragic and worrying.’ Jokes on them. I wont be here soon.
Oh...hi.....I don't know you personally but I'm telling you that you are perfect just the way you are..okay? We all have flaws, but it's not worthy to waste your life on that....just take a big breathe and I hope that I made your day better❤❤❤❤ because I know that you are a good person :)❤
POV: you see your only friend that helped you through dealing with ur moms abusive bf and depression slowly push you away to be with his newer friends as if you two didn’t talk about life at 3:00am-5:00am and have deep conversations.
heres the lyrics y’all I saw the part of you That only when you're older you will see too You will see too I held the better cards But every stroke of luck has got a bleed through It's got a bleed through You held the balance of the time That only blindly I could read you But I could read you It's like you told me Go forward slowly It's not a race to the end Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous You were the better part Of every bit of beating heart that I had Whatever I had I finally sat alone Pitch black flesh and bone Couldn't believe that you were gone Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous Well you look like yourself But you're somebody else Only it ain't on the surface Well you talk like yourself No, I hear someone else though Now you're making me nervous I saw the part of you that only when you're older You will see too, you will see too
Yesterday with my friends we played "whoever is the most". My friend asked "who is the happiest of us" all showed me, I never really felt happy for a moment.
My friends and I play that and they always say "who's the saddest" and they all point at me even tho I only smile around them and I never tell them about my home life
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kayla miller ??
The original song is there, as soon as you use it, the copyright skips 🤷🏻♂️
Im soo sry i will do it wait i just didnt think about that ❤❤
Wait how do i do that 😂
i wish my daughter never goes through the pain i am going through.
Thats why i dont want a child
@@maya_d-_-b so they dont get hurt at all...
Same bro.
@@maya_d-_-b that's what my mum said, she didn't want to bring a child into this fucked up world. but i'm here lol
thats why im not having kids
you're sitting in your room, feeling helpless. Looking back at the things you did and wishing to turn back time.
Are you stalking me ? 😔
@@superslimefanatic1877 am I? HAHAHA do u see me everywhere?
I’m so glad to know that someone understand me.. wait how do you know? :(
@@merelkoenen9869 there are just some things you go back to doing to cope, people can tell you countless times to stop. But how can you stop?
stop stalking me
*the worst feeling is going back to songs that used to make you cry, but you can’t cry anymore*
ikr
i never cry during songs unless im in the middle of class on zoom, struggling to keep it in and trying as hard as i can cuz i dont wanna cry in the middle of class, and doing homework that i dont wanna get water on-
@@kianaboyle3285 girl
im just numb lol i wish i could cry and let it all out but i just sit here silently in pain
Rue Bennett me 2
“I don’t wanna die I just wanna go to sleep for a couple for a couple years, maybe the pain will be gone.”
stay awake for those years my love. the pain will go.
it’s like that song… wake me up when it’s all over. when i’m wiser and i’m older
that’s what i did for 4 years and the pain does go away but you completely forget how to be human it’s really hard to enter back into society it’s almost like dying then coming back i wouldn’t wish it upon anyone
:)(
Coma
*“song hits different when you realize it’s describing you in the eyes of others”*
ı saw this in the original version’s comment.
it hits me so hard
Damn
Holy shit dude.... that just completely changed the way I see this song
Millla Cilliers samee :’)
Someone close to me sent this to me before I had to go to rehab 3 years ago :( im in recovery now but I remember how much I hurt the ones I love
stop omg
The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory
fr.
so real..
fr
Time to make some new ones 😊
This commend gave me chills🥺
“When you’re happy, you enjoy music..
When you’re sad, you understand the lyrics”
Yes..
When you broken, you do both.
oh..
@@faithkelley8014 Yes... especially when you're being hurt in the moment.
This is so true
“You talk like yourself, but I hear someone else..” that’s hits hard
fr tho
Whoever is reading this, I wanted to say I hope you have a great day and that God loves you so much that he sent his son, Jesus, to die on a cross for your sins and he rose again from the dead three days later. God Bless! ✝️🙏🏼⛪️
And also, He wants you to go to Heaven with him but you have to be Saved. How do I get Saved you might ask? Here are the steps below on how to get Saved!
1. Confess to Jesus that you are a sinner and ask forgiveness for your sins.
2. Believe that God sent His son (Jesus) to die on a cross for your sins and that he rose again from the dead 3 days later.
3. Ask Jesus to come into your heart and your life and for him to be your Lord and Savior forever.
4. Build a Personal Relationship with Jesus and Live for Him Forever.
I relate to this cause I changed my whole personality just to keep my best friend.
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this gave my depression depression
felt that
Same
I cried yesterday 2 hours and listened to this song...
Aug_te :-D come here lemme hug🥺
@@dotdotdot3710 coming ❤️
Honestly, it’s heartbreaking that I know how mentally broken I really am.
And nobody realises so i dont feel comfortable speaking about what’s happening :/
Aukse I feel the same way, I just hope it gets better for both of us ❤️ x
you can do it I believe in u
Aukse you got this stay strong❤️
DepressedAndFatGirl it’ll get promise stay strong keep your head up never stop fighting❤️
I can’t cry anymore what’s wrong with me
ur broken
Yeah same girl! Like you just want to cry so bad because you know it would be a releve but you just can't
ugh SAME WOSNKWOSJK
I keep tearing up but i cant actually cry for hours on end like i used to and i miss those long cry sessions
rice
Billions of people.. yet we're still alone listening to this late at night♡
yeah :( hope you’re doing well
@@RynoJ5 Yup I'm still battling life, hope your doing good too :,)
This is good like REALLY i almost cry
cry it all out :/
ALMOST? I was balling my eyes out
I just let it all out...
same
asian smurf it’s all out rn :(
Imagine if there was a crying room everywhere like the bathrooms, perfection.
Edit: I hope you guys are doing okay because seeing how some people in the replies saying they need a hug and stuff is really upsetting ❤️
Corona?
I would never leave then
Shity idea
That's the only room I would ever be in
and everyone would comfort eachother and cry in their arms...
u ever realize you’re not anyone’s favorite person. it really hurts
All the time 😔
I never was
yeah-
🥺
Yeah.. it really does :/
The worst feeling isn't being alone, its being forgotten by somebody you could never forget
pov: your overthinking and crying in bed listening to sad songs
Are u stalking me or something
i can't cry but I am doing the other two things
Thats literally me. I overthink too much which causes me to stress and panic and im insecure and stuff so listening to sad songs makes me better somehow.
yes very hard...
How’d you know?😅
I don’t wanna die, I just wish I never existed
Me too
Sadvibes😔
Yeh me to bro me too
Same
Same
It hurts to know you’re the one who’s changed throughout time but people sadly can’t seem to notice your change
And nobody realises youve changed :/
Now I’m more heartless.. I loved him so much he was my first love and yes i moved on found somone new who i love so much but he broke me so god damn much he broke my heart to the point where it will never be the same.
Ikrrr
I've had depression since I was 8 and I'm so grateful my friends are still here next to me. Whether they know what's up or not, there're still here ❤
yes... and everyone cant even see your different bc you are so good at hiding it sad boi hours this is my cry for help
This song reminded me of my younger self. Yesterday I was looking at pictures when I was little, I could see how happy and free I was. I didn't even know what depression, hatred meant. I didn't even think about my look, because then every problem was small for me. I never wondered what I would be like when I grew up, but I least expected to be like I am today. I didn't think that the happy child in the picture would be depressed today & would want to take her own life at a young age. I'm sorry that I became a completely different person & I can't help myself at all, but I still like to help others, because that makes me feel better knowing that I have helped someone. I’m not living anymore, I’m hardly even surviving. Unlike today's generation, I feel very more mature, maybe it's because of depression, someone said that people with depression usually grow up faster. The problem is that my parents don't care about me and my sisters at all. They just think about their problems. And my sisters? They take depression and anxiety as a joke ... What would it mean to me to tell them how I feel ... they would probably make fun of me. Its really sad that no one in your life suspects that anything is going on. I also had a friend I knew for 9 years. But she soon replaced me with someone else. It was very difficult for me, because I was used, since I was a child, to always be with her, and I didn't go anywhere without her, which caused me anxiety today. I have no reason to continue living, I am tired of everything, of school, of people who hurt and harass me all the time, of my parents who constantly quarrel and who even find it difficult to take me to the doctor when I am sick so they don’t have to spend money on me. I can no longer endure. I would like to have someone who would understand me, but I’m all alone doing everything by myself. Three months ago my grandparents both died in one week, which broke me and exhausted me a lot. I couldn't believe it had happened. After that, everything started to get worse. I'm afraid to do something to myself, but I can't live this life anymore. It is hard to live every day with such thoughts and such sadness in your head. Depression is killing me. I don't know how much longer I will last. This song is definitely one of the most emotional song I’ve ever listened to, I can find myself in it. I'm sorry that happy little me without a single problem disappeared.
-Today’s people would do anything just to hurt you. I am sorry that some people think that they have to look as beautiful as celebrities in order for someone to accept them. They have allowed their insecurities to take over who they used to be. I am sorry that they are ashamed of their faces and bodies, yet all this is given by God, why would he make you like that ? I think he sees you so perfectly.
I understand, it's very difficult isn't it?
- I lock myself in the room and only come out when I absolutely have to, which is usually for dinner. I no longer have the motivation to do anything. My head starts spinning and I can't take it anymore…
Stay strong man💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻 You've got this, you'll get out of this hell. Stay strong man, you have all my support 🙏💪🏻 If you wanna talk about it on Instagram we can talk about it so that you get all out and stay more calm
You also have my support I love you and you matter
If helping others make you feel better just help everyone around you and that will return( I'm not sure but at least try ) It's better to try something instead of doing nothing don't hesitate to try just push yourself I know it's hard I can't push myself to be better because I'm stuck in past. I'm not living I'm floating in the river called life and I'm drowning in the abyss called past. So just give yourself a push ( sorry for my bad English I tried)
im in the same place, i’ve been trying my best to hold onto hope for a better future
Please don’t try doing something you’ll regret. I’ll be your friend. I will stand by you. I will love you and support you:) just . . . Don’t leave.
I never thought I would cry over a TH-cam comment section.
I’m crying too
ikr 😭😭
Omg hahah same I’m just being helpful and it making me ✨emotional ✨ to think what ppl have to go through.
Same 😢
Same, my eyes are BURNING-
i listened to this song basically every day when i was in a really dark place, just wanted yall to know that it gets better. you just have to have faith and believe. believe you won’t always feel like this. i’m coming up to 8 months clean and i’m starting to enjoy life again. i feel like my old self. so to the person that might be reading this, you’re loved, you’re beautiful, and you’re worthy of life. and if you think nobody will miss you when you’re gone, you are wrong. i will. please hold on and keep pushing💘
im so so proud of you. you're such a strong person
lydia roberts thank you so much beautiful🤍
Im so proud of u
I'm so proud of you
Kaja Marš thank you love
Use this as the "I didn't come from netflix" button
Awww To All The Replies Off U Guys I Hope Y all Start Feeling Happier!
Nah, im good
Came from an Among Us meme
yes😺🕶️🤏
i'm just here because i was searching for slowed songs lmao
Steal comment from the real video bruh
Do you ever just sit back and realize you're nobody's favorite person? Like, nobody needs you.. and you think, 'well if nobody needs me, then I don't need them.' So you sit in your room and keep it to yourself. Because you can't get hurt that way.
That was me my whole life, the only Person that thought that about me died. But i make it on myself so u make it too. I believe in u ♡'
I hate this with a passion because of how much I can relate. I had a friend I used to know for a little while but we just shared everything, even the deepest and darkest secrets we had. Only for said friend to replace me with someone else, it fucking hurt, and now I'm alone again. But I'm content with it, since adults are inherently shit most of the time.
Hey you got this my dude. I know, things are hard. But I believe in you! Keep going
@@Yuyu-wm5or most friends are temporary sadly , they come with shared interest and at a point both of you will hold different opinions , it'll drive both of you away from each other slowly untill you both lose touch with each other . But that's for the majority, there could be at least 1 or 2 friends that will hold you close and be with you through everything from school to marriage and more. When I was younger I had lots of friends we all used to hang out all the time, slowly as we became teens our shared interests disappeared, we had no more reason to hang out as we strived for different paths, now I'm an adult in my 20's and only 1 friend from that group is still in touch with me and we hang out on the weekends everywhere.
I'm my favourite person since I'm no one else's favourite
I can’t even recognize myself anymore at all. Emotionally, physically spiritually. I’m gone. I left.
i feel you :( , but it's okay .. you'll be okay . you got this tho keep going .
Thank you ❤️
Yup....I'm just gone
It’s been two months how are u doing bestie love u
Keep your head up queen 👑. I know life's hard, But you gotta keep fighting. Love you ❤
There should legit be crying rooms in high school. Just little stalls with a comfy chair in em so you can anonymously cry your eyes out. Just a thought.
bethany same:(
i’d miss all my classes being in there
With hot drinks n music player
but not in scool the fk
Such rooms exist, there called bathroom. You can get confi too in there, i know what i'm talking about.
When the comments care about you more then your "Friends" :(
Eishhh i felt that🙈❤
It's something huh...
@@tylerhensley3639 yeah, the comments sommer puts you in your feels, nvm the songs or the playlist
I never had friends:/
@@abrahamroa2533 we can be friends
if you haven’t already been told this today, i’m proud of you. very very proud. you’re doing amazing, keep fighting.
i needed this, thank you so much, im so proud of you too
I really needed this it's fathers day and my dad left me when I was a little kid and fathers day is very hard for me and I cry every time 😢😢😢 I do miss him and I feel left out because others have a dad and I don't so I really needed to read 6our comment ❤❤
I dont think I can keep up my fight im running out of energy I feel numb and im losing the ability to smile it away or laugh it off
I'm going through the worst time of my life, dealing with one of the worst addictions, and this comment made me believe again that I can overcome these evil things, thank you unknown person.❤
May God bless you and your entire family.
Tysm i needed this ❤
i wish i could sit on my bed and have a conversation with my younger self-
(Edit) Tysm for all the likes the replies are heart breaking! You all are so amazing! Keep your head up king and queens! 🤍 (
same.
Same.
yxnaa fxustiin0 this song makes me want to “you look like yourself but your somebody else” like that’s the exact words id say-
same girl
This comment really caught my attention Bc recently I’ve keep thinking about all that I would say to my younger self, if I could. I take out my thoughts in music form. I’ve written a song about what I would say to my younger self, that I feel like so many young girl could relate to. But I’m scared to put it out
Pov : you're sad.
mhm
Not a pov :(
Wish it was a POV bruh...
LMAOOOOO yeah
Im sad everyday and no one knows about it lol-
It’s so hard to show people the real me, while i don’t even know who the real me is. Idk, it’s hard to explain. I feel so lost
I feel that too
I feel that too, it's really difficult
@@alessandra664 hey don't be sad hhhhh m here for u if u want
@@kaiastro5295 thx, this is the power of emotions...
@@alessandra664 emotions are not real
"You look like yourself but you're someone else." That hit home.
the worst feeling ever is feeling lonely when a whole crowd is right next to you.......
There's a difference between being alone and feeling lonely, I mean I can sometimes relate, but I think it's alright
I know what you mean and I do hope everything sorts it’s self out !
Feeling ignored. The same feeling I used to get while I was talking to my friends at the lunch table. You just die inside
@@THATBLUEMOONYT i took a 2 week break from social media ad nothing seemed to work out. still trying for my little sister tho!:)
@@thatguyjude9816 im sorry you had to go thru that, I wish you the best of luck about finding new people because that friend group seems pretty toxic. always remember than I love you so so much. your amazing keep going I'm proud of you for trying your hardest I love you!
Pov:you’re reading all the pov comments while the songs keeps going
ive replayed the song three times thinking about someone who doesn't even know I exist and just hoping he knows he is loved. he gets so much hate and my heart breaks for him..
They're not pov tho.
@@Aenergy_0 Pov means point of view so it is
“If you had one thing to say to your younger self, what would it be?”
“I’m sorry.”
I would say I’m sorry I let you down I really tried but I couldn’t
When he tells you to come in the room don't go don't go it's not worth it
@@tiffanylomas6269 i- someone had to say it 😭
Don’t trust anyone there lying your grandpa/ best friend that help you everyday when you came back from pre-school to get over your depression isn’t sleeping or didn’t move away. He dead and it was your fault because you wanted to play with him don’t ask him to play with you. He’s sick and that’s why the air tank is always with him. That’s why those plastic things are always in is nose. He needs help breathing. And everyone’s going to say he’s just asleep. And life is just going to get even worse.
.... thanks for the confidence dude! Im totalllyyy not crying for even more now.😺☺️
LYRICS~
I saw the part of you
That only when you're older you will see too
You will see too
I held the better cards
But every stroke of luck has got a bleed through
It's got a bleed through
You held the balance of the time
That only blindly I could read you
But I could read you
It's like you told me
Go forward slowly
It's not a race to the end
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
You were the better part
Of every bit of beating heart that I had
Whatever I had
I finally sat alone
Pitch black flesh and bone
Couldn't believe that you were gone
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
I saw the part of you that only when you're older
You will see too, you will see too
Thank you!
Thanks for writing them I was just searching for them in the comments ❤️
i don’t want to die, i just want my old bubbly self back.
we are so pathetic aren't we? 😔
They’ll come back :). I promise you. Just start creating them again, you can be whoever tf you want to be. Even if it takes all the energy out of you. This is your world, your reality. So take it back and don’t let anyone take that away from you. I promise it’ll all be okay :)
Same..
This Song Just Hits different
the fact im only discovering this song because of tiktok kinda sucks, i wish i discovered it before
ayvs legault Same
same
hahah same
Same. From the subway surfer vids
sameee
Little boy: “Are you an angel.”
Girl: “What?”
Little boy: “my mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.”
Girl: “I’m not an angel.”
Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to pain of others and their own.”
Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.”
Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
not me crying-
*sniff* OKAY THATS IT. WHOEVER IS CUTTING ONIONS-
@@chelsea9101 GIRL STOP, I FINALLY HOT A TEAR OUT AND U CANE OUT WITH YOUR ONIONS 🧅
i love this
The fact I started bawling
pov: u look into the mirror and see your not that little happy girl anymore.
i wish i was...she would be disappointed in me if she saw me today...
i do that all the time...
felt
Yep I do that all the time and look at my arm where my scars are...
Same :(
the person who disliked this must have mistaken the like button because of the tears
and fixed their mistake when listening to the song again
edit: disliked again??? :0
No they’re just little kids who find this song boring and pointless💔
@@zaas8360 yes..
Australians see things upside down. That's the only explanation my heart accepts.
@@nobodynowhere21 omg I love this explanation😂
I don't want to die.
I just want to close my eyes..
And everything to feel ok.
I want to feel nothing for a day.
Just for a day.
And if you are reading this
It will get better.
For you at least.
Things will get better for you, too. I know you’re struggling. But you’re trying your best. I know it’s hard to see now, but things will get better, no matter how badly you don’t wanna believe it. Everything will be okay. It just takes time. I love you. Hang in there, you’ve got this.
no please :( you're so much more than that. why would you hurt that strong girl who's gone through enough already?
How are u doing now?
Did anything change for the worse or better? Or is it still the same?
For me it's pretty bad rn lmao buut I'm probably asking for professional help soon, so that's something at least :) I cant do this on my own anymore this way. I hope everything will get better for you as soon as possible
@@dna4440 I hope you get better we all need a win even if one person gets better we all win
it will get better for u!!
I would have cried if I heard this last year, things changed for me and now I’m truly happy for the first time in 5 years. DON’T GIVE UP 🙏🙏
Pov you’re crying because this song hits HARD slowed down, the comments
the comments are cringe
Fr bro, this comments
sad that you can't have a conversation with your younger self.
big facts
my youngerself would be so proud of me hopefully
Man I wish u rlly could
I actualy spoke to my younger self in a dream. She just hugged me and i cried. I had never felt so loved
@@elinablumberga1209 hope i experience that too😔
Me looking in the mirror : well you look yourself but your somebody else
Me doing this putting my flash on bc It’s pitch black here in my room lip syncing looking in the mirror light pointed to face sees younger self like 5 years old. Her. Not me. Cupping my chin and saying “what’s wrong? It’s okay.” Me shaking my head saying “ I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” And then them disappearing to me realizing it was only me cupping my face and that I’ll only be ethers for myself okay byee
Ever be****
Omg yess
I like to wear comfortable but I gotta wear dresses skirts and tight shirt bcz my moms tells me to do it ....
You know you hit rock bottom, when you don't care if someone likes you or not and you don't care if they leave you.
Raw Facts
So true I used to care about what ppl thought of me but,I don't anymore and end up worrying others by not caring
I don't care what they think about me anymore but my worst fear is abandonment I'd rather them be honest with how they feel about me even if it's the harshest words I've ever heard than leave me the thought of it is terrifying 💔
U can never hit rock bottom it can always be worse
I can’t even cry so it just hurts
Honestly that's how I feel right now. It's like I feel like I'm about to cry but no tears come out.
tonight I was trying to cry but I can't. we are at the same level of this stupid game so lets see how far we get
@@allysariahwesharethisaccou4716 yes.
I don’t know...
i don’t wanna kill myself
But
If a car was abt to hit me...
Well I wouldn’t move......
please don't, the world needs you i need you. you're worthy and loved. love u💖
Hey please do something to help you because I was feeling like that 1 year ago and now i'm always thinking about suicide and I don't want you to feel like that so please talk to someone before its too late my friend🙏🙏
dont move then
BAHHAHAHA SAME I’ve been in 4 car accidents and attempted like six times
N. Y. I REALLY want to go to therapy but I can’t tell my parents
POV: you realize how much you miss your friends and can’t see them for who knows how long but it’s more than 4 months and fear the might be distant from you :/
My friends actually have told me to go kill myself as a JOKE and the they make fun of me daily because im their friend and i cant even have emotions or let them out right and im just tired of living i fell like giving up
Arianna McCullough my advise is to get new friends and distance yourself from them and if they don’t notice they where never your friend in the beginning,,you don’t deserve that x
Wait people have friends wow I don’t have any😕
Cam Auigbelle ill be your friend :^)
:/
Breaking up is okay, starting over is okay, moving on is okay, being alone is okay. What is not okay is staying somewhere you’re not valued and appreciated. So, just ignore the toxic people around you and live happily in your way. 😊
Someone: are you okay?
Me: im “tired”..
T: torn apart
I: insecure
R: really faking my smile
E: extremly sad
D: drowning in my own tears
Someone help me..
Don't give up :(
Sorry for wht ur going threw rn :(
I hope u feel better soon. :( Sorry for wht ur going threw again ♥️I'm also tired of everything 😔but i ain't giving up ! So u don't don't give up too ! Maybe just a little bit more 😊❤️ remember u r loved also ❤️u r valid ❤️u matter 🥺
Hi angel! Everything’s gonna be okay soon, I promise
talk to me if you need someone my insta is xitslowkeymariamx
Seeing this comment made me cry.... don’t give up. I love you
do you ever just feel someone’s feelings for you fading? like in the beginning we were both so happy but then the lies started and everything changed.
That’s when I knew my heart was about to be broken
@@emmqoreilly7941 my boyfriend stop loving me and he left me for my bff..... My mind and soul are fucked up...
@@astxria I started dating my best friend, they broke up with me and said we could still be friends. they lied :) after 2 months they left me completely, no goodbye or anything. they just blocked me and I had to figure it out through somebody else.
yes.
POV: you look in the mirror but you can’t recognize yourself
that’s exactly what i feel
That’s not a POV anymore
correct
Dohaa THIS ONE. i cried to this song the other day w this exact feeling
Yes.
"people cry not because they’re weak, because they’ve been strong for too long"
-anonymous
Me who cried bc I burnt my bacon
This moment when u can’t cry because your parents will hear you and ask what’s going on
Hi angel! I’m here for you always, please talk to me if you need someone
I’ll try my best to make you smile at least
And then they'll say we are too young to be sad or depressed
so true..😔😣
My parents don't really care if I cry or not so I can cry if i want even though im too weak to cry
Me rn
Little Girl: What’s on your arm?
Me: They’re battle scars.
Little Girl: You fought in a war?
Me: Yeah. A long and hard one.
Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one?
Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I’ll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them, okay? Can you promise me?
Little Girl: Yes. I promise.
A few days later we went on a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager.
Teen: Why are you hugging me?
Little Girl: Because... (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
The teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her.
With tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me...
Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting.
She bends down at eye level with the little girl
Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero
not mine
This is actually so adorable
My tears geared up for this!! It’s so cute and sad at the same time❤️
Its beautiful
Bro that made me cry :(
@@jpmeadowmckinney8294 🥺🥰
Does anyone else just listen to this on repeat, laying in bed, at 3 am, deep in your feels, with tears rolling down your face. Oh just me.
Me all last night
rn
3:34 im currently crying.
currently 2:02 am and missing him ://
Me to
I don't care if she doesn't want me, anymore I just want her to be happy.
A good Friend of me is together with the Women i love but i dont told her and i just want that she is happy with him^_^
But in lonely nights i think of her and cry
God loves you
The saddest part is when everyone thinks your fine ur rlly dying inside. 😢
I hope that things will get better for you SOON. Sending you virtual and warmest hugs! :)
I fell the same. I try to reach out but it's too. I wasn't exactly raised to talk about mental health. I tried killing myself but the fact that it didn't work hurts even more
yea im litterally dead on the inside
You’re gonna get a beautful life
GO TO GOD FOR HE IS HAPPINESS
HIS SON JESUS CHRIST TOOK OUR PUNISHMENT GO TO HIM PLEASE
FOR GOD DOESNT CARE ABOUT THE PAST OF U HE CARES ABOUT U NOT YOUR PAST
GO TO GOD WITH EVERY PROBLEM U HAVE FOR HE WILL FIND A WAY TO FIX IT
I used to be depressed and sad also but I went to God after I lost someone I really loved and He took me in and healed me!
God loves u
Jesus loves u
The Believer community loves u
Everyone in Heaven loves u
The Holy Spirit loves u
REPENT and live for God!
If you are seeing this this is a sign: Stay alive a little bit longer you will find your purpose eventually. ❤️
❤️
Thank you
Thank you
Nah bro I'm ok
Facts 💙
Whoever is reading this....
Whatever your going through right now......
It will get better
I promise that.....
And I promise your loved.....
And I promise your perfect just the way u are :)
I know it's hard.....
But stay strong
And you will be okay!! I promise u
And
Ur peoples favorite person....
Your beautiful
Your loved
Your awesome
And if someone thinks different.....
There wrong
Cause your perfect the way you are :)
Ily all
Does is get better or do we just get used to the pain
that made my day better, thank u🥺❤️
ya boi Sienna Thank u🥺
Rita Lobo No problem, here to help others💗
Oh thank god the child with the roblox pfp told me im loved, i feel so loved rn ty so much
i’m just at the point where i have no motivation to do anything. i’m happy at times, but life is just so fucking hard man. keep fighting guys, there’s gotta be a light at the end of the tunnel somewhere.
Im sure you can find many reasons to keep going. Also thanks
I’m suicidal and listen to this song every day
I don’t wanna die I just want relief.
Kitte Gamer I feel that too
We in this together don’t worry life is full of joy
Hey. Please know that life is beautiful and nothing is permanent except love and happiness. Leave everything to god and god will make you happy and all your dreams come true. I’m here for you and would love for us to be friend and we can talk about everything. I pray you’re forever happy and all your dreams come true. Always be with god. God loves you. God bless you.
awesomeness addiction aww thank you add me on Instagram _tessa_marie_123
this brings back all the bad memories and it makes me realise how far ive come.
I’m proud of you
we are all so proud of u! keep ur head up, u got this! *virtual hug*
keep going girl❤️
Isabella Roselli thank uu!!
yee t ty!! *sending a virtual hug back*
pov: you're so good at hidding emotions that it scares you
I’m horrible at it I’m such a sensitive person... I hate it
Cloey Ream hey don’t be so hard on yourself, you got this ♥️
Stefano FC thanks a lot that really made my day ☺️ have a great day
@@aceream3825 im here if you want to talk
Natalia Kyriakakou okay thanks a lot I really appreciate it
Man, the past year and a half has been crazy. I’ve had a bunch of up and downs been through shit. But I’m seeing the light at the end of the tunnel now. I’d come to this song to relax in a meditative way. At first I listened to it to slow down a bit and think. But now it feels like an amazing outlet for me. I am currently dancing in my kitchen to this song and feeling free of the years troubles. As a reminder to anyone that may read this comment, there is always something positive to look at in your lives. Even if it’s something small it’s a start. Although it’s likely none of us will ever meet again, we’ve made a connection here today. We have all come together as a people. We have all made a connection through our past or present problems. I am wishing you all the best!!!!
Im trying to read the comments but my eyes are blurry with tears...
Same
exposing me for what😭❤️
Why do you have to expose me?🙂
same
𝚂𝚊𝚖𝚎
My mom: wheres my happy smiley little girl?
Me: I dunno mom.. I'm still trying to find her.
My dad: You're just faking depression
My mom: You're too young to be depressed.
Im 14.
my sister: you have nothing to be depressed about.
Angel QwQ true, they don’t get ANYTHING and that makes me even more sad
Angel QwQ they tell me:You’re just a child.Your life is perfect
Gʀᴀᴛɪᴇʟᴀ Aᴍᴀʟɪᴀ IKR- like what do u know!!
My parents often ask me where did my sweet little girl go or you used to be sweet, I'm just not ok, someone told me everyone changes and
I didn't want them to change but they changed for the bad, I've stayed in my room every day never go outside, they say I'm mean, but its not that and I'm not trying to be mean I just don't want them to see me like this which is everyday
I understand you
I just want a hug, no one wants me, all I do is care to much and never get anything in return. I go out of my way for others and I never ever get a "are you okay?" "No im not, im numb,tired, and hurting"
awh i wish i could hug you :(
Ey man- *hug* idk but you deserve that hug ok? :>
You don't deserve any bs that anyone gives you! trust me. :]
Same. I'm so unwanted by everyone. Is it because I'm different? No one asks if I'm okay. I hide my pain in my smile.
I feel you.By reading this coment i feel like looking in the mirror you are not the only one ❤❤❤❤
I RELATE SO FREAKING MUCH
"behind these eyes, is a war that no one sees, but understands, the memories of loved ones that no longer walk this earth flow like a never ending river, time becoming meaningless as the tears spill." My inner thoughts listening to this song.
The sad thing is, so many people are calling me strong and brave but when I look into the mirror I only see a broken crying girl that doesn't want to live and also doesn't want to die...
I felt every word of that comment so badly.. And I'm sorry for you.
@@einbennet8823 me too.. im sorry :(
Yo if u wanna talk about things, i'm here for ya, just hit me up. Ik what u're going thru
Sending love you will find yourself you just have to want to. Try meditation, learn the law of attraction.
that’s your conscious saying to live on and keep on pushing through till better days come
“Where did my happy little girl go”
I don’t know mom I really don’t know
111 likes, i hope you get better
I just bawled
Yeah......
from a extrovert happy girl to a introvert girl who has anxiety and hates people yea thats me😂😂.
@@loglady14lala54 as a twin this crushed me
Who's coming with me to the crying room?
Me
I'll just stay out here I'm not sad anymore
Meh
I’m down
Ill come i need a shoulder to cry on xxcccc
no joke, when i first found this song i listened to it on loop for literal days. it’s been almost a year since then and honestly i will do it again
i have “friends” but no friends in the same time :(
Same
Can we b friends 🥺👉👈
I have never related to something so closely I feel like im just being used as somebody to vent to at this point I only get texts when somebody needs something and I would be there for them anytime they needed sum
Lia She. ofc 🥺
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what is your.
I'm sad I want to die
Your fine your just having a breakdown
I just wanna go back to being a child when I didn’t have to worry about anything. This weight on my shoulders is bringing me down and I can’t fight anymore I’m too tired.
Hang in there for me please. You’re way stronger than you think you are. Whatever struggles you have at the moment will free from you. It just takes time. I love you. Don’t give up, angel.
Be strong, ik my mum n dad is fighting now I'm worried, but stay strong!
stay strong you will get thru it
You can do it. Ik I’m a child and I probably don’t know what adults go through but you don’t want to go back to being a child. You know why? Coz u can do this and get through stuff. Sorry I’m hella cringe but I’m just trying to be ✨helpful✨ Urm so ye good luck 🧚♀️💖😌😇
As if the original isn’t deep and life changing enough this version is like the apocalypse that puts every other song to shame
Listening to this, in a room alone, is just a good feeling to me. I can close my eyes and feel the music going into me. I can feel it
If there was such things as crying rooms I think I would live there tbh
The worst part is that songs and strangers on the internet understand you more than your friends or family ever will
Or maybe your friends and family have no patience for your moping and your finding comfort with people that act like it’s ok
@@waynehuttel5905 100%
Must be that they don’t talk about it, or you’re just acting for attention.
I mean, it's because on the internet you can become anonymous.
It happens because thru the keyboard, everyone reveals who they truly are on the inside and what their true beliefs are, and the values they hold.
Some people can seem to be benevolent & perfect IRL but be wicked, prejudiced, or even straight-up vile online.
While on the other hand, those that put up the roughest exterior IRL can be the warmest, caring, and upright people you'll ever meet.
it's much easier to help strangers than your closest ones
I’m just tired of losing people man. Both in death and just randomly in life. It just isn’t fair.
life isn't fair , but that's life .. :( I promise you though it will get better , things like this we gotta use it to make us stronger . you're going to be okay love .
The worst thing is when you can only remember every bad thing someone’s done to you.
“Depressions like cancer -
It eats away at it’s victims.”
-anonymous
im just numb now. i have no tears left in me. i feel absolutely nothing.
Same ):
I totally relate.
I’m that way a lot of the times. I just sit and do a stare and that’s how people know something’s wrong bc I go silent completely and they’re like what’s wrong. But I still say nothing bc they only say something when I’m silent. Only music helps me heal a little bit at a time and only it can speak for me but even when playing without headphones they never notice what I really feel inside💔🙁😔
I litterally started crying and shivering and my mind was like are u an actress cz thts not what we do here and now im just sitting here w no emotions trynna figure out how i started crying
Same 💔
imagine him crying because he doesn't want to lose you
imagine.....
Haha never gonna happen for me
imagine:,)
must be nice
Lost her because off that.... i always care more then the other’s care about me :(
This songs hella relaxing
do u ever just feel like u want to die without anyone noticing, just to dissappear and for everything to be over, just end everything without anyone even agnowladging that ur not here anymore
Yes and no one shall care because if I see people caring I will feel bad when I shouldn’t because they did this to me
Good thing is,once you are dead you are gone, you won't see the aftermath u caused
i want to destroy every picture of me that ever existed, delete my family and friends contacts delete my social media. and just disappear leave and never come back, i want to disappear and live as if i never existed but just start over
I wish i never existed
Aka my life. I could disappear today and nobody would notice. My so called mother just left and was mad because Esmy old shoes didn’t fit. She said she didn’t want me anymore and she never wanted to see me again. I’m having a mental breakdown and my dad doesn’t even notice≥ I have just swallowed 12 pills without him realising. They don’t realise and being suicidal is ‘attention seeking’ but suicide is ‘tragic and worrying.’ Jokes on them. I wont be here soon.
I wish I wasn’t so insecure about myself.
Oh...hi.....I don't know you personally but I'm telling you that you are perfect just the way you are..okay? We all have flaws, but it's not worthy to waste your life on that....just take a big breathe and I hope that I made your day better❤❤❤❤ because I know that you are a good person :)❤
Same
i undertstand what its like to be insecure but realize God made u in thee eyes of Him and not the world for God loves u
I LOVE YOU
Fr-
POV: you see your only friend that helped you through dealing with ur moms abusive bf and depression slowly push you away to be with his newer friends as if you two didn’t talk about life at 3:00am-5:00am and have deep conversations.
hope you’re doing alright :/
Ellayna Casey I’m good thank you I’ll get through it
gracie I’m doing okay better than last month but thank you 🤍
Sophia Eilish that’s good, keep your head up
Damn I feel attacked. That’s happening to ke
“Where did our little happy child go” They disappeared the second you stopped caring about me mom and dad.
heres the lyrics y’all
I saw the part of you
That only when you're older you will see too
You will see too
I held the better cards
But every stroke of luck has got a bleed through
It's got a bleed through
You held the balance of the time
That only blindly I could read you
But I could read you
It's like you told me
Go forward slowly
It's not a race to the end
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
You were the better part
Of every bit of beating heart that I had
Whatever I had
I finally sat alone
Pitch black flesh and bone
Couldn't believe that you were gone
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
I saw the part of you that only when you're older
You will see too, you will see too
Thank you🥺
Tudorache Maria you’re welcome xo
we all think of that certain someone when we listen to this song, and that’s why it’s so sad, right?
i think of myself :/
i thought I was the only one🥺
I think of all the fucking trauma that I’ve been through and still going through
I think of my mom who passed September 2018
This generation is so messed up tbh and it just sucks that all of us here have felt something similar which just makes it even more sad🥺😔
Ramen I think of my crush who likes someone else and I just found out💔
i‘m strangers with the person i thought i was gonna marry..
*sigh* u're not alone :')
felt bro
The right person will come eventually ❤️
Me too~
They weren't worth it, don't get all upset about it. They don't deserve you :))
I feel special being the one to make the 199k turn to 200k :’)
Yesterday with my friends we played "whoever is the most". My friend
asked "who is the happiest of us" all showed me, I never really felt
happy for a moment.
My friends and I play that and they always say "who's the saddest" and they all point at me even tho I only smile around them and I never tell them about my home life
Oh so u have friends...
Nour Bessrour we are now friends😁
POV: you and your 5 year old self have a conversation and they see you’ve changed for the worst
5 yr old me would be so disappointed cz i used to be so social and outgoing and happy now im the opposite
it’s sad because, you accepted someone you truly loved into your life..but then they leave.
Ok can we quickly talk about your profile pic of oikawa awesome
I know what you mean but there is so much time to find new people and other things to make you happy!
Yup. That basically defies my life