apocalypse - cigarettes after sex (slowed)

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  • @clark7000
    @clark7000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20259

    Reasons to live:
    1: We would miss you.
    2: It’s worth it to be alive.
    3: It does get better, believe it or not it will eventually get better.
    4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
    5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise.
    6: God made you for a reason, you have a purpose.
    7: There is always a reason to like you may not know it right now, but there’s always a reason to live.
    8: So many people care about you.
    10: You are amazing
    11: I don’t even know you and I love you.
    12: I don’t even know you and I care about you.
    13: There are plenty of other people that love you.
    14: There are plenty of people that care about you.
    15: God loves you.
    16: God cares about you.
    17: Sometimes will be really tough, but it will just make you a stronger person.
    18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about all the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them if your dead.
    19: I want you to be alive.
    20: People care about you, they are about you even more than you know it.
    21: You won’t be able to listen to music if you die.
    22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die.
    23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you die.
    24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you die.
    25: listening to really loud music.
    26: Killing yourself is never worth it, you’ll hit both yourself and the people who care about you.
    27: There are so many people that would miss you including me.
    28: You’re preventing a future generation, your kids, from even being born.
    29: You are Gorgeous.
    30: Someone out there loves you.
    31: How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve your life if you die?
    32: Proving people wrong with your success.
    33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
    34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
    35: You’ll never have the feeling of waking into a cold building on a hot day.
    36: Being stupid in public just because you can.
    37: Helping other people.
    38: You have a future to live for.
    39: Being alive is just real good.
    40: Not being alive is just really bad.
    41: Finding your soulmate.
    42: All Nighters.
    43: Sleeping in all day.
    44: You can look back at your self later in you life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide.
    45: Nobody will ever be like you.
    46: Your Unique.
    47: Puppies.
    48: Puppy Kisses
    49: Netflix.
    50: Decorating the Christmas tree.
    51: The kind of dreams that wake you up and you can’t stop smiling.
    52: Breakfast in bed.
    53: New Clothes.
    54: New Shoes.
    55: New books by your favorite authors.
    56: Sunrises and Sunsets.
    57: Friends.
    58: The Ocean.
    59: Sunlight that is warm on your back but not too hot.
    60: Your Family.
    61: Inside Jokes.
    62: Birthdays.
    63: Christmas.
    64: Family Traditions.
    65: The taste of your favorite food.
    66: Watching your favorite tv show.
    67: Watching your favorite Movie.
    68: The adventure of going somewhere new.
    69: The ability to persue what ever you choose ( there are over 7 billion people on Earth, don’t be afraid to be you )
    70: To earn money and rewards.
    71: You can always flip your life around.
    72: To find the perfect job of career.
    73: Pizza.
    74: Kittens.
    75: New Haircuts
    76: Awkward moments you can look back to and laugh.
    77: God is Good.
    78: The world needs you.
    79: Roller Coasters.
    80: Showers.
    81: Cake.
    82: Growing old.
    83: Growing old with the person you love.
    84: Singing.
    85: Sleeping.
    86: Ice Cream.
    87: Eating warm cookies straight out the oven.
    88: Food in general.
    89: Movie nights.
    90: Candy.
    91: Popcorn.
    92: Daydreaming.
    93: The happy moments.
    94: Halloween
    95: Sleepovers.
    96: Parties.
    97: Having a good personality.
    98: Making people happy.
    99: Bonfires.
    100: Sitting on rooftops.
    101: Going on vacation.
    102: Hearing crazy stories
    103:Telling crazy stories.
    104: Treehouses
    105: Starbucks
    106: You’ve changed someone’s live.
    107: If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.
    108: Everyone has a talent including you.
    109: Eating crazy food.
    110:Hanging out with your friends.
    111: Nobody can ever replace you.
    112: You have so much to live for.
    113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do.
    114: Living life to the fullest.
    115: Heck, I would miss you like crazy.
    116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you died.
    117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you.
    118: Your future kids will never come to existence of you die right now.
    119: You could save someone’s life.
    120: You are too beautiful to disappear.
    121: You are bigger than any of your problems.
    122: You are never alone in this struggle.
    123: Tomorrow is another day, please be there to see it.
    124: You are worth more than you think.
    125: But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, anything could happen.
    126: Sex.
    127. Bitches
    128. Money
    129. Hentai
    130. Porn
    131. You would just hurt other people if you would harm yourself.
    132. Nobody REALLY wants you to kill yourself or harm yourself.
    133. You are the fucking best, bro / sis.
    134. Memes
    135. Just chill out, smoke some weed, relax, be with friends.
    136. Pray to God.
    137. Listen to this song.
    138. Make more n more memories.
    139. Spend time with your family & friends and everyone.
    140. Masturbate XD
    if anyone wants to talk about something email me at pdxclark21@gmail.com
    All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to:
    Argentina: +5402234930430
    Australia: 131114
    Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147
    Belgium: 106
    Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
    Botswana: 3911270
    Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association
    Canada: 1.833.456.4566, 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
    Croatia: 014833888
    Denmark: +4570201201
    Egypt: 7621602
    Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688
    Finland: 010 195 202
    France: 0145394000
    Germany: 08001810771
    Holland: 09000767
    Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000
    Hungary: 116123
    India: 8888817666
    Ireland: +4408457909090
    Italy: 800860022
    Japan: +810352869090
    Mexico: 5255102550
    New Zealand: 0800543354
    Norway: +4781533300
    Philippines: 028969191
    Poland: 5270000
    Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50
    Russia: 0078202577577
    Spain: 914590050
    South Africa: 0514445691
    Sweden: 46317112400
    Switzerland: 143
    United Kingdom: 08457909090
    USA: 18002738255
    Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255.
    for the actually depressed ppl

  • @ellaclayden
    @ellaclayden 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3546

    i can't explain it, but this song makes me feel so many different emotions. jealousy, sadness, happiness, everything and i don't know whyyy.

    • @queenbella4454
      @queenbella4454 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      IKRRRRR I FEEL YOUUUU

    • @weemouse3056
      @weemouse3056 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yeah I know. It’s crazy how a song can do something so amazing.

    • @gbisiusbean2456
      @gbisiusbean2456 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Its a combination between sadness and then an oddly comforting happiness. I could cry to this song but smile and pretend to be happy lol.

    • @jorvikcompetitionassociati644
      @jorvikcompetitionassociati644 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Welcome to, Depression

    • @lumine5493
      @lumine5493 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      felt

  • @meepmeepp779
    @meepmeepp779 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4907

    It's so fucking miserable seeing everyone your age going out into the world finding love, friends, and finding themselves while you sit at home contemplating to end your life. I wish I had a life of my own, I wish I don't have to feel like this.

    • @evelynpichardo4800
      @evelynpichardo4800 3 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      I can relate a lot to this

    • @juri8723
      @juri8723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      you don‘t *have* to feel like this

    • @Anon123anon
      @Anon123anon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      Everyone has their own timeframe of finding the experiences in life that they value. To some, they find love very early in life.. to some, they find friends rather quickly and also lose them quickly. Some find their dream job on their 1st interview.. Others dont. It doesn't mean they aren't capable of finding what they want in life. I think the most important gift a person can have is patience.. to be able to believe that they will also experience the joys of this world at one point or another. One day you'll also find love, friends, and a better sense of who you are as a person.

    • @maisiiewade
      @maisiiewade 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      everything is going to be okay, you will find yourself and you will live your life. you have all of your life left to live and find love and friends. please stay because your life is so valuable. i love you and i promise you will get through this.

    • @xoxoemy_
      @xoxoemy_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😔

  • @arrested944
    @arrested944 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6119

    "I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna f*cking die.
    Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright"

  • @Miguel09MC
    @Miguel09MC 2 ปีที่แล้ว +739

    Am i the only person that's not depressed and still likes these types of music

    • @kapoink835
      @kapoink835 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      consider yourself lucky

    • @jonathankirby6216
      @jonathankirby6216 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      It's just the perfect song and traits for a depressive and melancholy mood. Slow tempo, lower voice

    • @dreadfulmourning1596
      @dreadfulmourning1596 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Fr I used to be depressed but now I'm just listening because it's so calming and I have school the next day and need to sleep

    • @beaujohnson2021
      @beaujohnson2021 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Little bits of pain make happiness sweeter.

    • @sample4987
      @sample4987 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Count me in 🙋

  • @sarahannfackrell6226
    @sarahannfackrell6226 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16254

    the sexual tension between this song and my depression 😻

    • @alexa_lmy5759
      @alexa_lmy5759 4 ปีที่แล้ว +157

      And now, are you okay ?

    • @inhaIeinhell
      @inhaIeinhell 4 ปีที่แล้ว +82

      LMAOO

    • @matureyoungman
      @matureyoungman 4 ปีที่แล้ว +155

      i generally don't like comments...

    • @hannahpries2854
      @hannahpries2854 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      me too

    • @Cathekk
      @Cathekk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      being a depressed coomer
      **music plays**

  • @marwaibnismail4853
    @marwaibnismail4853 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11570

    I love reading comments, I feel like we are all friends and tell each other about our problems and feelings..

    • @xoxo9776
      @xoxo9776 3 ปีที่แล้ว +239

      same, I love that everyone just helps eachothe even though we dont know anyone
      it shows how beautiful people can be

    • @swankiw6287
      @swankiw6287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      my friends just dont know how to reply to me when i tell them. Its not their fault tho they are one of the things that can make me happy

    • @jiyvb
      @jiyvb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      i wanna stay here forever omg...

    • @flossie6800
      @flossie6800 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      friends who’ve never met :)

    • @mewzoi
      @mewzoi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      exactly, i got so used to these kind youtube comments and nice people that i forgot how harsh the outside world is. some time ago i was struggling with some things and when i asked a group chat i'm in for advice they all made fun of me. i feel much better here.

  • @jewel5630
    @jewel5630 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3382

    this comment section gives me more comfort than my friends do.

    • @bellaruby7772
      @bellaruby7772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Ily :)

    • @marismuellner2316
      @marismuellner2316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Right I feel like I’ve know everyone for years

    • @C_nnibalism
      @C_nnibalism 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same and I love your pfp!

    • @jewel5630
      @jewel5630 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@bellaruby7772ilyt

    • @jewel5630
      @jewel5630 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@C_nnibalism thank you!

  • @theworstifyouwantit
    @theworstifyouwantit 2 ปีที่แล้ว +816

    I love staying up late just to play this song while staring at the ceiling. Everyone’s asleep, The house is quiet, I feel happy in those moments. When it’s raining, makes everything 10x better. This may sound weird, but while I do that I feel peaceful, and less stressed. Music really does wonders.

    • @valeriomcn
      @valeriomcn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here.

    • @vijayad6253
      @vijayad6253 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You spoke my mind!

    • @adonisjags
      @adonisjags ปีที่แล้ว

      I go out to my rooftop and stare at the stars and moon

    • @avachapman6073
      @avachapman6073 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This song just calms me! I don’t know what it is. 🤷‍♀️

    • @jonathankirby6216
      @jonathankirby6216 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm literally doing this rn. Try not to come back too often. But sometimes can't help myself

  • @dejavumuffin7459
    @dejavumuffin7459 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8338

    Why is everything better slowed

    • @Itsxziyad
      @Itsxziyad 4 ปีที่แล้ว +222

      Cus everyone depressed

    • @robyn2124
      @robyn2124 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      The worlds depression needs feeding.

    • @annadumbadze8691
      @annadumbadze8691 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Because life flies fast

    • @gabby3966
      @gabby3966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @[GMD] Ztay true words bro

    • @lizzysinclair2828
      @lizzysinclair2828 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Go check out my book voices playlist those slow songs slap

  • @maya_sunflowers4210
    @maya_sunflowers4210 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4887

    Being a hopeless romantic, without any romance in their life..

    • @adityasingha2110
      @adityasingha2110 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      SAME:)

    • @ashleyarnold8187
      @ashleyarnold8187 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I felt this🥲

    • @toasterdude6759
      @toasterdude6759 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Well I'm not really a smooth guy, but if you ever need a friend. I'm here 🙃✌️

    • @ashleyarnold8187
      @ashleyarnold8187 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Surely we all be friends😂

    • @delilahb1234
      @delilahb1234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Hey, that’s me... I’m a hopeless romantic with no experience 😀

  • @libbyfey
    @libbyfey 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1511

    i love how school made me starve myself, made my anxiety severe, depression severe, paranoia mild, etc.

    • @dianacastw
      @dianacastw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      just like that I feel, good that I'm already on vacation ...

    • @muhammad_sandhu
      @muhammad_sandhu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I’m sorry. Please know school is not ur life. U have so much to live for. Stay strong. Find a way to get through this. You’re not here to live for pain but to overcome it.

    • @achuu4091
      @achuu4091 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ily

    • @abcdefghijk7391
      @abcdefghijk7391 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      been feeling like this for a long time it sucks :(

    • @gb06_06
      @gb06_06 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      you forgot stress, making it so we dont have time for ourself, not giving us the ability to work on mental health, be tired and have less sleep, taking away freedom, judging us for numbers, teaching us stuff we wont even use and forget after the test, and even alott more i have atleast 200

  • @anushka.narsima
    @anushka.narsima 2 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    Both this song and the comment section is like a warm hug on a cold night ♡

  • @shuk0rina444
    @shuk0rina444 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2911

    at this point, i don’t even know what i’m living for. i’m just here.

    • @deathslingersucks
      @deathslingersucks 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      me

    • @imanedr6869
      @imanedr6869 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      My religion is the only reason I didn’t escape from this life

    • @beeegman
      @beeegman 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      this entire comment section pretty much. At least whatever the fuck we're doing we seem to be doing it correctly.

    • @milliev7835
      @milliev7835 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can relate..

    • @momov4060
      @momov4060 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      yh i cant do it to family and god, im scared of the pain but it would be such a relief

  • @szasophiaa
    @szasophiaa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28446

    ok this is stupid, but it feels so good when someone notices you’re not okay and they actually care

    • @ninicoh
      @ninicoh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +288

      yes omg :c

    • @chillixin
      @chillixin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +757

      Not stupid, needed

    • @fatmah6097
      @fatmah6097 4 ปีที่แล้ว +296

      Yes haha.. also it’s not stupid, your emotions and feelings aren’t stupid!❤️

    • @plvto1
      @plvto1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +209

      wish I had more friends that did that.

    • @alinav11
      @alinav11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      Lately someone did that completly unexpected. It helped me. It lasted for a day and the i was just as bad as before

  • @cheesypigeon4542
    @cheesypigeon4542 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8248

    It’s crazy how you can go from nonstop talking to not talking at all.

    • @kay.fitz10
      @kay.fitz10 3 ปีที่แล้ว +149

      that’s what happened to me and all the schoolwork isn’t helping it’s just stress and it’s hard it’s really hard I know I might look ok and I used to cry a lot but lately it’s more numb and music is an escape I have lost my social skills have grown quiet and became numb it’s hard I try but it’s still hard and I do try my best trust me but it’s still not easy

    • @monggi_yarn6731
      @monggi_yarn6731 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      i'm not liking your comment because it's at 69 like, but please know I have full intention of liking your comment

    • @Sethlfr
      @Sethlfr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      just happened to me today..

    • @TheFailBros
      @TheFailBros 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@Sethlfr I’m sorry dude. It eventually gets better. Keep your head up and don’t look back. Move forward

    • @adrianawoods7504
      @adrianawoods7504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      ik this isn’t really sad but once when I was in 2nd grade I was really sad and didn’t really talk at school the whole day cause I didn’t give my mom a kiss before I left and I felt bad

  • @nodemon755
    @nodemon755 2 ปีที่แล้ว +235

    This song, especially this version, changes my mood really quickly. I could be happy and change to sad asap when I listen to this, opposite to that when I feel sad it could change to happy in no time. It's crazy

    • @RelaxMusicForSleep_
      @RelaxMusicForSleep_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can help you relax with soft music. Please visit my channel and enjoy it.🌻 💓 🌷

    • @bolivarsantanall1208
      @bolivarsantanall1208 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fucking same

    • @prerna_zala
      @prerna_zala 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I can relate

  • @kmiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    @kmiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2134

    the comment section is so depressed

    • @beeegman
      @beeegman 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      but at the same time everyone seems to be so nice to each other

    • @kmiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
      @kmiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@beeegman ikr

    • @oolbgoolb7542
      @oolbgoolb7542 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      yup 😗✌️

    • @shouqh-x4u
      @shouqh-x4u 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      not depressed just sad

    • @prachipatel429
      @prachipatel429 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Its making me a little concerned

  • @medinahalilovic349
    @medinahalilovic349 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6188

    dude i can’t explain it but i don’t wanna die..i just don’t wanna exist anymore. you know? like i just wanna disappear for a little bit without any worries ahead.

    • @sarahigarcia856
      @sarahigarcia856 4 ปีที่แล้ว +149

      omg thats what i feel but when i told my cousin that exact same thing she looked at me and i could see the URGE in her eyes to laugh and slap me at the same time

    • @jiminslefthand4787
      @jiminslefthand4787 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      @@sarahigarcia856 same they just dont get how much im hurting

    • @gokcenbekret45
      @gokcenbekret45 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Wellll I was thinking that I was alone now I know there are 3 people somewhere in the world that just feels what I feel

    • @kohanaa2
      @kohanaa2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      just ghost everyone for a few days and drive. anywhere. get a hotel or sleep in your car, it’s a nice feeling

    • @izz.0828
      @izz.0828 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      thats called shifting

  • @herewegoagain3750
    @herewegoagain3750 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4378

    “ I don’t want to die, I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.”

    • @hellofaedra.
      @hellofaedra. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      Ah Freddie

    • @jaybaez7851
      @jaybaez7851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Haha Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen love them ❤️

    • @jm2818
      @jm2818 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      queen :(

    • @devikaparekh1983
      @devikaparekh1983 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      'Goodbye everybody I've got to go'

    • @wttlc4740
      @wttlc4740 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Darling...

  • @theojackson.
    @theojackson. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    Sad music is so beautiful, like I'm not necessarily sad or depressed but listening to these slowed, sad songs open up a whole different feeling that you don't get from anything else.

    • @killjoy2478
      @killjoy2478 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i completely agree

    • @Rachel59435
      @Rachel59435 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I honestly just find it relaxing tbh.

  • @chrysalline
    @chrysalline 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1198

    LYRICS (so u don't have to waste ur time scrolling to find one):
    You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
    Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers wrapped in your arms
    You've been hiding them in hollowed out pianos left in the dark
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Go and sneak us through the rivers flood is rising up on your knees, oh please
    Come out and haunt me, I know you want me
    Come out and haunt me
    Sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids
    Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    Oh, when you're all alone, I will reach for you
    When you're feeling low, I will be there, too

  • @lexaadama7696
    @lexaadama7696 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4525

    I had a dream about this boy and we we're slow dancing to song. I feel emotionally attached to him, but I don't even know him.

    • @Tarangrimsby
      @Tarangrimsby 4 ปีที่แล้ว +360

      Our brains can’t make up new faces. You have seen this guy before, but you just can’t remember. I hope you somehow will find and see him again though. Sounds so magical 💛

    • @livelaughandlobotomize
      @livelaughandlobotomize 4 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      you will cross paths with him again. ❤

    • @getsumcakes7452
      @getsumcakes7452 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Same sis!!!

    • @happinessmaseko9189
      @happinessmaseko9189 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Yet I thought I was the only one who dreams of this guy I don't know 😩

    • @anmarymichel
      @anmarymichel 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yea

  • @rosie7640
    @rosie7640 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5526

    I'm waiting for the day where I can say "I'm fine" and actually mean it.

    • @contadatv7639
      @contadatv7639 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      do you want to talk to me about it??

    • @aleyna1726
      @aleyna1726 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      You have to believe that you are fine and persuade yourself that you are fine and happy. It helps. You must change your subconcious mind, i felt like you too but i got over it when i did this stuff... Please do this, you need to change ur paradigm. Change how you live and change the musics you listen to into happier ones. You live once let it be fun and happy, take all the opportunities and help people give you...

    • @stankcrew4816
      @stankcrew4816 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      me too.

    • @tamiin1774
      @tamiin1774 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you will i promise

    • @kasserina4623
      @kasserina4623 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I say this always. But this is just a habit. I'm fine. Am I fine? Idk.

  • @shillylolo
    @shillylolo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +443

    Apocalypse. This song is like noticing the rain outside and choosing a midnight drive in a convertible. It's like being soaked in the water without a care in the world and keeping the radio on volume two. It's like pulling onto the highway at 2:46AM and being one of the only cars in sight. It's like reminiscing in the memories of them with you. It's like imagining them with you as you stop in the middle of the road, not a car in sight. It's like looking towards the sky as the rain grows heavier and blankets your face and hair and body in precipitation, the sound of their laughter bubbling over in your ears and in your mind. It's a feeling of longing and misery, but also euphoria. It's the feeling of missing someone so, so dearly, yet being able to cry and laugh at the same time because this is the best you've felt in months. It's a song of remembrance and of the future to look forward to. It's a bittersweet song. Apocalypse.
    [i honestly don't know what possessed me-- i just woke up, so please disregard anything not to your liking ^^]

    • @chadkowalczik6130
      @chadkowalczik6130 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      are you going to make a book with that or some shit-

    • @thehugehoncho1633
      @thehugehoncho1633 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Damn

    • @parvatisreeraman4601
      @parvatisreeraman4601 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      this was so fucking beautiful…. i imagined this scenario and have added it to my to do list before death …
      thanks for this … i hope you’re happy and safe wherever you are … take care

    • @kate3283
      @kate3283 ปีที่แล้ว

      you just made my day :)

  • @emilia.ac.2153
    @emilia.ac.2153 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2613

    This is perfect for my nightly crying session thank you 👍🏻

    • @gymnasticsluvr100
      @gymnasticsluvr100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      lmao same

    • @emilia000
      @emilia000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      we have the same name ;)

    • @emilia.ac.2153
      @emilia.ac.2153 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Emilía Atladóttir lol hello 😂

    • @lonjji7238
      @lonjji7238 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Have those all the time:)

    • @amimatcha5534
      @amimatcha5534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hey, I hope you are doing good :) keep your head up, I’m proud of you❤️

  • @beccaboovlogs
    @beccaboovlogs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4602

    it’s so sad watching yourself become the person you promised you would never become, and knowing there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it.

    • @Bryyyyymp
      @Bryyyyymp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      😔same

    • @LaVieDeTinaa
      @LaVieDeTinaa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I feel you on that

    • @soybigboy7566
      @soybigboy7566 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      cuz of that I lost my best friend and I'll do anything to get her back

    • @alexsandra12345
      @alexsandra12345 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@soybigboy7566южзь
      Жюэхббх

    • @nicolelacasse2470
      @nicolelacasse2470 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      my younger self would be so ashamed of me :(

  • @kailamiller6947
    @kailamiller6947 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19710

    This hits diff when you're failing at school and life in general

    • @Maithileepov
      @Maithileepov 4 ปีที่แล้ว +618

      I failed an exam on which my life depends

    • @popckyy
      @popckyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +426

      Ik and u just feel like u wanna give up cause there's nothing going right in ur life😩

    • @M3l0dyl0v3ss
      @M3l0dyl0v3ss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      Yeah...It really does

    • @Maithileepov
      @Maithileepov 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@popckyy yeah

    • @yrha0x442
      @yrha0x442 4 ปีที่แล้ว +300

      @@popckyy and like honestly whats the point, why are we fighting for a future that we might not even have.

  • @terkarenzova8888
    @terkarenzova8888 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    The therapeutic power this has over me is truly unbelievable. Im actually often not even able to describe all the emotions and feelings it brings me. Truly fascinating and very much underrated song.

  • @osamumiya5026
    @osamumiya5026 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4318

    i dont wanna die, im just tired. wish i could sleep forever. sleep away my problemes, grades, parents and mental state.

    • @starrah7600
      @starrah7600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      sleeping is an escape nowadays.

    • @honorablecoot8933
      @honorablecoot8933 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      i want to sleep and dream forever

    • @crawlingbackto67
      @crawlingbackto67 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      yes

    • @xoxo_amanda22
      @xoxo_amanda22 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I understand but please hold on.

    • @mickyclashroyale8560
      @mickyclashroyale8560 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Parents are the only beings you can trust . Your bloodline that's all matters . I feel you too

  • @nikolezarate6474
    @nikolezarate6474 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3392

    I’m not suicidal it’s just that every day feels the same. There’s no excitement anymore.. I’m just bored of life and tired.

    • @adriannafleckenstein4891
      @adriannafleckenstein4891 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      THIS.

    • @adriannafleckenstein4891
      @adriannafleckenstein4891 3 ปีที่แล้ว +115

      Im scared im not going to be able to live life to the fullest. I just really hope I have a purpose

    • @aoi69420
      @aoi69420 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      yes I'm not suicidal or depressed it's just life is so boring this is why I watch anime

    • @somiscottonballs2499
      @somiscottonballs2499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      it's ok buddy u'r not alone!!! i expirienced this kind of anxity this summer! and all i did to get passed through it is to do\practise new things, even tho changes in my life were the things i hated the most! and also i just waited and kept hopping it'll be ok even tho it's LITERALY not alright but it got better anway, just make enough time for ur self to rest\medidate\have fun on ur own, becuz U is the main charecter of ur life and nobody finna tell u otherwise :'))))

    • @purplishlettuce
      @purplishlettuce 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      i exactly feel like this and its driving me insane

  • @christina-ti6kw
    @christina-ti6kw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3225

    anyone else feel stuck and unmotivated?
    Whatever it is you’re going through, you will get through it. It sounds stupid but this will pass. Just stay around and see how your life turns out, stay strong and keep your head up. You all have so much to offer to this world and don’t deserve to feel like you need to disappear in order to be okay. One day you will be okay, and breathing, I just hope you all stick around to see it. Be strong and stay safe guys. Right now we need each other more than ever. 💙

    • @Okay_mystic
      @Okay_mystic 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      bruh literally me rn and even my therapists and doctors don't know what to do

    • @christina-ti6kw
      @christina-ti6kw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@Okay_mystic Honesty feels like there’s nothing you can do about it. But just wait the feelings out. I hope the days get better for you though. Stay strong.

    • @sofiacobb9538
      @sofiacobb9538 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Yea and my parents are mad at me cuz all I want to do is sleep cuz I don’t know or what to do anything and they are disappointed in me cuz I’m not doing school

    • @christina-ti6kw
      @christina-ti6kw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@sofiacobb9538 Just focus on you dude. You’re doing the best you can right now and to be honest, if all you can do is wake up and breathe, that’s enough. If people don’t understand what you’re going through, that’s their fault, not yours. Just take care of yourself and do what you can to make you better.

    • @linah_2005
      @linah_2005 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      yes literally me rn and everyone just keep calling me lazy when they know nothing bout whats going in my head

  • @BLACKROCKSGR3ATEST
    @BLACKROCKSGR3ATEST 2 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    This song kinda reminds me of like.. a feeling? like when you’re kinda sitting alone remembering something old or a good memory (ex. Relationships, friendships, a crush, a toy or memorable piece) .. it’s not sadness, but like a nostalgic emptiness?

    • @OkaySir
      @OkaySir 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      literally then u want to k ys☠️☠️😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

    • @kierandeville7776
      @kierandeville7776 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      poetic

    • @BLACKROCKSGR3ATEST
      @BLACKROCKSGR3ATEST ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kierandeville7776 mwehehehe

  • @natal5435
    @natal5435 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4961

    this hits different when your life is falling apart
    and when you're dying

    • @emiliahofer862
      @emiliahofer862 4 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      i love you and it gets better

    • @Harth_music
      @Harth_music 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      @@emiliahofer862 it really doesn’t...

    • @emiliahofer862
      @emiliahofer862 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      @@Harth_music i know it doesn’t seem like it but i promise it does

    • @zachlicon3040
      @zachlicon3040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      gg bro cya in the next one

    • @bryelle9658
      @bryelle9658 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@emiliahofer862 i hope so

  • @skauter4499
    @skauter4499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2216

    I kinda feel like the world is just me in my room nowadays. Kids my age are experiencing stuff , finding new friends , finding love and shit. and I feel like I'm just stuck

    • @daisyfregoso6739
      @daisyfregoso6739 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Felttttt😭🥺 it’s honestly soooo sad

    • @amro7655
      @amro7655 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      especially w strict parents :/

    • @urmom-zo6hs
      @urmom-zo6hs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Same like I sit and just think to myself what am I doing why can't I just be normal why can't I just have friends like when other ppl leave there phone for an hour it blown up from texts from all these friends and I look at mine and its dry ash nobody's texted my to just talk in months I feel like I'm just waiting away and like I have no purpose im alone and it feels like I always be

    • @bnbuckets9739
      @bnbuckets9739 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Bro, those kids aren’t doing anything special. Everything will be ok. I promise:)

    • @rmxevbio5889
      @rmxevbio5889 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@urmom-zo6hs You need to love yourself first

  • @tata-oo3id
    @tata-oo3id 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1671

    i don’t want to die i’m just so tired of my life, but one day if i don’t wake up, i won’t be sad

    • @swaggykid7150
      @swaggykid7150 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I love you so much

    • @asiyayuldashev9125
      @asiyayuldashev9125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i love you

    • @triple.k999
      @triple.k999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@asiyayuldashev9125 but i love you

    • @asiyayuldashev9125
      @asiyayuldashev9125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@triple.k999 LOVE YOU MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

    • @gabisanchez442
      @gabisanchez442 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      this is exactly how i feel. im sorry you feel this way it will get better soon

  • @Tryvns
    @Tryvns 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    "When you're all alone, I will reach for you" best line in a song I've heard

  • @sanim9666
    @sanim9666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2680

    Comment Section:
    School Sucks
    I’m lonely and depressed
    Have no friends
    Feelings we all have but can’t express

    • @moss5538
      @moss5538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      What Parents see:
      Your grades are dropping!!
      It’s that damn phone!
      Just talk to them!
      Get out of this phase it’s been 13 years *SWEETIE*

    • @ecliipsedsuns
      @ecliipsedsuns 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      literally my life in a nutshell

    • @iheartt.lenaa_
      @iheartt.lenaa_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Honestly. Youtude comments are the best way to vent

    • @sumeyye1505
      @sumeyye1505 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Plus, parents issues

    • @katsaw.5613
      @katsaw.5613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      u just described my life lmaooo

  • @kymethyst4619
    @kymethyst4619 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7817

    The entire school system needs to read these comments, they're killing us.

    • @rotten4548
      @rotten4548 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      exactly.

    • @moss5538
      @moss5538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      @Elizabeth Quezada to the world 😔

    • @Dianamarlenee
      @Dianamarlenee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      My school made it a requirement for all the students in the school to take 8 classes for online school, I’m
      ✨ deceased ✨. 💀

    • @beyza1537
      @beyza1537 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      exactly.

    • @melanlemartinez
      @melanlemartinez 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Ikr...

  • @nansidurrant1033
    @nansidurrant1033 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1623

    bff: why r u so sad stop it
    siblings: stop acting so depressed
    Parents: stop messing about your fine go do ur homework
    Music: it's ok im here for you

    • @moatasemkassab4517
      @moatasemkassab4517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I really wanna die... Like really, I have tremendous amounts of unfinished assignments and unstudied chapters, I have an addiction, and I now sleep in the morning and wake up at night, I just turned 15 two months ago, and I find this extremely disheartening that I haven't changed. I hope I get out this dark tunnel as soon as possible.

    • @xoxo9776
      @xoxo9776 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@moatasemkassab4517 Hi, I dont know you and you dont know me. Just know that death is not the right decision. I know its an awful sentence, but its true. ive been in your place, i didnt have an addiction, but one of my friends had. I just wanted to let you know that there are so much more things to experience in life than just school. I wont be able to help you to get out of that tunnel, thats your thing. But what i can do is telling you that youre loved. And everythng will be okay, trust me. the little things make us truly happy. for example: I title my day as a good day, when something nice happened, this could even be the sun for one second or a fucking delicious meal. i just really want you to know that youre loved and cared about. I really hope I was able to help you :)

    • @moatasemkassab4517
      @moatasemkassab4517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@xoxo9776 Thanks for this :), I needed a message like this

    • @justaperson247
      @justaperson247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@moatasemkassab4517 I feel the EXACT same way. I recently turned 14, about month ago and I have so much unfinished work for school that I haven’t done. I don’t even DO school anymore. It’s been months since I’ve done school and I don’t know how to get back. It’s become so much of a burden for me and I’m constantly thinking about it and how I’ve failed not only myself, but the people around me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t talk to anybody, or do anything I used to do. It’s like I’m stuck in an endless loop that I don’t know how to get out of no matter how hard I try. Good to know that at least I’m not alone. We’re in this together bud. Wish you the best:,)

    • @moatasemkassab4517
      @moatasemkassab4517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@justaperson247 I'm happy to know that I'm not alone in this suffering, we'll get through this together, today I felt suicidal, but I didn't do it, because I knew that I'm preventing a generation from being born, and at the same time who knows? Maybe God gave us those hardships to go through and maybe they're valuable to our future because we learn from them, don't worry we can get through this together❤️😊

  • @clousdy5464
    @clousdy5464 2 ปีที่แล้ว +143

    Hits different when it's 2 am and you're crying over losing someone you love

    • @paladindanse6204
      @paladindanse6204 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I am sorry to hear it. Be strong and don't give up, one day it will be better, time heals wounds.

  • @coolbeansmcgee2768
    @coolbeansmcgee2768 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7129

    It’s getting bad again . I just want someone to notice .

    • @nyctophilia2080
      @nyctophilia2080 4 ปีที่แล้ว +160

      hi i hope you find happiness soon, if u wanna talk im here

    • @hana-qq1oz
      @hana-qq1oz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Im here

    • @stdney10
      @stdney10 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      it hurts and if they noticed they would just throw my feelings aside, though.

    • @mil.5645
      @mil.5645 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Hey, im in the same situation...
      Alot of people are here for you remember you are loved and
      you matter.♡

    • @rafa-yj1jv
      @rafa-yj1jv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      the right person will notice, hold on to that

  • @gorillagrip6751
    @gorillagrip6751 4 ปีที่แล้ว +466

    the tears fall in silence now.

  • @arealcoolguy5630
    @arealcoolguy5630 4 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    These slow songs hit different, the slowness slowly injects emotions into you at a deeper and more powerful level.

    • @zainabali1233
      @zainabali1233 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i knoww

    • @weemouse3056
      @weemouse3056 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Haha I love how deep this was 😂❤️
      (If u want some slowed songs I have a playlist of them on my channel. If u have any requests just tell me and I can put them on there for u❤️)

  • @miuzukifox4970
    @miuzukifox4970 2 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    This song sometimes bring peace, but sometimes pain.

    • @ninju4249
      @ninju4249 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes you are right ..and now I'm in absolute pain 😭😭😭

  • @x.evelyn.x
    @x.evelyn.x 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20198

    "i just wanna be...appreciated"

    • @ok.coolaid5948
      @ok.coolaid5948 4 ปีที่แล้ว +207

      hi bb, I love you so much and you absolutely marvelous to me always

    • @matildesembach2564
      @matildesembach2564 4 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      thought i was the only saying it while it was playing

    • @piscesdaisies
      @piscesdaisies 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Me too :)

    • @celina4721
      @celina4721 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      & you are appreciated ❤️🙂

    • @marielaramirez5159
      @marielaramirez5159 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      @@ok.coolaid5948 i love people like you💖🥺

  • @shy9857
    @shy9857 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15011

    it’s funny how my parents notice my grades dropping but don’t notice that i stopped eating, stopped smiling, sleep all day, and cry all night. but none of that matters when i’m failing math class, right?

    • @katewischman8196
      @katewischman8196 3 ปีที่แล้ว +579

      this really hits home

    • @justanormalcivilian9622
      @justanormalcivilian9622 3 ปีที่แล้ว +703

      They don't notice the effort you're trying to make. All those late nights finishing homework. Only getting 5 hours of sleep, staying awake for more than 14 hours. Not really giving a fuck in anything that used to interest you. That tired face you have. They only notice your mistakes and failures.

    • @madelynlonczak2002
      @madelynlonczak2002 3 ปีที่แล้ว +143

      we love you 🤍 i’m sure they do, too. any way you could talk with them about it? sometimes they just try to focus on the things they think will help you succeed and lose focus of the things that make you, you.

    • @willow_animates8123
      @willow_animates8123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +141

      Yeah.... parents... all they care about is education these days.... half the stuff I dont even need to learn about...!!!

    • @liliana-dp6fe
      @liliana-dp6fe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      THISSSSS

  • @maylapyaehan6206
    @maylapyaehan6206 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1870

    I am a girl from Myanmar. I don't have my own room. I live in a house of 13 people. I live with my family of four in a really small room. Going on social media and see people sneak out, find love, find friends and have fun just fills me with envy. My family is really strict. I need to ask permission to get out of my own room with three other people. I live with my cousins and a sibling. They all have miserable lives. All we can freely do is eat, watch our phone, and I- nothing else. I am here to manifest my dreams. Wish you a good luck too :)

    • @sophiehayes3924
      @sophiehayes3924 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

      i’m so sorry :(

    • @fatinzulaikha3453
      @fatinzulaikha3453 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      awh my dad's from there and i visited once and yea sum rlly have hard life may you get what u dream for love

    • @Landeros69
      @Landeros69 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      Bestie I’m so sorry:( I really hope life gets better, just remember that you are beautiful and loved:)

    • @blibblob2741
      @blibblob2741 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      im really sorry :C I really hope you can achieve your dreams!! I might not really know you but I believe in you, you got this :D

    • @snowsnoww6458
      @snowsnoww6458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      girl im manifesting for you! i hope that you can go live your teenage years with freedom.

  • @claireetally
    @claireetally 2 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    This song makes me feel like I'm too young to be going through all that I'm going through

    • @AmiraElkaddouri
      @AmiraElkaddouri ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ikr

    • @JESSEWENEEDTOLIFT
      @JESSEWENEEDTOLIFT ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You ain’t goin through nun💀😭😭

    • @catgh0st
      @catgh0st ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JESSEWENEEDTOLIFT shut the fuck up

    • @opubapty1298
      @opubapty1298 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@JESSEWENEEDTOLIFT dawg literally no one asked u, why r u commenting? 💀 like at least that person can find others that can relate to them by posting that comment, you have no one to relate to 🗿

  • @sw4mpwat3r
    @sw4mpwat3r 3 ปีที่แล้ว +587

    Lyrics
    You leapt from crumbling bridges
    Watching cityscapes turn to dust
    Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean
    From way above
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in there forever
    And they just can't say goodbye
    Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers
    Wrapped in your arms
    You've been hiding them in
    Hollowed out pianos left in the dark
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in there forever
    And they just can't say goodbye
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Go and sneak us through the rivers
    Flood is rising up on your knees, oh please
    Come out and haunt me, I know you want me
    Come out and haunt me
    Sharing all your secrets with each other
    Since you were kids
    Sleeping soundly with the locket
    That she gave you cutched in your fist
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in there forever
    And you just can't say goodbye
    You've been locked in there forever
    And you just can't say goodbye
    Oh, oh
    When you're all alone
    I will reach for you
    When you're feeling low
    I will be there too

  • @a.d.1926
    @a.d.1926 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9183

    This goes so good with my depression.

    • @carlitosmoreau5209
      @carlitosmoreau5209 4 ปีที่แล้ว +111

      Bru you need someone to talk to? 🥺

    • @sanjikaushal2251
      @sanjikaushal2251 4 ปีที่แล้ว +156

      don’t self diagnose if u don’t have it

    • @FaIsALl115
      @FaIsALl115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +263

      @@sanjikaushal2251 Mentally healthy people can get depressed, clinical depression is when that period is prolonged.

    • @smokey3383
      @smokey3383 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      im sorry you're going through that dear 💘💕 i hope you soon recover

    • @ok4681
      @ok4681 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      good lucky it’s very difficult 🤧

  • @riya9427
    @riya9427 3 ปีที่แล้ว +794

    if you made it here, i need to tell you that it's ok to not know what, why, or how

    • @alexklaus3876
      @alexklaus3876 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      but it sucks not knowing :( i hate the feeling of not knowing. not knowing what is bothering me or not knowing what i'm feeling. it might be ok but it still sucks :/
      i hope you're doing well tho

    • @user-us4fl3ci6h
      @user-us4fl3ci6h 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alexklaus3876 same asf but i mostly feel sick. sick of everything. people, being alive and not keeping her close to me. i guess i need her so bad but i cant even tell that to myself. I'm so tired. I don't wanna feel in this way anymore. I don't know how to stop it. I don't know if i get better, even if I get thru of this shit. idk what to do anymore. I fucked up. I really, really fucked up and nothing can fix that :/

    • @alexklaus3876
      @alexklaus3876 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@user-us4fl3ci6h hey hey, love, you’re good, alright? remember that this too shall pass. there’s more to life than people, trust me on this. you gotta start loving your own company, spend time with yourself. and everybody makes mistakes, hun, but eventually it works out in the end. give it time. lots of love to you

    • @biljana144
      @biljana144 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you

    • @riya9427
      @riya9427 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@biljana144 ur welcome

  • @cktracks
    @cktracks ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Just kinda crazy I’m laying here in my bed right now listening to this and this is one of my favorite songs ever. I’m 22 years old, about to be fresh out of college and on my own, and about to be starting a job where I’ll be making a great amount of money for myself but still lost in everything. I’ll probably look back on this comment in 10 years and reflect on myself, but who knows where I’ll be or if I’ll even remember commenting this. I just hope that if you see this, we’re feeling the same. I wish the best to everybody. If anyone sees this, let me know how you’re feeling too.
    2023

    • @cushystorms
      @cushystorms ปีที่แล้ว

      I listen to this often. It calms me down incredibly and I choose nice things. I like this kind of music even more because I'm going through a mental crisis.

    • @tristinnewton7371
      @tristinnewton7371 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey! Lovely comment. I listen to this kind of music to help relax and it helps me breathe a little easier.

  • @hasllygreen7798
    @hasllygreen7798 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4257

    Imagine u and your soulmate dancing this song in the rain.

  • @smrmrmrmrmr
    @smrmrmrmrmr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +489

    its not just sadness anymore. its regret, guilt, the feeling of never ever being up to anyone's standards and thinking that you never will be. its endless pain.

    • @gabriela.diaz_
      @gabriela.diaz_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      exactly. I hope ur doing ok bb

    • @InkOfFlyingColors
      @InkOfFlyingColors 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It might or might not get better. But like with everything else, you'll get better at dealing with it, with practice. The fun bit is practice, in this case, is just living through the moments... You'll see a sunrise when the past will only bring a certain smile on your face. And no matter what, know that you might be lonely, but you are not alone. We are lonely together. Take care, stranger. It was nice to know that you feel me better than most of the people who know me...

    • @smrmrmrmrmr
      @smrmrmrmrmr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@InkOfFlyingColors and to you.. i hope you live a life filled with joy

    • @smrmrmrmrmr
      @smrmrmrmrmr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@gabriela.diaz_ getting better. im trying. i hope ur okay my love

  • @elizabethgriffiths7
    @elizabethgriffiths7 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3127

    im so lonely.

    • @ok4681
      @ok4681 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      i’m here if you need 🥺

    • @kiwikwazy
      @kiwikwazy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      honestly same. i just a want a friend. a genuine friend who i can talk to whenever i want and we can laugh and play games together. we can tell each other secrets and stay up late texting and have those deep conversations that make u rethink life. i just a want a friend who i can go out with and we can have fun together. i just want a friend :/

    • @damarisgonzalez1555
      @damarisgonzalez1555 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      no you arent. im here for you.

    • @xTerrorKittyx
      @xTerrorKittyx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Feel u ...♡

    • @party4yous
      @party4yous 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@kiwikwazy hi uhm im not sure if i can help that much but my insta is @uwusnaruto , dm me and we can talk it through , we can be friends :))

  • @popoffpeppar
    @popoffpeppar 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This song is like sitting outside of a cafe in a small town in the Pacific Northwest during Fall. It’s cloudy, you’re people watching, appreciating the beautiful nature, and enjoying the vibes. Life is calm.

  • @grace-qs9rx
    @grace-qs9rx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +956

    im so in love with this boy. if hes not the one then idk who is. hes so perfect, his smile, his laugh, his hair, everything about him. is just perfect. he makes me so happy, hes so respectful and sweet. hes good with kids and hes so funny. hes tall, he has brown eyes and dyes his hair. he paints his nails and wears eyeliner, im sososo madly in love with him. ill always wait for him platonically or not. i trust him with my everything. hes my forever :). i hope he comes to realize that ill always be there for him. all i want is him to want me the way i want him. ill always want him, and only him

    • @raquelh707
      @raquelh707 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      I was in the same position. Then he fell in love with someone else. I had to get over him. It took me a while but there will always be a piece of him in my heart. I hope you get the guy because he sounds awesome :)

    • @beyondmakeup5341
      @beyondmakeup5341 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      took the words right out of my mouth

    • @j-three368
      @j-three368 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      that's deadass my dream boy

    • @abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxy11111
      @abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxy11111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I really do hope things go well for you 💕 I hope you get the man of your dreams, everyone is deserving of love 💘

    • @raquelh707
      @raquelh707 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Deserie Rodriguez Thank you!

  • @rosepoton6947
    @rosepoton6947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3448

    I'm not suicidal, but i dont want to wake up anymore. I wish i could just stay asleep forever, lost in my own head and replaying crazy dreams. My real life has become useless, meaningless. I'm just tired.

    • @moony3335
      @moony3335 3 ปีที่แล้ว +109

      *inhales in reality shifting*

    • @ecahtott518
      @ecahtott518 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      bestie same .

    • @hiraaltntas6514
      @hiraaltntas6514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      You'r right but dont think that type thing .Because life is short and enjoy

    • @radwamohamed_
      @radwamohamed_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @myrrh7691
      @myrrh7691 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      omg this comment feels like home

  • @raivis4455
    @raivis4455 3 ปีที่แล้ว +439

    Can we talk about that feeling when you're so sad and you really just feel like crying but you cant? It's such a horrible feeling and I can't even find the way to express it most of the time. All that sadness is just stuck in there and you can't get rid of it. The problem has gotten so bad I'm even used to it by now. I wish people didn't make fun of me for expressing my sadness when I was younger. I wish they hadn't called me a crybaby, because now I can't even cry when I really want to.

    • @sb-jy6sh
      @sb-jy6sh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      can i hug you... I understand you very well.

    • @redonredifyouknowwhatimean4335
      @redonredifyouknowwhatimean4335 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Wow this is explains the feeling very well I've always wanted to explain it but I couldn't and this is a good explanation

    • @adriannafleckenstein4891
      @adriannafleckenstein4891 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You got this baby, I love you you are so strong

    • @sampritidas7460
      @sampritidas7460 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's okay.. you are loved ❤️

    • @mattmatt9855
      @mattmatt9855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s like a rollercoaster that keeps going down then suddenly just goes flat again forever. You still feel the same but with no way to go up or down. You learn to deal with it like most things in your life unfortunately.

  • @stonedstickman
    @stonedstickman 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Im not usually a person who listens to music like this, hell alot of tears go out for some reason. Feels empty and nice at the same time.

  • @ArvindSharma-sd8we
    @ArvindSharma-sd8we 4 ปีที่แล้ว +902

    It's so hard. Everything seems so hard. I don't wanna live. Everything seems so weary.
    Ps---Thanks to all of you for replying. It means a lot to me and one more thing I WON'T GIVE UP TILL MY LAST BREATH....
    If winter comes ,can spring be far behind?

    • @marieratnik161
      @marieratnik161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      it will be okay i promise. things will get better even if u feel like its getting worse, there is no rainbow without the storm. i. love. you.

    • @jasmine-boo
      @jasmine-boo 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      It's never been easy, you just decide when you want to get throw it or not. you'll find the peace that you're looking for one day. I promise.
      There was a day when some stranger promised me that I'll find the peace I am craving for one day, I believed that and since then I don't wait for anyone to make me happy because I know that peace won't come by its own baby. You need to follow the light and just let the dark be. You're that little child that wants to be in the sun. Follow the light

    • @sophiee7912
      @sophiee7912 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@jasmine-boo this.

    • @morgankanai9688
      @morgankanai9688 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Don’t give up. There are people that love you, including us 💘

    • @נהוראיסבגי-נ7מ
      @נהוראיסבגי-נ7מ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I can't promise things will get better.. not always it happens.
      But I really hope you will get better as soon as possible.
      and even if not, Its ok.. don't blame yourself for this.
      ILY!!

  • @weirdopeach7474
    @weirdopeach7474 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5159

    When you pressed like botton before It even played

    • @fyaazhaque4026
      @fyaazhaque4026 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      omg yes

    • @Jlo.diary1
      @Jlo.diary1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      yes

    • @sushiiwlfie4944
      @sushiiwlfie4944 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I did the same thing-

    • @ru406
      @ru406 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you know it boo👏

    • @vsedits1
      @vsedits1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I always do😭

  • @ThefFoxdd
    @ThefFoxdd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1756

    If anyone is reading this, you're close to surviving 2020. I know you can make it. Im so proud that your still here. Keep going dear friend, ily!

    • @varietyhub2948
      @varietyhub2948 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      This year has been extremely good to me

    • @kaylaf2646
      @kaylaf2646 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      this made me tear up🥺

    • @jaircruz6493
      @jaircruz6493 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      hey i hope ur doing great and life is going well ily even tho we dont know eachother i just hope ur doing great luv:)

    • @vendelaknoll1396
      @vendelaknoll1396 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ily too 🥺

    • @ThefFoxdd
      @ThefFoxdd 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jaircruz6493 I hope the same for you dear friend.

  • @Cr1spy_L3Y
    @Cr1spy_L3Y 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This song had me crying all night, its soft tone and everything about it reminds me of my bf.. He is the kindest most sweetest thing that ever existed in my life, loosing him is a stab through my heart because everything about him made me realize i wasnt that bad after all, he made me feel more loved and spent time with me even if we where in different time lines, he gave me more than just enough he tells me to do whatever and just supports my choice, he made me laugh, giggle and smile even if i was never in the mood to, just typing this out makes me cry and realize how special he is to me, its so hard to find someonr like him especially in this generation, and im glad i hit the jackpot, i love him so much, i hope one day, he can officially call me his wife.

  • @miacamacho2504
    @miacamacho2504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +720

    i swear.. music is my only escape from reality. im so tired and music just gets me, yk?

  • @avery1741
    @avery1741 3 ปีที่แล้ว +482

    I miss the old me, the happy me, I was social, smart, and now I'm starving myself and depression is tarring me apart piece by piece, I'm failing all my classes, I'm losing hope, I haven't slept in days, all my friends changed and then left. and my parents are starting to become abusive, I don't know what I'm living for at this point.

    • @wyyth
      @wyyth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      im scared my friends will leave me

    • @krisztinaboros2025
      @krisztinaboros2025 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Please don't give up, we are here to talk with you. We are with you.

    • @heartshqpedbox
      @heartshqpedbox 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      please don't give up, if you need someone to talk you can dm me on instagram it's @r4ing0th, you're loved

    • @rityanan6825
      @rityanan6825 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@heartshqpedbox stop we have similar names

    • @lostretard7767
      @lostretard7767 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you are strong, you can do it. We believe in you. One day everything will get better and until this day you will show everyone how strong you are. Keep on, we love u

  • @julienxcls
    @julienxcls 3 ปีที่แล้ว +511

    LYRICS
    You leapt from crumbling bridges
    Watching cityscapes turn to dust
    Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean
    From way above
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You’ve been locked in there forever
    And they just can’t say goodbye
    Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers
    Wrapped in your arms
    You’ve been hiding them in
    Hollowed out pianos left in the dark
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You’ve been locked in there forever
    And they just can’t say goodbye
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse (apoca-lips lol)
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Go and sneak us through the river
    Flood is rising up on you knees, oh please
    Come out and haunt me
    I know you want me
    Come out and haunt me
    Sharing all your secrets with each other
    Since you were kids
    Sleeping soundly with the locket
    That she gave you cutched in you fist
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You’ve been locked in there forever
    And you just can’t say goodbye
    You’ve been locked in there forever
    And you just can’t say goodbye
    Oh, oh
    When you’re all alone
    I will reach for you
    When you’re feeling low
    I will be there too

    • @rxbbyn_w4973
      @rxbbyn_w4973 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      It’s funny how I found this comment at the end of the sound but I’ll re watch the video to sin the lyrics

    • @poonam5646
      @poonam5646 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@rxbbyn_w4973 same-(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)

    • @blazeriki
      @blazeriki 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Can we get this pinned??

    • @mole4818
      @mole4818 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i keep hearing 'got the music in your baby tummy wAa'

    • @swaggykid7150
      @swaggykid7150 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Tysm

  • @moonnbang
    @moonnbang 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    Why nobody ever talks about 4:35 its my favorite part and literally lifts me to the air

  • @yourfriendaspen
    @yourfriendaspen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10755

    schools kinda hard when you’re trying to stay alive

    • @maddydecker5023
      @maddydecker5023 4 ปีที่แล้ว +131

      felt :\

    • @benhartley8598
      @benhartley8598 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      You just need to keep going, it’s going to be difficult now and it might even get worse but It’ll make you stronger when you get through it. You’re not alone

    • @weemouse3056
      @weemouse3056 4 ปีที่แล้ว +76

      School will be over soon. And it will just be ‘one of those memories’ again.
      ‘Sometimes we have to drown to know how good it feels to breathe again.’

    • @handsome_butter_biscuit3925
      @handsome_butter_biscuit3925 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Both your comments are hard. But there is just two deaths in my school and that sucks. Don't add to the list because you have to remember Wear your friend too fauna

    • @Micaela1527
      @Micaela1527 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I know EXACTLY what you're talking about

  • @jae9298
    @jae9298 3 ปีที่แล้ว +443

    at this point i dont even know my purpose. none of this matters. everyday is the same thing waking up at 5pm staying in bed,not eating,staring at my ceiling,trying to talk to friends to forgot about feeling numb,while failing almost all of my classes. i have no motivation for anything. i hate that i feel so numb and drained and i cant do anything about it. whats wrong with me? i wasnt like this last year. i was so happy,passing all my classes. i just want the old me back. i wanna actually be happy again. im tired of fighting this endless battle.nothing works.

    • @israah.2170
      @israah.2170 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      hey. im always here if you need to talk. im going through the same thing right now

    • @rayanchakrabarti6777
      @rayanchakrabarti6777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Always here if you want to talk.

    • @Inl0vewit._.Serenn
      @Inl0vewit._.Serenn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Wanna be my friend we can both go through it together we can both fight the battle together.

    • @katsaw.5613
      @katsaw.5613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      my life right now. i dont know what happened, I miss the old me. my friends ditched me and I completely lost myself overnight.

    • @Inl0vewit._.Serenn
      @Inl0vewit._.Serenn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jae9298 Alrighty right now i don't have my phone so ill add u once It back

  • @Luhhjadanichhole
    @Luhhjadanichhole 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2390

    it hurts knowing you are slowly falling into that dark hole that you worked soooo damn hard to get out of...

    • @earthtwoglory
      @earthtwoglory 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      fr

    • @boohoo7782
      @boohoo7782 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      you can do it again, i believe in you:)

    • @santiagomercado5281
      @santiagomercado5281 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yup

    • @erikavincent6639
      @erikavincent6639 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You already know what it looks like. You don’t have to go back

    • @uzielmuniz1
      @uzielmuniz1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can feel this so deeply

  • @jevonkurian321
    @jevonkurian321 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    somehow getting to know that theres a lot of people knowing your pain of being alone and depressed is kinda comforting

  • @kaidou3724
    @kaidou3724 3 ปีที่แล้ว +991

    parents: your gonna get held back
    school: 10 assignments due tomorrow
    friends: shut up omg
    music: I relate its gonna be okay :)

    • @name-mb4ed
      @name-mb4ed 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      comments too sis, comments too

    • @czlowiekgoomb1400
      @czlowiekgoomb1400 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Gabriella_ PlaysMinecraft hey dude i'm really sorry for you i wish you get better soon :(

    • @rokkoo1437
      @rokkoo1437 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      exactly- especially to the first thing.. I have a really hard time doing my homework, and it brings down my grades A LOT. My parents have told me that if i dont keep up my school may not want me anymore (i go to a private school) or that i might be held back. They say that like those are the only two options- we've even been thinking about other schools for me to apply to, like they already know that my school wont want me. Im so stressed and my only way of coping and keeping myself alive, is by using my free time solely for self care, but even that isnt enough... Ive actually been cleaning my room for the past two days, without even being told to!! :D but they dont seem to care and say that im just procrastinating o_o sorry for the rant!! and i really hope you feel better soon

    • @augustoe12
      @augustoe12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@rokkoo1437 you making all these efforts is so fucking goood, im glad you sre practicing self care, sometimes this is all that matters, i wish you well! This is gon sound weird , but i love you and hope you are well!

    • @lxserlxser6344
      @lxserlxser6344 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      preach

  • @Pandaonesie101
    @Pandaonesie101 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1363

    bruh this whole comment section is exactly how i feel. like i feel everyone's pain here and i know its so tough being alive. honestly i dont wanna die but i wanna disappear into a new world where everything is nice and i get to be with the love of my life in a beautiful city like paris and we paint everyday with our warm cups of tea and look out the large window to see the sunrise. I just know we all want some kind of escape but dont worry we're close to getting one, dont give up yet.

    • @Samuel-fy7tt
      @Samuel-fy7tt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Trust me Paris is not a dream

    • @Skuvix
      @Skuvix 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@princitea sometimes happiness is all that matters

    • @muffingirlx5701
      @muffingirlx5701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel the same way I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels like this ❤️

    • @madarauchiha21
      @madarauchiha21 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      If only you knew how much Jesus loves you .

    • @idekgoodnight9814
      @idekgoodnight9814 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this is so accurate omg i cant-

  • @geminireacts9597
    @geminireacts9597 5 ปีที่แล้ว +636

    Too underrated

    • @user-eg7sr2zv4u
      @user-eg7sr2zv4u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      And yet it's one of their most well known songs

  • @lineon1
    @lineon1 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    And here I am again, after 4 years. Lockdown vibes online classes. Uncertainty back then. I didn't knew how to feel about it all. I didn't knew anything about world back then. Now I am at collage feeling peacefull vibing to this masterpiece 🌠

  • @alanamh9383
    @alanamh9383 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1283

    POV: it’s 7 am you haven’t slept in days and you’ve been in the same clothes for a week and ur failing school nd staring at the ceiling while this song play over Nd over again

    • @joshcucchiaro3882
      @joshcucchiaro3882 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Pretty much but my relationship with my parents is horrible

    • @ST1RM
      @ST1RM 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Thought it was just me.

    • @ST1RM
      @ST1RM 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I'm here for you tho

    • @alanamh9383
      @alanamh9383 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@joshcucchiaro3882 same it’s like they’re in my life just not present if it makes sense

    • @cupsoup6401
      @cupsoup6401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@alanamh9383 same and i feel guilty about it but when i try to be with them they yell at me and belittle me so wtf am i supposed to do yknow. ugh i hate this shit

  • @liliana-dp6fe
    @liliana-dp6fe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1965

    parents: yells at me about school every day.
    school: sends work every 2 seconds
    music: it's okay I'm here
    update: I just wish my parents could see their sad & empty child because behind this smile I am hurting inside.
    update: I feel so empty inside. I feel worthless. day by day I'm missing work. school honestly has ruined my mental health. I wish I was happy in life. nothing feels the same anymore. I wish he didn't leave. My parents don't get it at all. I've been having suicidal thoughts for about a month now. I just wish I had someone to talk to.
    update: omg I forgot I wrote this lol but ty for the support I'm better now ty for all the love I'm happy to say I'm happy now ty for everthing

    • @cioluvsurnan5722
      @cioluvsurnan5722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Own your weirdness! There’s people who’ll like you for who you are. 😁

    • @juliakeyes3713
      @juliakeyes3713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      hotel: trivago

    • @mija1570
      @mija1570 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Music is everything to me. It is like therapy even though sometimes some music make you even sadder, but i like when i read the comments. thay make me feel like I'm not the only one who feels like this and there's somone somewhere can relates to me.

    • @liliana-dp6fe
      @liliana-dp6fe 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mija1570 honestly

    • @sam-vx5of
      @sam-vx5of 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      him: i dont love u anymore

  • @crux-
    @crux- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5268

    leaving a comment so whenever it gets liked I come back here, read all the comments and listen to this masterpiece again :')

    • @Coochilover
      @Coochilover 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      Come backkkkk

    • @quittedp6790
      @quittedp6790 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      U °꓃ °U doggo wants you back to listen together

    • @mysteryperson3968
      @mysteryperson3968 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Thats a great idea from a great and beautiful ,smart person

    • @happysad8696
      @happysad8696 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      ◉‿◉◉‿◉◉‿◉ʘ‿ʘ◉‿◉◉‿◉◉‿◉◉‿◉◉‿◉ʘ‿ʘ◉‿◉◉‿◉

    • @kyara.h8500
      @kyara.h8500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ❤️❤️

  • @chxnvx5873
    @chxnvx5873 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I’ll never get tired of this song

  • @marianaarrais4113
    @marianaarrais4113 4 ปีที่แล้ว +507

    You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
    Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers wrapped in your arms
    You've been hiding them in hollowed out pianos left in the dark
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Go and sneak us through the rivers flood is rising up on your knees, oh please
    Come out and haunt me, I know you want me
    Come out and haunt me
    Sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids
    Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    You've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye
    Oh, when you're all alone, I will reach for you
    When you're feeling low, I will be there, too

  • @lisaajodyn9612
    @lisaajodyn9612 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2589

    Can you imagine 2 people taking about each other in the comments and not knowing 😭

    • @sarahyoussef
      @sarahyoussef 4 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      must be so beautiful

    • @kewoked3722
      @kewoked3722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      What is real will prosper. They'll find each other :)

    • @lisaajodyn9612
      @lisaajodyn9612 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@kewoked3722 I really hope💘

    • @kewoked3722
      @kewoked3722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@lisaajodyn9612 I'm positive!

    • @hisoka2000
      @hisoka2000 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      im literally so scared to comment something for that exact reason😭😭

  • @rambo8911
    @rambo8911 3 ปีที่แล้ว +947

    i love how my parents notice my rooms messy but havent noticed me stopping brushing my hair, stopped getting dressed, barely doing school, cutting myself, staying in my room all day and more.

    • @solitaire2939
      @solitaire2939 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Dont hurt yourself :(

    • @sophia-ne3gu
      @sophia-ne3gu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      hi, im here. I'm going through the same as you are so i can understand. Do you have tiktok or discord so i can talk to you not in the youtube comments. you deserve more than the way you see yourself and i really wanna be there for you you seem so nice and amazing I don't wanna see you go through what i had to as i am still there myself and i just wanna prevent it from getting worse

    • @crystal-kh7dk
      @crystal-kh7dk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      hi my love , i just wanted to say im so proud of you for sticking around still and that you still have a long way to go people will say it gets better but sometimes it doesn’t but you have to be patient and wait because in the end happiness will come you will feel it even though it can be hard being patient and waiting for that happiness to come you’ve already made it along way don’t quit yet !! im always here for you and i love you so much please don’t hurt yourself because you really don’t want to do that yourself there’s ways to prevent that from happening , I’m so proud of you for putting out your emotions and what you feel since i know it can be hard and to feel like you can’t really talk to any body , keep on going for your sake and i hope ur doing well and that i love you and im proud of you

    • @emelymilford8341
      @emelymilford8341 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m sorry bby, I’m here to talk dm me on Instagram @prinxessemely._ we can talk I’ll answer I promise. This goes everyone 💞

    • @faithromett2482
      @faithromett2482 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Don't hurt yourself (I know it's hard to stop but please :0 )

  • @CarlosEduardo-iz1qg
    @CarlosEduardo-iz1qg 2 ปีที่แล้ว +104

    The song reminds me of the only friend I had since childhood, everything happened so fast and I didn't notice the signs that Amber gave, looking back I see that there was a request for help by the exchanges of looks, in the way she looked for nothing and said that she didn't have options like I did, but to me it all seemed normal because she was kind of philosophical and always joked about it. That afternoon as we were returning from the library she asked for a hug and invited me to travel around aimlessly, then she smiled saying it was a joke, I remember I didn't react but I disguised it when I saw that she was wearing a long-sleeved shirt only with bare hands and once she said she hated it. The next day she didn't go to college and at night they found the body. I think she just wanted to run away, to have a safe haven. Amber, I'm sorry I didn't hug you tighter that day, I really thought I'd see you again

  • @freshbread4039
    @freshbread4039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1344

    When I think about how Gen Z is so openly depressed and suicidal, I always get so frustrated with society in general.
    I’ve seen videos like these, with a sad song made slower and maybe reverb added, and you just see a flood of _literal children_ talking about how depressed they are. At first it was like, 16 year olds, but I’ve started seeing kids as young as 11. This is not okay, I know you’ve seen them too. This shouldn’t be something we accept as normal.

    • @vanjatodorovic4575
      @vanjatodorovic4575 3 ปีที่แล้ว +135

      The saddest thing is that people don't wanna accept the fact that literal children can be depressed. I started having suicidal thoughts between age of 13-14. Well now i'm 15 and all i want is to help kids go throught those hard times.

    • @adriannafleckenstein4891
      @adriannafleckenstein4891 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      Thats what I'm saying, everytime we open up its either a joke or they push everything aside. I am so frustrated on how this is normal

    • @mattmatt9855
      @mattmatt9855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@vanjatodorovic4575 of course anyone can be suicidal no matter the age but it’s just going to be really difficult trying to find who really needs the help and who is just saying they’re depressed for attention like always. Same here btw, was having suicidal thoughts at 14-ish but have pushed them further down the hole like everything else.

    • @vanjatodorovic4575
      @vanjatodorovic4575 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@mattmatt9855 yeah it's ture there is a lot people who are just "depressed" for attention because people really think that depresion is a trend and it's sad that we live in this time where people make a trend to be depressed. But there is also people that are going trought rough time at very young age but people don't believe them. Anyways i really hope that everyone will be okay and will survive those hard battles!

    • @user-xb3cy2tg1w
      @user-xb3cy2tg1w 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I personally started get suicidal at 11 the pain I was feeling was just indescribable. tbh sometimes I still wonder how im here lol, but I couldn't do anything abt it thats just the world we live in now u cant make go from depressed to happy like that its hard

  • @Hannah-mx7nv
    @Hannah-mx7nv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1756

    I hate how my parents think I’m doing perfectly fine when really I’m having a hard time.

    • @hiraaltntas6514
      @hiraaltntas6514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Can i help u? You can tell me everything . We may friends.

    • @Baileymcm555
      @Baileymcm555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same it is horrible i never want to leave the house

    • @loreeodii9039
      @loreeodii9039 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      You need help? I can help you, text me baby.

    • @ACNoob3
      @ACNoob3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Well with my parents it's like I built some trust with them troughout the years and now when I say I'm fine they just belive me. Yeah I know that spilling beans and breaking down in front of the people you want to be respected by is really fucking hard. But if you don't comunicate your feelings then how could they know? And I don't mean saying yeah I'm okay. It just does not work. If you really want your parrents to unerstand what you are going through, you need to have a long conversations. And I know it's not easy, but it's the only way.
      Well the other way is to just leave them out of it which is what I am doing because I've tried the communication and I just can't bring myself to being honest with them.

    • @Hannah-mx7nv
      @Hannah-mx7nv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ACNoob3 My parents never wanna listen to how I feel, they only care about themselves. I only trust my mom BARELY. My dad on the other hand is just a terrible father.

  • @Shinyysalt
    @Shinyysalt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +752

    lyrics;;;;;
    You leapt from crumbling bridges
    Watching cityscapes turn to dust
    Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean
    From way above
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in there forever
    And they just can't say goodbye
    Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers
    Wrapped in your arms
    You've been hiding them in
    Hollowed out pianos left in the dark
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in there forever
    And they just can't say goodbye
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
    Go and sneak us through the rivers
    Flood is rising up on your knees, oh please
    Come out and haunt me, I know you want me
    Come out and haunt me
    Sharing all your secrets with each other
    Since you were kids
    Sleeping soundly with the locket
    That she gave you cutched in your fist
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    Got the music in you baby, tell me why
    You've been locked in there forever
    And you just can't say goodbye
    You've been locked in there forever
    And you just can't say goodbye
    Oh, oh
    When you're all alone
    I will reach for you
    When you're feeling low
    I will be there too

    • @levvra
      @levvra 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      thank you :D

    • @sachmassare3538
      @sachmassare3538 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      thank youuu ! :))

    • @eg6370
      @eg6370 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank u for taking time to type the lyrics!!! Amen.

    • @Qupika
      @Qupika 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thankk you

  • @niaalexopoulos
    @niaalexopoulos ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Growing up is realizing nothing will ever be okay, and being just fine with that. It's understanding that a life of pain may be worth fleeting satisfaction that leaves you with more pain than you started with.

  • @nohemiorozco1672
    @nohemiorozco1672 4 ปีที่แล้ว +932

    Today is the day I can finally look into the sky and genuinely say I’m fine. I’ve arrived and I’m so happy with who I am and where I’ve gotten me and my mom cried and talked and I told her how I was at my lowest during quarantine and I felt like I was drowning and I didn’t want to fight it anymore and she held my hand and cried with me and said I’m happy you got through it and I’m sorry I failed you and I hugged her with the happiest smile and cried

    • @Mwriggles
      @Mwriggles 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Girl I am so so happy for you! I am almost there too

    • @heidy4334
      @heidy4334 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I am so happy for You finally one of us is happy

    • @ananyasram
      @ananyasram 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm so happy for you! 💕💕

    • @SSILKMOON
      @SSILKMOON 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I am so proud of you. Do you know how amazing that is?

    • @luluvrz
      @luluvrz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      IM SO HAPPY FOR U, MUAH MUAH CONGRATSS

  • @anikad.47
    @anikad.47 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1892

    My life should not be a battle. I just want to live.

    • @ayaballs
      @ayaballs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I feel like everyday it gets harder to not just give up. It’s been like this my whole life but now I think I’m just about ready to give in

    • @imanedr6869
      @imanedr6869 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I’m surviving at this point n I’m tired

    • @abbey6673
      @abbey6673 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      live! do what you want! i believe in you! stay strong, you can fight this battle! i will always be here for you :)

    • @luvr3482
      @luvr3482 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@abbey6673 i have no motivation. i can’t do anything and my parents make me feel like a failure when they find out i’m behind in school. all my friends are doing better than me and it’s embarrassing when i have low scores and they don’t. i’m only 12. i’m scared

    • @howlforalpha
      @howlforalpha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@luvr3482 hey don’t worry about it :) it’ll be okay I promise

  • @abigailcharacter6456
    @abigailcharacter6456 5 ปีที่แล้ว +565

    This song slowed is so beautiful!! You did such a good job

  • @rnfr_
    @rnfr_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The best version i've ever heard

  • @thosecrustynailclippersyou1504
    @thosecrustynailclippersyou1504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1019

    I’m looking for that one friend who would wait for me when I’m tying my shoelaces

    • @matty5717
      @matty5717 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Well I am that Freind For you 😻✨

    • @avalynn7383
      @avalynn7383 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Omg I want to be your friend

    • @alanasoares5022
      @alanasoares5022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I wanna be your friend

    • @monkeylover4213
      @monkeylover4213 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      you called :)

    • @Anonymousess777
      @Anonymousess777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm here☺️

  • @stale_chip3333
    @stale_chip3333 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4473

    I’m literally sitting here crying over a song wtf is wrong with me????

    • @boobygirl5507
      @boobygirl5507 4 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      nothing love

    • @user-ut6pf1tl9e
      @user-ut6pf1tl9e 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      Nothing. You just like everyone else listening to this😌

    • @iaestwict9570
      @iaestwict9570 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      tu eh yag

    • @landonjohnson4477
      @landonjohnson4477 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Literally loads of people do that lol

    • @BRO_TOAST
      @BRO_TOAST 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Good for you!

  • @avery1741
    @avery1741 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12093

    I love how parents always remind us of how bad we are doing

  • @finnplayintheviolin
    @finnplayintheviolin ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Been listening to this slowed version since December 2021 and i still love it

  • @anne-cj8xv
    @anne-cj8xv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +523

    i miss the old me. the happy, carefree me. i miss how i use to look. i miss how i use to feel. i miss how i use to interact with other people. i use to be at the top of my class (grades wise). i use to be so comfortable around people. i miss it.

    • @kloxzp
      @kloxzp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      you're doing such a good job. right now. i'm proud of you. what you used to be and what you are now. all of you. you are trying your best in a cruel, cruel world. i love you.

    • @entity.r.a2777
      @entity.r.a2777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I don’t know what happened to me either, I started to fail school, I can’t concentrate, I rely on video games to forget things but that also fucks up my grades even further, I used to be so happy. What happened?

    • @kloxzp
      @kloxzp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@entity.r.a2777 hey, it's alright. it's okay to not be okay. i love you.

    • @dianajuarez6431
      @dianajuarez6431 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You can do so much to try but you can never go back

    • @ellbell14
      @ellbell14 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      this-

  • @katsaw.5613
    @katsaw.5613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +576

    im so tired. everyday is the same, feeling drained in every possible way and just sad. some days i think im better then it goes right back to the way it was. im not even living, just existing.

    • @maxencechabanon9553
      @maxencechabanon9553 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      hey ! if u need i could be here for u

    • @mattmatt9855
      @mattmatt9855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i guess we’re in the same boat then, just being here and learning to deal with the same shit but for now, all we can do is hope. Hope for the return of that addictive feeling of just being happy, with not a care in the world.

    • @katsaw.5613
      @katsaw.5613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mattmatt9855 literally how im feeling. my life has not really grown since i wrote this comment, still feeling like a part of me is missing, and drained. some days are better than others, but even on better days that feeling of longing and sadness is still there, i just try to push it back. i dont even really know what im feeling, i just wanna be happy again lol

    • @mattmatt9855
      @mattmatt9855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@katsaw.5613 Yeah i think i can speak for many others when i tell you that i understand, we’re being stoned by life right now and there’s so set end to it till we either find one ourselves or just keep hoping.

    • @angeluwu3704
      @angeluwu3704 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I wish you feel better

  • @iwanna5641
    @iwanna5641 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1440

    I want to listen to this while hugging someone

    • @KutsaiChan
      @KutsaiChan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      If I did that I'd be crying so hard

    • @Guvikz
      @Guvikz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Id hug you but we’re probably really far away-

    • @arsonist1116
      @arsonist1116 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      σε νιώθω❤️

    • @keniagonzalez4134
      @keniagonzalez4134 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I got to do that the first of this month started off holding hands w someone and it ended out w a hug and kissing 😴🥴❤️

    • @Eva-cz5xy
      @Eva-cz5xy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Guvikz :(