Bel I gave depression and I cut my teachers are worried because they seen them I said a cat scratched me lol and now there getting me a secret therapists they said she just wants to talk to me lol
They went out of their way to call Kristi he, and "that" and suggested that they should be dead already. Hey grace? Sorry, Gracekplaygames Dabrowincz? Yeah, you. I really hope I never find out what your real name is, it'll be one long week of work when we do.
You opened at a concert my friend dragged me to. I hated the title performances but I'm SO GLAD I went, because I discovered your amazing music! Stay golden!
From experience, i'd say its more of a spiritual life changer. definitley changed my beliefs in the afterlife but not only that, I felt like my eye opened to see the world for what it really is.
This honestly feels like taking Dxm. It makes you happy, overly emotional, loved, blurry eyes, floating in space, and then by the end of it you hate your life. I mean how much more close to home can this hit.
To me this song represents the downward spiral of depression, I like the depiction of her perception whilst drunk or high and then the contrasting depiction when sober, but because when you "open up" your "blurry eyes" as in sobering up, you see that nothing is as nice as when you're drunk, so you get drunk again just to find will to survive. There's also themes of guilt which probably comes from seeing the state your in and knowing that you desperately need to change because you're hurting others and yourself, but feeling like you can't because reality is too unbearable to face up to, it's easier to wallow in depression and anxieties hazed in bottles of booze. I feel the zombie is a physical representation of how she feels, which is mindless, out of control and malicious. I've tried as hard as I can to put this into words and this is the best I can do, I resonate with this song, it helped me when I was going through addiction, because people don't always want some sugar-coated advice on hope, when your perception is so warped by your own depression and ails, it's better to allow yourself to feel it and pour it all out so it's not pressed in like an over-packed suitcase.
maybe you guys want to sing along here we are, LYRICS! I need to stop I been doing too much I been running too fast I been testing my luck I been living cloud nine I been at it all night I been feeling so loved I been waking up lit I been making up shit I been spilling my guts I been feeling so blessed But stressed all day So what I'm living out my dreams Like every night I love my life But when I open up my blurry eyes It's not as nice [Chorus 1] Fuck my life I love my life Fuck my life I love my life Fuck my life I need to chill I been getting my ill I been spreading that text I been spinning my wheels I been having mai ties I been loving bad guys I been seeking some thrills I been wanting one more Then I wanted like four I been having some guilt I been feeling so blessed But stressed all day For real I'm living out my dreams Like every night I love my life But when I open up my blurry eyes It's not as nice Fuck my life I love my life Fuck my life I love my life Babe I don't know what to say This is the way that I like it And I can't be bothered to attempt to change In no way Babe if you know what I mean Low in my body, go darken by dark [?] Like it just went somewhere in between It's so sweet But fuck my life I love my life Fuck my life I love my life Fuck my life I love my life Fuck my life I love my life Fuck my life
I think the song revolves around an individual, who has an obsession with going out with friends (which the phone represents) , drinking, and drugs . An average party girl. Who ‘lives out her dream every night’ , but in the end when she looks in the mirror she sees a monster where she once stood, representing the zombie/ or the zombie represents her accumulated problems that come and attack her. In the end of the video we see the zombie tied up on a leash. Therefore she started to control her problems and desires, but they are very much still present.
I would love a Tkay Maidza and K-Flay collab. Those vibes and lyrical abilities and both of them have amazing voices that would balance each other so perfectly.💖🎶🥰
2025! This song is absolutely timeless. It's one of those that I be blastin in my ride haulin ass w the windows down when I'm on some 'FUCK EVERYBODY' shit
As a stay-at-home mom, running a family and watching my weight can be hard sometimes. But things are different now thanks to special K.Flay! Now I can live out my dreams out like every night, I love my life but when I open up my blurry eyes its not- OH SHIT TIMMY HAS SOCCER PRACTICE.
When I started listening to K.Flay, I never thought I would be at a point in my life where this song applied to me. I start grad school for English next year.
Organized Khaos Sorry to hear that. Just try and focus on the good times and it will help you a little bit. But honestly I've had experience with this sort of thing and there are no words that will help you. Only time numbs the pain.
The "I love my life" part only can be heard if youre listening through headphones, just another way that K.Flay's songs trip us up in the best fucking way
+Foxxiebear Really? Ether my phone and computer think I'v e got headphones plugged in or my ears're really good because I can hear that part without them.
Dont stop making music just cause you get low attention, kepp making music we love your music, one day youll blow off, just keep making music. I love it, i still listen to it
Listen to this regularly. Now replay it with your heaphones on. Notice how between the "Fuck my life"s there's "I love my life" but only with the headphones on. Without them, you barely hear muttering
Maaaan... her voice is so goddaaaaamn UNIQUE
it really is, bhai
Imagine damning God for no reason while stating something?
Angelo Manzi imagine not giving a fuck about god
Ryder and bebe rexha but hey
nah. shes just a female mike posner.
thank you guys for watching!!! play the FML snake game too: kflay.com/fml/
+K.Flay Can't wait to see you next time in Germany again. Or maybe even in Belgium itself :)
Hi
come back to Cardiff :)
+K.Flay This might be too soon I mean you don't even know me yet but you know what fuck it, let's get married =D
+K.Flay love your music
Alcohol, depression...and Adventure Time. Yep, this is how I spend my weekends...
NOOOOOOOO!!!!!! STAHP WITH DRUGS!!!!!!
Saba Gigineishvili This comment was made a year ago, I've been off alcohol for 4 months now and....it kinda sucks! I miss feelin the booze...
Reese958 Yeh!
I hear it man.
Alcohol and depression.
Bel I gave depression and I cut my teachers are worried because they seen them I said a cat scratched me lol and now there getting me a secret therapists they said she just wants to talk to me lol
Can’t believe it’s been 7 years after this song dropped I remember listening to this in middle school I feel so old😭
+ :(
I love hearing artists talk about addiction in such real terms. It's how you know they lived it.
@@grac4591 I hope one day the hate will leave your heart and you won't feel the need to spread your hate to random people online.
@@grac4591 The 1st step to release your hate is forgiving yourself for all you feel you have done wrong.
@remi nii The second person is mocking the first because their profile pic is of the trans flag
@@grac4591 transphobia will do you no good at all. That's another *human being* you are talking to.
They went out of their way to call Kristi he, and "that" and suggested that they should be dead already.
Hey grace? Sorry, Gracekplaygames Dabrowincz? Yeah, you. I really hope I never find out what your real name is, it'll be one long week of work when we do.
2:35 What a budget, best fight scene 2k16
Damn you're right
Sarcasm
RocketFleak pfft no pfft what are u talking about pfft im totally serious
oh sorry m8 i thought this was sarcasm heheh
RocketFleak YeAH, HE'S TOTALLY HONEST
You opened at a concert my friend dragged me to. I hated the title performances but I'm SO GLAD I went, because I discovered your amazing music! Stay golden!
you talking about pvris
+BRUH H H H nah, it was Lights and the. . . Mowglis? Something like that. The performances were nice and all, but very much not my style.
BRUH H H H pvris is precious
She opened for Imagine Dragons in Orlando in November and I fell in love
Wow, I've only been listening to her music for 15 years
this deserves to be on the radio damn
just heard on triple j in aus
Pandora has been playing it. it's what brought me here
blood in the cut was on 101.1
CaptainNova it was on 105.3
jacob carrasco Bay Area boiii
Nobody:
The bowling ally screens when you get a strike:
Haha
I mean mans not wrong
Lol
💀
Ikr
(1). Ooooh I the beat!
(2). Holy shit I relate to this song.
(3) *plays 24-7*
Meee
Have u ever heard the Vanic Remix I think just makes the song way better
“I the beat”
Omg meeee!!!
did you manage to beat alcoholism? Stay safe
LSD is one hell of a drug.
that's an understatement.
u know this from experience?
From experience, i'd say its more of a spiritual life changer. definitley changed my beliefs in the afterlife but not only that, I felt like my eye opened to see the world for what it really is.
What isn't truly surreal? Fuck
alpenglow mdma too, when you use too much and too often
I always have K.Flay's original song and then a vanic remix of it on my phone, I simply cannot survive without both.
same man xD
omg I'm the exact same!!! I also have the 'SMILE' remix which I recommend :3
Qnd the krne remix is great too
+feudhi omg yes 😂😂👌👌
Canucks?
I don't know how her & Meg Myers aren't way more popular. Both are underrated.
Love them both so much . They got me though so many dark times because I didn't feel so alone and crazy. Very relatable people . Great lyrics.
This honestly feels like taking Dxm. It makes you happy, overly emotional, loved, blurry eyes, floating in space, and then by the end of it you hate your life. I mean how much more close to home can this hit.
FML is prolly her best song tbh
Meme Boi i like cant sleep but yeah one of my top three for sure
Top three? What is the best song?
@@reptilesgamers00 Make me fade
blood in the cut also very good
tbh I like high enough too
Cartoon K. Flay looks like Marcelene from Adventure Time. Awesome.
true
Very awesome!
thought the same thing..purdy cool
IKR
Marceline**
Wonder if her life is as deep as her songs... She's really talented. It's so dreamy and sad...
This is so much better than the remix...
CK Films I like both, but nothing beats the original.
almost every remix on this planet is garbage lets be honest
BestofShooterGames not really, there are alot of good remixes out there if you have another opinion.
CK Films I have to agree with you there
SMLE is the best remix
To me this song represents the downward spiral of depression, I like the depiction of her perception whilst drunk or high and then the contrasting depiction when sober, but because when you "open up" your "blurry eyes" as in sobering up, you see that nothing is as nice as when you're drunk, so you get drunk again just to find will to survive. There's also themes of guilt which probably comes from seeing the state your in and knowing that you desperately need to change because you're hurting others and yourself, but feeling like you can't because reality is too unbearable to face up to, it's easier to wallow in depression and anxieties hazed in bottles of booze. I feel the zombie is a physical representation of how she feels, which is mindless, out of control and malicious. I've tried as hard as I can to put this into words and this is the best I can do, I resonate with this song, it helped me when I was going through addiction, because people don't always want some sugar-coated advice on hope, when your perception is so warped by your own depression and ails, it's better to allow yourself to feel it and pour it all out so it's not pressed in like an over-packed suitcase.
i always come back to this video after a few years and it never fails to leave me in awe
same here / i love nagisa so much
same here / i love nagisa so much
Some streamer played this track and now it's stuck in my head as I'm working during Christmas. Now, I don't mind this at all K.Flay.
maybe you guys want to sing along
here we are, LYRICS!
I need to stop
I been doing too much
I been running too fast
I been testing my luck
I been living cloud nine
I been at it all night
I been feeling so loved
I been waking up lit
I been making up shit
I been spilling my guts
I been feeling so blessed
But stressed all day
So what
I'm living out my dreams
Like every night
I love my life
But when I open up my blurry eyes
It's not as nice
[Chorus 1]
Fuck my life
I love my life
Fuck my life
I love my life
Fuck my life
I need to chill
I been getting my ill
I been spreading that text
I been spinning my wheels
I been having mai ties
I been loving bad guys
I been seeking some thrills
I been wanting one more
Then I wanted like four
I been having some guilt
I been feeling so blessed
But stressed all day
For real
I'm living out my dreams
Like every night
I love my life
But when I open up my blurry eyes
It's not as nice
Fuck my life
I love my life
Fuck my life
I love my life
Babe I don't know what to say
This is the way that I like it
And I can't be bothered to attempt to change
In no way
Babe if you know what I mean
Low in my body, go darken by dark [?]
Like it just went somewhere in between
It's so sweet
But fuck my life
I love my life
Fuck my life
I love my life
Fuck my life
I love my life
Fuck my life
I love my life
Fuck my life
Bo Natt thanks 🙏🏻
thanks but no thanks if you get it
❤️
It was so dificult to copy it on google, wasn't?
Bo Natt Thanks man
Can't believe this is from 2016, it's such a 2020 song.
This song: * Exists*
Depressed gacha kids: *Hippitey Hoppitey this is now my property*
lmaoo i used to watch moviestarplanet mv's of this song
Lmao so true
I listened to this song when I was 11 and thought I had it worse than her 😭😂
Gacha is the new msp
XD SO FUCKING TRUE
That’s an different song.
Edit: Nvm
Wish this artist was more popular, she def deserves it.
I think the song revolves around an individual, who has an obsession with going out with friends (which the phone represents) , drinking, and drugs . An average party girl. Who ‘lives out her dream every night’ , but in the end when she looks in the mirror she sees a monster where she once stood, representing the zombie/ or the zombie represents her accumulated problems that come and attack her. In the end of the video we see the zombie tied up on a leash. Therefore she started to control her problems and desires, but they are very much still present.
what
To be fair, its not that hard to figure out though.
please stop trying to be deep. this song is about addiction. that surface level comment summed up your essay.
Mastic Games they were just explaining the song-
Lazy Brit so why are they ‘thinking’ as if they’re trying to figure out some deep meaning from the sing?
this is so trippy
Hi Katy
Hello there
hissssssssssss
Hisssssssss
hissssssssss
I would love a Tkay Maidza and K-Flay collab. Those vibes and lyrical abilities and both of them have amazing voices that would balance each other so perfectly.💖🎶🥰
this was my midnight anthem for years. so many night time memories made with this bop.
Who is here in 2024 ?
2025 checking in
2025! This song is absolutely timeless. It's one of those that I be blastin in my ride haulin ass w the windows down when I'm on some 'FUCK EVERYBODY' shit
2025🎉🎉🎉
As a stay-at-home mom, running a family and watching my weight can be hard sometimes. But things are different now thanks to special K.Flay! Now I can live out my dreams out like every night, I love my life but when I open up my blurry eyes its not- OH SHIT TIMMY HAS SOCCER PRACTICE.
She's the only person I've heard with this style so far and I love it
Your lyrics are always at another level. Please never stop
I discovered K. Flay from Spotify when "can't sleep" came on and every one of their songs I've listened to since just gets better and better.
THIS NEEDS MORE THEN GOD DAMN 2 MILLION VIEWS!! IT NEEDS 2.9 BILLION!!
I sorta really relate to this song. I discovered K. Flay the other day, and I freakin LOVE her. Thanks for makin such great music!
When I started listening to K.Flay, I never thought I would be at a point in my life where this song applied to me.
I start grad school for English next year.
I found K Flay through this sound and sooo happy I did we need more artist like this! I'm sick of mainstream crap!
True 👍
K.Flay is the new best singer, just by herself, the best singer. She's my new favorite singer.
now this is music!!! i love all her songs she is super talented !!! thank you k.flay - your the best much love
just lost my lil brotha and this song stays on Repeat.... k flay keep being you, love your music
Organized Khaos Sorry to hear that. Just try and focus on the good times and it will help you a little bit. But honestly I've had experience with this sort of thing and there are no words that will help you. Only time numbs the pain.
Organized Khaos wow jeez that must suck
sorry for your loss
Organized Khaos
I'm so sorry.
Organized Khaos UR brother got rekt xd
*Marcelene is that you?!*
Seriously, I love this song from the best to the lyrics.
It's a truly relatable song, at least for me, that is.
Saw this on Toonami last weekend and I loved it.
me too.
why was it on toonami?
They have been playing music videos since the early two thousands. MY guess is they were promoting K.Flay.
Thats how i found her too omg. it was like 2 am and i was half asleep and i thought it was a bizarre dream lmao
This video deserves so much more views, even after 4 years im back here :)
K. Flay is a gem! 💎
i was randomly listening to songs on Spotify then came across this song....goddam 😩 this song is fire it's now one of my favorites
19 days edit has brought me here and i have never been more glad
Hehe same 🤭
I love this!!! cartoon K flay reminds me of the vampire girl from adventure time Lol!
she totally does!
Marceline?
Peter Ragone lol she's stupid
Sophia violet same
true that! and btw the vampire girl is marceline :3
all of your songs deserve to be everywhere. these are amazing
Idc how many times I see this video… I absolutely love ❤️ you for this. The animations are so good and the lyrics are killer. I love you Kflay!!!
Is it just me or the Vanic remixes of K.Flay songs are just dope af.
This is one of the few songs that cut through all my walls and masks and hits me right in my melancholy.
just turned 20 n I used to listen to this when i was 17/18... cant believe im out of my teenage years now
Easily one of the greatest songs of all time.
I love you K.Flay. Your songs speak to me, and their just my theme song. Every last one. Almost.
This describes my life. Lyrics and the video.
Great! Now I have a song to refer to when I say "Fuck my life" which I do daily.
SAME!
Simon William Davidson yep.
Simon William Davidson Saaaameeee
Simon William Davidson Sameeeeeeeee
big mood
i adore this
forever
can't believe how few views this still has
HER VOICE.
THANK YOU NFS RIVALS FOR SHOWING ME THIS GODDESS.
Huge clap for the person or group of people that did the cartoon for this video ,its amazing.
+K.Flay I am 100% in love with this music.
I love how this song is unique yet still relatable 🙌🔥💯💫
This is so relatable somehow..
self preservation is a double edge sword. It keep you alive but it keeps you from living.
@@reptilesgamers00 what
this song is so relatable in so many ways help
Wow. The video is actually lifting, especially the end of it. Love you K.Flay
Did anyone could not hear the "I love my life" part until they could hear it again?
lmao what?
Thomas C it was a joke
Bill Riggio you are crazy
The "I love my life" part only can be heard if youre listening through headphones, just another way that K.Flay's songs trip us up in the best fucking way
+Foxxiebear Really? Ether my phone and computer think I'v e got headphones plugged in or my ears're really good because I can hear that part without them.
This song is so underrated, This song is
used to not like this song but now it's one of my favorites
This vid makes me feel like I'm high, and the song is fantastic. This is truly a great song!
Music isn't dead...thank you for making good tunes 😀
Honestly, this is better than any of the remix's
Dont stop making music just cause you get low attention, kepp making music we love your music, one day youll blow off, just keep making music. I love it, i still listen to it
She definitely blew off
You know one of those songs that you knew you were going to like, but not as much as you actually do? Having a cartoon video helps wonders.
Just listened to you right now and became an instant fan.
Something about this song is so unique! I love it so much!!!
I didn't think it was possible...but the video made me love this song even more.
Probably one the best songs I've heard today haha
This is awesome!
thank you for gracing us with your voice. i love you
It's 7:10 am where I am and I'm still watching k flay XD can't wait to see her at concert agian
Hey K. Flay. Do you produce for yourself? Screw all the remixes...This is a QUALITY PRODUCTION
Anyone in 2025??? 🎉
🎉
Ur The Best, Doc Flay 😇🙏👂🌙🌠🌝🥁🎹🎸🎧📻
🎉
@@OmorFalls78 👂
0:26 the fist hit the screen right as a firework went off
i love discovering new music by letting out my feelings in the search bar :')
Heard this on Shades of Blue tv program had to look it up, cant stop listening to it now! love it
Video is so cute and sad :C be safe k flay ❤️
This song is my favorite I listen to it literally everyday
Listen to this regularly.
Now replay it with your heaphones on.
Notice how between the "Fuck my life"s there's "I love my life" but only with the headphones on. Without them, you barely hear muttering
the fuuuuuuuuuck its really only fuck my life :O
“But when I open up my blurry eyes it’s not as nice”💜🖤💙 so relatable
Love you for making this song!!!!
Found you because of Suicide Squad but the more I hear the more I love your music...Its a vibe :))))
Why Isn't This On Spotify ??? I Love This So Much !!!!!!
it's on spotify
@@chroniclea9058 is it? I searched for it on Spotify but didn't find it.
man,that acid can really get you
lmao yes
i had a acid trip while listening to this, it was fucking RAD
Lol that shits mainstream these days, neo 60's lettsssss gooooo bruhhh! Space trippin be next
@remi nii bruh... Who said it was cool, everybody has its preferences, youre bolding trying to straighten up a person's life by not even knowing them
Kflay!!! Gosh I haven't heard this song in forever. I definitely need to see if she made new music 🎶. 🤙🏾🤙🏾🙌🏿
The best song I've heard in the whole story, keep it up, success and blessings
This is so deep man, like she took life and made it her bitch
+ParodyPaul quite literally
lol.... speak.
I've been listening to this on repeat
I❤K.Flay's music!
And K.Flay...
Finally found that one song that I can call my personal anthem - describing my life in 100% accuracy.
One of the best Music-Videos Ive ever seen. Damn.
Also the song is just epic!