I love all of this. I had a thought the other day about always wanting to hit the target when at work or just anything really so I started using "There is no target" as an affirmations to let things flow.
Found you on my fyp, and honestly this video is great! It’s so nice to hear the “other side ” of content creation on tik tok. Anyway, I love this!! Keep it up girlie!!
As you expected, i say do what is best for you. Your words have helped me alot and ive loved crossing paths with you. I am continuously impressed with your self awareness and the love you give. That being said, your energy and love are precious and im happy to see you protecting those. I hope your next steps are so fulfilling for you ❤
Fascinating video. I’m not sure how I felt during a good portion of it, or that I would want to share most of what I thought about it, with you, but your authenticity was refreshing, nonetheless. People are complex, and I think you showed that well. I will say that while I think it’s important to be positive, I think that too much positivity/optimism can also be jarring. So, in that respect, I don’t think I can fully connect with what you’re saying. That’s not to say, people should be hateful or mean to you or anyone else (in case it seems like it could mean that), I just mean that realism is important. I’m glad you love yourself though, too many people harbor self-hatred, and I’m glad for you that you are trying to ask some important questions, like if it aligns with you, and what you want from social media, in general. It’s so important. I personally don’t have TikTok, and I never have, nor will I ever, but I think what you’ve said here should be looked at deeper. More people should be questioning their alliance to modern things, like social media in particular. You’ve even pulled my own alliances into question. That’s a subject I’ll have to look deeper into, certainly. Your honesty was refreshing enough that I would like to see more of it. From you. From others. I would just like to see more of it, in general. So, for that, I’ll give you a follow. Sending you ❤ from Sweden 🇸🇪 😊
Wow! I appreciate this thoughtfulness so much. And that word counts aren’t as limited here. Your perspective is so valuable and I can’t wait to hear more of it as I continue to share! Thanks again and much love ❤
Yo, i hope you are feeling better, i still remember making a tiktok to you regarding my thoughts on the keuboard sounds and the comunity feeling and re assurance it probably gave to people, back then you inspired a cool way of looking to ASMR on a different scope, so i think your creativity is definetly blooming constantly, hope you find peace. I'll keep an eye out for your content on whichver platform you choose. Sending you good vibes and hope. Cheers!!
5:30 YUP! I have my master’s and currently only make a little shy of $48k/yr. It is infuriating! The student debt currently held by me is not deserving of what that degree affords me! Just got offered your vid as a recommendation on YT and definitely gained a new sub! Love this!
I'm going to say this in the nicest, most constructive way I can. So you weren't happy as a "cog" in the business world and now you're not happy as a streamer because you have to sell products for other people. This all sounds like your problem. You still haven't found what makes you feel happy or what you really want to do in life or you know what you want to do but your goal is out of reach. Well, welcome to adulthood. Pull up your big girl panties and either make the most money you can while you are young & healthy or spend your entire life speaking in these mental gymnastics vs going back and finishing your P.H.D. You are so close and it makes absolutely no sense why you didn't finish even if you never use it again. You're already getting aged out of streaming as the days go by. Don't waste this time when your mind and body are the healthiest. Life is hard but so many have it way worse. So many kids would love an education. I've seen so many influencers make it but 5x as many fail. The fail period comes down the line. Even the biggest TH-camrs FAILED at this. I know it's hard but throw those vitamins in the trash and move on. Don't even think about it next time. Good luck!
I love all of this. I had a thought the other day about always wanting to hit the target when at work or just anything really so I started using "There is no target" as an affirmations to let things flow.
Oooo I like this. There is no target! I am the target and the target is me!
It’s such a positive thing that you are so self-aware, and aware of the impact of social media on your well-being! ❤
Thank you friend ❤
Found you on my fyp, and honestly this video is great! It’s so nice to hear the “other side ” of content creation on tik tok. Anyway, I love this!! Keep it up girlie!!
Aww thank you so much for dropping in ❤ so much love for you!
As you expected, i say do what is best for you. Your words have helped me alot and ive loved crossing paths with you. I am continuously impressed with your self awareness and the love you give. That being said, your energy and love are precious and im happy to see you protecting those. I hope your next steps are so fulfilling for you ❤
Rachel you are incredible!! I appreciate your voice so much and can’t wait to watch you continue to grow, change, blossom and repeat! 🎉❤
Fascinating video.
I’m not sure how I felt during a good portion of it, or that I would want to share most of what I thought about it, with you, but your authenticity was refreshing, nonetheless.
People are complex, and I think you showed that well.
I will say that while I think it’s important to be positive, I think that too much positivity/optimism can also be jarring. So, in that respect, I don’t think I can fully connect with what you’re saying. That’s not to say, people should be hateful or mean to you or anyone else (in case it seems like it could mean that), I just mean that realism is important.
I’m glad you love yourself though, too many people harbor self-hatred, and I’m glad for you that you are trying to ask some important questions, like if it aligns with you, and what you want from social media, in general. It’s so important.
I personally don’t have TikTok, and I never have, nor will I ever, but I think what you’ve said here should be looked at deeper. More people should be questioning their alliance to modern things, like social media in particular. You’ve even pulled my own alliances into question. That’s a subject I’ll have to look deeper into, certainly.
Your honesty was refreshing enough that I would like to see more of it. From you. From others. I would just like to see more of it, in general. So, for that, I’ll give you a follow.
Sending you ❤ from Sweden 🇸🇪 😊
Wow! I appreciate this thoughtfulness so much. And that word counts aren’t as limited here.
Your perspective is so valuable and I can’t wait to hear more of it as I continue to share!
Thanks again and much love ❤
also, proud of you for knowing what is for you and what isn’t… you are great just the way you are and we love however you show up ❤️
Love you angel
Yo, i hope you are feeling better, i still remember making a tiktok to you regarding my thoughts on the keuboard sounds and the comunity feeling and re assurance it probably gave to people, back then you inspired a cool way of looking to ASMR on a different scope, so i think your creativity is definetly blooming constantly, hope you find peace. I'll keep an eye out for your content on whichver platform you choose. Sending you good vibes and hope. Cheers!!
Thank you soooo much for sharing these memories and impact! It means a lot ❤ I appreciate you being here and your unique perspective
5:30 YUP! I have my master’s and currently only make a little shy of $48k/yr.
It is infuriating!
The student debt currently held by me is not deserving of what that degree affords me!
Just got offered your vid as a recommendation on YT and definitely gained a new sub!
Love this!
THANK YOU ♥️🥹 im so glad to hear it resonated.
found you randomly on my yt and i really enjoyed the video:)!
Thank you so much - I’m glad you enjoyed it ❤
here and fractal 🙏🏼🙌🏼
Sending good vibes and love. ❤️ ❤
Xoxo ❤
I love how you talk do you remind me of of herbs and altars
What is this 🤔
I'm going to say this in the nicest, most constructive way I can. So you weren't happy as a "cog" in the business world and now you're not happy as a streamer because you have to sell products for other people. This all sounds like your problem. You still haven't found what makes you feel happy or what you really want to do in life or you know what you want to do but your goal is out of reach. Well, welcome to adulthood. Pull up your big girl panties and either make the most money you can while you are young & healthy or spend your entire life speaking in these mental gymnastics vs going back and finishing your P.H.D. You are so close and it makes absolutely no sense why you didn't finish even if you never use it again.
You're already getting aged out of streaming as the days go by. Don't waste this time when your mind and body are the healthiest. Life is hard but so many have it way worse. So many kids would love an education. I've seen so many influencers make it but 5x as many fail. The fail period comes down the line. Even the biggest TH-camrs FAILED at this. I know it's hard but throw those vitamins in the trash and move on. Don't even think about it next time.
Good luck!
Thanks, Amanda! Your perspective is valuable.