It's making you cry every time You give your love to me this way Saying you'd wait for me to stay I know it hurts you But I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry Maybe I'd change for you someday But I can't help the way I feel Wish I was good, wish that I could Give you my love now But I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry I need to tell you something My heart just can't be faithful for long I swear I'll only make you cry
Just found out my Dad (65) retiring this month just got news of Stage 4 Brain cancer. 9-12 months to live…this song will help me now and when he’s gone. Much love ❤
I'm sorry, I'm feeling so numb after hearing that... THANK YOU for enjoyed my video, by making videos is all I can do for you ! I wish I could have done something better. ❤️
May god help your family. Just pray that your dad will be fine and just thank God for all the moments you've had with him. I hope he stays with you man.
My friend, I am so sorry for you. My dad was diagnosed with stage 3B lung cancer 2 1/2 years ago and after a year they told him he has two more weeks. He continued to live on for one more year, exceeding expectations 26-fold. Never give up ❤
When my mom died of cancer, I felt like the world around me had shattered. The days that followed were a blur of grief and confusion, with a pain so deep it felt impossible to describe. I was overwhelmed by a mix of emotions: anger, sadness, disbelief, and an emptiness I couldn't shake. In the midst of this emotional storm, I found a strange comfort in an unexpected place: this song. I remember the first time I heard it after she passed. The soft, melancholic melody filled the room, echoing my own sadness. The lyrics spoke of loss and longing in a way that resonated with the deep ache I felt inside. “Cry” became my companion in the quiet, lonely hours when the weight of my grief felt too much to bear. It was like the song understood my pain, capturing the complexity of my feelings in a way that I couldn't put into words. Listening to it was like opening a valve to release some of the pressure building up inside me. Each time I heard those opening notes, I felt a strange sense of relief, like I had permission to feel everything I needed to feel. The music allowed me to let go, to cry without holding back, and to face the depths of my sadness. It was like the song knew exactly how I felt - that longing for something lost, the way grief feels like it's pulling you under, but also a strange sense of peace in knowing that you’re not alone in that feeling. “Cry” became a sort of ritual for me. Whenever I felt overwhelmed or too numb to feel anything at all, I would put on my headphones, close my eyes, and let the music wash over me. The gentle, haunting voice and simple, repetitive chords felt like a lullaby, soothing the rawness of my grief. The song’s simplicity gave space to my emotions, allowing them to surface and breathe. It was like finding a friend who didn’t need words to understand what I was going through. The song helped me cope, not by making the pain go away, but by allowing me to fully experience it. It helped me realize that it was okay to feel broken, to feel lost, and to cry. I began to understand that grieving isn't something that has a set timeline or a right way to do it. The song gave me the space to process my emotions on my terms, to feel sadness and longing without judgment or expectation. Over time, “Cry” became more than just a song to me; it became a way to connect with my mom. When I listened to it, I thought of her, of the moments we shared, and of the person she was. It was painful, yes, but it was also comforting. It was a way to keep her close, to remember her, and to honor my feelings in a world that often seemed too quick to move on. Some days, listening to the song brought tears, and other days, it brought a sense of calm. It reminded me that it's okay to feel whatever I’m feeling, to let the tears flow, and to allow myself to cry. In a way, the song taught me that grief is not something to be fixed or solved, but something to be experienced, lived through, and felt deeply. “Cry” by Cigarettes After Sex helped me find my way through the darkest days of my loss. It gave me permission to grieve in my own way, to let the music hold the pieces of my broken heart together. Through it, I learned that coping with loss is not about forgetting or moving on; it’s about finding ways to live with it, to feel it, and to hold on to the memories that keep our loved ones alive in our hearts.
Gosh, this song reminds me of how I went through my insecurities and overthinking. Im so glad I was able to overcome them and that Im happy for who I am
None of you will care for this, but I run a group on Facebook for a TV show, but just been told by our moderator that our admin has passed away... She was a good admin, she worked hard for our group. Part of me just feels empty, even though she wasn't part of my family, she worked so hard to keep our group a safe space. I don't know if I feel comfortable just moving on... She was the first one to step up and help me with my group, when it was just me running the group. I can't thank her enough, I know it's too late now, but thank you Gill for your hard work. We all appreciate you.
I love watching people’s comments while listening to this beautiful sad song.The music are just making it so much heartbreaking with those broken heart stories… it’s just making me feel so sad and I really like how people share their “the one” lost and left.. Damn… makes me feel very connected..
This song breaks my heart for some reason whenever i listen to it. It reminds of the most beautiful girl i ve ever met and i lost her because of my stupid decisions and misunderstandings. Even i met other womans nobody was like her and even it s almost 2 years ago i can t get her out of my mind. It hurts so bad to know that you cant back in the time where everything was beautiful. you only realize the most beautiful times when it s gone and becomes a memory. I feel like this guy under the umbrella sometimes. Empty inside, not happy. I hope someday i will get over it. Im glad that i found cigarettes after sex. They help to handle my feelings. And thank you for uploading this masterpiece in a slowed version, the feelings kicks in very hard honestly. And to all cigarettes after sex community, i wish you all the best and no matter which problems we have we can go through this together and hopefully we will heal someday.🍀
Do you have any advice for people who might be going in that direction? I've met a girl that I really like, but I feel like she's constantly getting farther away from me, and there's not much I can do since we live far from each other. What did you do wrong? and how could you have avoided it?
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
@@jonathanayalew571 My life changed when I started to appreciate the little moments, sometimes eating an ice cream, taking a shower, leaving the house to walk a little... all of this made me rethink whether I was in a prison of my own that I created, when I left ... everything has changed...
1. I won’t 2. I have none 3. They wouldn’t care 4. I don’t want to 5. Doing so rn 6. Not helping 7. No one likes me 8. I am the inspired, not one who can inspire 9. Dream 10. They’ll die anyways. Why get attached 11. I won’t be able to 12. I have none 13. Nothing is that funny 14. Won’t happen 15. Am rn 16. Why would I want to see that 17. Already passing 18. I don’t want one 19. Nothing can make me that happy 20. Won’t happen 21. I don’t deserve anything 22. Too unhealthy 23. Already have 24. See it every winter 25. Won’t see 26. Won’t see 27. Already have 28. Already have 29. Doing that rn 30. I don’t like travel 31. I hate learning languages 32. Already know how 33. They won’t be inspired 34. Don’t have one 35. Won’t be able to have one 36. Sin. 37. Don’t have one 38. Refer to 22. 39. Refer to 26. 40. See it everyday 41. I don’t take showers at night 42. I don’t want gifts. Save ur money. 43. Not gonna happen 44. Temporary. 45. Cried enough. 46. Feel it everyday 47. Won’t happen z 48. I wish 49. Don’t have one 50. I don’t want new ones 51. Not funny 52. Not a reason to stay alive 53. Not gonna happen 54. Not gonna happen x2 55. Never has never will happen 56. I don’t smell anything then 57. I don’t like that 58. I don’t like dancing 59. maybe 60. I’m bad at cooking 61. Never happened never will 62. No rush. Anxiety. 63. Don’t have any 64. Won’t have 65. I don’t go to theatres really 66. No. 67. Yes 68. Yes 69. Won’t have any 70. Don’t have any 71. I don’t like em 72. What about them 73. Cap 74. She left me. 75. No one. 76. I have 77. I have none 78. I don’t have that 79. Not a reason to stay alive 80. I don’t wanna 81. I’ve tried 82. Won’t happen. 83. I’ve learned enough 84. Cannot 85. Am rn 86. She left me 87. She left me 88. She left me 89. I don’t sing. 90. Boring. 91. Boring. 92. I don’t like that 93. Not a reason to stay alive 94. I don’t like them 95 boring 96. Had it enough 97. Won’t feel it again. 98. Nothing will 99. No one I’ll. 100. Won’t happen.
Hey, if you're reading this i hope that youre ok and that you'll be ok whatever it is you're going through won't last forever there is light in the darkness. Never forget that. You got this soldier, keep going 🙂👍
Hearing this and remembering all those memories that I wont be able to experience again, all those memories and I just smile, even though Im sad inside I keep smiling.
This song always reminds me of my ex. We started dating three years ago, and for three years, we were each other's best friends. I told him everything, and he did so, too. We knew each other so well. At the beginning of this year, though, he started drifting away. He would leave for months and then come back, and he did this several times. I let him come back every single time, even though it hurt like hell. I know he loves me, but he always ran away when things got tough. I eventually met someone who treats me with so much kindness, but for some reason, I still have my ex in the back of my head. I know I deserve better, but walking away was the hardest thing I have ever had to do because I still care for him deeply. I hate that I still love him. I wonder if he regrets losing me or even feels the loss of my presence😔
I don't know what you think or what you would like to hear. But, in my opinion, it seems to me that all people of the new generation betray in a state of deep despair and loneliness. I've been trying to cope with the breakup for two months now. Each country has its own customs and culture. Their views on life and so on. It is very hard to realize that people are not able to be faithful and honest towards those whom they have fallen in love with.
My mother left me when I was 9 years old, she didn't die, she just left me here alone, at that time my family situation was really destroyed. I miss my mother, I wish she didn't leave me but it's too late. She. Already. Left me. Someone keeps calling me an orphan because my mother is not here. I could only be silent and cry in my room, when I listened to this song, I realized that this song is really like what I feel, I love this song sm, I hope my mother still loves me, mom, i love u so much ❤
I wish I could go back and be my old self again… The amount of regretful choices I’ve made in my life makes me cry every night. I hope one day everything will just be ok.
It fits so well with the bg. Nice idea. I've been thinking about it since I saw it and I wanted to kind of recreate it, so today I walked with my umbrella in the rain while listening to this on my headphones.
لماذا اخترتني؟ وأخذتَني بيديك من بين الأنام ومشيت بي.. ومشيت.. ثم تركتني كالطفل يبكي في الزِّحام إن كنت - يا مِلح المدامعِ - بعتني فأقل ما يرِث السكوت منَ الكلام هو أن تؤشّر مِن بعيدٍ بالسلام أن تغلق الأبواب إنْ قررت ترحل في الظلام ما ضر لو ودعتنِي؟ ما ضرَّ لو ودَّعتَنِي؟ ومنحتَني فصلَ الخِتامْ؟ حتى أريحَ يديَّ من تقليبِ آخر صفحةٍ من قصّتي.. تلك التي يشتدُّ أبْيَضُها فيُعميني إذا اشتدَّ الظلامْ حتى أنامْ حتى أنامْ
"In my class 11, i see a beautiful girl, we don't taught to each other but we smiled everytime when we see each other, through my whole years i thought the girl like me, but when i promoted to class 12 ,she already has like someone else in my class"
i cried my heart out after realizing it's haruki from i want to eat your pancreas, and the song is already incredibly sad. why did you have to do this i feel so sad
Stop overthinking and just start ! a conversation by saying something small, and increase your confidence by thinking about what things are nice about yourself!
bro i literally just finished eating lunch alone while listening to this, but the thing is i’m happy. a year ago i would’ve have being lying if i said this, but i’m genuinely happy alone
thank God you're alive. that's a huge blessing on its own. you literally get a new chance to change the course of life when you wake up every single day. do yk how many people didn't want to die but died instead? you're blessed and please be easy on yourself
We got close a year and a half ago. She became my real first best friend. She is perfect, she always listens to me, gives me all her attention, is the sweetest person. I was so happy to be with her, getting to know her, to be loved by her. But i feel like things have changed now...or maybe i have? I don't feel the same now. I barely feel anything. We barely talk now. She tells me she misses me everyday how do i tell her I can't feel anything? How do i tell her that I don't know if i miss her or not? I fear im going to hurt her but that's the last i want to happen. She doesn't deserve this. She doesn't deserve me. Ik most people will think im a piece of shit and honestly i think the same. The only problem is wr can't control our feelings.. I can't force myself to act like i still love her I can't force myself to act like im okay. It's so messed up im tired
الحقيقه... تمنيت لو ان احداً قال لي احبك او حتى اهتم بمشاعري، دائماً ماكنت غير مهمه للكل دائماً وحيده لا احد معي في جميع اوقاتي أُجالس القمر بعد منتصف الليل محاولة أن احتوي نفسي من هذا العالم السيء احاول ان احمي نفسي من البؤس لكنني لا استطيع غلبني كل شي لازلت في بداية شبابي لكن اشعر انني بلغت من العمر ٤٠ عام شي محزن للغاية ان اكون بهذه المشاعر وانا لازلت صغيره، اشعر بأنني ثقل كبير على الجميع;)
Its wild when you think about all the little things and minute decisions and stuff that happens that makes you live the rest of your existence without them anymore.
My childhood friend and my only friend in this world, who I love one-sidedly and he doesn't know, sent me this song, even though I heard it many times before, but now I think I'm hollow inside.
at this point i realised how miserable my life has become lately and trying to find someone who is perfect and can make me happy again and not finding them makes my life even harder
Guys, I know that many people feel bad and sad, some don’t want to live, some have a broken heart, some hate themselves, some have big problems, but remember that this is temporary, everything will change, the main thing is to pull yourself together and move forward. everything will definitely change over time. good luck everyone❤❤❤
It is hard to deal with it but I am fighting for my life. I got reject by my crush and I am depressed right and bored. I hope someday I will get rid of it.
For the last year all I want to do is listen to songs. Just thinking. I do not want to do anything. Nothing makes me happy. This is one of the songs that is good for me. I just want to listen :')
To everyone who is here feeling sad, Imma try to brighten your day up by sharing some good news and maybe motivating you! I have been working out consistently and went from really skinny to slightly less skinny with some actual muscle mass. Though Im far from there yet, I am already more confident in myself and I will definitely keep going. Though I do feel quite lonely at night I know that at some point I will find someone who will love me back and so will you! So keep your head up, keep working on yourself, improving on what you love and stay passionate. Sometimes its hard to love life but what is a life without love? Its important to have passion and ambition and if you do, you will get to where you want to be faster than you know. And if thats looking better, being more confident or improving at something, as long as you show dedication you got this! Also for anyone who kept reading till this point, this song reminds me of David and Lucy from Cyberpunk Edgerunners for some reason and now im staring at my ceiling thinking about them.
01:38 am . I missed a lot of moment when I could have come to her but bcz of my anxiety I couldn't . 12th grade in highschool a teacher in my class looked with 'that eyes' , but bcz of my anxiety I couldn't come to her . Then I met several women who also leave 'hint' to me but again bcz of my anxiety I couldn't . There were a woman who works at my dad company, a beautiful woman in high school, a girl i just met on facebook , a manager in a restaurant I worked on , another teacher in my uni class. There were just so many moments that I wished I could overcome my anxiety . I really don't want to continue living with regrets but I feel so anxious whenever that moment happens. btw I have some kind of mental disorder which make me really easy to lose control in intense moment because my parents punished me a lot during my childhood.
Voilà ! • On a juste fini par plus se donner de nouvelles • Je me demande souvent comment on a pue devenir de simple inconnu • On était tout l'un pour l'autre mais ça n'a pas suffit • On dit que l'amour est plus fort que tout ,Pourquoi ne la il pas été pour nous ? • Et je repense à notre histoire comme un souvenir et sa me fait tellement mal de me dire que je ne connais plus rien de toi • J'ai jamais réussi à redonner ma confiance après ça • C'est vrai • A quoi bon construire tout ça pour au final tout laisse de côté • En y pensant c'était beau et sa en valler la peine. • Car même si on à pas fini notre route ensemble • Ce bout de chemin que j'aurais passé auprès de toi. • M'auras rendu - Tellement Vivant - Tellement Heureux - Tellement Épanouie • Mais je sais qu'il faut parfois laisser les choses derrière soit pour avancé ! • Je ne sais pas ce que tu est devenu, Ni ce que tu fais • Ni même si tu te souvient encore de moi • Mais ce que je sais • C'est que notre histoire a laissé une empreinte indélébile dans mon coeur et dans mon esprit
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
From the moment I met you I wanted nothing but you. Your hair, your hands, your beautiful eyes, and your incredible smile. I wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with you cherishing every moment. But I’m not what you wanted. Now I spend every waking moment dreaming of being with you. Dreaming of holding you, dreaming of kissing you. Dreaming of having your presence near me. I don’t want anyone else, I only want you and no one will ever make me feel the way you made me feel again. And that’s okay. Because everyone has their soulmate, and you were mine. But I’m not yours. In another life.
It's making you cry every time
You give your love to me this way
Saying you'd wait for me to stay
I know it hurts you
But I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
Maybe I'd change for you someday
But I can't help the way I feel
Wish I was good, wish that I could
Give you my love now
But I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
Thank you
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This slowed version makes this song even sadder 😭😭😭😭😭
Don't they all.
I just wish life could slow down, but as I wait, the world moves past me
Just found out my Dad (65) retiring this month just got news of Stage 4 Brain cancer. 9-12 months to live…this song will help me now and when he’s gone. Much love ❤
I'm sorry, I'm feeling so numb after hearing that... THANK YOU for enjoyed my video, by making videos is all I can do for you ! I wish I could have done something better. ❤️
❤Allah help you man
have faith buddy ❤️
May god help your family. Just pray that your dad will be fine and just thank God for all the moments you've had with him. I hope he stays with you man.
My friend, I am so sorry for you. My dad was diagnosed with stage 3B lung cancer 2 1/2 years ago and after a year they told him he has two more weeks. He continued to live on for one more year, exceeding expectations 26-fold. Never give up ❤
When my mom died of cancer, I felt like the world around me had shattered. The days that followed were a blur of grief and confusion, with a pain so deep it felt impossible to describe. I was overwhelmed by a mix of emotions: anger, sadness, disbelief, and an emptiness I couldn't shake. In the midst of this emotional storm, I found a strange comfort in an unexpected place: this song. I remember the first time I heard it after she passed. The soft, melancholic melody filled the room, echoing my own sadness. The lyrics spoke of loss and longing in a way that resonated with the deep ache I felt inside. “Cry” became my companion in the quiet, lonely hours when the weight of my grief felt too much to bear. It was like the song understood my pain, capturing the complexity of my feelings in a way that I couldn't put into words. Listening to it was like opening a valve to release some of the pressure building up inside me. Each time I heard those opening notes, I felt a strange sense of relief, like I had permission to feel everything I needed to feel. The music allowed me to let go, to cry without holding back, and to face the depths of my sadness. It was like the song knew exactly how I felt - that longing for something lost, the way grief feels like it's pulling you under, but also a strange sense of peace in knowing that you’re not alone in that feeling. “Cry” became a sort of ritual for me. Whenever I felt overwhelmed or too numb to feel anything at all, I would put on my headphones, close my eyes, and let the music wash over me. The gentle, haunting voice and simple, repetitive chords felt like a lullaby, soothing the rawness of my grief. The song’s simplicity gave space to my emotions, allowing them to surface and breathe. It was like finding a friend who didn’t need words to understand what I was going through. The song helped me cope, not by making the pain go away, but by allowing me to fully experience it. It helped me realize that it was okay to feel broken, to feel lost, and to cry. I began to understand that grieving isn't something that has a set timeline or a right way to do it. The song gave me the space to process my emotions on my terms, to feel sadness and longing without judgment or expectation. Over time, “Cry” became more than just a song to me; it became a way to connect with my mom. When I listened to it, I thought of her, of the moments we shared, and of the person she was. It was painful, yes, but it was also comforting. It was a way to keep her close, to remember her, and to honor my feelings in a world that often seemed too quick to move on. Some days, listening to the song brought tears, and other days, it brought a sense of calm. It reminded me that it's okay to feel whatever I’m feeling, to let the tears flow, and to allow myself to cry. In a way, the song taught me that grief is not something to be fixed or solved, but something to be experienced, lived through, and felt deeply. “Cry” by Cigarettes After Sex helped me find my way through the darkest days of my loss. It gave me permission to grieve in my own way, to let the music hold the pieces of my broken heart together. Through it, I learned that coping with loss is not about forgetting or moving on; it’s about finding ways to live with it, to feel it, and to hold on to the memories that keep our loved ones alive in our hearts.
Thank you for sharing. This was beautiful. You don't know how much you just saved me bud. You are not alone.
Not alone bro
Gosh, this song reminds me of how I went through my insecurities and overthinking. Im so glad I was able to overcome them and that Im happy for who I am
Hm good for you huh guess im still in that phase
I've recovered but ....... I struggle from autism
@@hottestmanever777SAME AND OVERTHINKING WE ARE IN THE SAME BOAT SORRY FOR CAPS I OVERTHINK EVERYTHING AND THINK EVERYONE HATES ME
Proud of you 👏
imaynaya
None of you will care for this, but I run a group on Facebook for a TV show, but just been told by our moderator that our admin has passed away... She was a good admin, she worked hard for our group. Part of me just feels empty, even though she wasn't part of my family, she worked so hard to keep our group a safe space. I don't know if I feel comfortable just moving on...
She was the first one to step up and help me with my group, when it was just me running the group. I can't thank her enough, I know it's too late now, but thank you Gill for your hard work. We all appreciate you.
I love watching people’s comments while listening to this beautiful sad song.The music are just making it so much heartbreaking with those broken heart stories… it’s just making me feel so sad and I really like how people share their “the one” lost and left.. Damn… makes me feel very connected..
This song breaks my heart for some reason whenever i listen to it. It reminds of the most beautiful girl i ve ever met and i lost her because of my stupid decisions and misunderstandings. Even i met other womans nobody was like her and even it s almost 2 years ago i can t get her out of my mind. It hurts so bad to know that you cant back in the time where everything was beautiful. you only realize the most beautiful times when it s gone and becomes a memory. I feel like this guy under the umbrella sometimes. Empty inside, not happy. I hope someday i will get over it. Im glad that i found cigarettes after sex. They help to handle my feelings. And thank you for uploading this masterpiece in a slowed version, the feelings kicks in very hard honestly. And to all cigarettes after sex community, i wish you all the best and no matter which problems we have we can go through this together and hopefully we will heal someday.🍀
Thanks for this comment of yours, love you! ☘️
i'm in the same boat brother, i regret it so much
Sorry for ur lost, bro I hope you will be happy and live a great life, 👍 ❤️
My biggest regret of a lifetime
Do you have any advice for people who might be going in that direction? I've met a girl that I really like, but I feel like she's constantly getting farther away from me, and there's not much I can do since we live far from each other. What did you do wrong? and how could you have avoided it?
I'm jealous if this is your first time hearing this.
Best song to be created. Always works for me to change my any kind of mood to sad
It's my first time 😭😭
May 17 2023 when I first heard this and theres no turning back. I am consumed by this song.
@@mll6405That was one day before my bday😅😅
i shat my pants.
@@Lightning-II uhm-
The way that this song doesnt even make me cry but man the emotions it makes me feel! Will never get tired of this song.
Can’t help not tearing ..pulling out deep feelings from inside.. amazing song
Dear stranger.... You have a great taste in music..... See you again after 20 yrs.
hearing this song while crying is a whole new vibe
Fr😢
Rain makes me feel that I'm not alone, it can hide the tears in my eyes falling.
I dropped my ice cream..
Damn that’s heartbreaking…
Nooooooo
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO YABU SHLEETE
BYE-
:( stay strong ✊🏻
late night drives with this song is literally so addicting
Glad to know I'm not the only depressed guy listening to their songs
I miss him everyday thank you for the memories together
This song is like a therapist, I want to tell her all my problems until I burst into tears and then feel better little by little
No
@@dannadoesntreallylikeu3455Shut Up
@@dannadoesntreallylikeu3455yes.
:)
Agreed..
@@IThinkIExist-is3czno
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
too late for me
@@jonathanayalew571 My life changed when I started to appreciate the little moments, sometimes eating an ice cream, taking a shower, leaving the house to walk a little... all of this made me rethink whether I was in a prison of my own that I created, when I left ... everything has changed...
1. I won’t
2. I have none
3. They wouldn’t care
4. I don’t want to
5. Doing so rn
6. Not helping
7. No one likes me
8. I am the inspired, not one who can inspire
9. Dream
10. They’ll die anyways. Why get attached
11. I won’t be able to
12. I have none
13. Nothing is that funny
14. Won’t happen
15. Am rn
16. Why would I want to see that
17. Already passing
18. I don’t want one
19. Nothing can make me that happy
20. Won’t happen
21. I don’t deserve anything
22. Too unhealthy
23. Already have
24. See it every winter
25. Won’t see
26. Won’t see
27. Already have
28. Already have
29. Doing that rn
30. I don’t like travel
31. I hate learning languages
32. Already know how
33. They won’t be inspired
34. Don’t have one
35. Won’t be able to have one
36. Sin.
37. Don’t have one
38. Refer to 22.
39. Refer to 26.
40. See it everyday
41. I don’t take showers at night
42. I don’t want gifts. Save ur money.
43. Not gonna happen
44. Temporary.
45. Cried enough.
46. Feel it everyday
47. Won’t happen z
48. I wish
49. Don’t have one
50. I don’t want new ones
51. Not funny
52. Not a reason to stay alive
53. Not gonna happen
54. Not gonna happen x2
55. Never has never will happen
56. I don’t smell anything then
57. I don’t like that
58. I don’t like dancing
59. maybe
60. I’m bad at cooking
61. Never happened never will
62. No rush. Anxiety.
63. Don’t have any
64. Won’t have
65. I don’t go to theatres really
66. No.
67. Yes
68. Yes
69. Won’t have any
70. Don’t have any
71. I don’t like em
72. What about them
73. Cap
74. She left me.
75. No one.
76. I have
77. I have none
78. I don’t have that
79. Not a reason to stay alive
80. I don’t wanna
81. I’ve tried
82. Won’t happen.
83. I’ve learned enough
84. Cannot
85. Am rn
86. She left me
87. She left me
88. She left me
89. I don’t sing.
90. Boring.
91. Boring.
92. I don’t like that
93. Not a reason to stay alive
94. I don’t like them
95 boring
96. Had it enough
97. Won’t feel it again.
98. Nothing will
99. No one I’ll.
100. Won’t happen.
@@flamxzfrreal
Ohh God.............❤
Hey, if you're reading this i hope that youre ok and that you'll be ok whatever it is you're going through won't last forever there is light in the darkness. Never forget that. You got this soldier, keep going 🙂👍
Thank you very much,bro
Hearing this and remembering all those memories that I wont be able to experience again, all those memories and I just smile, even though Im sad inside I keep smiling.
This song always reminds me of my ex. We started dating three years ago, and for three years, we were each other's best friends. I told him everything, and he did so, too. We knew each other so well. At the beginning of this year, though, he started drifting away. He would leave for months and then come back, and he did this several times. I let him come back every single time, even though it hurt like hell. I know he loves me, but he always ran away when things got tough. I eventually met someone who treats me with so much kindness, but for some reason, I still have my ex in the back of my head. I know I deserve better, but walking away was the hardest thing I have ever had to do because I still care for him deeply. I hate that I still love him. I wonder if he regrets losing me or even feels the loss of my presence😔
I don't know what you think or what you would like to hear. But, in my opinion, it seems to me that all people of the new generation betray in a state of deep despair and loneliness. I've been trying to cope with the breakup for two months now. Each country has its own customs and culture. Their views on life and so on. It is very hard to realize that people are not able to be faithful and honest towards those whom they have fallen in love with.
oh wow i feel so bad for the nice guy rn wtf
dont worry about the nice guy, he and I are happily together now. im happier than ive ever been @@devo1312
What a nice lad.
u for the streets
My mother left me when I was 9 years old, she didn't die, she just left me here alone, at that time my family situation was really destroyed. I miss my mother, I wish she didn't leave me but it's too late. She. Already. Left me. Someone keeps calling me an orphan because my mother is not here. I could only be silent and cry in my room, when I listened to this song, I realized that this song is really like what I feel, I love this song sm, I hope my mother still loves me, mom, i love u so much ❤
now i live with my father :D
I wish I could go back and be my old self again… The amount of regretful choices I’ve made in my life makes me cry every night. I hope one day everything will just be ok.
dw, you'll be fine soon. everything is alr, keep hoping for more good days.
It fits so well with the bg. Nice idea. I've been thinking about it since I saw it and I wanted to kind of recreate it, so today I walked with my umbrella in the rain while listening to this on my headphones.
Yes, this is beautiful
i just want a good friendgroup
Yup 😢
same its so lonely
It's worse when they've all forgotten about you as well
Lo encontraras :)
Same here...
Loneliness is hard...
لماذا اخترتني؟ وأخذتَني بيديك من بين الأنام ومشيت بي.. ومشيت.. ثم تركتني كالطفل يبكي في الزِّحام إن كنت - يا مِلح المدامعِ - بعتني فأقل ما يرِث السكوت منَ الكلام هو أن تؤشّر مِن بعيدٍ بالسلام أن تغلق الأبواب إنْ قررت ترحل في الظلام ما ضر لو ودعتنِي؟ ما ضرَّ لو ودَّعتَنِي؟
ومنحتَني فصلَ الخِتامْ؟
حتى أريحَ يديَّ من
تقليبِ آخر صفحةٍ
من قصّتي..
تلك التي
يشتدُّ أبْيَضُها فيُعميني
إذا اشتدَّ الظلامْ
حتى أنامْ
حتى أنامْ
vdd eu tava la
My tummy hurted , thanks for the song
Listening to this while loosing hope on the academic comeback hits different
It's nice that so many around the world feel the way you feel
I think unhappy songs bring us together
epic song with an epic anime clip background
"In my class 11, i see a beautiful girl, we don't taught to each other but we smiled everytime when we see each other, through my whole years i thought the girl like me, but when i promoted to class 12 ,she already has like someone else in my class"
Y’all need to understand because a girl is kind to y’all Doesn’t meant she likes you, is common sense
Never fall in one side love
I was crying and I was listening to this while I was feeling sleepy❤
i cried my heart out after realizing it's haruki from i want to eat your pancreas, and the song is already incredibly sad. why did you have to do this i feel so sad
real
I sit alone at lunch and listen to this masterpiece. Someone help me.
Get up and start lifting bro.
Talk to 3 ppl a day, just say hi. It gets easier and easier.
Stop overthinking and just start ! a conversation by saying something small, and increase your confidence by thinking about what things are nice about yourself!
bro i literally just finished eating lunch alone while listening to this, but the thing is i’m
happy. a year ago i would’ve have being lying if i said this, but i’m genuinely happy alone
@@randomstranger7845 some days being a loner is the best thing in the world, other days, it brings me to my goddamn knees.
This song is about being destroyed by the people you loved most in this world - not because of something you did - but because they became sick.
No job, no relationships, no money, no happiness.... Truly, I am the most miserable being alive
Us>
im a god
thank God you're alive. that's a huge blessing on its own. you literally get a new chance to change the course of life when you wake up every single day. do yk how many people didn't want to die but died instead? you're blessed and please be easy on yourself
You still got time… this life is a blessing. Keep rolling with the punches life throws at you. There’s always light at the end of the tunnel❤
bonitiiinho
To whoever made this, I can't thank you enough
احد نصائح شخص عابر في احد المناطق النائيه على احد الجدران حيث قال : أترك بيوت الذل لو هي من ألماس " وأسكن بيوت العز لو هي خرابه .
أسكن بيوت العز لو هي خرابه 💔💔.
عميقه😞
👏
In real life we wouldn't sympathize with this kind of people but the music just makes the lyrics sound like an accessory
choosing this song and the movie scene couldn't be more accurate....💔
I swear its like the worst feeling when you realised you didnt mean as much to someone as you thought that you did
People say "you don't have to prove anything to anyone" but most people will look down on you if you don't prove something
I know we feel songs,but I wish they could hug us back
This song describes my loneliness and will somebody love for who I am. Had one person and I tried to get over here, but the truth is....
I CAN'T ;(
We got close a year and a half ago. She became my real first best friend. She is perfect, she always listens to me, gives me all her attention, is the sweetest person. I was so happy to be with her, getting to know her, to be loved by her. But i feel like things have changed now...or maybe i have? I don't feel the same now. I barely feel anything. We barely talk now. She tells me she misses me everyday how do i tell her I can't feel anything? How do i tell her that I don't know if i miss her or not? I fear im going to hurt her but that's the last i want to happen. She doesn't deserve this. She doesn't deserve me. Ik most people will think im a piece of shit and honestly i think the same. The only problem is wr can't control our feelings.. I can't force myself to act like i still love her I can't force myself to act like im okay. It's so messed up im tired
Please tell her how u feel even if u think it's going to hurt her but trust me it's better than going silent because she's going to hurt sm more
I feel you all. I’m right there with you. Let’s keep going and enjoy life like a movie you didn’t ask to be cast in.
الحقيقه...
تمنيت لو ان احداً قال لي احبك او حتى اهتم بمشاعري، دائماً ماكنت غير مهمه للكل دائماً وحيده لا احد معي في جميع اوقاتي أُجالس القمر بعد منتصف الليل محاولة أن احتوي نفسي من هذا العالم السيء احاول ان احمي نفسي من البؤس لكنني لا استطيع غلبني كل شي لازلت في بداية شبابي لكن اشعر انني بلغت من العمر ٤٠ عام شي محزن للغاية ان اكون بهذه المشاعر وانا لازلت صغيره، اشعر بأنني ثقل كبير على الجميع;)
معلِش :]
احبك
ما تزعلي ابدا لسه العمر طويل هتلاقي احد جميل يحبك 💗
و يبقى ذوقك في الموسيقى جميل
@sofia_rey476 مش عايزين حد يحبنا عايزي نعيش لوحدنا وبهدوء بس🫂
Its wild when you think about all the little things and minute decisions and stuff that happens that makes you live the rest of your existence without them anymore.
i want to eat you pancreas is one of the only movies that made me cry.
This is just amazing, beautiful and so calming, thank you so much
Tomorrow will be raining, I'll be listening to this
My childhood friend and my only friend in this world, who I love one-sidedly and he doesn't know, sent me this song, even though I heard it many times before, but now I think I'm hollow inside.
Leaving for college in 6 months. Wish I could restart my childhood
this song made me cry a lot
It’s making you cry 😞
at this point i realised how miserable my life has become lately and trying to find someone who is perfect and can make me happy again and not finding them makes my life even harder
I don't think I have it in me anymore to keep going but I'll keep going anyway
Rain hits different bro…
My girl just ended our relationship after 6 years...
This song just makes me feel at home.❤
i recently got off of a 3 year relationship, my heart couldn't feel anymore empty ..
The relationship is in the past now you have to look forward. Focus on yourself get yourself good money and make yourself proud.
Guys, I know that many people feel bad and sad, some don’t want to live, some have a broken heart, some hate themselves, some have big problems, but remember that this is temporary, everything will change, the main thing is to pull yourself together and move forward. everything will definitely change over time. good luck everyone❤❤❤
It is hard to deal with it but I am fighting for my life. I got reject by my crush and I am depressed right and bored. I hope someday I will get rid of it.
intro sounds like post apocalyptic/dystopian vibe as you stare from afar and realize "what have we become"
I lost my triplet brother on thanksgiving last year this song helps me.
My pillow doesn’t have a cool side…
😢
Damn, now that’s deep…😢
𝑺𝒂𝒎𝒆
It's a masterpiece 🥲
For the last year all I want to do is listen to songs. Just thinking. I do not want to do anything. Nothing makes me happy. This is one of the songs that is good for me. I just want to listen :')
To everyone who is here feeling sad, Imma try to brighten your day up by sharing some good news and maybe motivating you!
I have been working out consistently and went from really skinny to slightly less skinny with some actual muscle mass. Though Im far from there yet, I am already more confident in myself and I will definitely keep going. Though I do feel quite lonely at night I know that at some point I will find someone who will love me back and so will you!
So keep your head up, keep working on yourself, improving on what you love and stay passionate. Sometimes its hard to love life but what is a life without love? Its important to have passion and ambition and if you do, you will get to where you want to be faster than you know. And if thats looking better, being more confident or improving at something, as long as you show dedication you got this!
Also for anyone who kept reading till this point, this song reminds me of David and Lucy from Cyberpunk Edgerunners for some reason and now im staring at my ceiling thinking about them.
01:38 am . I missed a lot of moment when I could have come to her but bcz of my anxiety I couldn't . 12th grade in highschool a teacher in my class looked with 'that eyes' , but bcz of my anxiety I couldn't come to her . Then I met several women who also leave 'hint' to me but again bcz of my anxiety I couldn't . There were a woman who works at my dad company, a beautiful woman in high school, a girl i just met on facebook , a manager in a restaurant I worked on , another teacher in my uni class. There were just so many moments that I wished I could overcome my anxiety . I really don't want to continue living with regrets but I feel so anxious whenever that moment happens.
btw I have some kind of mental disorder which make me really easy to lose control in intense moment because my parents punished me a lot during my childhood.
the i need to tell you something breaks me fr.
I came across this band 10 years ago and I was like I have found the hidden gem. Now I feel sorry that TikTok had found my gem
That means you are getting old :)
@@Itsallgoodtogo actually I am.
@@Abdulaziz-xo8epcan u give me ur Instagram account? Ur really cool i wanna get to know u if u don't mind
bring him back to me i cant live without him he was the best and the most beautiful kitten ever...
"..To Emily!🥂..always the bridesmaid, never the bride.
Tell me my dear, can a heart still break once it stops beating?"
💔
Why are Depression videos always recommended to me? It makes me fall even further.
Even I know she does not love me anymore but I can’t forget about her…
congrats for over 100k views!
im so lost for words myself and truly grateful at the same time ! ! ! couldn't believe it 😭
"Being good is the biggest crime nowadays "
Dang that hits hard.
Few respect someone who does not tear others down
maybe ill change for you someday hits hard
i love this song :>
🙆♀️💗
@@syukouso4u 9
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This song is paradise ❤🌸
Voilà !
• On a juste fini par plus se donner de nouvelles
• Je me demande souvent comment on a pue devenir de simple inconnu
• On était tout l'un pour l'autre mais ça n'a pas suffit
• On dit que l'amour est plus fort que tout ,Pourquoi ne la il pas été pour nous ?
• Et je repense à notre histoire comme un souvenir et sa me fait tellement mal de me dire que je ne connais plus rien de toi
• J'ai jamais réussi à redonner ma confiance après ça
• C'est vrai
• A quoi bon construire tout ça pour au final tout laisse de côté
• En y pensant c'était beau et sa en valler la peine.
• Car même si on à pas fini notre route ensemble
• Ce bout de chemin que j'aurais passé auprès de toi.
• M'auras rendu
- Tellement Vivant
- Tellement Heureux
- Tellement Épanouie
• Mais je sais qu'il faut parfois laisser les choses derrière soit pour avancé !
• Je ne sais pas ce que tu est devenu, Ni ce que tu fais
• Ni même si tu te souvient encore de moi
• Mais ce que je sais
• C'est que notre histoire a laissé une empreinte indélébile dans mon coeur et dans mon esprit
سنتين ونصف ولن انساه 💔
Two and a half years and I will never forget it💔
cigarettes after sex is my comfort :(
today was a bad day and bad week.. hopefully next week gets better
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
The best ever , can stop listening. .
this "i want to eat your pancreas" clip just hits different :((
I just want friends who genuinely care about me and our friendship
i'm about to make the most soul drenching, tear trickling angst story ever
send me the link
Great edit bro !
I just love it🔥
listening to this song while hopelessly studying for a test is so saddening
The guy has been walking with the beat- why's everything so perfect?
This song makes me feel love and pain at the same time.
Ligit my mood 💯
Quien se siente identificado con este tema q viene siempre a escucharlo?...😢
From the moment I met you I wanted nothing but you. Your hair, your hands, your beautiful eyes, and your incredible smile. I wanted nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with you cherishing every moment. But I’m not what you wanted. Now I spend every waking moment dreaming of being with you. Dreaming of holding you, dreaming of kissing you. Dreaming of having your presence near me. I don’t want anyone else, I only want you and no one will ever make me feel the way you made me feel again. And that’s okay. Because everyone has their soulmate, and you were mine. But I’m not yours. In another life.
real
i know im late but damn...this comment is the saddest ive read on this video personally...
I just love this❤
This song makes me remind of my past, I dont really know why, but I still love this song sm