Thank you for coming back. What you do matters. I don’t even like children. Seriously. You’ve made me more empathetic. You’ve made me pay attention more.
@@jdr9419 No. It’s just my nature. It would be like telling everyone they should like dogs. Some people don’t. I’m a great aunt to my nephews though. I’d take a bullet for the guys. But when they were kids, I wasn’t very interactive. I wasn’t unkind. We’ve discussed it. They have no lingering issues. Kids just aren’t my thing.
Such a relief to hear your voice Laine! Love, peace and healing to you. So much respect to you for your commitment to shining light on these sweet babes while fighting your own darkness, I know I don’t have half your strength. Keep prioritising yourself, your health and your family! Absolutely nobody rational would expect your output to be more important than your safety 💕💕
I’ve missed your voice, your videos, your appreciation for all our lost children. Your my #1 go to on utube. I’m a huge fan, and have been since day dot from Australia 🇦🇺 Thank you my love for all that you do researching and informing the world on these poor poor souls whom have left us too young. All content you work hard on producing brings these beautiful babies to light and remembrance xoxoxoxxo 😊😘😘😘
What an unfathomably strong mum, it’s humbling to hear the work she has done. She did not let that man take ALL of her daughter. You can hear that she’s carried Joan with her, every step she’s taken - that monster can’t seperate sweet Joan from the love of her mother.
It is so nice to see you back Lane . You are such an amazing TH-camr and I’ve always watched all the videos. I’m a huge fan of you and all the stories that you put out for the children who can’t speak for themselves. May you always be blessed and in the right spirits ! Blessing to your family . Thank you for all your hard work you put into these cases to say that we have all missed you ❤. Keep up the good work and never change who you are your an amazing person and podcast lady . Your voice is so relaxing . Your videos are never too long. They are never too short. They are perfect. You are by far the best crime, content, creator, 🎉 thank you 🙏 And rip Joan may the angles protect you up above .
If I may say, I have listened to almost every single one of your episodes and I have had the pleasure of learning a bit about you along the way. Hearing you share your experience regarding burn out, anxiety and depression is so deeply sad but please know you’re not alone. What you do matters I’m glad to see you back
I'm SO glad you are feeling better. I worry for you. I somehow found your channel and binge watched, it made me the most depressed I've ever been in my life! I can't imagine the toll of all the research you do and how you handle it, it really broke me. Again, glad your doing better!
I was not expecting to see a new video from you today 🥹 I’m just glad you’re okay. Take all the time you need for your mental health. That has to come first! Great job covering this case as you do all of them. You are a major voice for these poor children. I can imagine it’s draining . It’s hard to listen to, I can’t imagine how hard it is to do your job everyday. Thank you for this episode and all the others. Beautiful souls like yours help keep these babies names alive and for that I’m so thankful. May all there little souls be at peace, wherever that may be .
Don't go too hard on yourself - I'm pretty sure most would agree that we'll be here when you post, even if it's not every week. Thank you for sharing Joan's story, I hadn't heard it before. It's so odd that the part that I burst into tears over was explaining it to the siblings.
That always gets me, too. It breaks my heart to give my kids terrible news (like when their grandpa passed away), so I can only imagine how horrible it is to explain that a sibling is gone. 😢
McGowan's mother really took victim blaming to another level. He's an absolute monster and danger to society, and would have killed again if he didn't get LOP. Rosemary's resilience and perseverance to change things is astonishing and admirable.
I also struggle with major depressive disorder, anxiety and also Bipolar Disorder. I completely understand the need for a mental health break when an episode hits. Much love to you. ❤
I’m so happy that you’re back! I hope you’re doing well! I love listening to your podcast! You truly do an amazing job giving a voice to the voiceless! May God watch over you and all the victims!
First take care of you! I understand what mental health can do and we appreciate you. No one wants you to suffer. Also yhis was an amazing video! Idk if.its bc i grew up in the 80s outside Philadelphia in a family if Catholic Italian immigrants or being a survivor of csa. But this got me. Im so glad to know who Joan was..thank you!❤
Joan's story is eerily similar to that of Marica Trimble's. Both got murdered while delivering Girl Scout cookies and their bodies both found on Easter. Marica's murder happened 2 years later in 1975 in Tennessee.
Such a tragic case, the mother is incredibly strong. It was nice to hear Joans story and her voice to be told, I think it's a very good thing if you do decide to cover cases of strangers murdering children. Yes, it is uncommon, but it's definitely still very real, terrifyingly enough.
GI asked you if you needed assistance. I understood your reply of how stressful your work is & having to do it alone. Even Meidastouch Network stresses me out when the lawyers explain the injustices of Donald tRump. It's disgusting how our children aren't safe to be children. Welcome back & you take all the time you need. tRump headaches are plenty right now. We love ya. 😻😻
Good to see you back sis. And THANK YOU for taking time to take care of yourself. YOU are most important above all else. I appreciate what you do but would not want it at the cost of YOUR inner peace and happiness. You are so awesome at what you do.Take as many breaks as you need and when you need them. These precious Angels need you to continue to take care of yourself so you can continue to be their voice. Keeping you in my prayers sis 🙏🏻 PS: been awake too long as usual. So forgive me if I’m overly mothering you lol. Time for bed. Wish me SLEEP! Ughhh
Other than writing a book, what do you think the reason that woman was a pen pal? I mean... The fact that he never took his crimes or sentencing seriously... I just couldn't do it.
I feel like describing this case the way you did is such an injustice to the kids who were actually tortured. By no means em I said that it isn’t a sad story, but I feel your mental health status definitely lead to making this case sound so much worse. In the end it was quick.
What part of the episode do you mean? I don't think my mental health status had anything to do with making the case sound worse than it is, because I'm doing a lot better than I was when I wasn't releasing episodes.
@@Joans_joyI mean if you read what I said I never claimed she exaggerated anything ? Put on Patrion (which I’ve been a donator for months now) she mentioned that the next case she was going to release she was taking extra time on because it was a rough case and was affecting her. I don’t see how this case was particularly more cruel than normal, she also said it as very hard to hear. In the end, most of the cases she covers are far more cruel than this one.
@@SuffertheLittleChildrenPodcast By no means did I mean to sound mean towards your mental health at all. But on both Patreon you mentioned that the next case was particularly difficult and on the beginning of this video you mentioned it was extra cruel, the reality is that it isn’t. I mean realistically even I ( I’m sure you can find my own case, it was in the local news and all) have been through more cruelty than what happened. Not saying it isn’t sad but it was quick. I just find saying this was particularly cruel just because someone who wasn’t a care giver did it invalidates those who were systematically and long term tortured Then again, I could just be desensitized to it, considering I do listen to your videos just because they make me feel better, there’s something about the validation that comes from knowing you survived things that others didn’t. Again, I didn’t mean to insult you. I’ve been a follower for years and began Patreon as soon as I could.
OK I didn't know that, I think its likely that all of the cases effect her. Maybe this one she got to know Joan better because of the amount of material she read and talking to my mother , maybe that it was a Stanger. Just because she said it was affecting her doesn't mean the others didn't.
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Thank you for coming back. What you do matters. I don’t even like children. Seriously. You’ve made me more empathetic. You’ve made me pay attention more.
Then dont have any fucking kids then if you can't stand kids! Period!!!!
You don’t like children? You should contemplate that. I sense childhood wounds. Signed a healing Aquarius. ♒️
@@jdr9419 No. It’s just my nature. It would be like telling everyone they should like dogs. Some people don’t. I’m a great aunt to my nephews though. I’d take a bullet for the guys. But when they were kids, I wasn’t very interactive. I wasn’t unkind. We’ve discussed it. They have no lingering issues. Kids just aren’t my thing.
@@jdr9419contrary to popular belief, there are some people who are indifferent to kids. That’s their prerogative.
Welcome back Layne. You were very missed. Thank you for all your hard work defending our children. Peace and Love❤
🎉 so pleased to see your back, Laine. Your content is important and needs to be heard & shared.
Such a relief to hear your voice Laine! Love, peace and healing to you. So much respect to you for your commitment to shining light on these sweet babes while fighting your own darkness, I know I don’t have half your strength. Keep prioritising yourself, your health and your family! Absolutely nobody rational would expect your output to be more important than your safety 💕💕
Thank you for this video, Laine. I hope your time off was good for your soul. You do such important and difficult work.
I’ve missed your voice, your videos, your appreciation for all our lost children.
Your my #1 go to on utube.
I’m a huge fan, and have been since day dot from Australia 🇦🇺
Thank you my love for all that you do researching and informing the world on these poor poor souls whom have left us too young.
All content you work hard on producing brings these beautiful babies to light and remembrance xoxoxoxxo 😊😘😘😘
What an unfathomably strong mum, it’s humbling to hear the work she has done. She did not let that man take ALL of her daughter. You can hear that she’s carried Joan with her, every step she’s taken - that monster can’t seperate sweet Joan from the love of her mother.
Thank you so much for sharing from your heart
@@Joans_joy thank YOU for transforming pain into a safer world for children, I’m in awe 💕
@@wasabipea57 I couldn't agree more! Ever since I first learned about Joan's story, Rosemarie has absolutely become one of my personal heroes!
It is so nice to see you back Lane . You are such an amazing TH-camr and I’ve always watched all the videos. I’m a huge fan of you and all the stories that you put out for the children who can’t speak for themselves. May you always be blessed and in the right spirits ! Blessing to your family . Thank you for all your hard work you put into these cases to say that we have all missed you ❤. Keep up the good work and never change who you are your an amazing person and podcast lady . Your voice is so relaxing . Your videos are never too long. They are never too short. They are perfect. You are by far the best crime, content, creator, 🎉 thank you 🙏
And rip Joan may the angles protect you up above .
I am so glad you are back!!
Soooooo gr8 2 c u back!! Thank you for all you do for the children who can't speak for themselves.
Poor baby, it breaks my heart for Joan and her mother and her siblings!!!!!Prayers from Virginia
Sending this message before I’ve even listened as I love your channel so much and get very excited whenever I see you put up something new
Glad to hear your feeling much better take good care of yourself this is a heartbreaking story what a beautiful girl Joan was and what an amazing mum
So nice to see you're back! We missed you!
Welcome back, Layne! Stay strong, we missed you very much! ❤
Welcome Back, Lane! I'm a New Jersey resident for my entire life (central) and I too, have never heard of this. Thanks for sharing and God Bless🩷
I am so glad you are taking care of you. I just found you and am hooked on your content! Thank you for your courage.
If I may say,
I have listened to almost every single one of your episodes and I have had the pleasure of learning a bit about you along the way.
Hearing you share your experience regarding burn out, anxiety and depression is so deeply sad but please know you’re not alone. What you do matters I’m glad to see you back
This is such a horrifying, sad story. Little Joan went through so much. Her mother Rosemarie is incredible.
Thank you for your support
welcome back, layne! i hope you're feeling better after your long break.
I'm SO glad you are feeling better. I worry for you. I somehow found your channel and binge watched, it made me the most depressed I've ever been in my life! I can't imagine the toll of all the research you do and how you handle it, it really broke me. Again, glad your doing better!
I was not expecting to see a new video from you today 🥹 I’m just glad you’re okay. Take all the time you need for your mental health. That has to come first! Great job covering this case as you do all of them. You are a major voice for these poor children. I can imagine it’s draining . It’s hard to listen to, I can’t imagine how hard it is to do your job everyday. Thank you for this episode and all the others. Beautiful souls like yours help keep these babies names alive and for that I’m so thankful. May all there little souls be at peace, wherever that may be .
Don't go too hard on yourself - I'm pretty sure most would agree that we'll be here when you post, even if it's not every week. Thank you for sharing Joan's story, I hadn't heard it before. It's so odd that the part that I burst into tears over was explaining it to the siblings.
That always gets me, too. It breaks my heart to give my kids terrible news (like when their grandpa passed away), so I can only imagine how horrible it is to explain that a sibling is gone. 😢
McGowan's mother really took victim blaming to another level. He's an absolute monster and danger to society, and would have killed again if he didn't get LOP. Rosemary's resilience and perseverance to change things is astonishing and admirable.
thank you!
Rosemarie is an absolute powerhouse! 💙
Lovely to have you back Laine ❤
I also struggle with major depressive disorder, anxiety and also Bipolar Disorder. I completely understand the need for a mental health break when an episode hits. Much love to you. ❤
Lovely to hear your voice again ❤️ xxx shame it has to be under these circumstances 😢❤xxx hope your well xx
Your back! Yay! Thank you for coming back. We missed you!
I’m so happy that you’re back! I hope you’re doing well! I love listening to your podcast! You truly do an amazing job giving a voice to the voiceless! May God watch over you and all the victims!
First take care of you! I understand what mental health can do and we appreciate you. No one wants you to suffer. Also yhis was an amazing video! Idk if.its bc i grew up in the 80s outside Philadelphia in a family if Catholic Italian immigrants or being a survivor of csa. But this got me. Im so glad to know who Joan was..thank you!❤
Glad to see you back 😊
Happy to see you back laine, hope you and your family are well ❤
So glad you're back!! We love you and appreciate your hard work and dedication💖
Love you Layne! What you do makes a difference, and gives the little souls in heaven, a voice! You are the best! Glad you are back!❤❤❤
Thank you, your work is valuable.
Joan's story is eerily similar to that of Marica Trimble's. Both got murdered while delivering Girl Scout cookies and their bodies both found on Easter. Marica's murder happened 2 years later in 1975 in Tennessee.
I read about Marcia's story while researching Joan's, and it really is eerie how similar the stories are.
We love you, Layne. Glad you're feeling a little better.
I had no idea you’re in NJ! I used to live in Northern NJ for 40 years. I just moved to Florida in 2021. Thank you for doing what you do. ♥️
I’m glad your back I missed your commentary
Your back! Hope ur well. We love ya Ms Laine!
Such a tragic case, the mother is incredibly strong. It was nice to hear Joans story and her voice to be told, I think it's a very good thing if you do decide to cover cases of strangers murdering children. Yes, it is uncommon, but it's definitely still very real, terrifyingly enough.
Sooooo glad your back… from uk ❤
Yay you’re back!!!🎉❤❤
You have been missed, welcome back! I’m proud of you for taking care of yourself 🙏
Welcome back and Dankeschön for everything you do 💕
😢that poor girl it's sickening, good to see your back thank you for telling Joan's story 👏👏💜
I was born in the late 80s i never heard of this case keep up with the good work
Welcome back, Laine
So glad your back. You have been missed
GI asked you if you needed assistance. I understood your reply of how stressful your work is & having to do it alone.
Even Meidastouch Network stresses me out when the lawyers explain the injustices of Donald tRump.
It's disgusting how our children aren't safe to be children.
Welcome back & you take all the time you need. tRump headaches are plenty right now.
We love ya. 😻😻
Good to see you back sis. And THANK YOU for taking time to take care of yourself. YOU are most important above all else. I appreciate what you do but would not want it at the cost of YOUR inner peace and happiness. You are so awesome at what you do.Take as many breaks as you need and when you need them. These precious Angels need you to continue to take care of yourself so you can continue to be their voice. Keeping you in my prayers sis 🙏🏻
PS: been awake too long as usual. So forgive me if I’m overly mothering you lol. Time for bed. Wish me SLEEP! Ughhh
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Other than writing a book, what do you think the reason that woman was a pen pal?
I mean... The fact that he never took his crimes or sentencing seriously... I just couldn't do it.
I honestly can't imagine what kind of bizarre kinship Sue Polin found with that man. I'm positive she never wrote a book with his letters!
I've missed you hope you're well 😊
I didn’t know you were from northern New Jersey. I am from Bergen county and lived in Sussex county when I was younger.
Laine! Hillsdale, my gosh.
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Abusers and killers will take everything from us if we let them. As a survivor of childhood SA I know that only too well.
Please take care of yourself firat Layne...God bless you!
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Well just because he had no criminal record doesn’t mean he had not committed any crimes against children.
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I feel like describing this case the way you did is such an injustice to the kids who were actually tortured.
By no means em I said that it isn’t a sad story, but I feel your mental health status definitely lead to making this case sound so much worse.
In the end it was quick.
She read the medical examiners report there was no exaggerating
What part of the episode do you mean? I don't think my mental health status had anything to do with making the case sound worse than it is, because I'm doing a lot better than I was when I wasn't releasing episodes.
@@Joans_joyI mean if you read what I said I never claimed she exaggerated anything ? Put on Patrion (which I’ve been a donator for months now) she mentioned that the next case she was going to release she was taking extra time on because it was a rough case and was affecting her. I don’t see how this case was particularly more cruel than normal, she also said it as very hard to hear. In the end, most of the cases she covers are far more cruel than this one.
@@SuffertheLittleChildrenPodcast
By no means did I mean to sound mean towards your mental health at all.
But on both Patreon you mentioned that the next case was particularly difficult and on the beginning of this video you mentioned it was extra cruel, the reality is that it isn’t. I mean realistically even I ( I’m sure you can find my own case, it was in the local news and all) have been through more cruelty than what happened. Not saying it isn’t sad but it was quick. I just find saying this was particularly cruel just because someone who wasn’t a care giver did it invalidates those who were systematically and long term tortured
Then again, I could just be desensitized to it, considering I do listen to your videos just because they make me feel better, there’s something about the validation that comes from knowing you survived things that others didn’t. Again, I didn’t mean to insult you. I’ve been a follower for years and began Patreon as soon as I could.
OK I didn't know that, I think its likely that all of the cases effect her. Maybe this one she got to know Joan better because of the amount of material she read and talking to my mother , maybe that it was a Stanger. Just because she said it was affecting her doesn't mean the others didn't.