You know if someone dislikes this song, it doesn't have to be someone who doesn't think this doesn't happen or has done this to someone. it could be other reasons like it could trigger PTSD etc. people always have to assume stuff now, is that the problem? you think everyone needs to like the song? Keep quiet if you have to assume stuff about people, and do it to fast.
also listen to “Since You’ve Been Gone” (warning: it’s v sad but it made me feel like I wasn’t alone,) and “Crooked Smile cover,” (this one also made me feel better and not alone about insecurities). Hope you enjoy as much as I do!
@@alexkent2605 I know, and I hate when people say "well girls get it more and it's less likely for guys" sometimes it's more likely for girls, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't happen to guys. people need to start recognizing that it happens to guys too and not only girls. being a female myself and a victim, I say that you shouldn't just say it like that because the way you say things can come different than you expect.
She cried because the pain was unbearable She cried because no matter how strong she was, he was still stronger He could hear her crying out and begging him to stop But it only seemed to make him want more of her The louder she got The harder he went, the more she wept the more he took And so he kept on taking what he Assumed belonged to him, until he was satisfied And at that moment the rest of the innocence that she Had barely been holding onto was drained from her eyes She stared of into the nothingness while he spoke into the background His voice was muffled and her mind was drifting She felt frozen, lost, isolated, worthless Completely fucking empty Beggin' and screaming, "please stop, I can't take it. I mean it" But he kept on going, panic overflowing, tears is flowing Man I barely even know him, why do he feel like I owe him? Any part of me at all, he took that shit as if he fucking owned it All I'm doing is relaying what I'm thinking, but not saying I been locked up with my own thoughts, I aint even fucking praying I been locked inside me room, I feel like I been going crazy Why the fuck am I so chill about it? Why don't this shit phase me? Front seat of his SUV, we drunk and he on top of me It start to hurt so fucking bad, so I'm like "hold up- get of please" But he say I aint running 'till he cumming I'mma take the D And now I'm fucking crying, I can't take it, he aint listening But fuck it- y'all don't get, y'all could never fucking understand How it feels to be a woman stuck under a fucking man Crying and you fighting- and you can't even move his fucking Hands, lay there and you crying Till he's done with his fucking demands Just incase some of y'all mother fuckers uneducated Lemme break it down, shut the fuck up, just listen, I'll explain it Any woman can change he mind at anytime, fuck the arrangements Matter of fact, its the fuck with sometimes she don't gotta say shit I know that it's hard to understand when you a selfish man And everything in your life was given to you from someones hands So everything you see in life, you take it, done it all your life Man, why you think women so pressed To walking around with guns and knifes? When I told my wife all she said was "damn thanks for sharing" If it ain't my best friend, then who else is supposed to be caring? Told another mother fucker, he ain't believed it, said I was trippin' What's the fuck the point of saying shit Thats why I keep this shit it And the shittiest part about it was he was my own blood And I don't mean a relative, I mean the gang, it fucking sucks When it be your own people who fuck you up, like yo what the fuck You supposed to protect me, now I don't even wanna throw signs up I'm scared for life, its hard to find my old self, I lost my own mind But just like every other trauma in my life- man I'll be fine I aint no snitch, I recognise that karma's real, and so am I So fuck it, I'll keep punching, just let him believe in his own mind I'm good, man, don't ask me how I'm feeling, how I'm doing I've gone years and years without human Connection, y'all done ruined my perception and my movement Talking to myself, I'm fluent I've been screwed over so many times By my own kind, so fuck y'all, screw it My own father gave me the greatest peice of advice, he said, "The older that you get the more you will start to realise That no one actually gives a fuck And won't for the rest of your life" And now that I been growing up, I see that he couldn't be more right This bull shit happened right after I fucking lost him, how 'bout that Now anywhere I go, I gotta deal with another fucking man That I just ain't him, I hated him, fucking mad I want him back Honestly, I just miss my fucking dad
I was in a party on Xbox and they were talking about stuff like that so I searched this up and said “stop I want you to listen to this” and played this and they were speechless then they said “I’m so sorry I didn’t know you guys felt that...” then I just left
It was my uncle, my own fucking uncle. I was very small when it first happened but it kept on until I turned 15... I'm 16 now, and I still don't talk to anyone about it, I have insomnia, nightmares, and a fucking eating disorder. I can't even eat as a family anymore because even though he doesn't live with us anymore, I still see him at the end of the table dining with us. It's horrible, honestly. The memories are the worst and the flashbacks that happen almost every minute doesn't get better. Someone told me it would... They lied. I know it's already been a year since we moved but it feels like he is still in the house with us tormenting me, I can't even shower without seeing his hands on my body. I tried so many things to forget but it just gets worse day by fucking day. I don't even feel like myself anymore. I can't talk to anybody about it because I can't relive that experience again. I know that it has to get worse to get better but how much worse can this be? I don't even feel like living anymore. I don't care about my life anymore. Even if I did want to speak up, nobody would listen. My parents, my own fucking family, doesn't believe me. "Attention seeking". Sure, maybe that's what they'll say when I die too. I don't even know if they'll miss me. Actually, I do. They won't. I might not commit suicide, but if I was getting robbed and they put a gun to my chest, I'd place it on my head and say, "don't miss..."
I went through this at 11 yrs old til 13 after my dad left mom was on drugs amd she wast dating her own cousin he done shit to me i can relate and all i wanted was my dad
I’ve been through all of this. I know what you’ve gone through. I lost my dad to suicide, but it happened way before that. The sad thing is, is that I never had the balls to tell him.
Sucks when there has never been a dad . Ending always hits me hard cause I can’t tell u how many times as a kid or a teen I wished I had a dad to come and save me.
How it feel to be a women stuck under a fuckin man😥😭 I went through this but didn't miss my dad cause he was the one that done it to me when I was 7 and 8 four times he is in jail now
I was crying all time… this song brings memories that I berried deep down… I’m sorry to everybody who also went threw it, to every women there, it gets better, trust me
I used to wonder why some people don’t come forward to say something. If I’m being honest I always thought they should always come forward and it didn’t matter they should still do it. I also always thought I would see the signs and never let it happen to me. So to anyone out there who’s like me and doesn’t understand why some people don’t come forward it’s because of shame, guilt and in my case fear. My assaulter has known me since I was born and our families are close friends. If I say anything that friendship is over and not to mention they might not believe me. So please to anyone out there don’t be quick to judge people when you don’t know the full story.
dont say this kind of thing cant happen to men. i went through it when i was 6-9. i lived with two older men who did this on a regular basis to me, and i couldnt say no because i was just a child. now because of them im scarred and i lost my innocence, something that can never be given back to me. so i understand your pain too well.
Ive been there 3 times by 3 different men non related to me tho but only in a few months. They all knew each other. The last one got me pregnant at 16 i was 15 with the first attack now i have a 3 year old at 20.
“You supposed to protect me” My teacher did things to me for 2 years. I was 12-13 and I put up with it for his 6 year old. I didn’t want her to lose him. I’ve seen it. I know how much she loves him
I relate right until those last lines. My dad was the first one to do this to me, led to me trusting the wrong people and accepting what boys did to me because my dad did it to me, so I thought I deserved it.
The worst part is how everyone ignores your trauma too, they don’t fucking care and they make the whole issue about themselves and ignore the fact that you are the only true victim that needs help
Ella lloró porque el dolor era insoportable, Ella lloró porque no importa lo fuerte que fuera, él aún era más fuerte. Podía escucharla gritar y rogarle que se detuviera, pero solo parecía hacer que quisiera más de ella. Cuanto más fuerte se puso, más difícil fue él cuanto más lloraba, más tomaba él así que siguió tomando lo que supuso que le pertenecía hasta que estuvo satisfecho y en ese momento el resto de la inocencia a la que apenas se había aferrado fue drenada de sus ojos ella miró fijamente a la nada mientras él hablaba de fondo su voz estaba ahogada y su mente estaba a la deriva se sentía congelada, perdida, aislada, inútil, completamente jodidamente vacía rogando y gritando por favor detente, no puedo soportarlo, lo digo en serio pero sigue adelante, el pánico desborda las lágrimas fluyen, hombre, apenas lo conozco, ¿por qué siente que le debo cualquier parte de mí, tomó esa mierda como si fuera su dueño Todo lo que hago es transmitir lo que estoy pensando pero no digo He estado encerrado con mis propios pensamientos, ni siquiera estoy rezando he estado encerrado dentro de mi habitación Siento que me he estado volviendo loco, ¿por qué diablos estoy tan tranquilo al respecto? ¿Por qué esta mierda no me pone en fase? Asiento delantero de su todoterreno, bebimos y él encima de mí. Empieza a doler tan jodidamente mal, así que estoy como espera, bájate por favor Pero él dice que no corro hasta que se corra, voy a tomar la D y ahora estoy llorando, no puedo soportarlo, no está escuchando Pero a la mierda, no lo entienden, nunca podrán entender cómo se siente ser una mujer atrapada debajo de un maldito hombre llorando y peleando ni siquiera puedes mover sus putas manos Te quedaste ahí y lloras hasta que termine con sus jodidas demandas solo en caso de que algunos de ustedes hijos de puta no tengan educación, déjenme analizarlo, cállate la boca, solo escucha lo explicaré, cualquier mujer puede cambiar de opinión en cualquier momento para el arreglo De hecho, es la mierda a veces ella ni siquiera tiene que decir una mierda Sé que es difícil de entender cuando eres un hombre egoísta y todo en tu vida te fue entregado de manos de alguien. Así que todo lo que ves en la vida lo tomas, lo haces y toda tu vida hombre, ¿por qué piensas que las mujeres están tan presionadas para caminar con armas y cuchillos? cuando le dije a mi esposa todo lo que dijo fue "maldición, gracias por compartir. Si no es mi mejor amigo, entonces ¿a quién más se supone que le importa?" le dijo a otro hijo de puta que él no cree que dijo que estaba tropezando ¿Cuál es el puto punto de decir una mierda? Por eso guardo esta mierda y la parte más mierda de eso fue que él era mi propia jodida sangre y no me refiero a un familiar Me refiero a la pandilla que apesta cuando es tu propia gente la que te jode como si tuvieras que protegerme, ahora ni siquiera quiero lanzar letreros Marcado de por vida, es difícil encontrar mi antiguo yo Perdí la cabeza pero al igual que cualquier otro trauma en mi vida, hombre, estaré bien No soy un soplón, reconozco que los karmas son reales y yo también Así que al diablo sigue presionando solo déjalos creer en su propia mente Soy un buen hombre, no me preguntes cómo me siento, cómo estoy He pasado años y años sin conexión humana, todos terminaron arruinados mi percepción y mis movimientos hablándome a mí mismo hablo con fluidez He sido jodido tantas veces por mi propio tipo, así que joder, joder mi propio padre me dio el mejor consejo, dijo: "cuanto mayor seas, más te darás cuenta de que a nadie le importa un carajo y no lo hará por el resto de tu vida". y ahora que he estado creciendo veo que no podría tener más razón Esta mierda sucedió justo después de que lo perdí, ahora ¿qué tal eso? Ahora, donde sea que vaya, tengo que lidiar con otro puto hombre que no es él. Odio este lugar. Estoy jodidamente enojado, lo quiero de vuelta Honestamente, solo extraño a mi maldito papá
Concert isn't always given in a relationship, if someone is sleeping don't do anything to them 😕 it's a red flag I haven't thought about that he did until now
I hate how I come across this song on tictok my ex raped me while coming to get his things out of my moms house and everyone says they don’t believe me cause I didn’t fight back but I was 6-7 months pregnant at the time and my friends tell me I’ll get over it
I went threw rape and sexual harassment at the age of 4 to 11 by a family member I'm 13 now and I finally told Someone about it and lost have my family to thinking I just want attention
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The one dislike Is probably from a man that has done this to a girl
Or the people who like to pretend this doesn't happen
You know if someone dislikes this song, it doesn't have to be someone who doesn't think this doesn't happen or has done this to someone. it could be other reasons like it could trigger PTSD etc. people always have to assume stuff now, is that the problem? you think everyone needs to like the song? Keep quiet if you have to assume stuff about people, and do it to fast.
@@emilyhamilton7847 absolutely true.
@Andreia Có No, maybe learn to respect others. I'm standing up for people getting accused of something they aren't meaning harm to others.
I relate to it 😔😔
God damn this girl better then most of these rappers why isn’t she famous yet
Cause it’s not her song
Sadly went through this my self right after my dad past away, I just want to get you a big hug right now sending love!❤️
So this song is by an artist named bj the queen just so yk, and I would recommend another song of hers called "I love me"
also listen to “Since You’ve Been Gone” (warning: it’s v sad but it made me feel like I wasn’t alone,) and “Crooked Smile cover,” (this one also made me feel better and not alone about insecurities). Hope you enjoy as much as I do!
I’m so sorry you went through that
I feel this it happened to me and it hurts but I can relate to this 🥺🥺🥺
It's by an artist bj the queen, I also recommend her song "I love me"
I’m sorry that happened to you. It did to me to. But we aren’t our past. You can get through this.❤️
This song hit me and it scares me how many females can relate to this.
Not just females..
Males too.
@@alexkent2605 I know, and I hate when people say "well girls get it more and it's less likely for guys" sometimes it's more likely for girls, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't happen to guys. people need to start recognizing that it happens to guys too and not only girls. being a female myself and a victim, I say that you shouldn't just say it like that because the way you say things can come different than you expect.
Same...that’s why I’m scared to have a bf or even a guy best friend
It was a relative :(
Yeah a lot of females can relate me being one of them but it can happen it guys as well
This is so sad. I hate that I relate to this and so many others do
He did this EVERYDAY ever since I was 5 yet he still won
I went through this 4 times now and it’s hard but this songs needs to be heard
4 times? I’m so sorry, you’re a survivor! It will get better. You didn’t deserve this.
same
Baby I am so sorry that you have gone through this situation 💔 😔 😢
Aye make sure ppl know that it is BJ THE QUEEN who made this song, not who posted this. Don't trip. It is called Monday March 23 tho
The feeling of when you just stop fighting and give up while you cry.
This hit so hard 😭💕
She cried because the pain was unbearable
She cried because no matter how strong she was, he was still stronger
He could hear her crying out and begging him to stop
But it only seemed to make him want more of her
The louder she got
The harder he went, the more she wept the more he took
And so he kept on taking what he
Assumed belonged to him, until he was satisfied
And at that moment the rest of the innocence that she
Had barely been holding onto was drained from her eyes
She stared of into the nothingness while he spoke into the background
His voice was muffled and her mind was drifting
She felt frozen, lost, isolated, worthless
Completely fucking empty
Beggin' and screaming, "please stop, I can't take it. I mean it"
But he kept on going, panic overflowing, tears is flowing
Man I barely even know him, why do he feel like I owe him?
Any part of me at all, he took that shit as if he fucking owned it
All I'm doing is relaying what I'm thinking, but not saying
I been locked up with my own thoughts, I aint even fucking praying
I been locked inside me room, I feel like I been going crazy
Why the fuck am I so chill about it?
Why don't this shit phase me?
Front seat of his SUV, we drunk and he on top of me
It start to hurt so fucking bad, so I'm like "hold up- get of please"
But he say I aint running 'till he cumming I'mma take the D
And now I'm fucking crying, I can't take it, he aint listening
But fuck it- y'all don't get, y'all could never fucking understand
How it feels to be a woman stuck under a fucking man
Crying and you fighting- and you can't even move his fucking
Hands, lay there and you crying
Till he's done with his fucking demands
Just incase some of y'all mother fuckers uneducated
Lemme break it down, shut the fuck up, just listen, I'll explain it
Any woman can change he mind at anytime, fuck the arrangements
Matter of fact, its the fuck with sometimes she don't gotta say shit
I know that it's hard to understand when you a selfish man
And everything in your life was given to you from someones hands
So everything you see in life, you take it, done it all your life
Man, why you think women so pressed
To walking around with guns and knifes?
When I told my wife all she said was "damn thanks for sharing"
If it ain't my best friend, then who else is supposed to be caring?
Told another mother fucker, he ain't believed it, said I was trippin'
What's the fuck the point of saying shit
Thats why I keep this shit it
And the shittiest part about it was he was my own blood
And I don't mean a relative, I mean the gang, it fucking sucks
When it be your own people who fuck you up, like yo what the fuck
You supposed to protect me, now I don't even wanna throw signs up
I'm scared for life, its hard to find my old self, I lost my own mind
But just like every other trauma in my life- man I'll be fine
I aint no snitch, I recognise that karma's real, and so am I
So fuck it, I'll keep punching, just let him believe in his own mind
I'm good, man, don't ask me how I'm feeling, how I'm doing
I've gone years and years without human
Connection, y'all done ruined my perception and my movement
Talking to myself, I'm fluent
I've been screwed over so many times
By my own kind, so fuck y'all, screw it
My own father gave me the greatest peice of advice, he said,
"The older that you get the more you will start to realise
That no one actually gives a fuck
And won't for the rest of your life"
And now that I been growing up, I see that he couldn't be more right
This bull shit happened right after I fucking lost him, how 'bout that
Now anywhere I go, I gotta deal with another fucking man
That I just ain't him, I hated him, fucking mad I want him back
Honestly, I just miss my fucking dad
Ty
Hurts more when you've actaully gone thru it
I don’t understand how this song isn’t more popular
It is. Doesnt seem like it is but it is
It's kinda popular on tik tok
this on tik tok i fw it
I was in a party on Xbox and they were talking about stuff like that so I searched this up and said “stop I want you to listen to this” and played this and they were speechless then they said “I’m so sorry I didn’t know you guys felt that...” then I just left
When I was 5 and then when I was 13 and then again when 14
I am so so sorry that you had to go through all that
It was my uncle, my own fucking uncle. I was very small when it first happened but it kept on until I turned 15... I'm 16 now, and I still don't talk to anyone about it, I have insomnia, nightmares, and a fucking eating disorder. I can't even eat as a family anymore because even though he doesn't live with us anymore, I still see him at the end of the table dining with us. It's horrible, honestly. The memories are the worst and the flashbacks that happen almost every minute doesn't get better. Someone told me it would... They lied. I know it's already been a year since we moved but it feels like he is still in the house with us tormenting me, I can't even shower without seeing his hands on my body. I tried so many things to forget but it just gets worse day by fucking day. I don't even feel like myself anymore. I can't talk to anybody about it because I can't relive that experience again. I know that it has to get worse to get better but how much worse can this be? I don't even feel like living anymore. I don't care about my life anymore. Even if I did want to speak up, nobody would listen. My parents, my own fucking family, doesn't believe me. "Attention seeking". Sure, maybe that's what they'll say when I die too. I don't even know if they'll miss me. Actually, I do. They won't. I might not commit suicide, but if I was getting robbed and they put a gun to my chest, I'd place it on my head and say, "don't miss..."
@@tiffanybartholomew6385 if you want to talk to me about this you can. even if u just need to rant more. i am so sorry you had to go through this
I'm so sorry that happened
I can relate to this so much 😭😭😭it’s hard to go through this and having to tell your story
This song is so relatable and I hate how we understand and can relate to it 💔
I went through this at 11 yrs old til 13 after my dad left mom was on drugs amd she wast dating her own cousin he done shit to me i can relate and all i wanted was my dad
im so sorry that happened to you..
Monday October 7th 2019, day before my birthday...
The day before my cousins birthday too
I wish I didn't have to relate to this it breaks me on a daily basis
it honestly took a while to understand what was happening or that it was even wrong.
I’ve been through all of this. I know what you’ve gone through. I lost my dad to suicide, but it happened way before that. The sad thing is, is that I never had the balls to tell him.
I can relate it happened when I was 13 and 2 years ago and I'm about to turn 18
Men should respect women😤WE ARE NOT TOYS😤😔This I is the crazy the thing about some men😔Women lives matter too
Sucks when there has never been a dad . Ending always hits me hard cause I can’t tell u how many times as a kid or a teen I wished I had a dad to come and save me.
I can relate to this an now i got out of it cuz my bestfriend thanks to her im not getting touched by this person no more thank you bestie i love u
I’m not a woman but this song smacks, just the loss, the fight, the helplessness…. I hated it all
June 23rd 2010. And more after....
How it feel to be a women stuck under a fuckin man😥😭 I went through this but didn't miss my dad cause he was the one that done it to me when I was 7 and 8 four times he is in jail now
Happened twice in my life, sadly only one man is behind bars and the other one is out walking the streets free
The man who did it to me is still roaming around Indiana
I was crying all time… this song brings memories that I berried deep down… I’m sorry to everybody who also went threw it, to every women there, it gets better, trust me
This almost happened to me somehow I managed to get out of him holding me down on his bed it’s was really tough so I am sending all my love too u rn❤️
I used to wonder why some people don’t come forward to say something. If I’m being honest I always thought they should always come forward and it didn’t matter they should still do it. I also always thought I would see the signs and never let it happen to me. So to anyone out there who’s like me and doesn’t understand why some people don’t come forward it’s because of shame, guilt and in my case fear. My assaulter has known me since I was born and our families are close friends. If I say anything that friendship is over and not to mention they might not believe me. So please to anyone out there don’t be quick to judge people when you don’t know the full story.
Happened when I was 13 he was 17 and my stepbrother😔 he got to live in with his life while I was left with the trauma I’m 16 now..
This hits so hard everyone needs to hear this so they know there not alone
❤🥺
i’m going to light a candle for you on the 23rd💕 warriors! xxx
This happened to my mother by my father and we think he did it to my brother but he left before he got the chance to do it to me
I cried to this song
This happened to me in December
dont say this kind of thing cant happen to men. i went through it when i was 6-9. i lived with two older men who did this on a regular basis to me, and i couldnt say no because i was just a child. now because of them im scarred and i lost my innocence, something that can never be given back to me. so i understand your pain too well.
This happened to me when I was younger but a family friend, im 13 now and when it happened I was 4-7 years old
Ive been there 3 times by 3 different men non related to me tho but only in a few months. They all knew each other. The last one got me pregnant at 16 i was 15 with the first attack now i have a 3 year old at 20.
This has happened to me 6 times and as hard as it is this needs to be heard
This song is so sad😭😭 and I’m so sorry if this happened to yall😭😭🥺
i hate how i relate all the way to this
What’s this song called?
Monday mach 23
It's by bj the queen
This song hit me so hard🥺sorry to who els it has ever happened to💙
Tho song really hits a soft spot and is very sad
“You supposed to protect me”
My teacher did things to me for 2 years. I was 12-13 and I put up with it for his 6 year old. I didn’t want her to lose him. I’ve seen it. I know how much she loves him
Hate having to relate to this 😢
im 14 and I found this song and this hits deep so relatable
Went through this at 14 he was my boyfriend the son of a judge his parents were upstairs my parents won't let me fight him in court
The world we live in..
Its sad how many people relate to this :(
I relate right until those last lines. My dad was the first one to do this to me, led to me trusting the wrong people and accepting what boys did to me because my dad did it to me, so I thought I deserved it.
you are good this song is everything to me
I’m sorry
Damn this hit me hard. Even my grandparents think I wanted
Tf
9th July 2017 sisters bitlrthday can relate to this
I’m 15 and I can relate a lot ❤
It's sad that I and so many other females can relate to this.
2008-2013
2012-2015
This scares me so much cause I don’t want my friends to ever deal with this
The fact that I relate to this the fact I was 6 this sh is sad I’m being so fr
I was 4 and 11...
Tuesday November 17 2020
holy fucc this is powerful
Yeah and this is my birthday to
I've been though this a few times
The worst part is how everyone ignores your trauma too, they don’t fucking care and they make the whole issue about themselves and ignore the fact that you are the only true victim that needs help
8 times😔😰
hits to close to home
Imagine relate to this song
stay strong ❤️
Ella lloró porque el dolor era insoportable,
Ella lloró porque no importa lo fuerte que fuera, él aún era más fuerte.
Podía escucharla gritar y rogarle que se detuviera, pero solo parecía hacer que quisiera más de ella.
Cuanto más fuerte se puso, más difícil fue él
cuanto más lloraba, más tomaba él
así que siguió tomando lo que supuso que le pertenecía hasta que estuvo satisfecho
y en ese momento el resto de la inocencia a la que apenas se había aferrado fue drenada de sus ojos
ella miró fijamente a la nada mientras él hablaba de fondo
su voz estaba ahogada y su mente estaba a la deriva
se sentía congelada, perdida, aislada, inútil, completamente jodidamente vacía
rogando y gritando por favor detente, no puedo soportarlo, lo digo en serio
pero sigue adelante, el pánico desborda las lágrimas fluyen,
hombre, apenas lo conozco, ¿por qué siente que le debo
cualquier parte de mí, tomó esa mierda como si fuera su dueño
Todo lo que hago es transmitir lo que estoy pensando pero no digo
He estado encerrado con mis propios pensamientos, ni siquiera estoy rezando
he estado encerrado dentro de mi habitación
Siento que me he estado volviendo loco, ¿por qué diablos estoy tan tranquilo al respecto? ¿Por qué esta mierda no me pone en fase?
Asiento delantero de su todoterreno, bebimos y él encima de mí.
Empieza a doler tan jodidamente mal, así que estoy como espera, bájate por favor
Pero él dice que no corro hasta que se corra, voy a tomar la D
y ahora estoy llorando, no puedo soportarlo, no está escuchando
Pero a la mierda, no lo entienden, nunca podrán entender cómo se siente ser una mujer atrapada debajo de un maldito hombre
llorando y peleando ni siquiera puedes mover sus putas manos
Te quedaste ahí y lloras hasta que termine con sus jodidas demandas
solo en caso de que algunos de ustedes hijos de puta no tengan educación, déjenme analizarlo, cállate la boca, solo escucha
lo explicaré, cualquier mujer puede cambiar de opinión en cualquier momento para el arreglo
De hecho, es la mierda a veces ella ni siquiera tiene que decir una mierda
Sé que es difícil de entender cuando eres un hombre egoísta y todo en tu vida te fue entregado de manos de alguien.
Así que todo lo que ves en la vida lo tomas, lo haces y toda tu vida hombre, ¿por qué piensas que las mujeres están tan presionadas para caminar con armas y cuchillos?
cuando le dije a mi esposa todo lo que dijo fue "maldición, gracias por compartir. Si no es mi mejor amigo, entonces ¿a quién más se supone que le importa?" le dijo a otro hijo de puta que él no cree que dijo que estaba tropezando
¿Cuál es el puto punto de decir una mierda? Por eso guardo esta mierda
y la parte más mierda de eso fue que él era mi propia jodida sangre
y no me refiero a un familiar
Me refiero a la pandilla que apesta cuando es tu propia gente la que te jode
como si tuvieras que protegerme, ahora ni siquiera quiero lanzar letreros
Marcado de por vida, es difícil encontrar mi antiguo yo Perdí la cabeza
pero al igual que cualquier otro trauma en mi vida, hombre, estaré bien
No soy un soplón, reconozco que los karmas son reales y yo también
Así que al diablo sigue presionando solo déjalos creer en su propia mente
Soy un buen hombre, no me preguntes cómo me siento, cómo estoy
He pasado años y años sin conexión humana, todos terminaron arruinados
mi percepción y mis movimientos hablándome a mí mismo hablo con fluidez
He sido jodido tantas veces por mi propio tipo, así que joder, joder
mi propio padre me dio el mejor consejo, dijo: "cuanto mayor seas, más te darás cuenta de que a nadie le importa un carajo y no lo hará por el resto de tu vida".
y ahora que he estado creciendo veo que no podría tener más razón
Esta mierda sucedió justo después de que lo perdí, ahora ¿qué tal eso?
Ahora, donde sea que vaya, tengo que lidiar con otro puto hombre que no es él.
Odio este lugar. Estoy jodidamente enojado, lo quiero de vuelta
Honestamente, solo extraño a mi maldito papá
❤️
Tuesday may 7th 2019
so proud ur still here
Thuesday august 28th 2019
Wednesday november 2nd 2020
Thursday July 23rd 2020
Late but December 26 2019
Concert isn't always given in a relationship, if someone is sleeping don't do anything to them 😕 it's a red flag I haven't thought about that he did until now
Is this on Apple Music? I can’t find it
I hate how I come across this song on tictok my ex raped me while coming to get his things out of my moms house and everyone says they don’t believe me cause I didn’t fight back but I was 6-7 months pregnant at the time and my friends tell me I’ll get over it
This kills😭
i been there 4 times
I relate to this a bit to much
Is this on Spotify
2 of my uncles and my ex boyfriend got me. 😔
2011-2019
2020-2022
fuckkkkk ths song hit hard
I relate to this song to much
Why is there even dislikes?
because the people who disliked it are probably ignorant men who have done that to a woman
december 4th...
June 17 2017 I was 11
april 16, 2006 (I was six) october 31,2015 (I was 15)
survivor ❤
I went threw rape and sexual harassment at the age of 4 to 11 by a family member I'm 13 now and I finally told Someone about it and lost have my family to thinking I just want attention
TODAY❤️
I am a female who relates to it
❤️
halloween 2019🥺
im so sorry that happened to you...
I'm so sorry
2011 till I 2020
I can relate to this song I was raped 6 years ago