You're in my city on the anniversary of my rocky relationship. Yesterday, in a rage I said, "that's it. I'm my own girlfriend now." And i think tickets to your show would be a great date that I could take myself on.
Hell yes! I decided a while ago that I was my own gf, too, and it's been a long, long journey from abusive to queerplatonic and hoping to make it a romance one day 💖💜💙 keep doing you, babe!
oh and the bridge lyrics !!! the way “i know this isn’t right” overlaps with “something in me says that this is okay” to sound like “i know this isn’t okay”
Yall can feel the guilt in this song. Its hard to listen to bc of how much second hand guilt i feel for her, but i love it bc its real. I hate the narrative of 'we'll pretend, because we need it', because its so selfish but its probably like justifying it to herself UGH this song is so gorgeously complex
This song feels like when you’ve done something embarrassing or weird and wanted to try it out, but it ended up hurting you and now you regret doing it, because you’ll know it stay with you forever?
I hope to see u in Denver, I'm moving from hell, Florida to Denver area to start a life with the boy I fell in love with since I was 11, apparently so was he. We just started dating on my 31st birthday. Can't wait to see you girl!! I've been supporting and watching you back when you and Tessa were making music all the time.
I’ve been loving dodie’s songs since I first found out about her in year 7. I’m finishing year 12 now and I feel like I’ve grown up watching her videos. I’m writing my own songs now and I’m so inspired by this style of writing. Thank you dodie for all the stunning music you’ve given us over the years 💗
I'll just say it. You are one of if not the best musician I have heard of. Build a problem was the first album I ever bought and it fascinates me how special and unique your music sounds! So thank you for making music!
Ooh I’m so early! Besides that, I think this song is really nice. Like most of Dodie’s other songs. Feels a tang of painful but so distracted by the beauty of her voice. Her lyrics that you may or may not be able to make out but you really can get the feeling out of it. And I do find that quite pleasant.
So sad. So beautiful. I can feel the protagonist's loneliness. Her ache for an affection that's only pretended in this emotionless fling. Superbly written, and superbly sung. This song is a rare treasure. I feel lucky to have discovered it. Thank you!
This song, to me, sounds like big swaths of paint-y golden browns and oranges and deep yellows and neon greens and glowing blues, but they’re under a layer of something that sounds like guilt and feels like new computers and tastes like dust at the back of my throat and the word gray. The harmonies in the bridge are the only times the colors truly shine out through the haze, before retreating back. It’s beautiful, I love it so much
@@darkacadpresenceinblood Why thank you!! That’s so nice!! I’m glad you liked my description :D Question (if you want to answer): What does this song look/feel/etc. like to you? I’d assume it’s different to mine, and I’m curious to what someone else with synesthesia thinks
I think her sort of shifting out and back into herself both here and in the lyric videos is supposed to represent heavy disassociation during moments of crisis, and let me say - it definitely feels like that.
Also I want to say that I love you and your music and it’s been a big part of my life for the past few years. I’ve listened to it through many good and hard moments and your voice makes me feel better. I really appreciate and thank you for creating such beautiful art that I’ll be listening to for as long as you create it!!!
this song didn’t really stand out to me on my first listen of bap but now it’s one of my favorites!! it feels so real and raw and emotional in a way that makes me feel seen.
dodie releasing a cute little home video of her own song which has been professionally produced and marketed is the sweetest thing,, like,, hella yeah she is a professional! hell yeah she is at the same as ever!
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this kind of feels like the other side of “i kissed someone it wasn’t you”. what a beautiful song!
omg you're so right
Fuckkkkk oh my god
I THOUGHT THE EXACT SAME THING OMG
YES THATS WHAT IT IS!!! GENIUS RIGHT HERE
I mean, it literally is guilt versus freedom
“Something in me says that this is okay” MA’AM IT IS THE TEQUILA
Damnn
😭😂😂😂
😭
You're in my city on the anniversary of my rocky relationship. Yesterday, in a rage I said, "that's it. I'm my own girlfriend now." And i think tickets to your show would be a great date that I could take myself on.
aww thats lovely💕
If this isn’t the confidence we need in 2021, I don’t know what is 😖
I don't know you or your situation but I wish you the best and just want to say... I 100% support this idea. Go get those tickets!!
“I’m my own girlfriend.” So freaking powerful. Gonna start using this and I’m single lmao
Hell yes! I decided a while ago that I was my own gf, too, and it's been a long, long journey from abusive to queerplatonic and hoping to make it a romance one day 💖💜💙 keep doing you, babe!
i love the way you’ve framed this, the mirror reflecting you the entire time
This song hurts in a nice way. I have no better way of describing it.
Dodie is a unique person. She makes you okay with not being okay. I love her! 💙
This is actually my favorite off the album
i love love love the vocal melody! the lil riffs are so pretty :))
oh and the bridge lyrics !!! the way “i know this isn’t right” overlaps with “something in me says that this is okay” to sound like “i know this isn’t okay”
Same!!
Shittt the way the mirror goes all wacky during the bridge woahhh so cool
Yall can feel the guilt in this song. Its hard to listen to bc of how much second hand guilt i feel for her, but i love it bc its real. I hate the narrative of 'we'll pretend, because we need it', because its so selfish but its probably like justifying it to herself UGH this song is so gorgeously complex
*screams the lyrics at 5am* IT'S 5AM WHEN YOU CLOSE THE DOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRR
I'm talking full emo here
*Me having and existential crisis:* I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMOREEEE
@@psalm8306 *turns the lights off* SO IN THE DARK I LOOK LIKE HUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRR
(You missed a line there but ok)
*me and him stumbling to bed* FOUR TEQUILAS DOWN! WHO GIVES A SHT IF WE'RE MESSING AROUND? THEY'LL NEVER KNOWWWW!!!!
my favourite line is 'oh kiss me before i start to think', also the harmonies. godly
I love how expressive dodie is, you can tell she put so much into each song. I loved watching this, TALENT
me ignoring all my uni assignments to watch this instead "we'll pretend because we need it" 😳😳😳 "something in me says that this is okay"
good luck with your assignments
@Lilymoon tyy
@@strawbself thank you :)
same here -,-
theres such a delicate desperation to this song, its addicting
OH YOU’RE TOURING THE US AAAA
UPDATE: DODIE’S COMING TO MY CITY I’M CRYING I’M SO EXCITED
I love the "multiple reflections" in this video singing harmonies. Awesome song, too.
This song feels like when you’ve done something embarrassing or weird and wanted to try it out, but it ended up hurting you and now you regret doing it, because you’ll know it stay with you forever?
this feels so old school aw
I hope to see u in Denver, I'm moving from hell, Florida to Denver area to start a life with the boy I fell in love with since I was 11, apparently so was he. We just started dating on my 31st birthday. Can't wait to see you girl!! I've been supporting and watching you back when you and Tessa were making music all the time.
Good luck in Denver!! I wish you and your boy a happy, prosperous life.
I listened to this song from the album on my vinyl record player and I swear I was transported into another realm ✨
Especially when she sings SOMETHING IN ME SAYS THAT THIS IS OKAY 😭😭😭 I’m not okay at alllll
It scratches an itch in my brain when I hear it
@@aoife4187 and in such a good way right?! That song is my safe space 😌
@@MastaOfTrouble the best way possible
I love how dodie always put captions in their videos
It’s just so melodic calming yet painful in a way I can’t describe :)
I CANT WAIT TO HEAR THIS DURING TOUR
this song is my favourite out of the whole album, it’s just so beautiful and the lyrics AAAAA makes me feel all nice
The background hums/swells hit me every time 😭💘
this hurts because i’m the “she’ll never know” (that makes sense right?),,, but it makes it all better somehow? therapy but ouch therapy. thanks dodie
Hope you’re alright and know it wasn’t your fault x
I’ve been loving dodie’s songs since I first found out about her in year 7. I’m finishing year 12 now and I feel like I’ve grown up watching her videos. I’m writing my own songs now and I’m so inspired by this style of writing. Thank you dodie for all the stunning music you’ve given us over the years 💗
One of my favorite songs in the album.
this song has been stuck in my head all week
one of the best songs on the album 🥰🥰🥰
this framing felt so nostalgic like dodie's older videos - secret for the mad-esque with fairy lights + layering - and it's just so so nice
I'll just say it. You are one of if not the best musician I have heard of. Build a problem was the first album I ever bought and it fascinates me how special and unique your music sounds! So thank you for making music!
Ooh I’m so early! Besides that, I think this song is really nice. Like most of Dodie’s other songs. Feels a tang of painful but so distracted by the beauty of her voice. Her lyrics that you may or may not be able to make out but you really can get the feeling out of it. And I do find that quite pleasant.
I love that you can hear noises in the background. Idk why it just adds to the song🖤
dodie makes it seem okay to feel the hurt
This song makes me feel. Idk what but it just does.
this song feels like "I kissed someone (it WAS you)"
it is such a powerful song !!
So sad. So beautiful. I can feel the protagonist's loneliness. Her ache for an affection that's only pretended in this emotionless fling. Superbly written, and superbly sung. This song is a rare treasure. I feel lucky to have discovered it. Thank you!
This song, to me, sounds like big swaths of paint-y golden browns and oranges and deep yellows and neon greens and glowing blues, but they’re under a layer of something that sounds like guilt and feels like new computers and tastes like dust at the back of my throat and the word gray. The harmonies in the bridge are the only times the colors truly shine out through the haze, before retreating back. It’s beautiful, I love it so much
So you're a fellow synesthete, huh? This is such a beautiful description, you should be a writer if you aren't already one :D
@@darkacadpresenceinblood Why thank you!! That’s so nice!! I’m glad you liked my description :D
Question (if you want to answer): What does this song look/feel/etc. like to you? I’d assume it’s different to mine, and I’m curious to what someone else with synesthesia thinks
I think her sort of shifting out and back into herself both here and in the lyric videos is supposed to represent heavy disassociation during moments of crisis, and let me say - it definitely feels like that.
I can’t wait to see you in concertttt in September🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
in love with everything about this!
you're damn right that it's 5am dodie, talk about timing
the instrumental during the ending chatty bit was so beautiful
"love you lots, wish you well" is the cutest goodbye ever
still one of the most gorgeous songs on the album… love it
History is a BRAND new venue, I'm so excited for you to be the first act I see there
Ok but how can I stop hearing ‘fourty kilos down’ hehe Ily
The entire song but especially that prechorus and the bridge are so hauntingly gorgeous oml dodie ur giving me tingles
my fav off bap! luv u dodie!
I'm obsessed. These are my fave dodie vids. Her voice her profile her vibe 👌 chefs kiss. immaculate
Those soft, distant-feeling, ethereal outros, like the one playing under your gig promo, yeah I could keep that on loop.
Also I want to say that I love you and your music and it’s been a big part of my life for the past few years. I’ve listened to it through many good and hard moments and your voice makes me feel better. I really appreciate and thank you for creating such beautiful art that I’ll be listening to for as long as you create it!!!
this song didn’t really stand out to me on my first listen of bap but now it’s one of my favorites!! it feels so real and raw and emotional in a way that makes me feel seen.
"I was thinking if you were lonely.
Maybe we could leave here and no one would know.
At least not to the point that we would think so." 🙌💖
This song describes my current innermost feelings
omg i love four t̶a̶c̶o̶s̶ tequilas down 😍🥰
My fav song
i get chills every time i listen to this song. very powerful stuff.
you always have such wonderful video ideas, you're inspiring, THANK YOU!
Kiss me before I start to think is so deep hitting still
I love this mf song SO MUCH AJSHDBDJDJ that is all 😌
one of my favorites for sure, this is beautiful dodie ❤️
Woah that Europe tour transition was so clean like what
(c) Elle Mills
the queen is back at it again w. another BANGERR ilysm dodie, ur music calms down my nerves whenever im having a panic attack thank u
dodie releasing a cute little home video of her own song which has been professionally produced and marketed is the sweetest thing,, like,, hella yeah she is a professional! hell yeah she is at the same as ever!
Few songs hurt like this one and I love it
I LOVE YOUR PINEAPPLE DRESS WHERE'D YOU GET IT
I wanna know toooooo
Me too :(
I love love love the effect with the mirror at the bridge
Also everything else about this...obviously 🤍
one of my favorites of the album
Man, mirror FX are always next level
Probably my favourite of all your songs so far. So gentle but heavy
i always love hearing from dodie, it feels kind of nostalgic because I started watching her videos around 6 or 7 years ago
Heard your voice in the last episode of Final space and I have never screamed louder.
Love you Dodie from Ghana
AHHH this version of the bridge is so pretty 🥲
my favorite from the album. so beautiful!
listening to this after a year since i was engulfed in this album and saw you live gave me chills! ty for making everything u make i love u very much
Absolutely incredible! I listen to this song on repeat
this song is so comforting and warm in a weird bittersweet way
Probably my favourite from the album. Love this song
hello I just started to watch it and I’m sure I’ll love it but most importantly I love your top so much
I miss these acoustic casual singing videos, feels nostalgic 😅 like dodie's older videos
My absolute favorite from the album!
this is my most listened to song this month on spotify
This song is so amazing
This is my favorite song on the album!! So excited to see u play in ft lauderdale dodie!!
that’s my favorite off of the album 😩 it’s so good and raw and honest and painful, I love it
What a song ! Pleasure and pain.
One of my favorite songs in the album~
you so neatly and beautifully put together such a subject to a song that I didn’t know how to express when I felt this way, thank you :’)
That song released so many emotions I'm not sure I'm capable of dealing with 🥺 absolutely beautiful 💗
I'm in love with everything about Dodie 🥺🥰
One of my favourites from the album, beautiful dodie♥️
Always love your music dodie love you dodie your beautiful dodie your music is always so relaxing
seeing you in concert in a few short weeks, feels surreal, am anticipating crying
I love you dodie ❤️ can’t wait to see you in nash
I *MIGHT* be obsessed with this song
I was thinking there has to be a reason why she's standing alongside a mirror and then when the face started to distort I was like hell yes!! ❤️
Dodie!! I’m early for you once!! This is beautiful, can’t wait to go to your concert next March
This song 😭🥺 "original song" yeah we know dodes, no one does this like you