ellis claire Same, have had this feeling for every show that she's been in- i think because she showed and shared them with us- and it made me understand the layers of why she does shows, like not only because she loves a project but i feel like thats only the start. Its making family&friends, singing, dancing, love and loss- and sharing of good food and drink- its a mini life cycle that never really ends, where you aquire and win more than you loose. I need to stop, this analasis got me crying again- but the "you can feel the love, heart overflowing mixed with just a little tinge of sadness because things are changing again" kind. Ps. I dont think one's supposed to write an essay about a show your not in and havent seen and have so many emotions tied to it🤷♀️🙊🙈- with a bow on top🎀
The fact that when Carrie joined she thought she wasn't worthy to put her name in that drawer made my heart ache! Then I cried when she had written it at the end!
Dear Carrie, You have truly changed my life. You've given a 14 year old boy so much hope and joy. You are the best Veronica that I could ever have wished for. My parents, after much hesitation, let me go on the penultimate day of heathers, after my sister had seen it once with a friend and begged to let me go to heathers with her. That was the best possible thing they could have done for me. There were a few moments where it seemed like you were looking directly at my eyes and into my soul. That has given a kid who has minimal chance of getting into musical theatre hope and the most joy you could ever imagine. I wish I could see it one more time so I could relive one of the best moments in my life. Thank you Carrie Hope Fletcher for making me the happiest teen in the world. Edit: wow coming back to this two years later when I’m now 16 and life definitely took a turn for the worse a few months after (although I didn’t realise at the time). It’s so odd reading this but the words still stand true despite the fact I’ve changed so much and had to grow up faster than I would’ve liked. But still, after 2 years, your Veronica was the best performance I’ve ever seen on stage and although the hope hasn’t been strong, I think it’s still there because of you. So thank you xx
before i start this, i want to say i’m so glad you signed the draw because you deserve to. you’ve made it so far and you’re so successful and you deserve to feel proud of yourself and reward yourself for it. i’ll be back when i’m crying after this vlog.
carrie hope fletcher, queen of making me cry via montage. this show has done so much for this and i adore every cast member so much. i’m so grateful i was able to watch this show, and make so many new friends from it aswell as bond with old ones. from theatre experience i know how much like a family a cast can be and watching this family come together and perform this amazing show has made me laugh, cry and caused my heart to beam. i’m eternally thankful, especially for you fletcher. you’re a beautiful woman and a huge inspiration to many and i will stick by your side and watch your journey for as long as you continue to live your passion. ❤️
Carrie, I know I’m a little bit late to the party but I just have to say thank you. I have binged this series for a day and the musical meant so much to me seeing it, but then to have you talk about it as well made me realise how much I have missed performing and performing a storyline. You are an incredible woman and I love everything you stand for and your energy and your vibes and now you have also inspired me to want to get back into performing storylines, instead of just performing to perform. My current dream is to play Veronica in London some day and that is all down and thanks to you and this incredible show. Thank you so much xxx
As an avid Heathers fan, I'll be going to see it again many many times in future, so, I'll Look out for your name every single cast change and be certain to come see you if/when you make that dream come true
So happy you signed the drawer after saying you weren't worthy enough when you first moved into that dressing room. You were amazing as Veronica, god help whoever takes her on next because they've got big shoes to fill!
I hope this doesn’t come off as rude but I really hope they bring back heathers on west end even if this cast isn’t back... this show means so much to young people and me in particular so I selfishly want this show to last forever
Agreed! This is the kind of show that young people can relate to in many ways. We all know people who are like Heathers, Marthas and Veronicas. It's rare to be able to relate to most the characters
me before 14:36: ugh trying not to cry i can't believe it over me after 14:36: OH MY GOD YESSSSS I'VE BEEN WANTING A CLIP OF THIS SINCE THE SHOW OPENED
carrie i’m so proud of you for signing the drawer. you deserve it just as much as any of the other signatures in there. you are so amazing and i’m so proud of all you’ve accomplished 💙💙
I'm so glad you signed that draw! Someday in the future an actor is going to open that draw and freak out because THE Carrie Hope Fletcher signed it and be inspired to reach all the heights I'm sure you're going to reach in your career
Thank you so much for posting a clip of Seventeen and Dead Girl Walking. Those are my two favorite numbers for the sheer power Veronica has. You were (are) an amazing Veronica and just are an amazing human being overall. Thank you for letting us in and being able to see the behind the scenes and letting us live vicariously through you 💙❤️ -Amarilys
Just been watching back through these videos from heathers. Have to say I’m totally gutted that I’m so late to the party and missed what would of been an epic show to see. Fingers crossed I get to see it on tour in the next year or so. What a show, what a cast. Bravo!
As much as I would love to run into you on the street and meet you that way, I am determined that when I meet you it will be because we are working together on something. You are such an inspirational actress and I want nothing more than to sing with you. Is that weird? Probably. Best of luck on WOTW, you are so gonna kill it!
I'm so sad to see Heathers go. I live in the US and I took my friend to go see the show on Oct. 20. Sadly, you weren't there but the show was so much better than expected (and I had my expectations set high). it was amazing!! I did make posters for the show and gave them to Jodie so idk if you ever saw them but thank you for creating such an amazing experience and show!!!
I was there as well that night, from the Netherlands. I made something for Sophie and Carrie and gave both drawings to Sophie. She was sooo nice and the show was amazing
Okay, I cried, so I can't imagine how you feel! Thank you for your Veronica, Carrie. Thanks for representing curvy girls in a shamelessly sexy and unironic way and thank you for the inspiration that comes with that. But most of all, thank you for representing and telling a story that is far too true for too many people. I hadn't realised the emotional storyline before I came to see it as you can't hear the whole thing through the soundtrack alone. The way you told the story of someone who realises their worth and puts their foot down with so much confidence (despite its difficulty) was amazing and I really felt a connection and the realness of the emotion. As someone who has been in a similar situation, it made me proud to see and certainly more empowered looking back, the feeling I came away with isn't one I'm going to be forgetting in a hurry. That was all very serious and deep, so on a lighter note, you can the cast absolutely smashed it and I cannot WAIT to hear the soundtrack you guys have made! You took everything to such a bigger level and I loved every minute of it- congratulations! Big love xxx
I love how powerful your veronica is during dead girl walking. It's so great to see a woman owning her sexuality! I'm sad I never got to see heathers as i live I'm USA but you all rocked and I can't wait for the cast album and hopefully this won't be the last of Heathers UK!
Ok I definitely cried through all of this but thanks for including dead girl walking so we could all take a break from being sad to get slightly turned on. Can’t wait for the cast recording so I can hear the show the whole way through xx
My schools production had a something similar to "Hey Yo Westerberg". We did The Addams Family and before every show, the main cast put our hands in and shouted "IT'S FAMILY FIRST AND FAMILY LAST AHWOOO!!"
Haven't even started the video but I already know I'm gonna cry like I did with the last vid for Addams family Edit: yup, as soon as the montage started, I was bawling 😭 As a teen who does musical theatre, I know it's never easy to do the final performance of a show, especially one with as much meaning as Heathers Thank you Carrie ❤️💛💚💙💜🖤
I was the same. The Addams Family made me sob at the end and still does every time. I thought it was just because Carrie was crying and so that set me off and because I saw the show and it is one of my favourite shows of all time. I didn't even see Heathers and as soon as the montage started, I was full on bawling. I've been performing since I was 3 so it's 15 years later and a good 30+ shows have been and gone and it's hard every time.
You were an absolute sensation in Heathers I am so excited for the cast album. The whole cast were amazing and you made my dream come true finally after 10 years seeing heathers ❤️💚💙💛🖤
Holy moley Dead girl walking is amazing and when the crowd goes nuts no wonder how this show has given Carrie so much more confidence she looks incredible and she nailed it ❤️
'Why when you see Carrie cry, it feels so horrible yet...feels so..' I can't say right! But thank you for bringing us on this journey with you! This one hurt! You're a power house Ms Fletcher 💙💙
You've absolutely earned your place in that drawer. Not a single doubt about it. Following this whole heather's journey was such a great watch and I even got to see the show in September during the first week at the Haymarket , congratulations Carrie you're going places and you should be so proud of your hard work 💙
I didn't think "Dead Girl Walking" would be the part where I bawled, but here we are 💙 I've really enjoyed watching your time as Veronica, and I hope I can manage to come and see you in a show sooner rather than later.
Scout Forbes For me, it was getting to see Carrie performing that, as I was really intrigued to see how she’d play it. Also, I’m a little bigger than her, but it’s still amazing to see someone in my general size range be unabashedly sexy, and to have that sexiness celebrated. It’s incredibly moving in the best possible way.
Ngl..I am balling my eyes out. Have I ever seen Heather's live? no. Have I only seen it via a bootleg? yes Sadly I only found Heather's a few weeks ago but have been obsessed. So sad I missed the opportunity to see it live but am still in love with it. For sure the best cast ever. Much love and thank you for sharing the BTS of your time in it. ~Charleigh
No but the fact that every time I hear seventeen I collapse off of my chair bed or whatever I’m standing or sitting on and shake on the floor violently
Who else is at home in their bed crying? Just me? Okay.... I saw the show Oct. 16th and it was so amazing! I went to see it on my own and it was just so surreal seeing the show and seeing you! I was basically trying not to cry the whole time. All of you did a wonderful job and I am so proud of you! xxx
I'm forever grateful that Andy Fickman finally bought this show to London. I'm even more grateful that this won't be the last time this show is here 😂 This is a story I feel that everyone should watch, I certainly wish it was around when I was a teenager 😂. I feel so fortunate that I got to experience this production several times - with such a talented and passionate cast & creative team. I felt like all the characters had new and different dynamics to the original, which made it even more captivating and enthralling. It was truly a special experience for the audience; so I can't imagine how amazing it felt for the cast! Can't wait to see what happens next year - Congratulations to you all for such a fantastic run 💙❤️💛💚
I'm glad there is an official recording of this show for people to enjoy, but nothing compares to this cast and production! I saw Heathers at the Haymarket in September 2018 and was completely blown away!
You put your name in the draw!!! That makes me so happy!! 💙 So well deserved. Exceptional work!! That was an emotional one, but explains Heathers to all of us. I can't believe it's over. Whatever the future is for Heathers or your career, I really do believe you'll make it beautiful 💛 Lots of love 💙
@@zainss9626 on the blog where she goes int her room for the first time there was a draw that all the people who had been in their had signed and she said she didn't feel like she should BUT SHE DDDIIIIIIIID
This is probably the most emotional vlog of yours I’ve watched! No joke I laughed and cried and I had so much pride and joy when that clip of your signature in that draw appeared at the end. What a ride, what a journey 💙💙
Carrie, this truly is beautiful. You took Veronica and made her your own, beautiful version of her. You were amazing in this role and we can’t thank you enough for blogging your process throughout Heathers. We love you 💙💙💙
so I have eyelash extensions and every time I cry my eyes sting like HELL so I tried so hard not to cry but HERE I AM LIKE A STINGING BLIND SNIFFLY MESS but I can't imagine being any other way right now wow
Ohh, congratulations on a beautiful" run, Carrie! Wish I could've seen it for myself. I've gotta say that the bit at 13:51 probably made me a tad more emotional than the montage at the end (although that was super touching as well!). That moment of silence and reflection on all that's come before, while in anticipation of it all coming to an end... Such a bittersweet feeling encapsulated into such a simple clip. We're proud of you, Carrie. Thanks for sharing the journey with us. 💙🖤❤️💛💚
I think how much I love this musical, this cast, this everything stopped being funny as soon as people started saying goodbye to/in their characters and it actually became very painful. I'm seriously gonna miss this, Heathers had an amazing run and I'm so bloody proud of everyone involved.
I'm crying during a lecture. I'm so glad I got to see Heather's, it was bloody brilliant. As a girl that's not thin by any means, this whole show means a lot to me. Thank you Carrie, this was amazing.
It made me so happy to see you signed the draw when you said you felt unworthy to do it. You are so worthy! You absolutely rocked heathers. Dead girl walking was out of this world! It’s hard because as a viewer we become attached to your characters as well! 😭💙💙
My friends and I went to London on vacation and we were trying to figure out what musical to see on a Friday night. We decided on Heathers. I wasn't that keen on it and wanted to see Les Mis or Mama Mia since those were the ones I was familiar with. We literally RAN thru the tube and arrived 4 minutes before the show started and we were able to buy 4 tickets in row H for HALF PRICED. It was amazing (i figured they would be in the back)!! Then the show started and I was BLOWN AWAY. SPEECHLESS. I am so freaking thankful my friends decided on Heathers. I will forever cherish being able to see you perform as Veronica. YOU ARE ALL SO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL AND TALENTED! I can't wait to blast the cast album when it comes out.
I got so emotional because the ending made me realise why I enjoy doing theatre. You start off meeting new people doing it that are motivated (usually), then you spend months with them getting to know every single one of them and you become like a new family/friends. Then I find it fun having the stress backstage amongst them. Then also having to try the outfits and trying the mics. And the after party when everyone's emotional and proud of each and everyone who put work in the project. It's overall just fun :)
Feeling reminiscent with Heathers closing today at TOP so came back to rewatch these 💙. Carrie thank you for introducing me to this amazing show & being a truely fabulous Veronica xxx
This has me so emotional. That Skype call with Andy was wonderful, then the Dead Girl Walking clip, and Seventeen were incredible. And that montage at the end, that's what really got me. There hasn't been a show yet that I didn't have the opportunity to see (sadly) that has had such an impact on my life the way Heather's has. This is not the end, I l firmly belive that. You as Veronica has changed my life and no doubt that of so many other young actors. 💙💙
You brought Heathers into my life and I've so far listened to the sountrack over 4,5 thousand times since I heard about the show. As a person who had a tough highschool spell (however shortly i attended) the musical means a lot. Thank you for bringing it into my awareness.
It’s 12:20 here in Pennsylvania. I’m crying for a show that I wasn’t even in. I think I’m crying more than on the last performance of my school’s production of Mary Poppins. I’ve never seen it live and had to live it through bootlegs (in my opinion there’s a MAJOR difference between seeing the show live and seeing it through a recording) but Heathers is suck an amazing show and this made me cry. Carrie you are amazing! And Dead Girl Walking is and forever will be my favorite. I love you so much!
I love Heathers so much because there's no one who can't relate to it in some way. For most of time at school I was a Veronica and seeing you play Veronica brought back my entire secondary school experience. You captured every emotion and every struggle every high and every low. Heathers genuinely changed my life as it showed me that good people exist you just have to look for them. Thank you Carrie and the whole cast of Heathers for showing me the world can be beautiful 💙 xxx
I have been trying to find footage of your dead girl walking, for ages. I'm so thankful that the clip made the cut! You are amazing carrie! I will come and see you in a show one day, and I know you will smash it, no matter the role. Big love, always xx
Chills. Everywhere. I find this so sad because I actually do a lot of theatre and I know how much it sucks when your run ends and all the memories you made too. I hope that you never stop doing shows Carrie. ❤️
Omg yes carrie you signed the draw, you deserved to, you have come so far and you are so insperational x gonna miss heathers but I look forward to seeing where it goes next xx 😊 💙♥️💛💚
I just watched this back along with a load of videos of the final bows and speeches and... FUCK ME GENTLY WITH A CHAINSAW. Why am I such an emotional wreck by the ending of a show I wasn't even in and ended over a year ago? Ugh, I can't cope 😭
Forever gutted I never got to see this production but wow I got shivers in that last minute of this video. Developed a huge admiration for this cast and show through Carrie's vlogs. You're all simply incredible xx
I have been in a couple of shows at my local theater... and I feel you! Even though we don’t have that many shows, the feelings are real. I cried so much at the end of the video, because I REMEMBER that feeling. Especially in these times with corona, the feelings are even stronger. Because you miss it.
Carrie you where THE Veronica Sawyer!!! You made us all feel so beautiful!!! I’m so proud, you deserve your name in the drawer and let’s face it Heathers never ends and you will always be the best Veronica💙💙💙
WHY THE COMPILATION AT THE END THOUGH??!!!! PLEASE STOP MAKING ME CRY!!!! IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SHOW AND THE WHOLE MUSICAL THEATRE WORLD, THIS IS TOO INCREDIBLE TO HANDLE. THANKYOU FOR INSPIRING ME EVERYDAY
This will be great for you to look back on after years and years have gone by, you've bottled the spirit of Westerburg High in this video and I'm sure older Carrie will be forever grateful that she can enjoy it over and over again when she wants to be reminded of it (or when she needs a good happy cry!)
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im not crying, you are.
Amy Lovatt you would in fact be correct!
aMY TWO OF MY FAVORITE TH-camRS ON ONE VIDEO
In bits 😭😭😭😭
Oh, I definitely am.
you're right - i am
Who else has the Dead Girl Walking Clip on repeat? WOW!!!
Holly Vlogs yes and every time I watch it I cry omfg what is actually wrong with me haha
14:36
Oh my god oh my god oh my god we have been BLESSED
YESSSSS!!!
Me
OMG YOU ACTUALLY DID WRITE IN THE DRAWER
CARRIE I'M SO PROUD OF YOU
I don't think you're supposed to have post show depression for a show that you weren't in
ellis claire Same, have had this feeling for every show that she's been in- i think because she showed and shared them with us- and it made me understand the layers of why she does shows, like not only because she loves a project but i feel like thats only the start. Its making family&friends, singing, dancing, love and loss- and sharing of good food and drink- its a mini life cycle that never really ends, where you aquire and win more than you loose. I need to stop, this analasis got me crying again- but the "you can feel the love, heart overflowing mixed with just a little tinge of sadness because things are changing again" kind.
Ps. I dont think one's supposed to write an essay about a show your not in and havent seen and have so many emotions tied to it🤷♀️🙊🙈- with a bow on top🎀
@@sjokkoladehjerte You just put into words exactly how I think and feel about it too that I haven't been able to figure out how to express
This is too real
Yep. totally not supposed to. 🥺
i felt that
The fact that when Carrie joined she thought she wasn't worthy to put her name in that drawer made my heart ache! Then I cried when she had written it at the end!
Babes it’s 2020 and I’m still crying over this
Same 😔🤚
it's nearly end of 2021 and I'm crying over this
2022 and i’m still crying
@@hollyedwards689 same and we're not even performing wtf help
2022 and sobbing
*(In the F.R.I.E.N.D.S “I got off the plane” voice)*
She signed the drawer 💕
*Sobs* 😭
Dear Carrie,
You have truly changed my life. You've given a 14 year old boy so much hope and joy. You are the best Veronica that I could ever have wished for. My parents, after much hesitation, let me go on the penultimate day of heathers, after my sister had seen it once with a friend and begged to let me go to heathers with her. That was the best possible thing they could have done for me. There were a few moments where it seemed like you were looking directly at my eyes and into my soul. That has given a kid who has minimal chance of getting into musical theatre hope and the most joy you could ever imagine. I wish I could see it one more time so I could relive one of the best moments in my life.
Thank you Carrie Hope Fletcher for making me the happiest teen in the world.
Edit: wow coming back to this two years later when I’m now 16 and life definitely took a turn for the worse a few months after (although I didn’t realise at the time). It’s so odd reading this but the words still stand true despite the fact I’ve changed so much and had to grow up faster than I would’ve liked. But still, after 2 years, your Veronica was the best performance I’ve ever seen on stage and although the hope hasn’t been strong, I think it’s still there because of you. So thank you xx
Tails 18 i’m thirteen and this really spoke to me. I’m glad you got to see it!
Beautiful eoeds
*words
Why did this make me cry? It’s not even to me and I’m on tears
And what are your thoughts now that your 18?
before i start this, i want to say i’m so glad you signed the draw because you deserve to. you’ve made it so far and you’re so successful and you deserve to feel proud of yourself and reward yourself for it.
i’ll be back when i’m crying after this vlog.
carrie hope fletcher, queen of making me cry via montage.
this show has done so much for this and i adore every cast member so much. i’m so grateful i was able to watch this show, and make so many new friends from it aswell as bond with old ones. from theatre experience i know how much like a family a cast can be and watching this family come together and perform this amazing show has made me laugh, cry and caused my heart to beam. i’m eternally thankful, especially for you fletcher. you’re a beautiful woman and a huge inspiration to many and i will stick by your side and watch your journey for as long as you continue to live your passion. ❤️
Yes
@@idkimbeth Tell me about it. Every time she does a montage, I have a full on breakdown.
Carrie, I know I’m a little bit late to the party but I just have to say thank you. I have binged this series for a day and the musical meant so much to me seeing it, but then to have you talk about it as well made me realise how much I have missed performing and performing a storyline. You are an incredible woman and I love everything you stand for and your energy and your vibes and now you have also inspired me to want to get back into performing storylines, instead of just performing to perform. My current dream is to play Veronica in London some day and that is all down and thanks to you and this incredible show. Thank you so much xxx
and i wish you the best of luck with that 💛❤️💚
As an avid Heathers fan, I'll be going to see it again many many times in future, so, I'll Look out for your name every single cast change and be certain to come see you if/when you make that dream come true
So happy you signed the drawer after saying you weren't worthy enough when you first moved into that dressing room. You were amazing as Veronica, god help whoever takes her on next because they've got big shoes to fill!
I lost it so hard at Dead Girl Walking! That sass! Those riffs! The confidence! Yesssss!!!
I hope this doesn’t come off as rude but I really hope they bring back heathers on west end even if this cast isn’t back... this show means so much to young people and me in particular so I selfishly want this show to last forever
I wholeheartedly agree!
Omg same, otherwise I won't ever be able yo see it :(( since I don't live near England so I couldn't see it
Carrie Hope Fletcher #HeathersWillNeverEverDie 💙❤️💚💛🖤💖💜
Agreed! This is the kind of show that young people can relate to in many ways. We all know people who are like Heathers, Marthas and Veronicas. It's rare to be able to relate to most the characters
I already miss it so much 😢
damn these tears. It was such a great show, congrats Carrie! x
wow i was Not ready to cry at the end help
totally unrelated but i absolutely LOVE your channel, your covers are amazing!!
Well at least I’m not alone
me before 14:36: ugh trying not to cry i can't believe it over
me after 14:36: OH MY GOD YESSSSS I'VE BEEN WANTING A CLIP OF THIS SINCE THE SHOW OPENED
I AM HAVING BISEXUAL PANIC LIKE GAHHHH
carrie i’m so proud of you for signing the drawer. you deserve it just as much as any of the other signatures in there. you are so amazing and i’m so proud of all you’ve accomplished 💙💙
Carrie, thank you for representing Veronica. You always stunned me! I hope she reunites with you in the future 💙💙
That montage at the end hurts my heart. This is why I love theatre, just the bonds you form with your fellow cast mates is amazing.
I'm so glad you signed that draw! Someday in the future an actor is going to open that draw and freak out because THE Carrie Hope Fletcher signed it and be inspired to reach all the heights I'm sure you're going to reach in your career
😭😭I lost it when I saw Jamie almost crying during seventeen 😢
Thank you so much for posting a clip of Seventeen and Dead Girl Walking. Those are my two favorite numbers for the sheer power Veronica has. You were (are) an amazing Veronica and just are an amazing human being overall. Thank you for letting us in and being able to see the behind the scenes and letting us live vicariously through you 💙❤️ -Amarilys
I don’t think I’m prepared for this. I think heathers has been a life changer for everyone who came in contact with it 💚❤️💛💙
Millie am shook that your comment has thus publicity also I'm crying plz call me soon
Just been watching back through these videos from heathers. Have to say I’m totally gutted that I’m so late to the party and missed what would of been an epic show to see. Fingers crossed I get to see it on tour in the next year or so. What a show, what a cast. Bravo!
As much as I would love to run into you on the street and meet you that way, I am determined that when I meet you it will be because we are working together on something. You are such an inspirational actress and I want nothing more than to sing with you. Is that weird? Probably. Best of luck on WOTW, you are so gonna kill it!
It's not weird, it's making dreams become goals! Best of luck to you on your journey!
I feel the same. You're not alone.
And me sitting in my bed at 2am CRYING MY HEART OUT and thinking that I will never get to see Carrie Hope Fletcher in heathers the musical 💙❤️💛💚😭😭
I'm so sad to see Heathers go. I live in the US and I took my friend to go see the show on Oct. 20. Sadly, you weren't there but the show was so much better than expected (and I had my expectations set high). it was amazing!! I did make posters for the show and gave them to Jodie so idk if you ever saw them but thank you for creating such an amazing experience and show!!!
Emma Wilson me and my friend went on the same day too!!
I gave something to Jodie as well for Carrie. But I saw her pass it onto one of the bouncers. Fingers crossed she got it ! Xx
I was there as well that night, from the Netherlands. I made something for Sophie and Carrie and gave both drawings to Sophie. She was sooo nice and the show was amazing
Okay, I cried, so I can't imagine how you feel!
Thank you for your Veronica, Carrie. Thanks for representing curvy girls in a shamelessly sexy and unironic way and thank you for the inspiration that comes with that. But most of all, thank you for representing and telling a story that is far too true for too many people. I hadn't realised the emotional storyline before I came to see it as you can't hear the whole thing through the soundtrack alone. The way you told the story of someone who realises their worth and puts their foot down with so much confidence (despite its difficulty) was amazing and I really felt a connection and the realness of the emotion. As someone who has been in a similar situation, it made me proud to see and certainly more empowered looking back, the feeling I came away with isn't one I'm going to be forgetting in a hurry.
That was all very serious and deep, so on a lighter note, you can the cast absolutely smashed it and I cannot WAIT to hear the soundtrack you guys have made! You took everything to such a bigger level and I loved every minute of it- congratulations! Big love xxx
The fact that you start crying before it's even started
Edited: THE MONTAGE OMG IM SOBBING MY HEART OUT AT GONE MIDNIGHT!
I love how powerful your veronica is during dead girl walking. It's so great to see a woman owning her sexuality! I'm sad I never got to see heathers as i live I'm USA but you all rocked and I can't wait for the cast album and hopefully this won't be the last of Heathers UK!
I am here watching all the Veronica vlogs back in 2022
15:59 - am I the only one continuously replaying the GROWL when she sang “LOVE” 😭😭😭 unreal
I CRIED WHEN YOU EDITED A MONTAGE OVER THE REPRISE AT THE END
Andy has given us all hope! 💕
The last thing said at the last performance was Larry O'Keefe saying "Just wait till next year"
Ok I definitely cried through all of this but thanks for including dead girl walking so we could all take a break from being sad to get slightly turned on. Can’t wait for the cast recording so I can hear the show the whole way through xx
gabriel do you know when that’s coming out? I need to listen to it badly 🤣
Charlotte x no I don’t, sorry! However they were recording it in carries last vlog so I wouldn’t hold your breath it will probably be a while
gabriel damn it🤣
Charlotte x they said by Christmas this year!
I'm so happy I got to see this amazing cast 💖
My schools production had a something similar to "Hey Yo Westerberg".
We did The Addams Family and before every show, the main cast put our hands in and shouted "IT'S FAMILY FIRST AND FAMILY LAST AHWOOO!!"
ive never seen the west end version and this still makes me want to cry even though this video was posted 5 years ago
Haven't even started the video but I already know I'm gonna cry like I did with the last vid for Addams family
Edit: yup, as soon as the montage started, I was bawling 😭 As a teen who does musical theatre, I know it's never easy to do the final performance of a show, especially one with as much meaning as Heathers
Thank you Carrie ❤️💛💚💙💜🖤
I was the same. The Addams Family made me sob at the end and still does every time. I thought it was just because Carrie was crying and so that set me off and because I saw the show and it is one of my favourite shows of all time.
I didn't even see Heathers and as soon as the montage started, I was full on bawling.
I've been performing since I was 3 so it's 15 years later and a good 30+ shows have been and gone and it's hard every time.
I wish I could've seen it, but I live in the US, so that would be rather...difficult, to say the least. At least we're getting a cast recording soon!
You were an absolute sensation in Heathers I am so excited for the cast album. The whole cast were amazing and you made my dream come true finally after 10 years seeing heathers ❤️💚💙💛🖤
Olivia Downing 💙
IM NOT CRYING IN 2022 YOU ARE!
Yes I am 😭
It's been three years now and carrie still has that hair also it's started again but different cast. Love you and the heathers team🥰
Still crying in 2024 I LOVE YOU CARRIE MORE THAN YOU’LL EVER KNOW 💙
Holy moley Dead girl walking is amazing and when the crowd goes nuts no wonder how this show has given Carrie so much more confidence she looks incredible and she nailed it ❤️
I think dead girl walking is the only time JD is actually scared
I was like
Damn
They fuckin
'Why when you see Carrie cry, it feels so horrible yet...feels so..' I can't say right! But thank you for bringing us on this journey with you! This one hurt! You're a power house Ms Fletcher 💙💙
You've absolutely earned your place in that drawer. Not a single doubt about it. Following this whole heather's journey was such a great watch and I even got to see the show in September during the first week at the Haymarket , congratulations Carrie you're going places and you should be so proud of your hard work 💙
I didn't think "Dead Girl Walking" would be the part where I bawled, but here we are 💙 I've really enjoyed watching your time as Veronica, and I hope I can manage to come and see you in a show sooner rather than later.
Olivia Kenney OMG me too! It made me think about when I saw it and everything came crashing back
Scout Forbes For me, it was getting to see Carrie performing that, as I was really intrigued to see how she’d play it. Also, I’m a little bigger than her, but it’s still amazing to see someone in my general size range be unabashedly sexy, and to have that sexiness celebrated. It’s incredibly moving in the best possible way.
Yes I’m still here watching this punching myself for not going to see the show
Same
Ngl..I am balling my eyes out. Have I ever seen Heather's live? no. Have I only seen it via a bootleg? yes
Sadly I only found Heather's a few weeks ago but have been obsessed. So sad I missed the opportunity to see it live but am still in love with it.
For sure the best cast ever. Much love and thank you for sharing the BTS of your time in it.
~Charleigh
No but the fact that every time I hear seventeen I collapse off of my chair bed or whatever I’m standing or sitting on and shake on the floor violently
Who else is at home in their bed crying? Just me? Okay....
I saw the show Oct. 16th and it was so amazing! I went to see it on my own and it was just so surreal seeing the show and seeing you! I was basically trying not to cry the whole time. All of you did a wonderful job and I am so proud of you! xxx
I'm forever grateful that Andy Fickman finally bought this show to London. I'm even more grateful that this won't be the last time this show is here 😂 This is a story I feel that everyone should watch, I certainly wish it was around when I was a teenager 😂. I feel so fortunate that I got to experience this production several times - with such a talented and passionate cast & creative team. I felt like all the characters had new and different dynamics to the original, which made it even more captivating and enthralling. It was truly a special experience for the audience; so I can't imagine how amazing it felt for the cast! Can't wait to see what happens next year - Congratulations to you all for such a fantastic run 💙❤️💛💚
I'm glad there is an official recording of this show for people to enjoy, but nothing compares to this cast and production! I saw Heathers at the Haymarket in September 2018 and was completely blown away!
mad to believe this was 5 years ago
CARRIE HOPE FLETCHER you well and truly made it beautiful!! 💙
You put your name in the draw!!! That makes me so happy!! 💙 So well deserved. Exceptional work!! That was an emotional one, but explains Heathers to all of us. I can't believe it's over. Whatever the future is for Heathers or your career, I really do believe you'll make it beautiful 💛 Lots of love 💙
YOU SIGNED THE DRAW!!!YESSSSS!!! I’m literally crying😭💕
Darcey Tanner I’m curious, what does that mean?
@@zainss9626 on the blog where she goes int her room for the first time there was a draw that all the people who had been in their had signed and she said she didn't feel like she should BUT SHE DDDIIIIIIIID
Oh damn I'm a year late
I dont think i was emotionally prepared for this, ugh you're so brilliant Dead Girl Walking gave me life you were so perfect for Veronica!!
This is probably the most emotional vlog of yours I’ve watched! No joke I laughed and cried and I had so much pride and joy when that clip of your signature in that draw appeared at the end. What a ride, what a journey 💙💙
Carrie, this truly is beautiful. You took Veronica and made her your own, beautiful version of her. You were amazing in this role and we can’t thank you enough for blogging your process throughout Heathers. We love you 💙💙💙
you put in part of Dead Girl Walking. you know you know you know the world is thanking you skjfkdjsfksjdk
so I have eyelash extensions and every time I cry my eyes sting like HELL so I tried so hard not to cry but HERE I AM LIKE A STINGING BLIND SNIFFLY MESS but I can't imagine being any other way right now wow
Ohh, congratulations on a beautiful" run, Carrie! Wish I could've seen it for myself. I've gotta say that the bit at 13:51 probably made me a tad more emotional than the montage at the end (although that was super touching as well!). That moment of silence and reflection on all that's come before, while in anticipation of it all coming to an end... Such a bittersweet feeling encapsulated into such a simple clip. We're proud of you, Carrie. Thanks for sharing the journey with us. 💙🖤❤️💛💚
I think how much I love this musical, this cast, this everything stopped being funny as soon as people started saying goodbye to/in their characters and it actually became very painful. I'm seriously gonna miss this, Heathers had an amazing run and I'm so bloody proud of everyone involved.
2023 and I'm still sobbing
no, no I’m not crying. that would be ridiculous....
😭
Just started watching this and I’m already not prepared for it 😭
I thought I would be able to make it through this without crying but you really had to hit us with that little montage
Thank you so much for inspiring us as Veronica. Crying with you ❤️
I'm crying during a lecture. I'm so glad I got to see Heather's, it was bloody brilliant. As a girl that's not thin by any means, this whole show means a lot to me. Thank you Carrie, this was amazing.
I don't know how you can keep it together. I'd be bawling all week.
how to stop crying.
wait this isn’t google
It made me so happy to see you signed the draw when you said you felt unworthy to do it. You are so worthy! You absolutely rocked heathers. Dead girl walking was out of this world! It’s hard because as a viewer we become attached to your characters as well! 😭💙💙
Not me balling my eyes out 5 years later. Those flashbacks tho caught me off gaurd-
My friends and I went to London on vacation and we were trying to figure out what musical to see on a Friday night. We decided on Heathers. I wasn't that keen on it and wanted to see Les Mis or Mama Mia since those were the ones I was familiar with. We literally RAN thru the tube and arrived 4 minutes before the show started and we were able to buy 4 tickets in row H for HALF PRICED. It was amazing (i figured they would be in the back)!! Then the show started and I was BLOWN AWAY. SPEECHLESS. I am so freaking thankful my friends decided on Heathers. I will forever cherish being able to see you perform as Veronica. YOU ARE ALL SO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL AND TALENTED! I can't wait to blast the cast album when it comes out.
I got so emotional because the ending made me realise why I enjoy doing theatre. You start off meeting new people doing it that are motivated (usually), then you spend months with them getting to know every single one of them and you become like a new family/friends. Then I find it fun having the stress backstage amongst them. Then also having to try the outfits and trying the mics. And the after party when everyone's emotional and proud of each and everyone who put work in the project. It's overall just fun :)
You voice is unreal. Loved the glimpse of 17!I wanted to see this show but couldn't afford to come to London x
Feeling reminiscent with Heathers closing today at TOP so came back to rewatch these 💙. Carrie thank you for introducing me to this amazing show & being a truely fabulous Veronica xxx
Ready to watch this and SOB
I'm so proud of you for signing the draw. Thank you for showing us that we can be beautiful in a dark world.
This has me so emotional. That Skype call with Andy was wonderful, then the Dead Girl Walking clip, and Seventeen were incredible. And that montage at the end, that's what really got me. There hasn't been a show yet that I didn't have the opportunity to see (sadly) that has had such an impact on my life the way Heather's has. This is not the end, I l firmly belive that. You as Veronica has changed my life and no doubt that of so many other young actors. 💙💙
Babe its 2022 and im crying
You brought Heathers into my life and I've so far listened to the sountrack over 4,5 thousand times since I heard about the show. As a person who had a tough highschool spell (however shortly i attended) the musical means a lot. Thank you for bringing it into my awareness.
It’s 12:20 here in Pennsylvania. I’m crying for a show that I wasn’t even in. I think I’m crying more than on the last performance of my school’s production of Mary Poppins. I’ve never seen it live and had to live it through bootlegs (in my opinion there’s a MAJOR difference between seeing the show live and seeing it through a recording) but Heathers is suck an amazing show and this made me cry. Carrie you are amazing! And Dead Girl Walking is and forever will be my favorite. I love you so much!
SHE SIGNED THE DRAWER! YES CARRIE! CONGRATS ON AN AMAZING RUN OF HEATHERS!
I love Heathers so much because there's no one who can't relate to it in some way. For most of time at school I was a Veronica and seeing you play Veronica brought back my entire secondary school experience. You captured every emotion and every struggle every high and every low. Heathers genuinely changed my life as it showed me that good people exist you just have to look for them. Thank you Carrie and the whole cast of Heathers for showing me the world can be beautiful 💙 xxx
Someone needs to give Carrie an award for fastest and most-thorough dressing room trasher 😂 queen of making herself at home
I have been trying to find footage of your dead girl walking, for ages. I'm so thankful that the clip made the cut! You are amazing carrie! I will come and see you in a show one day, and I know you will smash it, no matter the role.
Big love, always xx
I am SOBBING. I love this musical so much wtf
Chills. Everywhere. I find this so sad because I actually do a lot of theatre and I know how much it sucks when your run ends and all the memories you made too. I hope that you never stop doing shows Carrie. ❤️
Omg yes carrie you signed the draw, you deserved to, you have come so far and you are so insperational x gonna miss heathers but I look forward to seeing where it goes next xx 😊 💙♥️💛💚
I just watched this back along with a load of videos of the final bows and speeches and... FUCK ME GENTLY WITH A CHAINSAW. Why am I such an emotional wreck by the ending of a show I wasn't even in and ended over a year ago? Ugh, I can't cope 😭
Forever gutted I never got to see this production but wow I got shivers in that last minute of this video. Developed a huge admiration for this cast and show through Carrie's vlogs. You're all simply incredible xx
I have been in a couple of shows at my local theater... and I feel you! Even though we don’t have that many shows, the feelings are real. I cried so much at the end of the video, because I REMEMBER that feeling. Especially in these times with corona, the feelings are even stronger. Because you miss it.
Carrie you where THE Veronica Sawyer!!! You made us all feel so beautiful!!! I’m so proud, you deserve your name in the drawer and let’s face it Heathers never ends and you will always be the best Veronica💙💙💙
WHY THE COMPILATION AT THE END THOUGH??!!!! PLEASE STOP MAKING ME CRY!!!! IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SHOW AND THE WHOLE MUSICAL THEATRE WORLD, THIS IS TOO INCREDIBLE TO HANDLE. THANKYOU FOR INSPIRING ME EVERYDAY
Saw Heathers on the 22nd ❤️💚💛💙 it was bloody fantastic
This will be great for you to look back on after years and years have gone by, you've bottled the spirit of Westerburg High in this video and I'm sure older Carrie will be forever grateful that she can enjoy it over and over again when she wants to be reminded of it (or when she needs a good happy cry!)