Baldur's Gate 3 - OST - "I Want To Live"

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  • Game Developed by Larian Studios - / larianstudios ; larian.com/
    Baldur's Gate 3 Original Soundtrack - Credits Menu & Camp music, Early Access, Patch 6
    ©Copyright Larian Studios & Wizards of the Coast 2020
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    Lyrics:
    I feel your breath upon my neck,
    a soft caress as cold as death.
    I didn't know you well back then,
    I blame it all on luck and vain.
    Your blood like wine, I wanted in,
    oh darling, get me drunk and make me feel!
    It's not my fault,
    I'm not to blame,
    These ain't my sins,
    I broke my chains!
    There's more to do
    and I still want to live.
    I feel your breath, upon my neck,
    a soft caress, as cold as death.
    I feel your heart-beat in my soul,
    our futures bound, our bodies know.
    Your blood like wine, I wanted in.
    Oh darling get me drunk, Invite me in!
    It's not my fault,
    I'm not to blame,
    These ain't my sins,
    I broke my chains!
    There's more to do
    if I can only live.
    I can't go yet,
    Don't let me die!
    I'll never stop,
    Until I'm done!
    But just tonight
    maybe I'll rest in peace.
    I feel your breath upon my neck,
    a soft caress as cold as death.
    I hear your heart-beat in my soul,
    our endings bound, our bodies know.
    I can't go yet!
    Don't let me die!
    I want to live!
    My only one!
    There's more to do, if we can only live.
    The clock won't stop and this is what we get...
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  • @markfromtinder9616
    @markfromtinder9616 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2089

    For those who don't know, in Act 1 if you climb on the rock behind Astarions tent. This song plays.
    You can repeat this process

    • @midnightsunrise44
      @midnightsunrise44 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +219

      Duuuude I just tried it and omg you're right!!! This is totally his song.

    • @ks9759
      @ks9759 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +148

      I love these little secrets they scatter in the game. It’s so cool.

    • @123Nightcloud
      @123Nightcloud 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +146

      You can also hear it in the camp between Act 2 and 3 if you look out at the city near between where you spawn in and where Jaheira sets up her tent, I just found out!

    • @thrillhouse4151
      @thrillhouse4151 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +55

      Whoa, I found that in the castle camp at the beginning of Act 3 overlooking a cliff as well.

    • @ninjificus
      @ninjificus 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

      Holy crap, literally just read this and went to do it and lo and behold. Such a great theme for him

  • @Mance1680
    @Mance1680 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +447

    Borislav just said on Twitter this is the Player's Theme, it's ours in general.

    • @kkurova9345
      @kkurova9345 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      How is it not about a vampire tho

    • @chrisrubin6445
      @chrisrubin6445 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +68

      @@kkurova9345 It IS about a vampire. the vampire is a metaphor for our approaching death at the hands of the parasite.

    • @LeyliaFireheart
      @LeyliaFireheart 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

      allegedly it only plays behind Astarion's tent which is very intentional. It's not as though you have a tent for Tav that plays when you enter

    • @noctisdrake8020
      @noctisdrake8020 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

      @@LeyliaFireheart Actually the theme plays in various places that you can stand throughout the game, you can even hear it right at the very beginning of Act 3, more specifically on the cliff when you go down the ladder and take a left and get a nice view of the city, Jaheira is in the back.

    • @moi4820
      @moi4820 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@LeyliaFireheartnope not true

  • @PanEtRosa
    @PanEtRosa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2068

    you know, my first impression of Astarion was "hm, a foppish gay vampire, how original. why the hell is he the one on the front of all the promo material". but man.... I was surprised. they really didn't let him just be a stereotype. he's a much deeper character than I expected and I love him so much now.

    • @Kanikanihia
      @Kanikanihia 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +190

      He’s a terrific character! So layered and real…human, even if he’s a vampire elf. It also bothers me how people keep calling him just gay, when he’s pan and I feel that’s quite important for him as well. Not to mention mostly women gamers are all over him.:)))

    • @MIDTIERSHORTKING
      @MIDTIERSHORTKING 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

      Wow, this makes me regret killing him when he was ravaging my neck for blood the first night we found he was a vampire. Welp next play-through Ill give him a chance

    • @drpigglesnuudelworte5209
      @drpigglesnuudelworte5209 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +85

      @@MIDTIERSHORTKINGdefinitely don’t kill him, he has the most fleshed out story. Although trigger warning for severe physical and sexual abuse 🥲

    • @LilithHostile
      @LilithHostile 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      @@MIDTIERSHORTKINGthat’s when his death ended my friendship with a guy. We never played together again

    • @menajack
      @menajack 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +37

      ​@@Kanikanihia "It also bothers me how people keep calling him just gay, when he’s pan and I feel that’s quite important for him as well."
      I disagree. There is nothing in Astarion’s past or his behaviour that demonstrates that he have a interest for women.
      Even if I understand the approach that all the romances of the game are pan, I find that it goes a little against the depth of the characters. They are all hollow, bland about who their partner are. However, I do not think it is a defect. There will always people for and people against.
      But for Astarion, we are not going to lie, he is clearly gay coded. I am not referring to his behavior but these relationships with NPCs.
      Astarion twice mentions old relationships that are both men; Sebastian and the "darling boy" who he let run away. He shows a clear disgust for Araj Oblodra; who is a woman.
      For me, this whole scene with Araj is a metaphor with an Astarion who can be forced to give himself for someone who does not attract him, the blood/taste did not catch him at all.
      There is also a scene where Astarion responds with saracasm that he is "a princess married to a tarrasque named Jonathan". All these little details make sense. That’s why people say Astarion is gay.
      Let’s say all of this it's a coincidence, then why in the teasers of the game we see Astarion with a male dwarf as partner while all the other companions (Gale, Wyll, Karlach, Halsin and Shadowheart) are showing with an opposite sex partner?
      So Astarion is canonically pan, but he clearly has a preference for men.

  • @bobcalvery
    @bobcalvery 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1629

    When this started playing in camp before reaching Wyrm's crossing I had to stop everything I was doing. The fact that we constantly hear the instrumental version of this song in the background when at camp and that at this very moment, when the city could be seen in the distance, the version with lyrics started playing made it incredibly magical.
    I went towards the ledge and enjoyed the view until the song ended. I swear this was one of the most organic legendary scenes I have ever seen in all of my life, the music captured the moment so well.

    • @marky046
      @marky046 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +61

      I did the exact same thing.
      Walked up to that cliffside and i noticed the change in the song...then the vocals started and I just had to stand there and listen.
      What an amazing little touch.

    • @fenrisares
      @fenrisares 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Oh, I didn't get that one D:

    • @PanEtRosa
      @PanEtRosa 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      @@fenrisares it's at a little precipice in the Wyrm's Crossing campsite, overlooking Rivington. if you stand there the first time you enter the city, the full version of this song will start playing.

    • @fenrisares
      @fenrisares 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@PanEtRosa gotcha! Ty

    • @Nitenite3
      @Nitenite3 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      The lyrical song also plays at the first camp location in act 1, on the large rock (vantage point of your camp )

  • @Dubble77D
    @Dubble77D 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +258

    Just noticed the ticking clock. "The tadpole is a death sentence, and the clock is ticking. You need a cure"

  • @aslantac7385
    @aslantac7385 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1053

    Listening to this song broke my heart after Astarion's storyline...

    • @aslantac7385
      @aslantac7385 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +96

      I love the clock ticking in the background. It's so perfect for him

    • @kiwikiwi9671
      @kiwikiwi9671 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +58

      @@aslantac7385the ticking makes me think of the 200 years he’s been suffering only for Tav to stop it 😢

    • @billfred9411
      @billfred9411 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +49

      @@roninwarshadow Karlack is the most tragic character for sure. She didn't seek out powers she shouldn't have like Gale. She also didn't make a deal with a devil like Wyll. What happen to her can fully be blamed on the people she trusted and wasn't her fault at all. I legitimately have a very hard time not romancing her just because that gives you the option that doesn't involve watching her die.

    • @alasdairvaler
      @alasdairvaler 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@kiwikiwi9671 Noooo...why did you write this, now I'm crying again

    • @bunny8372
      @bunny8372 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

      @@billfred9411 I get what you said, it happends to me but with Astarion. He was murderer, he didn't ask to live again, he ask to be saved for his attackers, not to be a slave for 200 years and be abused in everyway possible. And his final? You give him the power he desires (ascendant vampire) and watch him corrupt his soul and never find peace, or watch him almost die in the sun (in the ending) and do nothing about it (that actually break my soul). He has not good ending, he's a tragic character, i just want to give him a hug and make him feel safe :(

  • @kidc_7951
    @kidc_7951 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    I feel your 🥖 upon my neck

    • @borislav_slavov
      @borislav_slavov  ปีที่แล้ว +161

      Don't listen to it on an empty stomach! ;-)

    • @Franzifii
      @Franzifii 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      I hear "bread" every time and I just think it's funny and cute :D The soundtrack is so good! I couldn't predict where it was going, musically, and, partly because of that, I enjoy it very much!

    • @notabannedaccount8362
      @notabannedaccount8362 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @@borislav_slavov My Tav loves eating camp supplies, so "bread" fits!

    • @Eugine1888
      @Eugine1888 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@notabannedaccount8362who needs food if you have booze?

    • @notabannedaccount8362
      @notabannedaccount8362 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      @@Eugine1888 Beer is made of grains. Bread is made of grains. Beer is bread.

  • @rileycord1248
    @rileycord1248 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1268

    So Astarion definitely comes to mind with this song, but Dark Urge also fits well. Especially one that tries to resist.

    • @MadelineSawyer
      @MadelineSawyer 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +132

      Works great as a duet between the two

    • @LyrictheFilthyCasual
      @LyrictheFilthyCasual 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +115

      Dark Urge romancing Astarion was my frist playthrough.

    • @rairyu08
      @rairyu08 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

      I'm playing that right now 😢 I got Astarion's good quest ending, and now I hear it in the lyrics 🥹

    • @corriveau21
      @corriveau21 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      also got astarion good ending,so sad really

    • @queenofdaggerstarot3060
      @queenofdaggerstarot3060 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

      Dark urge and astarion were made for each other

  • @raelynfey
    @raelynfey 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

    Larian- We don't play favorites. Also Larian- Lets give Astarion his own hidden song at camp!

  • @aceofjacks7071
    @aceofjacks7071 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1154

    I love how this song has ticking clocks inside it, it's as if you're hearing the countdown the different characters have. because in a way, they're all on time limits. as well as the tadpole, Karlach has her engine, Gale the orb, Shadowheart is trying to get to her destination as soon as she can, Astarion's days outrunning Cazador are very much numbered, Lae'zel is trying to get home before she transforms, and Wyll is trying to get out of his pact before it inevitably kills him. there's other limits they have but I don't want to spoil too much lol, and even Halsin and Minthara have themes of time being uncertain.
    everyone thinks of Astarion with this song but it also works very well for Durge, which considering they were originally the only protagonist and Tav was added later, makes me wonder if this is supposed to be a POV of the Durge and their lover

    • @wolfen26
      @wolfen26 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +87

      The ticking of clocks and the clanking of chains too.

    • @blueeyedwitch9840
      @blueeyedwitch9840 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +99

      The way this song fits with everyone always gets me. We're all monsters and we're all victims, and we're all just trying to survive

    • @IndigoIndustrial
      @IndigoIndustrial 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +38

      This is so true. They all have trauma. A few have "broken chains" to be free and want a moment of respite before they deal with it.

    • @AleksandrBerezovoy
      @AleksandrBerezovoy 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      I personally always thought about Karlach, it fits perfectly with her "I can die at any moment" theme

    • @PBRatLord
      @PBRatLord 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      I love the Durge storyline so much so far, on my first play of BG3 and just in love with this! Technically my first DnD experience after passing interest over the years, next step is finding some friends to play an actual game with!
      That and I heard DOS2 is great

  • @Eastcyning
    @Eastcyning 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +358

    Here after Baldur's Gate 3 swept the Game Awards last night. "Game of the Year" does not do this experience justice. The soundtrack and characters will stay with me for a very, very long time, thank you so much for your work

    • @AndrewThoesen
      @AndrewThoesen 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      They were robbed of the soundtrack award. This music is far above any other I’ve experienced in a game

    • @GeorgeWashingtonLaserMusket
      @GeorgeWashingtonLaserMusket 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I love ME3, KoTOR, and other incredible TTRPG's, Fallout 1-4 are a hoot and a half in their own ways. But I seriously think BG3 has become my favorite game of all time now and I'm still VERY attached to my childhood game of KoTOR and Mass Effect.
      I thought it'd be vaporware, I bought EA the moment they announced an actual release date as I despise EA content. Everything anything Larian does in the future I will gladly buy EA the moment it hits the market if 1/3 of the games end up never being made I do not care, worth it.
      Game of a Generation.

    • @DieGurke_
      @DieGurke_ 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      BG3 is the game of the decade. Many triple-AAA studios hate BG3 because it showed everyone that a small, passionate development team can take on billion-dollar giants like EA and Sony.
      For anyone who loves BG3 and is looking for something new (old) to play, I recommend "Divinity Original Sin 2". It is also from Larian and is the spiritual predecessor of BG3.

  • @vitruvius814
    @vitruvius814 2 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    larian is spoiling us today

  • @k.w.pillsbury4070
    @k.w.pillsbury4070 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    Bold move for Larian to make The Player Custom’s theme (Weather it be Tav or DUrge) not a confident and certain one, but a proclamation of Fear and Dread as their clocks tick down from the parasite within, and death from it could come at any second.

  • @deardarkk
    @deardarkk 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    I was romancing Astarion with my Durge and at the camp on the road to Baldur's gate I found this awesome view of the city in the distance. I took Astarion there for a kiss scene and suddenly this song started playing and I sat there 10 minutes getting emotional over how perfect it fit :')

  • @BooksToAshes
    @BooksToAshes 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +793

    as a big Astarion fan and romancer, this song hits hard. I know it can relate to a lot of characters but I link it to him the most and god does it hurt. I cried when I listened to the lyrics for the fist time. He deserves the world💗💗

    • @Creed329
      @Creed329 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +67

      his personal quest really hammers this song in

    • @TheGreenReaper
      @TheGreenReaper 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +74

      When it talks about breath on your neck and blood like wine, yeah, it's about Astarion.

    • @gremlinwife4326
      @gremlinwife4326 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Rest in peace to your considerably lackluster gaming experience 😔

    • @fylimar
      @fylimar 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      I thought it referred to a resisting Dark Urge, but yeah, Astarion would fit too - as would Wyll and Karlach. Somehow they all did things, they are not proud of and tried to get out of different kind of bindings.

    • @aidenwilson2240
      @aidenwilson2240 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +77

      @@fylimar "I feel your breath, upon my neck, a soft caress, as cold as death." "Your blood like wine, I wanted in. Oh darling get me drunk, Invite me in!" yea no, this is an astarion song. Neil Newbon also confirmed it himself.

  • @TheBalun99
    @TheBalun99 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +39

    Honestly, BG3 has the best sound track I've heard in my life.

  • @cordeliathedm
    @cordeliathedm 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +261

    I love how each song in this game applies to individual characters but also to things you do in the game. Like, this is about Astarion for sure, but it also sounds like it's about the struggle the characters go through with their tadpoles and how they just want to survive despite the fact that their time is running out.

    • @wiseguy2962
      @wiseguy2962 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Being an oldtime gamer i can assure you you won t find a score for a videogame such as great as this one....

    • @Dractonis
      @Dractonis 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      @@wiseguy2962 I love the soundtrack for BG3 but FFXIV is a close match too with multiple expacs of epicness!

    • @cornmixmell5287
      @cornmixmell5287 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      For me, the song hit hardest when Karlach had that speech in the end about her inevitable death and wishing she could've lived past the adventure we had and continue living on
      Thank god I had the choice of bringing her back to hell and getting the fight against Zariel ending

    • @sionan7937
      @sionan7937 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@DractonisI have to second XIV having an incredible soundtrack! Flow is a work of art as far as I'm concerned. But BG3 is also incredibly epic in every way

    • @shastacat9632
      @shastacat9632 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      apparently its about the player and not astarion, the ceo said so in a tweet

  • @gray.strange
    @gray.strange 2 ปีที่แล้ว +315

    I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY RIGHT NOW, OH MY GOD THIS IS PERFECT

    • @MikeleKonstantyFiedorowiczIV
      @MikeleKonstantyFiedorowiczIV ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i need this in rav pcm files

    • @gray.strange
      @gray.strange 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

      UPDATE: IT'S FINALLY THERE 😂😂

    • @lumae8216
      @lumae8216 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@gray.strange It is?? I can't find it on Deezer... :( :(

    • @TheDeadlyShoe
      @TheDeadlyShoe 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I highly appreciate the commitment to keeping everyone up to date@@gray.strange 👍

    • @daina3628
      @daina3628 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You can get the whole album with the deluxe game pack.

  • @BlackCatsCrossing13
    @BlackCatsCrossing13 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I like how this song applies to basically the whole of the party. The commonality between them is that everyone is a survivor and wants to keep living.

  • @luciabombieri688
    @luciabombieri688 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +86

    Listening this after finishing Astarion story line is heartbreaking, I'm crying so hard. This song is so perfect if you romance him.

  • @Figorix
    @Figorix 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +67

    Some composers and devs seems to just be made for each other. The song wouldnt be that good if i didnt play the game and the game wouldnt hit as hard without this song. Such strong combination

  • @RachelHardy
    @RachelHardy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +242

    This is freaking amazing, love the style

    • @creepingfrost7074
      @creepingfrost7074 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Please do a cover of this song. I want to listen this with your voice.

    • @hedzsooo
      @hedzsooo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      & your style cool too, nice to see you here! ;) :)

  • @genevilla552
    @genevilla552 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    The first time I saw Astarion I thought: "for sure he's the main villain or that character you're going to hate".
    To move on to: "I would die for you"

  • @kittykatjd
    @kittykatjd 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

    Goosebumps. This game is my entire world right now.

  • @CeaseEcho
    @CeaseEcho ปีที่แล้ว +492

    Wow as a fan of Astarion this song really hits hard.

    • @RealJosephMother
      @RealJosephMother 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      This song is not about Astarion.

    • @Meloure_
      @Meloure_ 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +59

      @@RealJosephMother People are allowed to interpret the song however they'd like! This song maybe wasn't written for him but it fits Astarion perfectly.

    • @PanEtRosa
      @PanEtRosa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +62

      @@Meloure_ it was, though. there's references to vampires and Astarion's perspective all throughout the song.

    • @PanEtRosa
      @PanEtRosa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@RealJosephMother I'm curious; who do you think it's about?

    • @DeadAugur
      @DeadAugur 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +77

      @@RealJosephMother Neil Newbon confirmed in a tweet that the song directly relates to Astarion's story.

  • @cansoais
    @cansoais 2 ปีที่แล้ว +451

    Astarion and my Tav are crying in the corner after this... Dammit, it's perfect Borislav!

    • @Nirraart
      @Nirraart 2 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      Me hugging Astarion, Tav and we’re crying all together T.T

    • @seanpinkey2188
      @seanpinkey2188 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      still weeping in 2023 my Harpers

    • @09natascha
      @09natascha ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Yes 😭 what a beautiful Masterpiece and I hope we get a good ending with Astarion ❤️ he deserves it!

    • @RealJosephMother
      @RealJosephMother 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      This song is not about Astarion.

    • @DeadAugur
      @DeadAugur 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

      @@RealJosephMother Astarion's VA, Neil Newbon has confirmed it is

  • @ophelia_blackbird6521
    @ophelia_blackbird6521 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +56

    I've been listening to this song over and over again since Baldur's Gate 3 was released. I'm speechless.

  • @gracefulhunter6479
    @gracefulhunter6479 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +132

    Astarion aside, this song hits different with Karlach ending 😭

    • @vervvyk
      @vervvyk 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      THIS!

    • @nikayu8467
      @nikayu8467 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      yes

    • @FecalMattur
      @FecalMattur 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I make sure she does. She will always be romanced and spoiled by my MC. And I will always follow her to pursue a permanent fix for her problem.

  • @trooperz137
    @trooperz137 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    The feels you get when you overlook balder gate from the camp this song kicks in when on the cliffside ❤

  • @tisa6138
    @tisa6138 2 ปีที่แล้ว +315

    omg the soundtrack to this game is sooo good, I really hope it gets you all the awards you deserve💜

    • @mlj3347
      @mlj3347 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      One of the biggest video game OST standouts to me in a while!

    • @renangeek47
      @renangeek47 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Came from the future to say Baldurs Gate 3 won 2023's GOTY.

    • @thejettiestcat
      @thejettiestcat 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yeeeee let's gooooooo!

  • @davidperte62
    @davidperte62 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Finished the game, hit hard during the credits. After seeing everyone back together.
    I don't think there will ever be another Baldur's Gate 3

    • @imafrog6179
      @imafrog6179 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Baldurs gate really is the 3….😢

  • @ohmyduck8101
    @ohmyduck8101 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

    This gives me the same gut punch as “I’m not calling you a liar” did at the end of dragon age 2

  • @breanagreedy4846
    @breanagreedy4846 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +49

    I can express the feelings I had when I was chilling in camp and hear this play after a while. The emotion this song provokes leaves me in awe

  • @marconeves1979
    @marconeves1979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    oh wow, im so dumb. Just realized the Clock sound at the end of the song. Fascinating. This song made my cry one time as I reflected upon how fast time passes, and how much longer I have on this Earth with my beloved wife.... wow... deep thoughts LOL XD

  • @hyperdiegesis
    @hyperdiegesis 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Currently my favorite, I hear it play in the camp. Totally renders me unable to leave the camp untill it ends, this song is so captivating.

  • @oceanicGrimalkin
    @oceanicGrimalkin หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Came here from watching Borislav win BAFTA, congratulations man

  • @sambucivox
    @sambucivox 2 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    The lyrics, if you are looking for them:
    ---------------------
    man
    ---------------------
    I feel your breath upon my neck
    a soft caress as cold as death
    I didn't know you well back then
    I blame it all on [luck and bane]
    Your blood like wine
    I wanted in
    but darling, get me drunk and make me feel
    It's not my fault
    I'm not to blame
    These ain't my sins
    I broke my chains
    There's more to do
    and I still want to live.
    ---------------------
    woman
    ---------------------
    I feel your breath
    upon my neck
    a soft caress
    as cold as death
    I feel your heart
    beat in my soul
    our futures bound,
    our bodies known
    Your blood like wine
    I wanted in
    Oh darling get me drunk and bite me
    It's not my fault
    I'm not to blame
    These ain't my sins
    I broke my chains
    There's more to do
    if I can only live
    I can't go yet
    Don't let me die
    I'll never stop
    Until I'm done
    But just tonight
    maybe I'll rest in peace
    ---------------------
    both
    ---------------------
    I feel your breath
    upon my neck
    a soft caress
    as cold as death
    I hear your heart
    beat in my soul
    our endings bound,
    our bodies known
    I can't go yet
    Don't let me die
    I want to live
    My only one
    There's more to do
    if we can only live
    The clock won't stop
    and this is what we get

    • @donuthole333
      @donuthole333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Maybe I heard it wrong but I think the what the lyric says is "Oh darling get me drunk and invite me in"

    • @Shanciaa
      @Shanciaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@donuthole333 yeah, think the same

    • @celeste2942
      @celeste2942 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah, there's a few mistakes here - correct version's in the description and CC

    • @dragonbornbard135
      @dragonbornbard135 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The correct lyrics are in the description

  • @arkamukherjee457
    @arkamukherjee457 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    You give Larian games life, I can't imagine DoS: 2 or BG3 without your masterful scores. You deserve all the praises for such brilliant music, your scores have a phenomenal range; they can have the quaint of Jeremy Soule, and the fast paced feeling of battle similar to JRPG composers like Uematsu and Mitsuda. Good work, and I'd pay for any game that you work on!

  • @SteveIsMe1291
    @SteveIsMe1291 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

    Just actually heard the lyrics last night for the first time while in camp. It honestly caught me off guard but in the BEST way possible.

    • @PanEtRosa
      @PanEtRosa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      wait, the vocals can play in camp not just the music?

    • @SteveIsMe1291
      @SteveIsMe1291 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      @@PanEtRosa Yes. Idk if it can happen at other points but many are saying you can trigger it if you go to a cliffside view thats in your camp at the beginning of Act 3 before you begin to make your way into Wyrm's Crossing.

    • @bwpbwp9613
      @bwpbwp9613 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@SteveIsMe1291 I just noticed this in game and is why I came to find this. It did catch me off guard.

  • @paradoxdriver4094
    @paradoxdriver4094 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +90

    I just wanted to say that as someone who has struggled with depression for most of their adult life, this song feels so especially powerful and so succinctly puts into words emotions I have felt so often, turning to casual hookups just to try and feel something. Even just the title of the song really hits hard. The fact that a song for a video game can resonate with my own personal emotions is so surprising and I just wanted to thank you for composing and recording it.

    • @SunniRae-st9sj
      @SunniRae-st9sj 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      As a sex worker, yes, casual hookups are fun and a temporary relief, but deeper relationships are so much more. Please keep chasing what makes you whole and reaching out.
      Astarion's storyline made me re-consider for a bit how my own sexual encounters have made me numb to the importance of sex in a relationship, but in the end, I'm not a 239 year old elven vampire spawn.

  • @Lea-ci2qt
    @Lea-ci2qt 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

    Playing this song on repeat...so beautiful and now nostalgic as well. As far as I remember this song is about the players character no? I know you can apply it to many characters (from what I saw people are mainly saying it's about Astarion), but everytime I hear it, I remember my character and I try to imagine what a person like that might be feeling when they are alone in their tent at night, thinking about all that's happened and all that is still going to happen. A person that's gone through all these hardships, obsticales, met friends and lovers on the way, helped people, experienced joy, sadness, anger, excitement and love, what are they thinking?
    Even if they are a part of me projected onto a videogame character, I still see them as a separate entity, a dear friend whom I escorted on this journey.
    ...It's a weird feeling, am I alone in feeling like this?? XD

    • @radellathecat8762
      @radellathecat8762 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      nope, i can feel that too even if I am just starting to play it. It has a strong realistic feeling to it, i just cant get rid of.

    • @alicksrodz
      @alicksrodz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      art is open to interpretation, different perspectives

  • @sythys_
    @sythys_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I found this via an Easter egg in game. It's stunningly beautiful.

  • @tenayapyweack8448
    @tenayapyweack8448 2 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    This is so incredibly sad and beautiful. I haven't been able to get it out of my head for the past couple of days.

  • @Jaytecx
    @Jaytecx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Larian Studios should comission you for future games man. I can't get enough of that Tambura sound, and you did a sterling job.

  • @feyefall4855
    @feyefall4855 2 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    I wonder if they might use this for the finalized Astarion romance cutscene? I've heard it around camp, but if they pick from existing ost, it would fit.

    • @adrianahutchinson97
      @adrianahutchinson97 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I hope so!

    • @dragonbornbard135
      @dragonbornbard135 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      At least one of them

    • @cindyl.2150
      @cindyl.2150 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Apparently if you stand on the rock facing the camp for a while, this version may trigger

    • @arienmorningmist9684
      @arienmorningmist9684 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@cindyl.2150 now it triggers immidiatly as u jump on the rock behind Laesel's tent

    • @Spartanoffaith
      @Spartanoffaith ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I think it's supposed to be a ballad between the tadpole and your soul.

  • @user-yi8vg6xe5v
    @user-yi8vg6xe5v 2 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    It's so beautiful...I'm speechless, I'm sitting here crying. Thank you, it´s really wonderful

  • @iuwudidsomethingforonce458
    @iuwudidsomethingforonce458 2 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    I was just informed this exist.
    *Tav Approves*
    *Astaion Approves*

    • @kenjohnson4474
      @kenjohnson4474 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I love your tik toks

  • @JulesArchinova
    @JulesArchinova 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    This music is a powerful masterpiece of sadness and sorrow.
    As is Astarion.
    Thank you Boris, Ilona, Ivaylo, Victor, Sildar, Sarah.
    Together you made an unforgettable tune.

  • @Gwinnmusic
    @Gwinnmusic 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This song motivated me to start a new playthrough with Astarion as the MC. Truly a wonderful game.

  • @florianefox
    @florianefox 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +63

    This could totally be an Astarion/Dark Urge romance theme ❤ love it ❤

  • @delpheus7658
    @delpheus7658 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    I FOUND WHEN/WHERE THIS LYRICS PLAYS. Wyrms lookout, the ledge overlooking the crossing.

    • @PanEtRosa
      @PanEtRosa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      THANK YOU

    • @Kelleeart
      @Kelleeart หลายเดือนก่อน

      Also behind Astarion's tent in Act 1 (if you're camping outside.)

  • @FilmGamerHUN
    @FilmGamerHUN 2 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Wow+ Borislav you can sing really well too! Not just composing! Thank you!

  • @kyungmiko
    @kyungmiko 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    now knowing this is tav's theme hits so HARD

  • @Tomoya1206
    @Tomoya1206 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    Borislav You are one of the best composers in gaming , your work on Divinity and Baldur's Gate 3 is flawless.Good works can always settle down, time will tell everything

  • @TheArmouredAlechemist
    @TheArmouredAlechemist 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Defibatly the duet for Astarian and a Daruk urge playthrough. Whichever route you take the song is perfect.

  • @MizuMing
    @MizuMing 2 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Mr Newbon sent me here from Twitter. < 3

  • @SereneIceDragon
    @SereneIceDragon 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I cried when this started playing in the credits when I finally beat the game. The music in this game is just as spectacular as everything else. Also, does anyone else get reminded of O Death from Until Dawn with the line "a soft caress as cold as death"? I thought of it the first time I heard it.

  • @scarletmoth1221
    @scarletmoth1221 2 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    I've only just realised that some of my favourite music from you is the music which features you singing!
    Divine's Lament still gives me shivers, and this new version of I Want To Live is quickly becoming a favourite too!

    • @PanEtRosa
      @PanEtRosa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      new version? there was an earlier one?

    • @hackbod
      @hackbod 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@PanEtRosa th-cam.com/video/Ntb6DX2-jU0/w-d-xo.html

  • @aTree95
    @aTree95 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    ♫ I feel your bread upon my neck.. ♫

  • @webvixdarklove7551
    @webvixdarklove7551 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Really cool is the fact I got chills while listening, and since I’m already in a cold place I can sort of imagine what Astarion feels

  • @mrfrenglitch2172
    @mrfrenglitch2172 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Just discovered this song at the beginning of Act 3 in the camp "lookout". Got near the edge of the camp to look at the city and this song played for the first time. Never knew about it before. Left me speechless.

  • @Adaginy
    @Adaginy 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    My world of warcraft guild leader introduced me to this song and now it's gotten me into BG3, possibly into trying to play an instrument again (if I could find tabs or sheet music that sounded accurate), and the line "There's more to do if we can only live" is probably going to be my mantra through winter depression.

  • @erectilereptile369
    @erectilereptile369 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I was petting scratches in camp and this beautiful song made our moment a lot more better. This is game of existence

  • @lustinlis413
    @lustinlis413 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    "The clock won't stop and this is what we get" Truly amazing song. Also i don't know why but this track reminds me soo much of DoS II "Divine's Lament".. Искам да ви благодаря за всичките прекарани часове, слушайки вашата музика и единственото нещо което искам докато го правя е да живея! Благодаря.

  • @anetadyczek2779
    @anetadyczek2779 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    This song is amazing. I feel story of Astarion here very much

  • @LaughingBearGames
    @LaughingBearGames 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    This OST is the the best I've ever heard in a game. This will easily be the best game I've played in my life most likely.

  • @AnneWien
    @AnneWien 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I love this song… It is so heartbreaking. I can hear my Durge and Astarion. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @allenraysales
    @allenraysales ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I heard this music and vocals play in camp! I was so surprised with this level of detail that Larian inserted this at camp. I was so enthralled and finally found it in youtube. I don't know if anyone else heard this song at camp? I don't think everyone will. Don't know how I triggered it. But Im so excited more than ever to play the full release of the game. I've played as a Paladin during the demo, and now feel more excited than ever now that I have gained so much more experience and understanding of the mechanics, skills, spells and features of the game. I even went and listened in youtube about the Forgotten Realms landmarks, lores, and characters for greater immersion! I'm so ready to kick ass when the game comes out!

    • @CamillaDrakenborg
      @CamillaDrakenborg ปีที่แล้ว

      Can hear the tune but not the vocals until I went to the rock behind Lae´zels tent. Had played over 150 hours at that point so was a pleasant surprise :)

    • @ArmitageShanksuk
      @ArmitageShanksuk 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I triggered it at the end of Act 2 when the party makes the camp overlooking Baldur's Gate down below. While I was putsing about chatting to my companions the instrumental was playing but by the time I found a cliff edge that gave great views of the city at night doiwn below the lyrics suddenly swelled.
      Had to of been of purpose. So much dopamine in that small moment as the games when they released when I was younger meant so (too?) much to me.

  • @orlinritzau3969
    @orlinritzau3969 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    When I finsihed the game and the credits were rolling , this song started playing and mannnn I was just sitting there in reflection thinking what a beautiful game I just played and saying thanks for it whilst this beautiful song played making me feel grateful,
    Sad it ended but forever thankful it begun . Much love larian studios

  • @Sapfyra358
    @Sapfyra358 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    That's beautiful ❤ Astarion approve)

  • @KuyalawVA
    @KuyalawVA 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    This song perfectly fits bothAstarion and Durge’s characters for certain

  • @DragonRage61
    @DragonRage61 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I love this song! 🎵😍🎵

  • @jimenawera
    @jimenawera หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This song, "down by the river" and "raphael final´s act" are on my top list of favorite songs of all time :) I love them so much, thank you for this Borislav Slavov!! This Game is a very important part of my life now :) already purchased my vinyl ost and can´t wait to have it!!!!!

  • @TheBigPresident
    @TheBigPresident 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    this made me really emotional and touched in a way i cant describe, I lost my partner a few years ago and this made me feel some kind of way. love this definitely adding to my spotify

  • @suzizann5877
    @suzizann5877 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I fall deeper and deeper in love with this soundtrack every day, I don't know if I can describe just how this song, in particular, makes me feel it's just so amazing. You guys really did it perfectly with this

  • @Deatan76
    @Deatan76 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    In spotify version of this song, the lyrics "I didn't know you back well then" goes as "I didn't know you well back then" for some reason. It made me doubt myself lol.

  • @obinnayoung
    @obinnayoung 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Man I'm loving these Bulders Gate soundtracks, this game must have the best sound tracks ever! This the only game I'm looking forward to playing.

  • @veleriphon
    @veleriphon 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    There's so goddamn much love put into this game. We'll be discovering things for years to come.

  • @m22d889
    @m22d889 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I really hope BG3 got an award for best soundtrack. I freaking love all the music in this game but this song and "Wash my pain away" are my favorites. I literally listen to them daily!

  • @avynera
    @avynera 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I love Astarion and his theme is as awesome as he is

  • @adrenalinerush369
    @adrenalinerush369 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Damn the use of ticking clock sounds with the theme of wanting to live....dangit. This is a masterpiece. Thank you so much for sharing sir!

  • @Spooklord_Nito
    @Spooklord_Nito 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This game is incredible, thanks Borislav

  • @pumpie404
    @pumpie404 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Thank you Borislav Slavov and Larian for creating an official soundtrack for my OTP Tav/Astarion :D
    Jokes aside, this is beautifully done. Love your work!

  • @siren3828
    @siren3828 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    @0:30 I think the singer flips the lyrics on accident! "I didn't know you back well then" instead of "I didn't know you well back then" Still a beautiful song! It's been stuck in my head for days and i literally did a double take while listening along with the lyrics. lol

    • @dimitriskovatsos9914
      @dimitriskovatsos9914 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You're right! The Spotify version of the song has fixed the lyrics xD

  • @AngelGraves782
    @AngelGraves782 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard

  • @mulqueen2023
    @mulqueen2023 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This just fits Astarion and Durge so beautifully, especially given how it can be differently interpreted depending if you do evil/reformed Durge and Spawn/Ascended Astarion. Either its about overcoming and rising or giving into the darkness.

  • @styx971
    @styx971 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    credits rolled for me yesterday and i can't get this one out of my head , it was the perfect topper on my personal playthrough lyrically after it was already my favorite ingame without the lyrics .

  • @gexxal_fae
    @gexxal_fae 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This makes me think of Astarion and all I want to do is cry everytime I hear it. But I can't stop listening to it.
    I personally find it sadder than Weeping Dawn which I know most people cry over.
    because of how much it reminds me of Astarion I want to live breaks my heart over and over again.

  • @codaish
    @codaish 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    i cannot stop listening to this! the lyrics are mesmerizing, and the vocals alongside this arrangement breathe new life into a song i already loved so much. i feel blessed to have your music in my life! this game's score is shaping up to be an all-time favorite. 🧡

  • @Zaphiros
    @Zaphiros 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Holy moly, is there anything you can´t do? Absolute masterpiece Borislav! Cannot wait to play BG3 and listen to your music!

  • @jackieuniversee
    @jackieuniversee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    What a wonderful song! Can't wait to hear it in game!

    • @thedreamingfairy5239
      @thedreamingfairy5239 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Just heard it in camp ! Like, with the lyrics ! I climbed on a rock, and it started to play. There was the music, I was about to start singing, and I heard the voice !

    • @dominika3762
      @dominika3762 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thedreamingfairy5239 in camp with lyrics? Surely not

    • @sythys_
      @sythys_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thedreamingfairy5239 Didn't know it is up here on TH-cam until I found this easter egg. Suddenly, hearing the lyrics blew my mind.

    • @thedreamingfairy5239
      @thedreamingfairy5239 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dominika3762 Just try to climb the rock in the camp (the camp you get when you’re in the grove) and see for yourself !

  • @Underdarkk
    @Underdarkk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Спасибо, Борислав! Отличный трек, мне нравилась инструментальная версия, но с вокалом она стала ещё прекраснее!

  • @marieortie3096
    @marieortie3096 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    First time I heard this song was during the credits, and it made me almost cry. This little music I heard during the whole game, it had a meaning. It was my reward. I love this game so much...

  • @Ginsdarkangel
    @Ginsdarkangel 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Every time I hear this song. I think of it as Astarion x Dark Urge Tav romance theme song.

  • @splinteredmind4949
    @splinteredmind4949 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    My favourite piece of the whole soundtrack. Perfectly encapsulates Astarion.

    • @TheGoblinHub
      @TheGoblinHub 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Definitely encapsulates Karlach even more

    • @damobeck1
      @damobeck1 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@TheGoblinHub Not even close to Karlach. The only connection is "I want to live" because she has a breakdown after killing Gortash... the thing is that line fits LITERALLY EVERYONE. Everyone wants to live, no one wants to die... except for Gale if he is doing the second act ending.

  • @Rezzekki
    @Rezzekki 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    OH DANG. I'm not normally a fan of soundtracks with vocals but this is FIRE! The quicker pace really lights it up! Love it!

  • @Kaihohaze
    @Kaihohaze 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Just finished my first playthrough with little over 100 hours playtime and damn, the game of the year award is no doubt well earned. Now I just listen this song and try to not to cry because it's over. What a journey. Game wouldn't be the same without amazing soundtrack. Well done!

  • @BrittleBones22
    @BrittleBones22 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Gosh this brought me to tears 😭🩵

  • @lsthero5863
    @lsthero5863 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Baldur’s gate 3 has such an empowering story. I loved every bit of it’s story

  • @slavatimoshenko2442
    @slavatimoshenko2442 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Волшебно! 😌✨