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I find that most people wont even reply to such a letter. They don’t GAF about my problems. I cant even get them to reply to a text asking them how they’re doing. They probably don’t want to answer me for fear that I might tell them how I am doing. Yeah it pizzes me off and just makes me want to crawl further into my hole and disappear.

So why take everyone that loved me and leave me alone to suffer?????

I'm 9 months into grief brain and keep wondering how long this will last? My husband of 48 years passed away after a very brief illness and I'm crying everyday I miss him so.

I lost my bf to suicide a day after we broke up. I said really cruel things and denied him of my presence so he came up to that point. It’s difficult not to take the blame. But I want everyone to blame me as well. His family and friend did nothing wrong. It’s on me.

My baby brother Brent just passed away yesterday. He's was only 31 he left 3 beautiful babys behind. Please pray for our family. This hurt is overwhelming.

Thank you for this

I am very isolated an alone

I have heard many people say. ( you have to let it go) there is just one large problem with letting a loved one go…..a large part of your heart goes with them….i will never be the same but I know that Christ loves me

The one who goes goes the ones left behind dies living

I prayed day and night. Cried out to God but He still took my mom. Wats the point of it all. Everything is random like the roll of a dice & we're all pawns.

I just lost my two oldest children within two months apart.

I am 13, lost my great grandmother, and my aunt back to back days. 6-12-2024, and 6-12-2024. I read that when your following god closer you probably will get your faith tested. I Questioned god and I found myself saying oh I'm sinning by questioning his ways because he says "Don't question the Lord" but also doubt is okay because the devil is in my ear so I have been confused, but I know God does everything for a reason.

I lost my brother to alcoholism. A part of me left with him and the part left here is thanks to God ❤

Four months after I lost my best friend, im here, watching videos for affirmation that I should keep walking this path. I never thought I'd feel so broken as a grown man, but i lost a brother. He wasn't just a friend, or my best friend, he was someone I was supposed to watch grow old and gray, raising his family. We were supposed to make music together until we were too senile or arthritic to play. If youre reading this keep going. Keep fighting for room to experience joy in life again. The ones we love would want to see us grow and prosper. I beleive in you.

A real god doesn't allow evil on earth to torture me if he really cares about me. I'm sorry i have too horrible painful life injustice experience.

I COULD SAY THAT TOO. when i really thought the lord was healing my husband over the course of a year, but suddenly he took a turn for the worse, and died. i am broken hearted, yet I know that the Lord God never makes as mistake. He had called him Home.

My brother is very ill with cancer and my mother has dementia the possibility of losing both of them in the next year is overwhelming me physically and emotionally my body is becoming sick because of it having a hard time crying it's almost as if my brain is shutting off my emotions in some way how do you grieve even though the person is still alive but you know it's coming and handle the situation without a destroying your own body and mind

I feel like him saying there are no clear awnsers, though I agree to a point.... is a little bit of a cop out. There's plenty to talk about, point to, try to find and parse out awnsers. There's a lot you can discuss with grief Biblically

Matthew 22:32

I think my boyfriend is going to kill himself. I can't breathe and he's not responding to any messages, I'm so scared and i just want to know if he's okay and what I did wrong I love him so much and I don't know what to do without him

I just recently lost my father the pain is unbearable mommy dependent on dad for everything when my father dead I ask the priest why does this happens I never got a answer but God please help me and understand so I can get through this amen 🙏🙏 Linda gunnels

My hubby was suffering I miss him I have the same question I know God has a plan and I know he loves me.... Its all about His love... He won't leave me alone.... Im learning more about who Jesus is

God doesn't always answer your prayers 🙏.He has his reason 🙏 Not to hurt You.

God has his reason why he didn't save your love one.

Whatever bit of faith I had, I lost when I lost my spouse of 25 years, half my life. I don’t even pray anymore.

Nothing can ever heal the deep wounds of losing an absolute loved one...there can be no remedy or consolation. The only thing we can do is simply flow with time until our own moment arrives to leave this physical body and meet them again in heaven!!🙏🙏

Yes, I will always blame myself no matter what anyone says

My Wifes death has been a whirlwind of red tape, legal wranglings, kids, government, deadliness, taxes and heartless corporations pulling the carpet out from under me. There were 100 javelins pointed at me in all directions. It has been not two months since cancer took my Wife and the stress of all the red tape and heartless corporate rules on accounts and things has really got me stressed. My brain fog has been so bad that I feel like I have early dimensia. My adult children have been helping me and I sometimes feel like a helpless child. For 33 years of marriage my wife and I were a well oiled machine. She took care of all the red tape and finances and I took care of everything else. We both worked but I had side gigs which kept me busy and I was always busy busy busy and so was she. We also got roped into adopting two of our grandkids that came from one of our adult children that we adopted years ago. We were very busy people over the years and adolted and fostered several children all while my wife pursued a very busy nursing and teaching career that ended up in a doctorate and a professorship in her alma mater. She was a go getter and so was I . We were relentlessly busy people and when she got sick I had everything on my shoulders. I had to put my business on hold to take care of my wife , the household, the kids and everything but the finances….my wife was still doing that diligently from her bed. So now that she passed All of those things cane rushing in on me like a tidal wave. The stress and fear of all these unknowns was and still is overwhelming. I am making significant progress but I needed alot of help from my adult Daughters who all stepped up to help me in one significsnt way or another. I still have a lot to do before I can finally breathe again and I am looking forward to the day where I can say I have all my ducks in a row and I can finally take a breath and start thinking about rediscovering myself. I have to tell myself, and my Daughters keep telling me not to worry so much and its okay to make mistakes, people do it all the time and not to take things so seriously but its hard not to with deadlines, taxes, legal matters, bills, accounts, insurances, kids, government, etc, etc. Just add grief and brainfog, lack of sleep due to stress, loneliness, fear of the unknown and its a very scary reality to be thrust into. Thank God we were debt free and invested in our future from an early age otherwise my worries would be even more compounded. I truly don’t wish this on anyone. Everyone has their judgements and opinions on how I just need to suck it up and get things done which I am its just pretty hard because the brain fog makes all these things seem like a spinning tornado and its so hard to grasp and focus on just one thing when there are 100 more pressing issues and they all seem to affect the other. Therefore the lack of sleep comes into play. I need to take mental health days where I just step away from it all and go do something I enjoy or just take a day to jump into bed and try to sleep in between doing small things and then jump back into bed and cry due to the loneliness and the empty feeling I have from my soul mate leaving my life so abruptly….they dont give you time to grieve with all the Bs…..youll find out life is cruel when it comes to erasing your spouses existence on paper and starting out like an 18 year ild all over again. I know Ill get there…its baby steps and its happening…I just cant wait till I can breathe again with the machine running on single phase with me as captain of the ship ready for new adventures.

My dear older brother died after a road accident in 1970. ❤But why did God stop myself from a couple of accidents s recently? 😊

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I have fought this for 20 years after my wife died…..I have spoken to God in anger, pain, sorrow, indescribable grief, I had to stop and let it go…..now I sit alone and try my very best to put it in his hands….many times during the day I ask Jesus to bring me closer to him , I lean my head back and I feel what seems like a gentle breath and I feel that is the Holy Spirit helping me , I feel better on most days…..I beg you for your own salvation ( don’t give up ) we will get the answer when it’s time) May God Almighty bless all of you with your broken heart….

So many years I prayed for help for my addicted son. For just one ray of light to change things, for the right person to make difference, for him to have the desire and strength to change... I don't feel angry, but I definitely am disappointed, confused, asking why... and heartbroken. I am confident that my child was saved many times prior to his death and am grateful to God for that. I also believe that my child is whole, safe and living in God's love but I wish it gave me more comfort.

I make lists of this I’ve DONE, not things I have to do. It helps me to keep track of bills I’ve paid, phone calls I’ve made, etc. It also helps me to see that I AM doing things….even small things. I’m still in active grief for my husband of 42 years and it’s been two years since his unexpected death. Seems like one step forward, two steps back. 😢

So true, there is a constant hole in my heart, lost my husband almost 5 months ago, putting a brave smile for the kids always

Living for my kids, putting a brave front for them

They say trust in God. That’s what I’m doing, but it’s so hard to not to be with my son and husband at this time. My heart hurts, but I will keep praying for peace ✝️

Three months after loosing my husband of 54 years a friend of ours asked me “ so, have you found a new honey yet?” I was appalled. I can’t let it go.

There is not enough appreciation for this series, but i would like you to know that you have created a much needed aid.

That is so true. Losing your husband is indeed losing part or half of yourself. It’s now a loss of life for yourself too. The grief is so bad. You do not know whether you can carry on each day or night, but if you are a true Christian, you know you must! That would have been what he wanted for you and God certainly does.

It has been very hard going since my dear husband died 5 months ago. Life is so lonely as he was also my carer. If I did not. Know that he is with the Lord now in heaven, no way could I cope. I have that glorious hope that I shall see him again yet in the meantime, Christ is my husband. Grief must be the worst pain there is.

Thank you

My wife died while i was at work. Never had a chance to say goodbye. I hope someday we will be together again.

Well i highly suspect a bassist of my favorite band commited suicide and i can't really talk with my family about it because they don't understand. I am myself kinda suicidal and he threw himself into abyss not alone but grabbed by the wrist me and lot of people with him. I know it is not something he wanted

Lost your lists. Yeah I know about that. Thank you

Good message. I knew guys I served in the Army with the ended their lives prematurely. It makes sense. His grace is infinite.

Couldn't remember my PIN number or my zip code. And, dropping my mail at the mailbox and walking into the house. It took a standard poodle walking down the street to find my mail, retreat it and leave it at my door (with his owner).

Thank you so much

Sometime we just don’t understand why god don’t answer our prayers when my son of forty nine years old was told he had cancer of the neck I prayed to god and cried out to god for the four years he had the cancer when he died I died iv never been the same since going through the second year of grieving I loved him so much more than my life I just want to scream out to god why oh why did you let him die but they say we all have our time here on earth must of been his time to go but I don’t find any comfort in this my heart as been broken hate life now long to be with him any one who is reading this that as lost a loved one my heart goes out to you as I know just what you are going through I will pray for you all god bless you all dot ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

I have anxiety and grief. Feeling sick. Cloudy brain, tingling in arms, heaviness in chest and nausea. Normal??

ah,, i love that i found this... life has not been easy.. but after dealing with renal health..and some other stuff...i have crashed.. and my brain is such a fight...