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Have been binge watching your videos over the past week and I want to say I do love you and I hope you make it past whatever struggles you are currently going through ❤. What your going through is %100 valid and understandable I do know how hard it is when it seems like your the only person you have but your videos have brought a sense of comfort and made me less lonely through my struggles and life. XO❤

Hey Talitha! Are you on any meds at the moment? I just started celexa and heard it takes a while? Wishing you the best

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Hi Talitha, I just want to say its great that you are studying to become a therapist. I also want to do the same thing and i am on universal credit but I have a limited capacity to work due to my psychosis. If you dont mind me asking, is your therapy course expensive in terms of having to pay for tuition fees and personal therapy? Im nearly about to finish my level 2 certificate in counselling skills.

Keep your head up Tali you got this! No matter how hard it gets you keep on going .🪷

I truly hope that things have gotten better from this last post. Take care of your firstly so that you may care for others around you. Take a breather god doesn’t give you struggles if he knew you couldn’t handle them. Count your blessings the end of the day we things could be worst.

Don’t feel shame for having to take meds if they help you that’s the importance of it all. I take Lorazepam for Anxiety and it works wonders. Counseling is not for me and just makes you more self aware of what you are going through but not a long term solution for our personal health. Ps. You’re very beautiful and you should not allow your experience with depressants to suppress your true potential.

I am the same as you <3 And isolate myself too, iv been on Sertraline since August, 125mgs and hav been completely numb, paranoid and anxious, theyv made me an anxious paranoid mess

Exactly, Sertraline is an anxious urge to get up and do things but not happiness

I went from Citalopram when to Sertraline when it pooped out and I feel totally numb on 125mgs :( But without i cant get on with certain ppl and wont leave house

I feel you. I got qualified and still can't get a job then they blame me.

Don’t tell them you are looking for a job. Because that makes them think you want a job. You are better of saying you are too depressed to look for a job and hold down a job until you feel better.

Bless you my love I hope you are ok. I know this feeling. Keep strong darling x

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I probably will have a PIP assessment coming up soon, I'm waiting for PIP to review my claim. I've had PIP for like 5 years due to my psychosis. Thanks for this video. I'm hoping when they book an assessment if I need one that it goes well. My last PIP review was in 2022.

Are u a leo

Continue to take things one day at a time 🙏

I used your old side effects videos to help me get off of my antidepressants and anti anxiety meds. I got my hormones checked and it turned out that i needed hormone replacement therapy. I have felt much better since then, and thank you for sharing your experiences. Put it in God's hands and lean on him

This medication made me feel like I always had to pee and or had a UTI. Tried to push through it but after 2 months I had to switch to fluoxetine.

I just got awarded PIP. The process was hard work. Trust me, it's worth the effort. You're overthinking it. Good luck.

Im thankful i have good stores that the baby is taking from me. I can keep down a little water. I can only eat bits at a time, needs to be cold. Tomatoes and crackers. That's it atm. What's worse too , its worse when you don't eat...but you just can't. Im sick of wreching up bile. I feel like i can't breathe, ive had 1 day this week that i felt ok enough to wash up, shower...

❤ thank you for sharing. Big hug from me.

❤ thank you for sharing and being so honest. I can’t tell you how much you have helped me with this video. Kind regards. David.

Sorry that you're feeling this way ATM! I really hope things get better for you soon. Thank you for sharing, although it was quite a sad share it reminds us that we are struggling sometimes and that I find really relatable! Take care of yourself

Do you have any current hobbies?

Jesus loves you. Trust in Him. God bless❤

Hi, I feel your pain . I am in a dark place too, although have not tried claiming PIP and after watching your clip do not think I will...It makes you feel so small, powerless and redundant, when people in power put their foot on your throat and spit in to your eyes. In turn it makes your condition even worse...Personally, I stoped communcating with all governmental bodies, because each interaction with them just makes you feel even worse than before . I hope you will eventually get better. Hang in there.❤

watching this just to get an idea of what its like again, I came off mine 3 years back but im slowly feeling like i need them again but i really dont want to be stuck on meds again :/

I feel you ❤ hope your ok I’ve subscribed I injoy your videos I have mental health also xxx

Amazing video, these types of videos help people. Thank you.

Went through HG with both of my kids it starts for me almost immediately after my body start to produce hcg I spent numerous hours and days in the hospital on different occasions from being sick it was so bad that I had to have continuous nausea meds running through my body via iv fluids up into about 7 months it really takes a toll on your body and it sucks definitely seeing a lot of women who have such easy pregnancies

what antidepressants did you take?

Hya hun im new to your channel..i have ADHD FIBROMALGIA ANXIWTY. PARNOLD DEPPRESSION..Its so hard im just like you. The form is so hard my daughter did my pip form..it took us three weeks i could'nt handle it.

i love when you throw in "respectfully" during your loan moan~ its quite endearing~ i wish you luck on your postgrad endeavours!

Today i had a 2nd pip assessment over the phone to get more information, it was about 2.30pm and lasted about 25 miniures, after it ended i turned off my phone to get some peace and chill out a bit, i put some music on, then banging on my door and i could hear shouting and radios, it was two paramedics, telling me i had been calling my GP threatening to kill myself, we never talked about low mood at all in the 2nd assesment and in the 1st i never said at anytime i was thinking of doing anything, all they asked me is if i'd ever had any suicidal thoughts, it was pretty embarressing, what my neighbours must think i dunno, i've no idea what the assessor has said to my GP sugery for this to happen, i was shocked, shaken and embarressed...They left and about 30 minutes later they were back banging on my door, this time with a member of the Crisis team on loudspeaker wanting to know why i had been calling my GP threatenin suicide when i had not, last time i called me GP was too book a nure app for a vitamin enjection...crazy...i have no record at my GP practice of suicide or threatening to do so, just some depression associated with long tern illness.

Are you totally ok now? I mean , do u take antidepressants now?

How is it all the beautiful girls are on anti depressants? All the best for all!!! ❤❤❤

Wouldn’t this be a side effect of what y are taking ? Cuz y wasn’t like that in older videos

Because of mental illness now shining a light on PIP disabled person now has to prove their disabilities You need to stop being so self observed you are not disabled at all .

You meed to get a grip

⁠Please ignore rude, mean comments like the one below. It’s fantastic that you are sharing your experience. So many people will feel seen because you were brave enough to be vulnerable. Please just know there will ALWAYS be someone who tries to bring you down. Do not let any negativity stop you from doing what you want to do!! Thank you for sharing!❤

Struggling with this and depersonalization disorder. All we can do is practice grounding techniques and funny enough doing things that make my adrenaline spike like randomly dancing for no reason or taking cold showers.😂❤

You shouldn't be uploading this to TH-cam. You won't get any good benefits from this. You're doing it out of compulsion. You act like you forgot the camera was on. Not right, and if people irl see this it wont be received well at all. Give yourself time to process your life. However you feel now, it is never a permanent state ok.

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Keep your head up, there will be light and the end of the tunnel…

You need to get a back bone 🦴

Blame all the disabled people.

I've been on Citalopram for 11 years now (20mg). I have struggled with dosage problems and even tablet manufacturer issues (they use different inactive ingredients that triggered anxiety). This video was brilliant at explaining the experience of getting on it. I'm afraid of ever stopping for the exact reasons you stated. I know this video helped a lot of people, so thank you.

Search “London 1900s footage” and realise you’ve actually got it fooking good… They didn’t have anyone to wipe their arses they just had to get on with it.. If you didn’t work you didn’t eat, now adults are babied when they need a kick up the arse