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February 8th 2025 - A love letter to myself. I’m 23 years old. It has been 505 days since we last spoke in person. The girl who I thought would be the last girl I would ever love. The girl who made me forget about all others. Naive, right? When I truly think about it, she was my first love. Or was she? It’s difficult to compare love in your twenties to love in your teens. The feelings are all different. No, I had loved before, and deeply too. But there’s something about your first love as a proper adult. On my 22nd birthday she told me she was in love with me. I was overjoyed, obsessed with her. I’d pictured our whole lives together and never had that sort of feeling for anyone before. This was the last time we ever spoke in person. My birthday. We met at university. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever laid eyes on, both inside and out. We were both about to move away to do a years working in industry as part of our degree. It was a summer of passionate romance and I felt like a kid again. It was so exciting and she really made me feel like nothing else in the entire world mattered. The catch? her year in industry was in Australia. Mine in England. I was adamant we would make it work, and she was too. I mean really? I’ve never felt this way about anyone, those feelings won’t go away in a year. I was right, they didn’t. But she felt differently out in Australia and soon called it all off, saying she shouldn’t have told me she loved me. Earth shattering. Heartless. No mercy! Months and months went by in the depressing winter that followed of trying to pick myself up and stay happy while I knew she was out there living her best life. In some ways it was the best thing that ever happened to me. My relationship with my mother, sister, friends grew massively closer after this. I have been able to connect with my thoughts and feelings on a much deeper level and be so much more open and vulnerable with the people around me, which has greatly impacted my life. I often think everyone in the world should have their heart broken at least once. It unlocks a new side to you. A side of empathy and compassion. The feelings of pain you feel are a reminder that love is real and you have felt it and you are full of it. It is such a beautiful thing to care. Life is short, but worthwhile if you can find love in yourself even for the mundane. Love the sunlight shining through the trees. Love the wind blowing through your hair. Pain is a reminder that you are ALIVE! You are here in the moment and this moment will never be here again. Smile and enjoy it. Nothing is that serious. We're all just floating on a rock, why should you worry too much about anything other than enjoying the absolute miracle that is the fact you are here and breathing and able to listen to this song. Most importantly, love your family. They are the only people who will be there for you no matter what. Let them in, don't hold them at bay like I did for so many years. There are people who love you and care for you always. Even if it may not always feel like it. Anyway, I dated a bit, and she would call me sometimes, just to try and turn things on me and make herself feel better about it. I met a new girl. She’s kind, she makes me feel safe and she’s funny. And gorgeous too. We dated this summer and I was always held back. They were both quite similar, and it made me feel like I was looking for parts of the old flame in this new relationship. The longer we dated the more open we became with each other, and we have now been together for a few months. It’s made me realise a lot about the previous relationship too. She was never really mine, I was always on the back foot, chasing her, never quite able to keep up. This new girl has never once made me feel like that. She’s all for me and has been since the start. I love her. I’m back at university again this year. So is the girl who broke my heart the summer before last. Every now and then I will catch a glimpse of her across a room or an event. We don’t talk. I don’t want to. She’s different, I can tell. And so am I. In the year and a half since she ended things I feel i have evolved more as a person than in the entire 22 years previous. I’ve grown, the people around me have noticed that too. But university sucks this year. After my year in industry, most of my good friends here graduated. It’s my final year and I’m doing engineering. the workload has been killing me and I have had practically no social life. I can’t stop thinking about her. How can this be? I’m in a perfect relationship with a girl I love and I can’t stop thinking about HER. It ended so suddenly. I never got closure. Always hanging on to dregs of hope and what ifs. I idealise her in my head. I’m aware of it. I know she’s not right for me. She didn’t treat me with the kindness I deserve. I'm letting her ruin my life and she doesn't even know it. Do I still miss her? No. I think i miss that time of my life, I don’t know. It was fun and exciting and I had a lot of friends around me. This year it’s all different, and all my time is either filled with work or reminiscing. I’m happy in my new relationship. But she’s stuck in my mind. I don’t even want her to be. Maybe I was addicted to the chase, the excitement of having to chase someone is a thrill. But it's not healthy. You're never comfortable. I need closure. I feel like one conversation with her would be enough for me to realise she's not for me and let me fully move on. But I won't ever be able to get that closure, and it's holding me back. In my new relationship, I never had to chase her. Maybe that's what I miss. The excitement. I read somewhere that healthy relationships can feel quite boring when you're used to dating people in toxic relationships and 'situationships'. I was completely out of my comfort zone with her, out of my depth. It was like nothing I've ever experienced before. She made me feel like sh*t and the luckiest man on the planet all at the same time. In this new relationship, I am in my comfort zone. The uncertainty and thrill isn't there. I'm finding it hard to adapt. This new girl is all of the best parts of the old girl without any of the bad parts. Yet for some reason I just can't quite fully let go. I have to question myself if I would want to date her again if she walked up to me right now and asked. That feeling is confusing. I don't want to date her again. But my heart aches for that time of my life. The relationship I had with her was unhealthy, I was overcome with infatuation. Anyway, I’m graduating this summer. I feel like my life is really going to begin once I can get out of this place. I’m excited, but in a different way. I’m anxious too. Is my new relationship right for me? You often don't know if someone is right or wrong for you until you are both already heavily involved with eachother. Why is it so difficult to understand love, in all its different forms? I’ve loved every girl who I’ve said those words to. I don’t doubt that. It just feels different every time, and it’s impossible to compare those feelings to one another. And that particular time has hit me harder than I think anything else ever will. Why can’t I shake this? Why does love control our whole lives? Life is nothing wihtout Love, yet so often it eludes us. I have found love again. I'm just confused about everything. I don't think you ever truly 'get over' this type of pain. I think with time the memories and the feelings just slowly fade away.

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"Music in the Soul, can be heard by the Universe." - Lao Tzu (7\)

I don't know if anyone has ever felt this way before, but I am going to share it anyway. I feel as if no matter where I go, there is always someone that is filled with hate and an inclination to expel it onto others. I am in high school, so I would assume this is a normal experience. But I have yet to go a day without encountering someone who tries to harass or mess with me. I don't know if it is something about me personally. But it really has me scared for my future as a person, especially going into college. Whenever I get into one of these situations, I tend to go into a state of subconscious limbo. It usually ends with them "winning" in the end based on the validation of their peers. I do not know how to react and I do not want to. In complete honesty, I am scared of violence and creating enemies. I just want there to be peace amongst everyone. I don't know how to defend myself and end up feeling super depressed and down on myself after. Sometimes after one of these situations, I will go home and pray for them and hope that they live life without lingering on this argument, regardless of how bad they make me feel. I wish there were more people like the ones in this comment section. It feels amazing to hear that I am not alone and that there are people that I can relate to that do not have a filter on when spoken to. I want the world in the future to be honest and peaceful, but I know it won't be and I am terrified. This paragraph might not make the most sense, I just needed a place to spew my thoughts. Thank You.

We need a Reddit server for these people to post in.

My wife was diagnosed with breast cancer a year ago. Months of appointments and treatments; peppered with arguments, strolls through town and making love in our bed. Our two little girls only know mommy is sick. The only sick they know is a runny nose they wipe on daddy’s sleeve. Her prognosis seems good for now and we are grateful. We are alone in our new town with our new life and this new cancer. We talk about the future always; do we buy a house, do we stay here at all, what’s best for the girls? If the future doesn’t happen for us I hope I can remember the future we did talk about so endlessly on our walks through the woods. All the while catching glimpses of our favorite mountain through the fir trees.

This is what true peace sounds like.

My frequent medical leaves from work are effecting my job, maybe I'm going to loose it eventually, i used to be work oriented and a high achiever but now i feel like I'm on a sinking ship, but oddly enough i feel like I'm in peace, things which once held significance to me now suddenly feel meaningless, i feel like I'm dying slowly every day, atleast I'm dying on my own terms. Time seems to have slowed down for me, maybe to help me make the most out of what little I've left, maybe to make me feel the most what I'm able to feel, the blissful end to this journey that I've been a part of, there are some dreams which I would've like to achieve but they seem like a distant memory now, i feel too tired to do anything now, i just want to rest permanently, i want to go away from all this reel of life, somewhere quiet and eternal without any noise or people.

I was talking with a girl for 2 months and im already in love with her. The way she talks so passionately about her hobbies and her eyes might be better than all the stars in the night sky. Im sure lots of people wouldn't understand what people see in eachother but its the little things that you notice that catches you in their grasp. I'llprobably never see her again but what can you do? It makes me wonder if theres any point in carrying on when its just the same old cycles that everyone goes through like finding the right person. I just feel like there will never be the right person because of my first love but im trying to convince myself this isn't true.

I’m laying in my old room, on my old couch with my old dog. She has cancer and doesn’t have long left here. We’ve been through so much together. I’m so happy I can come back to where it all started with my dog. I wish this moment could last forever.

I’m only a man, a man is all I’ll ever be. Through my peaks my valleys, I proceed. With open eyes, I carry open arms. I see the road, beneath the scars. There In the silence lies a scream. Only way to drown the noise is with a dream. For you’re only a man. What more can you be? Live a life of happiness, or grow old with grief? Lord I’m only a man, a man is all I’ll ever be. Tell me, what more do you see?

It's never been before that I've come across a video that was so impressed by the rabbit's expressiveness and acting skills. Of course, the piano melody and the birds ' chirping are a pleasant play that further amplifies this.

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I love this is a place to just talk. Aphex's music has really helped me battle with emotions and feelings that never go away. After losing my ex with money struggles and our son for adoption. It's been 2 years now and last time me and her talked it was in december. I don't think without my close friend Ryan and people out here going through the same emotions i'd still be here. I just have to have hope one day I can be together again with both of them, or I least find the same love I have for her in someone else, because I would give my life for her and him. Whoever is reading this I hope it finds you well and remember you're not alone. Tell your story here and i'm sure to see it one day. If you are seeing this somehow América, I love you so much.

My gf of 5 years broke up with me… then she told me she regretted it 2 months later. I don’t know what to think. It was almost freeing in a way. I was ready to spend the rest of my life with her, but she didn’t feel the same… and then she did? Idk. Part of me wants to go back to her and forget this all happened, but the other half of me wants to forget all about her and start the life that I think I want to live. But I truly don’t know what life I want to live. I wanted her to be the mother of my children, but now I feel that’s tainted. The other half of me is scared that if I leave her in the past I’ll never find another woman that I loved as much as her. There is a lot of possibilities in this life, and this song makes me ponder all of them.

Lost the girl I thought I’d be with forever. Feels like I’m sitting in an endless eternity floating. Long cold days are ahead, but i must push on. One day I’ll feel the warmth of that beautiful sunset again. Maybe one day again I’ll hold her in my arms as we stare up at the night sky with a thousand fiery eyes staring back. Here’s to love and in letting things go so they may be happy with or without us. One day I’ll find your soul again. Till then I’ll haunt these lonely lands forging for glory and eventual love. I am yours forever -R

I met you when I was 16. I’ll never forget the night I asked you to be my girlfriend. It was a year or so after we had started talking. I took you down to the waterfront and with the moonlight illuminating your hazel eyes, I asked the question. You looked so excited when you said yes, I was on cloud nine. My first serious girlfriend! We met each other’s families, and learned the little things about each other. I’ve never felt so connected with someone. It was perfect. We made plans for the future, talked about how our house would look, it was all figured out. 6 years has passed. We’re both 21 now. Things look quite a bit different than how I thought they would. I picked up some unhealthy coping mechanisms over the years, and we’ve both started working full-time. I feel awful for lying to you about how much I drink. I know you hate it when I smoke, but I still can’t quit. It’s been 2 weeks since we broke up. I still regret blindsiding you with the whole thing. I should’ve mentioned how I was feeling to you. I miss everything about you. I don’t understand why I can’t love. I get scared and defensive, like a cornered dog. I’m terrified of people relying on me, or caring for me. I’m so sorry. I don’t know if you’ll ever forgive me. I’ll always care about you.

I’ve tainted myself with drug abuse. I can’t remember anything anymore.

I oscillate between days of genuine happiness and appreciation for life and weeks of darkness, where the world weighs heavily on my shoulders. While I was in the military, I recognised it as depression. Real, genuine depression. I lost interest in things I enjoyed, I drank before first formation to keep a smile on my face, I excluded myself and hid from the rest of my platoon, I did drugs that I couldn’t afford to find some modicum of joy. No words could describe the lowest low in the pit of my soul I’ve felt while I was in service; nor the highs. But after a few years of that and 3 dead friends, something inside of me died with them. And then I got out. I went back to living a “normal” life with “normal” people, doing “normal” things. Now I oscillate between smiling at what’s around me and staring into the darkness of my ceiling. The void calls sometimes and I try to ignore it. A few times I’ve reached out to one of my best friends from in-service to help reel me back. I quit drinking and god know’s its a struggle to stay sober. I haven’t been working out like I should, but my new line of work will reinforce my need to. I’m just tired. I turn 26 in March and I can’t help but wonder why or how I’ve been allowed to make it this far. 3 dead friends. 1 to suicide, 1 to a vehicle roll over and 1 to murder; stabbed to death in his barracks room 2 days before I got out and went home. I’ve had so many close calls, in helicopters, in vehicles, so many ‘almost’s, yet I remain. Sometimes the void calls and I try to ignore it. But I’m just so tired.

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15 years ago I was a heroin addict, everything was the chase for the next high. Ruined friendships/family/work, But I survived got better, figured out how to love myself again. Have a family now my own business. Im the one people call for help now. Dont you give up, if this sour scum bag could change you can to.

I'm listening to this in my office on a chilly Winter night. A single lamp casts soft light across the spines of my favorite books. An assortment of paintings and collages, many by my mom's hand, hang on the walls in a patchwork of frames. She died six years ago. We had a country between us at the time, but I was by her side her last ten days on Earth. She was my biggest fan, and I thought the world of her. I read my favorite note from her often. It fills my head with her voice, brings grief out of its shadow to comfort me with its paradox of loss revealing love. My worldly problems feel so small from the summit of this song. I'm smiling the type of smile that emerges from an unsolicited, natural knowing, like a heaving wave under moonlight or the chorus of a rustling forest playing in the wind. I'm smiling like a bubble breaching the ocean's surface after journeying from an impossible depth. My tears are my mom's tears. I see her hand catching a sunbeam. My heart is somehow closer, in this rarified air, to the unclouded state found in the moment of birth and the final breath that awaits me. That awaits us all.

This is somehow how i feel right now, im 18, will do 19 in one month and im really feeling that im getting out of time, even tho i know im still young, i feel that all i ever wanted to become will never happen and it's strange because im still 18. This presure is getting bigger and bigger everyday and when I'm here again, listenting to this masterpiece, the reality of my thouts pop up and eat me alive, what if i never have all i ever wanted? Other way this track gives me motivation to seek my dreams, of doing something with my life and starting this little idea that i have in mind. I'm glad that i found this because is my go to for the lonely night while reading all this comments, crazy how everyone interpretates this song in their own way, truly a masterpeace tha should be nominated for the grammys.

I’m so depressed and my life is slowly but surely spiraling out of control and I’m too prideful to tell anyone and I can’t ask for help. But reading everyone in here has made me realize that I want to be happy and to do that I need to face my fears. I’m so sorry to my parents who love and support me their child who’s struggling this much alone and sad. I wish I could tell them but I’m so scared to. I’m at my second semester of college and I don’t think I belong here but I have so many peoples expectations and support i feel like I’d be a huge disappointment to give up now even when I know I don’t fit in here. I really wish that college was for me but I don’t think it is anymore. I want to be happy but nothing I tries seems to work. I feel a lot like Tony soprano, unable to show my true feelings to anyone despite the amount of support I have. Afraid of what telling the truth could do to me. I’m sorry if anyone actually read this I’m just rambling at this point.

My life has felt so rushed for so long I never really stopped to listen to it, but today I sat down and listened to what life had to say

Turns out life is beautiful and I do have time

Couple months ago i was stagnated. Lack of meaning, self doubt and all the negativity inside of me. Now I know what i want my future to be and im working on it. Sometimes its hard because im in a place when im trying to love myself and be profuctive. Even tho im in better place with myself now i still have this tiny voice from the past. „ U aint gonna make it”. To remind myself that i am following right direction i listen to this song. The sound makes me feel like i do have control abt my future so chill man i am proud abt the progress that you made.

Hello everybody my name is welcome..

The function of a man is to live, not to exist. I'm 18, reading these comments makes me feel alive. I've enjoyed my childhood - it has been one of night bike rides, and good friendships. As I write this, I am preparing to move away from my hometown, to the city. To the unknown. Excited, yet anxious. I hope to live my life to the fullest and experience as much as I can. This is, what I endeavor to attain as a human. Reading these comments, along with this music, has given me goosebumps. Given me the realization of the importance of being alive, and experiencing all that being human has to offer. As I begin my life, this comment will be my marker as to how I endure, encompass and explore the true meaning of being alive. I want to meet people. Travel the world. Explore new things. I wish to be above the mundane perspective of existence. I wish the same for everyone here. Live fast.

Four years ago, i started a relationship with the person i thought was the love of my life. Six months ago, that relationship ended. She cheated on me. For a while, I held a grudge, I didn’t understand how someone could do that to someone they claimed to love so much. Today, it still hurts, some days much more than others; but I’ve forgiven her. The four years i spent with her were the happiest in my entire life. I had never laughed or smiled that much. Now, when i see the lines next to my lips, i think of her. Or the sunset, or sugar free drinks; and the sun. I don’t think i’ll ever see her again, but i can’t help but to hope to catch a glimpse of her- even if it’s for a moment. I hope she is happy now.

We were best friends for four years. Dated for two, they were the two best years of my life, and I don’t think I’ve ever loved anyone as much as I did her. It ended on a random Sunday, because she couldn’t be in a relationship anymore, and needed to find her footings in a new city, but promised she’d come back to me, and sent me some of the nicest paragraphs I’ve ever read after she had driven off. It was the most heartbreaking moment of my life. 4 weeks later, she hard launched a new boyfriend and I have never heard a word from her ever again. I don’t know if she meant what she said in the moment, or what changed, but it stripped me of the person I was for all of last year. I just felt like a floating vessel going through the motions. As I sit here in a new year, I am in a much better place, but there isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about her and wish things were different. It’s not even the relationship, we were best friends through and through and there is no one in this world who understood me as much as she did. No matter the connection afterwards I have had with other people, nothing has even come close. I hope this changes, or our paths find a way to meet again in the future. What a strange strange time it has been. Tomorrow will be better. I hope.

Desperte de un largo camino que estaba esperando que llegaramos al destino

I have heard this song before, I have been going crazy on where i have heard it from, and now I know.

It's 10:20pm and I'm listening to this while lying in bed. I'm working a dead-end job and still live with my parents. I went to college but didn't really plan or think about what I wanted to do in the future. Couldn't find a job for two years and soon after developed anxiety and depression. I'm wondering where it all went wrong. Sometimes I feel so hopeless and want to curl up in a ball. Uncertain about the future but I know things will be okay.

Just discoverd this masterpiece of a song at 4am. Febuary 6 2025

Im dating this girl. Not much over half a year. After a couple failed teenage romances I am now 17 and maybe naive but I am truly in love and I have no doubt her love is equal. Im lost and loved up and in the most comfortable and safe and beautiful and dynamic love I could ever ask for and I believe it will last. I trust it will last. I may find this comment in a couple decades and break at the words of my days with her. But I pray and feel and trust this might just be one of those very rare cases of young lasting love. I never had to ask why i was dating this girl, i fell so naturally and she was my soulmate from the first day i met her at the cinema last Summer. My every side is safe with her, her every angle is as beautiful as the next, and there has never been a moment with her good or bad that hasent deepened my life. I love my girl. I dont want to be naive to love but i truly believe i have met my soulmate and maybe my wife. I guess ill have to wait some time to know.

In case no has told you… I’m proud of you fuck the haters

makes me miss those who dont miss me cause i had such a deep connection with them so i thought but i also forget abt my problems when im listening and reading these comments were all just people who dont know what tomorrow holds and just want to be loved and appreciated lifes to short for the games of choosing one another over someone else we all just need to love each other ill be back to this sound for the 10 minutes of peace every time reading new and older comments

makes me miss those who dont miss me cause i had such a deep connection with them so i thought but i also forget abt my problems when im listening and reading these comments were all just people who dont know what tomorrow holds and just want to be loved and appreciated lifes to short for the games of choosing one another over someone else we all just need to love each other ill be back to this sound for the 10 minutes of peace every time reading new and older comments

makes me miss those who dont miss me cause i had such a deep connection with them so i thought but i also forget abt my problems when im listening and reading these comments were all just people who dont know what tomorrow holds and just want to be loved and appreciated lifes to short for the games of choosing one another over someone else we all just need to love each other ill be back to this sound for the 10 minutes of peace every time reading new and older comments

i’m 19 as i’m writing this out here chasing my dreams in this confusing world, i know i will be successful i’m trying to start a youtube channel and grow it and help my parents retire and never have to worry about money again, trying to start my own business too but life is very confusing at times a girl i am deeply in love with has been very distant but i don’t wanna give up on her or myself because i know she struggles with a lot, there’s so many things happening right now trying to keep me down but i always keep improving and growing and i wish the same for anyone reading this. we will all make and be successful please just believe in yourself and keep your head up❤

save your energy when things become live! save your energy for the fullest of the moon

I am in a bit ot a weird time at the moment, it's been 4 months since my breakup and I think about her everyday. The love I have for her is still so immense and I don't know what to do. I want her back so bad and I pray to God everyday hoping one day my prayer will be answered and I can be happy again. When I was with her it was the best time of my life, no worries, no struggle, just peace. I want to be in that time again. With her.

Gonna become a pro boxer one day.

I’m in a state of limbo rn. I am waiting to know if I got a job, I’m waiting to know if I got accepted into the college I want to go to, I’m waiting for myself to have the nerve to ask this girl out. About a year ago I was in a really bad place. I was depressed, doing drugs (and those drugs almost killed my sister). I had lost a life long passion that today has finally come back after some long introspection and taking action. I frequently felt anxious about everything. I was alone despite having a lot of people around me. The girl I wanted back then didn’t want me. I had no direction. Since the incident with my sister, I had a kind of ego death because I see the incident as my fault. Since then I’ve been trying to be better and work harder. I went to school to learn how to build instruments and it was first time I was really in my own. I found myself at that school. I started liking what I used to like again. I started reading and writing. I found my voice in music. I let go of relationships that weren’t doing me any good. I made peace with my broken heart. I started running with my dad. I decided to go to film school. I only hope this limbo of waiting rn ends, because it feels like the existentialism I felt a year ago.

My classmate has died almost 2 months ago now. She died in a car accident. She was one of the purest and nicest souls I’ve ever known. I miss her every day even though we didn’t talk much, I always loved her very much since the first day of school. Life feels miserable now. I don’t know what to do. I’m having many problems and i feel anxious all the time. I don’t know who to tell so I’ll just leave this here just like everybody else did.

This has to be the most beautiful section of heartfelt struggle and love. Most of us go through life not knowing that other have similar experiences.after reading all these comments I don’t feel so alone in my feelings. I’ve had a tumultuous life and after hearing this background and reading all these strories i somehow feel better. I will be back here from time to time to check on all of you. Much love.

I don’t know you but I love you❤

Reader, I will never meet you, but I still love you. You’re worth it