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Anna Matthews
New Zealand
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 3 ต.ค. 2013
New Zealand girl sharing my life experiences to help others feel less alone ❤️
Sick, Stressed, and Sad
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I want to delete everything
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Healing Social Anxiety?
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Controlled By Limiting Beliefs
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Some thoughts and tears lol (dating, self- confidence, life etc)
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Maybe someone out there can relate
How I MOTIVATE myself to achieve GOALS
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How I MOTIVATE myself to achieve GOALS
Stop caring about what other people think
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Stop caring about what other people think
Why I'm still VEGETARIAN (8 years later!)
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Why I'm still VEGETARIAN (8 years later!)
Making MISTAKES and finding your PURPOSE
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Making MISTAKES and finding your PURPOSE
How WRITING helps me overcome difficulties
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How WRITING helps me overcome difficulties
I used to move share house frequently too. I think what ended up working for me long term was living in smaller house holds with people who aren't couples.
Rude customers are the worst :(
I've been feeling so lousy with a broken ankle and it really took someone else to remind me to be gentle with myself while I recover lmao. Seems obvious, but a lot of us forget 😅 Get well soon Anna
Delete social media? Yes. Delete all of my things? Not so much. Declutter down though to just the essentials, and keep only a few memorable keepsakes is what I’m working on.
12:19 wow I'm not sure if I've ever listened to anybody talk exactly the way I feel before. Most people would not share the things you shared in this video. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable.
8:49 I feel exactly like this. I feel like when I'm myself I am a burden to people. I just don't want to burden them with my brain issues and health issues.
4:30 some people suck. Feel better soon. New subscriber 😊
You are unconditionally worthwhile❤. I know the feeling. We can always be better. Try and make ourselfves set for life. Because then everything will magically fix itself somehow. But in the chase of perfection we forget to live. And on a final note. Everyone else feels worthless sometimes. They're just to afraid show it. But you both own it and are brave enough to show it and share it with the world basically. If that's not a superpower I don't know what is. Have fun playing the piano😊.
Beautiful girl. I love your hair Anna 👩🏻🦰 Subbed x
Thanks everyone for your understsndings for one another. Past hurt, rejection, struggles etc, do tax us all. Remember. We are all unique. We deserve to be liked. More importantly be good to self.
i've been watching your videos for a while but this is my first comment. i'm sorry about all the things you've gone through the past year. i feel like everyone is having a tough 2024 including myself. being 19 and American seems like such a privilege. But still life will always have a sense of struggle. I think you're a bit older and you making these videos helps me realize life is always gonna give you something to worry about no matter what stage in life you're in. But I believe we have all have it in us to get through it. Thank you for the videos.
Honestly things are super rough right now for a lot of people so it's heartbreaking seeing you go through all of this as well. It sounds like you need to have a break from the extra things until you feel like you can do them again. You don't need guilt on top of people giving you shit at work! I just got a medical certificate putting me off work for two years. Hopefully I can get the right financial support to practice my art now. There are people in this country right now who could just claim that bed or a phone as a business expense or on insurance. Keep in mind that you're a writer, and you're entitled to GST back on your tools. It's good to hear you're moved in. Hope your flatmates are nice and yous get on well.
Hope ur feeling better Anna
Thank you, I'm sure I will be in a much better state soon :)
I am sorry you have gone through😢. At least you published your book better than me.❤❤
Thank you very much :) Hope that you can publish soon too if that's something you'd like to do!
I felt the same way too, but not at work or anywhere, but my family is a different story. Let's just said, it's not easy to work with someone that gives you trauma and negative attraction.
If people criticize your attitude during work, just say "I'm having a good time on the inside," OR "oh do I look tired? That's funny because I feel great!" and then change the subject. Their comments are totally obnoxious, but sadly I doubt sincerely engaging with them will lead to anything productive. I try to be sincere in my personal life, but at work too much sincereity just complicates things.
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get some fitness going on, wights in particular, youl be super saiyan soon
Will you move to Dallas and be my girlfriend?
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50 dol ar cashapp
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With looks like that I'd have nothing to worry about
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thots and prayers
Whyd I have to laugh at this 💀
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Hi :)
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Well, I'm takin' my time, I'm just movin' along. You'll forget about me after I've been gone. And I take what I find, I don't want no more. It's just outside of your front door. ~ Boston (1976)
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If you are complaining about me indirectly, I had several problems that led me to stay away from some people.
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Are you sharing a flat then?
Be well. I hope you're able to find peace and enjoyment.
Hi i just want to say that I like your ginger hair and also what do you like to sing? Lol
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You really deserve to be happy. I'm on the same boat. No friends I can just turn to and talk about ny interests. No internet community. It sucks, but I really wanna start having a better relationship with myself. I'm still quite demontivated tho, a lot of hurt emotional wounds can do.
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Yes.
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i just love u
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Congrats on figuring out your plot twist! I bet you felt amazing after having that eureka moment! Also, I watched an earlier video when you raised the issue of folds under your eyes(not something I have noticed). Re: general face skincare, you ever considereusing differin gel or an omnilux led light mask? They're not cheap, but you can prob invest in these things without having to sell an organ, and get some peace of mind. I'm probably telling you something you already know, but just thought I'd mention it just in case. 😀
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Dear Diary, Anna just talked about herself for the whole 11 minutes.
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00:15 yeeiii
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Hi how are you? Keep on writing and keep playing piano! 😀
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mid way through I remembered why I subscribed. And that I "owe" U a cmnt from that earlier video. Today comes my advice I learned: "All the answers are inside. It just takes help from another to reveal them." U R not alone. That means your situation is not unique AND friends or professionals are a good support mechanism.
You are so right, we all have these experiences and that can help us feel less alone! Thanks for your support! If you would like to support me further, here is a link to my published book :) www.lulu.com/shop/anna-matthews/the-living-isle/ebook/product-zm88we5.html?q=anna+matthews&page=1&pageSize=4&fbclid=IwY2xjawGbOl5leHRuA2FlbQIxMAABHRNxwHOubLvCtkcJH5ytMAp6GU1S32M1J2zBUuVc_yPkws_r4OKYOaiYyg_aem_wZCNGBTHGLZ7gFdyc6_QKg
Sup
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ABSO BEAUTIFUL.
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Hi again! the best thing you can do for yourself to be more secure is making yourself happy and not others. Don't depend on others to to gain happiness. Seek peace yourself and God. As a man I know exactly how you feel..
One thing you have get use to is friends come and go... the right ones stay...
Hi again. If you want to deal with society anxiety is avoid places that output stresses. You can also try to mentally block it out. But that's hard. Lol
Maybe that would work for you, but I'm trying to extend my comfort zone, so avoiding discomfort is not something that I'll be doing any more
@annamatthews1 so your saying that you should adapt to those things that bring discomfort? That could also strengthen you...
Yes, but it's an illusion. The issue isn't with everyone else. The issue is with you. Deleting everything is the right direction, but it's for the wrong reason. Everyone else isn't the reason you need to be "alone/start over" it's you. There is something you're not dealing with that needs your full attention. You subconscious is telling you to focus. So you think deleting your "distractions" and starting again will fix the problem. But the problem isn't the distractions, the problem is within you. Start with your soul. Start being ruthlessly honest with yourself. This will take a lot of time. Ask Jesus for help Matthew 6 25-27 25 “For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is life not more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the sky, that they do not sow, nor reap, nor gather crops into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more important than they? 27 And which of you by worrying can add a single day to his life’s span?
If i saw irl ngl I'm approaching u with a slick pick up line and taking u out on a date , u need a man
The Western world is completely and utterly finished imo. Thats why a lot of people are feeling unsatisfied and depressed, i am beyond miserable and not even 32
thats wild
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Are you Australian? Or british?
@@Infinionlight no
@@Infinionlight I'm from New Zealand
@annamatthews1 ohh ok. Well nice accent you have!
Why does this video look like it's from 2002?
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Big same except I did it. Pros: it works. Cons: "pics or it didn't happen" is real. Sometimes you need to burn it all down, take what's good of what's left, and start again. Shedding skin is a healthy process. Even the cleaning and reorganizing. There were three separate times I didn't eat or drink anything for a week (don't recommend that part). Everything you said was relatable. Not all of it was healthy but the bad has passed and the good was worth it. I have no regrets. However, it is an unfortunate reality that we need evidence of our lives. Almost like a resume. There is distinct value in having a trail of where you've been in your life that you will lose if you get rid of everything so evaluate wisely.
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Hi mam I am from India I like your video I want to have a conversation with you on Google meet app or whatsapp please mam
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