Bipolar Courage
Bipolar Courage
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Goodbye to this channel. Moving on, to focus on my creativity.
This video has edited captions to help with clarity, with my rate of speech and Kiwi accent.
My name is Xanthe Wyse.
It's New Year's Eve in New Zealand.
I've been uploading to this channel for 5 years. Some content was recorded 7 years ago. I decided today, with starting a new year, that I would like to move on from uploading this channel.
I skimmed through my journey this past year plus vlogging under Bipolar Courage.
A big milestone for me this month was finishing nearly 6 years of therapy for post-traumatic stress disorder, PTSD. Still considered to have impairment from a mental injury but just doing the best I can.
In general, more people have been kind and supportive than cruel and nasty. Especially, as it takes courage to be vulnerable. Thanks to those who were encouraging.
I don't want to be defined by disabilities etc. I'm over the identity politics stuff.
I want to use what energy and capacity I have to focus on my creative interests, which I share under the banner of Soar Purpose. My other channel which I intend to exclusively focus on is @soarpurpose
My current websites with blogs:
www.soarpurpose.com
www.soarpurpose.nz (also has art)
My books:
www.soarpurpose.com/books
Last video for 2024 for Soar Purpose:
th-cam.com/video/3jtefPwVEMs/w-d-xo.htmlsi=epEX-s90U0JlQV_1
Final blog post for 2024:
www.soarpurpose.com/soarpurpose/reflections-on-2024
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Alone but not lonely at Christmas. Seasonal triggers.
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My name is Xanthe Wyse. Felt like wearing makeup today, even though I am not going to work. I had last Christmas alone (other than flatmates around who don't celebrate Christmas). This year, I am expecting to spend Christmas alone, also. I actually find Christmas time to be a bit annoying, with all the extra shoppers etc, so I got what I wanted from the supermarket today. I even found Christmas...
Reviewing completion of years of trauma therapy for PTSD.
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My name is Xanthe. I completed over 5 years of therapy for posttraumatic stress disorder, PTSD, this month. Accident Compensation Corporation, ACC, paid for my therapy, as it's considered to be an injury. Most people with a similar presentation take 12-18 months. I needed a slower approach, with the complexity of comorbid bipolar disorder plus severe PTSD from two main traumas plus grief tangle...
Post-viral bronchial hyperreactivity and exercise. Shortness of breath, coughing.
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My name is Xanthe and I live in New Zealand. I had a nasty flu virus a month ago and the ongoing effects have mainly been bouts of respiratory difficulties. Multiple bouts a day, mainly shortness of breath and hard coughing, which has been very frustrating. Had a particularly bad day yesterday. Mainly triggered by exertion, such as going for my walks (which I usually have no issues with my brea...
Joyful movement. Improvised dance in a cramped room.
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My name is Xanthe. Had a little dance after I took my evening meds. The meds I take for bipolar disorder are pretty sedating but I had some surplus energy as I haven't been able to my usual intensity of exercise past few weeks, recovering from flu. Still got pretty warm though. It's a fun way to exercise. Unfortunately, it's cramped in my room. It's a form of dynamic/active stretching. Winding ...
Recovering from illness; fitness; weight gain with bipolar meds
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Recovering from illness; fitness; weight gain with bipolar meds
Ending therapy for PTSD 6 years on. Autism politics. Meds adjustment. Coping.
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Ending therapy for PTSD 6 years on. Autism politics. Meds adjustment. Coping.
When meds don't sedate as much as they used to. Bipolar hypomania energy.
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When meds don't sedate as much as they used to. Bipolar hypomania energy.
Voice, speaking, diagnoses, mutism, singing hobby.
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Voice, speaking, diagnoses, mutism, singing hobby.
Revenge. Manipulation. Dismissal. Mental health crisis. Liam Payne. Maya Henry.
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Revenge. Manipulation. Dismissal. Mental health crisis. Liam Payne. Maya Henry.
Toxic relationships. Blame & shame culture. Liam Payne, Maya Henry.
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Toxic relationships. Blame & shame culture. Liam Payne, Maya Henry.
Are others to blame for self-inflicted death? Mental health crisis. Liam Payne. Isaiah Trammell.
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Are others to blame for self-inflicted death? Mental health crisis. Liam Payne. Isaiah Trammell.
Deeper singing and speaking voice after menopause. Managing burnout.
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Deeper singing and speaking voice after menopause. Managing burnout.
Self-diagnosis is not valid. Criticism is not hate.
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Self-diagnosis is not valid. Criticism is not hate.
Bipolar 1 vs Bipolar 2 vs major depression. What's the difference?
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Bipolar 1 vs Bipolar 2 vs major depression. What's the difference?
'Do you want to be thin or stable?' Let's talk about bipolar meds.
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'Do you want to be thin or stable?' Let's talk about bipolar meds.
Thank you. I appreciate your supportive comments. Your voice.
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Thank you. I appreciate your supportive comments. Your voice.
Coping skills, authenticity, appreciation of supportive feedback
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Coping skills, authenticity, appreciation of supportive feedback
PTSD triggered. Vulnerable people judged as abusive.
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PTSD triggered. Vulnerable people judged as abusive.
Auditory processing, autism. Impairment vs disability.
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Auditory processing, autism. Impairment vs disability.
"You're a bigot!" (Probably not actually) autistic identity politics is annoying.
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"You're a bigot!" (Probably not actually) autistic identity politics is annoying.
Dinged up. Discouraging setback after accident. High pain threshold.
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Dinged up. Discouraging setback after accident. High pain threshold.
Stigma: bipolar and violence
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Stigma: bipolar and violence
Bipolar disorder is not traits. Generalising stereotypes and stigma.
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Bipolar disorder is not traits. Generalising stereotypes and stigma.
Cyberbullying can result in suicide
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Cyberbullying can result in suicide
Thank you for sticking up for me. Toxic online communities.
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Thank you for sticking up for me. Toxic online communities.
Sound sensitivity from stress. Grief processing.
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Sound sensitivity from stress. Grief processing.
Depression feels like I'm a failure. Low mood, burnout, grief, bipolar, PTSD.
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Depression feels like I'm a failure. Low mood, burnout, grief, bipolar, PTSD.
Does PTSD affect me more than bipolar disorder? Low mood. Grief. Voice.
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Does PTSD affect me more than bipolar disorder? Low mood. Grief. Voice.
Struggling. Stigma persists: "lazy dole-bludger'.
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Struggling. Stigma persists: "lazy dole-bludger'.