used to walk to school some days in the early mornings, it was always extremely foggy outside and the streets were empty... part of me felt at home because of silent hill. listening to this took me back to those days all over again...
Beautiful quote, mate. Though, the idea is somber and ego killing at times, it holds truth in the idea that the way we see the world pictures more of who we are as people; rather than what the world is.
Yesterday my ex came back and texted me even though we've been in no contact for a year and a half. I don't know how to describe it but somehow i'm still hurt. It's not that I'm still IN love with her or anything but it's just the memories and trauma she put me through flooding back. Either way, i know i'll be fine, this previous year was peaceful and nice without her and it will be again. It's just this sudden trigger of sadness that i'm experiencing
a simple text, and everything comes back in an instant. it happens. i wonder if it means that we truly never healed anything of what we experienced, nor change. I wonder if inside we are meant to feel different while we are losing ourselves with distractions and trying our hardest to be okay, to be better. Take care.
@shylo6477 A true pain, honestly. The pain where you never quite know if it's gone or not. Whether it's truly void and absent from your life or over your shoulder stalking your every move waiting for the instance you have a look within your thoughts, away from distractions. Though one things for certain... the pain stays. The feeling dies down, yet the memory is still quite vibrant; more than most. The best thing you can do is anchor you morals down, and try to not get knocked down to hard from the surge. The waves will rise forevermore, all you can and all there ever was; was you being able to embrace the calamity and its fierce colds.
hey man i really enjoy your vids they give me a sense of solidarity, also based on your playlist i think you would like this pixel artist that does similar playlist on youtube (escapism)
You know how i feel I feel lost i gave been been thinking about things i never did and it just gets worse My father has brain damage and he almost forgot me since then i was broken Even before that my parents divorsed on young age i didnt now how that felt until now i live at my mom And she is sick aswell i need to care for her my stepdad hates me and works all day My mom took away my 2 dogs and 5 cats and they were my only real friends I have 5 days school a week and get n rest That is how this video lets me think about And sometimes its just good to cry thinking about things i never did and it just gets worse My father has brain damage and he almost forgot me since then i was broken Even before that my parents divorsed on young age i didnt now how that felt until now i live at my mom And she is sick aswell i need to care for her my stepdad hates me and works all day My mom took away my 2 dogs and 5 cats and they were my only real friends I have 5 days school a week and get n rest That is how this video lets me think about And sometimes its just good to cry
I leave this comment just to say that I am a vastly different man than I was a month a go. I went to a fan meeting event of my teenage favorite rock band, and it changed my life forever. I'm no longer a doomer, my joint pains are gone, I'm much better both mentally and physically, I'm no longer addicted to p*rn, and I'm going to take a new career with much better pay and much less insufferable managers and coworkers. Though I'm still an online troll and listen to your playlist, I do it much less now. I hope you'd get better too.
I didn't recognize myself in the mirror today... i mean literally, like i was washing my face and spaced out and when i looked back at the mirror i said in my head "why are you staring at me" and then i was like WAIT THAT IS ME 😭
A time in space where you have everything you ever wanted, but deep down you know it's not reality. Would you choose to live in a lie? or go back to reality and make it the best that you can?
its painful when my mom tells me im like my father, i sometimes see him in the mirror and it hurts, i dont hate him i love him, but what he did and what he is doing is cruel
Hey... you are going to be okay! I know it's hard sometimes, life hates you, all there is are stones in your way, but even with these stones, you can build a something wonderful. Wanna sit down and talk a bit? As long as you want? I have some cookies, hot chocolate and tea. I feel safe here, and you will too, promise. Welcome to the Depatureskies. Vent.
mirros can be such a scary thing, you always see urself but sometimes its fine and other days im disgusted by what i see anyway this tune is amazing 🫶🏾
I feel an emptiness in my heart and my soul has nowhere to go. But I don't give up, I still hope for better days.
I love you, we will find home
used to walk to school some days in the early mornings, it was always extremely foggy outside and the streets were empty... part of me felt at home because of silent hill. listening to this took me back to those days all over again...
😂💚
bro makes the best playlists
pprt
That's why we're called fogcore ahah 💙
its thanksgiving, foggy outside with a slight drizzle, thank you for posting this
happy thanksgiving!
Thank you, it was my mother's birthday on the same day, had to let her pick out a cake@@departureskies
Keep adding the piano to the songs, it's what gives it that magnificent touch.
The comments under your videos have helped me a lot. This is a better therapy than at a psychiatrist's.
Oh to just listen to stuff like this for hours instead of dealing with real world problems and responsibilities.
again, so precious. i love your work.
your mixes help me sleep thank you so much
i'm happy to hear that. thank you for listening.
The eyes are a mirror into the soul they say…
I never see myself anymore
Stop looking in the past
@False047 you will never understand
Beautiful quote, mate. Though, the idea is somber and ego killing at times, it holds truth in the idea that the way we see the world pictures more of who we are as people; rather than what the world is.
This is so god damn beautiful, reminds me of like kingdom hearts 3 world map ost
Nice video!
Yesterday my ex came back and texted me even though we've been in no contact for a year and a half.
I don't know how to describe it but somehow i'm still hurt. It's not that I'm still IN love with her or anything but it's just the memories and trauma she put me through flooding back.
Either way, i know i'll be fine, this previous year was peaceful and nice without her and it will be again. It's just this sudden trigger of sadness that i'm experiencing
a simple text, and everything comes back in an instant. it happens. i wonder if it means that we truly never healed anything of what we experienced, nor change. I wonder if inside we are meant to feel different while we are losing ourselves with distractions and trying our hardest to be okay, to be better. Take care.
@shylo6477 A true pain, honestly. The pain where you never quite know if it's gone or not. Whether it's truly void and absent from your life or over your shoulder stalking your every move waiting for the instance you have a look within your thoughts, away from distractions. Though one things for certain... the pain stays. The feeling dies down, yet the memory is still quite vibrant; more than most. The best thing you can do is anchor you morals down, and try to not get knocked down to hard from the surge. The waves will rise forevermore, all you can and all there ever was; was you being able to embrace the calamity and its fierce colds.
hey man i really enjoy your vids they give me a sense of solidarity, also based on your playlist i think you would like this pixel artist that does similar playlist on youtube (escapism)
This is so helpful in my time of hurt thank you ❤
Mirror? Like, this road is a mirror? As in Alan Wake?! ALAN WAKE EPISODE CONFIRMED??!?
ITS NOT A LOOP, ITS A SPIRAL
You are tripping dawg
Say that again !
Fantastic mood.
healing- thank you!!!
YOU DID.. I FELT
I love how this reminds me of the way re 7 and the new silent hill game
You know how i feel
I feel lost i gave been been thinking about things i never did and it just gets worse
My father has brain damage and he almost forgot me since then i was broken
Even before that my parents divorsed on young age i didnt now how that felt until now i live at my mom
And she is sick aswell i need to care for her my stepdad hates me and works all day
My mom took away my 2 dogs and 5 cats and they were my only real friends
I have 5 days school a week and get n rest
That is how this video lets me think about
And sometimes its just good to cry thinking about things i never did and it just gets worse
My father has brain damage and he almost forgot me since then i was broken
Even before that my parents divorsed on young age i didnt now how that felt until now i live at my mom
And she is sick aswell i need to care for her my stepdad hates me and works all day
My mom took away my 2 dogs and 5 cats and they were my only real friends
I have 5 days school a week and get n rest
That is how this video lets me think about
And sometimes its just good to cry
I need this to stay alive rn
perfect
I leave this comment just to say that I am a vastly different man than I was a month a go. I went to a fan meeting event of my teenage favorite rock band, and it changed my life forever. I'm no longer a doomer, my joint pains are gone, I'm much better both mentally and physically, I'm no longer addicted to p*rn, and I'm going to take a new career with much better pay and much less insufferable managers and coworkers. Though I'm still an online troll and listen to your playlist, I do it much less now. I hope you'd get better too.
I didn't recognize myself in the mirror today... i mean literally, like i was washing my face and spaced out and when i looked back at the mirror i said in my head "why are you staring at me" and then i was like WAIT THAT IS ME 😭
Ive been like that for my whole life
niceee
A time in space where you have everything you ever wanted, but deep down you know it's not reality. Would you choose to live in a lie? or go back to reality and make it the best that you can?
Now i can rest
its painful when my mom tells me im like my father, i sometimes see him in the mirror and it hurts, i dont hate him i love him, but what he did and what he is doing is cruel
💗💗💗💗
Please God save me
Hey... you are going to be okay!
I know it's hard sometimes, life hates you, all there is are stones in your way, but even with these stones, you can build a something wonderful.
Wanna sit down and talk a bit? As long as you want? I have some cookies, hot chocolate and tea.
I feel safe here, and you will too, promise.
Welcome to the Depatureskies.
Vent.
Sounds like Dark Souls meets RE
i feel like i have to be prettier to be loved
Thats not true love urself first then everything will become good
I cant live like this anymore, my dads gone, my mom hates me, im being accused lf something and i might go to jail, i dont want to live anymore
❤
Track list, or...?
here we go again...gn all
real
Pray to Lord Jesus. ✝️❤️🩹🫂
Incomplete
mirros can be such a scary thing, you always see urself but sometimes its fine and other days im disgusted by what i see
anyway this tune is amazing 🫶🏾
Why are we like this?