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My shamanic journey has been hell my twinflame was a shaman then gave me Aids I remember seeing a demon enter my body and stopped teaching me and left me to just figure it out. I tried to kill myself by catching covid with Aids and my guides won't let me fucking die but they don't communicate with me on the work I need to do. I was recently in God's mansion but because I was so enamored by the glory I couldn't even remember to ask him what I should do and back to square one. I ended up with hodgkins lymphoma but my guides didn't guide I healed it with herbs and diet. I work a dangerous job and have gotten close to death but something always stops it then God gives me a sign that it was him saving my butt. I'm convinced if I drink rat poison yes I would suffer immensely but these spirits aren't gonna let me die or give me guidance completely fucking alone and normal people aren't gonna fucking get it and most people are still scared as fuck of Aids and I don't fucking blame them. Sometimes I feel like I'm just waiting it out death toys with me but never kills me. I never wanted to be a shaman. I just wanted to see the world love my animals and have a stable partner that won't abandon me so simple. But I just want to abandon this cursed body and leave earth very over it

Could you guide us how to do a shamanic trance and journeying please

Really appreciate your generosity in sharing this freely. Divine timing of course. Resonated deeply. Thank you.

Thank you for this, I’m going through exactly everything you’ve said for the past 6months, and it’s reassuring to know it is normal even though it sucks in the moment. I know it is happening for a reason and I’ll be stronger on the other side. I was very connected to spirit prior to this ordeal though, and I’ve felt disconnected since the initiation sickness. Is that normal? It feels like the spiritual phone is disconnected and I’m only getting a little bit through the static.

I've been completely alienated from my family and spiritual attacks were crazy this year. I believe I have a spiritual spouse which I'm just finding very conflicting information on it, as well as, people seeming to pretend to be mentoring me, but in actuality attacking me. I have had several intense experiences over the past year.

I had a strong connection to my dead brother inlaw a few weeks ago, his words was He is my brother in the after life. We didn't know each other much when he was alive but he does see how kind I am. Kind to his sister that is, my partner.

You are such a beautiful soul

Thank you so much for explaining what I have been going through ❤ I was feeling so alone so I prayed and this popped into my TH-cam….Spirit is so magical

This is a great video, thank you for making it and sharing! I don't come from a shamanic lineage (that I know of), but I come from a line of hunters and outdoorsmen (my brother is still very strong in that tradition). Connecting with the world and universe outside of traditional western religion has always been a draw to me, although my evangelical upbringing has fought against it. Several things you've said resonated. For years, my wife and I have both had people tell up things about their life that they never tell anyone other than their closest family members. We've also been in a traditional motorcycle club for over a decade, and every time we leave somewhere, we are always told the energy of the place/group "just isn't the same." I am currently exploring a variety of traditions to better understand how to interact and communicate with the universe in a more deliberate manner; your video is one of the places I landed. Just wanted to say thank you for it again (even though I'm apparently a few years late!)

“What! Are you crazy! Never! Only the Great Sky Spirit can give you a diploma.” [Nadia laughs throughout this statement.] 🙏🙂

I enjoyed watching this video, thank you for sharing. I see there are many signs that I am called to become a shaman, I feel it’s time to release past hardships, and step into a new reality of fruitful goodness. I feel deeply grateful to spirit and to my spirit guides now that I am showered with blessings and abundance.

How do u know someone being a fake

Some Shamans of the past around the world used to sacrifice some people well known in high society. It would give them a vision of the future of the land and it's society. In that it damned their soul even worse than it would have already been. They burn through a massive amount of Karma. Yet, that's why they where protected in the community. PS. Many Shaman were pick due to unnatural events in their life. Example on is able to climb before they can walk. Or the moment they are brought out of a small puddle left in a sinote while bound for sacrifice during a massive drought. The moment they are brought out it starts to rain. Then their bindings are cut free and the people walk away. Stuff like that. They know it's divine intervention.

😭 omg this is me i need help i dont know who i can talk to

I am in this state now complete absence of life.

Jonna Jinton in Sweden.

All I want is for all of the HELL to be over with! I’m 48.5 yo & my entire trip has been a shamanic journey. I have no support & currently homeless dealing with cancer reoccurrence… I stopped seeing drs , doing tests,taking meds & working as a nurse. ive cried,begged & pleaded with my Guides to show/tell me what to do. I’ve been “lost” over 6months now literally don’t feel like I belong anywhere… I’ve answered the call I just need some HELP!!! 🙏🏼❣️thank you for sharing about this… plant medicine has been very loud lately…

20:35 I actually still pray to the Trinity. My understanding simply changed. To me, the Great Spirit, aka God, is the Great Father (Will) the Great Mother (Nuturer) and the Great Brother (Creation) i just dont quite understand this yet, but i still rely on them. They were the initial reason i was a Christian at first. The biblical God matched the Being i felt from the beginning. It took a divorce and understanding the Hebrew word for spirit was feminine to shake my views

3:50 My mom is honestly there for me right now while im trying to understand my feelings on all this. 6:08 Strange ya mentioned that cause i started realizing im a therian of all things... 🐺 started paying attention to how my nerves feel. Its strange and still don't fully understand it. Though i guess i shouldn't be surprised. Ive always preferred walking on the balls of my feet for example. I need to splay my toes out or i start feeling pain in my hips... specifically where my tailbone is, which sticks out a little. It literally feels like im sitting on a "tail" whenever i have to be in a car.

I had a very weird dream. It involves intercourse with a random person then feeling of disgusting so bathing with black water right afterwards? Super strange.

Schizophrenic psychosis is very specific and different to shamanic experiences or illness…

Thank you very much for these helpful tools. I want to begin and these will be a guide on this journey. 🪷🙏🏽🪷

My greatest challenges have included having to face these things alone. I've never found a community. It's always just me, on the same path I've always been on.

Shaman does still work to represent the concept, healer, teacher and spiritual, in all its forms , overall it still similar enough to be described world wide, all of the things are just specfics, we have the word religion, they all vary but they are still a general thing

Your voice alone has helped my Anxiety this morning. Thank you 🙏🏾

Let the earth around me, be gladly your calling protection for good luck Amen

Thank you so much! 🙏😊❤ But, still it is challenging. 👍❤

6:12 Come from the Ulfheðnar and I've always felt pretty close to the Tengu of Japan, and other similar spirits. Wolves are a family spirit, but it seems the Red Tail Hawk is guiding me right now. I have Cherokee ancestry and there's definitely a connection to warriors in said Iroquoian cultures and the Red Tail Hawk. What this looks like in practice, well I just started.

Hello again, Rahila here. If possible, please can you create a video on working with interdimensional versions of oneself through Shamanic healing? My higher team, God and other devine company, recently inspired me to work with paralel versions of me. Light worker Rahila, the best version of me currently out there in God's multi-verse. So long story short, I told my elder (Angella) and she's inspired! :-). Her exact words were, "what a marvellous idea.". I haven't responded because as an old friend, i'm mindful i'll end up chattering away having a never-ending conversation LOL. I want my friend and teacher to be able to have a meaningful break from me as well LOL. :-). So hence my query, would you be able to share a video about working with our paralel selves for added psycho-spiritual-ecological healing? No worries if you cant. Honestly no problem. I'll just go with plan A, and jump in when I begin my shadow work with Angella. I just thought, if you are able to create a video, it might be something some of my fellow subscribers would be interested in as well. As the old saying goes, "if you don't ask, you don't get.". :-). Big hug. With love and light. Rahila =one of God's chosen ones, and your universal friend! Big hug.

When I have these thoughts that are so well defined and not of my normal process. I am actually retrieving information and didn't realize what I was doing. cool! I feel overall different when I'm in this state of mind. IDK how I slide into it.

For someone who is interacting with spirits, but without a clear understanding, are there any resources on how to keep oneself safe? I have been learning the hard way for too long, only recently realized how much of my energy was being squandered by interacting with anything that knocks at my mental door

I need to talk to someone about this. I have been going through this for ~15 years, throughout all my 20s I completely rejected it all and was extremely materialistic and nihilistic, and life kept destroying me as a result, I was suicidal and addicted to heroin for 6 years alongside a couple (relatively minor, compared to what other people experience)psychotic breaks/manic episodes that landed me in a psych ward. I came at my problem from every angle except spiritually, and 4 years ago I discovered Carl Jung through my interest in psychology and since then have read his collected works and allowed him to convince me of a non-materialistic world view, one which allows me to consider possibilities such as shamanic initiation without instantly rejecting it. It still took a couple years for my mindset to shift, but for the past year and a half or so I've been very lucid, sane, and aware of what is going on with me(although that doesn't make it much easier, it just gives you the strength and confidence to face it - I had a decade worth of un-faced personal and relationship issues to catch up on). I know how to engage with the "other side" without losing my grip on reality(though my contact with the other side is very limited, I don't astral travel or have visions, but I regularly communicate with "something" through thought and occasionally dream-like images or memories that pop into my head at certain times - I don't think my psyche has fully shaken off my materialist worldview and I have a hard time "letting go" of the physical world so I can be fully in the "other" world). As a result of my recent understanding and efforts, my life and mental health has improved a ton(though, again, my external problems have not decreased at all. The difference is now I know exactly what the real problem is and what I am supposed to do about it, though it's ALWAYS something that is very hard for me to do, that I have resistance towards. I guess if I wasn't that way, then I would've already done the thing), and I'm slowly starting to feel connected to reality again - in fact sometimes I get some kind of deja-vu for my childhood, because I felt a sensation or feeling that I've been too detached and dead to experience for my entire adult life, when that feeling comes back it brings me right back to childhood in the same way that smelling a certain scent can transport you back to a specific childhood experience. I am JUUUST now starting to feel like I am in control of my life again, and like I have a goal(though what exactly that goal is is still very nebulous to me), but I'm also completely alone and isolated(I quit my job and bought a cheap house in the middle of nowhere a couple years ago, on some level I knew I needed time and space to be alone and figure my shit out. I don't really have any family or friends at the moment. It is hard to keep yourself oriented in a single direction without a community around you to provide a stable base, it's like the ground keeps shifting under me and that makes my whole self shift with it, I can't make consistent progress in a single direction because I change direction basically every day, it's like a maze that I can see clearly and completely understand, but the ground under my feet keeps spinning me in circles so I end up losing my way anyway. It is very hard to find anyone to talk to about this, as 90% of people who claim to understand or to have gone through the same thing have not(nothing against them, it's simply the case that mental illnesses that cause someone to think they are a shaman or something of the sort is MUCH more common than actual shamanism, so of course that's what most self-proclaimed shamans are). I think I'm at the point where I could benefit greatly from a mentor, but I don't trust anyone enough to mentor me in this kind of thing, when it comes to this kind of thing I struggle to trust anything except my own limited experience, and even that is something I'm always half-rejecting or denying. Nevertheless, I feel like there is someone or maybe some group out there and that if I stay on the right path I will eventually meet them; there is a certain feeling of being on the "correct path" that I'm learning to notice and to use as my guide, though I'm also afraid that that numinous feeling is also the same feeling that tempts people into psychosis.

a word thrown around a lot in modern times. a Curse and a Blessing. not something one would choose. suffering is not the sufficient description.

Ridicule is fine in the eyes of a Shaman, it is seen as the first step to truth and acknowledgement

Just fantastic. Thank you SO much ♥️🙏

I've had many messages from mediums and spirit pointing me in the direction of Shamanic healing. I came back 2 weeks ago from a spiritual retreat at Arthur Findlay College trance healing, and learnt/experienced so much, and walked away from job that wasn't serving me when I got home. A bit lost I attended my spiritual church yesterday only for the medium to pick me out saying I have a powerful knowledge within me that could save lives. There is a vial of this healing solution he said that I could share, but I put it away in a box for another time. Not knowing where to turn as I now have limited income, I asked spirit to help me. I was pretty cross and set up a meeting with my guides haha. I needed a clear direction. A few hours later put in my speaker but no music yet as I was typing my previous night's experience with the medium. Suddenly a voice boomed out of the speaker "Shaman". I then asked for a way as I know nothing of shamanism. I then switched on TH-cam and your video on 10 signs of an awakening was there. I stunned. I have a deep connection to animals and my job for the past 20 years has been in nature. You speak so well. Please tell me more about your healing course as I woukd love for you as a mentor ♥️🌱🙏

I have felt spiritually sick for a long time and have no support with this . Where are some places I can go ?

Can put tissue in my ear twist it and it will have resistance and come out looking like origami winged surpass I can see energy pouring out of my hands sometimes

I've had that for almost 3 years and got videos of ghosts orbs Bigfoot aliens and even got a fairy like tinkerbell but I've seen them from the beginning there harder to get on videos

I’ve been told by a woman multiple times that I have a shamanic guide and that there trying to stress it’s my time to get stuck in, my calling is now, ( this lady is not shamanic btw ) How would I even go about looking into this further?

Thank you💜

Thank you for this video! When I was a child, I knew there was something beyond the veil of everyday life. I muted this awareness, I destroyed the antenna during a 23 year marriage where I was told that I was weird and strange because I always gravitated toward my ancestral roots of native energies. I'm just coming to know this part of myself again. I feel I have a calling, and I push it away, it comes back. I don't what I'm here to do or be, all I know is I want to help people. People that have lost connection to their soul, their spark. I'm unsure of my next step.

Thanks!

im a shaman in the need a I need a mentor. Can you help me?

My shock is that you are not addressing this with anger. Spirits are literally driving people to madness and psychiatric incarceration, for their selfish interest. I know people who have committed suicide because of this. Some went blind for resisting. You are doing PR for this spirits. They completely ignore your free will, and inflict constant pain till you succumb.

3years and starting 4th with my shamanic illness.HOW MUCH MORE GOD STOP IT❤❤

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😮 exactly what I’ve experienced

Is the book you are holding “Spirits From The Edge Of The World”?

Sounds like an evil possession….