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your tresses gently flow
as wind blows and cries
as wind blows and cries
my dead girlfriend - watashi no aishita manatsu no shinigami (Translyrics)
starlight lingers alone.
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credits:
song by my dead girlfriend
translyrics & fauxlyrics & editing by me (links in description)
i used shion's translation for the verses but did some of the translation myself using translation tools, multiple LLMs and people to consult along with learning japanese
*will update in coming days...*
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credits:
song by my dead girlfriend
translyrics & fauxlyrics & editing by me (links in description)
i used shion's translation for the verses but did some of the translation myself using translation tools, multiple LLMs and people to consult along with learning japanese
*will update in coming days...*
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Remember people we are already in a era of lust at this point love doesn't exist no more and that's sad but only love out there is unconditional love, so love your family. That's the only love you getting and if you dont love your family, love yourself 😊.
I just realized the spotify ver (this) sounds different compared to the one in MV. lol
@@ZenWistalia good ear! the one in the MV seems to be an older demo, and it's also available on their bandcamp. i'm personally more partial to this version because the bass hits harder and its more emblematic of the album to me, but i also considered using the demo. tokenainamae spoil us!
@117lyrics i love both versions, they each have a different feel, perfect depending on my mood! :D spotify ver sounds more calm than the MV!
its so funny to have miku sing this because its literally about how rivers cuomo fell in love with a girl who he later found out was (supposedly) lesbian and how much this hurt for him but in reality she was never a lesbian and he fumbled a baddie but if she was lesbian this would never be a problem for miku .....
Why does piko sound better BUT I LOVE THIS TOO ITS CUTE?
thank you!
@@strawberry4gyu thank YOU for watching and enjoying!
Uwa, your editing is amazing... i love how its so smooth and how the image moves.. (´Д`)
@yufish01 !!! thank you! i still consider myself a beginner, but this video had a lot of editing go into it. making a video out of one image is very difficult, so thank you again!
1:52 gotta love the guitar riffs
Best tokenainamae song, thank you
@@PikSmores thank you for enjoying! happy new year! also it is my favorite tokenainamae song
omg im lowkey tearing up abt this song
@@imjustaboredperson9116 it happened to me often while writing the lyrics, nashimoto does these topics very well.. AM HONORED TOO tysm
メリークリスマス. Merry Christmas. Joyeux Noël.
The songs and album cover r so beautiful
Words cannot express how much I love this! You did an amazing job!
@@Kami-sama.isekai tysm i tried really hard with this video, the song had to be done right
this album is so adorable
OMG THERE R STILL PPL HERE??????
@-Kuru-Reichtangle-Historian- YEESS
Yes
No
I'm absolutely in love with your translations, thank you so very much
@@estadosdeanimo thank you for enjoying my translyrics! (yes i'm answering all your comments) this one was a request, and i tried to keep it simple. how one writes translyrics must rely in great part not just on the artist, but also and above all the song. my translyrics tend to be... bleaker, so i'm happy some of my lighter ones are still well-loved. thank you again
I absolutely love this video. I'm wondering what's that fauxlyrics thing? Is that something that you wrote? If that's the case, I'm really amazed...
@@estadosdeanimo thank you very much. i really wasn't sure if people would like the video at first, it was a very big artistic leap in terms of how i conceived the lyrics and the video alike. to answer your question without descending into several paragraphs, the fauxlyrics are entirely from me. this was their second iteration in my work. the challenge i set myself is writing lyrics that sound good with the timbre, melody and rhythm of a specific instrumental part (here it's both the low-pitched pluck and the guitar chords) while also exploring the emotional landscape of the song as i perceive it. there's a lot more to it, but i'd rather let fauxlyrics be self-defining if that makes sense, so the former description is just about the notion in a broad sense
Personal timestamps 0:38 0:47 0:57 1:06 1:15 1:25 1:34
do you like sans
@@Wertyber he's ok
i love this song thanks for the translations 😭
@@vraelfr of course vrael, thank you for enjoying my translyrics! you can also sing them by the way they're made to be singable like the original! i love this song too it's very dear to my heart
wow such a beautiful song
@@elliotmanuel5981 it is one of their best songs. i've written translyrics for many more my dead girlfriend songs since, in case you'd like to check them out here is a playlist for your convenience: th-cam.com/play/PLS0VkgtV3ahIlbEwptk6p-nz7ukiVcbRo.html my personal recommendations if you liked hades are conception for three forms of unhappiness at the state of existence and watashi no aishita manatsu no shinigami. the last stage of change at the deceased remains is also an excellent one that is directly thematically related to hades not about my videos though! please listen to them on spotify if you'd rather i just really love my dead girlfriend
hi, 117 here. ads are popping up on this video at 506 views, which is very odd. a few weeks ago, this video got a copyright claim (which i did not dispute). prior to this i was making no money off this video, and all revenue from views on my channel goes to to the artists. i'm leaving this comment because my only videos with ads are the >10k views ones, so for the 5-6 people coming back here 1. ily and 2. i am sorry
remember me? your doing amazing now!
@@THAT_C00LK1D of course i remember you fellow god-ish enjoyer! thank you also, if i am doing amazing it's thanks to viewers like you
I love what you do, thank yo so much 🥺🥺
@@andregaviria6825 thank you very much. this is my favorite my dead girlfriend song (probably my favorite song period), so your comment means a lot to me, truly.
DANIEL BRUMMEL!!!!!!!
@@Gnompus he was a huge influence in me bettering my singing god bless daniel brummel
love it. probably my favorite ixtab song along with shadow where it doesn't disappear little thought: this song contains many images of nature, sunflowers on the field, the "sun"; i liked to interpret it as vivid images from person's dreams, combined with descriptions of person's beloved one. and then i saw "now we'll meet out of dreams"..and it felt right (for me personally lol) i'd love to see more trans/faux-lyrics from you. if you don't mind, band suggestion: i think songs from 凛として時雨, especially from #4 might suit. considering the way of how TK writes his songs, there is a big field of interpretation in them. but of course, no pressure.
@@YumeMiteru thank you noko! i really like hearing about what the songs and the lyrics evoke to people. this song definitely feels dreamlike, although through my hundreds of listens it started feeling more ritualistic. not a religious ritual, but moreso one of rememberance. it's hard to put the feeling in words (and words is what i do! the irony!), but i think you have an idea of what i'm referring to from the engagement with the lyrics you've described as for your request, i've never heard of 凛として時雨 actually, but i'll give them a try. reading about the album you recommended, it seems like it's a debut album, and i love working with artists' early pieces since i think this is where the emotional fundamentals of their art shine the brightest. i can't make promises, but i do take requests seriously- it's a challenge to work on songs i haven't chosen, and i had lots of fun with my last requested upload (virgin suicide by uchuu nekoko). so i'll give them a good listen and add them to the list! i appreciate the no pressure disclaimer also. doing requests is my way to show people who enjoy what i do that i care, even if it's rarer than frequent. there is beauty in giving like that. this got long, so thank you again for your support! it's enriching to hear about how the lyrics felt right from new viewers
Goes hardcore deep.
@@dntbe2sirius all my dead girlfriend songs go deep but this one especially
@ hades in the dead of winter, yeah typically
Hooo boyy, this is probably one of the best Japanese shoegaze songs from around this time and to me this is their signature song from the early years. It's really amazing how multi layered the instrumental is and yet it somehow blends into one in the final track. The fauxlyrics on the instrumental meld in so well that it's basically a new verse, I like how it incorporates the song title because in the original lyrics the title isnt actually mentioned even tho it's a very intriguing one. Also gotta love the 3 guitars blazing away in the background (maybe more, but personally I hear 3 :D).
thank you joel! for the fauxlyrics, it started with the hook "there she comes, my beloved midsummer god of death". i knew i wanted to use the song's title and it was a perfect rhythmic match. i also wanted to have some contrast with the summerly sun's imagery, so the next piece was "starlight lingers alone". that line goes very well with the bass' timbre and the overall mood & movement of the song. then for the end of the song, i morphed "lingers alone" to "lingered above" to explore the past, when the narrator/singer's lover was still alive. there's a lot more to say but i want to keep this concise- all this to say the fauxlyrics had more work and thought put in than ever before, so i'm really glad you liked them and that they fit! as for the instrumental, to me this and ixtab are the core of my dead girlfriend's music. speaking of ixtab's last track, i'm still thinking of how i'd write them. so maybe it'll be next!
Straight up one of my favorite ixtab songs
i think my second favorite now! it's close with my piggish girl died miserably, which might be the next one Who Knows
resonated with me on every level imaginable. i'm destroyed and grateful for translyrics
@@YumeMiteru this is definitely one of my more intense manifestations of translyrics... i'm very happy (and slightly yet profusely sorry but the pain is good) to hear it resonated with you so much so TYSM noko this is why i post these (my latest upload is translyrics for watashi no aishita manatsu no shinigami you may really enjoy it if you liked this but no pressure)
Excellent video and editing❤ How am I to just let go of you🥲
@@Fregibot thank you fregi!! that one just came to me on its own. i told you i wouldn't hold back! ("i'll never forget days spent with you" was another version i came up with near the end of the editing, i wanted to give viewers an option to emulate the "hanare nare" sound and it also helps w adding depth. but "how am i to just let go of you" sounded really good to me the more i sang the song. more lore coming soon!!!)
@@117lyrics Yeah I agree, I certainly felt it. Looking forward to more😊
Just saying I was the fourth to see it, but like creator, like fans: I'll come back in a few days to let it sink in and see whatever details I've skipped. Edit 18.11: So I watched it thrice, and I think I might need another two watchthrough to understand some thingies. There's a part that left me particularly confused, where you did the artistic choice of completely breaking the norm of occidental reading direction. I didn't understand anything, and I have to say it's an interesting feeling. I'm not frustrated to be lost, I'm just... well, lost in a chrysanthemum field God knows where, and 100% speechless. Was it intentional? To show how the person is left all alone, feeling lost and completely confused in a world devoid of their second half, with nothing to grasp and concretely tell them '' THIS IS REALITY *TUDUM*"? I also really appreciated how you did two voices at the same time. I guess it's two different people? Or the same person, with his head talking and his heart shouting in the background like a metalhead? Bon, en dehors des textes et du travail fait dessus qui occupe l'essentiel de ce commentaire. J'ai trouvé ça vraiment classe que tu évites de te prendre la tête à faire 5 minutes de plans avec 40000 layers qui te donnent envie de boxer tes murs en criant '' Adrienne !! ''. Tu en as fait, ça se voit comme une tâche de poivron sur un pull d'un blanc immaculé. Au tout début surtout, mais un peu partout en général. C'était marrant de regarder les plans évoluer comme des carpes koï. Pardon, j'ai un terme plus approprié: c'était relaxant. J'avais l'impression d'être dans un ascenseur ultra pittoresque, et que parfois il s'arrêtait pour laisser entrer des gens et un air lourd, emprunt de parfums variés qui se mélangeaient dans mes frêles narines... Pardon, je crois que tousser h24 ça m'a déplacé les neurones... Bref c'était incroyable ! Hâte de voir la suite !
@@Borizotto i'm really looking forward to it boris! i'm also very excited to keep pushing my editing further, as well as the way i write translyrics and fauxlyrics. i'm gonna do a pretty big post-mortem and probably a community post with further thoughts so keep your eyes as peeled as mine are for the undying adoration of those who like what i do
hmm... the norm of occidental reading direction? unless you're referring to the narrative structure for the fauxlyrics (where i decided to put the beginning at the end to really put the whole thing together and hopefully it makes the lyrics realer to people) i have no idea what you're referring to :o for the 2 voices, it really depends - for "your reverie's renewed", it just felt like a better and prettier way to express what the song is trying to say, but i added it near the end after several days of contemplation while i edited. - for "i'll never forget days spent with you", that served a few purposes. first, "i'll never forget" echoes the melodic alliterative sound of "hanare nare", but more importantly it helps with the ALL CAPS LYRICS at chorus 2. incidentally this is the part with the highest engagement rate i am touched - i'll let those ALL CAPS LYRICS speak for themselves désolé d'abord pour ta toux et bon rétablissement (mais j'apprécie l'analogie)! j'essaie de faire attention à ne pas trop en faire pour la vidéo en tant que telle. je crois que l'editing ne doit que contribuer à la chanson, ça ajoute une dimension. 117 french speaking only lore: originalement, j'ai décidé d'apprendre à animer des vidéos car je voulais vraiment faire une vidéo sur "imawanokiwa" par iyowa. c'était mon rêve et mon plus gros défi, j'ai facilement passé une cinquantaine d'heures sur la rédaction. mais j'essaie aussi toujours de faire au moins quelque chose de nouveau chaque vidéo et cette fois c'était le niveau d'editing THANK YOU also! happy to get boris' seal of approval! it's a certified classic now. i'm really happy about engagement rate being seemingly high at 3:16 but maybe it's just the really dedicated people
*starlight lingers alone.* thank you for watching! first, timestamps & links, then notes (and edit: an update) *timestamps:* *chorus 1 & 2:* 1:10 & 2:40 *fauxlyrics:* 2:03 & 3:38 *this part's engagement rate is nuts so here you go:* 3:16 *links:* *translyrics:* pastebin.com/8Q8NkwD4 (i swear i haven't forgotten about the website! maybe in december! i also left some vestiges of the writing process) *literal translation* (by Shion from foregroundnoises): foregroundnoises.wordpress.com/2016/02/15/my-dead-girlfriend-watashi-no-aishita-manatsu-no-shinigami/ (please read notice in translyrics for verse 2!) *notes:* - this is my most worked on video (after the nightmare that was Enko Girl...). the hardest part of editing was surprisingly not the latter part of the video- that was the introduction. i used to just make videos with still images and my lyrics on top, but there's so much more i have (and want) to consider. that said i feel like it's more than worth it. i learned a lot about editing and this was also the first time i implemented a new text animation workflow. by the end of editing, the video had over 150 layers... *for the lyrics...* there's too much to say that wouldn't be better suited for a future community post, but i will say this. 1) the lyrics are a more nuanced notion of translyrics; i placed more emphasis on different dimensions of the lyrics and the video and how they went together than just the sound or the imagery or both 2) the first 2 verses are more literal since they're quite subdued and i found that it worked best for the contemplative and very subdued nature of these verses 3) new way of thinking about developing imagery for repetition in relation to sound was discovered :D less is more. that said, chorus 1 was written so it would also work as chorus 2, i just found that chorus 2's modifications made it go incredibly hard and that it was fitting i hope you enjoyed the fauxlyrics!!! i wrote them trying to match the bass' timbre, like the bass is singing them. fauxlyrics are also meant to complement the translyrics, and in this case, they feel mythical and existentially grandiose. they're less subdued than chorus 1, but moreso than chorus 2, to enhance its intensity. it also helps with sharing how i perceive the song. let me know what you thought! i'll probably update this so keep an eye out! STARLIGHT LINGERS ALONE edit: i'm on a (hopefully) small hiatus, but i'm taking full advantage of it and reflecting more on translyrics and where i want to take my editing. something that weighs on my mind is that as i learn more of editing, it will be longer and longer between my uploads, so i'm also thinking about how to make it sustainable. for my next video, i will do my best to show a relatively new translyrics concept i've developed of late
BEEN WAITING FOR THIS NOTIFICATION 🔥🔥🔥🔥🙏🙏🙏🙏🔥🔥
TYSM I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE IT I WORKED REALLY HARD ON THIS VIDEO
nice
@@ekog5324 thank you! i have another tokenainamae song in the works so keep your eyes peeled!
“Everyone’s a little queer” - Hatsune weezu
oh can't she be a little straight??
hey this is kinda like my dead girlfriend
@@RadicalSharkRS kinda! but it's also quite different. tokenainamae and my dead girlfriend have played at shows together. i think of tokenainamae very differently than i do of my dead girlfriend, writing these gives me a lot of deeper insights into the artist's music here i go ranting again though. i'm happy to confirm i've finished the translyrics (and fauxlyrics) of watashi no aishita manatsu no shinigami + editing started. all i can say is it will be my best video hopefully
hi i recently de-unlisted this video if you like this i made a remastered version with some backing vocals. this one is always be dear to me though th-cam.com/video/Vx1on_NPoyo/w-d-xo.htmlsi=Tq--_JA1xMla2hZW
I love this! My new fav song!
@@THAT_C00LK1D one of my favorites as well. i'm surprised you discovered it through my video since i always thought it was a drop in the sea of english lyrics and covers for this otherwise massively popular song. nevertheless, i'm very happy my video introduced you to it, god-ish is pinocchio-p at his finest i'm in a my dead girlfriend arc at the moment but i have plans to write (far more advanced as i've learned a lot) translyrics for more pinocchiop songs (kodomo no shikumi, apocalypse now, vocaloids are lame, to cite a few). stick around if you'd like!
ooh ok!
Is BACK
I love it
i love this song too very much
Epic
thank you jean! maybe another ixtab track is next! who knows!!!
hi, Before reading, consider this warning if you may be sensitive about this topic (suicides and depressive issues) my girlfriend commited suicide, and i tried to not being sad or feel what i should felt, she saved me from killing myself even if she was as bad as i was in that time, but I was able to get help in time... but she didn't after knowing what she did, I felt guilty, useless and dishonest because I promised her that I will help her as she did once with me, that I would never walk away from her side and would protect her until we could both be happy, i broke that promise... and i tried to hide all i felt, Ignoring my misery and guilt beneath a false veneer of happiness and fun but i can not hold it any longer, i am trying so hard to make people as happy as possible so they wont do what she once did. now i can feel myself breaking into pieces, part by part, trying to stop remembering everything i didn't do, and that is destroying me this song reflects what i now feel, a shadow of my past from which I cannot escape any longer, her smile, her memory, her sad eyes, everything, killing me slowly and making me feel empty and useless, like a liar and a traitor i am tired and considering to follow her but i am scared, very scared that just like she did to me, someone I know will end up in my position, but at the same time i can't hold this anymore.
hi. first, i am really sorry that you're struggling with this so deeply- it seems like the song really resonated with you as it did with me. i know hearing it from a stranger doesn't really have much of an impact, but it wasn't your fault it's also incredibly meaningful for me to see that the song (and my lyrics) have resonated with you like that. i appreciate comments where people are honest with themselves and feel. could i ask you to add a trigger warning at the beginning of your comment? it may be very upsetting to people who are themselves struggling, and gives them the opportunity to read your comment and relate to you better lastly, if you haven't considered them, please know that there are resources for people struggling with the thoughts you've described. you don't have to deal with this alone, we are all human and we are all in this together. i'm not sure where you are, so i can't recommend resources and you can find them by searching for "mental health resources [your country]". even if you live somewhere that doesn't have great resources, here is a link for hotlines you can call for support, not just if you don't feel well shorturl.at/RiJOO (shortened to avoid shocking people) your life is precious and should be treated as such. thank you again for your comment
@@117lyrics i am sorry for not putting the warning. I was in a trance of destructive emotions and sadness and thanks for what you said, even if you may not fully understand how it feels, I appreciate your concern, it makes me feel a little less alone
@@angelydam6675 no worries, thank you and take care
this song is actually their second best, and nobody talks about it
this song really grew on me. conception for three forms of underdrawing at the state of unhappiness and my piggish girl died miserably are my favorite my dead girlfriend songs, but shadow where it doesn't disappear really captures a lot of what i see and feel when i write these lyrics for their songs + yeah nobody talks about it but i also look at metrics (not a factor for what i upload, i stick to what i like) and the song is definitely gaining in popularity, as is most of ixtab. its been a long time coming
@@117lyrics if you have the time, I’d love your version of the ixtab translations!! Watashi no aishita and my piggish girl are definitely top tier songs.
@@areauxDlite i'm working on watashi no aishita manatsu no shinigami, the biggest bottleneck rn is editing since i want to move to a 4:3 format as a majority of views on these come from mobile devices + i think it'll look better overall and that takes planning. but soon hopefully! my next upload will definitely be my dead girlfriend (+ i have something special planned for my piggish girl died miserably)