rewatching through S1 and seeing this scene again. made me realize how hard it truly hit me. especially after everything that has happened to me up till this point on in my life. losing friends (close or small), my gf, and people that once worked for me. due to my fear in losing people in life and my unhealthy p0rn addiction.
makes me wish every last episode per season had Retsuko give these kind of impactful motivation messages to inspire the viewers that are watching. besides her monologue on "When I Count to Ten". I've learned alot from my near cancellation ever since. I really do not want to relive those horrifying moments ever again.