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God. I miss you.

Rest in peace Alex we loved you. I watched all your content and felt close even though we're seas apart. The bird stays. ❤

I don’t know why your death has hit me so hard even after all this time, but it has. You helped me to feel good about myself. I miss you, Alex. I hope you are surrounded by love and the peace you deserve in the next life.❤

It hurts me to find this out. I was hoping you were ok. 😢 I miss having that excitement to see your videos and it was so upsetting when things started getting bad. I was happy when you said you moved and you just wanted to make a better life for you and your pets. I truly hope be for you passed that your mind was happy. I wish you a happy peaceful rest. Will miss you lots. ❤😢

She changed herself and was not really happy. Wish she had more confidence in her self. She is missed.

Iv been watching her since the begining😢 love you Alex rest in peace beautiful soul

I've just found out what happened :( I'm so so so so so sorry! We'll miss you, Alex <3 sending you lots and lots of love, wherever you are, all the way from Brazil <3 RIP beautiful bird lady

:( so sad seeing now rip alex we love u

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i am still in shock to hear that Alex has passed away😢😢😢😢😢😢

I dont know who is going to read this, but I have thought about Alex pretty much every day since I heard the news. Her videos brought me so much comfort and helped me push through so many times where i was lost in darkness. I am so happy these videos are still up and I can watch them when I think about her. Its so funny how a stranger can mean so much. This video just popped up on my recommendations... it was nice to drop in again. ❤ The bird stays 🦜

I’m so so sorry for you and Lola I’m a huge bird lover I had a very special budgie parakeet, and his name was rhubarb, and I loved him so dearly, and he followed me all around the house and passed with me and you know it you so special to me, and one day he followed me out the door, and I never got them back and it absolutely tore me pieces. A couple years ago I was homeless living in the woods, escaping from an abusive husband and I was so lonely. I had nobody to talk to and I cried to God please bring me an animal I need I need a friend and I was praying to God and not even two days later this bird came to my tent and was meowing like a cat. I said I never heard a bird make that noise before so I noticed the next few days the bird was always around me, so I started feeding her. I called her angel, because she saved me from myself I was gonna kill myself out there in those words and she saved me and immediately we had this bond and I fed her every day, and I googled what kind of bird she was describing her and it was a eastern gray catbird bird brought me so much happiness. I haven’t felt in many many years. I’m crying right now talking about it. I love Angel so much my sweet gray cat bird over the course of the beginning of May to the end of September she will come and visit me eight 910 times a day and just sit on my knee and talk to me that would make the same noises back to her, and she understood how sad I was and I believe God said that burn to me to save me so she eventually migrated and I went back the next spring to try to find her. I want a few times on the third time I went I saw her again and she recognized me and my call my bird call and she came to me immediately and now every year I go back for the last two years. I’ve gone back over and over again driving hours and then in August I went back and I couldn’t find her. I don’t know what happened to her. They do live 30+ years but I will never forget her and it made me about a person and I thank God so much for sending her to me at the lowest point in my life, God bless you. God bless Lola and God bless Archie.

Wtf!!!!! What happened??

TH-cam just now decided to suggest this video. It is such a bittersweet thing to hear her say "hello dear friends". Couldn't watch, but I hope one day I'll be able to get through it and enjoy her finds.

I miss her so much

5:48 is so me when I try to dress nice 😭

I’m so glad I’m not the only one singing to creatures as I put them outside, asking them to get off me. I just sang “ you can go your own way” to a stink bug the other day.

Thinking of you today, missing you but mostly wishing you're finally at peace. Life is definitely so freaking hard but I'm trying to be strong for my daughter 🤍 shine bright Alex ✨

Vielleicht wollte Alex mit den vielen Dingen, Ihr Loch in ihrem Herzen stopfen.❤❤❤

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I was thinking about you today Alex. Miss you babe ❤😢

Seeing that this house is back up for sale rn hurts a bit. She deserved to live out her dream here in Tassie

Miss you Alex. RIP

Oh sweet Alex you truly were too good for this plane I pray Dan and her parents and loved ones are all doing okay I miss you so much Alex and ill forever cherish these adventures you shared with us 😔❤️‍🩹

I miss you so much Alex. Happy Birthday.

😭 im sorry alex

You were so real. Sending all my love to your whanau (family) you will truly be missed ❤

Miss you so much Alex!!! 😢❤

This is brilliant material of what to do such as the head bobbing. I’m a bit nervous to make pigeon noises in my garden 😅 but I’m trying to convince a feral to let me take the string off of his toes. Also I think his mate has one of those cysts you were talking about. I saw a lump on his/her wing.

I miss her so much 💔

My algorithm brought me back to you, even tho i didnt know you personally i feel like i lost you as a best friend, your missed Alex 🪽

People can be generous, indifferent and fuggy. Please feel free to decide for yourself who you are.

Feels pointless to comment on her videos now. She's not here anymore 😭😭😭😭

💯 Watching & feeling nostalgic.🕊 I miss you.

I love you so much Alex.. It was a dream of mine to get to meet you one day.. but having these videos of you will be satisfaction enough for my soul, my dearest condolences to you and your loved ones you are so so missed by hundreds and thousands of people. You have been and will always be a huge impact to my life. I don’t know why we lose people so great so young but you are missed and your aura and smile will be indented into TH-cam history forever.. you changed my view on so many things and made me feel comfortable in my skin and the struggles I have endured. I know you’re up there now as the goddess of birb heaven and get to spend as much time with all the birds under the most fluffy blankets.. You’re a star and forever an icon Alex.. rest up ill meet you in the afterlife ❤️‍🩹

I've seen it from outside

I am also following you from long time just for entertainment and i do have learn a thing or 2. You make me lol as well .

Omg it hurts! I can't believe she's really gone! She was a truly beautiful soul!🙏💔😭

Miss you beautiful. 💔

😭 I miss you Alex

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I'm so sad that Alex is no longer with us 😭 ive been watching her for over 5 years 💕💚 I'll keep your family in my prayers dear Alex 🦜

Who is this ,not the Alex i know and love ,im so sorry hun for the mental illness you are dealing with and the medication etc side effe3cts im in the same situation ,then to find out you have passed away is just so sad.I truly believe the world is just to much for some sensitive souls,i used to watch you and it would be 3am and you were still up filming and drinking red wine having a great old time but i knew it was not sustainable and it felt scary and wrong ,im so sorry hun may your beautiful soul rest peacefully until it is re issued to a body ,you were loved immensely xxxx

How does it happned. From the vlog like this to divorce I just can't understand it. Same for SAM writing to her she was terribile friend. This doesnt add up can someone explain?

Im so sorry 😢 I wish you were here still but hope youre at peace now. Its incredible how many times you were leaving crumbs yet nobody noticed because you didnt wanna trigger others. Also, you and my son have the same birthday I will always remember you Lysm !!

RIP Pretty Pastel Angel 😢 🩵🩷💚🤎🧡💜

I have been putting off watching this because my heart still doesn't believe it's real.

Every time I watch a video of hers, I go straight to the comments. I see people commenting prior to her passing and after, and it shows how many people loved her.

I'm aware of what's happened and that this message won't go far. First of all, I have a laundry list of mental disorders/illnesses so this by no way is coming from a bad place. I'm just genuinely curious why she decided to push taking her medication later each day or in partial doses. It could have been explained somewhere and I missed it. But, it's possible that pushing it farther back could be confusing to your body and basically not allowing to do it's job properly, pushing you into unnecessary small withdrawal. That combined with a menstrual cycle can amplify symptoms. I just know she mentioned it in her last vlog then today said she took a partial dose. If anyone knows why, would you let me know? I'm genuinely curious if she was having an issue with her meds and that's why or if it was something else. I've taken myself off of many meds due to the nature of the illnesses I suffer from and sometimes it was for the better and others it was... not. Anyway, this really doesn't matter as I've found these videos too late. But I hope you're resting easy alex and that you're at peace now. You are greatly missed girl. 🤍