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"Every day, once a day, give yourself a present. Don't plan it. Don't wait for it. Just let it happen. It could be a new shirt at the men's store, a catnap in your office chair, or two cups of good, hot black coffee." Dale Cooper

This is why I dont have children. I can barely survive and enjoy any of my time. My children would grow up to have miserable lives as well. I don't see this getting any better.

35 and is ok

I’m early 30s the last 5 years since 2019/2020 went by like a flash and they created a new reality that we’re now living in. If you go to any store or public place and look at the people you see you would think we are in Mexico or China or some foreign country. This is a war to over throw us as they attack our money so we can’t own anything and stop having babies because we can’t afford them. This is a new war fare tactics not possible in the past. They have us under a mass hypnosis where we are dazed on our screens as they implode the country. They are doing this to all western white countries it’s not just here look at Europe they are even worse then us. This is going to get ugly people are to their breaking point. Also heard they may do this to try to displace people and then try to break our states up into small countries like Europe then These tyrants will try to rule over them. They turned California woke purposely to run all the good wealthy people off so they could buy up all the property with inflated prices for COVID then now they are in cahoots with corrupt politicians they paid off to launder our tax dollars to all the properties they bought and now are renting out to tens of millions of illegals. This was all one big plan they executed in 2019/2020 but now I’m waiting to see what they plan on doing next. Come November if they dare try to rig the election again we are done paying tax if they say Kamala wins a rigged election and we will have revolution but that may be part of their plan they might want us to do that. These people are evil they are not like you and me they only care about power and control. They can print as much money as they want so they don’t even care about that. They want to destroy people and conquer our countries for power because money is not enough for them. Nothing is ever enough they want a one world government to control the whole world and they are well on their way with central banking and their companies like Amazon control the worlds economy it’s not just controlling ours. Social media has a stranglehold on the entire world this was all one big plan for inception it didn’t happen organically it was pre planned attack

I'm your age and disabled for several things. One of the biggest changes happened when I had both hips replaced in my early 30's and broke my right big toe twice the year after. I went without properly walking for nearly 3 years. I got nearly back to how I was before it all started, then I fell and broke my right leg last year and I'm back to barely getting out of the house. Don't dwell on how bad your life is, consider how bad it isn't. There are people what would literally kill for what you have. Give yourself a goal or two at a time and make them doable (no matter how small you need to make the goal). That way you can go from baby-steps, to walking, to however far you want to take it.

They have the 2030 plan by then they will try to force a new crypto digital dollar. The dollar is already digital. All the money In my bank from my check goes into the app and is a number on a screen it’s just numbers. When they give foreign aid to countries or whatever they literally just type some keys on a computer and that’s it created out of thin air. With our banking system they are allowed to lend/create 90% from your deposit so if you put in $1,000 they are allowed to lend and create $900 out of thin air to put into stocks or lend or whatever they want this is fractional reserve banking it’s a scam. Jesus flipped their tables in the Bible it’s the same people then as it is now the same small group of people/money exchangers. The synagogue of satan. We need to put our savings and money into assets like gold or property but then they scam you with huge taxes and fees now so they scam you no matter what you do. If they don’t stop this chaos and craziness we are going to have to stop paying taxes and create our own American banks not Zionist owned dual citizen banks and even Chinese banks. 70% of us bank is Chinese owned look it up I couldn’t belie it when I found that out how is that not illegal. China doesn’t let themselves have non Chinese owned banks. Russia doesn’t allow non Russian banks. And my Russian or China I means genetically your Russian or Chinese not a foreign race living there owning a bank calling yourself Russian or Chinese. We have to get real about culture and race to preserve everyone’s cultures including white America and white Europe Ireland Britain etc. they are literally trying to replace us and genocide us right now with mass weaponized migration. This is an act of war upon us right now this is not a crisis or anything other then a tactic of proxy war where your enemy sends another group of people to displace and vote illegally and many other things for them so they themselves are not directly doing it so they can blame these groups of people and not themselves for it. The bankers are the ones finding this chaos from Tel Aviv

I’m 51 & looking forward to Holograms I want my Bladerunner 2049 Hotty ❤ 🤣

Thanks for sharing this bro. I hope you're doing ok.

Ya people were disillusioned by automobile but they came no matter what the guy with his horse thought

I have the Nine Inch Nails song playing in my head, over the TH-cam monologue ( LOL ). "Every Day Is Exactly the Same" - NIN

All true.... Also True : It is only going to get worse as madness compounds over time.

I feel the same. But at least I know exactly what would make me happy (or at least happier). So at least I can work on getting it.

I believe I've achieved that "Freedom" thankfully - not without hard struggle that is! Can't say the details because they're private to my life, but basically the recipe is: 1. super honest with yourself = knowing what you REALLY want 2. go for it, bulldoze the obstacles & dare to accept the consequences 3. practice gratitude along the way, 24/7 (doing it firstly consciously, then automatically in the brackground). Good luck.~

Trudging slowly over wet sand Back to the bench where your clothes were stolen This is the coastal town That they forgot to close down Armageddon, come Armageddon Come, Armageddon, come Everyday is like Sunday Everyday is silent and grey Hide on the promenade, etch a postcard "How I dearly wish I was not here" In the seaside town That they forgot to bomb Come, come, come, nuclear bomb Everyday is like Sunday Everyday is silent and grey Trudging back over pebbles and sand And a strange dust lands on your hands And on your face On your face On your face On your face Everyday is like Sunday "Win yourself a cheap tray" Share some greased tea with me Everyday is silent and grey -Morrissey

Yes. Yes. Yes.

What a cool delivery of thoughts. Reminds me of Rollins' Day of the Bed, from Nights Behind the Tree Line. I've kept a copy of it for years. Stay in the fight, you're not alone. th-cam.com/video/2YXxIONBNl4/w-d-xo.html

You are correct

I have a lot of empathy for you and any man who finds himself in a similar situation in life. I would be lying if I said I had not also lived part of my life in 'quiet desperation' - it seems to be more common than not within males. Cold reflections on circumstance are one of the reasons our suicide rate is so high. I was surprised to hear you make your reflections whilst being the father of two young children. I've had the most fulfilment in life when I've externalised, stopped thinking about oneself, and focused on the betterment of those within my circle of influence. Your children, your wife (presumably), your mother, father and friends will all need you to be a pillar of strength one day. It is a most noble and attainable goal to be that man. It may give you all you need in life and give you the capacity to carry the drudgery with a different mentality. If you have not tried CBT therapy I would certainly recommend it as well. I genuinely wish you the best.

If I’m there I’d give you a hug

you cracked me up at the end.

"every day that you see me... that is the worst day of my life."

come cheer up m'lads, come cheer up m'lads...

But I want to watch a movie! 😱... In a theater! 😱

You are eloquent and intelligent and ought not have to be in this situation for so long

The thing I remind myself of before I try to apply at corporate hellholes is "It doesn't have to be this way, we could just not work for these slimeballs and have a life" But ultimately I know that most people lack the skills or ambition to learn how to fend for themselves and drudgery as you say is all they'll ever aspire to, while groaning about it every day.

This will cheer you up. Spanish laughing guy meme he always kicks it th-cam.com/video/Kkh_mxanGwY/w-d-xo.htmlsi=oViV9F8meM4_Yxyr

I can't be offended or see anything offensive for one simple reason: Growing up I had to hold the flashlight for my Dad, enough said.

Well spoken your so right about the Madness 💯🕵️‍♂️

The _best_ part of this is the way men and women consume different media, and how that media preference is driven in a feedback loop, creating an echo chamber of ideas. Men tend more toward long-form information presentation, with more analytical content. They want to be well-informed and to make their own minds up. They're more likely to pursue freedom and individuality. Women tend more towards things like TikTok, short-form information, where ideas are simplified to the nth degree. They're also more likely to pursue safety and are far more swayed by group-think and a need to fit in. They a driven to do what everyone else is doing. This is resulting in a _massive_ distance in voting behaviours between men and women. This is all fuelled by social media. _And modern women are wrecking society._

_Not only this but I still don't have any rocket trousers._ And I won't get any because they're banning oil.

The lgbt is also on the rise in the digital world. Which is very concerning.

Don’t worry - AI will fix all the things, lol /s

Old man. Afraid. Of the. Future. His. Rose-tinted. Glasses. Are the. Only. Thing. Keeping. Him. From. Ending. It all.

I’m trying to put my phone down more and get outside like we used to. Unfortunately newspapers and magazines are a thing of the past and I like to read the news in the morning so it’s usually the phone

I hate my life. Im not alone. This isnt living... this world is a miserable digital age that any normal person doesnt recognize anymore. Dating... miserable... social media... miserable. Almost all human interaction is gone. I used to not believe in god... but seeing this world go the way it has in the last 10 years... im hoping someones there after it all. Greedy boomers have stolen most peoples futures. Not to mention technology and corporations. Most of us wont own homes. The average income cant make it. People need to band together for change. But we dont. We all know it.

I used to live with my uncle for a couple of years and we both where alcoholics. We weren’t good influences on each other. He was 12 years older than me and when I moved out he lived by himself for about a year before he died at the age of 44. Now I am the same age as he was when he passed and I think about it often. I continued drinking for a couple years after he passed and finally had enough of being sick from it constantly ending up in the hospital. Don’t know where I am going with this but in a way I feel responsible because he didn’t have anyone with him and we both suffered from depression and drinking 24 hours a day and both were addicted to various other drugs. He did die a unfortunate miserable death from drinking and he never mentioned how sick he really was to me or any other family members.

I am 44 myself and now everything requires a monthly subscription. What happened to buy the product and being able to use it.

The advent of digital technology started as tools that benefited our society. But once the company grows bigger, they are inevitably kidnapped by the ruthless pursuit of profit.

Tech will always be used to enslave the masses. But under the illusion that it is there to improve our lives - saving time etc etc..

Imagine if families regularly maintained central media libraries. You could trade with other families for library access and cut out the corporations.

Remember sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me? What happened to that???

Excellent video. We all have to "hang in there"...nothing else we really can do. I will say it is better to be awake to it then to be one of "them".

I'm 55. The old I told you so.. but I'm nobody who knows anything. This tablets a frisbee..I'll chuck it out the window any time.. this is like my millionth one. Bye. Going on a hike .

When I first started working in a government job 22 years ago I did not have a computer.now I have anxiety trying to keep.up.with tech developments on my work laptop

The start of the anti christ read the Bible

You’re not wrong mate ☹️

Man the fight club quote and the red mage icon. You and me on the same wave length. I'm only 45 seconds in, but I think I know where ur going. I don't think humans were meant to have "technology" We are meant to be one with nature and live simple lives. We weren't meant to go to college and get high paying jobs either. We have just been told these things and have essentially been brain washed.

doom

Every 6 months you have to replace the systems and apps you setup 6 months ago with new 'better' ones that are even worse than the ones you still didn't get working from 6 months ago... The 1980's were great!!

People have become so ignorant, they don't even respond to text, via the various applications, not even putting their finger on the screen for a simple emoji 😮 I only know a few survivors that still have a soul in there 🙏💖