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The TCL NXTPaper 12 pro, that's what. A discontinued tablet by TCL that runs on an old version of android that won't be getting any updates whatsoever, according to xppen themselves.

❤It's a video that supported me a lot, I think you're right on many points and spending my life comparing didn't feel good to me, but thank you very much for this video.

Ultramarine blue! This oil pastel palette is blessed by the god emperor, may it vanquish many art pieces!

Your videos are so necessary to all people who are creating arts. Recently I overcame this feeling which I wasn't an artist just because my art is not perfect and I am not a professional artist. And about quick and imperfect art sometimes I did this kind of stuff and the arts I do this way are my favourite and it's great no have too much concerns and thoughts to create a piece of art. Well done for the video, every artist should watch it.

U not real

Oh, thank you so much for this video! I’ve been feeling down lately, and your video was like a spark-it always is, in some weird way. You keep me from losing hope in my art, even when I don’t feel like creating. I honestly wish I had met you as my art teacher back in school! 😄 There’s so much I want to react to, but I’ll just say that when you talked about pain and tormented feelings for artists, it really resonated with me. I went through a time when I thought that if I stopped feeling those intense emotions, I’d stop drawing. It was such a deep fear that I forced myself to stay in those dark places just to make art. Thankfully, that’s all in the past. If there are any artists out there going through the same thing, I’d say let it go. It’s scary, and it takes a lot of courage to release control and feel like your art is slipping through your fingers. But it’ll only do good-you’ll rise stronger and better, like a phoenix. As you said, there are other emotions worth feeling and exploring through art. Anyway, I’m starting to go too deep, so I’ll stop here. Just wanted to say I’m really happy you made this video! The quotes “I’m an artist” and “Let’s make art” will stick with me for a while, like affirmations to my inner child, reminding her that she doesn’t need anyone to call her an artist-she can call herself that. Thank you again! Have a lovely week, and I’m looking forward to your next video! 🌹

nahhhhhh no one can stop me from purposely looking for negative experiences to live out my Lord Byron fantasy, close tho

i like how freak your art is, in a good way

So reaaal. Patience is smth so difficult to develop like I used to hate hands bc I COULDN'T DRAW, I was so stressed bc when I tried it didn't work how I wanted so I just skipped every time I could. But one day I was like "f*cked it, I cannot live like this" and tried till worked decently, it took me hours to draw ONE HAND and it wasn't perfect but I did it and now it's still difficult but I'm able to draw hands in almost every angle. Patience is smth I lack of but if I never take the time and accept things can't be perfect at the first try I could never make my art work ✨

I Think You Said It Very Well Done, Artists Are Supposed To Show Their Experiences Through Music And Art So They Show At The World THEY MATTER!

thanks a lot for drawing with me, for isnpiring me during my first approach with a pencil and a blank sheet of paper after a loooong time. ♥

Got curious about the "Live" tab and OMG... The intro song made my day, molte grazie 😂

Le sirene sono le mie preferite!

I hope you continue to spread your encouraging and valuable message. You’re not only a real artist but also a real one. Straight up 🙏

"perfection kills passion" hit the hardest for me. It's true. I think a lot of adults stop drawing is because they think about turning their drawing hobby into a carreer and start to compare themselves with professional artists. They (we) don't acknowledge that the professional artists are simply in a later point in their journey. The difference isn't talent, it's the amount of invested time and effort.

i've been drawing so many years now and got so good at it but yet to make it professionally. meanwhile i see some people going professional in 2-5 years at most. makes me so sad as it's super discouraging. why does it not happen to me my art is just as good objectively if not more.

Can u do a video about fear to be seen cause i m indecisive i dk if i wanna publish sm or not cause i m kind jealous of my work and afraid of beung stolen from ai lol And when to consider urself good enought cause i can t see much improvement

I need to find new hobbies cause i feel blocked losting spark Any advice guyse

Ur really putting energy and this s appreciated

Your words always uplift and inspire 🖤 thank you for always being here Even after being an artist for 15 years I still feel like I'm not really an artist sometimes, especially now when I don't have time to finish things. I am an artist, and I am allowed to exist as one whether people see it or not

Very good points and well explained also. I would also add that TIME is a requirement (hence patience) in the artistic journey, because our brain needs to reprogram itself to be able to learn and improve but also to have a better grasp of our inner selves and our surroundings. So you should enjoy the process (the growth itself) and not STRUGGLE TO BE an artist at all costs, because that is impossible. If it is in your nature, you already are an artist: don't confuse technique with art. Just try to have fun, to enjoy yourself, that's the purpose: good things will come in any case.

this video and all of your words felt like a hug <3 thank you for making this and thank you for being an artist 🌹🤍

I came to watch cats play lol :P I am joking, of course (though I DO love your video editing :))) ). It has been a while since I have visited but I always thoroughly enjoy your observations. You are wise beyond your years and present your points in such an excellent manner. I have experienced any number of these points during the course of my photography work (semi-professional work only, for it is not full time). You're to be admired for sharing such points. I always chuckle during your vids and nod my head in agreement. Your study of the psychology of artists is spot on. Well done, as always! :)

Very inspiring and encouraging. Great video!

Ahhhh, you're my favourite artist for real 😭 I love everything about your videos and you and your art, everytime I watch I get so inspired and I feel like I always come out of it feeling better than when I entered. Your videos are such an authentic, healing space for me ❤ I recently got into music making! A friend showed me briefly how to use FLStudio a few days ago, and it's been in my thoughts ever since. I'm constantly itching to open it up and play around with sounds, make melodies, make music. I haven't felt this sort of passion in a long, long time, but I already started feeling the weight of being perfect stopping me from completing any songs. "That's not how this should sound" "why does it feel off?" "it needs more" "it needs less", your video slapped me in the face with the reminder that heading down this perfectionist road again is going to kill my creativity sooner or later. I'm going to try to loosen up, and just enjoy making! Thanks once again, my spooky art teacher! ❤🦇

Vespertiliu 💕🦇

10:08 I promise I don't mean this in a weird way, haha! I found your channel through TH-cam searching, and I assume that anyone I have ever met hasn't followed your videos or art. But, without knowing how poopular or famous you are in other circles or countries, I love your talks about creating because I find them unique and rare. In my head, I sometimes think "wow-- I hope she gets more people following her art" because, those days, I assume that you're a hidden underdog. But, other days, I feel like all artists can vanish and appear randomly, any day. The art remains, and what people like is what people like! Thank you for your videos!!

I always remind myself about 1. what an artist publically shows AND what we "see" their art as are only a fraction of what their work is like. similar to a crush or a boyfriend-- no one else sees them just like you do, and they can't show every side of themselves at once! 2. I'm usually assuming how long a certain drawing or project took. 3. I'm usually assuming that what is shown is the first attempt, or the first finished piece. A lot of artists will fully draw something, like a comic page, multiple times. It's not just multiple rough drafts, but learning how to draw the same piece again. There's a video about past artists "doing it twice" on TH-cam.

Thank you so much. You say the exact words i never knew how to prononce, seeing this video is healing something in me. I’m usually silent under videos in general but i had to thank you for that, you helped someone forgive themselves

A lot of the time when I sit down to draw I want others to see that I am not wasting my time on art so I would draw and draw and spend hours trying to be good enough or perfect and I forget to have fun. The most ironic thing is that I love when and what I draw a lot more when I'm having fun or if the drawing is for someone. I will be taking your advice into my heart. It all made sense and feels sound! Thank you, Vespertiliu! Have a beautiful day!! ❤🎉❤

This video made me feel like I just went to therapy, thank you veronica🦇

5:39 this is actully a Life Advice !

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I have this exact problem! I've been doing this for 4 years, and I still feel like a fraud. This is helpful.

I'm really impressed how you go straight into the clean ink drawing with NO UNDERDRAWING! Truly amazing, I hope I can get to this level of confidence with my ink drawing as well.

I stopped a lot of things cause I'm just so busy. Going to and from work is 12 hours a day, plus errands, keeping up the house, etc, I don't even have time to eat dinner until I'm on my way to bed. I don't have time for any hobbies that require hands

It's so cool to see you challenge yourself with this medium, I find pastels soooo difficult :D The tip to build a base colour first is very galaxy brain, I literally never could figure out why the scraping didn't work for me. The pomegranate seeds look so chunky it's very pleasing to look at. I love the hatching details at the end, they do absolutely bring it together! Will have to try it again! :D

oh my god, I always saved your illustrations on Pinterest, didn't know you have a YT channel, I'M SO HAPPYYYYYY

I have that fountain pen for a year now. Its amazing ❤ i both draw and writen with it. The nib is amazing but the plastic broke so both of mine are ducktaped around😅

If you would like go and binge Black Bean CMS and Crayon Rabbit TH-cam channels for oil pastel tips 😊 They're really good 👍

i loved drawing up until i hit a wall in my mid20's, i realised i was just drawing the same things over and over again, couldn't break out my drawing comfort zone and then lost the passion for it. it's only now i've turned 30 and a few months after the birth of my son that i'm getting the itch to draw again. i have less time to do it than ever yet i've managed to put a couple of bits in a sketchbook and it feels good. like ive reclaimed something x

Jesus loves you

Merry was taking notes

Oh my, that's a lot of work you did there, and it's looks so nice and yummy, I'd buy some for sure, especially the small cauldron sound super cute! 😻 Did you thought of maybe selling some templates for the jars so people can maybe print it at home and put it on jars? just a thought tho ~ Also another question, more technical, what brush did you used in procreate? Thank you again for the vide and waiting for next one 🌹

aaaaaaah my favorite witch ♥️♥️♥️ love this video!!

Your designs are magical in every way. Did you find that using procreate was decent enough versus Illustrator or vector file?

This is unrelated to the video, but will you ever do a collaboration with big art youtubers like Jazza or Ten Hundred? Or maybe smaller one's like Eiririnn?

Oh my god it's so much work that you show and all of this in edited video! Thanks for the info, any sponsorship aside

Pastels are a sensory nightmare for me! It's so cool seeing you experiment and enjoy the process!!