been dealing with this since about the first of feb, My life has gotten so shitty, i hate my life, im going to start medication and go to a therapist, but the problem with this is i always have SOME SORT of doubt in my mind, it can literally be about anything you think of, ive always had anxiety in my life, but this is probably the worst thing ive ever experienced . I can also see what you mean, i have looked at myself and compared myself to looking like a pedophile and seeing other people and saying , they look like a pedophile i hope i dont end up like that. to anyone who is dealing with the same thing i know this doesnt help but just know your in control, when you get intrusive thoughts just dont react to them and let them go because everyone gets them. Try at the very least to live your life and enjoy the little things. BE STRONG :)
Hoodooo I know what u mean..hope u find the help u need. I was diagnose schizophrenic and take medication for it. My pocd is part of what caused me to be schizophrenic, but I'm doing better..still get anxiety about what others think of me but I know it's all just in my head(somewhat). Hope your doing better aswel and be strong. : )
Jonathan coleman yeah i hear you..i use to cry over feeling like i was assumed of being that & would get angry & cause quarrelsome at home, because of it. You are not alone. I am in a somewhat better place than before. I still do have my days where i feel like i am reminded that no matter what, it still haunts me or tells me that the world still thinks i am like those monsters. But i have to remember that its just my intrusive thoughts that are eating me up & i got to let it be..so it can go away. I hope that helps. Keep your head up. : )
Today I looked up my symptoms and I realized I have it too. I'm crying watching your video because you and I suffer from similar things, my thoughts torment my mind. ): Thank you so much for your video and that you and I recover one day
You sound just like me! I recently started to suffer from pocd, and I found your video, and it really helped me not feel so alone. If you want, I'd love to follow you if you have a Tumblr or something
I am planning on making a series of videoes based on my current POCD experiences. I liked your video! Please stay tuned for my video if you would like to get a different perspective. I am a 22 year old male and my onset was at 19. My twin brother interestingly has this POCD as well as the better known cleanliness OCD with physical compulsions. As part of my POCD, I sadly spend every hour of the day "figuring it out" and seeking reassurance from friends and family. That is one of my compulsions and I also do online paraphilia/OCD (basically anything psychological.) research and repeatedly "check" to make sure I am attracted to woman my own age. The POCD makes me doubt myself, but I am self-aware that this is a mind game. I choose to torment myself, but hope to help others one day! That is what you are doing with this vid. I hope you are hanging in there.
jason ethcol thanks..can't wait to see your video bout it aswel. I'm not good with talking to people, but glad to know I'm not alone with what I struggle with aswel. : ) Hope u hang in there aswel, dealing with pocd.
I kno wat u mean..im so confused where i stand sexually most times..cuz i thought i was asexual etc, but i think i consider myself moreso pansexual. Hope u hang in there tho aswel, its tough even being situated with something like pocd in your life, but we gotta keep moving forward knowing that it can't take away from our lives, it doesnt deserve to.
been dealing with this since about the first of feb, My life has gotten so shitty, i hate my life, im going to start medication and go to a therapist, but the problem with this is i always have SOME SORT of doubt in my mind, it can literally be about anything you think of, ive always had anxiety in my life, but this is probably the worst thing ive ever experienced . I can also see what you mean, i have looked at myself and compared myself to looking like a pedophile and seeing other people and saying , they look like a pedophile i hope i dont end up like that. to anyone who is dealing with the same thing i know this doesnt help but just know your in control, when you get intrusive thoughts just dont react to them and let them go because everyone gets them. Try at the very least to live your life and enjoy the little things. BE STRONG :)
Hoodooo I know what u mean..hope u find the help u need. I was diagnose schizophrenic and take medication for it. My pocd is part of what caused me to be schizophrenic, but I'm doing better..still get anxiety about what others think of me but I know it's all just in my head(somewhat). Hope your doing better aswel and be strong. : )
multi lit how do u think you became schizophrenic?
Hoodooo I thought I was talking to demons and angels..lol it's a long story. Had to go to the mental facility alot tho.
I've had these thoughts for years I thought I was the only human being that these thoughts would happen to I've even cry a couple times.
Jonathan coleman yeah i hear you..i use to cry over feeling like i was assumed of being that & would get angry & cause quarrelsome at home, because of it. You are not alone. I am in a somewhat better place than before. I still do have my days where i feel like i am reminded that no matter what, it still haunts me or tells me that the world still thinks i am like those monsters. But i have to remember that its just my intrusive thoughts that are eating me up & i got to let it be..so it can go away. I hope that helps. Keep your head up. : )
Today I looked up my symptoms and I realized I have it too. I'm crying watching your video because you and I suffer from similar things, my thoughts torment my mind. ): Thank you so much for your video and that you and I recover one day
i kno what u mean, glad to kno im not alone. : )
You sound just like me! I recently started to suffer from pocd, and I found your video, and it really helped me not feel so alone. If you want, I'd love to follow you if you have a Tumblr or something
Rolly Warpe glad to know I'm not alone...I don't have a Tumblr tho. : )
Aw thats a shame! Im subscribed to your channel tho
Rolly Warpe I subscribe to ur channel too : ) ..sorry I'm not good at talking to people lol
Aw you're doing great, no need to apologise. Thanks for subscribing!
I am planning on making a series of videoes based on my current POCD experiences. I liked your video! Please stay tuned for my video if you would like to get a different perspective. I am a 22 year old male and my onset was at 19. My twin brother interestingly has this POCD as well as the better known cleanliness OCD with physical compulsions.
As part of my POCD, I sadly spend every hour of the day "figuring it out" and seeking reassurance from friends and family. That is one of my compulsions and I also do online paraphilia/OCD (basically anything psychological.) research and repeatedly "check" to make sure I am attracted to woman my own age. The POCD makes me doubt myself, but I am self-aware that this is a mind game. I choose to torment myself, but hope to help others one day! That is what you are doing with this vid.
I hope you are hanging in there.
jason ethcol thanks..can't wait to see your video bout it aswel. I'm not good with talking to people, but glad to know I'm not alone with what I struggle with aswel. : ) Hope u hang in there aswel, dealing with pocd.
I feel less alone thank you💙
Glad I'm not the only one. I love your video.
Sometimes I think I’m asexual I bipolar also and it’s horrible to hate sex then just want it out of the blue badly
I kno wat u mean..im so confused where i stand sexually most times..cuz i thought i was asexual etc, but i think i consider myself moreso pansexual. Hope u hang in there tho aswel, its tough even being situated with something like pocd in your life, but we gotta keep moving forward knowing that it can't take away from our lives, it doesnt deserve to.
u have pretty eyes, u r just scare of your thoughts
Sammy San I didn't know u commented this long time ago, just now seen it, but thanks for the compliment...my mind is my worst enemy tho.