saying GOODBYE to my best friend [FREE AUDIO]

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  • @spotkitty
    @spotkitty 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I cried so hard during this! I miss my boy Smokey! I can just picture him saying these words when ever we went on a ride, a walk, and when ever he hugged me back. I won’t ever forget that last night I went out to check on him at 12 at night, and once I opened that barn door hearing him nicker him and turning his head with his ears up! I gave him a hug the next morning for the last time, then get in the car for school and next I know he’s gone...
    my mom brought me home and I lied next to him in the burning sun, crying, skipping lunch, or not wanting to eat..
    He knew....
    He knew it was time
    I will never forget he turned his ear back at me on a ride to run when I spoke. Once I click he always bolts running, knowing that running makes me happy on a ride.
    Smokey did anything to make me happy. And now I look on that wall with a piece of newspaper of me riding him in his first and last parade and cry, thinking back on the memories and all the things he taught me.
    I feel like his last lesson was at the parade, his first and last parade, which was him saying “Just because you have never done something, doesn’t mean you run away and be scared, it means you face it and make the best of it.”
    Ever since the day he died, my mom pushed me in finding the right horse, and it seemed hopeless.
    I searched for a horse, because of my passion for riding, none seemed to fit, until I found Gracie.
    Gracie had everything but was out of my price range...
    Another family wanted to look at Gracie and I asked God and Smokey “If this is the right horse....give me a sign.”
    And they did.
    My mom got a phone call from the owner saying that we get along well and would lower the price enough for me to get her.
    I bought Gracie and I asked about her a question about a horse named Smokey, and she perked up her ears one I said his name and looked at me like she knew who I was talking about.
    Every time I see her she nickers to me like it was Smokey saying “I’m here.”
    I went on a ride one day with Gracie bareback and I noticed a small hawk that was following us, not getting to close or far away...
    It followed me all the way to the end of the path and back home. Gracie seemed like she knew the bird...
    I have a feeling it was Smokey.
    Every time I gallop on Gracie she goes fast and I have a feeling God and Smokey planned that because it love to go fast...
    I needed a horse to take care of me..
    know their gaits/leads...
    be a challenge...
    take me to the next level..
    understand me....
    be someone I can trust...
    be there when I need someone to go to...
    open up too without them talking behind my back...
    love...
    laugh with...
    learn from...
    have fun with...
    And Gracie had it all, because of God and Smokey..
    I MISS YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART SMOKEY!!!!!!!😭😭😭💔💔💔💜❤️💜

  • @paytonsmitley7657
    @paytonsmitley7657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    For those of you who still have the opportunity to go and hug your horse, do it. Tell them you love them and give them a big hug. You never know what could happen or when you'll say goodbye. I never got to say goodbye to my horse. I fucked up and made a huge mistake that resulted in him getting taken from me. I never was allowed to see him after that dreadful night. I never got to tell him sorry or say goodbye. He was literally my everything. The last memory I have of him was me crying into his neck as someone untied him. I was yanked away from him and he was led away. I was never allowed to say goodbye to him. He relyed on me for everything. He was my heart horse. I fear that he thinks I abandoned him and I didn't. He would always get stressed if I skipped a day of going to see him. This horse my entire heart. He started as my very first lesson horse. We bonded immediately and he trusted me with his life. It was my fault he got taken from me. My fault. I have no one to blame but myself. I miss him so fucking much. It's been well over a year and I still cry myself to sleep every night out of guilt. I just wish I could see him one last time to tell him I'm sorry and give him a hug. So for those of you who have your horses in arms reach, go give them a hug like its the last youll ever give them because for all you know, it might be.

    • @ninarosier6673
      @ninarosier6673 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so so sorry for your lost 🤍🥺

    • @paytonsmitley7657
      @paytonsmitley7657 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ninarosier6673 thank you❤️

  • @ella-pf2kj
    @ella-pf2kj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    My wonderful mare passed this morning. She got colic and there was not much the vet could do to save her. She was my only friend and I loved her with all my heart. I’m so devastated that she’s gone I just don’t know what to do anymore. I loved her so much and can’t stop thinking about how I’ll never see her again… 💔💔💔

    • @alinad5894
      @alinad5894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bella Swan actually you will when your there with her in heaven but she is still in your heart a horse I trained on name pony past away the day I came and I cried they said “were sorry” and I said why are you sorry then they said “they sold her and a few hours later they called and the people said “pony died” they told me that when I came there I cried and cried until I meant a new horse named “Stacy” pony would run up to the fence when ever I would call her name she was a loving and caring pony and will be in my heart so don’t say you will never see her again you will one day

    • @PonyLife-xj6zz
      @PonyLife-xj6zz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      But you WILL see her again. A small piece of her will be in all your future pets and you will see her looking down on you in your dreams. Remember she loves you, and is watching your every move, and would love to see you continue to ride and presume your life as if she were there.

    • @Agw448
      @Agw448 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm so sorry

  • @graceballou4077
    @graceballou4077 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Whoever dislikes this has no feels

  • @emilythewolfmarshall5528
    @emilythewolfmarshall5528 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I clicked on this by my horse is very old ( 28 ) and I want to see how other people are holding up onl losing their best friends

    • @princeandmeendurance1994
      @princeandmeendurance1994 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Emily the wolf Marshall my best friend was lost at the age of 12 nearly 13 he was my 1st ever horse . I saw him break his own leg in front of me after I fell off him . A year later I still can’t believe he is gone I get on the bus after school excited to see him then realising...he isn’t there . It rl hits me hard as I was only 13 at the time he broke his leg and I was all alone . I saw him drop to the floor I just remember screaming and crying on the phone . I may of only owned him for a year but he opened my heart . He made my who I am and horses when they pass away or have to be put to sleep is the worst thing ever .Especially that I was only 13 and this was the first time I’ve seen a horse with a broken bone it’s was terrifying . And people at school mocked me for losing him . He was that one horse which made me feel there was something for me to look forward to do in life . And knowing he didn’t live up to his full potential life rl hit me hard and this vid just made me break into tears after what has happened to me . R.I.P Sulan electric prince (prince) 2005 13th July - 2018 7th may 😭🐴 hope ur prancing around like the beautiful boy you are ....

    • @shrekscumslut1341
      @shrekscumslut1341 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I had to put down my first ever horse at the age of 38 ,he lived a good life but the last few weeks he was in pain and it ended up with him not being able to walk due to how unbearable the pain was
      My father always said that he thinks that me and Toby were together in our past life ,he said that we had the relationship of a couple who got married at a young age and grew old together until their last breath...and that they always loved eachother unconditionally...I literally grew up with that horse and he watched me turn into an independent woman and most important of all he teached me everything a parent or teacher could never have taught me ,we proved that we could get to the top ,my trainer did yearly competitions with her students and she had the choice to chose me and I've been taught by her for years or she could chose the newbie .she chose the newbie and picked favorites...that summer I got a new trainer and she got me to do the competition with Toby ,we got first place and beat all the others that my old trainer thought were better than me .we proved them wrong and without him I would have never gotten to experience something so amazing
      It was hard to put him down because I was letting go of my soulmate .but it was the right choice and he's not in pain anymore
      I miss him so much and there will forever be a giant whole in my heart

    • @annaidtorres825
      @annaidtorres825 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mine was 30 something I miss him he died the day after my birthday I had for 4 almost 5 years 💔

  • @cincoslife6745
    @cincoslife6745 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    my horse past away last week her organs were failing I miss her so much.

  • @gloriousequine1435
    @gloriousequine1435 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Ugh this hits me so hard💔 my pony is my baby and she isn’t even old but I know anything can happen anytime and idk what I’ll do when I loose her... I remember when the first horse I ever rode was put down and my heart was absolutely torn apart... I’m so sorry for your loss❤️💔

    • @animalloverforever6559
      @animalloverforever6559 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I had a Welsh pony,OTTB mix and he wasn’t old. He crashed through a fence after spooking. He broke a rib and a leg. He also had a bad back injury. We had to put him down after about a two months of selling him. He in my heart was mine after selling him and he will always be mine. I miss him❤️❤️ RIP Oxer

  • @gabriellaburnham5252
    @gabriellaburnham5252 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    When I was out in the barn it was really late and then I had to go to inside so I went inside next day my horse is laying in the stall she look dead the vet found out she had a heart attack and she didn't make it it was really sad I didn't want to go through it it was the hardest time in my life and now I know that I can make it to my life of courses life spans of horses and all that crap I have another horse named Buddy he's a free Jean he's white he's my favorite horse to ride everyday I still miss her and this video made me cry so much remind me of my horse that died and that was about a year ago I miss her so much but I know she's in my

  • @lucy2901
    @lucy2901 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I've only ever leased horses and I haven't had a horse of mine die, but my current lease, Bella, a 14hh grey Connemara, just lost her soulmate, a bay Arabian named Chino, and she has barely touched her food and she usually is the first horse to finish eating the feed. She's been bucking and rearing a lot more than usual, and it's getting really stressful.
    Anyway, enough about my life problems. I'm so sorry for your loss x

  • @bellascotto631
    @bellascotto631 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    No. Omg I clicked on this and I didn’t expect it to hit me this hard. I love my horses so much and this hit me so hard ❤️❤️😭

  • @mackenzie7260
    @mackenzie7260 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I think I will use this for a video with my pony Petey. Petey was the horse that taught me everything. He meant the world to me and it has been 189 days since he died. I love you Old Blue Eyes, always have, always will. I will never forget you old man, I will never forget you. You taught me so much, not just about riding but about myself. You were the best and the worst thing that had ever happened to me. You will forever be my heart horse. I love you old man.

  • @my_dreamhorses8001
    @my_dreamhorses8001 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am so sorry for your loss....my heart is also broken. My soulhorse died in 2020...and I still miss her every second😪 💖

  • @huskey1709
    @huskey1709 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Stop making me cry gosh darn it ❤️😂❤️

  • @jennyokeeffe3409
    @jennyokeeffe3409 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I feel so bad but your best friend will be in a better place

  • @baileykent2232
    @baileykent2232 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My horses sold today. Worst day of my life. He was my best friend, and seeing him go makes me incredible upset, and heartbreaking . Leaving a horse is the worst feeling, and I went through that today . And I am sorry you had to too. Much love xx

  • @km_photography7817
    @km_photography7817 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    We (my family) just lost two of oldest horses in one weekend....one had a heart attack and the other one was 31..........it is so weird not to got out and see them when I feed my other remaining horses......
    R.I.P Max and Dancers

  • @jodysteijvers9958
    @jodysteijvers9958 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This remembers me of Cinnamon, my lease pony for 4 years. When I got to the barn one day, she was just gone. The owner told me she had sold her. I've searched for her the rest of my life, and now there's a girl who sais she had seen her one day. I hope she's still alive and in good hands, and maybe I can buy her. I love you Cinnamon and I will never stop doing that 😭♥️

  • @helen_holder3794
    @helen_holder3794 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This made me cry so much 😭💕

  • @ElLa-oh8cc
    @ElLa-oh8cc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ve lost many horses over my life. But last month on April 25 I lost my heart pony. He was my pony of a lifetime. I’m still heart broken. It happened so unexpectedly and fast

  • @ffgbffh6443
    @ffgbffh6443 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My Soulhorse will be put to sleep tomorrow..💔 Two months ago the horse of my sister died and i thought that was hard, but lilos dead is much worse💔 I always felt safe and comfortable around her..She was my second home. She began to lame at the end of 2019 and we tried everything to help her. Some things helped but didn’t last long. Now after Pella (the horse of my sister) died everything got much worse and there’s no way for her to live anymore..I can’t believe it..i’ll see her for the last time today she’ll go forever, she’s not coming back..I mean it’s crazy, isn’t it? It always felt like like i just got her yesterday and now she’ll just disappear..I’ll always love her and i’m thankful for everything i’ve experienced with her. Even for the bad things. I’ve learned so much from her, she was the first horse i really owned. I’ll let her go because i know it’s best for her..It’s just painful for her to live anymore. It’s time to say goodbye after 25/26 (tomorrow is her birthday) wonderful years..🖤

    • @rhiequestrian2537
      @rhiequestrian2537 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I m so sorry I couldn't imagine the pain you are going through xx just know she may have left but didnt leave x I had to say goodbye to my pony but I think I might have to say goodbye to my horse I have now because he is quite old x I am trying everything the make his life amazing and hes my hero xx

    • @rhiequestrian2537
      @rhiequestrian2537 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@selina7018 I am so sorry for your loss xx its horrible to see people leave xxx their are lots of people who love and support you and I'd be happy to help you aswell xxxxxstay strong xxx

    • @ahahahamike8081
      @ahahahamike8081 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      im so sorry.. my soulhorse wasnt my horse but she was there. I rmber one day I got to the stable and she was gone. she had gone into a surgery and she didnt make it out. i never got to say goodbye..

  • @zoemosimann6917
    @zoemosimann6917 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    almost 2 months without my girl, and it’s been 2 years without my other girl. i had to put them down and my mares death is killing me

    • @Bclark_06
      @Bclark_06 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Zoe Mosimann stay strong it will get better over time I promise but nothing will ever replace them so all I can say is stay strong

    • @eleanorlightcloud7383
      @eleanorlightcloud7383 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Bclark_06 They say it gets better.
      *But does it really?*

  • @horsesarelife3849
    @horsesarelife3849 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’ve just lost my pony aswell😭

  • @autumnwatson5799
    @autumnwatson5799 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I cried. Im so sorry Melissa!

  • @eqisla6680
    @eqisla6680 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    omg aww i’m crying 😭

  • @GFanni415
    @GFanni415 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am really sorry .. Btw very beautiful and emotional video ♥

  • @brittstraathof3867
    @brittstraathof3867 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Heel mooi Mel! Trots op jou ❤️

  • @heatherblakeway9590
    @heatherblakeway9590 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Guys I know there can come a time you have to let go BUT. PLEASE please keep track of your baby throughout its as to where they are!. So many end up in wrong hands & worse auctions being bought up for meat. So please just keep track & try to buy back if you find them in bad way even if it's just to place them safely again. Horses get older eventually & people's treatment can be bad. But if you keep track where they go you can always be their guardian angel. Hugs Heather

  • @xxtollzxx455
    @xxtollzxx455 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love horses more than anything. I have wanted one since i was 3. I understand how hard it is but i would do anything to have one of my own. My own bestfriend, they are so beautiful... My mum just is too scared for me to have one as she had a massive accident with one and almost died....

  • @brooklynnshaw8486
    @brooklynnshaw8486 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this is a tribute to the love of my life winston. he coliced 1 month ago on new year’s eve and passed on new year’s day. i wish i could
    of done something different, i wish i could of saved you. i don’t know why god picked you, you were the sweetest, smartest, cutest horse I ever met. i blame myself even thought there was nothing i could of done to make god change his mind of taking you. i love you miss you to the moon bubs.

  • @foreverbreyers8402
    @foreverbreyers8402 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It won’t get easier but you will get stronger

  • @siennalily04
    @siennalily04 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I honestly don’t even know what I would do if I lost my horse

  • @sixletss
    @sixletss 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    im so so sorry.

  • @fluffykinsgaming
    @fluffykinsgaming 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Dam that's deep

  • @larichan9671
    @larichan9671 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I lost my horse 6 months ago and the worst Part of it was me being thousands of cilometers Away from him and couldn't say Good bye.. If I had One wish I would do Everything to just See him again, hear him Welcome me or Feel his breath on my hand.. I Love him and I just want him back..

  • @marissaisbratayleyobsessed6298
    @marissaisbratayleyobsessed6298 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awh I’m sorry 😐❤️😭 R.I.P. Horse ❤️

  • @charliedrawz9031
    @charliedrawz9031 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I just lost a horse today. And I don’t know how to cope. My heart hurts so badly.

    • @brittb.6972
      @brittb.6972 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Charlie Drawz i’m sorry :(

    • @maryak4532
      @maryak4532 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@brittb.6972 I lost my pony few weeks ago I still can't sleep😭

  • @Kathy-pg5bh
    @Kathy-pg5bh 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Omg what has happening😱it's such a sad video and I'm crying 😩😢❤️I'm so sorry..

    • @melissaborgmann6952
      @melissaborgmann6952  8 ปีที่แล้ว

      She is sold😭😓

    • @Kathy-pg5bh
      @Kathy-pg5bh 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry... 😢❤️I hope she has got a new great home! 😞💖

    • @melissaborgmann6952
      @melissaborgmann6952  8 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ahh thankyouu so much!❤️❤️

  • @fernandacarbajal8174
    @fernandacarbajal8174 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My horse died today😭💔I cant help it😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

  • @judith3650
    @judith3650 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Heel erg mooi gemaakt meissie💖

  • @nicoleparker2260
    @nicoleparker2260 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I had to say goodbye to my horse today

    • @emilyking2288
      @emilyking2288 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nicole Parker goodbyes are not forever they are always a see you soon

    • @nicoleparker2260
      @nicoleparker2260 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Emily Elizabeth thankyou

    • @emilyking2288
      @emilyking2288 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nicole Parker Denver he is in your heart and during the grief process it’s okay to cry and treat your self

    • @eleanorlightcloud7383
      @eleanorlightcloud7383 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Goodbyes are not forever, goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean "I'll miss you."
      *Until we meet again.*

  • @veravanschaik2073
    @veravanschaik2073 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Heel heel heel erg mooi mel😍😩❤️ ben er voor je schatje😘 spreek je snel weer💋💋

  • @shelleyshults1034
    @shelleyshults1034 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I see y'all's connection

  • @ekseb8925
    @ekseb8925 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    HOŞÇAKAL KAPTAN :(

  • @fozzy4045
    @fozzy4045 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    anywhere I can find just the woman talking in this video without the music?

  • @petraborgmann8156
    @petraborgmann8156 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Een hele mooie herinnering aan Doortje😘

  • @vihaankeksiakayttajanimia8742
    @vihaankeksiakayttajanimia8742 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My best friend is saled now😖 She was my everything, best friend, my only friend... I never can't say goodbye😩❤ But this is the best thing what she's owner can do :(

    • @sarah-marie855
      @sarah-marie855 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kenttätalli filur -Hevosia vuodesta 2008 I am so sorry

  • @arianaandbrooklynsadventur8954
    @arianaandbrooklynsadventur8954 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Every body is talking about their horses and everything but I just sent this to my bestfriend because it's time for me to say goodbye.

    • @sydneysykes461
      @sydneysykes461 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ariana Lambert hey is everything ok?

    • @shrekscumslut1341
      @shrekscumslut1341 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      You okay buddy? I'm actually worried

    • @hey-wk8pv
      @hey-wk8pv 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg are you ok? please answer

  • @cheyennemontuori1618
    @cheyennemontuori1618 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I lost 1 of my horses last September. It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I just want to see her.

  • @bloo3179
    @bloo3179 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Im so sorry💙

  • @lillyboo-pv3ih
    @lillyboo-pv3ih 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is tribute to my mare daisy who died on 18th June 2019 she was only 8 but she had gugular cancer and there was nothing we could have done for her she was the best horse I could of asked for even be for we knew she was sick she never put a foot wrong even tho she must have been in so much pain. I will always love you and miss you you where and always will be my best friend my dream horse and my soul mate I love you will all my heart

    • @namjoonsbabygirl8386
      @namjoonsbabygirl8386 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am so sorry I know your pain, one of the horses at my barn passed away due to an leg injury he was Ethier going to be on stall rest for two years...that's just to see if he got better or we had to option to put him down..we didnt want him to be in pain, we decided to just let him be in peace...and no longer suffering me and him had 2 great years together, sadly he wasn't my heart horse, my heart horse is still there. RIP, to the both of our horses😔❤

  • @avelinaj9175
    @avelinaj9175 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My curlyhorse goliath lost hos battle with cancer💔 i hope you jumping over the clouds like you and i on the paddock🕊💔FLY HIGH BABY...

    • @GenzClub6688
      @GenzClub6688 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Avelina J i feel so bad

  • @equi_gallop8190
    @equi_gallop8190 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This reminds me so much of when my two horses had to be put down on the same day like 5months ago there names were bramble and amber x

  • @ariwinterlakei3544
    @ariwinterlakei3544 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    When I lost my beautiful horse, I was scared to see him go. I was also scared to get another one. The reality is that one day I'll see my precious flower leave but I have absolutely no control over that. Goodbye doesn't always mean goodbye forever ❤️ he is my Blume

    • @melissaborgmann6952
      @melissaborgmann6952  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ari ana your right❤️ goodbye is just a word

    • @miapolozola5882
      @miapolozola5882 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      goodbye is never forever!

    • @raypaquin2808
      @raypaquin2808 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Melissa Borgmann I miss my horse till this day and he was gone 6 years ago and he will Allies be in my heart😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

    • @melissaborgmann6952
      @melissaborgmann6952  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Michelle Paquin i know the feelings😫❤️❤️

  • @mirteannaa
    @mirteannaa 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Echt mooii😢😍💫

  • @lottevj5304
    @lottevj5304 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ik ben er voor je😭❤

  • @sbwright1420
    @sbwright1420 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    If you don’t mind but how did you do this video?

  • @eleanorlightcloud7383
    @eleanorlightcloud7383 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is a tribute to a mare that died on April 29, 2020. To JoJo, my forever loved, forever cherished friend. I wanted to give JoJo a thank you for all she has done. She may have been just a lesson horse, but she was also a mentor, a pal. She was old, but one of the kindest, most welcoming faces at the barn. Her death only recently got to me when I had asked, "Where is Jolene?" My heart had been shattered when I heard she had died. She was the first horse I had ever rode at Sid Griffith Equestrian Center (SGEC) and she is dearly missed. I wish she were still here with that sweet, welcoming head. But more than that.... I wish she were back as my teacher and friend... for that is what she meant to me. I can clearly remember me thinking, "It would be impossible for you to give up." But in the end.... death proved me wrong. She warmed my heart with her kindred spirit and soft eyes, eyes sweet enough to heal the soul. "Tears are not bad, for we wear them like battle scars." I find this quote so heart warming.... but it will never be enough to bring her back. She was so willing with such a young spirit, and her personality just hit so hard. All horses go to heaven, and this mare is no exception. She deserves it for all of the kids she has taught, all of the times she healed our hearts. But now, she has our hearts all broken again. She was to kind of a spirit... so free. Why did you have to go so soon, baby girl. My life will be so different without you. My life won't be complete, and will never be finished. Animals bring us together until they tear us apart. This will always be true, for you are making the hardest sacrifice of letting go. "Animals may not be our whole lives, but they make our lives whole." Those 3 years I had with JoJo aren't memories, they are treasures. I trusted you with my life, but now there is nothing left for me to trust. Just an empty space where it used to be. What am I supposed to do without you, my lovely girl 😭😭😭*"I acted like it wasn't a big deal, when it was really breaking my heart."* I need you JoJo, I NEED YOU. What am I supposed to do, I'm so lost. I am blinded, for there is no one left to guide me when I can not see. You gave me so much to love, and so much to lose. Baby girl, you are missed by the whole barn family. Sweet, sweet Jolene, YOU WILL FOREVER BE LOVED. You are not forgotten, for you are remembered. You are not gone, for we still know you are there. This isn't a goodbye... it's merely a "See you soon." Separated by death, together by love. R.I.P April 29, 2020. 20+ years young, but still my baby girl. See you soon, my angel.
    -KO16 (See my profile for her picture)

    • @jamesbaxter8324
      @jamesbaxter8324 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for such a true expression of loss. May you carry on with the loving spirit you and Jolene shared as the basis for living a full and rewarding life.

    • @eleanorlightcloud7383
      @eleanorlightcloud7383 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jamesbaxter8324 Thank you. I truly miss her every time I walk by her old stall (Now housing a new horse named Calvin). She was the greatest gift god ever sent me, and to me, she was enough. Her imperfections made her whole, and that's what I loved about her. 28 and gone to soon.

  • @dakotajohanson167
    @dakotajohanson167 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m singing goodbye to my horse now

  • @laurenc2785
    @laurenc2785 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is a tribute to my childhood pony that died through Laminitis 🥺 I miss my angel so much🕊

    • @hausvollertiere8873
      @hausvollertiere8873 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so sorry for your Loss 🥺

    • @laurenc2785
      @laurenc2785 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@hausvollertiere8873 💗🥺Thank you🥺💗

  • @sad_vibes9683
    @sad_vibes9683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I miss my horse so bad we had so
    Much fun In the rodeos now she is gone

  • @sannywillems8804
    @sannywillems8804 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wouw super mooi😔😢❤️

  • @2471pebbles
    @2471pebbles 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so so so sorry I fell just like you 😢😢😢

  • @wyattcoutlee3563
    @wyattcoutlee3563 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This reminds me of my best friend I lost him two years ago he died in his sleep I didn't get to say goodbye how I found out about his death was I was going down to the barn to feed the horses but when I called his name he didn't respond then I ran up to the house to get my sister we ran back down to the barn she felt for a hart beat No beat to this day I still miss him his name was Platty but 2 more years past my dog blue runs away but on the news someone found Blue dead on the side of the rode near my house I miss them both very much but they are in a better place I know that 🐎🐕😭💔 Platty was Thoughbred and Blue was a Shelte blue maerl

    • @backgroundcharacter2615
      @backgroundcharacter2615 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry. It gets better don’t worry

    • @eleanorlightcloud7383
      @eleanorlightcloud7383 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@backgroundcharacter2615 They all say it gets better...
      *But does it really?*

    • @aislinnmeehan
      @aislinnmeehan 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@eleanorlightcloud7383 no it never dose

  • @roosschonewille2901
    @roosschonewille2901 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    geweldig melis... tranen! 😢❤

  • @valley.roblox1173
    @valley.roblox1173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m going to have today goodbye to my love my best friend my baby my horse in 2 day I just can’t believe it tho

  • @kutayacar6352
    @kutayacar6352 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    KAPTAAAĞN

  • @wyattcoutlee3563
    @wyattcoutlee3563 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    O God why did you have to take him so soon he was so young why God my horses name was platty

    • @yobuf7839
      @yobuf7839 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I am very sorry for your horse but god needed him and he will be happy

    • @wyattcoutlee3563
      @wyattcoutlee3563 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yobuf Thanks for that can you please follow my TH-cam channel

  • @katyapuentes4144
    @katyapuentes4144 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just by the beginning of this videos I started 😭

  • @lottejaarsveld1917
    @lottejaarsveld1917 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ik ben echt aan het huilen😭💋

  • @misslunarune1743
    @misslunarune1743 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’ve just lose mine and I’m looking for an audio 😢

  • @rubybateseventing1294
    @rubybateseventing1294 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The black edge is because wondershare filmora hates us lol, It has happened to most of my vids so I switched to SVP 14

  • @ndavitt423
    @ndavitt423 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I lost my horses at month and it’s the worst thing ever all I want to do is hear him see him it’s so hard to cope without him

    • @siennalily04
      @siennalily04 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so sorry ❤️

  • @mathildesteensboe6810
    @mathildesteensboe6810 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Bye Monty…

  • @superabby9807
    @superabby9807 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I really don't know how people deal with these things it's so sad

  • @niah.803
    @niah.803 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    forever 🤍🕊

  • @joannastreet478
    @joannastreet478 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My pony is only 10 and I've had her since I was 6 (I'm 14) and I might have to give her away.. Idk how to handle it.. She's my whole world, my baby girl..

    • @Eqsofie
      @Eqsofie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s me with my mare, when I first met her she was the grumpy mean lesson horse who hated everyone. Now she is the most playful girl, she loves us. Now I can’t keep her anymore..

    • @Agw448
      @Agw448 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Eqsofie noooo

  • @cooper6857
    @cooper6857 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It reminds me of my horse that died from cancer 2 years ago

  • @sudhasudha652
    @sudhasudha652 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    With doubt I can't survive,so that I'm taking time,with internet u r playing,keeping salaiva for all girls,so that better I'm alone

  • @eliseheatherbrown
    @eliseheatherbrown 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is my tribute to my mums handsome gelding minty, age 48. I’ve known him I’m entire life. He was such a regal pony winning ever class he entered in his younger days. Everybody knew my mum and minty and nobody could could touch them in competition. At age 8 I got a pony of my own Kizzy and minty became the beat big brother she could’ve ever asked for. Everybody is missing you on the farm as it’s just not the same without you. I miss you so much and hope your in a better place now. ❤️

  • @damicow
    @damicow 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thats so sad.. RIP to ur horse

  • @ggflayeep
    @ggflayeep 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Kaptan :(.

  • @annakemling9332
    @annakemling9332 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I lost my horse to founders and it was really hard for me to put her down 😢😢

  • @briellearts9332
    @briellearts9332 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Today 1 2021 my horse Rodger is showing signs of collic he hasn’t been himself
    I feel worried I’ve cried already

    • @JuliaSwiftrain
      @JuliaSwiftrain 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope he is ok. I lost my baby to colic, I know how it feels 🤍

  • @viktoriaszilagyi8627
    @viktoriaszilagyi8627 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My garndma is going to sell her horse(that i really like)but is can do nothing😭😭😭💔💔(sry i cant speak so much english)

  • @fernandacarbajal8174
    @fernandacarbajal8174 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    3 months already without my horse😪💔

  • @natashakennett5686
    @natashakennett5686 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Where Did you get the wording from and voice over?

    • @melissaborgmann6952
      @melissaborgmann6952  5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Natasha Kennett just look for free audio's on youtube

  • @xX__chxzz__Xx
    @xX__chxzz__Xx 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    did that horse die omg so sad 😲😲😱😱😟😟😰😰

  • @kajajagodnik2154
    @kajajagodnik2154 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So sorry for you I know how it is

  • @tadistoop7127
    @tadistoop7127 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Which edit program

  • @lunabelle2000
    @lunabelle2000 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know how you feeled when you’r horse died, My horse died I was crying why did this happen to me

  • @mertnoztrk
    @mertnoztrk 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    KENDİNE İYİ BAK KAPTAN :) @thaldrin

  • @sopatoistaylor476
    @sopatoistaylor476 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We have to let my horse go and I don't think I can get through it😭

    • @kalibecker2758
      @kalibecker2758 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hannah Audrey are u okay? And why do u have to give ur horse Way

    • @avamartin9815
      @avamartin9815 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      she means her horse is passing

    • @sixletss
      @sixletss 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      i am so so sorry. you will get through it.

  • @dakotajohanson167
    @dakotajohanson167 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Soon I might have to say goodbye to my horse best friend kaz she’s 26

  • @GenzClub6688
    @GenzClub6688 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love my cute white horse he is 7

  • @wyattpurdom5356
    @wyattpurdom5356 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have to deal with losing my horse soon💔we might have to put him down because he is suffering of a tumor😭😭😭I don’t wanna say goodbye

    • @Dan_dont_know
      @Dan_dont_know 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mobile Gaming I’m so sorry! it’s horrible and theirs ppl everywhere that are here for you ❣️

    • @wyattpurdom5356
      @wyattpurdom5356 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ya thanks but I went through that today he just dropped dead💔💔💔😭😭😭

  • @graceliddle1658
    @graceliddle1658 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Reminds me of my pont who had to be put down

  • @avamartin9815
    @avamartin9815 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    how do you use audios

  • @PhillipHayes1
    @PhillipHayes1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    go and get your horse back gurl

  • @avamartin9815
    @avamartin9815 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i just lost my horse maya go checkout the video

  • @Abby-us3qz
    @Abby-us3qz 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    can you pls make this a sound