9 lives (original)

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you have to see it to believe
and yet its still haunting me
weary eyes bury it deep
whilst I lose track of counted sheep
im sorry i couldn't be
what you wanted
im a house thats still haunted
I know that you caught it
if we're being honest
hope that your content
even just for the moment
right person wrong time
I couldn't hate you even if i tried
I know your lost i hope to see you on the other side
im not who i was
but I'm thankful just for us
don't believe in wasted time
don't worry we'll be just fine
and i know i crossed the line
bout a thousand fucking times
in search of any sign of light
maybe in another life
maybe i could be
what you wanted
this house used to be haunted
i know that you caught it
if we're being honest
i was so content
thank you for these moments
that were so full and golden
I don't hate you I couldn't if I tried
even if its never in this or another life