Gerard sounds like he's dying like a hero giving his final words, Tyler sounds like he's dying with his loved one. Gerard's is more of a "NEVER GIVE UP", Tyler's is more of a "never forget me"
Kittys are cute55 i dont understand how this has more fucking views than the original version of the song -_-....oh wait the radio plays what they want people to hear
kEnNY dUpRee I'm not an mcr fan so I came across this song because of TØP, I have heard the original but I prefer the TØP version, that's my opinion please don't hate.
the original is angry. the original is fighting. this cover is sad. this cover is giving up. it’s two different sides of the battle, both are heartbreaking. this is art.
@@Poemwriter_Angelo imo i think it's because the original has more emotion to it, almost like Gerard is in denial and doesn't wanna accept the fact. Meanwhile in this version it's almost like Tyler's given up already. No denial, no more fight in him
My mom died from brain cancer last month after three years of fighting. I'm 20. This song is so hard to hear but also so true. I know that the hardest part for her was leaving me.
My dad died back in November from stomach cancer, it went undetected and they told us they couldn't do anything about it and he had only 4 weeks to live. I'm also 20. It's been five months and it still hurts, I can't imagine how it'll feel like in five years. Stay strong and know you're not alone in this
listening to this song again,after diagnosed with cancer it make me sadder.. imagining,how my children will live without me.. the part "cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" is kick me in the heart
I got diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma this July. Ive lost all my hair and ive been pretty sick but Ive got 1 more round of chemo and some radiation. After that I should be home free! Edit: I'm done with chemo and radiation now! my hair is growing back and I have some scans in a couple weeks! I just want to say thank you for everyone that was concerned for me. I love you all and wish you the best! edit 2: sorry to make a long comment even longer but im back 5 years later and almost 4 years cancer free. im glad to be here today to look back and see how much love you people have for even a random stranger going through a hard time and i hope that you all carry that love through life
This isn't upbeat at all ... my fiance was obsessed with both MCR's and TOP's songs while he was fighting cancer. Then he stopped all the treatments, he was still so angry but he said he needed to just go with it. But he died WAY faster than expected, or he would be my late husband. This song comforts me the most, it's soft and defeated but beautiful like the dying one is in that odd state only the dying can be in
EmelaiiNilsson I feel like MCR is showing that they’ve accepted it, but still have some hope, and want to cheer up their family, hoping they have a fighting chance and hoping they get through it. Meanwhile I feel like TOP’s version is the exact opposite with the patient completely accepting their fate and mourning their own death, trying to let their family down before it actually happens. Both are truly beautifully creative and unique ideas
I was diagnosed with cancer three weeks ago. A week ago I was told I have a second primary cancer too. This song holds so much more meaning for me now. Strength to any other cancer warriors x
Hey I feel you my mom is gone now, but I’m giving you all my strength you got this I believe in you never give up I should have stayed strong for my mom but now it’s too late I believe in you never stop tying know that if you ever need someone to talk to I got you I listen to this song ever day because I’m depressed but I love you so much more then you know stay strong for me! ❤️
I'm so sorry to hear about your mum, Xs-Warrior-sX TH-cam. I'm sure she always knew you were there for her and that you loved her, that truly is the most important thing. Nobody else can go through the treatment I'm facing but having the love of my family and friends helps enormously. Thanks so much for your kindness, I appreciate it greatly. Take care of yourself
Lost my father to cancer last month. I've been listening to this song long before that but now this hits even harder. I saw what cancer can actually do to a person and the people around him/her. I wish that no one has to suffer from this fatal disease. 🙏
I'm so sorry. My mom died of colon cancer the day after Thanksgiving. It's so hard being positive during the Holidays when coping with the loss of a loved one. The upbeat songs, the lights everywhere, its like its too sugary, too sweet. But you're afraid to say anything about it because you don't want to be the fucking buzz kill. I sincerely pray you're doing better. And I'm so sorry for your loss.
Lost my grandpa to cancer. Its almost 2 years. I can't even believe it that so much time has passed. The time literally flies. My grandpa had pancreatic cancer and it went downhill so fast. This type of cancer usually remains undetected and you can have it for like 15 years not knowing about it. My grandpa was in a lot of pain so we took him to the hospital and they said he has pancreatic cancer, last stage. At that point you just already know Its over. Basically nothing you can do so we knew he was going to die but we didn't know that it will be so fast. He passed away not even a month after the diagnosis. At least It was fast and he didnt have to suffer. I know what it feels like to lose someone to cancer. Even after 2 years I still think of him every day. He was such a great man. He was a smoker so that's probably why he got it. Hope you're doing okay. I bet you have a lot of good memories to think of. :')
During the days that I was diagnosed with cancer, this song was released, it was very hard and I stopped listening to it during my treatment, It perfectly expressed everything that I felt and what my body was experiencing. Today I am saved. I'm fine, the cancer disappeared from my body. After 2 years since my treatment, I have the strength to listen to it again and feel victorious. If you're going through this, I just want to tell you that you're going to be fine. God is with you. You will fulfill your dreams and you will be great, the biggest battles prepare people with an extraordinary future. If you or your family is having a difficult time, just have faith, everything will be fine. I love you and I will pray for you.
My dad died on December 14th, 2018 He didn't had cancer but he had a lot of issues with his kidney, I remember coming home from school that day and I saw my mom in tears along with my aunts and uncles there, she just started at me and I immediately knew what had happened, my dad is dead. This song reminds me a lot what's he was going through even though it wasn't cancer he was battling, I want to become a musician one day and I want to make songs like these, I want to make people happy. Have a lovely day. Edit: The amount of attention and support that this comment has gotten is truly astonishing. I am proud to be apart of a community like this, I'll try to give you all some small updates on my progress. And as always Have a Lovely day and stay alive Edit 2: 500 likes, absolutely beautiful. I don't know what to say but thank you for the support Have a lovely day Edit 3: I honestly don't know what to say at this point, I'll just give a small update on what's going on over here. Mom hasn't been taking the lost very well and she started to smoke, alot. Me and the family are trying their best to be supportive but it seems like she's way too far gone at this point but that's not going to stop us for trying. I never expected this much support, I excepted this comment to be buried under those who had it worst than my family but I was wrong. From the bottom of my heart, thank you everyone for everything and as always, have a lovely day!
God bless you, im so sorry for your loss, i know what your going through my great grandpa died last year although i got to see him but was to shy to say goodbye i miss him and i wish i did..
5 years ago, when i was 13 i didn't understand the amount of depth this song carries and i didn't understand the lyrics. now at 18 years old, having an aunt battling cancer i understand this song and i can't imagine what my aunt must be going through especially with chemotherapy. i pray to all those who have cancer that it'll go into a remission and that you will heal; the same way i pray and hope that my aunt will survive her cancer.
For someone who actually has cancer this is so beautiful and sad ...1 more month of chemo 😁 and i'm done with it! ( edit , november 9th last one, hopefully its over this year... i have 2 more little lymph nodes to cure near the heart , so, 3 chemos be it i think... eh staying strong 😅 thank you for all the good wishes ❤❤ ) P.s: It's over now !! 😁❤
Butterhead Boii i am 15 and also have cancer. I have 2 more chemos left and im done! Even tho when i got diagnosed i had stage 4 cancer they think i will survive
both performances showcase different emotions associated with death and knowing that your death is imminent. MCR: showcased anger and frustration as well as fear, both of death and of who they leave behind. TOP: showcases acceptance and quiet resignation to their fate. really, both songs are just different parts in the acceptance cycle.
I survived stage 3 cancer in 2020 and now my father just passed from cancer last month. I revisit this song because it gives me an unexplainable feeling between love and hate that makes me feel as if my father’s soul is inside of my newborn son. Lovely cover. Will always listen
I got diagnosed with stage 2 leukemia back in 2018. This song really captures the pain I felt and the thought of not wanting to fight anymore and just give up. I ended up getting depressed from being in the hospital so much and always having to worry if I’m gonna wake up the next day. I only had my dad as support and some family and friends, I had a very neglecting mother and she could care less if I was sick. I almost died a few times but they were able to stop it. I’m so thankful I’m still here today and I’m cured. To anyone else fighting this god awful disease, stay strong, and never give up. I believe in you.
As of last night My best friend and lover of 12 years has succumbed to a 4 year battle with cancer. I was happy to have shared a portion of my life with her, and knowing she is gone has only fueled my own depression. Long live sierra, we will meet again Edit: it has been 5 months, and even though no one really asked, im doing ok. Im currently in a new relationship, trying to start anew, and while it isnt the same, it is helping heal the hole in my heart.. And i feel sierra wouldve wanted me to continue loving anyways. I broke down last night, after seeing all of your kind words, it genuinely means so much to me, all of your words have strung a chord deep in my heart, and while i didn't expect my comment to gain traction, a part of me is quite glad and thankful for all of your kind thoughts Edit: I Can't believe its been a few years now While the pain still remains, I have considerably gotten over it. and while I still remember my love, and sometimes fall back into a bit of a depressive state, I recently got married with the woman I had been dating for a while.. she has been helping me through everything for quite some time now. I am thankful to all the kind words, and I will never miss Sierra, but I will live on in spite of the pain
@@maxime9158 hey, i really appreciate the comment It means a good amount to me. Yeah, maybe things arent exactly looking up as much as i hoped, but i wont lie when i say that its slowly gotten better. Like 'Our hollow//Our home' says, it only gets easier with time
[deadname] I don’t know when you lost them but I lost my dad two years ago from cancer and everyone says it gets better and I am just here to say it does don’t give up
Lost my mother one month ago, she have a a trouble in heart after a surgery to remove a nodule of cancer, she had already beaten chemo but that surgery was necessary. I can remember everything from the last day that I saw her alive. We did an exam to see the heart and the doctor asked for hospitalization. I could not stay in the room where she was hospitalized, I could not stay as a companion, i remember that ive said goodbye and say that ill be there in the next morning, before i pass through the door i feel like ive have to kiss her on the forehead and say that i will be there on the next day, afther that ive started to crying a way that had never happened before, I felt like I was leaving my world behind. I got in the car and drove home crying because I needed to get her a pillow, so I left the pillow at the hospital but I couldn't see her. In the other day at 05 am my dad wakes me up and tell me the thing that i never wanted to hear. My last interaction with my mother was the kiss I gave her on the forehead. Before the funeral I went to where she was doing chemotherapy, there they had a bell where the person who defeated cancer would ring, my brother and I would ring the bell for her, because she overcame the cancer, what took her was the heart problem. the verse "I will not kiss you cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" hits me a lot because I followed the whole process of my mother always by her side, and in that last kiss I felt lost, I felt like it was the last. Thank you Tyler and Josh for the all the great music, thank you guys for helping me with every difficult or happy moment of my life. Brazil loves you guys! i hope one day i can meet you guys and tell you how much your melodies have helped me To anyone that is going through this or anyone that you know that is going through this. Stay strong, do what you can do to help, have faith, have faith in God, he knows everything. I'm sorry everyone for my english
I love you dude, my mom just got diagnosed with cancer yesterday, your story made me ball my eyes out. I'm 18 years old and my biggest fear in my life is losing my mom, I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, I will stay strong and I will always believe in God
A few days ago I put TØP on shuffle while studying. I didnt realize they covered this and it was absolute whiplash to hear my ex’s favorite song being covered by my favorite band, I started crying on my math homework
Lost my baby sister, my only sibling and my very best friend on April 10th, 2018 at 3:14am. She’s the strongest, funniest, most loving person I ever have or ever will know. Almost a year later and grief is destroying me. She was only 34 years old. *Fuck Cancer*
i hate the fact that now everyone feels the need to group them into a genre. One of the main reasons I love them so much is because they make music that combines so many genres that I love ( Alternative , Hip Hop/Rap , Reggae , Rock , Ukulele screamo 😂 etc ) and they've always made music without an intended genre which makes them unique.
Lyrics: Turn away If you could get me a drink Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded Call my aunt Marie Help her gather all my things And bury me in all my favorite colors My sisters and my brothers, still I will not kiss you 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you I will not kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Turn away 'Cause I'm awful just to see And all my hairs abandoned all my body All my agony Know that I will never marry Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo I'm counting down the days to go This just ain't livin' And I just hope you know I will not kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) If you say (if you say) Goodbye today (goodbye today) I'll ask you to be true (I'll ask you to be true) 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you Yes, the hardest part of this I will not kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (call my) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (call my) Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
My girlfriend has been battling uterine and lung cancer since July 2018. I've been with my love the whole way through. It was extremely difficult seeing her going through all the symptoms. I would cry wishing it would go away. She would say things like I'm tired of all this. I would hurt hearing her say that. She fought until the chemo stopped working. Now the cancer has spread to her brain. It breaks my heart seeing her go through this. I saw her a few days ago at the hospital and I told her how much I love her. I gave her many kisses and laid my head on her chest. I told her that I would see her again. I bursted out in tears sooo bad. They're giving a little time left. I'm still praying for you babe. I love you!!😭😭....I know you're in a better place with the Lord babe. I will miss and love you forever. I'll see you again my love.😢😪😘
@@emmaannice6605 She passed away 2 weeks ago. She fought with every ounce of her being. I'm going to miss her. I'm going to maintain. God will help me.
I am from the health area, I have never lost anyone to cancer, but I see frequent cases in hospitals, this song always makes me cry, because I see the suffering that cancer causes.
And the little easter eggs, like the book that says Arthur Miller All My Sons, which is the book where Tyler got the idea for the name Twenty Øne Piløts from. :)
My mom got a cancer after she gave a birth to me. She had to take care of the baby and fought against to cancer at the same time. But she survived and she is the best woman to me now. I can't imagine myself living without her in this world. This song reminds me of her...
Why is everyone talking about which version is better? That's not the point. This whole project is just a tribute to MCR's Black parade. Twenty one pilots didn't agree to to this so that people could fall in love with this version over MCR's original. Can't we all just agree that its just amazing how good musicians who were so inspired by MCR that they agreed to to this project. Despite the fact that so many people think they "ruined the song". This is what Tyler and Josh took from the song, and this is how the song inspired them. Honestly
Can people stop telling me it's my opinion? You're damn right it's my opinion! Why do you have to point it out? I understand people will differ, I don't need to acknowledge something is my opinion whenever I have an unpopular opinion.
I love MCR but I also love some covers of their songs. (Like there are great covers of The Beatles, Pink Floyd, Metallica, and so on. I collect cover songs, actually.) A great band will plant the seeds for countless covers to grow, some of them reach higher and bloom brighter. This song does that for me.
Because you're being a bitch. It may be "your opinion" but it's plain rude. There are a lot of other ways to say you didn't like this cover, like, "Wasn't their best cover in my opinion." or "Wish they would've sang it different.", etc. So calm tf down.
Lee i personally like this version more they both have a lot of emotion, but MCRs version displays determination while this cover displays hopelessness
This version doesn't display emotion at all?? & MCR's version doesn't display determination he's upset more upset that he will never marry than in TOP's version.
My step father is in end of life stages 💔 it still doesn't feel real, he deteriorated so fast.. such a horrible disease, I wouldn't wish this on anyone 😢
goth . boi he’s saying the hardest part of dying is he won’t get to see his lover anymore. That’s why he says “I’ll ask you to be true”, as in he doesn’t want them to move on
This song always reminds me of when my mom had cancer. Thankfully she's been cured for at least 4 years now, but i still get sad thinking about it. She had been so strong and i could only imagine what she was feeling.
seriously, props to you guys. taking an iconic mcr and putting such a twist on it was a big risk but it was executed beautifully. all the emotion is still there and has a beautiful vibe and sound. well done boys
My mom was diagnosed with colon cancer in September. It was too advanced when we found it. She died the day after Thanksgiving. I'm trying so hard to keep my chin up. Christmas 2020 sucked and my kids deserve something better. So I'm powering through the holidays and doing my best to stay positive for them. But its so hard. Everytime I get a moment alone I start sobbing. I'm 48 years old and I'm crying because I miss my mommy.
I recently lost my dad to lung cancer in January after we found out in November. I get how it feels to suddenly find out and lose someone just as suddenly. My dads spread this whole body, and no one, not even my dad suspected anything was wrong. In December, we were told he had 3-6 months left. The scariest and saddest part is how well my dad was still functioning quite well two months before passing. Even on the day of, he was still quite alert. I’m very sorry you and your kids had to lose a mom and grandma.
Three years ago I listened to this song while I attempted suicide. I'm so grateful than I'm still here. If I had succeeded I never would have met my best friend/brother. He took me in when I had nowhere to go and has helped me through a ton of shit. I really don't deserve someone like him in my life but I am grateful none the less.
Stay with us. It's worth it, there are beautiful things you still have to expirence. Good luck in recovering. I wish you the best,and thank you for surviving.
I don't get why people dislike this. covers aren't supposed to be exactly like the original. They did exactly what a cover is, capturing a song in your own way. This sounds exactly like if Twenty One Pilots had written this song 10/10.
Oh. My. God. I had chills the entire time. This cover is so beautiful, the video was so perfect. This might have been some of TØP's best work... I would die for an entire TØP album with this compositional style (slow, haunting, strangely electronic). I swear I'm not crying...
everyone's talking about how Gerard's still fighting and Tyler's given up. in my personal opinion, it sounds like they both have given up and are dealing with it in different ways. or in my eyes, the two types of depression. while Gerard sounds like he's angry at the world and Tyler sounds just plain sad, I think they've both given up. so Gerard is dealing with his sadness with anger, and Tyler's just trying to get rid of/deal with the sadness. or maybe he's just let the sadness take over him.
Imagine this: You're going to a TØP concert and the last song is Cancer. As the second verse begins, someone appears singing "now turn away 'cause I'm awful just to see..." it's Gerard. Both Tyler and Gee sing it together to the end. That's how the world will become emo again.
My heart goes to all the people with cancer. I'm sorry for everything you have to pass through! I love you all! I'll tell you my story, my boyfriend was lying to me that he has cancer. I know, sounds unreal, right? We had a LDR, it was going for around 5 months, he've been calling me the love of this life and the right one. He was telling me everyday that he loves me so much... We spend hours together everyday and being on call at night before falling asleep and dreaming and planning to meet each other. Around 20 days ago he started feeling very bad, as he told. His head and stomach were always hurting. I did everything I could to support and take care of him, letting him know that I'm with him and that I love him irrespective of how he is feeling. After a week of feeling bad he told me he will go see a doctor. And you know? I believed everything! He said the doctor said he has an autoimmune disease but they didn't know what type it is yet. He said they need to do more analysis. Some more days passed. He told me he was still in pain continuosly and that he's throwing up very oftern. And he was faking everything so well... such a good actor. When we were on call he would groan as if with pain and all the things like this. Then a few days passed, and he said that the doctor told him they suspect he has cancer but it's not conlusive yet and that they need more time to confirm this. A few hours passed and he sad they confirmed. He said he will go to do more exams to know thae type of cancer and possible treatments the next days and that he won't be able to pay me more attention. I told him not to worry about this and that I love him! And that we need to focus for him to get better now. I assured him that I support him in everything. The next day he disappeared. I thought the doctors told him his cancer is very bad and that he doesn't talk to me not to make me feel sad. I was so horribly wrong. More days passed, during which I was researching everything about cancer and joining different cancer communities, just to make everything I can to help him feel better. I learned about so many different stories of people with cancer. I sympathise with all of them! During this time I was writing letters to him everyday (because it was our thing to do every night). And I was trying to contact him everywhere I could. One day, I found his instagram account... and what do you think I found there? A photo of him kissing another girl... He was calling her 'my love' like he used to call me. And she called him 'my significant other'. This is a term I taught him, he had no idea such term exists before :) and he's using it with her now... I saw him being happy and healthy cheating with another girl when I was worried for him thinking he's in the hospital and is undergoing treatment. I was praying to God everyday to cure him... I needed explanation and texted both of them. After a day I got answers. Apparently his love for me was fading and he had no courage to tell me but he had courage to tell me he has cancer so I'd leave him... guess what? I'm not a monster like him, I wanted to be with him even him being sick... He told me he is with the girl after he left when he told me he has cancer but the girl told me they are together for 2 months... It was so difficult to comprehend that something like this is happening to me. And it's way more difficult knowing that he dared to lie about cancer. Seeing their photo I immediately broke up with him. I'm not sad he's not with me anymore but I'm sad he did it that way. Lying about having cancer... this is just so wrong and atrocious... It just doesn't sit well with me. How can you lie about having cancer?? Can you imagine? And the worst part is that I never expected this from him as he 'loved me so much' and I thought he is the kindest person ever. He turned out to be a monster... the worst person I know... After I told the girl everything, she is still with him... I hope he doesn't do the same to her... It must be difficult to live with a liar, a monster and a cheater... I don't feel anything for him now, except disgust. I'm happy I found out his true nature and that God saved me from being with such a person. Felipe Cafezeiro Plech, if you ever stumble upon this, know that you are not worth of my feelings. You are a monster, a real monster. I feel bad for all people that have cancer whom you disrespected with your lie. I feel bad for all the people he has to deal with too. I'm sorry! May God forgive him. 🙏
Turn away If you could get me a drink Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded Call my aunt Marie Help her gather all my things And bury me in all my favorite colors My sisters and my brothers, still I will not kiss you 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you I will not kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Turn away 'Cause I'm awful just to see And all my hairs abandoned all my body All my agony Know that I will never marry Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo I'm counting down the days to go This just ain't livin' And I just hope you know I will not kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (turn away) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) If you say (if you say) Goodbye today (goodbye today) I'll ask you to be true (I'll ask you to be true) 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you Yes, the hardest part of this I will not kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (call my) Lips are chapped and faded (faded) Kiss you (kiss you) Lips are chapped and faded Call my (call my) Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
I don't wish cancer to anyone. I cry everytime I hear this and the MCR version, because I lost someone I really love due to cancer. It still is very hard to get over it, this song and Famous Last Words are a bit helping me. Please guys, if you already have cancer, I wish you, that you don't die and live a happy life. For all the others : stay healthy! Unhealthyness also causes cancer. Please beware of yourself and others. It is really sad to loose someone. This song makes me go emotional and I'm very thankful to mcr.
Yeah ;( Please stay healthy and contact your doctor if you think you're ill, sometimes harmless symptoms can lead to very bad sicknesses. Wish you a nice day or night.
+Mr. Commenter True. Granted, you can still here him in this music, although the lyrics are originally from a different artist. Meaning to me, you can't hear his voice well. But I hear his music. His love put into this. If that makes sense. :)
My girlfriend past away because of leukemia last month. She used to sing this song whenever she gets the chance. "Cuz the hardest part of this is leaving you" was her favorite line from this song. One day, she couldn't speak anymore but she could still move her wrists. She reached out to me and wrote "hardest part" on my palm. I cried, cried and cried till I can't anymore. I love you still my sun, my light and my hope.
phantastic melanievessels Yes. You do because no one is recognizing that it's by them. Can I be happy that one of my favorite bands covered a song from my other favorite band?
Sadie Rabinowitz yeah, a lot of ppl in the comments are saying either band is better and I don't personally listen to mcr but both versions are equal and good
MCR is like the emo trinity's dead dad, and our lil baby bops are singing this in their honor. :'( Edit: If you guys want to see some of my shitty headcanons and such for the 'Emo Quartet', please check out my AO3 account, my user is "ddivine". Warning: Brendon has a pumpkin fetish. Don't ask.
The main difference that I've noticed between MCR and TØP's cancer is that Gerard sing like he's still fighting his sickness, still fighting to say a painful and prideful goodbye, like he's trying to explain to his five year old daughter that he's dying, where as Tyler sings like he's given up fighting at all, he's ready to leave, he feels he's only a burden to anyone who he might say goodbye to, like he's telling someone he just threw down the stairs he's dying.
Originality Is Hard yeah I can see that. Other Twenty One Pilots songs are like that, they are very depressing. Listen to Kitchen Sink first. Then probably Friend Please and maybe A Car A Torch A Death
xKittyCatx Lol Kitchen Sink isn’t supposed to sound depressing. I’m sure you’ve heard this maybe a million times but Tyler wrote the song about Purpose and the meaning to keep going. Maybe you’ve heard or seen the interview with him explaining Kitchen Sink. I get A car, a torch, a death but in reality, none of their songs are depressing. They’re actually really beautifully lyrical songs and have helped so many people with their mental disorders. I’m just saying this so you can remember that they might sound depressing but really they’re not. Also I’m not here to fight just to remind you ^^
I've taken Glowing Eyes as a song that's kind of depressing... I think of it as a song about someone who is alone. Also, Not Today comes out and says "Listen I know, this one's a contradiction because of how happy it sounds, but the lyrics are so down."
My sister and I used this song to cope when my grandfather died after beating cancer. It left his body too damaged to sustain itself and he died shortly after being cured.. It came out the same year he died and its one of the few things that can get me to cry. Growing up in certain parts of the world as a man, you're not really allowed to cry.. having something to help me get it out helps a lot. Im 6 years late to commenting on this masterpiece of a cover, but better late than never. If anyone happens upon this and you have a loved one who is dying of cancer, give them the time they deserve or you'll regret it later.. I know I do.
Where he sings 'if you say goodbye today' I burst into tears because my great aunt said goodbye to me as she left me house then died of cancer 7 hours later
Im so sorry i know how it feels. I left for my exchange year and i had to say goodbye for the last time to my grandpa because of cancer and i knew he wouldn't be there when i come home. I hope you are okay
Gerard sounds like he's dying like a hero giving his final words, Tyler sounds like he's dying with his loved one. Gerard's is more of a "NEVER GIVE UP", Tyler's is more of a "never forget me"
ok who's chopping onions in my room
i really like your words
The ain't gonna die
Sozenblogin I’m crying.... again.
Gerard = champ and other guy is basically a pussy? Totally agree dude.
Gerard sounds like he's fighting in agony.
Tyler sounds like he's given up on himself.
Both make me want to curl up into a ball and cry me eyes out.
Someone already commented this... Nevermind
You mean tyler has no emotion in his voice
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man, this is one of the best thing that i read in this site
Yep.
The line "because the hardest part of this is leaving you" gets me all the time. I don't know why, it's just so deep and emotional.
Kittys are cute55 if you want more emotional try watching original CANCER by mcr
Kittys are cute55 yes pls listen to my chemical romance-cancer
Kittys are cute55 i dont understand how this has more fucking views than the original version of the song -_-....oh wait the radio plays what they want people to hear
kEnNY dUpRee I'm not an mcr fan so I came across this song because of TØP, I have heard the original but I prefer the TØP version, that's my opinion please don't hate.
the mcr version is completely better, is more real at my point of view, and the tøp version is an awful remix
the original is angry. the original is fighting. this cover is sad. this cover is giving up. it’s two different sides of the battle, both are heartbreaking. this is art.
Talk about Juxtaposition in a song.
Yeah, I agree.
the original sounds far more saddening than this version imo.
@@Poemwriter_Angelo imo i think it's because the original has more emotion to it, almost like Gerard is in denial and doesn't wanna accept the fact. Meanwhile in this version it's almost like Tyler's given up already. No denial, no more fight in him
@@door-kun1902 that's just the difference between Gerard and Tyler tbh
I like how Gerard sings as if he is still fighting but Tyler sings Cancer as if he has given up.
Bur
,
u stole this shit from a tumblr post 👀👀
+tittysprinkles now he's sharing it with us who don't want to dwell tumblr :)
lol you got me, I can't edit it though and I don't know who said it, but I'll just credit tumblr
My mom died from brain cancer last month after three years of fighting. I'm 20. This song is so hard to hear but also so true. I know that the hardest part for her was leaving me.
Stay strong love
My dad died back in November from stomach cancer, it went undetected and they told us they couldn't do anything about it and he had only 4 weeks to live. I'm also 20. It's been five months and it still hurts, I can't imagine how it'll feel like in five years. Stay strong and know you're not alone in this
@@TheTexorcist It's indeed really hard to imagine the pain ever going away, I guess it never does. You're not alone either, thank you for the support
My paw died of cancer and this song is very hard to listen to because he was my everything.
Im sorry to hear about your mom, i wish you and your family the best 🖤👊
I'm not crying. I just have some mcr in my eyes.
mcrying
you cant spell im crying with out mcr
This is a true representation of the best people in these fandoms
TRUE
pokemon
listening to this song again,after diagnosed with cancer
it make me sadder..
imagining,how my children will live without me..
the part "cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" is kick me in the heart
Im so sorry, I'll be praying for you.
You are loved ❤️
I hope you find the strength you need.
Have strength ❤
Hows it going?
I got diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma this July. Ive lost all my hair and ive been pretty sick but Ive got 1 more round of chemo and some radiation. After that I should be home free!
Edit: I'm done with chemo and radiation now! my hair is growing back and I have some scans in a couple weeks! I just want to say thank you for everyone that was concerned for me. I love you all and wish you the best!
edit 2: sorry to make a long comment even longer but im back 5 years later and almost 4 years cancer free. im glad to be here today to look back and see how much love you people have for even a random stranger going through a hard time and i hope that you all carry that love through life
Don't give up fren you need to live
Pls dont give up
Stay alive (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
Yoo you got this stay strong
Hello! Sorry about being so late to this, but how are you?
First MCRX now this?!?!?! My emotional state can't take this.
same
I just saw you on Grace's I don't know my name performance video hi!!
same
i love u
Who DF disliked this
i like how it isn’t just a cover, it shows a whole different side of the cancer battle. the original is more intense, more angry. this is more sad
This is upbeat and pop.
@@donnajocatlady3839 I wouldn't call it upbeat... Also yeah it's electronic but don't sell it as generic pop.
This isn't upbeat at all ... my fiance was obsessed with both MCR's and TOP's songs while he was fighting cancer. Then he stopped all the treatments, he was still so angry but he said he needed to just go with it. But he died WAY faster than expected, or he would be my late husband. This song comforts me the most, it's soft and defeated but beautiful like the dying one is in that odd state only the dying can be in
I love it so much
This is too poppy though
My healing journey with igrotum is full of positive surprises. Its exceeding my expectations.
K.
*MCR: Won't accept that they're gonna die*
*TOP: Accepted*
EmelaiiNilsson were Emo as fuck
EmelaiiNilsson I feel like MCR is showing that they’ve accepted it, but still have some hope, and want to cheer up their family, hoping they have a fighting chance and hoping they get through it. Meanwhile I feel like TOP’s version is the exact opposite with the patient completely accepting their fate and mourning their own death, trying to let their family down before it actually happens. Both are truly beautifully creative and unique ideas
They ruined it
@@WinterSkiis they did not.
@@WinterSkiis yeah, no
I was diagnosed with cancer three weeks ago. A week ago I was told I have a second primary cancer too. This song holds so much more meaning for me now. Strength to any other cancer warriors x
mopsie62 stay strong. I hope you get well soon I'm sending all my love to you❤
ein Alien Thanks so much, that's lovely of you x
I hope you'll get better soon❤Give you a part of my strength power and positive energy too❤You'll beat the beast warrior💪Love
Hey I feel you my mom is gone now, but I’m giving you all my strength you got this I believe in you never give up I should have stayed strong for my mom but now it’s too late I believe in you never stop tying know that if you ever need someone to talk to I got you I listen to this song ever day because I’m depressed but I love you so much more then you know stay strong for me! ❤️
I'm so sorry to hear about your mum, Xs-Warrior-sX TH-cam. I'm sure she always knew you were there for her and that you loved her, that truly is the most important thing. Nobody else can go through the treatment I'm facing but having the love of my family and friends helps enormously. Thanks so much for your kindness, I appreciate it greatly. Take care of yourself
Tyler is giving up.
Gerard is fighting to stay alive for his love.
This is how I believe they sing the song differently.
if he was giving up he wouldn't still be here after all this time.
Ashleigh Hall what? Lol you missed the point of the comment
MCR Killjoy23 hey Melly
Triggered.Trash.Memer hiiiiiiii
MCR Killjoy23 SO ACCURATE IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW
Lost my father to cancer last month. I've been listening to this song long before that but now this hits even harder. I saw what cancer can actually do to a person and the people around him/her. I wish that no one has to suffer from this fatal disease. 🙏
I'm so sorry.
My mom died of colon cancer the day after Thanksgiving.
It's so hard being positive during the Holidays when coping with the loss of a loved one. The upbeat songs, the lights everywhere, its like its too sugary, too sweet. But you're afraid to say anything about it because you don't want to be the fucking buzz kill.
I sincerely pray you're doing better. And I'm so sorry for your loss.
Lost my grandpa to cancer. Its almost 2 years. I can't even believe it that so much time has passed. The time literally flies. My grandpa had pancreatic cancer and it went downhill so fast. This type of cancer usually remains undetected and you can have it for like 15 years not knowing about it. My grandpa was in a lot of pain so we took him to the hospital and they said he has pancreatic cancer, last stage. At that point you just already know Its over. Basically nothing you can do so we knew he was going to die but we didn't know that it will be so fast. He passed away not even a month after the diagnosis. At least It was fast and he didnt have to suffer. I know what it feels like to lose someone to cancer. Even after 2 years I still think of him every day. He was such a great man. He was a smoker so that's probably why he got it. Hope you're doing okay. I bet you have a lot of good memories to think of. :')
I lost my dad also to cancer and it's going to be 2 years In June. I know how you feel ❤️
keep strong bro, i wish god send your father to heaven, aamiin.
im sorry for your loss😢
" i will never marry " a moment of silence and prayers to those couple who still fights knowing that he/she wouldn't last that long
@@vieet.phan08 my prayers for your grandma!
@@patrickjan7896 Thanks
no
@@vieet.phan08 prayers to your family xx
Stop making me cry
During the days that I was diagnosed with cancer, this song was released, it was very hard and I stopped listening to it during my treatment, It perfectly expressed everything that I felt and what my body was experiencing. Today I am saved. I'm fine, the cancer disappeared from my body. After 2 years since my treatment, I have the strength to listen to it again and feel victorious. If you're going through this, I just want to tell you that you're going to be fine. God is with you. You will fulfill your dreams and you will be great, the biggest battles prepare people with an extraordinary future. If you or your family is having a difficult time, just have faith, everything will be fine. I love you and I will pray for you.
Steven Castillo thank god you survived! Fuck cancer!!!!
Kg you acknowledge god saved yiu, then you admit he let others die. God isn't real. Thank the fucking doctors who saved you
Rage_102 some people believe in god , idk why you’re so pressed over thay
@@kiyahhbarbie you can believe all you want. But ignoring the doctors who helped is rude and arrogant
@@123inuyashalover I do not ignore what the doctors did, I know what they did and I do not get tired of thanking them.
My dad died on December 14th, 2018
He didn't had cancer but he had a lot of issues with his kidney, I remember coming home from school that day and I saw my mom in tears along with my aunts and uncles there, she just started at me and I immediately knew what had happened, my dad is dead.
This song reminds me a lot what's he was going through even though it wasn't cancer he was battling, I want to become a musician one day and I want to make songs like these, I want to make people happy.
Have a lovely day.
Edit: The amount of attention and support that this comment has gotten is truly astonishing.
I am proud to be apart of a community like this, I'll try to give you all some small updates on my progress.
And as always
Have a Lovely day and stay alive
Edit 2: 500 likes, absolutely beautiful. I don't know what to say but thank you for the support
Have a lovely day
Edit 3: I honestly don't know what to say at this point, I'll just give a small update on what's going on over here.
Mom hasn't been taking the lost very well and she started to smoke, alot.
Me and the family are trying their best to be supportive but it seems like she's way too far gone at this point but that's not going to stop us for trying.
I never expected this much support, I excepted this comment to be buried under those who had it worst than my family but I was wrong.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you everyone for everything and as always, have a lovely day!
God bless you, im so sorry for your loss, i know what your going through my great grandpa died last year although i got to see him but was to shy to say goodbye i miss him and i wish i did..
Good luck with your dream. Sorry for your loss.
I’m really sorry I’m not sure what I would do if you ever make music let us know I’ll definitely give it a listen
thats my birthday 😱😱
@@emoattackhelicopter2035 I don't think that's appropriate for you to say but it's interesting to say the least
Have a lovely day
5 years ago, when i was 13 i didn't understand the amount of depth this song carries and i didn't understand the lyrics.
now at 18 years old, having an aunt battling cancer i understand this song and i can't imagine what my aunt must be going through especially with chemotherapy.
i pray to all those who have cancer that it'll go into a remission and that you will heal; the same way i pray and hope that my aunt will survive her cancer.
For someone who actually has cancer this is so beautiful and sad ...1 more month of chemo 😁 and i'm done with it!
( edit , november 9th last one, hopefully its over this year... i have 2 more little lymph nodes to cure near the heart , so, 3 chemos be it i think... eh staying strong 😅 thank you for all the good wishes ❤❤ )
P.s: It's over now !! 😁❤
Butterhead Boii ugh I’m so happy for you!
hihi
Butterhead Boii i am 15 and also have cancer. I have 2 more chemos left and im done! Even tho when i got diagnosed i had stage 4 cancer they think i will survive
i am 16 ;-; may i ask what kind of cancer do u have? also good luck!
congratulations! thats amazing:)
I'd never thought I'd see the day where TOP would cover an MCR Song omgd im in tears. I love the contrast between the two songs.
if anyone enjoyed this check this top and mcr mashup /watch?v=3IoBI7BNZE4
It's TØP, I'm triggered. |-/
Haha i'm sorry I still haven't figured out to get the symbol on my keyboard
Well I mean, you can't really do the fancy "O" on a computer...
oh ok ^_^ im not on my mobile at the moment
both performances showcase different emotions associated with death and knowing that your death is imminent.
MCR: showcased anger and frustration as well as fear, both of death and of who they leave behind.
TOP: showcases acceptance and quiet resignation to their fate.
really, both songs are just different parts in the acceptance cycle.
The only comment worth reading
I like this a lot
Exactly!!!!
love this idea
This is so beautiful and sad at the same time
I survived stage 3 cancer in 2020 and now my father just passed from cancer last month. I revisit this song because it gives me an unexplainable feeling between love and hate that makes me feel as if my father’s soul is inside of my newborn son. Lovely cover. Will always listen
I really hope Tyler and Gerard will sing this song together someday
Esther Streng probably not because gerard doesn’t usually do that
@@drpepperem shhhh let us dream
@@drpepperem neither does Tyler
That would be amazing ;o
@@drpepperem BTW IF you didn't know Gerard Worked with Bryan May So WE WILL NEVER KNOW
Oh Gerard, you've made such beautiful song.
@Junkrat I said "Gerard" Gerard way.
@Junkrat in case , I am not saying this song is made by tøp
Actually, Frank wrote the song
Lemon Dad Thank you!
@@djsojuicy Still an amazing song. Regardless who wrote it and sang it.
My grandpa is fighting cancer right now. My mom has survived two types of cancer. This hits me hard.
all the love 💙
hang in there fen, we love you. stay strong ❤️❤️
This song is by My Chemical Romance, they are a very good band, their music hits home, you should listen to some. Stay strong💕
stay strong |-/
stay strong,, my grandfather is also fighting cancer atm❤️
Coming back to this song after a great loss to cancer in the TH-cam community. Cancer is such a scary, unfortunate thing. Rest in peace Technoblade
Technoblade never dies
F
Nahhh i thought I was the only one to listen to this song after his death ☠️
"I'm not dead until I am forgotten"
@@BitUnico5586whyd yiu use the skull emoji? its used as a joke...death isnt a joke.
I'm officially glad to be alive today.
Ily pet named steve, and stay strong, stay alive. ♡
stay alive, stay alive for me
you will die but now your life is free |-/
I swallowed a pet named Steve
+Micah Chiaravallotti same
Same this made me so emotional but I love the song so much
Tyler's voice always relaxes me...
I really love twenty one pilots.
same ;-;
same🙈
Same😍 |-/
Yes
i agree
Props to the guy who did the visuals.
Oh, and theres a survivor in our class
the visuals actually gave me a siezer
+Moist Your grammar gave me a seizure.
+Moist your username is me
yes, i feel like they dont get enough credit, same with reel bear lol, the ones who make the ers highlight vids.
I got diagnosed with stage 2 leukemia back in 2018. This song really captures the pain I felt and the thought of not wanting to fight anymore and just give up. I ended up getting depressed from being in the hospital so much and always having to worry if I’m gonna wake up the next day. I only had my dad as support and some family and friends, I had a very neglecting mother and she could care less if I was sick. I almost died a few times but they were able to stop it. I’m so thankful I’m still here today and I’m cured. To anyone else fighting this god awful disease, stay strong, and never give up. I believe in you.
This song is depressing alone, but when you have someone close who passed away or is fighting cancer, it's taken a whole new level of sad
I can relate to that :')
True, I lost my cousin recently he died of malaria and the song really hits me because of it.
yea. my dad died from cancer 4 years ago. and then i heard this song and cried for hours
true..
So that’s why it hurts more and when he say sisters and brothers, I was close to the person who passed but he had multiple brothers and sisters
My cousin died of cancer today, and this was the first song youtube recomended to me.
PsychoFader I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry
💛🖤💛
PsychoFader that’s soo sad I’m soo sorry for you ❤️
Sorry for your loss. Your cousin is in a better place now.😔
I'm so sorry for your loss, stay strong!
As of last night
My best friend and lover of 12 years has succumbed to a 4 year battle with cancer.
I was happy to have shared a portion of my life with her, and knowing she is gone has only fueled my own depression.
Long live sierra, we will meet again
Edit: it has been 5 months, and even though no one really asked, im doing ok.
Im currently in a new relationship, trying to start anew, and while it isnt the same, it is helping heal the hole in my heart.. And i feel sierra wouldve wanted me to continue loving anyways.
I broke down last night, after seeing all of your kind words, it genuinely means so much to me, all of your words have strung a chord deep in my heart, and while i didn't expect my comment to gain traction, a part of me is quite glad and thankful for all of your kind thoughts
Edit: I Can't believe its been a few years now
While the pain still remains, I have considerably gotten over it. and while I still remember my love, and sometimes fall back into a bit of a depressive state, I recently got married with the woman I had been dating for a while.. she has been helping me through everything for quite some time now. I am thankful to all the kind words, and I will never miss Sierra, but I will live on in spite of the pain
I'm sure she wishes the best for you and I do too. I hope you'll overcome your battle with depression and find someone who'll make you happy
@@maxime9158 hey, i really appreciate the comment
It means a good amount to me.
Yeah, maybe things arent exactly looking up as much as i hoped, but i wont lie when i say that its slowly gotten better.
Like 'Our hollow//Our home' says, it only gets easier with time
I'm sorry I lost my cousin not to cancer but I know how you feel
[deadname] I don’t know when you lost them but I lost my dad two years ago from cancer and everyone says it gets better and I am just here to say it does don’t give up
❤️
Lost my mother one month ago, she have a a trouble in heart after a surgery to remove a nodule of cancer, she had already beaten chemo but that surgery was necessary. I can remember everything from the last day that I saw her alive. We did an exam to see the heart and the doctor asked for hospitalization. I could not stay in the room where she was hospitalized, I could not stay as a companion, i remember that ive said goodbye and say that ill be there in the next morning, before i pass through the door i feel like ive have to kiss her on the forehead and say that i will be there on the next day, afther that ive started to crying a way that had never happened before, I felt like I was leaving my world behind. I got in the car and drove home crying because I needed to get her a pillow, so I left the pillow at the hospital but I couldn't see her. In the other day at 05 am my dad wakes me up and tell me the thing that i never wanted to hear. My last interaction with my mother was the kiss I gave her on the forehead. Before the funeral I went to where she was doing chemotherapy, there they had a bell where the person who defeated cancer would ring, my brother and I would ring the bell for her, because she overcame the cancer, what took her was the heart problem. the verse "I will not kiss you cause the hardest part of this is leaving you" hits me a lot because I followed the whole process of my mother always by her side, and in that last kiss I felt lost, I felt like it was the last.
Thank you Tyler and Josh for the all the great music, thank you guys for helping me with every difficult or happy moment of my life. Brazil loves you guys! i hope one day i can meet you guys and tell you how much your melodies have helped me
To anyone that is going through this or anyone that you know that is going through this. Stay strong, do what you can do to help, have faith, have faith in God, he knows everything.
I'm sorry everyone for my english
How ever happened to you stay strong bro
Every beginnings got an end bro stay strong ❤🤘🏻
I love you my friend.
stay strong! ❤
I love you dude, my mom just got diagnosed with cancer yesterday, your story made me ball my eyes out. I'm 18 years old and my biggest fear in my life is losing my mom, I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, I will stay strong and I will always believe in God
"this just ain't living" THIS LINE GETS ME EVERYTIME
Same 😭
ok so I wasn't the only one who just started bawling their eyes out ? good
yea
Sameeeeee
That fucking hit me in the chest like a hammer.
I broke the reply button... I'm crying... he sounds so pained.
Hell, I need this on Spotify. It's so emotional and it makes me cry so much. Jeez Tyler! Stopppp. 😂😂😂
It's on Spotify. c:
There are 1 hours versions xD
I think you need to edit your comment, dude
if this made you cry, you will die sobbing with the original version....by My Chemical Romance
I love how he says "faded". Idk, it's calming
UniversalMusic Same I thought I was the only one
UniversalMusic I love how he says everything it's calming
***** Yeah I knew that, lol
faded af
= faaf ded
UniversalMusic lol
A few days ago I put TØP on shuffle while studying. I didnt realize they covered this and it was absolute whiplash to hear my ex’s favorite song being covered by my favorite band, I started crying on my math homework
Lost my baby sister, my only sibling and my very best friend on April 10th, 2018 at 3:14am.
She’s the strongest, funniest, most loving person I ever have or ever will know.
Almost a year later and grief is destroying me.
She was only 34 years old.
*Fuck Cancer*
I'm Your Huckleberry why the hell does this not have more likes
I’m so sorry for your loss
Stay strong
You can make it
Be happy and make her proud of you
Remember she will always be with you and in your ❤️
I'm Your Huckleberry so sorry, stay strong❤️ she is watching over you
When it’s April 10th and she’s still dead
0_•
Be strong.
THE HARDEST PART OF THIS IS LISTENING TO TYLER's VOICE WITHOUT CRYING!!
TRUE VERY TRUE
true
yes ugh
hm no
UGH YESS
i hate the fact that now everyone feels the need to group them into a genre. One of the main reasons I love them so much is because they make music that combines so many genres that I love ( Alternative , Hip Hop/Rap , Reggae , Rock , Ukulele screamo 😂 etc ) and they've always made music without an intended genre which makes them unique.
Tyler Case Swaby they said they were pop
Tyler Case Swaby Lane Boy
Which means they are alternative! Alternative is unique.
Tyler Case Swaby Same and when my friend asked what type of genre of music I like I responded with "Twenty One Pilots" 😂
wait i thought they were define as trash. they did said it at the interview lol. which was funny
Lyrics:
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers, still
I will not kiss you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Turn away
'Cause I'm awful just to see
And all my hairs abandoned all my body
All my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
I'm counting down the days to go
This just ain't livin'
And I just hope you know
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
If you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'll ask you to be true (I'll ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Yes, the hardest part of this
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (call my)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (call my)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
My girlfriend has been battling uterine and lung cancer since July 2018. I've been with my love the whole way through. It was extremely difficult seeing her going through all the symptoms. I would cry wishing it would go away. She would say things like I'm tired of all this. I would hurt hearing her say that. She fought until the chemo stopped working. Now the cancer has spread to her brain. It breaks my heart seeing her go through this. I saw her a few days ago at the hospital and I told her how much I love her. I gave her many kisses and laid my head on her chest. I told her that I would see her again. I bursted out in tears sooo bad. They're giving a little time left. I'm still praying for you babe. I love you!!😭😭....I know you're in a better place with the Lord babe. I will miss and love you forever. I'll see you again my love.😢😪😘
Mark Hernandez
How is she?
How are you?
Also, stay alive friend!
@@emmaannice6605 She passed away 2 weeks ago. She fought with every ounce of her being. I'm going to miss her. I'm going to maintain. God will help me.
Mark Hernandez I'm so sorry for your loss. Cancer is truly a monster :(
@@markhernandez6476 I'm so sorry for your loss fuck cancer man 😭
Sad
Can we take a moment and thank the person who made this video. Its greatly constructed
Chris Schoenman (Visual media for live performances)
Absolutely stunning!
Twenty one pilots rock
my dad died a few days ago because of cancer. I miss him. This song helps me so much. Thank you
My dad died 7 years ago so I understand. If you need to talk I will be happy to help
my dad passed away almost a year ago, god bless you and your family🥺
Samw
its been 5 months but i'm so sorry for your loss, it must be so hard, but we are all here for you
im gonna go call my dad and tell him i love him...even if he doesnt pick up
I am from the health area, I have never lost anyone to cancer, but I see frequent cases in hospitals, this song always makes me cry, because I see the suffering that cancer causes.
Every time he goes "kiss you" I scream inside because it's too heavenly
ahh me too it's beautiful
YES OH MY G
i die
Yeah and his voice is so soft like omg I would sound like a horse or something lol
SAME
lets all take a moment to appreciate the animation.
Yes
LOKAN Omg Yes!
ikr lmao
And the little easter eggs, like the book that says Arthur Miller All My Sons, which is the book where Tyler got the idea for the name Twenty Øne Piløts from. :)
didn't even notice that
This is not MCR vs TOP, this is MCR + TOP = GREATNESS
make this top comment guys
Thank you for making this comment
THANK YOUUUU
exactly! thank you!!
No just MCR+top=shit
I have cancer. I am fighting. PLEASE do NOT give up. Do what you have to, Keep fighting.
I hope you get better
Praying for you ❤
Get better soon, don’t you die on the people you love!
beat cancers ass! you got this, hope u get better and best of wishes!
Bless you, dude! May cancer regret ever trying to take you down.
I love both versions and both bands.
Both Gerard and Tyler have amazing voices.
Which band has the Tyler singer? That's my name O_O
When Tyler says "Kiss you" and all the books burst of the shelf...
SHOOK.
Oh look, I'm dumb. *off
I love that part
That was exactly what happened when I read this comment... O.O
VERY
+Lolo Rijss same here.
My mom got a cancer after she gave a birth to me. She had to take care of the baby and fought against to cancer at the same time. But she survived and she is the best woman to me now. I can't imagine myself living without her in this world. This song reminds me of her...
России шляпа why are you so pissed?
Bilbo Baggins same but my mother died 4 years ago
son lux wow so sorry to hear😭😭 but plz for mine and everybody's sake stay strong. promise u will?
Bilbo Baggins that's nice
That's great!
Why is everyone talking about which version is better? That's not the point. This whole project is just a tribute to MCR's Black parade. Twenty one pilots didn't agree to to this so that people could fall in love with this version over MCR's original. Can't we all just agree that its just amazing how good musicians who were so inspired by MCR that they agreed to to this project. Despite the fact that so many people think they "ruined the song". This is what Tyler and Josh took from the song, and this is how the song inspired them. Honestly
It's not this. This is the worst song they've ever released.
That's your opinion. To some people this maybe the best song/cover they have ever done.
Can people stop telling me it's my opinion? You're damn right it's my opinion! Why do you have to point it out? I understand people will differ, I don't need to acknowledge something is my opinion whenever I have an unpopular opinion.
I love MCR but I also love some covers of their songs. (Like there are great covers of The Beatles, Pink Floyd, Metallica, and so on. I collect cover songs, actually.) A great band will plant the seeds for countless covers to grow, some of them reach higher and bloom brighter. This song does that for me.
Because you're being a bitch. It may be "your opinion" but it's plain rude. There are a lot of other ways to say you didn't like this cover, like, "Wasn't their best cover in my opinion." or "Wish they would've sang it different.", etc. So calm tf down.
can we all agree that tyler joseph is an angel?
why?
Cause he just is
Hell yeah.
absolutely.
yea
Tyler's voice in this song is so deep it always makes me cry
I know it gives me goosebumps
Tyler's voice is life I am crying too cause his voice is too beautiful than mines
Listen to MCR's version(the original song), you'll cry way more. This song has no emotion at all compared to the original
Lee i personally like this version more
they both have a lot of emotion, but MCRs version displays determination while this cover displays hopelessness
This version doesn't display emotion at all??
& MCR's version doesn't display determination he's upset more upset that he will never marry than in TOP's version.
I lost my dad a year ago to cancer, this song hits so hard now
Sorry for your loss
Me too lost my dad from lung cancer in May 2022 💔🕊
My mom in January 💔
My step father is in end of life stages 💔 it still doesn't feel real, he deteriorated so fast.. such a horrible disease, I wouldn't wish this on anyone 😢
@@majesticdreams240 I’m so sorry ❤️
If you say
Goodbye today
I'll ask you to be true
Cause the hardest part of this
*Is leaving you*
Virus ✓ thank you Gerard way for the poetic song
Oh no... here comes my tears...
goth . boi i never thought of that before and i’ll never look at that line the same now
goth . boi he’s saying the hardest part of dying is he won’t get to see his lover anymore. That’s why he says “I’ll ask you to be true”, as in he doesn’t want them to move on
This song always reminds me of when my mom had cancer. Thankfully she's been cured for at least 4 years now, but i still get sad thinking about it. She had been so strong and i could only imagine what she was feeling.
lucky. my mom died from it.. :''()
+Star Lopez
oh my god i'm so sorry. please stay strong.
My mom had the cancer cut out of her right arm and now there is a huge scar
This song reminds me of my 14 year old pug Chang who died from cancer :'(
aw im so sorry to you and all the people dealing with people + animals with cancer and other illness. you can get through this i love you all. ♡
seriously, props to you guys. taking an iconic mcr and putting such a twist on it was a big risk but it was executed beautifully. all the emotion is still there and has a beautiful vibe and sound. well done boys
i completely agree
^ yep
I agree
yes
I think it's absolutely perfect, but my sister thought it didn't sound sad enough ??????
My mom was diagnosed with colon cancer in September. It was too advanced when we found it. She died the day after Thanksgiving.
I'm trying so hard to keep my chin up. Christmas 2020 sucked and my kids deserve something better. So I'm powering through the holidays and doing my best to stay positive for them. But its so hard. Everytime I get a moment alone I start sobbing. I'm 48 years old and I'm crying because I miss my mommy.
I hope things are looking up for you Eric. You won't get over it, but you'll learn to live with the pain.
Omg i can’t imagine. Hope you’re doing better and I’m so sorry :(
Keep ur head up man you’ll be together again one day
Sending hugs n loves
I recently lost my dad to lung cancer in January after we found out in November. I get how it feels to suddenly find out and lose someone just as suddenly. My dads spread this whole body, and no one, not even my dad suspected anything was wrong. In December, we were told he had 3-6 months left. The scariest and saddest part is how well my dad was still functioning quite well two months before passing. Even on the day of, he was still quite alert. I’m very sorry you and your kids had to lose a mom and grandma.
I have listened to this multiple times over the first days, but only now is this hitting me harder than a train
Same
it hit's me every time
Try to listen to the original, it's better imo
this is good but i think you would enjoy the original by MCR. thats my favorite
Try listen to live McR last performance of Cancer in Mexico ( The Black Parade is Dead !). Its too good to be forget. More emotional.
Three years ago I listened to this song while I attempted suicide. I'm so grateful than I'm still here. If I had succeeded I never would have met my best friend/brother. He took me in when I had nowhere to go and has helped me through a ton of shit. I really don't deserve someone like him in my life but I am grateful none the less.
I’m so proud of you, you’re honestly incredible and so so strong for making it through this and you have my eternal support
You are totally deserving! I’m so, so glad you’re still alive. Keep being strong, you’re amazing! 💕💕💕
Everyone diserves to have their bandito. I am so happy that you found yours and are still here with us!
Stay strong, stay positive
Stay with us. It's worth it, there are beautiful things you still have to expirence. Good luck in recovering. I wish you the best,and thank you for surviving.
*When both fandoms are fighting but both bands helped you through dark times so you just sit in silence while crying in lemon*
"And now I just sit in silence"
damn dat kinky lemon
dreaming in hysteria I FOLLOW U ON INSTAGRAM
such a deep word
TØP MCR TRASH Lindemann did somebody steal your car radio
I don't get why people dislike this. covers aren't supposed to be exactly like the original. They did exactly what a cover is, capturing a song in your own way. This sounds exactly like if Twenty One Pilots had written this song 10/10.
Yeah they did 🖤👍🤘
You know what's different from TOP's version and MCR's? Gerard sounds like if he was still fighting, Tyler sounds like he just gave up on trying...
I was just going to say that
Someone already said that
how? cause Gerrard isn't singing softly? I feel like this song is still a "I'm done for and here's my farewell"
ikr
I absolutely love this description woah
TWENTY ONE PILOTS COVERING MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE WHAT IS THIS LIFE??? CAN WE HAVE A PANIC AT THE DISCO REUNION NEXT?
OMG YOU LIKE THE SPECTATORS???!!
ricardo rojas YESSSSS!
Finnbar xd DO YOU ALSO WATCH THE CREW?!!!??
I think my username is appropriate for that
ricardo rojas THATS HOW I FOUND THEM YEARS AGO!!
Oh. My. God. I had chills the entire time. This cover is so beautiful, the video was so perfect. This might have been some of TØP's best work...
I would die for an entire TØP album with this compositional style (slow, haunting, strangely electronic).
I swear I'm not crying...
Really? This was overproduced as shit, it would have been much better with Tyler on the piano and Josh with drums in the back.
+Otter Hero - PugiPugi4lyfe we can have both! Half and half!
I would die for an album like that!
I like the way you described it as "slow,haunting, strangely electronic" it'd be cool to hear an album like that
Funny how their best work is a cover...
This songs hit different when you've lost loved one battling cancer.
❤🩹
skill issue tbh
*i just now realized how much I miss them.*
Beef_Cheese_lettuce mcr or tøp? Because top came back yesterday I am so excited
Happy person sameeeee I'm READY for the tour
Beef_Cheese_lettuce THEY'RE BACK
Beef_Cheese_lettuce you talkin bout mcr? same man same
Beef_Cheese_lettuce what happend to twentyone pilots
i love how the number of
the vertical lines on the red pages decrease as tyler says "counting down"
same. that was a really nice detail. especially since it ends at go
Huh. Right when I read this comment I got to that part of the video.
and in the O, as the logo of the group (ø)
And also when it says 'to' there are two ticks left :)
Ya. It gets me
Im alone laying in the middle of my room sobbing. i havent stopped playing this cover for days.
Same
thats what happens when im alone in my room in the dark at night and my body just burst with all these different emotions of nostalgia.
ikr same here
same..
how about listening to the original? its a lot better
I love how both versions (MCR and TOP) have different melodies and are still great
Me too
everyone's talking about how Gerard's still fighting and Tyler's given up. in my personal opinion, it sounds like they both have given up and are dealing with it in different ways. or in my eyes, the two types of depression. while Gerard sounds like he's angry at the world and Tyler sounds just plain sad, I think they've both given up. so Gerard is dealing with his sadness with anger, and Tyler's just trying to get rid of/deal with the sadness. or maybe he's just let the sadness take over him.
FINALLY SOMEONE REASONABLE
EXACTLYYYYYYY ;-;
honestly you nailed it dude kudos to you
Or maybe they are both ok and are singing songs based on past or just telling a story?
B-Joo's toenail like rodin's sculture
Imagine this: You're going to a TØP concert and the last song is Cancer. As the second verse begins, someone appears singing "now turn away 'cause I'm awful just to see..." it's Gerard. Both Tyler and Gee sing it together to the end. That's how the world will become emo again.
T.T
That would be a dream come trueT.T
cAN YOU FUCKING NOT
cringe
"emo"... lol im weak. Ridicules
i love how the book covers are the icons to the songs in burrito face
burrito face
My name is burrito face and I care what you think
I love burrito face
I've got two faces, burrito's the one I'm not
I can't 😂😂😂
My heart goes to all the people with cancer. I'm sorry for everything you have to pass through! I love you all!
I'll tell you my story, my boyfriend was lying to me that he has cancer. I know, sounds unreal, right?
We had a LDR, it was going for around 5 months, he've been calling me the love of this life and the right one. He was telling me everyday that he loves me so much... We spend hours together everyday and being on call at night before falling asleep and dreaming and planning to meet each other. Around 20 days ago he started feeling very bad, as he told. His head and stomach were always hurting. I did everything I could to support and take care of him, letting him know that I'm with him and that I love him irrespective of how he is feeling.
After a week of feeling bad he told me he will go see a doctor. And you know? I believed everything! He said the doctor said he has an autoimmune disease but they didn't know what type it is yet. He said they need to do more analysis. Some more days passed. He told me he was still in pain continuosly and that he's throwing up very oftern. And he was faking everything so well... such a good actor. When we were on call he would groan as if with pain and all the things like this.
Then a few days passed, and he said that the doctor told him they suspect he has cancer but it's not conlusive yet and that they need more time to confirm this. A few hours passed and he sad they confirmed. He said he will go to do more exams to know thae type of cancer and possible treatments the next days and that he won't be able to pay me more attention. I told him not to worry about this and that I love him! And that we need to focus for him to get better now. I assured him that I support him in everything.
The next day he disappeared. I thought the doctors told him his cancer is very bad and that he doesn't talk to me not to make me feel sad. I was so horribly wrong.
More days passed, during which I was researching everything about cancer and joining different cancer communities, just to make everything I can to help him feel better. I learned about so many different stories of people with cancer. I sympathise with all of them!
During this time I was writing letters to him everyday (because it was our thing to do every night). And I was trying to contact him everywhere I could.
One day, I found his instagram account... and what do you think I found there? A photo of him kissing another girl... He was calling her 'my love' like he used to call me. And she called him 'my significant other'. This is a term I taught him, he had no idea such term exists before :) and he's using it with her now... I saw him being happy and healthy cheating with another girl when I was worried for him thinking he's in the hospital and is undergoing treatment. I was praying to God everyday to cure him...
I needed explanation and texted both of them. After a day I got answers. Apparently his love for me was fading and he had no courage to tell me but he had courage to tell me he has cancer so I'd leave him... guess what? I'm not a monster like him, I wanted to be with him even him being sick... He told me he is with the girl after he left when he told me he has cancer but the girl told me they are together for 2 months...
It was so difficult to comprehend that something like this is happening to me. And it's way more difficult knowing that he dared to lie about cancer. Seeing their photo I immediately broke up with him. I'm not sad he's not with me anymore but I'm sad he did it that way. Lying about having cancer... this is just so wrong and atrocious... It just doesn't sit well with me. How can you lie about having cancer?? Can you imagine?
And the worst part is that I never expected this from him as he 'loved me so much' and I thought he is the kindest person ever. He turned out to be a monster... the worst person I know...
After I told the girl everything, she is still with him... I hope he doesn't do the same to her... It must be difficult to live with a liar, a monster and a cheater... I don't feel anything for him now, except disgust.
I'm happy I found out his true nature and that God saved me from being with such a person.
Felipe Cafezeiro Plech, if you ever stumble upon this, know that you are not worth of my feelings. You are a monster, a real monster. I feel bad for all people that have cancer whom you disrespected with your lie. I feel bad for all the people he has to deal with too. I'm sorry!
May God forgive him. 🙏
damn😭😭
Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers, still
I will not kiss you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Turn away
'Cause I'm awful just to see
And all my hairs abandoned all my body
All my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
I'm counting down the days to go
This just ain't livin'
And I just hope you know
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (turn away)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
If you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'll ask you to be true (I'll ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
Yes, the hardest part of this
I will not kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (call my)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
Kiss you (kiss you)
Lips are chapped and faded
Call my (call my)
Lips are chapped and faded (faded)
its literally a lyric video dude
Doesn't show all of the lyrics tho tbh but its still sad
Thank you!!
@@hournazkheiri21 I couldn’t understand still
Its a lyric video wtf
This Genre of music is called "emotionally unstable crying"
that was me last night watching this on repeat
^^^^^
Any time i hear this that is me i will replay it and play it over and over again just lying on my bed crying to this song it's just too good
Ohgrasheoneus same
or just simply "emo"
I don't wish cancer to anyone.
I cry everytime I hear this and the MCR version, because I lost someone I really love due to cancer. It still is very hard to get over it, this song and Famous Last Words are a bit helping me. Please guys, if you already have cancer, I wish you, that you don't die and live a happy life. For all the others : stay healthy! Unhealthyness also causes cancer. Please beware of yourself and others. It is really sad to loose someone. This song makes me go emotional and I'm very thankful to mcr.
I read the first two lines of this comment and started crying :(
Yeah ;( Please stay healthy and contact your doctor if you think you're ill, sometimes harmless symptoms can lead to very bad sicknesses. Wish you a nice day or night.
Akira likes Blood aww that really sad i know how you feel....stay strong
Akira likes Blood My grandpa died because of cancer. But I don't really remeber him. I only saw him two times or so.
But I stay with my grandmother and my other grandfather and grandma and I love them.
we miss you Techno. rest peacefully legend
They should do a fundraiser were they sing this live to raise money for cancer and other diseases who agrees
truu
yesss and they should stream it live so people can donate even if they cant make it to the event
that's a really good idea
Fuck yeahhhhhh
Yes, I support you
"Turn Away..." *immediately loves this in every aspect*
In all seriousness though. This was amazing.
Agreed but Tyler kinda doesn't sound like Tyler in this
+Mr. Commenter True. Granted, you can still here him in this music, although the lyrics are originally from a different artist. Meaning to me, you can't hear his voice well. But I hear his music. His love put into this. If that makes sense. :)
Sounds like the old stuff! "Before you start your Day" maybe, and "Anathema" (sp?) l-/
+RandomQuatria yep that's for sure. Tyler always put all his heart and soul into his music. |-/
can we stop comparing the two and enjoy the fact that they covered mcr.
Gerard Way Lemon That will be great, i hate when people do that
Actally this is the cover
Right
Okay, but the original was better😄
Molly Aguilar (i agree) shhh
My girlfriend past away because of leukemia last month. She used to sing this song whenever she gets the chance. "Cuz the hardest part of this is leaving you" was her favorite line from this song. One day, she couldn't speak anymore but she could still move her wrists. She reached out to me and wrote "hardest part" on my palm. I cried, cried and cried till I can't anymore. I love you still my sun, my light and my hope.
This is beautiful because both Gerard and Tyler have that raw emotion to their voice and it pierces through me to my very core
dad i agree 100% wow
+cough-memes-cough get OUT
+allynope *sad sounds*
+cough-memes-cough AYEEE
cough-memes-cough as I wrote this comment I hoped someone would get it. And you did. God bless emos
-this comes on shuffle- -me: cries-, -original cancer comes right after- -me; (bawls uncontrollably) StOP KILLINGME-
Syanide DONT CRY
CRAFT!
no
edgy
n
Who left all of the sliced, juicy onions out. and why?!
IM SO HAPPY THAT THEY COVERED A MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sadie Rabinowitz lol and it's about them dying
Couey Prator
Yeah but almost all of their songs are about dying
We need more people like you in these comments
phantastic melanievessels
Yes. You do because no one is recognizing that it's by them. Can I be happy that one of my favorite bands covered a song from my other favorite band?
Sadie Rabinowitz yeah, a lot of ppl in the comments are saying either band is better and I don't personally listen to mcr but both versions are equal and good
Today, it just hits different, then other days
Why
Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
only his true fans will under stand the meaning of the comment they made
I WILL NOT GO TO JAIL FOR THIS ONE
SAME OMG
Lol me
Just you wait, honey
I WILL AND IT WILL BE WORTHIT
I STILL DONT KNOW ABOUT THAT
It hurts less to hear this because Mcr is back
It hurts more to hear this because Mcr is back
Yeah and there is no new music and concerts cuz covid :(
Literally Give us anything and we will be happy
yall please stop fighting these are both so beautiful and great and emotional
ikr I agree
ikr
MCR is like the emo trinity's dead dad, and our lil baby bops are singing this in their honor. :'(
Edit: If you guys want to see some of my shitty headcanons and such for the 'Emo Quartet', please check out my AO3 account, my user is "ddivine". Warning: Brendon has a pumpkin fetish. Don't ask.
Ciel I'm sobbing don't do this to me ^^
Thank you
My aunt died of cancer and this song is literally the description of everything that my aunt went through in the process, I love this cover.
skill issue tbh
The main difference that I've noticed between MCR and TØP's cancer is that Gerard sing like he's still fighting his sickness, still fighting to say a painful and prideful goodbye, like he's trying to explain to his five year old daughter that he's dying, where as Tyler sings like he's given up fighting at all, he's ready to leave, he feels he's only a burden to anyone who he might say goodbye to, like he's telling someone he just threw down the stairs he's dying.
Originality Is Hard yeah I can see that. Other Twenty One Pilots songs are like that, they are very depressing. Listen to Kitchen Sink first. Then probably Friend Please and maybe A Car A Torch A Death
xKittyCatx Lol Kitchen Sink isn’t supposed to sound depressing. I’m sure you’ve heard this maybe a million times but Tyler wrote the song about Purpose and the meaning to keep going. Maybe you’ve heard or seen the interview with him explaining Kitchen Sink. I get A car, a torch, a death but in reality, none of their songs are depressing. They’re actually really beautifully lyrical songs and have helped so many people with their mental disorders. I’m just saying this so you can remember that they might sound depressing but really they’re not. Also I’m not here to fight just to remind you ^^
I've taken Glowing Eyes as a song that's kind of depressing... I think of it as a song about someone who is alone. Also, Not Today comes out and says "Listen I know, this one's a contradiction because of how happy it sounds, but the lyrics are so down."
Originality Is Hard ...
Originality Is Hard 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Can we talk about how amazing the imagery for this song is.
if u like : )
Lads this is perfect. Absolutely perfect.
Perfect and emotionally damaging.
Bæ it's too much
same bry tbh
Ikr I'm actually dying yes bry same
So good!
My sister and I used this song to cope when my grandfather died after beating cancer. It left his body too damaged to sustain itself and he died shortly after being cured.. It came out the same year he died and its one of the few things that can get me to cry. Growing up in certain parts of the world as a man, you're not really allowed to cry.. having something to help me get it out helps a lot. Im 6 years late to commenting on this masterpiece of a cover, but better late than never. If anyone happens upon this and you have a loved one who is dying of cancer, give them the time they deserve or you'll regret it later.. I know I do.
Where he sings 'if you say goodbye today' I burst into tears because my great aunt said goodbye to me as she left me house then died of cancer 7 hours later
*hugs u tightly and cries along*
Same thing happened with my aunt and grandmother. This song makes me cry soooo much
+Deal_With_It **Hugs you both**
My condolences ♥
Im so sorry i know how it feels. I left for my exchange year and i had to say goodbye for the last time to my grandpa because of cancer and i knew he wouldn't be there when i come home. I hope you are okay