Hi Beck!! I loved your paranormal investigations! 👻👻👻 I'm glad you are thinking about posting more of them. Also, your idea of doing some movie, television reactions and reviews would also fun. Maybe you can do some polls and like you said, it would be interactive and a great way to connect with you and each other. Looking forward to watching your channel grow and have much variety. Why settle on just one type of content? Much love to you and everyone!! 😊
I was raised by a narcissist, and it nearly killed me. I'm so glad you got away from Amber and that you're learning about this kind of abuse. Keep working on your healing - you're doing great!
I grew up with one as well. My sister and she beat me daily. I didn’t tell any because of fear of retaliation. It really is a crazy mind eff living with someone like that. I truly hope you find healing and beck I hope you do as well. We are all here for you. Also love your art!!!!
I'm so sorry about your experience. I was raised by one too and it made me turn into a shell of a person. I'll probably be recovering for the rest of my life, people like this can seriously mess you up.
@@catsparkle my mum is a narcissist. everything is so conditional with them. including their “love”. They have no genuine bone in their body.. my dad is also one as well.
I hear you all. My mother is covert and my older sister is overt. It took me too many years to banish them from my life and start to heal. I can’t emphasize enough just how toxic and destructive such people are.
Beck, a lot of people love you. You know why? Because you are so authentic with who you are and so kind. Make content when it is convenient to you IF you want to share with us. Thank you for sharing your art as well, so wonderful to see it again. I'd love to hear more from you about mental health care and recovery. You've really shown up for yourself and made huge changes to have a happier life. Love you Beck.
11:27 - the love your mom had towards you to change her views in truly an act of so much love, that is true. becky, your mom loved you very much! keep going strong
I hope you realize that a lot of us aren't here for your connection to Amber, but because of you and your own personality. You can build an audience separate from your more embarrassing past. ❤
@OmgPandamonium oh but she is a bully ,yall forget she laughed about her exs period stained pants on fb with eric ? Even uploaded a picture of them. Now go and say that's ok behaviour because it's beggy and she got the big sad 😂
Conditional love is no love at all. As someone with a very similar family, I'm so proud of you for standing up for yourself and so thankful that they came around. ❤
Omg beck thank you so much !!! I’m in tears you it’s so silly maybe to other people but my son loves gravity falls so much!! Thank you so much how kind of you!! ❤❤❤ he’s at school right now I’m going to show him asap! I’ll edit with his reaction! EDIT: he freaked out he says “I really likes it I wish I could see you draw in person “ lol we’re gonna send you a picture of his drawings on Instagram he wants to show you! He wants to be an artist like you when he grows up ❤️
Beck, the way you spoke about your coming out story was so powerful and poignant. I watched The Ankle’s reaction and had to stop the video to come here and leave a comment myself as well as subscribe finally. It deeply resonated with me and my fears of accepting and being open with my own queerness with my family. I loved when you mentioned that even though some family members’ love might be conditional, it’s those whose isn’t that matters. I love anime and CN shows (my favorites being Death Note and Adventure Time) as well as paranormal stuff, so I’m excited to see what you’ll put out on here! I love hearing about you and your passions Beck, we all do. Take all the time you need, and I hope this is the start of a wonderful, well-deserved chapter in your story.
Digital artist here. You can set up a google form for people to sign up on, just add the disclaimer that you won't be taking every application for a commission. Include a question for the best place to contact the customer, the character they want art of, any commission details they might want (like pose, expression) and also write yourself a short TOS to protect yourself (including rules like, you will not issue a refund once the art is complete). Also do not take payment any later than upfront!! Once you choose a client, give a quote and accept payment before you begin. Many artists get scammed out of their time and effort because they wait
I find your voice very easy to listen to (regardless what the topic is) and I wouldn't mind a longer yapping vid as background noise to accompany me while I'm drawing XD
Hey Becky, I too was in a narcissistic abusive relationship, 6 years of my life 11 Years ago. I still struggle with my self-esteem but it gets better every day. I hope you continue to heal. You deserve the world. I'm so happy to hear from you.! Keep your head up!
Beck, my husband is a ghost hunter on TH-cam. He is Jon from Exploration Unknown. We just live in Knoxville so it wouldn’t be that hard to get together if you wanted to. He actually reached out to you before but it was a very long time ago and you were going though it at the time.
Amber lost her best friend when she lost you Beck. You won Beck, regardless of the money, you won because you have something Amber will never have... Love, in your personal life and on here, money can't but that. God bless you ❤
It’s so nice to hear from you Beck, I’m so glad you’re using your platform in such a productive and helpful way. You sound so well spoken and put together too. I know it’s been said before but this type of video really suits you, looking forward to what you put out next!
Welcome back. This channel is yours and you have 80 thousand people who want to follow you for YOUR personality. You have a strong voice and we’d love to hear ANYTHING you put out. You are blessed with this following, and we aren’t following your past-we’re following YOU! Art videos, story videos, or anything that interests you. We hope you come back, but you don’t need to post daily videos. Enjoy your time here.
"The axe forgets but the tree remembers". You're a strong tree, Beck. Don't forget that axes break the more they chop and swing but trees grow taller and stronger each year. This axe may have forgotten but it will also BE forgotten. You however will not ❤ Grow and keep growing to your heart's content, Beck.
I think it would be awesome for you to react to old videos and tell us what was ACTUALLY going on during that time.. or how you were ACTUALLY feeling. Only when you get there and have healed enough to look back ❤ I think it’s a good point to make that what we see, isn’t the truth. Just like social media itself.. you never know what’s really happening behind the scenes. Xoxo!
Beck, you might just be one of the most resilient people I've ever heard of, having survived both a painful break from your family, a narcissistic abusive relationship, and such severe hardships and grief - only to still come out on the other side as a strong, kind and hopeful person. Thank you so much for sharing your story, and for reminding other abuse survivors like myself that there truly still is light at the end of that tunnel ❤
Victim of a narcissist ex here. Both physical assault and verbal. I ended up having his child and was thankful to have family get me out of state before he offed us. Much respect to you, Beck.
You're always so respectful to everyone even when you have been treated badly by these people. It says a lot about you as a person. You are a good soul Beck and we love you ❤
BECK PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO GHOST HUNTING THAT WOULD BE SO FUN! Also, I love the vibe that you present by showing your drawing time-lapses! We support you!!
Your return to TH-cam has made me so happy Beck. You’re so strong and I’m so proud of you for coming out and telling your side of the story. I’m so glad to see you back and can’t wait for you to upload more! Side note, I would love to see you talk about all the paranormal activity in Appalachia! I really enjoyed your nature walk videos too. And maybe you could do some real time sit down videos where you draw/paint/craft and just chat too!
I love the idea of a series on Appalachian creatures/monsters! I know nothing about that at all but you saying you guys have “a LOT” grabs my interest!!
Beck as a person who was married to a narcissist who abuse me physically emotionally, and financially, I can tell you it is difficult to bounce back from what you were put through, but I can also tell you you will get through it. Don’t pressure yourself take it a day at a time. You have a lot of people that are rooting for you.
I really love watching your art coming to life while you talk. I would love paranormal talk. My son and I are really into it. He even bought me a spirit box for Christmas! You sounded really happy in this video Beck, I’m glad things are turning around for you!
We love you Beck you are so lovely and kind. It took me years to heal from my narcissistic partner and people were blaming me “why don’t you leave?!” They didn’t understand how I felt or what I went through….you are an inspiration 💜 thank you for spreading awareness
As someone who also went through narcissistic abuse, I can’t tell you how much your raw honesty and vulnerability has helped me in my own healing journey. You are doing incredible things, Beck. There are so many that support and care for you. Keep being your amazing self❤
Beck you are such a well spoken, and beautiful soul. Trauma is a fire no one should ever need to walk through, but for those who do, it has forged some of the strongest people I've ever met. Sending love 💜
I would be totally down just watching you draw and chat. If you do the fables and stuff would love to see you drawing art of it while you were talking. I would also love to personally hear more about your healing journey, and of COURSE talk about cartoons lololol
Thank you for sharing about your abuse, Beck. I have not been in this type of relationship but know that I am vulnerable to being swooned into one due to my mental health issues, trusting too much, and low self esteem. I wish nothing but healing and love for you!!!!
Amber is to this day making $$$ of you. You should absolutely make videos reacting to your personal experience living with a narcissist. It can help other ppl. You seem to have a good support system now, use this to your advantage. Make lots of $$ Use that towards your mental and physical health, down payment on a home, a reliable vehicle, food on the table, a nice vacation with your love one. Plus you can blog it, there is nothing ppl want more than to see you thrive. See it as a business idea and compensation for your mental and physical suffering.
This video format soothes my soul...you should do podcast-length videos. We wouldn't care what you spoke about; paranormal content, life stories, 90s nostalgia...we are just happy that you are doing well ❤️
You are so deserving of success love and support. Your calming demeanor and articulate narration coupled with the format of this video (chat and draw) brings me so much peace and joy. I would gladly watch this type of talk through weekly!
Please do not watch Mr Snowflake’s video. He is very respectful, but I think seeing your life summed up like this will be a huge mental burden. Only do it if you are up to it. We are here to support you in your healing and learning ❤
Hey Beck! One of the first things I wanted to say is how much I love your art. You have really come a long way and the improvements and growth are totally evident. Now, as far as your channel goes, I live in the Appalachians too, but on the East Tennessee side. There's SO much lore and stories with the Appalachians, and I think covering that would be super interesting. That being said, I think the ghost hunting would be great and interesting too! Go for it! I'm happy to hear you're doing better in many different ways, and I hope you continue to heal. Much love and can't wait to see more videos!
beck that froggy purse is sooo cute btw this form of content rocks cause a lot of people are doing other stuff while listening to videos, and it feels like taking away the camera has really helped you just be able to speak your mind and talk about things that are relevant and interesting !
Just came from Snowflake reacting to this video. I had no idea you had a youtube channel! I love that you're still drawing and showing off your art during the video. As for the sorts of videos to make, the mythology idea would be great! I'm over here in Europe (Norway to be precise) so I don't know a whole lot about the myths and creatures you have over there. The Ghost hunting would also be really fun! A suggestion I have would be maybe art challenges. You've made so much progress in your art, keep it up! I saw another comment suggesting an Etsy store for commissions and I think that would be a great idea! Sending you lots of love from across the world.
It’s nice to hear Beck’s voice so upbeat again. For a long time, it seemed like they were barely there, a mere shadow of a person. But now they sound strong and clear, with real goals and hope for the future. I’m happy they are doing so well and wish them well in whatever they decide to do.
I just got out of a year long abusive relationship. Was locked in his room several times and he told me to pass a slow painful d*ath. And that’s just the tip of the iceberg. Thank you for sharing, you are brave
So great to hear from you Beck. I've always hoped you have begun the healing process and that you are happy. Would love to see you answer Mr Snowflake's questions but only if it is something you want to do and you're in a mentally healthy space to do so. Otherwise, happy to hear about your life and watching your drawings! ❤
I loooooove these drawing process vids, you're so skilled !!!!! Also, thank you for being as open as you are, and sharing such vulnerable emotions and memories. I'm so excited to possibly hear about the media you like!!
As a victim of a narcissistic relationship, I’m so happy to see you learning about what happened to you and healing from it. I’ve been on my own journey ❤
Beck, you are such a sweet soul!! It warms my heart to hear you happy and feeling the support from all of us. I wish you love, positivity, and all things beautiful. 🩷💞💕🩷
It’s always so good to hear from you, Beck. You’re a diamond in the rough when it comes to this corner of the internet. We will always ride for you over here. Really hope to see some cryptid content! You tapped into one of my special interests with that one. All the love to you buddy!
It took me 10 years to heal from my similar situation. Not only does it impact you in the moment, but the lingering trauma takes difficult inner-work, therapy, and great support. Keep up the good work, Beck. I know how these kind of people take meaning, confidence, and worth away from us. Continue reclaiming and cultivating who you are!
Would love some folklore/ cryptid stories. Especially some longer vids, your voice is very relaxing. Also, i know this probably would never happen, but I would love to see you and the ankle collab on some horror movie reviews. It would be kind of when worlds collide stuff.
If anyone deserves a good life, it’s you Beck, and not just what you’ve been through but seeing the amount of hard work you’ve put in to overcome adversity. That’s what really matters and separates victims from victors… preserverence and the willingness to work hard to change no matter where you come from or what’s in your way. ❤❤❤❤❤
I like the idea of you reacting to those past vids with you in them. What if you did it in chronological order and skip all the ones that trigger you? So happy for you, Beck!
As a much older woman, I can tell you from experience that no matter how much time you spend with someone, it will never be enough after they are gone. I've lost a lot of people through natural death or accidents, and I wish that I had spent more time with each of them. Forgive yourself for the regrets, remember to tell everyone at least once you care about them. Much love and healing to you.
This community may have only started from a terrible time in your life, but know that we’re fully rooting for you and the growth you’ve gone through is such a welcome change from all the negativity. There may still be hard times, but you’ve proven to be stronger, even if you don’t always see it.
I wish I could thank you all individually for your kindness in these comments ❤️ thank you so much for being here
Hi Beck!!
I loved your paranormal investigations! 👻👻👻
I'm glad you are thinking about posting more of them. Also, your idea of doing some movie, television reactions and reviews would also fun. Maybe you can do some polls and like you said, it would be interactive and a great way to connect with you and each other.
Looking forward to watching your channel grow and have much variety. Why settle on just one type of content?
Much love to you and everyone!! 😊
Love your Art, and loved the old ghost video you did. cant wait to see more!
part of mental illness tells us to isolate, DONT always reach out for help... Thats how you get better and heal... good luck beck love ya
Keep using your voice Beck!
🫂💖🕊
Mr Snowflake has always been team Beck. And so have we. Because so many of us have a monster in our past you knew as Amber. So much love to you 💕
@@katrinarose72 Ain’t that the truth
I was raised by a narcissist, and it nearly killed me. I'm so glad you got away from Amber and that you're learning about this kind of abuse. Keep working on your healing - you're doing great!
I grew up with one as well. My sister and she beat me daily. I didn’t tell any because of fear of retaliation. It really is a crazy mind eff living with someone like that. I truly hope you find healing and beck I hope you do as well. We are all here for you. Also love your art!!!!
I'm so sorry about your experience. I was raised by one too and it made me turn into a shell of a person. I'll probably be recovering for the rest of my life, people like this can seriously mess you up.
@@catsparkle my mum is a narcissist. everything is so conditional with them. including their “love”. They have no genuine bone in their body.. my dad is also one as well.
I hear you all. My mother is covert and my older sister is overt. It took me too many years to banish them from my life and start to heal. I can’t emphasize enough just how toxic and destructive such people are.
My mother's a narc. 1 year nc. It's worth it to grow and become a bad bitch. Love you guys. 🥰
Beck, you can create an Etsy for commissions. That way you can set a specific amount of commissions you’re willing to do.
The way she filmed you when you were so numb and broken... I'm so incredibly sorry, Beck. 🖤
Yeah amber is absolutely evil. I was so relieved when they broke up. Anyone can see that relationship was abusive af
So true! I was afraid for Beck.
Yes Beck, ghost hunts!!! I've been waiting for like 6 years! ❤️
Thanks!
Narcissistic abuse is not talked about enough. I am so proud of you Beck.
Beck, a lot of people love you. You know why? Because you are so authentic with who you are and so kind. Make content when it is convenient to you IF you want to share with us.
Thank you for sharing your art as well, so wonderful to see it again.
I'd love to hear more from you about mental health care and recovery. You've really shown up for yourself and made huge changes to have a happier life.
Love you Beck.
Yes Beck! So glad you’re back to making content and that things are looking up for you. It’s always a pleasure to hear from you
Right on beck, glad to see ya 🤙🏼🤙🏼
@@TheAnkle 👌🏻
Omg getting your perspective on clips from 2019 would be EVERYTHING. Like what was happening before/after the camera was turned on
11:27 - the love your mom had towards you to change her views in truly an act of so much love, that is true. becky, your mom loved you very much! keep going strong
I hope you realize that a lot of us aren't here for your connection to Amber, but because of you and your own personality. You can build an audience separate from your more embarrassing past. ❤
Yeah! I wanna see Beck content, not more ALR's-ex content
Her personality is like drywall 😂 yall wouldn't entertain her if she wasn't bigbacks ex
@@Lolita-m2fleast their personality isn’t one that goes on the internet spending time bullying a non nasty person.
@Lolita-m2f Go away
@OmgPandamonium oh but she is a bully ,yall forget she laughed about her exs period stained pants on fb with eric ? Even uploaded a picture of them. Now go and say that's ok behaviour because it's beggy and she got the big sad 😂
GO BECK GOOOOO I have been a victim of narcissism just like you. We have your back ! i hope you are doing well!
Me three
I am soooo glad that Mr. Snowflake has your blessing, Beck.
Conditional love is no love at all. As someone with a very similar family, I'm so proud of you for standing up for yourself and so thankful that they came around. ❤
Get your bag ❤
I'm so happy that the donations reduced your stress and worry about your bills and getting to work. That's an awful feeling. Many blessings, Beck.
Omg beck thank you so much !!! I’m in tears you it’s so silly maybe to other people but my son loves gravity falls so much!! Thank you so much how kind of you!! ❤❤❤ he’s at school right now I’m going to show him asap! I’ll edit with his reaction!
EDIT: he freaked out he says “I really likes it I wish I could see you draw in person “ lol we’re gonna send you a picture of his drawings on Instagram he wants to show you! He wants to be an artist like you when he grows up ❤️
this is so sweet awww i sure hope beck sees this comment too!!!!!!
Beck, the way you spoke about your coming out story was so powerful and poignant. I watched The Ankle’s reaction and had to stop the video to come here and leave a comment myself as well as subscribe finally. It deeply resonated with me and my fears of accepting and being open with my own queerness with my family. I loved when you mentioned that even though some family members’ love might be conditional, it’s those whose isn’t that matters. I love anime and CN shows (my favorites being Death Note and Adventure Time) as well as paranormal stuff, so I’m excited to see what you’ll put out on here! I love hearing about you and your passions Beck, we all do. Take all the time you need, and I hope this is the start of a wonderful, well-deserved chapter in your story.
Digital artist here. You can set up a google form for people to sign up on, just add the disclaimer that you won't be taking every application for a commission. Include a question for the best place to contact the customer, the character they want art of, any commission details they might want (like pose, expression) and also write yourself a short TOS to protect yourself (including rules like, you will not issue a refund once the art is complete). Also do not take payment any later than upfront!! Once you choose a client, give a quote and accept payment before you begin. Many artists get scammed out of their time and effort because they wait
Your voice is perfect for a podcast!
Thank you Beck for sharing this message.
Wishing you all the best Beck.
Your art in this is beyond adorable. I’m so glad that you are here, Beck.
I find your voice very easy to listen to (regardless what the topic is) and I wouldn't mind a longer yapping vid as background noise to accompany me while I'm drawing XD
Hey Becky, I too was in a narcissistic abusive relationship, 6 years of my life 11 Years ago. I still struggle with my self-esteem but it gets better every day. I hope you continue to heal. You deserve the world.
I'm so happy to hear from you.! Keep your head up!
Beck, my husband is a ghost hunter on TH-cam. He is Jon from Exploration Unknown. We just live in Knoxville so it wouldn’t be that hard to get together if you wanted to. He actually reached out to you before but it was a very long time ago and you were going though it at the time.
That's so cool, I love Exploration Unknown! It would be cool to see a collab with Beck!
Unfortunately, Becky is too lazy even to respond. She just wants a free ride with no effort.
4:40 “honestly I’m not even sure where he got that baby picture of me. Im already impressed.” 😭😭😂 this was so funny to me omg
Keep your head up! 💚
Amber lost her best friend when she lost you Beck. You won Beck, regardless of the money, you won because you have something Amber will never have... Love, in your personal life and on here, money can't but that. God bless you ❤
Can't like this comment enough. You nailed it.
@kina18 ❤️
Beck! We love you and everything is going to be fine. Thanks for sharing your story with us.
This is such refreshing content. I miss the old internet where we just used to talk and open up honestly. Thanks for talking Beck ❤
It’s so nice to hear from you Beck, I’m so glad you’re using your platform in such a productive and helpful way. You sound so well spoken and put together too. I know it’s been said before but this type of video really suits you, looking forward to what you put out next!
Welcome back. This channel is yours and you have 80 thousand people who want to follow you for YOUR personality. You have a strong voice and we’d love to hear ANYTHING you put out. You are blessed with this following, and we aren’t following your past-we’re following YOU! Art videos, story videos, or anything that interests you. We hope you come back, but you don’t need to post daily videos. Enjoy your time here.
"The axe forgets but the tree remembers". You're a strong tree, Beck. Don't forget that axes break the more they chop and swing but trees grow taller and stronger each year. This axe may have forgotten but it will also BE forgotten. You however will not ❤ Grow and keep growing to your heart's content, Beck.
I think it would be awesome for you to react to old videos and tell us what was ACTUALLY going on during that time.. or how you were ACTUALLY feeling. Only when you get there and have healed enough to look back ❤ I think it’s a good point to make that what we see, isn’t the truth. Just like social media itself.. you never know what’s really happening behind the scenes. Xoxo!
You are amazing Beck!!!!! I support you!!!
Beck, you might just be one of the most resilient people I've ever heard of, having survived both a painful break from your family, a narcissistic abusive relationship, and such severe hardships and grief - only to still come out on the other side as a strong, kind and hopeful person. Thank you so much for sharing your story, and for reminding other abuse survivors like myself that there truly still is light at the end of that tunnel ❤
Victim of a narcissist ex here. Both physical assault and verbal. I ended up having his child and was thankful to have family get me out of state before he offed us. Much respect to you, Beck.
You're always so respectful to everyone even when you have been treated badly by these people. It says a lot about you as a person. You are a good soul Beck and we love you ❤
It's so inspiring to hear you talk about healing from narcissistic abuse. Keep up the good work, Beck. ❤
I would love to see a beck/snowflake interview 💐
No matter how hard you try, there will always be negative comments. You are a lovely person. ❤
We have your back Beck. Keep fighting. You deserve to feel safe secure and loved.
BECK PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO GHOST HUNTING THAT WOULD BE SO FUN! Also, I love the vibe that you present by showing your drawing time-lapses! We support you!!
Waverly hills is literally right there!
I would love to see more ghost hunting as well! I also love the art content!
Your return to TH-cam has made me so happy Beck. You’re so strong and I’m so proud of you for coming out and telling your side of the story. I’m so glad to see you back and can’t wait for you to upload more!
Side note, I would love to see you talk about all the paranormal activity in Appalachia! I really enjoyed your nature walk videos too. And maybe you could do some real time sit down videos where you draw/paint/craft and just chat too!
I love the idea of a series on Appalachian creatures/monsters! I know nothing about that at all but you saying you guys have “a LOT” grabs my interest!!
Holy crap, Beck! 😳❤️ This was amazing! The script writing is 10/10 and the artwork is a great personal touch!
It makes my heart happy to see your video notifications pop up again. Love you beck and I'm proud of you.
Every time you come back you sound a bit more happy and its wonderful to hear. All the best Beck!
Woop-woop, that's the sound of da Beck
Woop-woop, that's the sound of da beast
Beck as a person who was married to a narcissist who abuse me physically emotionally, and financially, I can tell you it is difficult to bounce back from what you were put through, but I can also tell you you will get through it. Don’t pressure yourself take it a day at a time. You have a lot of people that are rooting for you.
My comfort youtuber! Please do some spooky content. Maybe just reading or reacting to creepy reddit stories etc. I’ll watch anything!
This is a incredible suggestion!
This is a great way to come back 👏🏼 prioritize your mental health and post when you can. We’re here for you 🙌🏼🙌🏼
1 year no contact with my narc mom. I'm so proud of you Beck. I know how hard it is.
I really love watching your art coming to life while you talk. I would love paranormal talk. My son and I are really into it. He even bought me a spirit box for Christmas! You sounded really happy in this video Beck, I’m glad things are turning around for you!
We love you Beck you are so lovely and kind. It took me years to heal from my narcissistic partner and people were blaming me “why don’t you leave?!” They didn’t understand how I felt or what I went through….you are an inspiration 💜 thank you for spreading awareness
Keep up the good work Beck🩷 love your art
As someone who also went through narcissistic abuse, I can’t tell you how much your raw honesty and vulnerability has helped me in my own healing journey. You are doing incredible things, Beck. There are so many that support and care for you. Keep being your amazing self❤
We’re happy to see you back Beck!! We love and support you. Mr.Snowflake will do you justice Beck!! We’re all preparing for his video about you.
Beck you are such a well spoken, and beautiful soul. Trauma is a fire no one should ever need to walk through, but for those who do, it has forged some of the strongest people I've ever met. Sending love 💜
Mr Snowflake-interview Beck PLEASE!!
Appalachian folktales, or drawings of Appalachian myths/monsters would be fun
Yeah!!!
I would be totally down just watching you draw and chat. If you do the fables and stuff would love to see you drawing art of it while you were talking. I would also love to personally hear more about your healing journey, and of COURSE talk about cartoons lololol
seconded, they’ve always been a good story teller i’d absolutely watch this
I agree!!!!!
Thank you for sharing about your abuse, Beck. I have not been in this type of relationship but know that I am vulnerable to being swooned into one due to my mental health issues, trusting too much, and low self esteem. I wish nothing but healing and love for you!!!!
Beck, your mom would be so damn happy to see you thriving like this... you're doing great
Amber is to this day making $$$ of you.
You should absolutely make videos reacting to your personal experience living with a narcissist.
It can help other ppl.
You seem to have a good support system now, use this to your advantage.
Make lots of $$
Use that towards your mental and physical health, down payment on a home, a reliable vehicle, food on the table, a nice vacation with your love one. Plus you can blog it, there is nothing ppl want more than to see you thrive.
See it as a business idea and compensation for your mental and physical suffering.
This video format soothes my soul...you should do podcast-length videos. We wouldn't care what you spoke about; paranormal content, life stories, 90s nostalgia...we are just happy that you are doing well ❤️
I agree. For me it felt like i was sitting by a bonfire at night. 😊
You are so deserving of success love and support. Your calming demeanor and articulate narration coupled with the format of this video (chat and draw) brings me so much peace and joy. I would gladly watch this type of talk through weekly!
I love the idea of you going more in depth about the paranormal and folklore of Appalachia. Hope you stay around the TH-cam world for a long while!
Please do not watch Mr Snowflake’s video. He is very respectful, but I think seeing your life summed up like this will be a huge mental burden. Only do it if you are up to it. We are here to support you in your healing and learning ❤
You got this beck. We believe in you!
Hey Beck! One of the first things I wanted to say is how much I love your art. You have really come a long way and the improvements and growth are totally evident. Now, as far as your channel goes, I live in the Appalachians too, but on the East Tennessee side. There's SO much lore and stories with the Appalachians, and I think covering that would be super interesting. That being said, I think the ghost hunting would be great and interesting too! Go for it! I'm happy to hear you're doing better in many different ways, and I hope you continue to heal. Much love and can't wait to see more videos!
Love you, Beck. Just do what you can and we will watch. No pressure.
beck that froggy purse is sooo cute
btw this form of content rocks cause a lot of people are doing other stuff while listening to videos, and it feels like taking away the camera has really helped you just be able to speak your mind and talk about things that are relevant and interesting !
Just came from Snowflake reacting to this video. I had no idea you had a youtube channel! I love that you're still drawing and showing off your art during the video. As for the sorts of videos to make, the mythology idea would be great! I'm over here in Europe (Norway to be precise) so I don't know a whole lot about the myths and creatures you have over there. The Ghost hunting would also be really fun!
A suggestion I have would be maybe art challenges. You've made so much progress in your art, keep it up! I saw another comment suggesting an Etsy store for commissions and I think that would be a great idea!
Sending you lots of love from across the world.
It's good you are maintaining your full-time job. Not just for the income, but for the structure a job gives. That's what my job does for me at least
It’s nice to hear Beck’s voice so upbeat again. For a long time, it seemed like they were barely there, a mere shadow of a person. But now they sound strong and clear, with real goals and hope for the future. I’m happy they are doing so well and wish them well in whatever they decide to do.
yes please to appalachia folklore and ghost hunting!!!
I just got out of a year long abusive relationship. Was locked in his room several times and he told me to pass a slow painful d*ath. And that’s just the tip of the iceberg. Thank you for sharing, you are brave
God graced me the power to no longer care about him and to protect myself and my peace of mind. God bless
What a horrible person to put you through that! Sending you healing and strength to get through!!!
@@brynna8619 thank you sweety ❤️
Beck, I just want to tell you that I am so proud of how you're handling this. I am so happy seeing you thrive after what happened. keep swimming!!!
So great to hear from you Beck. I've always hoped you have begun the healing process and that you are happy. Would love to see you answer Mr Snowflake's questions but only if it is something you want to do and you're in a mentally healthy space to do so. Otherwise, happy to hear about your life and watching your drawings! ❤
We're so proud of you, Beck ❤❤❤
I loooooove these drawing process vids, you're so skilled !!!!! Also, thank you for being as open as you are, and sharing such vulnerable emotions and memories. I'm so excited to possibly hear about the media you like!!
As a victim of a narcissistic relationship, I’m so happy to see you learning about what happened to you and healing from it. I’ve been on my own journey ❤
Beck, you are such a sweet soul!! It warms my heart to hear you happy and feeling the support from all of us.
I wish you love, positivity, and all things beautiful.
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I'm proud of you. Keep going Beck! You got this
Good on you Beck. It was great to see a video from you again.
It’s always so good to hear from you, Beck. You’re a diamond in the rough when it comes to this corner of the internet. We will always ride for you over here. Really hope to see some cryptid content! You tapped into one of my special interests with that one. All the love to you buddy!
You're so well spoken Beck ❤
It took me 10 years to heal from my similar situation. Not only does it impact you in the moment, but the lingering trauma takes difficult inner-work, therapy, and great support. Keep up the good work, Beck. I know how these kind of people take meaning, confidence, and worth away from us. Continue reclaiming and cultivating who you are!
Scandalous or not, make YOUR content whatever you want it to be. We’ll support you ~♥️~
Would love some folklore/ cryptid stories. Especially some longer vids, your voice is very relaxing. Also, i know this probably would never happen, but I would love to see you and the ankle collab on some horror movie reviews. It would be kind of when worlds collide stuff.
Love ya Beck!
If anyone deserves a good life, it’s you Beck, and not just what you’ve been through but seeing the amount of hard work you’ve put in to overcome adversity. That’s what really matters and separates victims from victors… preserverence and the willingness to work hard to change no matter where you come from or what’s in your way. ❤❤❤❤❤
I like the idea of you reacting to those past vids with you in them. What if you did it in chronological order and skip all the ones that trigger you? So happy for you, Beck!
As a much older woman, I can tell you from experience that no matter how much time you spend with someone, it will never be enough after they are gone. I've lost a lot of people through natural death or accidents, and I wish that I had spent more time with each of them. Forgive yourself for the regrets, remember to tell everyone at least once you care about them. Much love and healing to you.
This community may have only started from a terrible time in your life, but know that we’re fully rooting for you and the growth you’ve gone through is such a welcome change from all the negativity. There may still be hard times, but you’ve proven to be stronger, even if you don’t always see it.
@@DarkElvenKnight THIS!!! ❤️💖❤️