I miss you, I'm Sorry | Desert Duo PMV

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  • @mansa1212
    @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +49

    My perspective/take on the desert duo:
    I have always told this story from a heart broken Scar's perspective, but being able to include Grian's guilt filled perspective too now is a joy. In my eyes post 3rd life created a massive rift between the two.
    Reminder this is my interpration of characters Grian and Scar, this is all platonic and in no way canon to the series/Martyn's AU.
    Scar's Perspective:
    From Scar's perspective Grian grew distasteful of him and he couldn't wrap his mind around why Grian acted so cold to him post 3rd life, did he do something wrong? He misses his friend, espically during double life when he was ignored by him almost all season. They were soul mates, but Grian was building away, creating a secret soulmate ship with BigB and going down into the deep dark without him, sure for saftey reasons but still felt like it was to get away from him. With Limited Life, Secret Life and now Wild Life Grian still chooses to be away from him. During the end of Secret Life Scar spent so long in that world alone reflecting and smashing that succeed button. When Scar won all the memories from the past seasons came rushing in. He rememebered that Grian won 3rd life and had been avoiding him because of what happened there. All the friends, allies, enemies, events, all of it came back to him. He wondered if all the other winners felt this way too, getting all their memories in depth back too. In Wild life he tries to talk to Grian and asks if they were still friends and brings up 3rd life. Grian brings it up "Just like 3rd life" and Scar says "oh what happened." He knows he just wanted to hear Grian's perspective but it was not given. "Are we still friends?" he asked. Scar never had any resentment towards Grian with 3rd life, he cherishes those memories. He keeps his feathers and the poppy and lilacs he decorates his Secret Life skin with. During his time alone he found Grian's corpse seeing how he went out with the broken shielf and sword through his chest. The blood stained red sweather Scar luggs with him to the Secret keeper and just sits there. Taunted by all the winner's stars, wondering when he will see them again, everyone again, not just Grian. He rebuilt things in peace until it was time for the next series.
    Grian's Perspective:
    From Grian's perspective, he felt guilty about the way things played out at the end of 3rd life. Scared even that Scar hated him for that. Only one winner could win. Even if he says "whatever happens we're both winners right?" The guilt started to eat him alive when he saw Scar again in Last Life. Grian went with the Southernlands to try and distract himself from all that happened in 3rd life. He remembers all the events of 3rd life during last life. By Double Life Grian wanted to distance himself from Scar as he was now forced to face him head on, but he couldn't so, he just was avoidant the entire time except when they were being chased down by all the reds as the last green names. (He does really care for BigB and he always wanted a series team up with him). He believed if he was avoidant with Scar maybe the pain he felt in his heart would vanish. In limited life he didn't want to feel trapped by Scar so he went with Joel and Jimmy. After Double Life it kept making him feel like he had an obligation to Scar even though he didn't, not since 3rd life and Double Life was not his intention. So he joined the Bad Boys and shooed Scar away at every turn. Killing him again at the end of Limited away was just a lucky kill for time but in his mind a way to solidify he had moved past everything in 3rd life. He could finally move on not feeling guilty anymore he belived, then why is there still this feeling like I miss him. In secret life Grian tried to talk to him again little by little as friends. Scar welcomed him with no hesistation. Grian seeing Scar win Secret life he was proud of him, but also left him in that world alone. When Wild Life arised he was faced with the fact Scar remembered everything and was ready to have that conversation. He joked that BigB treated him better.
    Seeing the feathers from his 3rd life wings and the poppy and lilacs caught him off guard. Realizing he does still care, but it hurts him to know he still cares. He wants to be friends again. He's sorry. But scar doesn't see why Grian needs to appologize, it was ages ago and he never felt any negative feelings for that day. Grian's one sided guilt and Scat's longing to be friends again.
    Those two are always chasing after eachother whether they like it or not, they miss each other.
    The purple star eyes is my newest headcanon that each winner has in their left eye. (originally it was going to be a crown shape but I thought star was easier) The other headcanon I've had for YEARS is that Scar has a cape with his life color indicator. Right before they fight for the final time Scar gives it to Grian because his cape was tatered. As Grian kills Scar the indicator goes from red to black. Now the lonely Grian, last live has his cape and dies with it.
    The real reason: People don't like fun and don't like repeitive groups so they get angry about them teaming up, LET THEM TEAM UP AGAIN IDC I MISS THEM AUUUGH
    Brain rotting Desert Duo, Canary Curse and Dogwartz fr fr

    • @cid_of_krebs
      @cid_of_krebs หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I missed the feathers on the cape! I think I remember you writing this in a post as well but I hadn't got everything without the context of the animatic and having it now makes them both so much better, I love this dynamic (and yeah why does the fandom has to be rude with repetitive team ups let them have their fun!!!)

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@cid_of_krebs Yeah it's hard to not visually see it when you just have text, but now that you do have it yeaaah! I love this dynamic not for them but for the angst Grief and guilty Grian with an abandoned heart broken scar. They really need to work it out rn!! Thank you!!

    • @imMittensKitten
      @imMittensKitten หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      AHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD!!! and sorry but my brain is just going "there's two sides to every coin!!" and yes but it's cheesy xDD

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@imMittensKittentwo sides of the same coin is a good way to put it though

    • @Kpup-f6d
      @Kpup-f6d หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      The animatic was beautiful! Every detail and refrence you put in there was amazing. I kind of watched through all the seasons and had no idea about lore, but now I have to rewatch the all again cause ahhhhh I miss Desert Duo so much Desert Duo is my beloved ❤️❤️❤️

  • @mentallyunstable1926
    @mentallyunstable1926 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

    i actually screamed when scar looked up at the sky and saw the stars of all the other winners HJFDSKFGAHKJFSDAJK OH MYGODDDDDDDDDD THE COOKIES CRUSHING THE LILACS AND POPPIES?????? also great song choice because "i don't wanna go we've been here before, everything i know brings me back to us" is such a life series lyric. it feels like somehow despite how different every season we cycle back. the emotions i felt when desert duo were double life soulmates.... unparalleled. scar remembering everything with the flashbacks of other animatics oh my goddddddd

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you!! Everyone I showd the crushed cookie flowers to lost it in the wip stages haha, I debated doing the whole song, I love the rest of the song and how it fit their dynamics, but that would have been WAY too much work on me if I finished the song out. I unfortunately don't have the will of my "god must hate me" project anymore oops, but the song really does fit them soo well! "I'm sorry" was a perfect cut off point

  • @roseswonderland8757
    @roseswonderland8757 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    I adore this scar feeling abandoned and grian guilt God these 2 just need to talk to each other
    I love that they are a tragic mess That can't communicate

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Tragic yet poetic in a way, they will forever continue to cross paths. I live for Scar's abandoment issues and Grian's grief and guilt over 3rd life, communication is important in relationships and when that is strianed and not given it gets MESSY mmh angst yes

  • @Just_Tuon
    @Just_Tuon หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Oh boy oh boy the flowers on 0:44 acting like blood was such a good idea

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@Just_Tuon I thought a frame where it was just the flowers as blood/scars would be cool and ofc Lilac and Poppies

  • @NoraEverbloom
    @NoraEverbloom หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I'M NOT CRYING IM JUST COSPLAYING AS A WATERFALL 😭😭😭
    AGHHH THIS IS TOO BEAUTIFUL

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you!!

  • @zoe_24
    @zoe_24 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    We need Jimmy and/ Martin to react to this! Theres so much detail in every frame! The visualisation of the desert duo angst is so creative and beautiful. And the poppies, lilacs, stars and cookies throughout the animatic the everthing together

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      Jimmy and Martyn reacted to my god must hate me project, Martyn on stream but I never got to see Jimmy’s reaction because of the copyrighted music he said he’d watch it on his own time. So I really do think we’ll never see Jimmy’s reaction but Martyn is a maybe

  • @Kdjd108
    @Kdjd108 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    What if i cried? What then? Platonic relationships almost always hit harder for me, and this hit harfer than a fucking FREIGHT TRAIN. The cape, the season skins, the flowers to represent blood/scars, the last frame! All of it! So good! I could ramble for hours about how in depth their relationships in the life series go, and how well it's all portrayed here, but i dont think i have the time lol, for now just know that this deserves to blow up, because this is genuinely one of the most heartbreakingly beautiful thing ive seen

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Platonic relationships hit really hard for me since I'm aromantic and have never really experienced or bonded with romantic relationships as well as I understand platonic bonds. Friends are a really important part of my life and i've been through a lot for bad and good times. So being able to express how I feel about Desert duo in this manner makes it more relatable to myself. No matter what those two do their paths will always cross, but it crosses because they constantly chase after eachother even without knowing it. My interpration of desert duo between guilt and lonliness there is forgiveness and the want of communication that they have a hard time expressing. Thank you for your support as always! Feel free to reply and yap more!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @MasterPage221 I know that feeling very well, when my best friend passed away when we were teens everyone told me to move on and get over it. All I have left of him are memories and even those are slowly fading away sadly. Barely had time to grieve and just had to keep moving on, took me 5 years to fully be over it

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @MasterPage221 Yeah that also goes for my childhood friend I barely talk to her anymore and she only talks to me when I start the convo it is kind of sad looking at it seeing as we've known eachother for 20 years now. I was pretty disappointed when she showed up to my university graduation (for someone else btw) and didn't even recognize me because they called my middle name? So my first and last name didn't ring a bell to you?? crazy.

  • @Nightdream_Draws
    @Nightdream_Draws หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    MANSAAAA THIS IS SO GOOD AAAAA I LOVE IT THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULLLL

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      THANK YOU!!

  • @mmafuemu
    @mmafuemu หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    OH MY GOD IVE BEEN ASSOCIATING THIS SONG WITH DESERT DUO FOR MONTHS BUT I NEVER EXPECTED AN ANIMATIC OF IT AAAAAAHHH

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@mmafuemu I KEPT LISTENING TO THIS SONG AND WAS LIKE OH THIS IS SOOOO DESERT DUO

  • @tenshi7366
    @tenshi7366 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is awesome! My two favorite shots are definitly 0:44 the softness of it all with the flowers despite the tragedy of their true meaning...
    And the final shot at 1:34. Wow. Just wow.

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Those are some of my favorite frames I’ve done, thank you for your appreciation

  • @3lkinbrier
    @3lkinbrier หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    OMG MANSA THIS TURNED OUT ABSOLUTELY HEARTBREAKINGLY BEAUTIFUL!!! I'm obsessed!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you!!

  • @SporkleBM
    @SporkleBM หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    HELLLLOOOOO AAUHHHGHGHHGHHGH
    I don't have words im just exploding crying ,,
    as always I love your art
    I love your designs especially scars across all of the life series..
    0:44 is so especially pretty by the way nnyhhhh 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💥💥💥💕💕💕💕💕‼️‼️

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Favorite frame that’s why it’s the thumbnail haha, thank you!!

  • @Marsy-i3u
    @Marsy-i3u หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This is amazing!! I love desterduo so much this made me emotional T-T

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you!

  • @taliherber1699
    @taliherber1699 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Sir you need to understad that this isn't OK 😭😭😭 Stop playing with my heart

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      I do what I want >:)

  • @Reese-h8s
    @Reese-h8s หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    so you want to crush my heart and rip it into a thousand pieces i see

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      Perhaps :)

  • @EmuNatics
    @EmuNatics หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    THE ANGST!!!! I love it!!!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you!!

  • @ReddGeniee
    @ReddGeniee หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    My heart 💔💔 The angst, it hurts but i crave for more. You did such an amazing job. Everything is perfect ❤

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      The children yearn for the angst, thank you!!

  • @blobfishstudios
    @blobfishstudios หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Ok that last shot tho omg!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@blobfishstudios I was so proud of that last shot with the eye omg I was like I’m gonna drive home the fact he earned that star by killing scar

  • @imMittensKitten
    @imMittensKitten หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    YOU MIGHT HAVE JUST KILLED MY HEART /pos OMG I LOVE THIS

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Whoops oh well, thank you!

  • @wandering_fairytale
    @wandering_fairytale หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The colours are so vibrant!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yep! My coloring style has always been very bright and vibrant, now just less eye straining then when I was 14 lol (10 years ago)

  • @earthlover8914
    @earthlover8914 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This is so good! The detail in every frame is incredible! Fantastic job, Mansa!!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much!!

    • @earthlover8914
      @earthlover8914 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@mansa1212 Of course! Thank you for making this incredible animatic!

  • @cid_of_krebs
    @cid_of_krebs หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Oh the angst is terrible, this is beautiful though TT
    The things I particularly loved are
    the cookies crushing scar's flowers
    The cape's ribbon changing colour when Grian wins
    the collars for the limited lives, it's not the first time I saw that but it hits really hard
    Unicorn Scar is just awesome
    The star in one of their eye
    The pesky bird mask and ribbon for the lives
    The broken shield where Grian died (cool detail) and the fact that HE IS A SKELETON!!! So much time must have passed which make the next shot so much more sad
    The pile of 'win secret life' tasks and Scar's design (again), is that Pizza's carpet saddle in his outfit? That is amazing!!!!!
    The flashbacks being old animations, your art improved sooo much it's awesome to see it in the context of the story!!!!
    I probably missed a lot of stuff but that's what I wanted to point out, other than the fact I love your use of colours and your painting-like style!!!!!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@cid_of_krebs thank you!! I enjoy putting smaller and meaningful details that just hit more!

  • @Kyca85
    @Kyca85 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Why did Wild Life oppened so many wounds???? My desert, it hurts so much.
    Btw, I love this, and I love your Headcannons, keep it up :D

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Wild life when Grian and Scar start talking and slowly become friends again (they were but I mean in the way they treated eachother prior) also thank you!!

  • @ek9447
    @ek9447 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Omgggggggggg i love this so much, especially this 0:44

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      One of my favorite frames haha that’s why it’s the thumbnail

  • @FallSeaDraws
    @FallSeaDraws หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    THE ANGST IS REALLL AUHHGG, THIS WAS SO GOOD MANSAAAA AHHHHHH, I miss them so much desert duo please come back ☹️

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@FallSeaDraws Thank you!! And RAAAH I MISS THEM SM!!

  • @elizabethfoster7587
    @elizabethfoster7587 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Omg this is amazing! This hit straight in the feels! 🥲

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@elizabethfoster7587 thank you!! Gotta hit those feelings

  • @blobfishstudios
    @blobfishstudios หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Omg this looks so cool!

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@blobfishstudios thank you!!

  • @L-ghtlessSky
    @L-ghtlessSky หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    RASRRFHHH IM SO NORMAL BAOIT TJSI

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m so normal about them :’)

    • @L-ghtlessSky
      @L-ghtlessSky หลายเดือนก่อน

      @ REALLLL

  • @missmouse_animations
    @missmouse_animations หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    AARRGGG THIS IS SO GOOD MANSA the way you draw them is so heartbreaking just gonna cry now thanks ;-; /pos

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@missmouse_animations thank you!! Glad you enjoyed my angst^^

  • @Star-boy_106
    @Star-boy_106 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is incredible wow also OUCH/pos

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you!

  • @moonlightdraws
    @moonlightdraws หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The cloak is giving me happiness and depression at the same time Mansa you're doing great
    Different wing designs for Grian and different haircuts for Scar and collars in Limited Life is so takethispictureinmyhandandagressivelypointatit
    I soo agree on the platonic Desert Duo over romantic
    (And for the pinned comment, it's not that people don't like fun, it's because they are selective with who they want to team together again. We have people begging for Desert Duo, Divorce Duo (Bdubs and Etho but also the name for Scott and Pearl? They don't have a different duo name on tumblr so here it goes), Treebark to team again, two of which have this season, but those are the same people who get angry and send hate to Pearl, Scott and Cleo for teaming again with eachother. Like any fandom, this one is teeming with hypocrites)

    • @SporkleBM
      @SporkleBM หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      the cloak 🙏

    • @mansa1212
      @mansa1212  หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Platonic relationships means a lot to me as someone who is Aromantic, friendship is a strong bond. Always chasing after eachother despite the guilt and hurt they feel. The cloak headcanon is a long time favorite of mine that I made back when 3rd life was still going on

  • @shroo_3933
    @shroo_3933 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    OML fine! Actually just take my subscription I give up! 😭 ❤️