Woke up in a cold sweat, demons at my door, Life's a battleground, I’m always at war, Tried to find peace, but it’s buried in the floor, Lost too many nights, can’t sleep anymore. Heart heavy, but I keep moving in the shadows, Running from the pain, but it follows where I go, Voices in my head, telling me to let it go, But I’ve been holding on, man, I can’t take it slow. Staring at the ceiling, drowning in my thoughts, Trying to find the answers in the lessons life taught, But every step forward, I feel like I’m caught, Trapped in the past, where the pain never stops. They don’t see the tears that I hide so well, They don’t hear the cries in my personal hell, Smiles on the outside, but inside I fell, Living in a world where I don’t fit the shell. Lost a lot of friends, lost a part of me too, Trying to find myself in a world so cruel, Nights getting longer, days feeling blue, Can’t escape the memories, they cut right through. Mama always told me there’d be days like this, Where the light fades out and the darkness hits, But I never thought the pain would persist, Trying to heal my heart, but it’s hard to resist. Chasing after dreams, but they’re slipping away, Living for tomorrow, but I’m stuck in today, Looking for a sign, something to convey, That the fight’s worth it, that I’ll be okay. They don’t see the tears that I hide so well, They don’t hear the cries in my personal hell, Smiles on the outside, but inside I fell, Living in a world where I don’t fit the shell. I keep pushing, though the road’s full of pain, Walking through the fire, dancing in the rain, Every scar I carry is a mark of my name, I’ve been through the storm, but I’m still in the game. So I’ll keep moving, one step at a time, Even when the world’s against me, I’ll climb, I’ve been knocked down, but I rise with the rhyme, In this life of chaos, I’ll make my mark, I’ll shine.
Hook // You are the one, when your down and you feel like your drowning, it feels like you can’t go on, self doubt, killing your dreams, but your heart grows strong Verse 1 // Broken heart got my going far Done built up that strength, I had to grow in parts, broke legs smoked heads, now I’m throwing darts, mopeds, no stress, I was rolling hard, grotesque, some times but that’s who we are, bros moving dark and I just move in dark, for the p we remove the art this ain’t a movie We ain’t acting gotta gotta choose our part And I’m lead the role, surrounded by this weed smoke, too much time I been broke, I had to plant and regrow, now I’m really blossoming, in sun and rain I got to win, too many man be gossiping, but I don’t ever drop a hint Now I’m that back, I’m done with game, fuck the money and fame bars Hook // You are the one, when your down and you feel like your drowning, it feels like you can’t go on, self doubt, killing your dreams, but your heart grows strong x2 No self esteem is that’s how I’m doing lately Smoking too much green got me moving crazy I can’t face the truth I need a zoot to save me Either in the booth I’m with my babies That’s the meaning that drive I need, had to switch lanes to find my feet, had to change my ways to put my mind at ease, flying paper plane till we out of trees I’m still chopping it my bro still planting seeds, hoping that we grow that forever green, jeez Dreamers disease, but got no belief Sometimes I think might better if I never dreamed I’m getting clever with this pressure, just got my degree Now I’m paying off that debt, until I’m living free, growing up was tough didn’t get shit for free, earns what I got, lost the plot the til I hit a beat
lonely The last time i saw you, you were 4 years old, I break down o’s, to provide you clothes. My lilac rose, I see you when my eyes are closed. Losses build character and i taken more than most, (pause)I’m sorry poppa was a rollin stone, (pause)Water bubblin in a pyrex bowl I risk my freedom to feed you that’s how it goes, Your a copy of me, face heart mind and soul, blood is thicker than water it’s all chat, Ur cousin put i sell i drugs in a court app, I was fighting for you now I have to fall back, Ca one more strike and i’m gettin called back. Now i’m tryin to get visits that are supervised But you know i’m a super guy like super fly, I get depressed and get super high, Cause I miss my daughter n our use of time,
Nowadays its like things will never be the same To get where u want u gotta play the game Its like people hate the love But seem to love the hate Seem to love to break some hearts n inflict some pain
They said they wanted a story Here it is - this is how ma life go Was adopted at 3 Thought the ones who raised me were one of my own At 16 i was kicked out Just a kid who had no home The path i walked was a dark one But i walked down that road
Keep your lips shut cuz talk is cheap Even with my eyes shut could walk these streets Gotta big up east Cuz thats home Before all the views had no one belling up my phone Just me in the garden with my lighter and my cone Thinking what can i do thatll make me known So i stick to the grind and lyrics Nobody used to hear me now their singing back my lyrics I dont spit no fake if i talk i did it You can say you do music are you really in it? Like in it with your heart and your blood In it with your tears not even sweat is enough And times can be tough But if you stick to this music ting I swear your coming up Yeah i made some mistakes but im jever giving up Cuz now im a person that you could never be Getting paid for bars that delivery fee I didnt wanna find my dad i wanted to find me Now i found who i am pour me a drink and make it neat When im up at the top Make sure my mum has a seat I dont have no friends no she is my only g
Dark nights, rainy days, times that I remember Shotting food in in the T near town centre I know its bait but I used to go there in my school clothes Cuh I was desperate to make cheddar Straight after education I would get my bread up So I could see money spring like mayweather I had racks till the pigs found all the treasure But it really weren’t that deep like a tenor K called and told man the best plan ever Went back to making P like the best plan ever All we needed was a plug and 8 tenners Same day we made prof light as a feather We ain’t smart but if it’s money both very clever And on God i could never snitch on a bredda Id rather take the blame and do time or whatever Cuh where im from if u snitch you could get wet up Where you’re from they say your making situations better
the definition of alone is when your broke on your jack jones and no one be calling your phone home in the dark cant rely on a freind for a loan true colors are clear so if the tables ever turn i dont wanna ever know the pain starts to kill you slow getting thrown into the centre of people problems expecting to grow crime isnt getting old were just getting older intoxicating our mind on a daily bsis to feel less sober dont be suprised by the city culture we in a concrete jungle with the snakes and the cobras with the weight of the world on our shoulders taught to be soldiers dieng by the hand of another i swear i dont just wanna be another number
Geuss it’s back to the same streets, empty beds and clean sheets still trying to figure it out un till we break free , welcome to the start of 20, 23 let me take you on this journey with me. I Always said to my mum I’d make it over seas but I’d always get over looked I don’t like my beef over cooked after the last chick I don’t have no trust I’ve gotta do what has to be done for all the ones that I love So I run like I haven’t got the time to be waiting on the bus, I could take the whole team on a mad en I often wonder which one of my baby mums is madder that I left coz they couldn’t accept this is who I am, now I’m making tracks with my idol, lost friends and made a couple new rivals…. Nice beat bro could write to it all day 🔥
I’ve seen n been through the struggle Had to hustle with life Many times Can’t lie I really lost my mind So much shits has my mind Puzzled Like why Wtf did I do To deserve this life All I ever wanted Was my baby girl N my wife N I was satisfied With life (Trust) Now I’m feeling Fucking traumatised I wanna cry But I’m so broke N cold I can’t even shed a tear from eye Babygirl u were n always will be the love of my life N our lil princess Lottie Mai My beautiful lil lady The day you opened ur eyes N looked up at mine Was the best day of my life Daddy’s lil princess I love you lil star You really made my life shine N put me right again Lani Jay I want you to know It’s true When I say I know u were soul mate U were my fucking best friend (Yh) I know u know This love will never end I know u know This love will never end But I cant lie Recently It’s all been Fucking wiv my head Trust I been stressed Like I dunno what I want Or what’s next So I think I gotta do my own Thing for a minute Start fresh N Start living Imma grind Till I stack it N make all our lives Different Gifted The best Blessed like it was destined
lonely, but you done this too yourself where were you when you needed help? loading up another hit fuck it let bass kick music is my only gift false promises you'll never win sinning for another night broken down but feeling fine. take a ride, listen to your own advice! we all got vice one day will leave this earth. no sacrifice it's true we all die so, make every minute count before it's your time stuck, guess your in it now emotions up and down lonely, but you done this too yourself where were you when you needed help? loading up another hit fuck it let bass kick music is my only gift
Tables turn, shit changes, but ain’t nothing the same. You won’t believe it but I been through shit that’s fucked with my brain. I never like to discuss it, and I get anxious in public. But I was 15 really feeling like I’m going insane. My bro died when we was 7. How the fuck is that fair. So many times that I been praying it was me that was there. I don’t visit enough, don’t even speak to his family. What sort of friend am I, They probably don’t think that I care. I was young and I stupid. Never knew that I’d go through this. I been thinking bout the times we had, it’s really fucking moving. When you showed me your eyes that you were covering up. You didn’t let nobody else see what the tumour had done. And I didn’t understand until I never heard from you again. Mum tells me that you died in the night, now you’re my heaven friend. Know that you were heaven sent you’re always around me. I speak to you for reassurance when my vision gets cloudy. DPD and anxiety, never got the help. Smoking weed like every day, to try and medicate myself. Swimming through the pain like every day like I was Michael phelps. And now they wonder why I was taking pills and ignoring health. diagnosed myself as insane, just tryna numb the pain. Tryna keep it cool, but deranged, stuck in a fucjin maze . My brain needs to be rearranged. It makes me feel astranged. My own mind really got me thinking that I’m too old for my age. Went from smoke to drink to pills I need a fuckin break. I need to try listen to love, when all I hear is hate. Feel like I’m not worthy to rap, cuz I’m not from estates. Tryna get my life back on track, I’m learning from mistakes. I wanna give the haters a slap, And then watch on amazed. I wanna have the maggy on tap, a zeg of lemon haze. I’m writing now you know I’m a champ, and now my fingers ache. Gotta watch who lurks in your circle. It’s full of fuckin snakes.
Man yunno its lonely at the top when you got top notch stuff in new moths full floors my momma tellin me i be singin up the shore i cant do this i cant give in anymore i do it for her for life my wife kids and ligth shout out to ma bro man i see you in the sky i cannot hide my presance like a walkin demon in disguise I make it imma put that on my life Put it on my line new stuff stay sharp stay bright new day new ways new mind
Cause him my ma and friends is all I really have, plus my nephews and my da he was present in my past even though I never seen sober he still loved me and we’d laugh made memories to last, we still speak but we don’t talk I person every time I leave the screen I be hurting
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Woke up in a cold sweat, demons at my door,
Life's a battleground, I’m always at war,
Tried to find peace, but it’s buried in the floor,
Lost too many nights, can’t sleep anymore.
Heart heavy, but I keep moving in the shadows,
Running from the pain, but it follows where I go,
Voices in my head, telling me to let it go,
But I’ve been holding on, man, I can’t take it slow.
Staring at the ceiling, drowning in my thoughts,
Trying to find the answers in the lessons life taught,
But every step forward, I feel like I’m caught,
Trapped in the past, where the pain never stops.
They don’t see the tears that I hide so well,
They don’t hear the cries in my personal hell,
Smiles on the outside, but inside I fell,
Living in a world where I don’t fit the shell.
Lost a lot of friends, lost a part of me too,
Trying to find myself in a world so cruel,
Nights getting longer, days feeling blue,
Can’t escape the memories, they cut right through.
Mama always told me there’d be days like this,
Where the light fades out and the darkness hits,
But I never thought the pain would persist,
Trying to heal my heart, but it’s hard to resist.
Chasing after dreams, but they’re slipping away,
Living for tomorrow, but I’m stuck in today,
Looking for a sign, something to convey,
That the fight’s worth it, that I’ll be okay.
They don’t see the tears that I hide so well,
They don’t hear the cries in my personal hell,
Smiles on the outside, but inside I fell,
Living in a world where I don’t fit the shell.
I keep pushing, though the road’s full of pain,
Walking through the fire, dancing in the rain,
Every scar I carry is a mark of my name,
I’ve been through the storm, but I’m still in the game.
So I’ll keep moving, one step at a time,
Even when the world’s against me, I’ll climb,
I’ve been knocked down, but I rise with the rhyme,
In this life of chaos, I’ll make my mark, I’ll shine.
crazy bro this is next level FLX 🤯🤯👊👊🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯
my bro 🙏
Hook //
You are the one, when your down and you feel like your drowning, it feels like you can’t go on, self doubt, killing your dreams, but your heart grows strong
Verse 1 //
Broken heart got my going far
Done built up that strength, I had to grow in parts, broke legs smoked heads, now I’m throwing darts, mopeds, no stress, I was rolling hard,
grotesque, some times but that’s who we are,
bros moving dark and I just move in dark, for the p we remove the art
this ain’t a movie We ain’t acting gotta gotta choose our part
And I’m lead the role, surrounded by this weed smoke, too much time I been broke,
I had to plant and regrow, now I’m really blossoming, in sun and rain I got to win, too many man be gossiping, but I don’t ever drop a hint
Now I’m that back, I’m done with game, fuck the money and fame bars
Hook //
You are the one, when your down and you feel like your drowning, it feels like you can’t go on, self doubt, killing your dreams, but your heart grows strong x2
No self esteem is that’s how I’m doing lately
Smoking too much green got me moving crazy
I can’t face the truth I need a zoot to save me
Either in the booth I’m with my babies
That’s the meaning that drive I need, had to switch lanes to find my feet, had to change my ways to put my mind at ease, flying paper plane till we out of trees
I’m still chopping it my bro still planting seeds, hoping that we grow that forever green, jeez
Dreamers disease, but got no belief
Sometimes I think might better if I never dreamed
I’m getting clever with this pressure, just got my degree
Now I’m paying off that debt, until I’m living free, growing up was tough didn’t get shit for free, earns what I got, lost the plot the til I hit a beat
lonely
The last time i saw you, you were 4 years old,
I break down o’s, to provide you clothes.
My lilac rose, I see you when my eyes are closed.
Losses build character and i taken more than most,
(pause)I’m sorry poppa was a rollin stone,
(pause)Water bubblin in a pyrex bowl
I risk my freedom to feed you that’s how it goes,
Your a copy of me, face heart mind and soul,
blood is thicker than water it’s all chat,
Ur cousin put i sell i drugs in a court app,
I was fighting for you now I have to fall back,
Ca one more strike and i’m gettin called back.
Now i’m tryin to get visits that are supervised
But you know i’m a super guy like super fly,
I get depressed and get super high,
Cause I miss my daughter n our use of time,
Hardest thing I’ve heard in time🖤wish you and your daughter the best
Dang
Cold bars
He never misses 🔥🔥🔥
cmon bro 🙏🏼🙏🏼
2024 still banging
Nowadays its like things will never be the same
To get where u want u gotta play the game
Its like people hate the love
But seem to love the hate
Seem to love to break some hearts n inflict some pain
This is cold ❄ sending artists your way!
They said they wanted a story
Here it is - this is how ma life go
Was adopted at 3
Thought the ones who raised me were one of my own
At 16 i was kicked out
Just a kid who had no home
The path i walked was a dark one
But i walked down that road
Downloaded this gonna go studio and do my first track to this this is 🔥
Where you track
What a beat 😮
Keep your lips shut cuz talk is cheap
Even with my eyes shut could walk these streets
Gotta big up east
Cuz thats home
Before all the views had no one belling up my phone
Just me in the garden with my lighter and my cone
Thinking what can i do thatll make me known
So i stick to the grind and lyrics
Nobody used to hear me now their singing back my lyrics
I dont spit no fake if i talk i did it
You can say you do music are you really in it?
Like in it with your heart and your blood
In it with your tears not even sweat is enough
And times can be tough
But if you stick to this music ting I swear your coming up
Yeah i made some mistakes but im jever giving up
Cuz now im a person that you could never be
Getting paid for bars that delivery fee
I didnt wanna find my dad i wanted to find me
Now i found who i am pour me a drink and make it neat
When im up at the top
Make sure my mum has a seat
I dont have no friends no she is my only g
Dark nights, rainy days, times that I remember
Shotting food in in the T near town centre
I know its bait but I used to go there in my school clothes
Cuh I was desperate to make cheddar
Straight after education I would get my bread up
So I could see money spring like mayweather
I had racks till the pigs found all the treasure
But it really weren’t that deep like a tenor
K called and told man the best plan ever
Went back to making P like the best plan ever
All we needed was a plug and 8 tenners
Same day we made prof light as a feather
We ain’t smart but if it’s money both very clever
And on God i could never snitch on a bredda
Id rather take the blame and do time or whatever
Cuh where im from if u snitch you could get wet up
Where you’re from they say your making situations better
Hard bro 🙌🔥🔥
my bro ❤️🙏
Hard bro
the definition of alone
is when your broke
on your jack jones
and no one be calling your phone
home in the dark
cant rely on a freind for a loan
true colors are clear
so if the tables ever turn i dont wanna ever know
the pain starts to kill you slow
getting thrown into the centre of people problems
expecting to grow
crime isnt getting old
were just getting older
intoxicating our mind on a daily bsis
to feel less sober
dont be suprised by the city culture
we in a concrete jungle
with the snakes and the cobras
with the weight of the world on our shoulders
taught to be soldiers
dieng by the hand of another
i swear i dont just wanna be another number
Geuss it’s back to the same streets, empty beds and clean sheets still trying to figure it out un till we break free , welcome to the start of 20, 23 let me take you on this journey with me.
I Always said to my mum I’d make it over seas but I’d always get over looked
I don’t like my beef over cooked after the last chick I don’t have no trust
I’ve gotta do what has to be done for all the ones that I love
So I run like I haven’t got the time to be waiting on the bus,
I could take the whole team on a mad en
I often wonder which one of my baby mums is madder that I left coz they couldn’t accept this is who I am, now I’m making tracks with my idol,
lost friends and made a couple new rivals…. Nice beat bro could write to it all day 🔥
Very nice!
Dope beat I like this 🔥💯✅🖤🔥
🔥🔥🔥 this ones harddd might have to write to this oneee
appreciate that fr 🙏
Is this beat available for lease without the beat tags the whole way through??
Good sounding, keep doing like this
diss harddd g
appreciate that broski 🙏
There’s no peace in this rain
Ain’t much P”s in this game
I’m tryna reason w fame
Im tryna season the pain
day dream when I’m waved
I’ve seen n been through the struggle
Had to hustle with life
Many times
Can’t lie
I really lost my mind
So much shits has my mind
Puzzled
Like why
Wtf did I do
To deserve this life
All I ever wanted
Was my baby girl
N my wife
N I was satisfied
With life
(Trust)
Now I’m feeling
Fucking traumatised
I wanna cry
But I’m so broke
N cold
I can’t even shed a tear from eye
Babygirl u were n always will be the love of my life
N our lil princess
Lottie Mai
My beautiful lil lady
The day you opened ur eyes
N looked up at mine
Was the best day of my life
Daddy’s lil princess
I love you lil star
You really made my life shine
N put me right again
Lani Jay
I want you to know
It’s true
When I say
I know u were soul mate
U were my fucking best friend
(Yh)
I know u know
This love will never end
I know u know
This love will never end
But I cant lie
Recently
It’s all been
Fucking wiv my head
Trust
I been stressed
Like I dunno what I want
Or what’s next
So I think I gotta do my own
Thing for a minute
Start fresh
N
Start living
Imma grind
Till I stack it
N make all our lives
Different
Gifted
The best
Blessed like it was destined
I love this beat bro can I use it for a freestyle ❤❤❤
lonely,
but you done this too yourself
where were you when you needed help?
loading up another hit
fuck it let bass kick
music is my only gift
false promises you'll never win
sinning for another night
broken down but feeling fine.
take a ride, listen to your own advice!
we all got vice
one day will leave this earth.
no sacrifice it's true we all die
so, make every minute count
before it's your time
stuck, guess your in it now
emotions up and down
lonely,
but you done this too yourself
where were you when you needed help?
loading up another hit
fuck it let bass kick
music is my only gift
🔥🔥🔥
shiiii🔥🔥
♥️🙏
Tables turn, shit changes, but ain’t nothing the same.
You won’t believe it but I been through shit that’s fucked with my brain.
I never like to discuss it, and I get anxious in public. But I was 15 really feeling like I’m going insane.
My bro died when we was 7. How the fuck is that fair.
So many times that I been praying it was me that was there.
I don’t visit enough, don’t even speak to his family.
What sort of friend am I, They probably don’t think that I care.
I was young and I stupid. Never knew that I’d go through this.
I been thinking bout the times we had, it’s really fucking moving.
When you showed me your eyes that you were covering up.
You didn’t let nobody else see what the tumour had done.
And I didn’t understand until I never heard from you again.
Mum tells me that you died in the night, now you’re my heaven friend.
Know that you were heaven sent you’re always around me.
I speak to you for reassurance when my vision gets cloudy.
DPD and anxiety, never got the help.
Smoking weed like every day, to try and medicate myself.
Swimming through the pain like every day like I was Michael phelps.
And now they wonder why I was taking pills and ignoring health.
diagnosed myself as insane, just tryna numb the pain.
Tryna keep it cool, but deranged, stuck in a fucjin maze .
My brain needs to be rearranged. It makes me feel astranged.
My own mind really got me thinking that I’m too old for my age.
Went from smoke to drink to pills I need a fuckin break.
I need to try listen to love, when all I hear is hate.
Feel like I’m not worthy to rap, cuz I’m not from estates.
Tryna get my life back on track, I’m learning from mistakes.
I wanna give the haters a slap, And then watch on amazed.
I wanna have the maggy on tap, a zeg of lemon haze.
I’m writing now you know I’m a champ, and now my fingers ache.
Gotta watch who lurks in your circle. It’s full of fuckin snakes.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnn
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯
🔥
💯💯💯
I'm making a song to this bro.
Man yunno its lonely at the top when you got top notch stuff in new moths full floors my momma tellin me i be singin up the shore i cant do this i cant give in anymore i do it for her for life my wife kids and ligth shout out to ma bro man i see you in the sky i cannot hide my presance like a walkin demon in disguise
I make it imma put that on my life
Put it on my line new stuff stay sharp stay bright new day new ways new mind
i got people aroun me but im so lonely like the night time,
love the night time when i hit the crimes rise
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Wt fuuuuuuuuuck this some bad ass beet bruh
appreciate that my bro 🙏
Cousin told me that he nearly kicked the bucket, if he’d done it I’d have nothing
Cause him my ma and friends is all I really have, plus my nephews and my da he was present in my past even though I never seen sober he still loved me and we’d laugh made memories to last, we still speak but we don’t talk I person every time I leave the screen I be hurting
🔥 📛 👨🚒 🚒 🧯 🎆
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1:40
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🙏🙏🙏
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