🤕💗 PICK A CARD // Healing Mother Wounds 💗🤒💜

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    Hey crew, 💕🙏💕thank you so much for your love and support! I am grateful for your energy & I'm sending you much love back 💕🙏💕 This 'pick a card reading' is focused on your relationship with your mom, and what are some of the lessons you are meant to learn from the relationship to her. I aim to identify the wounds and bring some soothing wisdom into your situation. The banner image shows the goddess Akhilaanda, the Never-Not-Broken, riding a submerging aligator. Choose an option below and find out what the 'tarot' and 'oracle' cards energies have to say about pathching up those mamma wounds. It's a general reading, so not all messages may resonate 🍂
    ⚕️💔 Choose Your Medicine 0:00 💔⚕️
    ⚗️Jade Angel Crew - 5:53
    🌿 Cupid Crew - 35:06
    💊 Galaxy Stone Angel Crew - 58:40
    🩹 Turquoise Owl Crew - 1:23:52
    (oops, I noticed I mixed the two figurines in the image for Group 1 & 2 but the cards are the correct ones)
    📖 Donna Cunningham's 'Moon Signs' is a very good astrological book on healing: books.google.ro/books?id=85Z5...
    Decks used in this reading:
    🔮The Muse Tarot
    🔮The Secret Language of Light Oracle
    🔮The Divine Feminine Oracle
    🔮The SuperAttractor Oracle
    🔮The Divine Feather Messenger Oracle
    🔮The Wisdom of the Oracle
    🌌 With universal love, Lexi⭐
    (lifepath 3 / Pisces Sun, Saggi Moon & Libra Asc/ Fire Rabbit / empath / introvert - INFJ)
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    #PickAPile #OracleDecks #Tarot

ความคิดเห็น • 135

  • @RenaeJGray
    @RenaeJGray ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Pile 2. My mother was emotionally immature and severely flighty. I grew very hyper-vigilant because of this. Learning about my attachment style has helped me to notice these traits. My mother suffered from what I believe to be narcissism or NPD. she was extremely fickle and hard to pin point. I’ve gotten tired of it. One minute she’s nice and loving and the next she’s mean and judge mental. Very hard to keep up with.

  • @alexiasomerset2534
    @alexiasomerset2534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Pile 3, and everything you said resonated, but I don’t have anything else to give and I’m okay with that. I use to not want kids out of fear but now my mind is made up not to have them because I went through too much 💁🏽‍♀️ I want to enjoy myself for the rest of my life. I come here by myself and leave by myself, and I’ve come to terms with that. 💁🏽‍♀️

  • @riverMD1
    @riverMD1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    pile 4, wounded mother who suffered depression, sexual abuse in childhood, personality disorder, I have had to learn to put my boundaries, our relationship is better now that we live in different houses, she did drain my energy, and yes I realized a year ago she did not hurt me on purpouse, she really is not aware of the damage she done to her children, but working on forgiving.

  • @c.r.60
    @c.r.60 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Pile 4: I felt drawn to the fourth pile from the start but decided to listen to every other first. It resonated closely and if you’re reading this wondering what you could do to protect your energy, I chose to distance myself with inoffensive (to her) activities that cleansed my energy. The gym, yoga classes, friends all helped and when I got the chance, I moved out. Holidays are still difficult and I’m still trying to stop being attracted to players. But I hope this helps…

  • @ChrysalisInvictus
    @ChrysalisInvictus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I found pile #4 amazingly accurate at times! I understand why you were cautious, the relationship makes people feel awkward or confused. The "maternal" energy is draining and NEEDS. If this is true for you, sending you love ♡

  • @justme.11
    @justme.11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Pile 4. Spot on. My mom was a narcissist.
    I've been apologizing a lot to a guy in the internet and I'm surprised that this applies to him. Especially the Goddess with the difficult relationship with her father.
    I give quite a lot hoping that the situation will change in the future. Message received again.

  • @88Sacca
    @88Sacca 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Thankyou. 4. My mother is gemini. Sometimes I feel like she is envy when my father care to me. I grow up mostly be with my grandma because my parents busy to work. 😊

    • @saumyas4114
      @saumyas4114 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Can you please do a reading for " when and how I will heal and become more independent and self-sufficient emotionally"?

  • @ARTEMXS
    @ARTEMXS 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I chose Pile 4 . Definitely a therapy session - you made me cry ! Once you said she had to love instead of just loving I started balling . Thank you for confirming my thoughts . I knew she is a narcissist . And you just said so many things that resonated .

  • @filhadekali3139
    @filhadekali3139 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I almost cried in many many moments during the reading! Pile 4! Thank you so so much!

  • @jadamay2398
    @jadamay2398 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    #2 my mom has an Aquarius moon and I have moon square Uranus in my natal chart. I’m also Taurus dominant, so growing up without much stability in my life sucked lol but I’m a little more used to it now. She was great at delegating her responsibilities... that being my little brothers onto me bc she’s somewhat of a black sheep in her family. I’m a very sensitive person at heart, but I felt that it wasn’t safe to express my feelings to her bc it would just be rationalized and shut down so now I keep it bottled up. There’s quite a bit of unresolved resentment still there, but I will say that I am grateful for the lessons that I learned, such as being able to be in tune with people’s moods or my sense of independence. This was a great reading, thank you!

  • @ivyleivine2908
    @ivyleivine2908 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    3- 5 minutes in and I’m sobbing and my angels are holding me and giving me chills

    • @ivyleivine2908
      @ivyleivine2908 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      SN Scorpio NN Taurus cap rising Pisces 12h stellum Virgo moon. We have DID and experienced ritual abuse in Australia in the mid 80s. Our system never had a family or none worth mentioning

    • @ivyleivine2908
      @ivyleivine2908 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Luckily spirit reparented me💜

  • @claracoelho893
    @claracoelho893 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Pile 4, everything spot on, my grandmother was the victim of a gunshot while pregnant, she and the baby died, my mom was 3 and she never admitted she needs help even though it's obvious she does, and now I'm here, ripping the fruits of that stagnated sorrow

  • @kw9633
    @kw9633 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    WOW! Pile#1 So accurate. My mom is a Capricorn Sun and I am a Pisces. My imagination and creativity was stifled except one that she encouraged lol. For years I had no voice could not speak up or out because I always had to just obey and listen NO questions asked. I am so glad these past few years I grew out of it and found my voice more. I can count the time I saw her cry which was not much and because I sensed she was and went to look . She is super strong a bit aggressive very driven& strict. Yes I was raised in a strict religious home. Can you imagine her reaction when I decide to tell her that this year I started looking into tarot readings online or late last year watching readings and bought my first deck in August. Was always curious about astrology but never got to do a thing. Only now I'm secretly enjoying and maybe 4 or 5 individuals know I enjoy this lol.. there is a wall. Everytime I try to express my emotions it got and still gets me into trouble and huge arguments which leads her to stop talking to me for a while. For years after I moved away from home to study I started to wonder if she ever loved me and oh how I wished I could share things with her. I do love her. At the age of 7 I always dreamt atleast 2x a year she was chasing me in my dreams and I was always so afraid of her. But since I became a mom 5 years ago which ofcourse she was angry about I found my voice. We got a bit closer at one point but ended up in the same place again lol. I am finally getting used to it now . I think it shocks her how much more vocal and expressive I am. This reading did help a lot so thank you very much and I hope even if she dont understand my new spiritual journey she will respect it

  • @nehakulkarnis
    @nehakulkarnis 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Pile 3 : Thank you so much for this. Resonated so much with me. I just relived my whole childhood

  • @sonalisharma8564
    @sonalisharma8564 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Pile 4 , i cried after you said she was outshining me, yeah she always tells me that be a small child and sweet then people will love you. and i am very careful of my words with her cause she starts arguing with me. She always said tht i did alot for you and i gave you this or that and you arguing? (conditional love). You kinda healed me🌸 am feeling relaxed. I will work on my self confidence and worth now.🤍 Thankyou lexi didi(sis) ❤️

  • @AJV0808
    @AJV0808 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Such a beautiful, wise soul. Haven’t listened yet but I’m so grateful for it. 🙏🏽

  • @divinefemininee
    @divinefemininee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    You are scarily accurate..pick pile 4..everything resonates..I have attempted suicide twice bcos of my dynamics between me and my mother. I am good now. I alrd accept her for who she is and love her unconditionally. Started my spiritual journey and still healing. I guess I buried those memories. Universe help me through ur videos so I don't escape those painful memories. Face it bravely. And fully healing. "I call my power back". True. I have pluto in asc. Thanks alot. Love and light.🙏 💗

    • @jayshreeparanjpe6582
      @jayshreeparanjpe6582 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes Spiritual journey helps you a lot . Healing any sort of problems , relationship in our Life. I can feel your wound Dear.Thank you . God Bless You.

    • @jayshreeparanjpe6582
      @jayshreeparanjpe6582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Please do not attempt suicide. You are putting your soul into deeper pain. Please try to be happy in which you find happiness doing things. There is no need to impress anyone. The relationship which really appreciate you . They are true. Dear madam. Please i request do not take it in wrong way. Just wanted to give a guideline. That is my true intention. Thank you.

    • @sawako_t
      @sawako_t 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here, and the saddest thing is they are more happy seeing me suffering, I've been there till now💔😢

  • @Havia369
    @Havia369 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Pile 4# yes she's Gemini sun / leo moon with pluto in virgo accurate 👍 & I am ♍ rising/ Leo rising in vedic yes I still wonder is she jealous of me now I say on her face & Don't even repent being direct lol I do attract players 🤦🤷 now I do remind her what I do for her & now she's shut off tables have turned yes I am more close to my grandma and I have learned self love & I have set healthy boundaries even with my parents 👍

    • @sawako_t
      @sawako_t 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here bruh, she's a Gemini, I don't want to deal with my crappy family anymore💔😔

  • @peace4raissa
    @peace4raissa 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I decided to watch this from another reading based off of stating I had some unhealed mother wounds. This isn’t the first time spirit has shown me orphan energy in my shadow.
    Literally.
    It has been the five of pentacles for my shadow, and orphan energy with different oracle cards based off of other readings. As soon as you stated orphan energy, I knew this was my pile. (Pile 3)
    This was so absurdly accurate! I have been keeping a journal of the emotional wounds that I have experienced since childhood. I was the youngest, and by the time I came into this world, she didn’t seem to care except for my dad. I found out later, now as an adult she was severely depressed and lacked the emotional capacity to give any love to me as a child. I grew up being bullied and essentially the runt that no one wanted around.
    I have been delving into learning about mother wounds, generational trauma, and healing womb energy for creativity and confidence. This is only the tip of the iceberg. Spirit will show you until it is resolved or looked at. There’s a lot of work to do.
    Thank you so much 🙏🙏🙏

  • @oarw2098
    @oarw2098 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Pile 4 Resonates completely Thank you
    I found this at exactly the right moment You are very much appreciated Love and Blessings

  • @beenishkhan8933
    @beenishkhan8933 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Beautiful and moving reading 😭💞 Groups 2, 3, and 4 resonated so hard! Mat we all find solace and healing! Thank you so very much for sharing this, Lexi! 🙌

  • @nicoledonnelly6154
    @nicoledonnelly6154 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 3 my mom was just a deadbeat and in and out of my life than didn't bother for 7 years than wanted to come back when I was 17. She is in serious denial and very unloving. I finally removed her from my life a year ago just always putting me down and my dad raised me.

  • @divinejourney9108
    @divinejourney9108 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Choosed Owl : Yes ! I attracted players into my life, may be bcoz as you said, she was a player to me...Everything you said is so Accurate 👌You are an amazing reader 👏🏼👏🏼 It’s related to me directly as well as indirectly...

  • @normalyes9738
    @normalyes9738 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 4, scarily accurate and thankyou so much for the reading, peace and love : ) X

  • @zombieicecreamparty4408
    @zombieicecreamparty4408 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Pile 2 and in general so spot on and helpful but it really surprised me when you said not only artist but cartoonist because I am 😲 you’re definitely fulfilling a life purpose here- you are great at this 💕

  • @angiefalco1028
    @angiefalco1028 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    all of it soooo spot on! and extremely clarifying to hear, thank you love

  • @RoseMarieJamesJr
    @RoseMarieJamesJr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for your commitment to delivering the message in group 3!

  • @ubtv9671
    @ubtv9671 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Pile 4: had to listen to it twice it was so intense my mother is a narcissist and competed with me over everything from the time I was tiny. When you said she tried to keep you small, I gasped literally to the point she encouraged me to become anorexic to get smaller and smaller. Also my son is my ❤ and I am thankful to be a motherhood pioneer! Excellent reading!

  • @mysticlavender8161
    @mysticlavender8161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending you blessings and love!🤗✨

  • @joannrobinson6363
    @joannrobinson6363 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great reading, I chose pile 3. Thank you 🐛🦋💕♏️

  • @lyly198
    @lyly198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 3: Thank you so so much just wow. So many synchronicities leading up to watching this video. Your guidance and messages resonated deeply, I bawled my eyes out.
    So much love to you Lexi, thank you.

  • @Eva-bm8so
    @Eva-bm8so 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Pile 2 resonated 100%

  • @jace87560
    @jace87560 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you so much for this! It really resonated well!🌈

  • @TheSpiritualSocial
    @TheSpiritualSocial  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

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    ⚕️💔 Choose Your Medicine 5:40💔⚕️
    ⚗️Jade Angel Crew - 5:53
    🌿 Cupid Crew - 35:06
    💊 Galaxy Stone Angel Crew - 58:40
    🩹 Turquoise Owl Crew - 1:23:52
    (oops, I noticed I mixed the two figurines in the image for Group 1 & 2 but the cards are the correct ones)

  • @sarahjones7551
    @sarahjones7551 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I will be donating into the beautiful light work you do. Very accurate very sweet energy pile 4

  • @kate_vas_hypno
    @kate_vas_hypno 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much... number 3... Thank you!...

  • @tristecherie7464
    @tristecherie7464 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    pile 2..feel like i owe you money cuz this was a personal reading wow

  • @tenajanet
    @tenajanet 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Pile 1. Yep, i have a taurus mother & i myself is an air sign 😂 i have disconnected my emotional connection from her along time ago (she didn't like that at all, but i have to for the sake of my sanity). Thankyou for the beautiful reading! 💚🌿✨

  • @moonmagic1111
    @moonmagic1111 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Lexi that was on point & healing. We all get our messages at perfect divine timing𓆃

  • @Amandavasc
    @Amandavasc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile #4 when u said she drains my energy, it resonated so much. I just left her house and she is desperate cuz she can't feed on my energy. And its been such a struggle to make her understand that I AM NOT COMING BACK!!! Just leave me alone!!!!

  • @mialynnrivera3700
    @mialynnrivera3700 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was splendid! Thank you for the powerful reading. I almost chose a different pile but the comments drew me towards to correct one. I took SO MANY notes!

  • @saxanith6117
    @saxanith6117 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I claim all blessings that'll come my way 😌✨ Lovely reading by the way ❤️

  • @mildspringsun
    @mildspringsun 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    so grateful for hearing this. though you said it was just for entertainment, to me it is very helpful for healing. surprised by how much resonated. I had unconcerend mother who had left me when I was little but after that luckily I met new mom who is with me now. but still feel empty time to time and go under😢 like you said I have survived from my past. it is thankful to be here still alive!
    thank u so so much 💕💜💕💜

  • @theunsettlingwitch
    @theunsettlingwitch 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for this reading ❤️😌

  • @empresszari6365
    @empresszari6365 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you. This was very healing. 1000% on point ❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗

  • @Chavianae
    @Chavianae ปีที่แล้ว

    I choose number 3 thinking this isn't gonna make sense and you was on point. Everything you said made sense. I watching this in 2023, just started my journey and you just gave me the sense that I am going the right way. I am a libra tho🫣but thank you very much🙇🏽‍♀️

  • @Kiki-Delivering
    @Kiki-Delivering 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ugh this was so on point!!!

  • @mysticshining
    @mysticshining 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Picked Jade Angel :) Pretty darn accurate, want to process this more. Thank you! Have a great day 💙💜🌖

  • @MJ-rk2ws
    @MJ-rk2ws 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    3 thank you
    For the first time today I felt like everything was ok, and I genuinely felt happy. I was so shocked at how.."ok" everything eventually seems to become. Everything is perfect, and perfectly placed no matter what.
    What you said reminded me of that sense of happiness, and how I have had such a hard time letting go of thoughts go experience it. Maybe I actively avoided it when it's so easily possible?
    I would be interested if others have experienced a moment like that.
    Anyway, thank you for this it's been great food for thought.

  • @notyamama5819
    @notyamama5819 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 3. Its all facts. My mom just never wanted me. She told me that she was on the table to have an abortion(sorry if to graphic) but she got sick b4 they could operate and left. She then had me and beat me alot and let her bfs beat me and would always kick me out. I just now realized it was all because she has internally rejected me.

  • @izzlem7144
    @izzlem7144 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Last pile : it feels good to be validated!!

  • @tannimara
    @tannimara 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Pile 1!!! Resonates so muchhhhh 😱 thanks 💕

  • @kendall4046
    @kendall4046 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so very much. you were spot on!!

  • @OlhodeBast
    @OlhodeBast 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks a lot! Such a beautiful reading!! 💗

  • @naboriamoonmama7650
    @naboriamoonmama7650 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank You ☺️ ✨💖
    Thank You Mom ✨❤️✨

  • @krittika8031
    @krittika8031 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Very nice and accurate reading pile 2 👌🏻👍🏻

  • @creamymellownhotelhideaway8246
    @creamymellownhotelhideaway8246 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Pile 3, makes so much sense, my mum is very beautiful and she was kimd of affectionate, her and my dad didnt have a great relationship, they split when i was 11, my brother was 9. She ended up remarrying and he was nice but full of ego, she left him and met someone else who again was nice but full of ego. Seems mum was only interested in trying to keep a hold of men that werent good for her, they both passed within a month of each other just recently! Im divorced with a 17 year old daughter, she is a gemini and mum has strong gemini in her chart. Im aries, im 52 now and have just gotten out of a relationship with a much older male, so now im free and overcoming a health issue, i intend to get over this, be happy and have adventures while on earth. Thank you for this reading love n light 💖🙏✨️🌟

  • @samruddhipotle7029
    @samruddhipotle7029 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks a lot for this reading. 😊

  • @polyxenaschwarzova8744
    @polyxenaschwarzova8744 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much for last pile 😢🙏💜💙💚❤️🧡

  • @kooksricebucket
    @kooksricebucket 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Literally just saw this on your IG stories🙌

  • @ajnaa8810
    @ajnaa8810 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much dea..🥰
    Stay blesses as always😘

  • @ashleymcquirk5185
    @ashleymcquirk5185 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Number 1! When you pulled the authentic truth card and it had the number 4 on it my eyes got so big! That's my life path number and you also pointed out it's in my Ascendant and Descendant have 4s in the degrees. And I'm about to go to school to do counseling! My mom is a Capricorn! As you mentioned there might be strong water signs in the pile, I'm a Scorpio and my Mercury is in Scorpio in the 9th house (conjunct the Sun and Pluto). My mom was definitely about repressing emotions and my dad didn't express them either. But her I was, this empathic INFJ trying to figure out what the heck to do with what I felt and how I took on other people's emotions and why I was so "sensitive". This will be something I can discuss in therapy because I hadn't really put together about how both of my parents never encouraged creativity or my emotions, so I was stifled basically my whole life until college where I made extremely understanding and genuine friends who helped me see who I really am. YOU ARE AMAZING! Keep doing all the good, Lexi.

  • @stephlenssite
    @stephlenssite 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I am earlyyyyy.... As soon as I saw a notification, I am in..... I chose option number 2. When you're saying about the possibility of having either an Aquarius mother or me having Aquarius in my placements too... Wellp, we are both Aquarians. Why do I already feel like I might burst into the tears while listening to this. However, thank you so much for this kind of topics. Your videos and messages have been theraupetic and helping me heal in their own ways, I enjoy bingewatching your videos so much.. You surely are gifted & blessed. Please continue doing what you're doing, stay blessed, stay safe and take care 💓💓💓

  • @sabinips
    @sabinips 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    i legit love you your energy is wonderful youre just such good vibes, such a beautiful sweet gentle human - so goofy and adorable and lovely ❤️ thank you for the beautiful readings, they helped so much through the past year . you angel ! thank you sending you lots of love !

  • @andreahl3494
    @andreahl3494 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    4. So sad to see that there's a lot of us dealing with this type of person atm. I do admire my grandma. She pushes me to do sm for myself and I also really respect her strong will and perseverance in raising children, kinda alone, because of an alcoholic husband who makes his vices the first priority. With my mom, she always goes against my plans and months after, makes me feel like a fsikure for being jobless and dependent on my grandma. And yet she takes all the blame off herself for basically conteolling ALL of my life, from my school and career choice, to when I wanted to move out for college. Even stopped me from joining a writing excursion near my country's capital because it was "dangerous" and she's so confused why I can't work on my "feelings of inferiority". I'm joining a scholarship now and I'm really hoping to get some gigs after, even if small. It used to hurt then made me numb. But now, it just makes my anger flare up.
    Also regarding my course, I was ok with the course but my specialty was just not the one I wanted to major in. Now, she tells stories of her successful friends who's daughters majored in other subjects getting in- all because their majors were in demand. She also feels much closer to another girl, more than me. I think she's the daughter she wanted me to be. She's friendly, extroverted, and catches up with her energy. Meanwhike here I am, a frickin doormat of a trash.
    There' also the fact that she doesn't want to feel like she's the only one busy so she makes people feel equally stressed as she is. I had not slept for days completing tasks with slow internet + insomnia and she makes me "wake up" really early (6-7). I tell her I staued up and she's like "me too! And I have work to do too! (After sleeping around 11 while I can only doze off around 3-4 AM, even with the use of melatonin pills. I feel really sick of this enough to make me feel like quitting this life.

  • @evaeisenberg7051
    @evaeisenberg7051 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    pile #1 my mother did passed away 12 years ago (and she was a capricorn moon and so am I...) Thank you for another great reading :)

  • @jess_moon7337
    @jess_moon7337 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    #4 I' m Leo Moon, it resonates a lot. But my mum is very generous to me but not so much with words. Not easy to make things right. I think she's not that open minded to make things different like she would do it. But she also changed over the last years, maybe also because I do have a very different relation to my son. She told me that my grandma was very serious and strength with her, I couldn't believe, I saw her always very loving but determined, not much selfloving and generous to herself 🤷‍♀️

  • @kiddy40
    @kiddy40 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg pile 4, totally resignated. I'm at total odds as of right now with my mom n I was looking for answers. Thank you for this reading!!!

  • @parisarkar205
    @parisarkar205 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Last pile...thank u for this reading. For long long time I was wanting a path to be shown in regards to my mother's relationship with me❤️❤️❤️thank u again

  • @vice8063
    @vice8063 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Picked 3. She was there, drugs, I was the stabilizer of her emotions. Loved the cosmic egg 🖤🕯 thank you for your channeling!

  • @jayshreeparanjpe6582
    @jayshreeparanjpe6582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Owl crew pile 4: it resonate with me. I have always failed in my life time to meet even minimum expectations of my mom. Always she made comparison with other children around me while growing up . Specially with cousin sisters and brothers. So i do not want to have my own children if i do get married in future. Thank you. I can feel your emotion while you reading it. May be you would had face such pain in your life ( regarding having struggle patch up with mom) . God bless you. You are doing a Great job as Tarot Card reader. Thank you Dear.💝

  • @PlayUnbox
    @PlayUnbox 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    moon in capricorn natal... thank you for this reading!

  • @evelins9975
    @evelins9975 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I picked #4 so true. I am a mother myself now and I am the opposite of her I always put my children's wellbeing first, I did not get that. I still don't, however I have compassion because her life have been difficult and I know she loves me as much as much as she is able I guess. Great reading Thank you!

  • @maudline
    @maudline 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 4 could have been a personal reading. Wow…

  • @Abhinanda-hs9ec
    @Abhinanda-hs9ec 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you lexi

  • @Lina-uy5lg
    @Lina-uy5lg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 4 When my mother was 14, my grandfather left her for his new family. Her stepmother gave him the choice and my mother was given away to a foster family. I think that's why she's subconsciously afraid that I'm gonna take my father away from her.
    Yeah, she also has this two-sidedness and she's a little narcissistic, even if she doesn't realize it herself. It's like you said.
    She also tries to keep me with her and is afraid I might leave her, which is why she unconsciously keeps me small (she was also abandoned by her mother).
    I know I can't change her and many other readers have told me that I need distance from her. Also to improve our relationship with each other.
    Thank you so much for the reading 💚

  • @lemonlime536
    @lemonlime536 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Pile 3 Woman you brought tears to my eyes!! I was adopted and the Mum I was raised with wasn’t there. I put up with a lot from my siblings that was not pleasant at all. I left early did my thing and now have two amazing children. We are very tight and they know I love them. At least this is one struggle they won’t have to deal with later in life!! They will always know I have their back and talk anything out together. Sending loads of good vibes Blessings

  • @yuzhuocao5663
    @yuzhuocao5663 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 1. Damn, accurate. Passed away 3 years ago

  • @lauraveloso5250
    @lauraveloso5250 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    pile #4 jesus christ when she said "she felt like she NEEDED to love you" i ended up crying like shit

  • @VriEvolutionTarot888
    @VriEvolutionTarot888 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤❤❤❤ indeed 🎯 guilt trip, conditional love, reminding me of all the things she did for me so I could transactionally take care of her in old age, 1:36:00 1:39:00 will discard the plan of my life and live from the hearr

  • @Cooltink101
    @Cooltink101 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Pile 4. Very accurate. My mom’s a Gemini

  • @nathafn4854
    @nathafn4854 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thankyou, i very need this, ur readings are very related to my situation right now. I picked #1 & u define my mom very accurate! I try to accepting her materiality focus (penniless painter is quite true her words to me😢), while i keep stand my path & strive for authenticity. GBU dear❤️

  • @timelessfluxtarot
    @timelessfluxtarot 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hello! Thank you so very much for this reading... It really helped me focus on the next step for healing. And it's always good to get to know fellow TH-cam tarot readers...❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @windwirl5390
    @windwirl5390 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Today I had fight with my mom and she is quite a toxic personality,,she often blackmail by saying that is will take her life and I got into depression and was lying in bed and suddenly this popped up.It strange as well as magical

    • @theunsettlingwitch
      @theunsettlingwitch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The Universe *is* magic. Sending you love. Hugs

  • @renssupernova4756
    @renssupernova4756 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Lexi!♥ pile 3 really really resonated with me especially when i saw the orphan card i gasped because my mom is an orphan no one was there for her when she needed help and she never got to experience love, my dad wasn't around he cheated on her she projected all the hurt and neglection onto me. She was never emotionally available so i had to raise myself. I struggled a lot with self-worth through the years because my mom never stood up for me, verbally abused me. I really want to open up and focus on the divine love, help and nurture people because i can feel the healing when somebody smiles with love. Thank you for your insights it really gave me hope i believe that i'm worthy of love.
    and also i'm a capricorn how can you know all the time :D

  • @lightworker4445
    @lightworker4445 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you ❤️

  • @siag7107
    @siag7107 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you very much, Lexi. Pile 3 and 4. Very deep dive into the childehood and the time of adolescence. 3 years ago I had used intuitive writing and chanelling to explore my confusing relationship with my mother. And your reading so much resonates with those insights, that I had obtained. Great, thank you. PS: Your english is wonderful. Are you bilingual? I am from Central Europe and I was surprised, when I learned that you are also from Europe. Have a nice days, and nights too :-)

  • @misstara6516
    @misstara6516 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was pile one , and it was like you were discribing both my mother and father , and they are both fixed signs ; thank you for you guidance i really felt every single word you said and i'm gonna listen to you and find the other half of me .

  • @rupanjalidutt8484
    @rupanjalidutt8484 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hi Lexi, can you please 🙏 do a similar reading on the paternal side also.

  • @lyeo6784
    @lyeo6784 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Pile 4. I have always went through this with my mother. Infact after every fight I wondered what was the reason to fight, it was for such small minor issues not even issues it's like I cannot have an opinion or rather I cannot be myself, dress what I like (I don't even wear anything revealing). It's always like I have to dance at the beat of her drum. Always felt like I'm constantly surviving and not one moment I can look back at as a good memory. And after every fight which is always she who starts yet I'm the one who's tagged as agressive and I heard the other day she was talking to my aunt that I have anger issues. When I used to be a teenager I had almost always ended up thinking it was the truth. Until I noticed this pattern, I'm a pretty patient person always calm I seldom get angry at people. I have been depressed for so long and feel so drained. I've gotten a job and I'll start next year and I have made a list where I will pay her back every penny she has spent on me. But her sudden interest in having my salary locked in a savings account and she's already talking about giving me allowances. I feel so paranoid, it's like I don't know who to trust. I'm honestly scared and I don't want to be trapped with her for the rest of my life. Despite all this I have planned not to cut ties with her but she's making things hard.

    • @lyeo6784
      @lyeo6784 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I cannot open up to anyone in real life so tarot cards help. I hope some miracle happens because I feel I'll end up being a vegetable by the time I get out of this situation.

  • @georgias9211
    @georgias9211 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for your accurate reading, it was like a personal reading of my mother 💐🌸🏵🌼🌻, picked last pile. She is a Narcissist, she & my dad caused a lot of problems in our marriage. We had to go No Contact, it was very toxic etc. 🙋‍♀️🐨

  • @krystalmichg
    @krystalmichg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Pile 1 😓 mom has mercury in Taurus. Def pragmatic. Definitely.

  • @ahuman_xo
    @ahuman_xo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Amazing! Group 2 and my mom is an aquarius as well as my twin flame who triggered me in the same exact manner as my mother. Funny enough my dad is very stable and he's the one she would leave me with most times when she was running off with friends or going through some extreme (VERY DRAMATIC) emotion. She was very neglective when it came to my needs and when she spent time with me she'd be interested one minute and gone the next. So I learned to really value stability and dislike instability and inconsistency though that's what I used to attract in partners. I am silly, sensitive, very independent, and have great social skills and I can now see how i got that from her. She has acknowledged her wrong doings of the past and looks to spend time with me now. I just need to learn to trust her enough to let her in.

  • @jvh6805
    @jvh6805 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i do vot have any leo placements... but i do have self respect! #4

  • @Alternate_real
    @Alternate_real 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Pile 2: Spontaneity - yes. She is very spontaneous and I would love to be like that so easily. So true, the way I connect with people is up and down. True, my mom did traumatise me as a kid with lot of tough love and probably I do appreciate them each day as I live my life. And I am super sensitive. I am hot and cold in my romantic relationships. Btw my mom is Leo, not sure where her Uranus is placed. It’s true I want to create stability but also feel like I want to be free and keep day dreaming about freelancing. Yeah, situation can be saved if I accept her staunch religious views. Yeah and my Mom has three kids and so extremely busy, it’s very very easy for her to miss one, she totally focuses on the other two when we are not speaking.

  • @plainoutsider9415
    @plainoutsider9415 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I chose pile 3 and 4!! I was raised by my grandparents which can explain the abandonment from my birth mom and from pile 4, my grandmother who raised me is jealous and a narcissist so everything is so accurate I cried !!! Amazing!!! Those two piles really did sum everything up !!

    • @AmaLoveGoddessTV
      @AmaLoveGoddessTV 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here. My jealous gma has dementia now and her daughter, my aunt, is depressed abd alone. You reap what you sow.

  • @plizakalita5165
    @plizakalita5165 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are awesome

  • @saimarani3416
    @saimarani3416 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Accurate reading. Do a career reading too

  • @user-oq2gz8zo7y
    @user-oq2gz8zo7y 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Very true ❤️❤️❤️

  • @angelface333
    @angelface333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    pile 2 💕💕💕💕

    • @angelface333
      @angelface333 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      i feel like i should watch every pile 😭