She's so young here. I'd love to meet Nicole someday and just have a conversation with her she seems like such an interesting person and I love her music
I was never aloud to express myself my entire existence growing up in a cult in te south.. I always made music in my head and wrote songs and lyrics and drew but I had to keep it secret... its beautiful to.see shes making music that I can connect to ...as I was made to have sex with my cousins and my evangelist grandfather and uncles ... I always wanted to make music for this but didn't want my father to be hurt... now I find her and its like I should've done this but I was not able to for fear of my life and those involved I had a schizophrenic borderline multiple personality harder mother and had to get used to that ...I feel like like she would be a product of what I grew up I n like a sister
Don't feel ashamed of yourself or feel hurt for your father ..you have struggled a long part of your life (and I hope today you are doing better of course) your father should have help you to escape from this so It might sound too impolite mostly because I don't know the details about your relationship with him but from what I understood he doesn't deserve your pity. Make songs if you want to sing them as loud as you can and don't be afraid of people s judgement . You are you and expressing your true feelings is a necessity. I hope that you are far away from all of those who hurt you, please contact a professional if you are still feeling down or talk to a close friend. Remember that you are not alone, even if your case is really specific I live in France and have heard about a cult which obliged cousins to marry each other and have children a bit like your story. Some escaped and are telling their story and feel better. I again, sorry to repeat myself, hope that you are fine now. Sorry if my words werent clear English is not my first language so 😅
It's never too late 🤍 Wishing you the best moving forward in life. You're so brave for making it out of that, and for being here today! I hope you get to express yourself now 🪷
@@nightflowerarchive lol yes i’ve listened to her music since the start, its funny tht ppl reply to this 1 yr old comment, but i remember i was eating food while watching this so i didnt wanna see tht 🤣
@wherewolvf Oooo okay, thank you in general for answering me. In fact, it would make sense, and it could be. But it is just me who would like such an answer that is actually affirmative answer from Nicole and find out just why and know simply the truest truth. Thank you so much again 🥰❤️
I've never heard her speak before. She sounds so cute!
Thank you so much for reuploading this! I wish she would do more videos like this.
she sounds even cuter in rea life
@@blumeiworld have you met her 🥺
@@alejandror2821 haha I saw her live but I never spoke to her or anything
How did you think she'd sound?😂
She's so young here. I'd love to meet Nicole someday and just have a conversation with her she seems like such an interesting person and I love her music
She was 21 here but I would have thought she was 15 oml
Omg it’s so good to see the Nicole fandom active in 2021
This video looks as if it was from 2010, 5 years after TH-cam was made
This was from 2013,I think
@Nemophila it was posted on tumblr
Nicole is the original G.
What's a G
@@shyeline5007 Gangsta.
@@shyeline5007 Grimes
6:23 i hate summer, too. i hate the heat, too. Nicole seems like a real introvert girl
Summer is awesome, damn it!
Finally someone I can relate to
I was never aloud to express myself my entire existence growing up in a cult in te south.. I always made music in my head and wrote songs and lyrics and drew but I had to keep it secret... its beautiful to.see shes making music that I can connect to ...as I was made to have sex with my cousins and my evangelist grandfather and uncles ... I always wanted to make music for this but didn't want my father to be hurt... now I find her and its like I should've done this but I was not able to for fear of my life and those involved I had a schizophrenic borderline multiple personality harder mother and had to get used to that ...I feel like like she would be a product of what I grew up I n like a sister
You can still do it. You only live one life so do what your heart tells you to. It could open up doors for you
My heart goes out to you. Love you sweetie. Do only what makes you happy.
Don't feel ashamed of yourself or feel hurt for your father ..you have struggled a long part of your life (and I hope today you are doing better of course) your father should have help you to escape from this so It might sound too impolite mostly because I don't know the details about your relationship with him but from what I understood he doesn't deserve your pity. Make songs if you want to sing them as loud as you can and don't be afraid of people s judgement . You are you and expressing your true feelings is a necessity. I hope that you are far away from all of those who hurt you, please contact a professional if you are still feeling down or talk to a close friend. Remember that you are not alone, even if your case is really specific I live in France and have heard about a cult which obliged cousins to marry each other and have children a bit like your story. Some escaped and are telling their story and feel better. I again, sorry to repeat myself, hope that you are fine now.
Sorry if my words werent clear English is not my first language so 😅
It's never too late 🤍
Wishing you the best moving forward in life. You're so brave for making it out of that, and for being here today! I hope you get to express yourself now 🪷
I’m praying for you. It wasn’t your fault and I’m proud of you for fighting still.
She has both the keyhole version and the draft of Flowers In the Attic?? I'm so jealous
This video is almost an asmr in my opinion, I love it so much
This has to be one of the most precious videos of TH-cam 💜
this is insane thank you!!!
She’s always been so gorgeous omg
forever grateful to X for putting me on to nicole LLJ
Facts
I work at a craft store that sells the crayola clay, now I can recommend it to customers!! Amazing vid btw I appreciate your dedication to her
i love all the unique things you shared~
i hope you’re staying safe ♡
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Aw how lovely
Her voice give me chills.
Why does she remind of Pupinia Stewart 😭💀
She's so cute, I love her songs
She sounds cuter even in real life 😭❤️
did you meet her omg 🥺
@@agustina4339 Nope
she is so cute !!
alright nobody gonna bring up tht she just showed a picture of a corpse…i didnt expect to see tht
First time you ever seen one or something?
She has demonic tendencies. She’s quite strange to be frank.
@@44standamanshe seems alright to me. I see this as quite normal for people. As long as it doesn’t go beyond fascination.
that's kinda nicole's brand tho 😭
@@nightflowerarchive lol yes i’ve listened to her music since the start, its funny tht ppl reply to this 1 yr old comment, but i remember i was eating food while watching this so i didnt wanna see tht 🤣
im in love with her
😻😻😻nicoles voice is so cute love u
she’s so cool
Yeah, I bet I'll bet when she was born, all the Orange Crush and Ne-Hi soda
bottles in the world fizzed over
@@mikeydubbs8565they wanna break your heart but its made of blood and tar
She’s my inspo fr
In my imagination she was from other world. But she is a human
Shes apart of my big 3
God bless Nicole
Does anyone know where she got her draft of flowers in the attic? I’d kill to read it omg
same!
Prbbly eBay lol
I love vc Andrews i used to have all her books
She is so cute ♡uwu
The dolls face is just like the album cover
𝒔𝒉𝒆´𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒐𝒍
she’s so cool
wild eyes
@@gggh0strider they are black
Like the magic eight ball 🎱🖤
@@talie3578 Shes got guns for trophies
Does anyone know where I can find pictures of her figurines she’s made with clay?
wholesome c:
i want to be her friend she is thee coolest
Idoru was made for her
Source?
Yes, source?
really?
The Grimes song? Source!
How did she get the unedited version of flowers in the attic?
her voice reminds me of my 9th grade spanish teacher
🖤
I wish I could meet her ahhhh
lovely nic
SHES THE CUTEST
shes so tiny here and i love her so much
yeah this is really weird to say... esp since she was suffering with anorexia
ummmmm
Hello Wing Ridden Angel 💜🙏💯
Original video: th-cam.com/video/78HDn1CJQTo/w-d-xo.html
is private
@@drolucard Nicole scrubbed everything Tumblr TH-cam in 2020 for some reason
@@lovelylolaunicornwhaaat?!
how old is she in this video?
21 i think!
I Shot an angel with my fathers rifle…
i should have set it free but i let it bleed
@@shroomsforbreakfastmade it into taxidermy, hung it on my wall. (On my wall)
damn i love you so much
Is this her natural hair od she again have a wig? And why she always wears wigs, she is bald and have any own hair?
@wherewolvf Oooo okay, thank you in general for answering me. In fact, it would make sense, and it could be. But it is just me who would like such an answer that is actually affirmative answer from Nicole and find out just why and know simply the truest truth. Thank you so much again 🥰❤️
@wherewolvf Yeah I looking for somethimg about her hair but I find nothing. Thank you ❤️
Hello Grace.
hello kaisands2041
Well gr4celiz aha xo
@@kaisands2041what’s a wee fittie like you doing here x
Why r the lyrics so dark and disturbing?
Gimme the same girl, pls.
she looks like the i hate minions girl
you uploaded the archive... and for what..
Because it's cute and a lot of people dont know about the archive?