Chemotherapy At Hospital & Feeling Fed Up *Cancer Journey 2025*

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  • @Hasmik-r1q
    @Hasmik-r1q 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +313

    Tiff, I recommend you speak to a mental health professional. It's 1000% normal to feel fed up. This is all so difficult. This will be for the rest of your life. Please get help dealing with this.

    • @fingerprickinggood
      @fingerprickinggood 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Or even McMillan cancer care team.

    • @jackiestanley5656
      @jackiestanley5656 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +30

      Totally agree…💙

    • @Nicana68
      @Nicana68 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +28

      I think TH-cam is Tiffany's therapy. Almost like it gives her a chance to unload her thoughts and feelings in much the same way she might with a therapist?

    • @nicoleb41052
      @nicoleb41052 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +62

      @@Nicana68I can see it does give her some comfort, but it’s absolutely not the same. A therapist can respond, in the moment. They are professionally trained to help. I wish so much she would get professional mental health help. She can get this free through MacMillan in the UK.

    • @Hasmik-r1q
      @Hasmik-r1q 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +44

      @@Nicana68 She needs professional insight though. It's clear TH-cam isn't doing enough.

  • @msangelz
    @msangelz 42 นาทีที่ผ่านมา +2

    We love and send you loads of blessings Tiffany, you have been through some tough battles along the way and know we are all praying for you and you have God on your side always. Sweet dreams 💙✨🙏🏼🫶🏼✨💙✨🙏🏼

  • @lisafoulks5258
    @lisafoulks5258 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +177

    I have chemo every other wk 3 days a wk for the rest of my life i have terminal pancreatic cancer im only getting a little more time with my family it's now my full time job just to stay alive a little longer Tiffany you got this

    • @lisatowan4536
      @lisatowan4536 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +34

      I'm the same, except colon cancer. Sending lots of love your way.

    • @amandag7777
      @amandag7777 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

      🙏🏼

    • @lagringa269
      @lagringa269 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

      Blessings to you all.

    • @elizabethgibbens
      @elizabethgibbens 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

      Blessings and prayers for healing to you both!🙏💖

    • @wendywoo6409
      @wendywoo6409 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

      Sending love and hugs to you all ❤❤❤

  • @heatherbutcher9921
    @heatherbutcher9921 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +166

    This young lady is INCREDIBLE ⭐️ I hope all this treatment is 100% successful 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @Jkpatriot
      @Jkpatriot 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @Jkpatriot
      @Jkpatriot 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      When two or more are gathered together in the presence of the Lord... I will pray with you 🥰

    • @draoi99
      @draoi99 5 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      She is a very special lady, an exemplary character.

  • @Kim19391
    @Kim19391 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +44

    I can’t imagine how tough the last few years have been for you Tiff. I’ve followed your journey from the start and you have been beyond brave and eternally positive. Granted, we don’t get to see you away from the camera but your beautiful personality and optimism will always conquer those negative moments. You deserve a wonderful life and I’m sure that’s what you will have. Sending love xx

  • @tondah
    @tondah 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +77

    Oh sweetie how could you not be fed up. You are strong & have such a loving support group. Love & hugs from the states. You’ve got this 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏

    • @kamlamahapat3426
      @kamlamahapat3426 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Hi my Tiffanynthink friend it understandable u getting fed up but dont give up. Soon enough everything will be over treatment and all those blood test,just be positive and just trust in god u went through a lot and u are,much better now this will be over soon.

  • @SanaSalman-ic3ut
    @SanaSalman-ic3ut 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +71

    May God keep you safe and May you have a long and healthy Life ❤

  • @cathybarela4304
    @cathybarela4304 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Tiffany take care of yourself and try to keep up with your eating habits so that you stay strong, you got this, try to find a support group. We are all praying for you, love your post.

  • @jessicabrooks9230
    @jessicabrooks9230 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +66

    Hi tiffany I understand being fed up of going to the hospital from February 5 th to march 5th I have appointments every week day- some times up to 3 per day for blood tests chemo, immunotherapy and radiation... its gonna be a tough month but I'll get through it then continue with chemo after for 6 months at least I get through it by remembering that I'm fighting to stay alive! I've been fighting this brain cancer for 11 years! I'm not going to let it win now ... we've got this!!

    • @pataug1616
      @pataug1616 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

      May you continue to heal & remain strong, Jessica.

    • @mariasullivan577
      @mariasullivan577 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      ❤❤❤

    • @joycebrown6079
      @joycebrown6079 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      ❤👼🏼❤

    • @ElaineSmith-y5u
      @ElaineSmith-y5u 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      🙏

    • @gwenhatcher7542
      @gwenhatcher7542 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

  • @kristinarnesen3152
    @kristinarnesen3152 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +62

    No wonder you're fed up 😢❤ must be absolutely draining. 😢I wish all of us your TH-cam family could stand outside the hospital and cheer you on❤🎉

  • @sandyjohnston2691
    @sandyjohnston2691 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +17

    This has been quite the marathon but you are in the final miles. There is no way you could not be fed up after all you've been through. You've got this and we are rooting and praying for you.

  • @kellievacs7540
    @kellievacs7540 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +30

    It’s like we can see inside your head and see your pain, you look more tired and your eyes look sad bless your heart - is there anything WE can do? So SO much love to you Tiffany WE GOT THIS 💪🏻

  • @jacquelinemoore7839
    @jacquelinemoore7839 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    You do need to talk to a mental health councillor. Ive just finished 12 weeks of councilling and I feel so much better. Just knowing what I was going through and feeling was normal. Stop guessing, just wait till they see you then you can tell us what the appointment was for. Just like you do when your back in your car. If you get a bad thought in your head get rid of it very quickly and think a good thought. Then your feel better

  • @caronmistry6171
    @caronmistry6171 4 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

    You are so lovely, gracious and polite to all the nurses. You will get through this sweet girl. Amma is amazing as is Matt, such a lovely supportive partner. Wishing you all the best. Love your videos ❤❤

  • @FuzzyDogFosterMom
    @FuzzyDogFosterMom 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +27

    Sweet girl, mental help therapy really does wonders no matter what stress life throws at us so hopefully you can find a therapist who specializes in helping patients with physical health challenges. You are running a marathon right now and do all the things you can to bolster your overall health. You are a marvel but you’re human too ❤ Do all the things that bring you rest and daily happiness. So many prayers going up for you 🙏🙏🙏💙💙💙

  • @joannaburn9514
    @joannaburn9514 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +24

    The mental strength you need to navigate cancer is huge and this is in addition to the physical assault your body is going through. No wonder you are feeling fed up. You have been through and continue to go through so much. ❤

  • @JackKirbyFan
    @JackKirbyFan 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +34

    Want to know bravery, courage, love and what strength really is. Tiffany is a role model in how to live a life. We can all learn from her. She doesn't judge others. She doesn't shame anyone. She doesn't attack anyone. She expresses love and only love and is still a human being.
    Thank you Tiffany for showing humanity how to live a good life.

    • @donnadalessio3853
      @donnadalessio3853 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      This is so true, she is such a kind woman. God Bless Tiffany ♥️

    • @allisongoodall6487
      @allisongoodall6487 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Most honest, best comment here, love ,love,love,love,love you

    • @JulieR73
      @JulieR73 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Yes!!!! This!!!!

  • @maryannebarry9123
    @maryannebarry9123 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +21

    Tiffany - you are such a warrior. You help so many with your courage. It’s exhausting to constantly have medical appointments but you do it with such grace.
    I am praying for you 🙏🏻

  • @barbarahunkeler6396
    @barbarahunkeler6396 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +37

    Tiffany, you're so right, Amma does light up a room with her smile! You take after her in that respect. No matter which way you are feeling, you always manage to pull through in a positive light. You are just an amazing, beautiful person. As always, I'm praying very hard for you, that remission will come to you soon! Sending love and prayers from California. 💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏

    • @kristaparks5201
      @kristaparks5201 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Yes, Amma brightens up the room, that's where sweet Tiffany gets her beautiful heart. Tiffany's so precious.

  • @BarbaraHaigh
    @BarbaraHaigh 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +12

    I have so much admiration for you Tiff. You are so strong, loving and inspirational. Having been on your journey with you for a long time I’ve seen your highs and lows. Your engagement to your darling Matt also your many treatments and big op. Whether a good day or a MER day WE GOT THIS.

  • @fevertree1957
    @fevertree1957 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +23

    Hospital is your full time job right now....its no wonder you get fed up as it's full on....tick tick tick off each time you go. Much love Tiffany - a Scottish 'auntie' of the Tiffanythinks family xx

  • @amyfionna
    @amyfionna 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +16

    You’ve been so brave and strong for a long time. I know you’re tired. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. This is a season. It will pass. You are so loved! We’ve got this! ❤❤❤

  • @MsLyds
    @MsLyds 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +21

    I also think it's good you're letting yourself feel low. Forcing yourself to feel positive and happy all the time takes a big toll on your body. It's good to let yourself feel all the feels. I think its healthy to do so! ❤

  • @gerryryan1372
    @gerryryan1372 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +16

    Tiffany i pray each day for you and your beautiful family ❤❤❤❤

  • @ksingh3708
    @ksingh3708 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +27

    You are always on my mind! May god give you strength to overcome this stress.. love you Tiffany dear ❤

    • @eastonmartin5342
      @eastonmartin5342 6 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I talk to my mother and she understands 😢

  • @CruciferousCutie
    @CruciferousCutie 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +18

    We love you all. Always praying for you.

  • @jenniferaddison3829
    @jenniferaddison3829 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    Tiffany, pretty lady, you’re entitled to all the crazy emotions, be them good or bad. I hope you have a therapist to discuss all the feelings you’re struggling with. You’re so strong and you got this!

  • @judybainbridge1043
    @judybainbridge1043 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    God bless sweet Tiffany. In whatever way you choose, it’s good to talk about it. My sister had bowel cancer and now has a stomach, she got in touch with MacMillan and has a few sessions with them which really helped her but I went to. They’re available for all the family. Much love darling xxxxx

  • @DeniseLochrie
    @DeniseLochrie 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +12

    There are many of us here who love you darling and feel that you are such an inspiration. Sweetie …sending you positivity, healing and a lot … a lot of love…you are an inspiration Tiffany. Much love sweetheart!❤❤❤

  • @janelleabbott2227
    @janelleabbott2227 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Amma is beautiful❤❤ you both are blessed to have one another and to have the support. You have a wonderful supportive family. Tiff you are truly blessed!!!!❤❤❤

  • @51Saffron
    @51Saffron 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +20

    How can you not be fed up? There is no way I could go through what you are going through? You have been through so much, surgeries, chemo, and everything else in between. You are one of the bravest and most positive people I know. I hope that one day, this will be just a memory and that your future life will be full of joy.

  • @MaryMagee-ou9df
    @MaryMagee-ou9df 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    My heart goes out to you Tiffany. I thought I'd problems, it definitely puts things into perspective. I'll pray God gives you the strength to cope.

  • @CynthiaHalstead-z5x
    @CynthiaHalstead-z5x 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    I think you are feeling overwhelmed, which is totally understandable. Then dealing with the "what if's" are overwhelming. YOU GIT THIS TIFFANY. ❤

  • @suesmith4289
    @suesmith4289 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

    Tiff, weve been telling you time and time again, your one of the bravest, sweetest girl we all know, your a warrier, remember tick, tick tick.youve got this 😊

  • @maryellenmonk3481
    @maryellenmonk3481 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +15

    Dear Tiffany...we are with you every step of the way. You are such a strong woman. You will get through this....and it will be a distant memory. Love you❤

    • @edwinagolombek3253
      @edwinagolombek3253 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      it's stage IV ..there is no distant memory..

    • @mellissamaynard7340
      @mellissamaynard7340 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Try not to be so negative - we are all cheering Tiffany on - she will get there and live a long and happy life - ! Plenty of Stage IV patients living very long lives with the treatments that are now available 👍

    • @edwinagolombek3253
      @edwinagolombek3253 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@mellissamaynard7340 are you on glue...

  • @jacquelinemoore7839
    @jacquelinemoore7839 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    We can see though how fed up you are going through this. But you "Got This"❤

  • @Welcomehome12000
    @Welcomehome12000 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    I have been following you a while and love hearing your updates. I pray for you each morning on my long walks. I love your Amma and her red lipstick and your loving darling. Keep praying, keeping moving one foot in front of the other. So many are praying for you, but also learning so much from your vlogs. Have a great day and even better weekend and onto number 9!

  • @lisadrisgill5611
    @lisadrisgill5611 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +12

    It’s a lot and it’s understandable that you’re feeling overwhelmed and sick and tired of it. Don’t focus on long-term. Just focus on getting through today. Tomorrow is another day No sense worrying about it till it gets here . With every passing day and every treatment you get through you’re one day closer to being cancer free! Keep the faith sweetheart you got this! 🙏🙏🙏

  • @janebateman2359
    @janebateman2359 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

    You are doing so well so don't be hard on yourself for getting fed up and down, you are human and any one in your situation would feel the same. 8 down and only 4 to go. Look for a spark of joy in every day even though its hard .You got this. Big hugs❤

    • @meganryan9945
      @meganryan9945 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      Hang in there sweet Tiffany❤️

  • @jancarpenter3166
    @jancarpenter3166 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    My Goodness❤❤ how you all warm my heart. Especially your mom! She always puts a smile on my face. When you said “she lights up a room “ I totally agree. Sending you ALL much love and wellness from Michigan.

    • @ckerspilo
      @ckerspilo 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Im in Michigan too

    • @lynettejohnstone829
      @lynettejohnstone829 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Tiffany is using her cancer for money im.not happy with that and no.her life is not going to be normal again she does not get it she has stage 4 she should be making memories thinking about getting married

  • @TRUTHisTRUTH70
    @TRUTHisTRUTH70 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +15

    Tiffany - while watching your vlog today I was wondering if you are taking anything for anxiety and/or depression? I say this because medication made a HUGE, HUGE difference to my mental health and state of mind while I was undergoing treatments, surgeries, and numerous tests and appointments. If you aren't taking anything, it may be worth looking into this. There is absolutely NO shame is seeking help for your mental health. It allows you to get back to being on an even keel and enjoying each day again. Much love xoxo

    • @juliherron8991
      @juliherron8991 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      I can't say enough about the help good counciling has given me. My world has opened up, and I marnage it all better.

    • @TRUTHisTRUTH70
      @TRUTHisTRUTH70 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@juliherron8991 Yes! I did counseling as well to give me practical tools that I could use to re-frame my thought processes

  • @lisatowan4536
    @lisatowan4536 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    I'm praying that the rest of your rounds fly by. I'm heading back into chemo (same regimen as you) on the 21st (round 67), post-surgery. I love that you named your pump, as well. My cousin named mine Jarvis. Sending love and prayers that this will soon be behind you.

  • @GayMarcoting
    @GayMarcoting 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +14

    This is going to sound like a strange and even insensitive suggestion, but as humans, our biggest fear above all else is dying, and it's interesting because it shouldn't be that way. As someone who has several chronic illnesses on top of crippling anxiety, I found pursuing knowledge of the process of death, having a celebration of life gathering (live funeral) and getting my legal things in order so my family doesn't have issues after passing, and having therapy on the mortality and finiteness of life has really helped me be at peace with the possibility I may die sooner than later. If you're ready, you should look into these services in your area, because no matter anyone's outcome, we're all signing out permanently one day

    • @cathytauscher6760
      @cathytauscher6760 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I don’t disagree but I think it’s a difficult choice when the patient is so young. Also depends on the personality the patient.

    • @lynettejohnstone829
      @lynettejohnstone829 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      I really hope and pray your well.but.with tiffany she uses her cancer for money that's not right.she has stage 4 she thinks everything will be.back to normal it won't be she should should be making memories getting married

    • @meganrefai8980
      @meganrefai8980 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      Tiffany has given a lot of light and knowledge to a lot of people. Tiffany had a channel before she was diagnosed. I honestly think it’s very poor taste to say what u said. Just so you know she is very educated. If she puts her story out there and gets paid for it , that’s fine. !!! Bless you Tiffany.

    • @edwright480
      @edwright480 32 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

      @@meganrefai8980 A knowledge of tat and colouring in books maybe, but she manipulates cancer for money and it is not ok. She has chrone's
      which is also treated the same way. Classic signs. Social worker here Masters included, she is the Donald Trump of lying.
      Narcissistic and manipulative. Many professionals have tried to tell you all. So I spell it out, she is manipulating to sell on stuff to build a housing empire.
      His father has tried to tell him he is a policeman in a small county and they won't have anything to do with her. Need I say more? Old ladies are sending her money!! I have insider knowledge. Keep it quiet.

    • @edwright480
      @edwright480 23 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

      She is an arch manipulator she has Chrones treated the same way, I'm not even sure she has cancer, she is very secretive.

  • @mariabottiglieri3047
    @mariabottiglieri3047 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    Hi Tiffany you will get through this. Please give yourself some grace don't be afraid to seek out help for your mental health.😊

  • @susandaya-km9df
    @susandaya-km9df 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    May God grant you strength and courage to keep going on. 🙏

  • @paula4968
    @paula4968 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Tiffany, you’re the sweetest. I love your beautiful relationship with Amma. 😊 Sending you all my love, always. 💙💙💙

  • @Phoebe-200
    @Phoebe-200 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Thinking of you sweet Tiffany, I can’t even begin to imagine how you feel. Sending love and prayers to you always. We Got This💙💙💙🙏🇨🇦

  • @Jojo-gg6jc
    @Jojo-gg6jc 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Hi Tiffany, sending positive thoughts and prayers as you start a new round of treatment. I'm praying that this time will be the last round. I can't imagine how much it has to be mentally draining. So I pray God will give you the strength & peace as you start. God bless you and Matt. 🙏🩷🙏

  • @nadyneingrassia1479
    @nadyneingrassia1479 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

    Amma does have a beautiful smile. Another one down, sweet Tiffany. You got this!

  • @LynneRob
    @LynneRob 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    What a lovely young lady you are and your mum must be very proud. You are going through the most dreadful time and you remain kind and caring to your loved ones. Stay strong and look forward to your future. Seeing you loving your family lifts my heart you incredible girl ❤

  • @debvw9740
    @debvw9740 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    Your feelings are so valid and understandable. As a woman who has dealt with doctors and hospitals for most of my life, every day feels like an assessment of my body. Before I can get the day underway, I need to take an inventory of mobility and pain. Some days I deal with it better than others. Every once in a while, I give myself permission to grieve the loss of my physical autonomy, etc. Then I soldier on. I am thinking of you and sending all my positive vibes. You got this but it is ok to be pissed off!

  • @pjk1714
    @pjk1714 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    Tiff, it's normal to feel fed up despite the gift the chemotherapy is helping.
    Some chemos really mess with our mental state dragging us a bit lower despite recognizing.
    Walking and staying active helps.
    Rationalize feelings with our partners. It provides a different view and keeps us in check.
    I'd be concerned over putting treatment on hold more than a week. Boundaries don't exist with cancer.
    Always be thankful you are seeing some positive. It's not guaranteed.

  • @chelwitcomb6731
    @chelwitcomb6731 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    You are amazing Tiffany, one day at a time, one step forward, it is exhausting and draining, scary too. But know all you’re team are with you. Having gone through Breast cancer, masectomy, and all the yuckiness that followed I empathise with you’re feelings. Keep being the warrior you are. Sending love, light, strength to you, Alma, & Matt. XX

  • @deedeelenane1009
    @deedeelenane1009 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Omg darling you have every reason to be fed up. You’ve been through so much and you’re always positive. There is only so much one can take🥰😍💪🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @Thekessnerclan
    @Thekessnerclan 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Overwhelming Tiffany. It’s overwhelming the way it becomes your life when you want normalcy. Talk to a neutral party professional and let yourself get those normal emotions out. Once you can release the tension they are causing you will feel better. The negative feelings though normal are unhealthy. You are in my thoughts. Much love

  • @GiorgioCroce-o8m
    @GiorgioCroce-o8m 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +12

    Tiffany you have The right to feel fed up thats ok ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Lots and lots of Love to you and your family here in Sweden It has been a school shooting Witherspoon 11 dead crying for my country

    • @stephaniewilson5284
      @stephaniewilson5284 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

      I am so sorry that the cancer of terror is spreading to your country.

    • @JAS356UK
      @JAS356UK 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

      Happening across the world, scary times

  • @Trthsker24
    @Trthsker24 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    At this stage it is likely to keep turning up in any place it can take hold. There are many who suggested no sugar AT ALL. Try it.

  • @sandy-ee1kt
    @sandy-ee1kt 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    Hi Tiffany. I am wondering if you have asked the Oncology Specialist if you have asked about your prognosis? I know this can be a difficult question to ask but it’s also really important to know. Questions like “If I don’t have treatment how long to I have?” And “If I continue with treatment how long do I have?” This gives you a realistic idea of how much time you have. I think this might help you even if it’s difficult to hear.

    • @VajraHeartNorthStar
      @VajraHeartNorthStar 2 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Good advice.

    • @edwright480
      @edwright480 19 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

      She won't tell b/c she has Chrone's and it is treated the same way. she is a scammer sorry for mistakes but she triggers my ptsd she is such a lying cow. I have been a social worker for 40 years and can recognise a scam artist at 40 paces.

  • @joanbeach644
    @joanbeach644 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +15

    So good you have Amma and Matt by your side. And of course all of us. ❤
    We got this 💙

  • @qyet61
    @qyet61 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +14

    I know the feeling of being fed up but it's what you need to do. Just as I completed treated on one breast and gave a sigh of relief, I was diagnosed in the other breast and had to go through the process again. Sometimes being on autopilot is the only way to cope mentally. Lots
    of love. I've been following you since your content was makeup.❤

  • @mendelmurphy5016
    @mendelmurphy5016 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

    Lot of love from France! 🇫🇷 ❤
    I was just thinking about you and your health today!
    You are truly an extraordinary person and a model of courage for many people.
    I am a medical student and it is people like you who give us the strength to study and succeed in our studies every day! Thank you for sharing your story with us.❤

  • @angel_existential
    @angel_existential 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    You have every right to complain. What you've gone through has been hard on your body. I understand being sick of the hospital. Remember, the chemo is WORKING. Still, it doesn't ease feeling like a pincushion. You are tough. You are strong. We got this 🙏

  • @Odichinma
    @Odichinma 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +27

    Hey Tiff! I wanted to share with you part of the beautiful message you sent me in 2022 when I was also feeling down & fed up just to remind you of how incredibly amazing you are:
    Hi my gorgeous 💙 I know that struggle trust me. Don’t give up on God - we are constantly being tested but we will get through it. Whatever you’re going through, it’ll pass🙏 I’m here for you always💙 never alone xxx
    We Got This💙
    Trust God always🙏

  • @juststuff9945
    @juststuff9945 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    Hello Tiffany, I know it’s challenging now but you can do this. I understand doctor fatigue. Sending prayers to you and your family! 💙😇

  • @WVislandia
    @WVislandia ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Would it help if you selected something special to do a few days after each of the remaining chemo treatments? Like, for instance, going to a garden centre with your Amma. And there is still that special bookstore trip to use up more of the gift voucher Matt gave you. I think if you select something that you will not get to enjoy any day before the set day, it will then allow you to concentrate on 'after this chemo, I get to....' I don't for a second belittle the experience of having to be at the hospital often, but you are completely right - it will end, just a bit longer. So maybe turn a negative into a positive? Your well-being is in my daily prayers.

  • @Wink2639
    @Wink2639 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Sweet Tiffany, you are in my prayers nightly. I’ve never had cancer, but can imagine nothing about it is good. I’m sorry you have to go through it.

  • @cherylhurst7093
    @cherylhurst7093 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    I hear you, Tiffany. With a couple of chronic illnesses, I feel like I tour radiology and doctors' offices way too often. It is draining. I decided the alternative to not getting a procedure done or to stop goung for appointments is not an option for me. Bless you, and I pray you can recharge between treatment. Having self compassion is good when getting fed up. I tell myself it is ok to feel fed up but not to beat myself up for wanting to give up on the treatment, but I do know it is helping me stay alive. Life is precious.

  • @whichypoohs
    @whichypoohs 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +8

    You are so so brave x

  • @shirleyluckhurst1189
    @shirleyluckhurst1189 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    ❤❤❤❤ mental health is a big part of your journey please be kind to yourself. Talk to your gp and your team, as they will support you and your family sending love and hugs ❤❤

  • @lagringa269
    @lagringa269 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Tiffany I’m sorry that you’re going through all that. You are lucky that you have such a living and supportive family. Especially having such a living partner like Matt that’s there to love and comfort you. Se ding lots of love and prayers your way. You got this 💙

  • @inhabitantofearth
    @inhabitantofearth 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +12

    I love that you love your niece and nephew like they're your own children. They're very lucky to have you 😊💙💙💙

  • @monnievaradi596
    @monnievaradi596 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

    I am a loyal follower-I rarely comment-but it feels that you just need a hug-so please accept this as a hug from your friend in Mississippi USA. Hang in there sweet girl-We got this-with you!

  • @staysea71
    @staysea71 2 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

    I am so impressed you drove yourself to the hospital with advanced cancer. Each year you are diagnosed with a new medical issue and potential life threatening outcome, it makes me sad.
    I am sad for all my family members who didn’t survive cancer as well as the pediatric oncology patients I worked with. However, I am happy you beat all odds without hairloss, weightloss and physical illnesses accompanied by cancer treatments.
    Your annoyance today is something a hospice patient would embrace.

  • @kartheyaninair4384
    @kartheyaninair4384 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

    I wish you peace, Tiffany. I hope that after this chapter you'll get back to your routine and hopefully not have to deal with hospital things as much. It is truly draining and you are very strong 💪

  • @NLR759
    @NLR759 6 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    Dear Tiffany, I'm sorry to hear that you are fed-up with all the treatments. Hang in there sweet lady. You are so strong!!! Do things that make you happy and bring joy to your life💙💜💛🧡

  • @motherofthreeb6337
    @motherofthreeb6337 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Because I treated my breast cancer holistically, this is the part I didn't experience; the back and forth to doctor's/hospitals. I've been cancer free for six years!

    • @VintageConversation
      @VintageConversation 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      You should tell your story

    • @motherofthreeb6337
      @motherofthreeb6337 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

      @VintageConversation
      😊 Those who know my story, have said the same thing. I've actually started writing, but I not sure how far it'll go. I'm not consistent. My husband did interview me about my experience, what drove my decision, my experience with my conventional doctors compared to my holistic doctor, what I learned in my research, etc.

    • @VintageConversation
      @VintageConversation 2 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@motherofthreeb6337 Maybe you need a YT channel?

  • @a.life.reimagined
    @a.life.reimagined 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    It's a lot, a lot. Keep taking it one day at a time. Don't look too far ahead. You've got this.🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @sarahthompson5066
    @sarahthompson5066 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    When you have a chronic condition, visiting doctors becomes part of your life--a little too much. I get it, you just want to go back to your life and not always be having to arrange doctor visits, go wait and see the doctor and schedule lab tests, more procedures and follow up. It eats up all your time to have a normal life. So if you are fed up, that makes PERFECT sense. Especially since you had some time that you were back on a normal working schedule before these spots showed up. I will keep praying this round of treatment rids your body of Cancer forever. But even if it does that, they will (and should) keep an eye on you. Your attitude is amazing and sweet spirit a blessing to all of us who follow you!
    On another note, those of us over here across the pond have no idea what "Chocolate Fingers" and "Digestives" are. Next time hold one up because we don't have those "Basic" snacks to go with tea or coffee drinks! See what a difference going across the pond makes! Ha.
    We Got This! 💙💙💙

  • @Marie.b
    @Marie.b 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    I can hardly bear watching you going through this again to tell the truth but tell myself that you are the one actually living it so the least I can do is listen and be here. Xxx God bless you.

  • @tedsmoothie1581
    @tedsmoothie1581 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    Don’t deny yourself the emotions. Feel whatever you are feeling and move forward just the same👍

  • @joannemcmurray1361
    @joannemcmurray1361 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    Hi Tiffany, just because you have been through worse doesn’t mean this should feel like this is
    a walk in the park. I think you need a big cry. Releasing all that tension is healthy. Let it out girl…. Love you
    A

    • @juliherron8991
      @juliherron8991 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Please go to a reputable councilor.
      I know you have been trying hard but the trearment does not allow you enough recover time.

  • @ChristineS-sf3rc
    @ChristineS-sf3rc 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

    Oh dear Tiffany, hole you soon feel lots better!! God bless and heal you❤ Love from Switzerland ❤

  • @chantze684
    @chantze684 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Please remember that you are going though a very difficult situation, so please be kind to yourself. don't worry about the ups and downs, you are a very strong person and you will get there. Do what is right for you and it sounds like spending time with your nephew and nice give you joy so see them as much as you are able ❤

  • @Gail-tt7wc
    @Gail-tt7wc 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    All the nurses in your country are so kind and respectful. I love that. ❤❤

  • @donnaprim6585
    @donnaprim6585 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +17

    You’re right darling, you’ve been through so much, but God gives his hardest battles to his best warriors. You Got This ! I thank God in advance for your complete healing 🙏🙏🙏

  • @PlayingMantis
    @PlayingMantis 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    Medical fatigue is a real thing. You are not alone. Hugs to you. ❤

  • @mysteryandmeaning297
    @mysteryandmeaning297 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    They don't stop with the chemo till you say need break. They just keep going.

  • @marilyndeonarain5389
    @marilyndeonarain5389 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Sending you lots of love and prayers ❤

  • @jonnamartinez8774
    @jonnamartinez8774 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    So sorry honey! Hold on to the Lord ❤

  • @miriammarshall5925
    @miriammarshall5925 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Dear Tiff! You are so young and so brave, I admire you! Be positive always, as you know how to, you will go throug this, and it,s going to be only a distant memory. My prayers always whith you😍❤

  • @janelleabbott2227
    @janelleabbott2227 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    It must be draining!! And very normal to become fed up!! I was just diagnosed. I need to get a biopsy. So far it is a nodule on my lower right lung. I have an appointment on February the 12 for a followup from the Er. Hang in there Tiff. This will be worth it!!!❤❤❤

    • @somersetflower
      @somersetflower 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Sending much love and courage to you as one of our girl's followers. Hope all goes well. 🙏 😊
      Janice 👵 xxx

  • @sumintrapirtam7901
    @sumintrapirtam7901 6 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    Tiffany you have great support, and you are blessed to have Amma, Matt, and your sister with you 🙏❤️

  • @PamAsher-wc8sb
    @PamAsher-wc8sb 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    I am sending prayers to you and your family. I know that this is hard on you, but I can only tell you that you are stronger than you realize. It was hard for me, but what I would do is make time each day to find my joy. Get a cup of hot chocolate, or an ice cream cone and reflect on the many things in your life that are worth fighting for. When you let yourself get to bogged down with the endless blood work, and chemotherapy sessions, you will feel like you're drowning. Just let it go, and just live in the moment. It's easier if you do that, and don't worry about the incidentals.

  • @juliekelderman4041
    @juliekelderman4041 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    I'm so sorry you're depressed with all the hospital visits and treatments. Praying all goes well and ends quickly so you can get back to your normal life. When you get home with Baxter you should have someone put a big happy face on him and then take a big nap. Love you girlie, take care of you!

  • @mimipuppylover2064
    @mimipuppylover2064 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Through my journey of so much happening to my body over time, is my most difficult times I just turned to the Lord and He carried me through, when the doctors needed to see me, or I ended up spending 8 days in the hospital, I told myself I cannot change any of this, I might not like it and I might feel terrible, but I am here to get help. Tiffany you have been through so much, I know it is difficult, I continue to pray for you, Matt, your mom, sister family and friends 💙💙💙

  • @6themegamom
    @6themegamom 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +16

    Awhhh Tiffany. It grieves my heart to see you going through this. The mental battle is so important like you say. Personally, when I'm faced with all the different challenges I just have to bring it to Christ. He's so much better then me at knowing what to do. I tend to deal with things mans way rather than trusting Christ. Then I'm reminded to put my feelings at the back burner rather then them controlling me. I try to take every thought captive to the Lord and truly trust Him.❤ He is inI full control , so I'm reminded I may as well. He wants His very Best for all of us❤

  • @Bombabingbong66
    @Bombabingbong66 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Tiffany, you are so gracious, so gentle and stoic and brave. You got this Sweet Girl. Amma looked fab kn her orange hoodie and that sage green was amazing on you. 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @alisons416
    @alisons416 57 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

    Hi Tiffany, get an eye mask to help with the light so you can rest in there. 💙🙏🏻

  • @siamesejasmine
    @siamesejasmine 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    I am curious to know if you’ve tried knitting or crochet. I find it to be very cathartic. It will keep you busy while in hospital or doctor’s offices and then you have the satisfaction of having something you made. Just a thought. Sending much love and light your way.❤

  • @catherinejones6250
    @catherinejones6250 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Tiffany, you are so brave with everything you have been, though anyone would get tired and fed up with it, my darling it's relentless. You are in my prayers every day. Love to you mat and of course your mama ❤ xx