We are reconciling this Thursday and spending an entire week together!!! We are meeting up at the ayahuasca retreat in Cancun where we first met at last year exactly 9 months ago!!! Total birthing on the full moon equinox! We are both called to plant medicine xo
💓💓💓💓 My heart is so full ! These past few days I've been feeling this light giddy tickling feeling in my heart space and have been smiling to myself, feeling the celebration coming💫 This reading so deeply resonated. Thank you for this clear confirmation. Sending love & light to you all 💖
This is exactly right!! It's so beautiful because I do know what's going on. He has figured it out but is waiting for the right time and we both know we have to be patient. Everything is there except being able to get together physically as much as we both want to. We do know that we are meant to be together. Perfect reading! Thank you!!😊💖
I spoke to my DM yesterday for the first time in two months after I got hit with a massive download that brought me to my knees. I called him because I was so scared. He handled my call like a champ and like we'd had this call one hundred times before. I've NEVER called my DM hysterical like I did yesterday. He's playing it all cool right now, but at least the ice has been broken. We were at a stalemate until yesterday! 😕
Yes defiantly feel something BIG is coming getting very excited, i feel people will start to awaken one after another after another, once the ball stats rolling it will then start to speed up 💗😇
@@ErikaElmutsthe syncs with my twin are off the charts. Thank you for gift and helping our connection grow stronger everyday. Sending love and light to you🔥🔥💓
Oh my gosh... I had to laugh so hard when the knight of swords and the knight of pentacles came out like that! That is EXACTLY where I’m at right now... impatient to get this thing going but knowing I need to be patient. My guides have been beating me over the head with that one 😂 Trust, be patient, let it evolve naturally... soooo hard 😄 These videos give me so much hope! 💙
Extended was 🔥... it's hard to think it will happen when it's been silent for 1.5 months but... the peace inside knows differently. Hard to explain but very on point.Thank u
My DM's name (which is an unusual one) has been appearing around me and I've been getting numbers and then my phone launching love songs that remind me of him
Wow, I do have two other men perusing me, while I was waiting for my twin flame. One is fast one is slow and I'm fed up with waiting for the man who turned his back on me.,Though the shadow work on myself has been great, I'm bored with the pain of waiting for my flame to become my knight of cups.
That peek of the Lovers at the bottom of his deck made me smile. It helps so much to get insight into his side because we haven't spoken yet. I have been learning to trust myself, him and divine timing. Everything he went through, I did too. Life has been a healing intensive from trauma and toxicity since January and it's true that I'm ready. I stopped trying to be the masculine myself (initiating communication, trying to control the situation, taking all the action) and am letting him do it, very recently. I'm ready to be the Feminine.
I am truly grateful for your guidance, Erika! I’d probably let this whole experience damage by self esteem. Basically, I’d be a confused, desperate mess!! It’s absolutely incredible how much your last 2 videos speak right to my heart. My cup is overflowing with celebration and joy!! I’m learning that waiting is not wasted time. It’s secluded time giving the Devine the opportunity to form my inner being and prepare me for abundance. My DM contacted me 2 days ago after ghosting me for months.. you know, the usual stuff of in and out of my life. Well, instead of chasing him and pining for him the way I would have done in the past, I decided to listen to you also to my higher self.. I let him go and I’ve been doing my shadow work. I’ve been healing my heart from my past and from my childhood. I’m learning how to love myself unconditionally and how to be comfortable and content on my own. Lol.. and go figure, I’ve even enjoyed this time of being twisted and twined by the Creator - being formed into a higher frequency of vibration. And there definitely was a time I would have never thought I’d be able to say that, especially during separation from my DM. ✨ I had no idea how quickly everything would start moving and unfolding once I rolled up my sleeves and really started working on the heavy lifting of my shadow work 💜🌈🌸☀️🌿✨
Is it normal/okay to be having massive anxiety over not receiving any message yet? Like, every single reading I've resonated with, no matter who it was, has had the *same* exact story line, many repeating cards, I've had so many intense very clear signs of whats to come, BUT. The longer it takes the more absolutely on edge, anxious and painfully distracted I am. Like I didn't give a shit about hearing back a month ago, I'd gotten over him for so long, then all of this energy came in, and things he said, then radio silence, I finally responded, and now i just cant shut off the, for lack of a better description, freaking out, and perseverating. Like I have extreeeemely been in my Queen of Pentacles/Empress energy the last several months, just SO much strength and glowing energy, which is exactly why I can't understand these last few weeks (while dealing with hardships) I just havent been able to take my mind off of it, and havent been able to just calmly sit with it and wait for what's to come, without actively thinking about it. Like I'm having a hard time detaching and flowing and I can't figure out /why/ since I had so much of that energy before? I dont know i just. I still resonate with everything I guess I just? Am hoping for a spiritual explanation for why I can't stop being so on edge - and. maybe hoping some others watching are feeling the same? That it's not just me dealing with the duality of the whole thing, i guess? Edit : That boxer waiting to jump in the ring thing sure pinned the tail on the donkey 🙂 lmao its just.... how to transmute that and quiet it tf down so that I can peacefully let him come to me, without sending out anxious ass energy?
Yes resonates! I’ve been FEELING Union in the air and the more I embrace these energies and work through any last blockages coming up the more the universe is sending me confirmation.. in the 3D! I’ve been bumping into him! And the communication is tender, kind. But I am still having this detached manner about it all; although I am very excited and anticipating reunion i am also putting effort into surrendering at all times, I feel free and I feel completely fine with him taking his time. Divine timing is definitely at play, for the best. Sending all my love to all other twin flames, we are strong 💝💝
I've gotten ready 5 times in the last 2 weeks feeling like my DM is coming... then I realize I need to be patient as the feeling passes... anticipatory energy is correct... the rest of the reading was right on too... there's 2 guys wanting me... my karmic and my DM. Thank you for your beautiful reading.
The buds are coming from Spirit. He is still quiet. Which I am working so hard to trust and accept. I know he is doing the right thing now. Before I was so hurt. I felt victimized by his rejection and silence. I wasnt trusting him. For good reason I think...but still
I can't believe you used the boxer reference. DM was named after a boxer, he also boxes, and he was even in my phone as "Balbooa" (it's "Balbutthole" now, until he gets his business together). Talk about resonating!
Funny i did not pay attention enough into it! But i am a male (i guess with feminine engergie waiting my Ex american) and then my DM ( a virgo lady) posted on her wall boxing pics (she is other way indeed looking and dressing lady like)...3 weeks...wow all fit again...thanks for this comment.
I sure hope so! Come clean DM pretty please!!! I believe in him; he can do it:) He thinks I'll reject him & that he can't possibly make up for all he's done wrong BUT I've already forgiven him and won't reject him if he's honest with me.
It’s been about 3 months since we stopped talking, my choice first and he agreed. I think it would be an absolute miracle if I heard from him again. I think I’d fall over and probably truly believe in this TF stuff 🔥💓 Gosh I miss him, I feel myself shut off to him but I still love him more than ever
I feel his energy. He asked me to walk away a free months ago & I did. But it feels like his energy won't release me. Every time I try to move forward with someone else it's literally like the universe is cock blocking me. It's very frustrating to not have my twin & not be able to try with anyone else.
Yes, I have a few men in the wings but all I really want is my DM but I am continuing on and when he comes I will deal with it then. This week I have been in contact with him face to face. He actually sang to me the song, its four in the morning with tears in his eyes. It was very healing to us both. We spoke a few words for the first time in a while. He still loves me and I know it. He needs to choose happiness instead of obligations. Thank you for the great reading.
Lately I'm half expecting to see him in my building lobby when I return from work, finding a way to cross the Atlantic Ocean to be with me, even if only for 3 months. He came back to me past two days (via text and phone) so I know my worry when he "ghosts" me is unfounded. Thank you!
thanks, Gina! I appreciate the kind words and am SO happy that they have supported you on your path! Thanks also for all the beautiful comments you share here. You are helping others by sharing your journey. Much love to you!
Ty 🍀💚🍻🙌 I've been feeling it ....😙😉 Thursday we had rain and thunder and double rainbow came out and the 1st one was so bright like neon colors. I'm always happy as a kid to see a rainbow as we don't get many. He resonates rainbow with his late mom. 🌹 Last time I saw double 🌈 it was back in July and we reunited that night after 6 months so thought seeing one on Thurs and just 3 days before St. Patrick's day had a special meaning and as a sign! 🌈🍀🙏 That night I went to sleep with meditation music for TF and he got online shortly after he was mia online for a week. Last Wed finally after yrs I went to church to pray and been praying lately every night and also sending him strength, love and light! ❤🕯 We both been talking about going to church, but he's Christian and I grew up going to Catholic one. He made a comment about me becoming a Christian as I'm not baptized or christened just had catholic friends and family members so that's where I went and know only that! Last night saw him online at 4:44 am and then saw the number this eve again. Been seeing 111 day and night in past weeks! Getting ready and just colored my grey hair etc. He is 17 yrs younger than me after all 😙😁 I told my Virgo karmic I wasn't interested in that kind of life and haven't been with him since last Sept after my DM ran back to karmic he has been stuck and on and off since!! DM tried to rush in with blood moon, but I didn't let him so he probably ran back to her... In divine timing and praying for patience and faith in meantime! 🙏
Still waiting for the "conversation". These videos & journey is teaching me patience but I'd be lying if I wasn't frustrated a little bit. (Repeat to myself) Positive vibes!!
He called me on Friday after 5 weeks of no contact. I did not answer him because I got all nervous and also because I felt like he wasn't ready to fully express himself and I know he has a little further to go. But the Queen of Wands energy for the DF is me having posted on IG a photo and being happy for getting a free coffee today (page of cups!), lol. Yes, I am just waiting for him to be ready to really express himself to me. Hopefully soon. Anyway, the rebirth between us must be built slowly and on the right foundation this time. I am in NO hurry. Slow means solid and real.
100% on point for me! Thank you Erika! I actually needed to hear this tonight cause the energy of anticipation is just brimming in me!! I can feel it so intensely its giving me a headache!
John Waite (Missing you) Every time I think of you I always catch my breath And I'm still standing here And you're miles away And I'm wondering why you left And there's a storm that's raging Through my frozen heart tonight I hear your name in certain circles And it always makes me smile I spend my time Thinking about you And it's almost driving me wild And that's my heart that's breaking Down this long distance line tonight I ain't missing you at all Since you've been gone away I ain't missing you No matter What my friends say There's a message in the wild And I'm sending you this signal tonight You don't know how desperate I've become And it looks like I'm losing this fight In your world I have no meaning Though I'm trying hard to understand And it's my heart that's breaking Down this long distance line tonight But I ain't missing you at all Since you've been gone away I ain't missing you No matter what I might say And there's a message that I'm sending out Like a telegraph to your soul And if I can't bridge this distance Stop this heartbreak overload 'Cause I ain't missing you at all Since you've been gone away I ain't missing you No matter what I might say I ain't missing you (I ain't missing you) No way Since you've been gone away (I can lie to myself these days) I ain't missing you And there's a storm that's raging Through my frozen heart tonight And I ain't missing you at all Since you've been gone away I ain't missing you No matter what my friends say
Thank you for this reading, it's much appreciated. I've been communicating on an energetic, spiritual and telepathic level with my Twin for over ten years now but he has yet to manifest in the physical. There has been a karmic man who has been trying to pursue me for the last two years and recently we have been getting close. He claims to be in love with me and our connection is lovely and he is an amazing guy but I feel as though he's getting in the way of my connection with my Twin. It has been really confusing as I have been gaining feelings for this guy but at the same time I cannot deny the unconditional love connection with my Twin. This karmic man has been showing up, texting, telling me everything that I might want to hear but something just doesn't feel right. I keep going back and forth with this man but I'm hurting him as I keep changing my mind about him. I think I need to cut ties with this man, gently. I feel awful, I hate hurting people. I have been honest with him from the start though and he knows that there is a man who has been connecting on another level with me but he keeps trying to tell me that I should just be with him anyway! Dearie me, it's a confuse-fest! Anyway, sorry, I just needed to share my story, I hope that's ok. Lots of love to all x
Thank you for sharing your experience with us all here. You articulated so well the challenge of the choice - and how there are situations where it's important to choose you. No matter if it hurts someone else who is a wonderful soul. It's heartbreaking. This came up again in today's video (don't remember if it was the one here or the extended) but it's massive. Sending you a hug!
Oh my gosh!! You just hit the nail on the head. My karmic ex won’t leave me alone and tonight confessed that he was flying to my country tomorrow. I told him and have repeatedly told him I need space and I don’t want him to come. He had sent me a pic of his ticket and I saw he had actually flown to my country the day before! He is spying on me and I feel like I’m under psychic attack. The irrational fear I felt led me directly back to my twin who I was in total separation from, and there was no way on earth I could have picked that plot twist!!
Haha.....yes, there's multiple options in my case but "the slow one" has always been "The One". I feel it, and know it's also "The Time". A part of me wants to stay in this "precipice state" lol I think I'm afraid of the unknown of what exactly is going to happen in the 3D
Holy wow. Unbelievable how detailed to the bone this is, I'm laughing hysterically because so exactly true, it's just crazy. I just bowed out on someone last night, I started dating him few months ago, been feeling DM lately, knew I need to 'clean house', it was very hard to do, I do like him but we are not aligned like DM and I. And he will pursue me with texts and calls, etc., but I'm sensing DM too strong to ignore. Wow, wow. Great, great reading. ✌😁💕💫🙏👼
The extended is GREAT! You really gave some perfect examples (hehehe) of the situation. It also really helped feel stronger in my belief that this is all coming together- it’s not just in my mind. Thanks for that!
I'm going through the kundalini awakening. Headaches are kind of rough. I'm not so much waiting any more, now I have to still concentrate on self. The stages I'm going through, now are definitely important, spiritually. I wish him much happiness
Soooo an hour ago he got in contact, im so nervous! (pulled the confidence card.) I very rarely get nervous. I recently got regressed. In this other life I saw him with a necklace on with a carving of a dog on it, he told me all he remembers are the dogs!? I pulled cards for guidance! Wedding(doreen virtue pack) then asked for elaboration and got king of pentacles, the sun and the high priestess. after 4 months of no contact, I must say I could feel his energy has changed.
Lol, I’m happy to hear the DM is moving out of the page of cups energy because I was talking to my DM a few days ago, and it was all going great until he got triggered or scared or whatever happens when he does his disappearing act lol, So I sent him a text message telling him that I think it’s time he grew a set and started acting like a man again 😱😂🤷♀️
I laughed when you described the DF like a boxer in the ring waiting for the fight to begin. 😂😂😂 Adrenalin rush... Or more like the shock of coitus interruptus because he doesn't show up. He's perpetually late for the date, dragging his feet along the way, smelling the roses. 😂😂 I feel it coming and I'm trying to relax, smell some roses and continue with my own life until he shows up. 😉❤️
Like the last reading- exactly where I'm at. That 10 of cups made me pause cause I got teary. I do know it's here and he's coming.. I know, and I know he knows, and I know he knows I know. I get frustrated a bit, but I also know that's just my brain... I have issues getting in my head too much. It's hard because we work together, and it's a been months of smiling and looking away, unexplainable eye contact.., dodging each other, awkwardness, little talking.. I laughed cause I saw this on FB last night- this thing read: 'My prince isn't coming on a white horse. Clearly he is riding a turtle somewhere and is confused.' lmao. >< He's posted a couple songs in the last two weeks.. kinda made me raise my eyebrows. ..
Erika, this resonates so very much . We are communicating but not much . Two weeks ago he revealed to me some emotions then retracted. Just as you said with the back and forth. We do have a big age gap, so I see the immaturity as really him being young. The funny thing is that when I meditate and see us in the 5th dimension, we are married . Love and blessings 💕 Thank you for a great reading I also have a few other men chasing me 😂as you said
I love this! It soooo resonates. The stop and go had me lauging, cuz i can't tell you how often ive gotten this lol This was posted on my bday... thanks! 💓
This is exciting :) We’ll be spending a week and half together on vacation with our kids (combined) which will such a beautiful time for us all to bond. I almost cant believe it! :)
Omg talk about synchronicity.. in the extended when you were cracking up at the message description you had to relay.. guess what I was preparing myself to do for first time.. wax on wax off 🤣
I actually went on a spiritual dating site and have 2 men interested in me. One is telling me he loves me (we have been emailing for around 2 months) and due to their business, they are not able to meet up with me for a while...they are both running large projects. The one who says he loves me lives half a continent away. And, then there is my possible DM who lives 3 miles away and is ghosting/stonewalling/give me the cold shoulder and I pick up his energy to the point of burning me up! I have been practicing staying in the Now and working on creating the things I want for my own happiness. Both of the other 2 are my more in my type of level from education and career, while J is a blue-collar master craftsman who raised his 2 children, after getting custody of them. His whole life seems to revolve around them and his grandchildren. I would have long stopped thinking about my possible DM, except I have picked up his energy since somewhere in the first couple of weeks after we met. I do have some telepathy and I have never felt anyone's energy like his. My heart chakra and a few times my throat chakra have gotten warm. This is certainly a very strange journey.
Wow this is spot on for me. Especially the part of being conflicted between two guys😩 I've been dating this guy and it's going great! And nowwww my masculine decides to start coming towards me. My heart is so torn (yet I know, masculine and I will end up together in the future. It's an inner knowing) I'm scared he's gonna communicate his feelings while I'm with this man. Why did this have to happen at such a poor timing lol. I love my masculine so deeply :( yet I'm so happy in this relationship right now. AHHH
When they sense you've moved on to someone else is when they decide to come after us...lawrd what to do? All I can say is to follow your ❤...it will always lead you in the right direction.
Hello I am the one with the multiple suitors but I also know about my twin flame. It is driving me nutty that it is taking so long but I understand the process. I can't wait until we come into union. It's been 38 years since I seen him. We were teenagers when he left town. I have spoken with him for a little last year but then he went ghost on me. It's so hard not to reach out.
We still in no communication after a bad break up 5 months ago he cheated I cut him off ... I still love him because I know he is my soulmate I miss him so much it will be a miracle if he apologizes to me and want to change and work things out.💔😢
your setting that boundary with him was an important step in honoring yourself. DMs don't do the work unless they are given something to work towards that is clear. Your not putting up with that is clear. Now it's up to him to do the work to bring that back while you continue to focus on you, your passions, and your happiness. Sending you a huge hug.
My DM invited me to his birthday party along with something dedicated to his life. I'm surprised as he doesn't do birthday parties. And no one else has been invited yet. I'm curious on what will happen. This retrograde is delaying things though.
My dm told me today (after me asking how's him and his gf) that they're so good, he's never been happier. That she makes the demons in his heart and head go away and that he doesn't know what he'd be without her... He's really in love with her, seems like she heals him... I'm in need of a hug, I'm still processing it... I'm curious and open to any thoughts, thank you
OMG! Erica the last part.. Where two people are sort of pursuing the feminine clarifies the energy I have been feeling. I can feel my divine masculine, he'sbeing very mysterious and we have not started communication yet, but a while back I got a vision that he is gone. Left the physical plane so to speak. Not sure if it is an ego death or physical, so it's been tough and yet I feel he will be back, and then in between pops up this other energy from another person, we're not dating or even such good friends but I can feel him heading towards me as well. That's really confusing me!
Earth Angel1111 same girl same. I just had an amazing soulmate step in and step up but I can feel my DM on his way... who to choose?! The plot thickens...
@@michysimi1680 Oh my god, same here! The karmic man, he's so lovely but my heart just won't open fully and the connection is tingly and intense but I don't feel the unconditional love energy that I feel when connecting telepathically with my Twin. It is so confusing getting caught up in this but I have to be true to myself and let this man down as gently as possible. As lovely as he is, something just feels off. I need to let him go and continue my path by myself until my Twin decides to manifest in the physical. It's like this karmic man is putting energectic hooks in me which isn't helping! I've got even more self-work to do it seems! Good luck to you, follow your intuition. Much love x
@@cosmiclight81 ❤ yes sometimes we still have some soul contract or karmic thing to go through. Thanks for letting us know but the fact that you realise that you have to be true to yourself and put your happiness first, and when the physical reunion happens it happens is so awesome.
@@michysimi1680 haha am the type who likes things simple, no drama so even though I know this is happening or might happen, I am clear I don't want to hurt another in the process. When it happens I hope and pray I will be guided to know what to do! 🙏💜
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I'm happy for you
Congratulations! Have a happy time ! 🌷
Divine Goddess Oracle YAS GIRL 🙌🏼🙌🏼
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Enjoy
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This DF is understanding, empathetic, and supportive of the DM. He can trust in that. 💙
💓💓💓💓 My heart is so full ! These past few days I've been feeling this light giddy tickling feeling in my heart space and have been smiling to myself, feeling the celebration coming💫 This reading so deeply resonated. Thank you for this clear confirmation. Sending love & light to you all 💖
Same here! And that is SUCH a powerful place to be in for manifesting. Stay on that plane hun, you’re on the right track! :)
I love to hear you are in that energy! This week is going to be big!
Yaass. Decide to be happy NOW. I've been telling him telepathically 🤷♀️😁
Haven't we waited long enough?😘
I say do it right.....wait for it...
This is exactly right!! It's so beautiful because I do know what's going on. He has figured it out but is waiting for the right time and we both know we have to be patient. Everything is there except being able to get together physically as much as we both want to. We do know that we are meant to be together. Perfect reading! Thank you!!😊💖
I spoke to my DM yesterday for the first time in two months after I got hit with a massive download that brought me to my knees. I called him because I was so scared. He handled my call like a champ and like we'd had this call one hundred times before. I've NEVER called my DM hysterical like I did yesterday. He's playing it all cool right now, but at least the ice has been broken. We were at a stalemate until yesterday! 😕
good for you! Your intuition and vulnerability paid off. Very nice to see! Good luck to you both.
Yes defiantly feel something BIG is coming getting very excited, i feel people will start to awaken one after another after another, once the ball stats rolling it will then start to speed up 💗😇
LOVE is in the air
I'm just seeing this comment now....and you will find it interesting the title of the video I just posted today!! lol
@@ErikaElmutsthe syncs with my twin are off the charts. Thank you for gift and helping our connection grow stronger everyday.
Sending love and light to you🔥🔥💓
How do I meet my love
Thank you. Wee are talking again and I do know it's coming! This part is fun.
Oh my gosh... I had to laugh so hard when the knight of swords and the knight of pentacles came out like that! That is EXACTLY where I’m at right now... impatient to get this thing going but knowing I need to be patient. My guides have been beating me over the head with that one 😂 Trust, be patient, let it evolve naturally... soooo hard 😄 These videos give me so much hope! 💙
Yes, 100%. Ring the bell already 😍🙏🏻🦋💖💖💖
Extended was 🔥... it's hard to think it will happen when it's been silent for 1.5 months but... the peace inside knows differently. Hard to explain but very on point.Thank u
My DM's name (which is an unusual one) has been appearing around me and I've been getting numbers and then my phone launching love songs that remind me of him
Same . Energy is mega
Wow, I do have two other men perusing me, while I was waiting for my twin flame. One is fast one is slow and I'm fed up with waiting for the man who turned his back on me.,Though the shadow work on myself has been great, I'm bored with the pain of waiting for my flame to become my knight of cups.
That peek of the Lovers at the bottom of his deck made me smile.
It helps so much to get insight into his side because we haven't spoken yet.
I have been learning to trust myself, him and divine timing.
Everything he went through, I did too. Life has been a healing intensive from trauma and toxicity since January and it's true that I'm ready.
I stopped trying to be the masculine myself (initiating communication, trying to control the situation, taking all the action) and am letting him do it, very recently.
I'm ready to be the Feminine.
I am truly grateful for your guidance, Erika! I’d probably let this whole experience damage by self esteem. Basically, I’d be a confused, desperate mess!!
It’s absolutely incredible how much your last 2 videos speak right to my heart. My cup is overflowing with celebration and joy!!
I’m learning that waiting is not wasted time. It’s secluded time giving the Devine the opportunity to form my inner being and prepare me for abundance.
My DM contacted me 2 days ago after ghosting me for months.. you know, the usual stuff of in and out of my life.
Well, instead of chasing him and pining for him the way I would have done in the past, I decided to listen to you also to my higher self.. I let him go and I’ve been doing my shadow work. I’ve been healing my heart from my past and from my childhood. I’m learning how to love myself unconditionally and how to be comfortable and content on my own. Lol.. and go figure, I’ve even enjoyed this time of being twisted and twined by the Creator - being formed into a higher frequency of vibration. And there definitely was a time I would have never thought I’d be able to say that, especially during separation from my DM.
✨ I had no idea how quickly everything would start moving and unfolding once I rolled up my sleeves and really started working on the heavy lifting of my shadow work 💜🌈🌸☀️🌿✨
Is it normal/okay to be having massive anxiety over not receiving any message yet?
Like, every single reading I've resonated with, no matter who it was, has had the *same* exact story line, many repeating cards, I've had so many intense very clear signs of whats to come, BUT. The longer it takes the more absolutely on edge, anxious and painfully distracted I am. Like I didn't give a shit about hearing back a month ago, I'd gotten over him for so long, then all of this energy came in, and things he said, then radio silence, I finally responded, and now i just cant shut off the, for lack of a better description, freaking out, and perseverating.
Like I have extreeeemely been in my Queen of Pentacles/Empress energy the last several months, just SO much strength and glowing energy, which is exactly why I can't understand these last few weeks (while dealing with hardships) I just havent been able to take my mind off of it, and havent been able to just calmly sit with it and wait for what's to come, without actively thinking about it. Like I'm having a hard time detaching and flowing and I can't figure out /why/ since I had so much of that energy before? I dont know i just. I still resonate with everything I guess I just? Am hoping for a spiritual explanation for why I can't stop being so on edge - and. maybe hoping some others watching are feeling the same? That it's not just me dealing with the duality of the whole thing, i guess?
Edit : That boxer waiting to jump in the ring thing sure pinned the tail on the donkey 🙂 lmao its just.... how to transmute that and quiet it tf down so that I can peacefully let him come to me, without sending out anxious ass energy?
I made contact today .all is well ..next couple days will be beautiful... Gratitude . shes amazing..
Yes resonates! I’ve been FEELING Union in the air and the more I embrace these energies and work through any last blockages coming up the more the universe is sending me confirmation.. in the 3D! I’ve been bumping into him! And the communication is tender, kind. But I am still having this detached manner about it all; although I am very excited and anticipating reunion i am also putting effort into surrendering at all times, I feel free and I feel completely fine with him taking his time. Divine timing is definitely at play, for the best. Sending all my love to all other twin flames, we are strong 💝💝
I've gotten ready 5 times in the last 2 weeks feeling like my DM is coming... then I realize I need to be patient as the feeling passes... anticipatory energy is correct... the rest of the reading was right on too... there's 2 guys wanting me... my karmic and my DM. Thank you for your beautiful reading.
The buds are coming from Spirit. He is still quiet. Which I am working so hard to trust and accept. I know he is doing the right thing now. Before I was so hurt. I felt victimized by his rejection and silence. I wasnt trusting him. For good reason I think...but still
Thanks Erika, I needed this.
I’m feeling everything that you have mentioned. I know that my masculine is coming and I am just waiting.
I can't believe you used the boxer reference. DM was named after a boxer, he also boxes, and he was even in my phone as "Balbooa" (it's "Balbutthole" now, until he gets his business together). Talk about resonating!
Funny i did not pay attention enough into it! But i am a male (i guess with feminine engergie waiting my Ex american) and then my DM ( a virgo lady) posted on her wall boxing pics (she is other way indeed looking and dressing lady like)...3 weeks...wow all fit again...thanks for this comment.
wow that's amazing! Love that the analogy came through for you both!
Locked and loaded! Love it❤️
I sure hope so! Come clean DM pretty please!!! I believe in him; he can do it:) He thinks I'll reject him & that he can't possibly make up for all he's done wrong BUT I've already forgiven him and won't reject him if he's honest with me.
It’s been about 3 months since we stopped talking, my choice first and he agreed. I think it would be an absolute miracle if I heard from him again. I think I’d fall over and probably truly believe in this TF stuff 🔥💓
Gosh I miss him, I feel myself shut off to him but I still love him more than ever
Yes! 🔥 it is happening🌸😍
I feel his energy. He asked me to walk away a free months ago & I did. But it feels like his energy won't release me. Every time I try to move forward with someone else it's literally like the universe is cock blocking me. It's very frustrating to not have my twin & not be able to try with anyone else.
Yes, I have a few men in the wings but all I really want is my DM but I am continuing on and when he comes I will deal with it then. This week I have been in contact with him face to face. He actually sang to me the song, its four in the morning with tears in his eyes. It was very healing to us both. We spoke a few words for the first time in a while. He still loves me and I know it. He needs to choose happiness instead of obligations. Thank you for the great reading.
Lately I'm half expecting to see him in my building lobby when I return from work, finding a way to cross the Atlantic Ocean to be with me, even if only for 3 months. He came back to me past two days (via text and phone) so I know my worry when he "ghosts" me is unfounded. Thank you!
Yes! Strongly resonates, exactly where we are at
Erika's extended readings are amazing! Having purchased several myself, I can assure you, you won't be disappointed!
thanks, Gina! I appreciate the kind words and am SO happy that they have supported you on your path! Thanks also for all the beautiful comments you share here. You are helping others by sharing your journey. Much love to you!
Thank you ❤️❤️🌸
Ty 🍀💚🍻🙌
I've been feeling it ....😙😉
Thursday we had rain and thunder and double rainbow came out and the 1st one was so bright like neon colors. I'm always happy as a kid to see a rainbow as we don't get many. He resonates rainbow with his late mom. 🌹
Last time I saw double 🌈 it was back in July and we reunited that night after 6 months so thought seeing one on Thurs and just 3 days before St. Patrick's day had a special meaning and as a sign! 🌈🍀🙏
That night I went to sleep with meditation music for TF and he got online shortly after he was mia online for a week.
Last Wed finally after yrs I went to church to pray and been praying lately every night and also sending him strength, love and light! ❤🕯
We both been talking about going to church, but he's Christian and I grew up going to Catholic one. He made a comment about me becoming a Christian as I'm not baptized or christened just had catholic friends and family members so that's where I went and know only that!
Last night saw him online at 4:44 am and then saw the number this eve again. Been seeing 111 day and night in past weeks!
Getting ready and just colored my grey hair etc. He is 17 yrs younger than me after all 😙😁
I told my Virgo karmic I wasn't interested in that kind of life and haven't been with him since last Sept after my DM ran back to karmic he has been stuck and on and off since!!
DM tried to rush in with blood moon, but I didn't let him so he probably ran back to her...
In divine timing and praying for patience and faith in meantime! 🙏
I know something is coming. Thats me looking out the windows😂 Just in time for God to show up and say zip it up and out "We got work to do"😣
Watching while waiting for my divine masculine to stop by. FANTASTIC 💖
Still waiting for the "conversation". These videos & journey is teaching me patience but I'd be lying if I wasn't frustrated a little bit. (Repeat to myself) Positive vibes!!
He called me on Friday after 5 weeks of no contact. I did not answer him because I got all nervous and also because I felt like he wasn't ready to fully express himself and I know he has a little further to go. But the Queen of Wands energy for the DF is me having posted on IG a photo and being happy for getting a free coffee today (page of cups!), lol. Yes, I am just waiting for him to be ready to really express himself to me. Hopefully soon. Anyway, the rebirth between us must be built slowly and on the right foundation this time. I am in NO hurry. Slow means solid and real.
100% on point for me! Thank you Erika! I actually needed to hear this tonight cause the energy of anticipation is just brimming in me!! I can feel it so intensely its giving me a headache!
I love You Erika❤💕💖 Thank You Infinitely for all❤💖💕 Divine Serenity to You and Everyone always ❤💕💖
John Waite (Missing you)
Every time I think of you
I always catch my breath
And I'm still standing here
And you're miles away
And I'm wondering why you left
And there's a storm that's raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I hear your name in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spend my time
Thinking about you
And it's almost driving me wild
And that's my heart that's breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you
No matter
What my friends say
There's a message in the wild
And I'm sending you this signal tonight
You don't know how desperate I've become
And it looks like I'm losing this fight
In your world I have no meaning
Though I'm trying hard to understand
And it's my heart that's breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
But I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you
No matter what I might say
And there's a message that I'm sending out
Like a telegraph to your soul
And if I can't bridge this distance
Stop this heartbreak overload
'Cause I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you
No matter what I might say
I ain't missing you (I ain't missing you)
No way
Since you've been gone away (I can lie to myself these days)
I ain't missing you
And there's a storm that's raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
And I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you
No matter what my friends say
Ahhhahaha So on point. You're great! Loved this video... Thank you! 👍🙏💕🔥🔥
Thank you for this reading, it's much appreciated. I've been communicating on an energetic, spiritual and telepathic level with my Twin for over ten years now but he has yet to manifest in the physical. There has been a karmic man who has been trying to pursue me for the last two years and recently we have been getting close. He claims to be in love with me and our connection is lovely and he is an amazing guy but I feel as though he's getting in the way of my connection with my Twin. It has been really confusing as I have been gaining feelings for this guy but at the same time I cannot deny the unconditional love connection with my Twin. This karmic man has been showing up, texting, telling me everything that I might want to hear but something just doesn't feel right. I keep going back and forth with this man but I'm hurting him as I keep changing my mind about him. I think I need to cut ties with this man, gently. I feel awful, I hate hurting people. I have been honest with him from the start though and he knows that there is a man who has been connecting on another level with me but he keeps trying to tell me that I should just be with him anyway! Dearie me, it's a confuse-fest! Anyway, sorry, I just needed to share my story, I hope that's ok. Lots of love to all x
Thank you for sharing your experience with us all here. You articulated so well the challenge of the choice - and how there are situations where it's important to choose you. No matter if it hurts someone else who is a wonderful soul. It's heartbreaking. This came up again in today's video (don't remember if it was the one here or the extended) but it's massive. Sending you a hug!
This tesinated with me once again
You described everything in detail. 👍🏻
Oh my gosh!! You just hit the nail on the head. My karmic ex won’t leave me alone and tonight confessed that he was flying to my country tomorrow. I told him and have repeatedly told him I need space and I don’t want him to come. He had sent me a pic of his ticket and I saw he had actually flown to my country the day before! He is spying on me and I feel like I’m under psychic attack. The irrational fear I felt led me directly back to my twin who I was in total separation from, and there was no way on earth I could have picked that plot twist!!
😇💖 Thank you 😇💖
Haha.....yes, there's multiple options in my case but "the slow one" has always been "The One". I feel it, and know it's also "The Time". A part of me wants to stay in this "precipice state" lol I think I'm afraid of the unknown of what exactly is going to happen in the 3D
Holy wow. Unbelievable how detailed to the bone this is, I'm laughing hysterically because so exactly true, it's just crazy. I just bowed out on someone last night, I started dating him few months ago, been feeling DM lately, knew I need to 'clean house', it was very hard to do, I do like him but we are not aligned like DM and I. And he will pursue me with texts and calls, etc., but I'm sensing DM too strong to ignore. Wow, wow. Great, great reading. ✌😁💕💫🙏👼
Thanks so much Erika for the guidance card.
Hi Erika! As always, thank you for your time, energy, and guidance put into these reads :) Big blessings sent out to you and yours!!
Thank you for your kind words, Dei Dei. Much love to you!
It really helps, thank you Erika
Thank You Erika I can definitely feel a shift that has taken place....Come on 3D...its definitely close
You genuinely read my life. Thank you 🖤
The extended is GREAT! You really gave some perfect examples (hehehe) of the situation. It also really helped feel stronger in my belief that this is all coming together- it’s not just in my mind. Thanks for that!
Glad you liked it! That one was funny....my guides were being their true selves in that one. ;) Sending you much love!
I'm going through the kundalini awakening. Headaches are kind of rough. I'm not so much waiting any more, now I have to still concentrate on self. The stages I'm going through, now are definitely important, spiritually. I wish him much happiness
Thank you so much! Resonates a lot with what I am feeling and also with my own readings!! 🙏🙏🙏
100% resonates
good to know he is coming can feel it now
You was right about everything.. You are really good.
Soooo an hour ago he got in contact, im so nervous! (pulled the confidence card.) I very rarely get nervous. I recently got regressed. In this other life I saw him with a necklace on with a carving of a dog on it, he told me all he remembers are the dogs!? I pulled cards for guidance! Wedding(doreen virtue pack) then asked for elaboration and got king of pentacles, the sun and the high priestess. after 4 months of no contact, I must say I could feel his energy has changed.
You are really good. Thanks for helping me get through this very painful separation process.
Lol, I’m happy to hear the DM is moving out of the page of cups energy because I was talking to my DM a few days ago, and it was all going great until he got triggered or scared or whatever happens when he does his disappearing act lol,
So I sent him a text message telling him that I think it’s time he grew a set and started acting like a man again 😱😂🤷♀️
You have been reading me to a T!! Great read as always ✨🙏✨
Totally resonated!!! 🙏🏽💕
thank u so much~~~ ur amazing!!!!!
I laughed when you described the DF like a boxer in the ring waiting for the fight to begin. 😂😂😂 Adrenalin rush... Or more like the shock of coitus interruptus because he doesn't show up. He's perpetually late for the date, dragging his feet along the way, smelling the roses. 😂😂 I feel it coming and I'm trying to relax, smell some roses and continue with my own life until he shows up. 😉❤️
What a Beautiful reading!
Thank you! 💗👍🤗
Oh gosh. Thanks a lot! Needed that... Its been rough.
you're welcome. I like your initials ;)
Yes I know who it is lol. I'm so excited. Thank you for confirming me.
Like the last reading- exactly where I'm at. That 10 of cups made me pause cause I got teary. I do know it's here and he's coming.. I know, and I know he knows, and I know he knows I know. I get frustrated a bit, but I also know that's just my brain... I have issues getting in my head too much. It's hard because we work together, and it's a been months of smiling and looking away, unexplainable eye contact.., dodging each other, awkwardness, little talking.. I laughed cause I saw this on FB last night- this thing read: 'My prince isn't coming on a white horse. Clearly he is riding a turtle somewhere and is confused.' lmao. >< He's posted a couple songs in the last two weeks.. kinda made me raise my eyebrows. ..
both waiting.. thankyou
Accurate. TY
you talk about rebirth. today is 9 months exactly since the last time we spoke. i opened up and he ran away.
That was me and my person all the way.
Erika, this resonates so very much . We are communicating but not much . Two weeks ago he revealed to me some emotions then retracted. Just as you said with the back and forth. We do have a big age gap, so I see the immaturity as really him being young. The funny thing is that when I meditate and see us in the 5th dimension, we are married .
Love and blessings 💕
Thank you for a great reading
I also have a few other men chasing me 😂as you said
I love this! It soooo resonates. The stop and go had me lauging, cuz i can't tell you how often ive gotten this lol This was posted on my bday... thanks! 💓
Erika: Let’s see what’s going on with the feminines
Me: *going nuts*
Erika: oh, That’s beautiful!
😂😂😂
Missus Styles
haha
Hahaha ditto
NOW!!!! 💓☄🔥🔥
wow another one of these readings/videos that seem like you just know my life right now.... :o
Yes there are two and yes one is slower than the other but I want the slow one lol
This is exciting :) We’ll be spending a week and half together on vacation with our kids (combined) which will such a beautiful time for us all to bond. I almost cant believe it! :)
Wait for it...
Finally! ❤️❤️❤️
Omg talk about synchronicity.. in the extended when you were cracking up at the message description you had to relay.. guess what I was preparing myself to do for first time.. wax on wax off 🤣
oh my! I hope it was a success! lol That's so awesome!
Thank you so much Erika, for another awesome, resonating reading! Lots of love xoxo
This is sooooo spot on. Lol
I actually went on a spiritual dating site and have 2 men interested in me. One is telling me he loves me (we have been emailing for around 2 months) and due to their business, they are not able to meet up with me for a while...they are both running large projects. The one who says he loves me lives half a continent away. And, then there is my possible DM who lives 3 miles away and is ghosting/stonewalling/give me the cold shoulder and I pick up his energy to the point of burning me up! I have been practicing staying in the Now and working on creating the things I want for my own happiness. Both of the other 2 are my more in my type of level from education and career, while J is a blue-collar master craftsman who raised his 2 children, after getting custody of them. His whole life seems to revolve around them and his grandchildren. I would have long stopped thinking about my possible DM, except I have picked up his energy since somewhere in the first couple of weeks after we met. I do have some telepathy and I have never felt anyone's energy like his. My heart chakra and a few times my throat chakra have gotten warm. This is certainly a very strange journey.
Wow this is spot on for me. Especially the part of being conflicted between two guys😩 I've been dating this guy and it's going great! And nowwww my masculine decides to start coming towards me. My heart is so torn (yet I know, masculine and I will end up together in the future. It's an inner knowing) I'm scared he's gonna communicate his feelings while I'm with this man. Why did this have to happen at such a poor timing lol. I love my masculine so deeply :( yet I'm so happy in this relationship right now. AHHH
When they sense you've moved on to someone else is when they decide to come after us...lawrd what to do? All I can say is to follow your ❤...it will always lead you in the right direction.
Yup but still waiting
Hello I am the one with the multiple suitors but I also know about my twin flame. It is driving me nutty that it is taking so long but I understand the process. I can't wait until we come into union. It's been 38 years since I seen him. We were teenagers when he left town. I have spoken with him for a little last year but then he went ghost on me. It's so hard not to reach out.
We still in no communication after a bad break up 5 months ago he cheated I cut him off ... I still love him because I know he is my soulmate I miss him so much it will be a miracle if he apologizes to me and want to change and work things out.💔😢
your setting that boundary with him was an important step in honoring yourself. DMs don't do the work unless they are given something to work towards that is clear. Your not putting up with that is clear. Now it's up to him to do the work to bring that back while you continue to focus on you, your passions, and your happiness. Sending you a huge hug.
Yes a different man is interested in me
Omg... I'm laughing and you know why!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
My DM invited me to his birthday party along with something dedicated to his life. I'm surprised as he doesn't do birthday parties. And no one else has been invited yet. I'm curious on what will happen. This retrograde is delaying things though.
My dm told me today (after me asking how's him and his gf) that they're so good, he's never been happier. That she makes the demons in his heart and head go away and that he doesn't know what he'd be without her... He's really in love with her, seems like she heals him... I'm in need of a hug, I'm still processing it... I'm curious and open to any thoughts, thank you
Sounds like he's just saying that to be a butt don't believe everything on the surface this is one of my triggers/blocks as well
Tell him your happy for him and Affirm "I trust my path" stay grounded and love the heck out of you ❤ bless your journey
Heal the trigger and love yourself so much first.
Heal any co dependency you may have had in the past
Don't allow others happiness to detract from yours.
OMG! Erica the last part.. Where two people are sort of pursuing the feminine clarifies the energy I have been feeling. I can feel my divine masculine, he'sbeing very mysterious and we have not started communication yet, but a while back I got a vision that he is gone. Left the physical plane so to speak. Not sure if it is an ego death or physical, so it's been tough and yet I feel he will be back, and then in between pops up this other energy from another person, we're not dating or even such good friends but I can feel him heading towards me as well. That's really confusing me!
I feel that also
Earth Angel1111 same girl same. I just had an amazing soulmate step in and step up but I can feel my DM on his way... who to choose?! The plot thickens...
@@michysimi1680 Oh my god, same here! The karmic man, he's so lovely but my heart just won't open fully and the connection is tingly and intense but I don't feel the unconditional love energy that I feel when connecting telepathically with my Twin. It is so confusing getting caught up in this but I have to be true to myself and let this man down as gently as possible. As lovely as he is, something just feels off. I need to let him go and continue my path by myself until my Twin decides to manifest in the physical. It's like this karmic man is putting energectic hooks in me which isn't helping! I've got even more self-work to do it seems! Good luck to you, follow your intuition. Much love x
@@cosmiclight81 ❤ yes sometimes we still have some soul contract or karmic thing to go through. Thanks for letting us know but the fact that you realise that you have to be true to yourself and put your happiness first, and when the physical reunion happens it happens is so awesome.
@@michysimi1680 haha am the type who likes things simple, no drama so even though I know this is happening or might happen, I am clear I don't want to hurt another in the process. When it happens I hope and pray I will be guided to know what to do! 🙏💜
Thank You Infinitely Divine Pure Beauty Soul Matie❤💖💕🌈🌟🎉😺👽🎶🌱🎆🔥☀💎⭐🎇🎈💍🙌
Hi Erica I purchased the extended and I don’t know where to find it
Hi Debbie! You should have been taken directly to the video after purchase. You also receive an email from me with your personal private link. Please check your email and your junk folder. If it's not there, it is because you had a typo in your email address. If you can't find it, please email me at crystalroseinsights at gmail dot com and I will make sure you get it. :)