Fake Smiles By Phora

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  • @kayleyhardin2281
    @kayleyhardin2281 5 ปีที่แล้ว +761

    You know you really hurt when you can sit here and listen to dis time and time again, feelin da pain, but not shedding a tear

  • @sabrina5003
    @sabrina5003 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1783

    You can just hear the pain in his voice. So heart breaking..

    • @turk_da_beast4207
      @turk_da_beast4207 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      This explains me exactly like it directly on point like word for word

    • @nomu_i3312
      @nomu_i3312 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I could hear him on the verge of tears :(

    • @BlueSky-jv7rs
      @BlueSky-jv7rs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      All rappers tend to do that

    • @Mariolopez-jl3nt
      @Mariolopez-jl3nt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are hot

    • @desiraylauf4356
      @desiraylauf4356 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is how I feel

  • @kms0729
    @kms0729 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2138

    I miss being a little kid.
    Confident
    Happy
    Cute
    *happy*

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Paige Taylor well they do say ignorance is bliss. But I’m sure you’ve been through some things but because of that you can relate to people who been through or going through the same thing. And if you have someone you care for go through the same thing, you’ll know what to do or how to help. Or even understanding helps. The things you go through make you who you are and It’s what you decide to do with it. Not everyone has been through what you have so it does make you more knowledgeable. But I’m hoping things get better for you and I wish the best for you.

    • @kms0729
      @kms0729 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Anthony A. Tysm

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      You’re welcome 😊. I hope you find something that makes you happy. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you! Even if it’s just talking!

    • @scottcampbrll2357
      @scottcampbrll2357 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @Mymy__Butterfly22
      @Mymy__Butterfly22 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      kms 07 faccts💯

  • @laur5868
    @laur5868 7 ปีที่แล้ว +425

    “I don’t know why I try this hard to hide this pain”

    • @vicm9329
      @vicm9329 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Probably so no one worries

    • @marionette4577
      @marionette4577 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know what u feel

  • @bellabecker3316
    @bellabecker3316 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1012

    "I can't smile like I'm ok. I just can't fake it no more." 😐

    • @isjarroddawg901
      @isjarroddawg901 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Bella Becker yea....😥

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I hope things get better for you

    • @bayleeburns3282
      @bayleeburns3282 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      you’re beautiful. Keep your head up. :) (no homo)

    • @destinycarter6439
      @destinycarter6439 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I feel your pain i want to die but i can't hurt the people i love even though i feel.like I'm dead inside

    • @amberprice8669
      @amberprice8669 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you snd me both... but from what i know there will always be a rainbow after a storm

  • @lana_unicorns6116
    @lana_unicorns6116 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    " living in hell because we lost faith in the place up above."
    I truly felt that damn

  • @hayleeward3621
    @hayleeward3621 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1927

    When you sit here crying cause you feelin the lyrics...

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Haylee Ward I hope you feel better and I’m sorry you can relate so much to the lyrics.. let me know if there’s anything I can do for you. I wish the best for you.

    • @geIoeschterBenutzer
      @geIoeschterBenutzer 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      😔 i know what you mean...my Eyes are red

    • @turk_da_beast4207
      @turk_da_beast4207 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I know right

    • @anthonymartinez9538
      @anthonymartinez9538 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haylee Ward fr what I’m doing rn

    • @elhanson1298
      @elhanson1298 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I can’t even cry anymore I’m too broken

  • @alyssalee5851
    @alyssalee5851 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    "Cant seem to leave my past behind cause all the one i hope would stay are all the one's that fade away" honestly very relatable

  • @kyaravirant_1669
    @kyaravirant_1669 4 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    “my anxiety is breaking me it kills me”

  • @Yad0Mc
    @Yad0Mc 7 ปีที่แล้ว +864

    ''All the ones i hope would stay are all the ones that fade away''

    • @kitothecat9035
      @kitothecat9035 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Edo Yada This line hits me far to hard, iv lost 14 dear friends.

    • @Yad0Mc
      @Yad0Mc 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same bro,te thing is tha i've only lost one best friend which i used to be with the most,but i've been with so many fakes who supposed to be ''friend'' that really hurts me,the sentence hits so much o,Fake ones comes and goes... btw bro hopefully you guys will meet each other n heaven...
      It really really hurts when everyone is gone and u re the only one left ..
      but hopefully u'l find a best friend which can be with u always till death :)

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I really appreciate you supporting another person that you understand. I hope you find someone that would do just as much as you would do for them. I hope things get better for you and I wish the best for you. Have a nice day!

    • @Yad0Mc
      @Yad0Mc 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ey thank you so much man ,i appreciate u sayin that xD and i hope u get What good u want in this Life 😅
      Ppl n this generation is all bout beating and completing the game if u know What i mean,they re more about to using thier phones then talking xD but btw i really got happy seein u sayin that, tnx

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Edo Yada you’re welcome :D. I hope you get good things in life also! And yea some people are like that :/.. yea I know what you mean by some people want to get to the end rather than enjoying what’s in between. And yea some people do use their phones in front of people texting, playing games, etc, as they’re spending time with them. But I believe that people can change and learn from their mistakes. I’m sure people can talk things out and come to an agreement. And I’m also sure that there are people that can make a difference and change people’s lives in a positive manner. Though there’s a lot of things messed up about the current generation, I wouldn’t judge the whole generation by a certain group that does the stereotypical stuff of the generation. But yea I get what you mean. I’m just saying I believe that since we’re all human, we can understand each other, improve, and of course get along better. I just think things take time because that’s what all good things in life require lol. But I guess I do try to make a difference by helping whoever I can. You gotta start somewhere right? But I’m glad I was able to make you happy!! Have a great day!!

  • @user-bz3dz9rg4x
    @user-bz3dz9rg4x 7 ปีที่แล้ว +353

    "but we hate ourselves because we run from the people we love"💔

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      sahara I hope you feel better and I hope things get better for you.

    • @user-bz3dz9rg4x
      @user-bz3dz9rg4x 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you💕

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      sahara you’re welcome. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you. I wish the best for you!

    • @allarnaobrien3897
      @allarnaobrien3897 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    • @lei-boats_cassidy9439
      @lei-boats_cassidy9439 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yep it was a big mistake ik😔

  • @maissa2863
    @maissa2863 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2644

    Who became depressive at a young age? (10-15)

    • @astro_qtz
      @astro_qtz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Me at 9

    • @nathanfehr3584
      @nathanfehr3584 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      12 and it's never gone away now I'm numb I smoke I drink and nothing helps anymore it was temporary happiness

    • @audreypp4798
      @audreypp4798 4 ปีที่แล้ว +89

      I had intense anger episodes for as long as I could even remember
      I had passive depression when I was 8
      I would cry myself to sleep in 4th Grade
      I first started cutting in early Fifth Grade
      I was ALWAYS alone with no friends
      I attempted to kill myself twice in fifth grade and three times in 6th
      I got sexually assulted in early 7th Grade
      I began to starve myself in mid 7th Grade
      I am now professionally diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD For Short)
      I still have all of these problems. Therapy is NOT helping at all..
      A favour I really need; please pray I get the help i need...please. I can't do this alone.

    • @someone075.28
      @someone075.28 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@audreypp4798 i send you prayers, we love you, if you don't hear this then know, I love you, you matter you are a strong person and it's ok to feel that way, we all feel like giving up but we have to stand a show the world we can get through it, I pray for life to get better for you just please, stay strong🙏❤️

    • @audreypp4798
      @audreypp4798 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@someone075.28 thank you so much.🙂

  • @rubykoch8549
    @rubykoch8549 7 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    "We hurt the ones we love because of our pain" 😩💜

  • @angelictrickster
    @angelictrickster 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    My FBI agent: "Are you okay bud?"
    Me: "No..."
    My FBI agent: "Why?"
    Me: "Everthing about me is *Fake* "

    • @Zenshii_Studio
      @Zenshii_Studio 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why we both same

    • @angelictrickster
      @angelictrickster 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Zenshii_Studio I don't know.. but it gets better, I promise

    • @Zenshii_Studio
      @Zenshii_Studio 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@angelictrickster yeah thanks u too

    • @angelictrickster
      @angelictrickster 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Zenshii_Studio thank you :)

  • @anoymouszombie3692
    @anoymouszombie3692 7 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    WHY IS THIS THE REALIST THING I HAVE EVER FUCKING HEARD

    • @Bella-gb4pj
      @Bella-gb4pj 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I NORMALLY LIKE ONLY ROCK AND ALTERNATIVE AND A LITTLE POP BUT THIS IS ACTUALLY VV GOOD

    • @carlabonilla9168
      @carlabonilla9168 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anoymous Zombie 🙁

    • @valeriemorales8106
      @valeriemorales8106 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Rs

  • @mariahm605
    @mariahm605 5 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    “I’m drinking till all my feelings just fade away” 😔

    • @Peyton_20_
      @Peyton_20_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stay strong. ❤️

  • @alyssiaperezzz
    @alyssiaperezzz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +237

    -I Hide The Pain Everyday-

    • @kirstylovell5511
      @kirstylovell5511 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same I hide it behind a mask

    • @respectnachos7754
      @respectnachos7754 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    • @biankhaandchloe4322
      @biankhaandchloe4322 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      me to sis

    • @singergirl1034
      @singergirl1034 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Every day

    • @keelyhyers707
      @keelyhyers707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just saw this. I feel so broken inside and I just fucked everything up with a girl that does nothing but love me and support me. And I’m so caught up in my anxiety and being so scared she’s finally done after so many arguments and so many times of her begging me and I just can’t. I truly hope you’re doing better.

  • @niveahblazel6162
    @niveahblazel6162 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    The way his voice breaks...that hits hard...😭😭

    • @kimwinfield6611
      @kimwinfield6611 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      makes the song just that much better knowing he really means what he’s saying…

  • @xairadurand7280
    @xairadurand7280 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    “All the ones I hope would stay , are all the ones that fade away”💔😩

  • @monterreybihhh8194
    @monterreybihhh8194 7 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    I could hear the pain in his voice gaahh damnn

  • @alidakaskamin7083
    @alidakaskamin7083 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    "Im living in a world so fake i lost touch of the real me, had to take a look back to see if im still me"
    Literally felt this ong😪

  • @mayaelizabeth6405
    @mayaelizabeth6405 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    I’m at my lowest point rn... I miss myself. I don’t even remember what happiness. I need to be saved. It’s almost too late. I’m in so much pain and can’t smile no more and I can’t love.. I’m lost but my time is soon. I won’t have to feel this way no more. It’s hurts not having anyone. I’m not good enough. I’m alone.

    • @understandinghappy1006
      @understandinghappy1006 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Maya, there are alot of things we may never understand in this life, how millions of people have somebody but then the select few who are just falling apart all alone it's so hard living life this way but I want you to know that I can't promise alot of people to be there, but I can promise I will. You can read h out to me, I know this pain, if no one has told you that they love you today I will
      Maya Elizabeth I love you, and you can do this I believe in you. take care you are important

    • @Kmta7_0
      @Kmta7_0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ihope your doing ok, im alone as well

    • @NICOLA_MOKHARI
      @NICOLA_MOKHARI 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      We love you Hold on

    • @Kmta7_0
      @Kmta7_0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Youre not alone

    • @maureen2753
      @maureen2753 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Please pushing please you deserve happiness

  • @andrearoman7243
    @andrearoman7243 4 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    I miss being 5
    Happy
    Cute
    Not Stressed out
    Believing

    • @maddiexxx878
      @maddiexxx878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I don’t even miss my childhood.. I don’t have anything to miss

    • @sashacanales5421
      @sashacanales5421 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @Peyton_20_
      @Peyton_20_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stay strong. ❤️❤️

    • @miakrstova3029
      @miakrstova3029 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i don’t. I was already being bullied when i was five..

  • @luccidoll4190
    @luccidoll4190 7 ปีที่แล้ว +305

    Bro life so fucked up find you a good one and stick with them through thick and thin and I'm not talking about a bf or gf I'm talking about someone who's there for you family or not💯

  • @okay4425
    @okay4425 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    “And why I try so hard to hide this pain”
    “Cause all the ones I hoped would stay are all the ones that fade away”
    “Can’t seem to leave my past behind”
    “And we all hold on to past because we miss what it was”
    “Lately we’ve been distant see I just can’t be without you”
    “Living in hell because we lost faith in the place up above”
    Those lyrics just hit me different
    🥺💔

  • @nataliemarie18
    @nataliemarie18 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    After like a couple years of not listening to this song heavy I finally clicked this & wow .. I can relate to this more than ever …

  • @annika_767
    @annika_767 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I’m not depressed or anything but this got me in my feels...

  • @angiea1784
    @angiea1784 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I can tell the Amount of pain he is in and it hurts like hell feeling like this or worse when you lose someone that means the world or most to you. It's sad when they mean more than even your family to you and with fake people everywhere eventually fake smiles come along and depression too. It's not easy living this way especially when your too scared to die but that's all you would want and what would truly make you happy sometimes I think if I got ran over and was able to say my last words and not make it in time I would say, thank you, I can finally rest in peace and be happy that I'm dead. And I would hope there is a next life after all I question life today already anyways

  • @br0ke_jayy399
    @br0ke_jayy399 7 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    “And my soul got so attached to yours, I can’t be me without you.” Why did she have to that to me all I’ve done for she did me like that...

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mars_Skully some people aren’t willing to do as much as you’re willing to do for them. I hope you find someone who would do just as much as you would do for them. I wish the best for you.

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well I admit that you can get hurt falling in love. But it can also make you really happy. It’s a double edged sword. It can make you or break you. I believe that you can’t create a future without taking risk. Don’t give up! I wish the best for you and I’m here if you ever want or need to talk. Sadly a lot people will leave despite everything you do to make them stay. But it does make you a stronger and smarter person though you may feel weak and stupid. You know more than before. Some people are a lesson and some others are blessings. I hope you find more blessings. I hope you find someone who would do just as much as you would for them. I wish the best for you. Don’t give up! You’re stronger than this!! Sadly some blessing are rare and sometimes they’re in your face and you don’t notice. But I believe that as long as you’re alive, there’s always a chance things will work out for you. And keep in mind the more you go through the more you’ll be able to help/support the ones you care for that may be going through the same thing. Please don’t give up.

  • @sasuke_thebakanda9931
    @sasuke_thebakanda9931 7 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    Oh look I used the whole tissue box

  • @xairadurand7280
    @xairadurand7280 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    “The more I try , the less I feel” 💔🤦‍♀️.

  • @Gabbie-uz6jc
    @Gabbie-uz6jc 6 ปีที่แล้ว +272

    When i was 11 i use to cut myself no one ever knew cause i would hide my cuts and i was so depressed i fake smiled everyday ppl always thought i was fine when i actually wasn't i faked so much now I'm so great at faking things ppl think I'm fine when I'm not i could be laughing on the outside and crying on the inside

    • @aubreyhester6826
      @aubreyhester6826 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Gabbie 6075 if this aint me... an now im 14 still sad😕🚫🎓

    • @v3r1ty3
      @v3r1ty3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel this I have been feeling this since I was 9 now I’m
      12 and just relapsed

    • @trevlol8156
      @trevlol8156 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      im so sorry, i hope things are going better for you and you’re actually happy i really hope you are

    • @dimithriamarasinghe4939
      @dimithriamarasinghe4939 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Since 16 I tried to kill myself 2 times And now I'm 19 and dealing with the same stupid shit

    • @nicolefelix8160
      @nicolefelix8160 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is me rn😕

  • @lizzyatkison9621
    @lizzyatkison9621 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This song made me cry, me best friend became so distant with me and changed so much with drugs, i hurts me to see he is doing that to himself. We all go through tough times in our life, things like this.

  • @yarajasim8761
    @yarajasim8761 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Depression is a weight dragging you down inside this hole that is never ending. There's no way out of this hole and it doesn't take a few sessions of therapy to feel happy again. It takes months, years even. You know you're depressed when you try to find people in the world with the same feeling. That feeling of nothingness.

  • @kaitefister7194
    @kaitefister7194 6 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    Who else cried because this explains ur life?😭😭😭😭

    • @amirachandler4780
      @amirachandler4780 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can’t even cry anymore but it explained alot

    • @9carson6
      @9carson6 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Feel u bored except I rly don't cry anymore all that's left is sadness

    • @gelypaz3126
      @gelypaz3126 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      2 years ago I hope you feel better now

    • @daisyrodriguez8156
      @daisyrodriguez8156 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me

  • @leatalynn5604
    @leatalynn5604 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    the feelings he has in this song is just so amazing

  • @victoriaherrera7192
    @victoriaherrera7192 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    In front of people you fake a smile, in bed ur crying yourself to sleep.

  • @derpmerp3386
    @derpmerp3386 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We all know here, here are full of the people who feel are falling off the edge. Drowning in anxiety, heartache, depression. And ect, but people are there for you! People care for you. Don't fade away and listen to those people who abuse you or ruin your day. And if you think people don't care about you, look at them again. Open your mouth, speak your emotions. Your true words, it's gonna get better. I promise.

  • @trynagetrich2307
    @trynagetrich2307 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    one of the realest songs

  • @queendestiny4912
    @queendestiny4912 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    it honestly sucks how this world has changed. I wish people were as good as they were even just 5 years ago. some people can be so disrespectful and honestly they need to realize that their actions rub off to the younger generations and it hurts others also. if we all were nice to each other then maybe people would be happy. if you read this just know you have worth on this world and there are people who care for you. just cause a couple peopke say stuff doesn't mean you should believe it or listen to them. stand up and be strong show them you are strong and you wont deal with them that will hopefully get people to stop. Don't let anyone bring you down cause once people see its easy to break you they will keep on doing it.

  • @thomasdodato9170
    @thomasdodato9170 7 ปีที่แล้ว +320

    I never thought I'd turn my pain into anger and hatred, my head is filled with evil thoughts and I feel empty, I just never knew Id spend everyday without you sleeping on my mom's couch and drinking, I loved you, why'd you do me so dirty.

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Thomas Dodato well it’s normal to have some anger after someone screws you over. Plus it’s easier to be mad than sad. So it makes the pain a bit easier to cope with since you mostly feel anger right now. But I hope you can move on and find happiness. I hope you don’t do anything that breaks the law :/. But I hope you find someone who won’t screw you over. I wish the best for you and let me know if there’s anything I can do for you even if it’s just talking.

    • @lisaarrowood4041
      @lisaarrowood4041 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sometimes the best thing to do is let go and move on..if it was meant to be it will come back ..if it wasn't then u know it wasn't good from the start..see this is peoples biggest mistakes is when they break up u wished u would have treated him/her better..wished u would have done more to deserve him/her..wished u would have told them how u really felt..but the truth is u never feel or think this way..until its to late and they are gone..stop putting ur heart and ur self out there to someone if ur not willing to make it last..

    • @MaliciousMazikeen
      @MaliciousMazikeen 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same here ...😕😦

    • @forgedinfire4264
      @forgedinfire4264 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I relate so much rn

    • @gthegamingkid2717
      @gthegamingkid2717 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Antony is right. But its just this its hard to get rid of your demons. Because they were the only thing that hold you when no one would. I repeat that every day. I know your pain

  • @isabellaclark7096
    @isabellaclark7096 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    i felt this so much i have to put a fake smile on every day. it’s like no one gives a shii no more, no one even notices.

  • @ansau92
    @ansau92 7 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    the feels tho..😭

  • @nataliemoreno9182
    @nataliemoreno9182 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nostalgic... it’s crazy how our minds remember around what time we listen to music or some shit like that. This song brings me back to two winters ago, and late night talking to a guy I don’t talk to anymore...

  • @lulbaby6063
    @lulbaby6063 7 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    This describes my life

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope your life gets better

    • @lulbaby6063
      @lulbaby6063 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anthony A. Thanks hun

    • @brittneycofield9153
      @brittneycofield9153 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Trust God and Do good. I learned that we cant control what happens in life put your faith in the lord sweetie. Godbless

    • @conman5199
      @conman5199 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lul Baby SAME

    • @budderyboi5606
      @budderyboi5606 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I relate

  • @shinytingz1065
    @shinytingz1065 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i sit here listening to this song with labored breathing that sometimes i stop myself from breathing with the squeezing in my ears in alarm to inhale but i don’t want to. blackness fills all sight as i think i’m blacking out but i subconsciously start breathing but it still feels i’m suffocating reminding me that life truly is death itself. it’s just in motion. i literally feel my soul leaving my shell of a bode, it’s host and harbor

  • @vorhhagameplay4664
    @vorhhagameplay4664 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Every word.... I know what it feels like... It hurts... But you gotta learn to break out of it... Set yourself free💜💙

    • @3rdeyemia
      @3rdeyemia 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yo Boii Jermy true thanks jermy and ur profile pic gives me life thanks for the smile 😂☺😊

    • @vorhhagameplay4664
      @vorhhagameplay4664 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No problem mia👌😄

    • @vorhhagameplay4664
      @vorhhagameplay4664 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Btw its Jeremy i just get called jermy alot😅

    • @3rdeyemia
      @3rdeyemia 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yung Wavez sup, I miss u a lot Jeremy and IDK what to do anymore

  • @kiarabrooks6806
    @kiarabrooks6806 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love that you can feel the emotion in his voice, its really beautiful.

  • @amoney8830
    @amoney8830 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Never thought someone could take exactly how I feel and make such a amazing song

  • @letsvlog5195
    @letsvlog5195 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is scarily relatable sat here crying .....

  • @Saucychicken002
    @Saucychicken002 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    100% me right now depression and anxiety sucks I hate it so much but it just won’t go away :(

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Monkey Maze I hope things get better for you. And I hope you can find someone or something that takes the pain away. I wish the best for you. Have a great day. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.

    • @Saucychicken002
      @Saucychicken002 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anthony A. Thank u so much that means more then u know I really appreciate it that’s made my day know ever reply’s to me

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      You’re welcome 😊. I’m glad to help anyway I can even if it’s just a little bit and I’m glad I was able to make your day! I’m here if you want or need to talk or speak your mind. I’ll give my best to help.

    • @Saucychicken002
      @Saucychicken002 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anthony A. Do u have insta or anything?

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Monkey Maze yea what’s your Instagram?

  • @nanalabanana7588
    @nanalabanana7588 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    he’s honestly so amazing. people can relate to him and i’m still listening 2020 ;-;

  • @amarisward5845
    @amarisward5845 7 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    You put on a cover to hide the pain right then you think you find someone and then they stab you in the back find someone else but push them away then regret right then your anxiety kicks in you get worried and anxious for things to be better

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amaris Ward true. I do know how it feels to get your hopes up and also end up getting hurt. Then that pain gives you problems like trust issues and you end up pushing people away later regretting it. I understand how it feels to be anxious and worried about things getting better. To be honest the right people will help you through those problems. They are hard to find but they are out there.. don’t give up! I hope you find people who will treat you right. I hope and wish the best for you. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.

    • @amarisward5845
      @amarisward5845 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Anthony A. Thanks but those people think they can help you and they know how you feel but they don't imagine looking in the mirror and thinkrhow worthless you are and how ugly you are and you put on a cover and get so used to that cover you lose yourself there is feeling that feels like it will never be filled and you feel you get do close then nope someone takes it away from you how would you feel

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Amaris Ward well lost, empty and depressed is how I would feel. Coming so close to filling that hole in your heart multiple times kills you slowly and you lose more and more of yourself when things don’t work out in the end. I do understand the feeling of losing yourself after faking a smile for so long. Knowing me I’d tell myself things would get better even if I know it feels like I’m lying to myself. I would probably blame myself because that’s just how I am. But yea I know how it feels to hate yourself more than anything else. But I also believe that as long as you’re alive there’s always a chance. That’s usually how I keep going. And I mean I don’t just try to listen to how you’re feeling. I would also try to hear your feelings and try to put myself in your shoes rather than going by my own experiences. Because for another person, combining their own experiences and trying to put yourself in someone else’s shoes is the closest you can come to understanding another person. Unless you’ve been through the same thing then that’s another situation. But it really depends on the person because some people don’t know how to put themselves in others peoples shoes and some people can’t understand or relate. You just have to find the right people although they are rare. And I don’t know your whole situation which I am curious. I’d give my best to help. But I hope you would let me know if there’s anything I can do for you even if it’s just talking.

    • @trentonminter3131
      @trentonminter3131 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anthony A. I completely agree on a bad day I wouldn’t wish anyone in my shoes no matter how much I hate them

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Trenton Minter of course. I was just saying that trying to put yourself in another persons shoes is a way to try to understand another person. Combined with what you already know. Unless you’ve been through the same thing then you kinda know how they feel. But that’s different. But that’s honestly as close as you can get to understanding another persons experience.

  • @lylie5372
    @lylie5372 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You know it's coming back when you start watching these again

  • @toripoole1554
    @toripoole1554 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song is so me right now losing someone sucks been a month and i still think of you why did you have to go and let the drugs get to you i miss you rip

  • @citlalig.7254
    @citlalig.7254 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "Can't seem to leave my past behind because all the ones I hope to stay are all the ones who fade away"😭😭😭😭 this song is telling what I'm going threw RN!!😣😭😭😭

  • @camseed
    @camseed 7 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Ive never related so much to a song

  • @ss-es5bn
    @ss-es5bn 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    “I can’t smile like I’m ok I just can’t fake it no more..”
    Wow.. thats me everyday and literally how I feel

  • @gabriellesimone2546
    @gabriellesimone2546 7 ปีที่แล้ว +515

    This describes me rn

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I hope things get better for you.

    • @jennachambers3750
      @jennachambers3750 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      same

    • @dylanvanbreugelen4508
      @dylanvanbreugelen4508 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Gabrielle Hanyard Never give up! Things Will become better

    • @rubyavila9888
      @rubyavila9888 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Gabrielle Hanyard Same..

    • @aaliyahroan2263
      @aaliyahroan2263 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Gabrielle Hanyard you’re not alone I feel the same way

  • @geraldzadeja1993
    @geraldzadeja1993 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This encouraged me till now.And now i got the girl but this sog will still mean much to me...

  • @Sami-fz6eg
    @Sami-fz6eg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I wish I could go back and replace my childhood.
    Sitting in my bedroom all day being too miserable to do anything.
    Staring at my phone screen only hoping everything would be okay. So many other people would be out,actually loving their childhood the right way while I forced myself to stay inside. I felt fine and now growing older I realize I wasn't fine. There's nothing I can do to change the past,if there was,I'd replace everything. I'd not let myself get to the point where I'm so miserable what all I can do was hide under blankets.

  • @alexianicolich996
    @alexianicolich996 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    When he says “I just can’t take it no more” his voice cracks that breaks me every time

  • @sophiacartell8701
    @sophiacartell8701 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My boi im going throught this right now yo thx for yhe song yo love u daeg keep ya head up baby u got this this a piece of cake and of course imma keep my head up to thx to this song of yours

  • @lilnugget3446
    @lilnugget3446 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is the music I need I don’t want Lil Wayne or Kodak black i need this this thank u so much

  • @jasminemorgan8989
    @jasminemorgan8989 7 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    Me right now . love hurts. Its hard letting go

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jasmine Morgan I hope things get better for you.. I hope you find someone who makes you happy.

    • @julianvelazquez713
      @julianvelazquez713 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jasmine Morgan

    • @julianvelazquez713
      @julianvelazquez713 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Shit ain't easy but you have to keep going.

    • @jasminemorgan8989
      @jasminemorgan8989 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you girl

    • @sqeakycrazy6801
      @sqeakycrazy6801 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jasmine Morgan Freeman

  • @chelsea3525
    @chelsea3525 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I shed too many tears....

  • @allarnaobrien3897
    @allarnaobrien3897 7 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    does anyone else relate ❤

  • @lostconnections6265
    @lostconnections6265 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ‘Living in hell because we lost faith in the place up above’ shit hit different.

  • @BICT..H
    @BICT..H 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Oml so many songs of his to relate to ❤👌👏😍

  • @diarawilson1419
    @diarawilson1419 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song made me cry because half of all those things in there is like so powerful

  • @magicx9062
    @magicx9062 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This hits hard for me

  • @haleyjay9537
    @haleyjay9537 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Instant tears after listening every time before , it just hits different when you really feel the feelings he had here.

  • @jessicariestra9200
    @jessicariestra9200 7 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    Me in this song rn

  • @fdeebach
    @fdeebach 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It's not easy for a dual addiction. Being an addict and having depression, ADD, severe PTSD, anxiety with mild agoraphobia and learning disability is a harder battle. I appreciate that there's music. More so to hear music that I identify with and know that I am not alone.

  • @joleneann2973
    @joleneann2973 7 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Love your music it speaks

  • @winterdixon7002
    @winterdixon7002 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you thats all I can say my life expression not just the lovepart but that i smile and I can't fake it anymore I'm just gonna stop faking it

  • @user-bz3dz9rg4x
    @user-bz3dz9rg4x 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    So relatable at the moment :(

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      sahara I hope things get better for you

  • @esterwillis197
    @esterwillis197 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is not only a real smile now it's is a loud laugh when no one is around!!!!!!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

  • @desireelspence7037
    @desireelspence7037 7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This song 😭😭😭

  • @kaydenceblake5205
    @kaydenceblake5205 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Every time I listen to this I cry-
    It honestly just must be something for me-

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope things get better for you and you got this!

    • @kaydenceblake5205
      @kaydenceblake5205 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@theitatchi thank you love me too 💚

  • @Sofia-tf4ic
    @Sofia-tf4ic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    thank you for offering a hearing ear
    thank you for giving people the option and opportunity to contact you and talk to

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cupcake Pooper you’re welcome and of course I wanna give my best to help! 😊

  • @kayla.322
    @kayla.322 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    *"Don't wanna feel so we try numbing the pain with these drugs"* I really felt this line. I'm 13 and I've done it all, drugs, alcohol, self harm, etc. I just dont know what to do anymore

  • @cherylroberts701
    @cherylroberts701 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song is all about and describes me i listen to this song everyday and every time my bf comes over and when he leaves i ain't myself😥😒💔👌💗

  • @codejupiter82
    @codejupiter82 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is the song I want people to listen to when they ask "how are you"

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope things get better for you. It might take some time but I’m hoping things will fall into place for you!

  • @isjarroddawg901
    @isjarroddawg901 7 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    Anyone willing to help a 13 year old with depression?

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Jåh Trìñí Böí Jqrröd sure. What’s your contact information? I’ll give my best to help

    • @alyssasamora3009
      @alyssasamora3009 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      yeah

    • @2ksubscriberswithfewvideos115
      @2ksubscriberswithfewvideos115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Jåh Trìñí Böí Jqrröd I just turned 14 I. Know how you feel and all I can say is nothing stops depression

    • @Kmta7_0
      @Kmta7_0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      of course

    • @isis5487
      @isis5487 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Go to therapy.

  • @davisworld1192
    @davisworld1192 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm actually crying RN bumping this song, relate on every level..

  • @joahuamartinez899
    @joahuamartinez899 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This song just killed me.and made me.tear up crazy said everything I been going threw crazy... depression. Has been killing me....this is my jam...

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Joahua Martinez I’m sorry you’re going through all of that.. I wish the best for you and I hope things get better for you. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you! Have a great day!

    • @joahuamartinez899
      @joahuamartinez899 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you so much and I appreciate it a lot and yeah bro my brake up with my lady has left me damage broken depression and I'm not the same no more I feel my nerves in my body shake I stay strong but like this song says I ain't the same....

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Joahua Martinez you’re welcome. I’m sure she meant a lot to you. Since the more someone means to you, the more it’ll hurt if you lose them. Of course you aren’t the same. I’m sure a part of you is with her. You kinda leave a part of yourself in every person you lose. But one day, you’ll find a certain person or a group of people that’ll make you feel like you were never broken. I believe that a hole in your heart can only be filled by those around you. I’m sure they’ll make you feel like you’re you but way better than ever. I hope you find those people. Stay strong. I believe in you. I also believe that as long as you’re alive there’s always a chance. Please don’t give up. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you.

  • @tanbeygaming
    @tanbeygaming 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel like everyone can relate... you don’t have to feel his pain or anything. You hear the lyrics and the sadness in his voice and it seems like every bad thing disappears even though your still thinking about it. It’s crazy

  • @xxwinterbabyxx5422
    @xxwinterbabyxx5422 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This...
    Describes me..

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dark Ness I’m sorry to hear that.. I hope things get better for you. Let me know if there’s anything I can do for you. I wish the best for you.

    • @savannahpilkington2220
      @savannahpilkington2220 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      😥

    • @xxwinterbabyxx5422
      @xxwinterbabyxx5422 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anthony A. Thank you, you’re a blessing🙏🏾

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Dark Ness you’re welcome! 😊

  • @karenlorenzana214
    @karenlorenzana214 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Depression is like a ditch the more you dig or people help you dig it and you’re so deep you can’t get at

  • @miraclelynch1172
    @miraclelynch1172 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I'm not even gonna fake it I know that my heart is breakin I hear these words and they open a gate to my heart that is full of pain and the clouds in my eyes start to rain they stain the open wounds that I tried to hide behind the lies that I am happy oh just fucking slap me back to reality separate what is real from what i put on my face everyday to make people believe that lie that I tell people when they ask if am OK but it's not OK I am a slave to my own pain life Is just a game and I just happen to loose every time till I just forget to try and people pry and pry till I load the gun and comet suicide I'd rather say this then be like everyone else who pretends to feel what I feel when what I feel is actually real.

  • @jasminealaniz9356
    @jasminealaniz9356 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    All Phora does is spit facts this is why I lOVE him!! 💗💗💗

  • @devinrodriguez4681
    @devinrodriguez4681 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I just got my heartbroken. She said she doesn't want to be with me anymore. I'm in high school and now I'm gonna have to see her every day in the hallways. I really don't know guys. Can someone make me feel better. ANYONE

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Devin Rodriguez well if you ever want or need to talk, just give my some way to contact you. But I’m sorry to hear that. You kinda go through a lot of heart breaks until you find the one you’ll spend the rest of your life with. In a way you could look at it in a positive way. You either learn from what you go through or you don’t. And the more you go through and learn, the less likely you’ll be in the same situation. The things we go through make us who we are. So don’t give up. You got this. Just keep giving your best to get through the day. All good things take time. I know it’s hard when you see them in the hallway every day at school. I would like to say more, but I don’t know much about the situation.

    • @devinrodriguez4681
      @devinrodriguez4681 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you

    • @Hefty713
      @Hefty713 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Devin Rodriguez brother heart breaks will come and go. I've been in that position and that same girl I ended up with 2 years later. Don't give up

    • @3rdeyemia
      @3rdeyemia 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Devin Rodriguez i get it man my bf broke up with me he told me he never needed me. Everyday at school i have to see him and he's always with another girl from one day to the next. Idk what to do im just so sad and i need someone real i need someone to be here for me but I can't cause this world is so fake nobody ever gonna be here for me. Everything will get better for u I'll pray for u ok enough talk cya.

    • @miraclelynch1172
      @miraclelynch1172 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Devin Rodriguez I dont know what is feels like to have that kind of heartbreak but I know what its like to have your heartbroken in two because someone left when they weren't supposed to....my brother died a year ago and I'm only 14 and he was the only one I loved and I never got to say goodbye so all i have to say is instead of thinking about how life sucks because of your heartbreak try to focus on all the good things and the good people in your life that actually care cause I was to busy being depressed about my life until it was to late and my brother left without a goodbye or even an I love you and im sorry im not a guy but I grew up with boys and I know both ends of the story and ive seen heartbreak in everyone and all I could do was cry and try to pretend like it was ok but its not that easy so im sorry if what I say doesn't help you but you will find someone to be yours and to listen to your pain and hug you and tell you its ok even if its not

  • @tia8397
    @tia8397 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    "I know you know I had this thing for you I never lost it" at part gets me in my feelings :(

  • @shilahdialah2306
    @shilahdialah2306 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hopefully things will get better.

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sxs Audios I hope things get better for you. Have a nice day

    • @shilahdialah2306
      @shilahdialah2306 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      You have a nice day too💜

    • @theitatchi
      @theitatchi  7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you! Let me know if there’s anything I can do to help even if it’s just talking.

  • @nalia4197
    @nalia4197 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    My dad left 4 years ago but I still keep in touch with him but when the song said: "cuz all the ones I hope would stay, are the ones that fade away." Growing up my dad was an acahollic and he got into fights with my mom and brothers...One of my brothers has completely lost touch with my father, and decided to forget about everything and everyone he loved, while my sister, mom, brother and I are still here in pain that we can't forget...My dad has changed alot and I hope to get to see him after all these years.

  • @smallppbigdreams2086
    @smallppbigdreams2086 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I always cry when im listening to this song. I had a girl and she was so perfect for me, she was so pretty and so good. But then she broke up with me and im so broken and depressed. I lost her and had issuess with my dad for 6 months i didnt see him. Those 2 things happened to me in te same 2 weeks. I just dont see me with another girls its been 7 months and i just cant move on

    • @GraceRedd333
      @GraceRedd333 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      how are you now? // this might seem hella weird but i genuinely want to know if you're ok despite not knowing you, i know what it's like to lose someone important...

    • @smallppbigdreams2086
      @smallppbigdreams2086 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Melanie Rose well its been 8 months and im still not over her at all i just dont wanna get close with people i have a lot of trust issues i just got played very hard and im a very sensitive and emotional person that just wont let go :( im still struglling with my dad too its sad if you wanna talk about your problems you can

    • @GraceRedd333
      @GraceRedd333 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@smallppbigdreams2086 there is too many to list lol, but if you ever feel down just know you can come to this comment and tell me, despite not knowing me, i am here to talk to. my boyfriend cheated on me and i still came back... it sucks being in love, because despite your feelings towards that person you'll never know if they truly feel the same way back, they may say they do but i sadly learned that it's not always true, but him and i are working on it now... hang in there small pp big dreams person lol things will soon get better, i promise..

  • @angelise6314
    @angelise6314 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Phora speaks the truth and that's what I love about his music:(

  • @madisonwilson6204
    @madisonwilson6204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Girl: Do u even wanna be with me forever?
    Boy: No
    Girl: Do you u even like me?
    Boy: No
    Girl: Would u cry if i walked away?
    Boy: No
    She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes
    The boy grabbed her arm
    Boy: your not pretty...you're beautiful
    Boy: I dont wanna be with u forever ...I need to be with u forever
    Boy: I dont like u...I love u
    Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away.
    Boy whispers: Plz stay with me
    Girl: I will...
    *Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they loves u
    *something good will happen to u at 1-4pm
    *Tomorrow it could be anywhere
    *Get ready for the shock of your life
    *Post it to 5 different songs related to relationships

    • @emmawilliams8433
      @emmawilliams8433 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Madison Wilson stfu Madison

    • @trentonmiller9360
      @trentonmiller9360 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@emmawilliams8433 😂

    • @jeli4784
      @jeli4784 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@emmawilliams8433 why does she need too tho? Freedom of speech she has her own will to comment anything she'd like.

  • @m4ryjan3__
    @m4ryjan3__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this hits different