Candi Carpenter - Everybody Goes To Hell (Visualizer)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 27 มี.ค. 2024
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There is a hug in this comment for anyone who's parents shut them out for any reason. This dad is proud of you for being strong.
thank you i needed this today xo
This comment is so sweet
Thanks, dad. ❤
I'm so glad there are dads out there like you, I was lucky enough to have one and I wish everyone had that experience. It's a waste and a shame and heartbreaking that people don't. I always think about parents like that "wow, they are really missing out on their amazing kids, what a colossal disservice all around." I'm not able to have kids, but I strive to be that auntie, that library worker, that babysitter, that person in the community that kids can come to when maybe its something they aren't ready to go to their parents yet with, someone who will listen, judgement free, and support them and help them find resources that work for them. It takes a village, and I'm privileged to be a part of that. I have supportive, amazing parents and even I had times where I needed an adult who wasn't my parent that I could trust. Sometimes kids want to protect their parents from painful things they've experienced or are experiencing, but they still need to talk about it and try to get safe from it. Kids go through so much, I always respect them and understand that young lives potentially have already been through more than many adults ever experience.
If you understand this song - you really understand this song.
Her voice of reality is sweeter than an angel who must protect me when I was harassed 😭🥹🥺
Sending this to all my Queer friends who, like me, also have tons of religious trauma. This song perfectly sums it up in such a beautiful way.
I’ve listened to this song on repeat so many times on so many platforms. It’s immensely comforting to feel so seen, but equally heartbreaking to recognize my experience was shared by so many others. Thank you from another neurodivergent queer ex-evangelical who got caught in the cycle of abuse because that was the only version of love anyone ever taught us ❤
I'd like to add a big, warm mama hug for anyone in the comments who's experienced this. This mama is proud of you for being who you are.
Weeping. It's the middle of the night where I am and I'm someone's grandma weeping in the dark over this perfect song. My folks are still alive and still love god more than they could ever even like me. Thank you, Candi. This was healing in ways I cannot put into words
This is such a beautiful and emotional song. It's hard to listen to as someone who left a religion that dictated my childhood and early teen years, but I'm grateful you were able to capture the experience into words.
My favorite song on the whole album. We're healing religious trauma together, one piano anthem at a time.
Your music means a lot to me, but especially about deconstructing your faith, as an exvangelical myself. This one hit me pretty hard, the whole apologizing to your parents for turning out the way you did in addition to more legitimate, imo, regrets like trying to convert your friends. I feel that, I hope one day I can feel better about the whole thing. Congrats on the album release, you're super great, much love.
I feel this. If you haven't hear James and the Shame's song "I'm sorry" it hits a very similar sentiment (his whole album Human overboard focuses on his deconstruction). I'm so glad more and more artists are creating relatable cathartic music like this.
As someone who grew up in the horrific confines of Abrahamic monotheism, this song hits home on almost every level imaginable. This is why I go to every Pride event in my town and give free dad hugs to anyone who needs them.
I listened to this on my walk yesterday. I turned towards the church I was raised and had a moment of reflection thinking of the damage it caused in my life.
I’m 30 , and heard this song for the first time today, in the car. The moment that broke me, had me ugly crying in the car, was “mom and day, I love you”.
It would be easy to say “F you guys!” But you said the hard thing. You know them and love them still, and that feeling of knowing it’s not returned freely is heart breaking every time i hear it and know it for myself.
The girls that get it, get it.
This is probably the song of the year. I just can't stop repeating this and I see myself singing it all over the house.
A week and a half it was stuck in my head. The melody is top notch.
This song is sooooo cathartic for me.
This song absolutely floored me and continues to. Ex JW here. My out of state family doesn't know I haven't been a witness for 3 1/2 years. Me and my chosen family could send this to all of our parents and it would fit perfectly 😭 Sending love and support to anyone who has a strained or nonexistent relationship with their family due to religion ❤
I was also born into jw family. I felt connected to being a witch since I was about 14 and told my father at 18 he couldn't force me to go to that church anymore. This song hits hard as my family is still part of that cult and believe I am doomed
I never got baptized so technically by their definition cannot be disfellowshiped however at work if I see a jw that knew me they won't look at me or talk to me. Not even answer when I do by obligatory how are you I ask every customer they just order what they need and thats all. No thank you. Nothing.
JW is hell, born and raised as one. I heard so many times “I love Jeovah more than you” and “When Armagedom comes I Will have another daughther” 😢
I think I like her voice the most when it sounds almost like an anthem. She could do a mean collaboration with Green Day.
goodbye i just sobbed to this i’m so covering this
So proud of how this turned out
The overwhelming desire to send this to my dad who continues to try and reconvert me to the death cult "church" that is the reason I almost didn't survive to adulthood. I left it and became a pagan witch at 17 and that's the foundational point to why I'm still here today 💜🩵❤️ I wouldn't have made it if I'd stayed.
My mother takes every opportunity to talk about her agnostic omnitheistic pagan witch kid and explain that 1) it's not devil worship or evil and 2) how much my life turned around and how much happier and healthier I am since I made that change, because I found *my* path in life. They live in a state that's known across the country for being chock full of members of my dad's faith. She could never hate the faith that let her start watching me thrive instead of drown and not have to be constantly praying I won't hurt myself and end up in a hospital or grave.
So glad you're out of toxic religion! Sending hugs from this heathen to you.
Liked, subscribed, and shared. What a great story of deconstruction. Hope you are finding healing in your fantastic art... I know it's helping those who can relate. Thanks for sharing your gift.
As a practicing witch in the early 90s, living in the bible belt, I can very much appreciate this song. I know there are a lot of people that feel exactly the same.
As a queer exchristian now pagan with ultra conservative parents this spoke to the depths of my soul.
I love that line, "Sorry mom, I'm a pagan. I sold my soul to Carl Sagan." I wish it was part of the chorus. It's so perfect.
I have doubts your average Christian knows enough about pagans despite the repeated use of negative connotations to see how ridiculous "Sorry mom, I'm a pagan. I sold my soul to Carl Sagan." actually is.
@@kmurphy0620 with limited education on both science and other religions than their own, that is exactly the kind of misconception an average Christian would have. They'd think Carl Sagan was an antichrist, just as they do Bill Nye.
@@kmurphy0620 how about, "sorry mom, I'm an agnostic. Carl Sagan's now my rock, bitch."
Every time I sing this song my cat runs over to cuddle me. It's like she knows I need some extra support
This is my favorite song, I love the lyrics so much ❤
I can't tell you how many times I've had to tell people not to pray for me. This song touches me so deeply and is healing. I hope it heals your trauma too!
Unbelievably real and moving. Thank you for putting this into the world.
The first line I heard on TikTok stopped me cold. Now I’m sobbing 😭
So. Fucking. Good. Thank you for this song!!!
Still learning how to navigate a relationship with my parents
Her voice of reality is sweeter than an angel who must protect me when I was harassed 😭🥹🥺
The sorry mom hit me like a truck. Ive resented my mother for years for loving the church and judging me. But apart of me still wants his mom to accept and be proud eben knowing that cant happen im still sorry Mom.
what a great song.
Thank you for putting something so deeply personal, and in many ways, a shared experience into words! I wouldn't say I've thrown away my faith in God, just my faith in the people who use their made-up religion to excuse their hate and bigotry
Parents are not perfect, no one is, (For those that believe, even Jesus had doubts). It doesn't make it hurt less , but if someone you love shuts you out, it is their loss. There is another family somewhere that is waiting to accept you as you are. Blessed Be, So Mote It Be
Just found you on tiktok. Gonna share this to my local satanic group. Wish I could afford to buy your album but I'm on disability due to my mental health issues but you HUGELY have all my support.
Brava!! Brava, sister. You are exquisite and lovely just as you are, no salvation required. ❤ Thank you for sharing this with the universe.
Ooooh this song hit hard. Thank you for putting into words what so many people feel.
NOT THE GOOSEBUMPS REFERENCE. The movie version of that book traumatized me as a child too
Blessed be! 🖤
This is beautiful. Thank you for putting this out there.❤
Great Song ❤
This song is going places. Thank you Candi. Knowing that I am not alone helps.
Nicely done! Good tune... Good lyrics... Simply pointing out the complex facts of life... But loved the end bit... Confession/statement about being sorry and love... I guess i just love the honesty and simplicity in the entire project/production...
The more amazing part is the fact that we (a friend and i) were talking about deconstruction/decondition/unlearning and the importance of it in life just to understand or starting to understand the underlying theme of it (life) and i stumbled upon this song/video... Thats amazing...
Thanx to the God of Algorithm!
All the best to Candi for the song and for speaking up!
Cheers!
Beautiful!
Stunning!
I love it Candi
Thank you
Beautiful ❤
Beautiful.
Thank you.
This is a really brave song. The ending got me crying. ❤ Thank you.
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I've been listening to this on repeat just crying lol.
The amount of religious trauma I have.
I needed this cry for YEARS. I can maybe start the healing process thanks to this song
To whatever deity put your video in front of me on Tiktok. I am beyond thankful
Thank you for this wonderful song. From the bottom of my heart
Damn I wish this was getting more exposure in this moment when Abrahamic obsession driving us toward World War 3. 😮💨 great song. Thanks for the words
Pretty much, how can I possibly see their God as my Father in Heaven when the message from their religion is that I'm not loved for who I say I am, but rather only loved for identity they are trying to project on me as my own truth? If it was truly God's will for me to be someone other than who I say I am; then so much for the idea of a loving God, having the self-sovereignty over your own truths, and the free will to seek happiness according to them. Because that would be hell and there's no way anyone will convince me that such a God is a loving God. And if the concept of God taught isn't a loving God, then it will never be God to me.
I remember converting to Christianity and trying to win my parents and my friends “souls” to Christ so hard, little did I know what a shitty religion I would have brought them to. Thankfully they all said No. I threw my faith away once I realised what a tyranny of a God I worshiped. Unloving in every way.
This hits so close to home. My mom doesnt mind me not being religious. Shes divorced from my dad who will constantly call everyone evil and a demon sent by satan and will send me so many conspiracy and religious videos every day on facebook. I cant even be around him for long or my blood pressure goes up because he is just that fucking obnoxious with his self righteous bullshit
Ahung!!!!
Indonesian pagan
this songs complaints about Christianity are 95% skill issues
I believe all religions should be respected .A beautiful song that hits so hard I love it
Respected as wrong beliefs? Sure. Take a seat next to flat earthers. Magical beliefs aren't better.
Did anyone else get an ad for a prayer app. Gross
Extremely well written.....
cringe, christ is king
Another Christian showing their "Christian love" keep it up, your membership numbers are plummeting.