Em Beihold - Numb Little Bug

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  • @LucyHemmings
    @LucyHemmings 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21226

    It’s a comfortable feeling knowing how you feel was put into words. Because we all know how it’s sometimes hard to describe.

    • @NEONDERV
      @NEONDERV 2 ปีที่แล้ว +126

      amen to that

    • @doctheboat7075
      @doctheboat7075 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Ye

    • @NEONDERV
      @NEONDERV 2 ปีที่แล้ว +103

      @Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.

    • @Gucocdyrs
      @Gucocdyrs 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yeah

    • @4thofjulyfamily
      @4thofjulyfamily 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      *THIS.*

  • @raely2791
    @raely2791 ปีที่แล้ว +13002

    'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die'
    It's fascinating how one song can really make you say 'thank God it's not only me'.

    • @Twistedheart619
      @Twistedheart619 ปีที่แล้ว +164

      You’re not alone in your totally loved. I know exactly how you feel.❤

    • @_pandaisthebest_7250
      @_pandaisthebest_7250 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      ​@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.

    • @victoriaR587
      @victoriaR587 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I know, I feel like that as well

    • @BridgetVilla-v6z
      @BridgetVilla-v6z ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I feel that too and totally relate.

    • @kyleypayne7432
      @kyleypayne7432 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Is your moms name Brittany ?

  • @LunaDark-13
    @LunaDark-13 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    "Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"
    Never felt more relieved that I'm not the only on that feels that way

  • @PhillipThompson82
    @PhillipThompson82 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6707

    This song is truly a masterpiece In describing the feeling of hopelessness. It isn’t just catchy, it’s impactful.

    • @Krybabyyyy
      @Krybabyyyy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      @Mr RED To some people it is, as for me it is very relatable.

    • @Sushisink
      @Sushisink 2 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      @Mr RED clearly your just super happy with yourself being rude. let other people can say what they want and this song is very relatable

    • @amberpamber1582
      @amberpamber1582 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I thought that it was so catchy!!! lol thats a good thing

    • @genstargate5249
      @genstargate5249 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@Krybabyyyy I don't know man. It's literally about taking drugs for depression and anxiety.

    • @SUGAR_XYLER
      @SUGAR_XYLER 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@genstargate5249 this could be a song promoting big pharma 💊

  • @jasmineparra8876
    @jasmineparra8876 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7966

    Genuinely such a creative and beautiful artist- i am so glad i have found her songs, and this one has especially hit close to the heart. (:

    • @alexandriav3956
      @alexandriav3956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Yes!! I’ve been listening to her music all morning.

    • @8088I
      @8088I 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      "Julia Ioffe" is the "Em Beihold" of Putin's
      song, "The Numb Little 'KGB' Bug!" Haha!
      Riveting!!
      th-cam.com/video/kSNo2FPQDQw/w-d-xo.html

    • @kix9345
      @kix9345 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same!

    • @vivekdhanade
      @vivekdhanade 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same 😀

    • @laurengrace1930
      @laurengrace1930 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I love this song

  • @irisnub_9507
    @irisnub_9507 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3694

    "Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍

  • @JúliaCristinedeAlmeidaMiuraBon
    @JúliaCristinedeAlmeidaMiuraBon 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +118

    "And i just wanna see if this could make me happy" my favorite part

    • @Palindas
      @Palindas 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      If you rely on drugs to make you happy, doesnt matter if they are legal or not, then you've been heavily brainwashed.

    • @Palindas
      @Palindas 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      If you rely on drugs to make you happy, doesnt matter if they are legal or not, then you've been heavily brainwashed.

    • @BO-OH-O-WA-ER.145
      @BO-OH-O-WA-ER.145 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Relating to this song is a stepping stone on the slippery slope that leads to depression and suicidal tendencies.

  • @Dillcucumber27
    @Dillcucumber27 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3563

    "like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" hits so hard

    • @TitaniumTronic
      @TitaniumTronic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      I'm the "I have empathy and care inside but pretend not to care"

    • @rip_320
      @rip_320 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      I’m the “I have empathy and care but can’t be bothered to care”.

    • @Nox312
      @Nox312 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      I’m the “Cant feel shit inside anymore, but has to pretend to care”

    • @alvinrogergonzalez8552
      @alvinrogergonzalez8552 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I dont know what emphaty means

    • @Dillcucumber27
      @Dillcucumber27 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@alvinrogergonzalez8552 noun.
      the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.

  • @rcj416
    @rcj416 2 ปีที่แล้ว +828

    Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.

    • @llogan21
      @llogan21 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      th-cam.com/video/dLT4OTeOxXM/w-d-xo.html

    • @flirtyflo6216
      @flirtyflo6216 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Twenty one pilots do that a lot. Upbeat instrumental but sad lyrics

    • @cashper917
      @cashper917 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Remember, depression is treatable.

    • @MiloMurphysLaw
      @MiloMurphysLaw 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cashper917 no it’s not

    • @nyx476
      @nyx476 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!

  • @quitequeerquesadilla
    @quitequeerquesadilla 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3911

    I really appreciate how she emphasizes the actual _degree_ of numbness in the chorus-a little bit tired of life, but not exhausted. Not really happy, but not to the point that you want to die. A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't, quick repairs to cope, sinking when there's water in my boat.
    It's that part that feels the most relatable to me. Something is wrong and I know it is, but I'm still capable of functioning. It's not quite at the stage of being completely beyond repair yet. Just... mildly numb.

    • @carolinekolb5632
      @carolinekolb5632 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      thanks you love you my love

    • @tkwandrew
      @tkwandrew 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I hope u ok

    • @ellsnation22
      @ellsnation22 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      i love that

    • @hermione9030
      @hermione9030 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      i know right!

    • @hppityhp4106
      @hppityhp4106 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      Yeah, I agree
      Most songs go for complete rock bottom, or being at the top of the world, which can be relatable for some people, but this just kinda clicks

  • @purplecowsparkles
    @purplecowsparkles 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1412

    This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.

  • @TaraWoodward-vz7xj
    @TaraWoodward-vz7xj วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    How is this not having more views this is one of the best songs ever written

  • @joshuavarghese8228
    @joshuavarghese8228 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1118

    She literally spoke my mind and I can't help but feel a little bit comfort that there are people who feel the same.

    • @yousefgebremichael2879
      @yousefgebremichael2879 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ikr

    • @tehr6809
      @tehr6809 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      your not alone 😗

    • @anchineliu5914
      @anchineliu5914 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Exactly, it's so nice to hear it sung and related to

    • @monkeyboy6312
      @monkeyboy6312 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i feel you

    • @adzukibean2190
      @adzukibean2190 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel exactly like this. It’s hard to describe to my friends, so I made up a word for it. I call it feeling “crunchy”

  • @hopewatson9432
    @hopewatson9432 2 ปีที่แล้ว +501

    Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.

    • @lyric4703
      @lyric4703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      pastel?

    • @kayboy6055
      @kayboy6055 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      like, idk pastel?

  • @whosib
    @whosib 2 ปีที่แล้ว +531

    This is song is so vibey and accurate.
    It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say
    "Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die"
    And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.

    • @lilmrsyoutube222
      @lilmrsyoutube222 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills th-cam.com/video/S_PsoDeFns4/w-d-xo.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

    • @HxneyStarz
      @HxneyStarz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same-

    • @whosib
      @whosib 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@HxneyStarz lol

    • @avamaxx5914
      @avamaxx5914 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ?

    • @geraldineperatero5438
      @geraldineperatero5438 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nice

  • @RoRyWebley
    @RoRyWebley 2 ปีที่แล้ว +331

    Queen of being a numb little bug 🐛 ❤️ love u friend… I’m so proud of you 😭 you’re such a star ⭐️

    • @ahmedstudios3680
      @ahmedstudios3680 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How can u be a queen of being a numb little bug?

    • @vivianphillips768
      @vivianphillips768 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      MY FAV IS HERE AHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @ravenisgone9893
      @ravenisgone9893 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      you have great songs

  • @dorothyhickerson1569
    @dorothyhickerson1569 2 ปีที่แล้ว +707

    This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.

    • @maxxi_Tax1
      @maxxi_Tax1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      same i have deep family issues and i just feel like ending it all

    • @noahlevreau3061
      @noahlevreau3061 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Story of my life. hiding how depressed i was from myself until i couldn't take it anymore

    • @heha3525
      @heha3525 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Luckily my friends are those people. I got lucky and I thank whoever is up there every day for it.

    • @heha3525
      @heha3525 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@maxxi_Tax1 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.

    • @409Henry
      @409Henry 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jesus love’s you and died for your sin’s repent God Bless

  • @TaeNi95
    @TaeNi95 2 ปีที่แล้ว +558

    I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.

  • @Zinnia-f4w
    @Zinnia-f4w 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    I remember being obsessed with this song 2yrs ago with my table group and everybody got annoyed with us for singing it sm...the amount of nostalgia and the fact I remember the lyrics so well 😭😭😭😭

  • @Benstoeglobber
    @Benstoeglobber ปีที่แล้ว +1567

    "But you gotta survive because you gotta survive"
    That line hit fr, it's exactly how I feel!

    • @MikaelaTufts
      @MikaelaTufts 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      Very much same. I know it’s been awhile since you said this, so I just wanted to check in on you. How are you doing now? It’s ok if things still suck. I’m proud of you for fighting.❤️🫂

    • @-TitanSpeakerman-
      @-TitanSpeakerman- 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      @@MikaelaTufts since ur checking n on sum1, it's only rite sum1 checks n on u, 2! ur on this song and got compassion for the op here, so u prolly seen some shit, 2! hope ur ok and wishing u the best!

    • @MikaelaTufts
      @MikaelaTufts 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @@-TitanSpeakerman- Aww, thank you. That’s very kind of you. I appreciate it.❤️ Same to you. I’m here for you.❤️🫂

    • @StudyBestie-zr9pg
      @StudyBestie-zr9pg 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@-TitanSpeakerman- hey there 🌻
      It's me , a random person on internet ,
      Just wanted to say
      How are you ? 💫🤍
      I really hope you are doing well 🍃✨
      Sending hugs 🤗🌸

    • @-TitanSpeakerman-
      @-TitanSpeakerman- 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      @@StudyBestie-zr9pg been better, but making it! i'll b ok, tho. hope ur doing well, 2, and ty! *hugs*

  • @amandasmalley2236
    @amandasmalley2236 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1431

    When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song

    • @Daemon1995_
      @Daemon1995_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      lyrics are simply too relatable and the entire song just uplift you for some reason and thats pop music for ya

    • @laughbird
      @laughbird 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that’s me

    • @purpleperruche5433
      @purpleperruche5433 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yessss

    • @treasuredwisp
      @treasuredwisp 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well.

  • @Yzrmrk
    @Yzrmrk 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    寝る前にこの曲を聴きに来ます
    頭がこの曲だけでいっぱいになるまで聴いたら朝になります

  • @nauikunart
    @nauikunart ปีที่แล้ว +1527

    This lady deserves more recognition.

  • @BricBender
    @BricBender 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4779

    "Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
    Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care"
    -These lines are are the ones that hit home.

  • @xfer43
    @xfer43 2 ปีที่แล้ว +568

    This really sings to me. The most uplifting song about depression I have ever heard. The lyrics and music…Perfect.

    • @sethkrueger9294
      @sethkrueger9294 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hard Times by Paramore springs to mind as well. But they don't have to compete - each song does its own thing well.

    • @Lost_OZ13
      @Lost_OZ13 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah it reminds me of songs like Fireflies

    • @xfer43
      @xfer43 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Lost_OZ13 yeah! I love that one too!

  • @sahimmondal6536
    @sahimmondal6536 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    1:54 when the guy just literally asked "lets do this?" and she goes "hell yeah" will always be my fav part in this video

    • @ChetaCheese29
      @ChetaCheese29 หลายเดือนก่อน

      😂 thanks for pointing that out! Worth it. Lol

  • @hsmomofmany9022
    @hsmomofmany9022 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2140

    "Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.

    • @victorias4112
      @victorias4112 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Omg me too, I almost broke down in tears when i heard this part

    • @prettynpink3092
      @prettynpink3092 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Mr RED shut up

    • @gsse6629
      @gsse6629 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)

    • @Frost-tu3lv
      @Frost-tu3lv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bro same dude

    • @anubhavmishra5700
      @anubhavmishra5700 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Mam i think it happens with most of people, every days are hard to live 😐
      But don't lose hope this how it's happens, best wishes ❤️

  • @mattcoyle1620
    @mattcoyle1620 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +876

    What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.

    • @laikristine2153
      @laikristine2153 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      agreed!

    • @reneschaffer7020
      @reneschaffer7020 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      its far better then the typical songs from woman singers this day "i broke up and im a queen i dont care if he kills himself"

    • @游清水-x6s
      @游清水-x6s หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      grateful! !

    • @HeroNarvar
      @HeroNarvar หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@BO-OH-O-WA-ER.145why? Am i missing context?

  • @superadam64
    @superadam64 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1811

    I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.

    • @monkeyboy6312
      @monkeyboy6312 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      too true

    • @raccoongirl19
      @raccoongirl19 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Let me guess is the radio station star 1013

    • @willgibbs6616
      @willgibbs6616 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same

    • @treasuredwisp
      @treasuredwisp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well

    • @unicornpupart
      @unicornpupart 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i love this song i don't cry to it but it just has a really good tune

  • @convoys1999
    @convoys1999 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +67

    this is such a retalable and fun song i just come across, this and 'Echoes of my cries' by Mysteriousic are 2 heavy underrated and amazing songs youtube suggested me, She deserves more n more recognition cuz she understands us

  • @potatoes6038
    @potatoes6038 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2055

    This song describes how I've been feeling this entire past year. I just feel life is going on, I don't interact with people anymore. I don't necessarily feel sad but it's more like I just exist to exist.

    • @howardlee4210
      @howardlee4210 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      Same I felt that way when I first moved into college last year. Like I didn't really belong anywhere just passing day by day, waiting for it to finish.

    • @Naoéogabriel7
      @Naoéogabriel7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sometimes i forget that i exist

    • @strawburrys4920
      @strawburrys4920 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @kirbyolsen5190
      @kirbyolsen5190 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Just being is hard.

    • @kadenceteal2204
      @kadenceteal2204 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel the same about that.

  • @trumpeterjen
    @trumpeterjen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1179

    On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly.
    But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.

    • @michaelads8616
      @michaelads8616 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Maan I feel u

    • @sirevelynderothschild3198
      @sirevelynderothschild3198 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      "refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil

    • @trumpeterjen
      @trumpeterjen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*

    • @sirevelynderothschild3198
      @sirevelynderothschild3198 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.

    • @trumpeterjen
      @trumpeterjen 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself.
      People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway.
      You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.

  • @Marcy1420
    @Marcy1420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.

    • @MatteBlacGuitar
      @MatteBlacGuitar 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I’m rooting for you

    • @clacks5605
      @clacks5605 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times

  • @PanamaJones7
    @PanamaJones7 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +388

    Maaann “Don’t want to be alive but don’t want to die.” Is literally my life right now. My 16 year old is keeping me here.

    • @jonathanwilliams365
      @jonathanwilliams365 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      my little brother is keeping me here

    • @bobbydarker1959
      @bobbydarker1959 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      I just want to see them grow up, I'm done with everything else 😂😊 the world is a puke show.

    • @Xolar-flare
      @Xolar-flare 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      That's deep man😢

    • @JackAttackVR875
      @JackAttackVR875 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Damn. No offense but you guys should get therapy😬

    • @bobbydarker1959
      @bobbydarker1959 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      @@JackAttackVR875 health care in America leaves a lot to be desired

  • @WendySchroederDenverCo
    @WendySchroederDenverCo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +994

    I'm an old lady. I'm turning 65 next month. She described exactly what I'm feeling. I'm going to listen to this song a lot this year. I love it!

    • @adrestia1275
      @adrestia1275 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Hope it gets better💙

    • @chaoticrin
      @chaoticrin 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@flamefirestarterr ?

    • @LovelySingsyt
      @LovelySingsyt 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@flamefirestarterr rude ass

    • @Yt26378
      @Yt26378 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Periodddt

    • @dariarampelt1398
      @dariarampelt1398 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I hope things look up for you soon Wendy.

  • @vic6196
    @vic6196 2 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.

  • @panashechapasuka7479
    @panashechapasuka7479 2 ปีที่แล้ว +801

    Not only is the song vibey and addictive, the song has a message, the lyrics have meaning, she has created a masterpiece 🔥

    • @chloes5043
      @chloes5043 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Couldn't agree more !

    • @alicel9631
      @alicel9631 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      She really has made a masterpiece 💖

    • @selvianaahmad8483
      @selvianaahmad8483 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Does the whole world feel the same way? Cuz I do. 🥺

    • @alicel9631
      @alicel9631 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Mr Shaq Ty for sharing with this with me.

  • @AdamSpade
    @AdamSpade 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Incredibly well written song.

  • @exteeriority4349
    @exteeriority4349 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1309

    I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.

    • @2whitewizard
      @2whitewizard 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song
      Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too

    • @hufflepufflez3293
      @hufflepufflez3293 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    • @What_if_i_was_a_koala
      @What_if_i_was_a_koala 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I'm 11 and still its realatible

    • @exteeriority4349
      @exteeriority4349 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@What_if_i_was_a_koala that's what makes it the masterpiece it is!! I found it through my 7 year old daughters youtube history!

    • @brandondaniel6605
      @brandondaniel6605 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you got this brother

  • @MilkTeaASMR
    @MilkTeaASMR 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1666

    I wish we had more songs that raised awareness for mental health struggles and were actually very good like this one. Loved this!

    • @Hobblet
      @Hobblet 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      There’s a band called AJR that does exactly that :)

    • @MilkTeaASMR
      @MilkTeaASMR 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Hobblet ooh thank you for that juicy morsel, Max!

    • @Hobblet
      @Hobblet 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@MilkTeaASMR yea u bet! They are one of my favorites bands ever!

    • @chelsealink9091
      @chelsealink9091 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@Hobblet love AJR!

    • @trix.iebrews
      @trix.iebrews 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      so true and its been difficult with anxiety and these songs really help☺️

  • @6hZCBpMy
    @6hZCBpMy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +679

    There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.

    • @briannablasquez1650
      @briannablasquez1650 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Vdh

    • @Fantasy_lova
      @Fantasy_lova 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This was a great description. Thanks 👍🏾

    • @6hZCBpMy
      @6hZCBpMy 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Fantasy_lova Of course! :)

    • @6hZCBpMy
      @6hZCBpMy 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@briannablasquez1650 What does that stand for? All I could find was Virginia Dept. of Health hahaha.

    • @mezb90
      @mezb90 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I kinda agree

  • @orange032.08
    @orange032.08 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    I'm looking forward to listening to this song everyday.

  • @CastoCFC
    @CastoCFC 2 ปีที่แล้ว +545

    Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.

    • @ricanbabiigurl
      @ricanbabiigurl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      My husband loves this song. Happily married too with 3 kids but life ain't easy. *hugs*

    • @donky6483
      @donky6483 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@ricanbabiigurl this song is amazing

    • @OldSal-d8h
      @OldSal-d8h ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I’m married and five beautiful grandchildren. Then why do I feel like I do. Anyway, please take care of yourself

    • @thebluewolf2472
      @thebluewolf2472 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@OldSal-d8h it's really common to feel this way, there is nothing wrong with you, life is just tough. You'll get your happiness back one day hun 💜

    • @simonthechipmunk5091
      @simonthechipmunk5091 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      your kids are lucky to be able to grow up around a dad that lets himself feel his feelings. hang in there man

  • @NoSkillDriver
    @NoSkillDriver 2 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too

    • @JimBobe
      @JimBobe 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Apathy! It’s perfectly normal to feel it

    • @Mama03514
      @Mama03514 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@JimBobe the person literally just said "diagnosed with depression"

    • @imperfect_analysis
      @imperfect_analysis 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ​@@Mama03514 I mean, you gotta give it to him, most young people seem depressed it's almost becoming the norm. :/

    • @NoSkillDriver
      @NoSkillDriver 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@imperfect_analysis trying my best to hold on though

    • @boogiebears2961
      @boogiebears2961 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      you’re strong ♥️

  • @KarstenBelt
    @KarstenBelt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3076

    Em this is amazing! From the outfits to the sets, it all works so well. Brings the song alive. Proud of ya 😊

    • @hi.idek.5946
      @hi.idek.5946 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@KarstenBelt I feel this song rn.

    • @janfkarel92
      @janfkarel92 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I thought Hannah Montana came back from the last just now

    • @okay050
      @okay050 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are so right

    • @okay050
      @okay050 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @HAHAHAHA I liked one of his songs so thank you very much it’s hard for me to find music I like

    • @lilmrsyoutube222
      @lilmrsyoutube222 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills th-cam.com/video/S_PsoDeFns4/w-d-xo.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

  • @luvvnotezz
    @luvvnotezz 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    when i first heard this song 2 years ago, i was so glad i wasnt alone. i was glad i wasnt the only one feeling this weird feeling of “depression” but not “depression.” its a while after this song came out and i dont feel this way anymore. well, not as much at least. im healing.

  • @Snow-ll7wi
    @Snow-ll7wi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +338

    The quote “You have empathy but don’t really care” describes me so much! I was so surprised to have it be out into words.

  • @coremagnumplays4684
    @coremagnumplays4684 2 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    it's scary that this speaks to a lot of us ... at the same time it feels someone finally understands and it feels like a breath of air after not being able to describe it.

  • @coravaneyk5833
    @coravaneyk5833 2 ปีที่แล้ว +517

    I don't have depression or anything, but lately I have been so stressed by school and haven't had time for very much fun/joy, so thank you for making this song!

    • @coravaneyk
      @coravaneyk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @Katnexis i do thank youuu

    • @matthewchll4299
      @matthewchll4299 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i wish everyone feels better and im stressed and depressed (i think)

    • @1kchallengewithnovids439
      @1kchallengewithnovids439 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@matthewchll4299 I'm depressed and stressed too

    • @SOMAairbagdesigns
      @SOMAairbagdesigns 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yas

    • @emmaschmidt4774
      @emmaschmidt4774 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      True love = the love of God!
      *God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being*
      Philippians 2:5-8

  • @ashleyquintana7022
    @ashleyquintana7022 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    she hit the spot with that it’s exactly right dang

  • @wotomelon7641
    @wotomelon7641 2 ปีที่แล้ว +212

    This song is perfect. I randomly found it after listening to a different song I heard on a video. This song describes EXACTLY how I feel. I don't know how to explain but it does it for me. Gave me chills when I heard the lyrics.

    • @lilmrsyoutube222
      @lilmrsyoutube222 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      🔥🔥🔥New song “DIGI” featuring mike bambrick produced by Navi Skills th-cam.com/video/S_PsoDeFns4/w-d-xo.html Lockdown Productions!!!!!

  • @LeonMire
    @LeonMire 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Love her expression at 2:09 - it perfectly captures the feeling of trying to care when you don't.

  • @jeanetteadamo9039
    @jeanetteadamo9039 2 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    I have felt this way so many times in my past but now, at 67 i'm here to say that it does get better.
    Do something to shake your life up. Change job or careers. Leave whatever significant other who might be the cause. Move to a new place.
    I did all of it over a few years time. It worked.
    Life is good these days. I'm almost never a numb little bug.

    • @bdlbug6
      @bdlbug6 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Seconding this. Took a big leap at 22, completely changed up my life and haven't gone back since. I'm 26 now, and probably the happiest I've ever been. There's still struggles of course, but these days things are consistently getting better, not worse.

    • @andreagranados4900
      @andreagranados4900 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      thank you

    • @yesseniamilan3867
      @yesseniamilan3867 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Omg thank you! I was just telling myself this, make changes and shake my life up a bit!

    • @darljemvinales8474
      @darljemvinales8474 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thanks for this,.now im gonna push it through!

    • @firestar2164
      @firestar2164 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hi! I’m making this comment respectfully btw. It seems like you went through though tough times and EVENTAULLY got out of it. Let me just say (I know this from my friends) that this song was not a joke or just another song - it gets worse (Self harm triggers ahead) - so a few of my friends were or are s*icidal and one overdosed 13 TIMES. That’s just overdosing btw. Side note: all of these friends or part of the queer community. Point is: it gets worse than your experience and doing what you did doesn’t work for everyone. I kid you not: my friends and I including the one I mentioned earlier are all under the age of 18. We have limited decision making which makes it worse. This is why people get into drugs. This isn’t a it will get better thing. The pills she mentioned aren’t to be taken lightly. My mother also suffered from depression and still does a bit. They don’t help that much. Anyways, the best way to help yourself is to get help. OMG there are so many recourses online. So yeah thx

  • @darakudanran
    @darakudanran 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +364

    俺の今を歌ってんのか?ってくらい歌詞の全てが自分に当てはまって、共感できて辛さと心地良さが同時に襲って来てる。これ聴いてもうちょい生きてみるよ。

    • @室外機-p3i
      @室外機-p3i 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +44

      もうちょい、もうちょい、って生きてたらきっといつかいい方に転ぶよ
      そう願ってます

    • @childeofepickness
      @childeofepickness 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      🫂 we can get through this together

    • @MChowdhury-t9i
      @MChowdhury-t9i 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      same totaly can relate

    • @gabinafe2703
      @gabinafe2703 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I came here to tell you that I love you, you have a HUGE value for me, a value that NO money can afford. Before I created the world, you were already a plan and a dream in my heart. You are never alone! We went through everything together. Whether it's good or bad, happy or sad. I am ALWAYS with you, even if you don't understand! You are very special to me. Before I chose you, I already knew all your sins, all your defects, all your limitations, but that didn't stop me from shedding my blood on that cross for you. Your mistakes and defects have not stopped me from loving you and NEVER go. I bought you with blood! Do you really think I would give up on you? You have no idea how much I love you! Your smile is beautiful, just like everything about you. You are important, just like everything you do. You are not what the enemy and people say about you, you are what I say about you. I know that things are not easy, but you cannot give up. I'm by your side going through it all with you. No pain is greater than you can bear. It may be difficult now, but your victory will come! I said and I will do! You don't have to be afraid. I am always working on your behalf, making everything work together for your good. Your successes don't add my love, and your mistakes don't diminish it. My love is immutable! Talk to me more, tell me everything, I love to hear your voice, I love to know the world through your eyes❤ When I don't have the strength to walk, I'll carry you in my lap! ❤ I will never give up on you. I love you more than myself.
      -Jesus
      @cartasdoproprioamor. .

    • @edwardelric290
      @edwardelric290 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Bro u still survive?😅

  • @jennyunderwood9663
    @jennyunderwood9663 2 ปีที่แล้ว +245

    I suffer severe depression. But I must say that this song helps in lifting my spirit. Thank you for putting some smiles in my heart.

    • @tonyhoward7004
      @tonyhoward7004 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes music helps for sure ! But so do drugs, therapy and faith.

    • @PatoChu
      @PatoChu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@tonyhoward7004 are you encouraging drugs?

    • @SatanosFr
      @SatanosFr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tonyhoward7004 please dont tell me that you were talking about faith in god.
      What is with the drugs tho?

    • @carrotcake3840
      @carrotcake3840 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@PatoChu Medication is sometimes called 'drugs'. If a doctor asks you, if you take anything or if you use drugs, they're probably just asking you, if you use any medication, not necessarily asking if you're a drug addict.

    • @PatoChu
      @PatoChu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@carrotcake3840
      The joke
      You

  • @Anon-fp4qh
    @Anon-fp4qh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +572

    I’ve been having an on again off again battle with anxiety and mood disorders all my life, and this song perfectly sums up what it’s like to go through that. Currently I am getting through a rough patch and switching up medications, trying to find the right combination. Whenever I feel alone, I come to this video, listen to this song, and read all the comments, and am reminded there are so many other people struggling like me. It gets better!!! If you’re going through a rough patch, you will make it through! I’m 22, and although that’s pretty young, I’ve made it through plenty of rough patches, but I will continue to battle through any more I have. Every storm will pass. Never forget that! Stay strong, everyone! 💪🏻❤️

    • @Insurgent2861
      @Insurgent2861 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I feel you I'm barely 17 but I have a hard time keeping my temper in check when I'm off my meds and I forget to take them so easily I'm diagnosed with adhd anxiety and I'm atypical autistic high functioning and I'm switching doses every once in a while, the dose just keeps increasing as I've gotten older and when I do take the medication even though it helps with my temper I feel like it slows down all my emotions not just anger. But that's why it's important to have someone to talk to who understands you be it a counselor a sibling a cousin uncle aunt or either if your parents when you have someone to talk to openly it helps with coping with whatever issues you have while you can do things like play games to take your mind off things the only way to get a resolution to the issue is by talking to someone and getting advice on how to fix it

    • @Anon-fp4qh
      @Anon-fp4qh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Insurgent2861 Keep rockin and rollin, my friend! ❤

    • @Insurgent2861
      @Insurgent2861 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Anon-fp4qh i will. P.S. to anyone else dealing with stuff like this i hope my advice helps you even if just a little

    • @Vonepohh771x
      @Vonepohh771x 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      💪💪💪💪yeah it's young but I'm 18 and gone through a lot people don't always believe u can go through so much this young but we do and it breaks us but music like this can heal anything

    • @ruelpile
      @ruelpile 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I draw the same encouragement and strength that you do from this song. You just gotta survive!!! Hope you’re well and getting better. Keep fighting the good fight.

  • @sargunmehta5020
    @sargunmehta5020 ปีที่แล้ว +731

    This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.

    • @alexwolff9395
      @alexwolff9395 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      yea...... didnt think id randomly find a song to tear up heavily to because every line mirrored how i feel rn, lost.

    • @dhamgayesahil
      @dhamgayesahil 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I was having trouble making out what I was feeling, thanks to you I now know, emotionally detached yet yearning for connection🤌

    • @hardtymz2517
      @hardtymz2517 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      this is the theme song for us introverts. literally!

    • @Love_light629
      @Love_light629 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      The first line you wrote is beautiful

  • @FNaFlover2010
    @FNaFlover2010 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    0:57 “Like you have empathy in but you don’t really care and like you fresh out of love but it’s been in the air” that is exactly how I feel when my exs and my boyfriend are around

  • @safilotra
    @safilotra 2 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    From derealization to depersonalization, to depression... I'm on my psychiatry clerkship and this song portrays so many different aspects of disorders that you see in patients... it is good for awareness also because many people suffer mentally... but mental disorders can have a physical impact on your body as well... so it is as important as any other illness... I love how this raises awareness... people are opening up through this song in ways they wouldn't be able to otherwise...

    • @airachandriaaa
      @airachandriaaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      for real, its nice that they get an avenue (in the comment section) to share what they’ve been feelin’

  • @MintChocoFusion
    @MintChocoFusion ปีที่แล้ว +1009

    I remember hearing this song on the radio just a few weeks after my parent died. Our relationship was driven by enmeshment so I was completely lost in how to live for myself after making them my top priority since I could remember. A life's worth of code was suddenly corrupted and the world (family, work) still needed me to function. Hearing the song back then put my feelings of dissociation into words, and for that moment in my time of grief I felt grounded. I never heard the song again until today, close to a year later, and it just feels good to finally know the name and the lyrics entirely.

    • @wilburking8660
      @wilburking8660 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Everything is gonna be okay for sure ❤

    • @THECOOLONES659
      @THECOOLONES659 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I cried while reading this comment 😢😢😢😢😢

    • @Justarandomperson269
      @Justarandomperson269 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Im so sorry for your parents💔

    • @MaungNawNaw
      @MaungNawNaw ปีที่แล้ว

      helpn

    • @darknovember
      @darknovember ปีที่แล้ว +9

      i was going through when my dad had cancer and it was the saddest path of my life. this song was also always on the radio when i drove him to the clinic, sometimes in the hospital waiting room, etc. i feel you man

  • @Blackpinksway
    @Blackpinksway ปีที่แล้ว +1014

    Some songs actually show that we don't suffer alone

  • @Mezziuu21
    @Mezziuu21 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Masterpiece, I used to hear this every day on the radio while my dad was driving my brothers to school ;)

  • @ThatTransGuy247
    @ThatTransGuy247 2 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    “Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die”
    That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)

  • @shayesweeney
    @shayesweeney 2 ปีที่แล้ว +818

    This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way

    • @blessingamoni4587
      @blessingamoni4587 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      It describes my metal state at this point in time accurately

    • @giulia1361
      @giulia1361 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Same. This song ironically makes me relive what my reality already is. I

    • @ahalll5364
      @ahalll5364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      OMG you just explained myself
      After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷
      Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that.
      So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲

    • @shayesweeney
      @shayesweeney 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ahalll5364 someone will understand you but you need to find that person. It is generally harder for males to express their emotions. Hang in there ☺

    • @108peterbilt
      @108peterbilt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)

  • @2whitewizard
    @2whitewizard 2 ปีที่แล้ว +346

    This song found me on the radio today
    I was so unprepared for how deeply these lyrics just get me. Such a perfectly random encounter and entirely beautiful
    Thank you for your song and thank you for understanding me and so many who feel this way

    • @ripleyfry2107
      @ripleyfry2107 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same thing happened to me today

    • @hearts4melaniemartini
      @hearts4melaniemartini 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      FR SAME like the lyrics randomly hit close to home 🙃

    • @windbeneathmywings4884
      @windbeneathmywings4884 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      SAME!! Literally heard it at work today and i started paying attention to the lyrics and was like wow, i looked it up and have had it on repeat all day. Its crazy cuz i literally just was talking to a friend last night and they said they noticed something off about me bc of what i been going thru and this song literally sums it all up word for word! I swear its like music somehow finds a way to narrate my life right when it needs to and this just keeps happening all the time...

    • @adelaideralston7411
      @adelaideralston7411 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s how I found it too!

    • @claddaghwitch
      @claddaghwitch 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      This was me this morning.

  • @paulwang3818
    @paulwang3818 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for this video I really feel like I was being understand ❤And I love the way you show your feeling though music 😢

  • @HalfElvenTwins
    @HalfElvenTwins ปีที่แล้ว +1836

    10 months ago this song was my life.
    But now, I am 6 months "clean". No more antidepressants, no more sinking. Finally happy.

  • @Haley_Halo
    @Haley_Halo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Ya know what the best thing about this song is?
    It's about depression, but it's *not* a depressing song. Thank You So Much, Em

  • @Love_desirred
    @Love_desirred ปีที่แล้ว +324

    Do u ever feel a little bit tired of life like your not rlly happy but you don’t wanna die? Just hits to hard. It’s the most relatable thing if heard in a song..

  • @roxas9571
    @roxas9571 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    this song is underrated and i know why , cuz this song says the truth we all feel , and many don't like the truth
    but I'm glad this song exist , it somehow makes me cheerful to know I'm not alone feeling this way ,
    so I just listen to this at dark times :)

  • @achtherz5919
    @achtherz5919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    That's the most genuine, sincere and outspoken piece of music I've heard in ages!

  • @MrOlly645
    @MrOlly645 2 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    “A little bit tired of life like your not that happy but you don’t want to die”I feel that exact way

    • @Skydxddy395
      @Skydxddy395 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same I am still strong for my dog tiki not for people am happy when I with my dog tiki but I depressed when I am school

    • @MrOlly645
      @MrOlly645 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My grandma died and then I felt sad than one of cousins died and then I went insane and depressed

    • @carmeljarvindirkayuman8882
      @carmeljarvindirkayuman8882 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same bruh

    • @twistedghost3585
      @twistedghost3585 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same!

  • @leoc.a.7939
    @leoc.a.7939 2 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    I am a 44 year old, I know, I'm old -haha, but I really love Em's music. I have a husband with mental health problems. My son, who is 19, also suffers from dysthymia and anxiety and my daughter, 15, has an autism spectrum disorder and anxiety basically comes with it. I see them struggling with all these things and with self motivation to even come out of their rooms sometimes. So I find Em's songs very relatable and insightful. Not to mention she sings beautifully and is very talented. Wishing her all the success in the world.

    • @nasesnosnen7311
      @nasesnosnen7311 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      U aint old, ma'am and zim not saying this for flatery

    • @a.simple.cupidityyy
      @a.simple.cupidityyy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      This is so sweet tbhhh
      I hope you and your family have an amazing lifeee 🥹🥹
      Idk why I was on the verge of crying reading ur paragraph but here I an

    • @khouloudaithsain9215
      @khouloudaithsain9215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      God bless you

    • @capodo
      @capodo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You're not old at all my friend - I have nearly 11 years on you. And I adore Em's music!

    • @stantwiceorburn
      @stantwiceorburn 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      i- you just shared your full life story lol but this is so sweet

  • @GamerLola
    @GamerLola หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I love this song and I connect with it so much!!❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥

  • @TonesAndIVideos
    @TonesAndIVideos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    She's gonna be big. Just watch this be trending soon. 🙂

  • @guitarsomethin
    @guitarsomethin 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    What hurts the most is knowing so many other people feel this way.

    • @KTplease
      @KTplease 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You’re an empath, feeling the collective grief. But in a way we can bear each other up even while grieving. It’s by sharing with each other that we reduce the strain and become stronger.

  • @madis.adore.
    @madis.adore. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    Em is an extraordinary, creative, beautiful artist. this song is going to be a big and fabulous hit and something special in a lot of people's hearts.

    • @lisastarrett2502
      @lisastarrett2502 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      1,000% agree

    • @Imnotspecial0.0
      @Imnotspecial0.0 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Oliver Cortez I think the video boost will not count for next week, but it will the week after so if it enter the top 30 next week without any boost then it is likely to go up to even the top 20 which is insane.

  • @みーすけ3
    @みーすけ3 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    去年あたりから辛い時この曲を聴いて、私だけじゃないんだと、味方ができたような。そんな気分になります。ありがとう

  • @SuopIsTheWinner
    @SuopIsTheWinner 2 ปีที่แล้ว +380

    I wish I had this song back in jr high and high school. (I'm 29 for reference and had "I'm Not Okay" by MCR) I hope that teenagers don't think they're the only ones feeling despair and sadness and numbness. Every generation at that age has those feelings, the reasons basically stay the same, but thankfully the younger generations have more technology and freedom and access and the ability to express it to everyone. WE HAVE ALL ALWAYS BEEN SAD, but not everyone had the means or the freedom to do so. So I'm glad songs like this exist so those of us who feel like this feel seen and not alone.

    • @TitaniumTronic
      @TitaniumTronic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If your generation also felt it, then why the fuck are parents so blind about our problems today? Actually, they're often even the reason for it.

    • @tsavage4337
      @tsavage4337 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yea but to be fair a lot of issues these days can also be attributed to social media and how it can affect people’s perception of themselves

    • @CaptainHejah
      @CaptainHejah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm 37 and we had Linkin Park. I feel like it's the same sentiments but presented less aggressively lol

    • @bigmike9128
      @bigmike9128 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am 36 same here

    • @93seronica
      @93seronica 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hahaha I’m 28 and I used to listen to “I’m not Okay” all the time in middle school

  • @irenee6064
    @irenee6064 2 ปีที่แล้ว +891

    "Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"
    "Like your body is in the room but you're not really there"
    "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care"
    man I have never related to a song this much!

    • @angelinebena9675
      @angelinebena9675 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Exactly I really relate to this

    • @josiemincey1494
      @josiemincey1494 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @yaboichipsahoy7638
      @yaboichipsahoy7638 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I hope things get better, and just know their are many people here willing to here you out

    • @emmaschmidt4774
      @emmaschmidt4774 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      *The ETERNAL GOD would do anything for you!!*
      Even out of love for you he went to the cross as a human!!
      Philippians 2:5-8

    • @TheMoro16
      @TheMoro16 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@yaboichipsahoy7638 ,

  • @macy4651
    @macy4651 2 ปีที่แล้ว +527

    Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!

    • @tanusam830
      @tanusam830 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      More power to you💙💙

    • @astriddancer8549
      @astriddancer8549 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I can relate

    • @shabnammustafayeva
      @shabnammustafayeva 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You are not alone 🤗

    • @miles_ani
      @miles_ani 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can with 100% certainty say that you're not alone in this ❤️

  • @Babita_ji_ji
    @Babita_ji_ji 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    It's illegal to create a song this relatable and close to heart (:

  • @iamcheesecake.
    @iamcheesecake. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    "Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"
    Relatable: *101%*

  • @edenvalian7123
    @edenvalian7123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    I heard this on the radio just a few hours ago, and I fell in love with the song. I’m someone who struggles heavily with severe depression and social anxiety (officially diagnosed), and I have so much trouble talking to people (therapist friends or family, etc) because I don’t know how to explain it correctly. My mom gets frustrated (on my behalf, not at me) too because she always wants me to explain it to her, but I can’t because I don’t know how to put it into words. This really touched me with every lyric and I really just wanted to say I really appreciated this song. I mean, the first time I heard it, I started to cry because I really feel understood and am aware that people understand. It sucks other people go through this, but at the same time, I almost feel a sense of kinship because people understand what it's like to feel this numb feeling. I hope everyone is having a good day, or at least an okay one. Be strong! ❤️

    • @Paloma-wu2ei
      @Paloma-wu2ei 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I feel the same... It's hard to put what we feel in words, sadly.

    • @katie1588
      @katie1588 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ur diagnosed right

    • @yan4763
      @yan4763 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

    • @F1ll1nTh3Blanks
      @F1ll1nTh3Blanks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your mum's a legend for always being in your corner.

  • @LordRumshi
    @LordRumshi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    She certainly hits on how some people feel: a little bit tired of life but you don’t want to die, like you’re in the room but not really there.
    But does it in a lively and upbeat sense.

    • @2whitewizard
      @2whitewizard 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah this video is a perfect display
      Being numb inside and festive and angry on the outside

    • @LordRumshi
      @LordRumshi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@2whitewizard Not how I would've put it but about the same.

  • @k1ttychaos250
    @k1ttychaos250 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Took me 2 days to find this song…knowing it explains how I feel right. ❤

  • @bearmation93
    @bearmation93 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Most songs I've heard have you being either too happy or too sad. This track hits right in that sweet spot. Many days I don't feel happy, but I'm not sad to the point where I want to off myself. I just take it one day at a time. Very relatable.

  • @scepterlit
    @scepterlit ปีที่แล้ว +2353

    If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛

    • @steveb2616
      @steveb2616 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Always need to remember that what people allow you to see isn’t the 100% truth. Everyone has issues and you aren’t alone in that.

    • @vasilisronal8092
      @vasilisronal8092 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though

    • @SleepyHollowKnight
      @SleepyHollowKnight ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same here…I was in shock when I first heard this

    • @S4DST4R_
      @S4DST4R_ ปีที่แล้ว +4

      too bad I am alone.

    • @pejelagarto3826
      @pejelagarto3826 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos

  • @paulzollo9710
    @paulzollo9710 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

    so rare a new song emerges these days that I want to keep hearing over and over. This is great.

  • @Imabunny._.
    @Imabunny._. 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This is such an underrated song 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

  • @mariastarfire1
    @mariastarfire1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    Never was able to relate to a song before like this. This one really hit hard for me. Iv been battling this for such a long time and now I know I'm not alone. Haven't heard a song like this one before happy now that we who are going through this can relate.
    Thank you

  • @lolo.o4
    @lolo.o4 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    this honestly makes me feel like im not over reacting or victimising myself when i know other people also sometimes feel tye same way i feel

  • @TheAshleyZixuan
    @TheAshleyZixuan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I love the lyrics 😫

  • @ILoveKenny53
    @ILoveKenny53 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This used to be the only song I would listen to when I was 11, still amazing two years later

    • @Diamond09990
      @Diamond09990 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You should prob edit this and not say that bc you don't want to say your age on the internet

  • @YellowFDkid
    @YellowFDkid 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    This whole song has been my entire mood for the last few years. I'm glad that someone finally found the words and made a great song about it.

  • @ethanielm03
    @ethanielm03 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    This song really speaks to me right now. The message puts perfectly into words what I've been feeling lately and it gives me so much hope that I'm not alone. Thank you for this masterful piece of art

  • @UpQuick
    @UpQuick 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    love that she picks up the phone in the ending scene. It really is the key when you feel like this. Reach out! Most importantly, don't isolate yourself

  • @Random13Guy
    @Random13Guy 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Relatable. No one has put it better. Thanks Em!

  • @gordonsargon9167
    @gordonsargon9167 2 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    This song describe how I feel struggling with anxiety and depression .it's a great song.and this song will help me stay positive with upcoming challenging health appointments and coping with winter depression.

  • @xantivanmiert7644
    @xantivanmiert7644 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    Everytime I feel sad or depressed I listen to this song and I makes me a bit happier then I was before because the lyrics really speak to me