@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.
@Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.
"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍
This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.
This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.
@@maxxi_Tax1 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.
I really appreciate how she emphasizes the actual _degree_ of numbness in the chorus-a little bit tired of life, but not exhausted. Not really happy, but not to the point that you want to die. A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't, quick repairs to cope, sinking when there's water in my boat. It's that part that feels the most relatable to me. Something is wrong and I know it is, but I'm still capable of functioning. It's not quite at the stage of being completely beyond repair yet. Just... mildly numb.
Yeah, I agree Most songs go for complete rock bottom, or being at the top of the world, which can be relatable for some people, but this just kinda clicks
"Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.
I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)
Very much same. I know it’s been awhile since you said this, so I just wanted to check in on you. How are you doing now? It’s ok if things still suck. I’m proud of you for fighting.❤️🫂
@@MikaelaTufts since ur checking n on sum1, it's only rite sum1 checks n on u, 2! ur on this song and got compassion for the op here, so u prolly seen some shit, 2! hope ur ok and wishing u the best!
@@-TitanSpeakerman- hey there 🌻 It's me , a random person on internet , Just wanted to say How are you ? 💫🤍 I really hope you are doing well 🍃✨ Sending hugs 🤗🌸
When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song
Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.
@@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!
"Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care" -These lines are are the ones that hit home.
This is song is so vibey and accurate. It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say "Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die" And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.
dang this hits hard. I may have some friends and family, but I just feel like they wont understand. I have friends but we haven't talked in awhile. When I hang out with my friends, I feel happy and light and full of laughter, but when they leave, I feel so lonely, because they won't understand the things I've done, the things I regret. But if I told them, they may not want to hang with me. Thank you for this song. I know I'm late, but I listen to this at least once a day now - it comforts me.
Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.
On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly. But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.
"refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil
@@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*
@@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.
@@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself. People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway. You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.
I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.
I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.
What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.
Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too
this is such a retalable and fun song i just come across, this and 'Echoes of my cries' by Mysteriousic are 2 heavy underrated and amazing songs youtube suggested me, She deserves more n more recognition cuz she understands us
I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.
I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too
Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.
There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.
I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.
welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times
Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.
This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.
@@PatoChu Medication is sometimes called 'drugs'. If a doctor asks you, if you take anything or if you use drugs, they're probably just asking you, if you use any medication, not necessarily asking if you're a drug addict.
I remember hearing this song on the radio just a few weeks after my parent died. Our relationship was driven by enmeshment so I was completely lost in how to live for myself after making them my top priority since I could remember. A life's worth of code was suddenly corrupted and the world (family, work) still needed me to function. Hearing the song back then put my feelings of dissociation into words, and for that moment in my time of grief I felt grounded. I never heard the song again until today, close to a year later, and it just feels good to finally know the name and the lyrics entirely.
i was going through when my dad had cancer and it was the saddest path of my life. this song was also always on the radio when i drove him to the clinic, sometimes in the hospital waiting room, etc. i feel you man
From derealization to depersonalization, to depression... I'm on my psychiatry clerkship and this song portrays so many different aspects of disorders that you see in patients... it is good for awareness also because many people suffer mentally... but mental disorders can have a physical impact on your body as well... so it is as important as any other illness... I love how this raises awareness... people are opening up through this song in ways they wouldn't be able to otherwise...
I’ve been having an on again off again battle with anxiety and mood disorders all my life, and this song perfectly sums up what it’s like to go through that. Currently I am getting through a rough patch and switching up medications, trying to find the right combination. Whenever I feel alone, I come to this video, listen to this song, and read all the comments, and am reminded there are so many other people struggling like me. It gets better!!! If you’re going through a rough patch, you will make it through! I’m 22, and although that’s pretty young, I’ve made it through plenty of rough patches, but I will continue to battle through any more I have. Every storm will pass. Never forget that! Stay strong, everyone! 💪🏻❤️
I feel you I'm barely 17 but I have a hard time keeping my temper in check when I'm off my meds and I forget to take them so easily I'm diagnosed with adhd anxiety and I'm atypical autistic high functioning and I'm switching doses every once in a while, the dose just keeps increasing as I've gotten older and when I do take the medication even though it helps with my temper I feel like it slows down all my emotions not just anger. But that's why it's important to have someone to talk to who understands you be it a counselor a sibling a cousin uncle aunt or either if your parents when you have someone to talk to openly it helps with coping with whatever issues you have while you can do things like play games to take your mind off things the only way to get a resolution to the issue is by talking to someone and getting advice on how to fix it
💪💪💪💪yeah it's young but I'm 18 and gone through a lot people don't always believe u can go through so much this young but we do and it breaks us but music like this can heal anything
I draw the same encouragement and strength that you do from this song. You just gotta survive!!! Hope you’re well and getting better. Keep fighting the good fight.
I don't have depression or anything, but lately I have been so stressed by school and haven't had time for very much fun/joy, so thank you for making this song!
it's scary that this speaks to a lot of us ... at the same time it feels someone finally understands and it feels like a breath of air after not being able to describe it.
Do u ever feel a little bit tired of life like your not rlly happy but you don’t wanna die? Just hits to hard. It’s the most relatable thing if heard in a song..
"Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die" "Like your body is in the room but you're not really there" "Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" man I have never related to a song this much!
This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way
OMG you just explained myself After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷 Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that. So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲
My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)
This song is perfect. I randomly found it after listening to a different song I heard on a video. This song describes EXACTLY how I feel. I don't know how to explain but it does it for me. Gave me chills when I heard the lyrics.
I am a 44 year old, I know, I'm old -haha, but I really love Em's music. I have a husband with mental health problems. My son, who is 19, also suffers from dysthymia and anxiety and my daughter, 15, has an autism spectrum disorder and anxiety basically comes with it. I see them struggling with all these things and with self motivation to even come out of their rooms sometimes. So I find Em's songs very relatable and insightful. Not to mention she sings beautifully and is very talented. Wishing her all the success in the world.
Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!
I have felt this way so many times in my past but now, at 67 i'm here to say that it does get better. Do something to shake your life up. Change job or careers. Leave whatever significant other who might be the cause. Move to a new place. I did all of it over a few years time. It worked. Life is good these days. I'm almost never a numb little bug.
Seconding this. Took a big leap at 22, completely changed up my life and haven't gone back since. I'm 26 now, and probably the happiest I've ever been. There's still struggles of course, but these days things are consistently getting better, not worse.
Hi! I’m making this comment respectfully btw. It seems like you went through though tough times and EVENTAULLY got out of it. Let me just say (I know this from my friends) that this song was not a joke or just another song - it gets worse (Self harm triggers ahead) - so a few of my friends were or are s*icidal and one overdosed 13 TIMES. That’s just overdosing btw. Side note: all of these friends or part of the queer community. Point is: it gets worse than your experience and doing what you did doesn’t work for everyone. I kid you not: my friends and I including the one I mentioned earlier are all under the age of 18. We have limited decision making which makes it worse. This is why people get into drugs. This isn’t a it will get better thing. The pills she mentioned aren’t to be taken lightly. My mother also suffered from depression and still does a bit. They don’t help that much. Anyways, the best way to help yourself is to get help. OMG there are so many recourses online. So yeah thx
I used to tell my psychiatrists this all the time. "I don't want to live anymore but I don't want to kill myself. I just want to stop living." I was never sure if they really got what I meant so this song kinda spoke to me in letting me know that other people get that feeling too.
“Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die” That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)
I wish I had this song back in jr high and high school. (I'm 29 for reference and had "I'm Not Okay" by MCR) I hope that teenagers don't think they're the only ones feeling despair and sadness and numbness. Every generation at that age has those feelings, the reasons basically stay the same, but thankfully the younger generations have more technology and freedom and access and the ability to express it to everyone. WE HAVE ALL ALWAYS BEEN SAD, but not everyone had the means or the freedom to do so. So I'm glad songs like this exist so those of us who feel like this feel seen and not alone.
when i first heard this song 2 years ago, i was so glad i wasnt alone. i was glad i wasnt the only one feeling this weird feeling of “depression” but not “depression.” its a while after this song came out and i dont feel this way anymore. well, not as much at least. im healing.
You’re an empath, feeling the collective grief. But in a way we can bear each other up even while grieving. It’s by sharing with each other that we reduce the strain and become stronger.
The lines, “I’m barely breathing trying to stay afloat,” “The world feels to big,” “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life like you’re not really happy but you don’t want to die,” “Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care.” And “I’m a little bit tired of trying to care when I don’t.” These are the most relatable lines for me.
Not really happy but don't want to die And hanging by a thread cause you gotta survive God those lines are so true Being able to have that feeling, that I still want to cling to the thin thread of hope is all that keeps me going somedays. That there is a shred of hope that exist. It doesn't make ya happy but we get through
This song found me on the radio today I was so unprepared for how deeply these lyrics just get me. Such a perfectly random encounter and entirely beautiful Thank you for your song and thank you for understanding me and so many who feel this way
SAME!! Literally heard it at work today and i started paying attention to the lyrics and was like wow, i looked it up and have had it on repeat all day. Its crazy cuz i literally just was talking to a friend last night and they said they noticed something off about me bc of what i been going thru and this song literally sums it all up word for word! I swear its like music somehow finds a way to narrate my life right when it needs to and this just keeps happening all the time...
She certainly hits on how some people feel: a little bit tired of life but you don’t want to die, like you’re in the room but not really there. But does it in a lively and upbeat sense.
I remember being obsessed with this song 2yrs ago with my table group and everybody got annoyed with us for singing it sm...the amount of nostalgia and the fact I remember the lyrics so well 😭😭😭😭
I heard this on the radio just a few hours ago, and I fell in love with the song. I’m someone who struggles heavily with severe depression and social anxiety (officially diagnosed), and I have so much trouble talking to people (therapist friends or family, etc) because I don’t know how to explain it correctly. My mom gets frustrated (on my behalf, not at me) too because she always wants me to explain it to her, but I can’t because I don’t know how to put it into words. This really touched me with every lyric and I really just wanted to say I really appreciated this song. I mean, the first time I heard it, I started to cry because I really feel understood and am aware that people understand. It sucks other people go through this, but at the same time, I almost feel a sense of kinship because people understand what it's like to feel this numb feeling. I hope everyone is having a good day, or at least an okay one. Be strong! ❤️
This song came on the work radio one day and I think it hit close to home for a lot of us there. I remember taking a pause, then I noticed a coworker looked on the verge of tears as she tried to continue working. Times get really hard, but we still try to get through the motions.
this song is literally my life questioning the point of life criticising the human race feeling unwanted but wanted at the same time people rushing to tell me i can talk about everything with em but then reassure me im talking nonsense or being selfish or overacting about not being wanted not wanting to tell anyone cos they may think im suicidal when IM NOT.
Aw. I know Exactly how you feel. Such a crappy feeling. Like they want to be there but they really aren't. It's just easier to say they are but when you need them, they don't show up emotionally like you need them to. Sometimes I just want them to shut up, listen, validate my feelings and just be there. You know what I mean?
it's sad lyrics but a fun upbeat song. it's definitely a "glass half full" kind of downbeat song. 100% relatable lyrics but it's not sad/depressing as in AIC "down in a hole" or London Grammar "wick game".
@Oliver Cortez I think the video boost will not count for next week, but it will the week after so if it enter the top 30 next week without any boost then it is likely to go up to even the top 20 which is insane.
If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛
Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though
Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos
Tomorrow is January 16th, my birthday, this song has been with me all the time for the last year ;-) thanks for this song, it perfectly reflects my state ;-) Greetings from Poland ;-)
Every. Single. Word. Resonates. Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤
@@filo4854 I was the same way. I wanted to deal with it myself, I wanted to handle it my way...but I reached a breaking point, and realized that my psyche couldn't overcome the chemical imbalance in my brain. Medication was the last thing I wanted, but when I hit rock bottom and swallowed my pride, asked for help, and was willing to receive it...even a little medication makes a huge difference. It isn't for everyone, but it saved my life. As does therapy...sometimes saying things out loud to someone other than yourself makes enough of a impact in your mind to help you move forward.
This is a really powerful song. I've been feeling a lot of emotions that I can't explain for a bout a year since my dad passed away. I've somewhat shut everyone out on how I'm feeling and try to only focus on the last bit of happiness that I have left. I don't have the required funds to seek professional help and I don't like to talk about my feelings with my family or friends as I don't like to show a weaker side of me. I keep everything bottled up until it explodes into pure anger then I swear and go crazy then I feel bad afterwards. My self pride has taken a hit cause I don't like to show anyone that I cry, I hold the tears back until I don't cry anymore. It feels like I'm completely emotionless
I’m really sorry to hear that. I’m here for you always even though I’m a random stranger. Everything gets better. U gotta just believe. I love you so much xxx
I hate whenever people see me cry, it makes me think that they will never be able to look at me the same because they saw how weak and not put together I actually am. Every time I feel like crying I have to hold it in and go get busy around the house so that it doesn’t come out.
I was on the verge of suicide for reasons that don't need to be explained. Hope combined with an unwavering desire to hunt for a solution to the pain may not sound like much on paper but that mindset sure helped me in finding the solution to my problems. Now I'm no longer depressed or have those urged. I believe these words to be true: "those who seek will find". Btw, stay away from drugs and the pursuit of pleasure, it won't make you happy, it'll just make you feel gratified and then it'll make you feel worse as time progresses. The pursuit of pleasure is not the same as the pursuit of happiness.
@@RoxyRae0115 You're adding stress on yourself by seeking to be respected and admired by others. We, human beings, suffer from our desire to be worshipped.
Most songs I've heard have you being either too happy or too sad. This track hits right in that sweet spot. Many days I don't feel happy, but I'm not sad to the point where I want to off myself. I just take it one day at a time. Very relatable.
besides the comfort it brings that your not the oone one who feels can we please appreciate how AMAZING the song and the melody and the background and the EVERYTHING sounds?!!!
As someone with severe anxiety and depression, as well as other health issues, this song just really is amazing. I’ve always had the worst side effects with meds so the cart full of meds is pretty much my med cabinet. I have a service dog now as shes the only thing thats ever helped with anything, but you perfectly summed up how it can feel to just be there, with not really emotions but just trying to get through the days.
I've told coworkers about that and I have had some people ask how is it possible to have both anxiety and depression and I said I don't know some days I feel manic and anxious other days I can't get out of bed you know. Also I have two cats and they are my world they help me feel like I'm alive
@@Splintz246 anxiety and depression often go hand in hand actually, it's pretty common for someone who has one to develop the other if they don't already have it
@Mèchii sometimes I wonder if I have ADHD but I get what you mean My family used to say the same thing growing up You're just overreacting what do you have to be sad about or anxious about now they know why it'll be okay hun
I wish I can by meds to fight my depression like you. I always think that if I tell my parents about it I may burden them. So I am currently fighting my depression and anxiety alone.
I am a Japanese. Even if languages were different, I felt relieved when our feeling was the same. It is very kind of you. A feeling calms down when I listen to this song. I am inexperienced in English, and I am sorry.
I'm also Japanese even though I'm in America. It's very hard speaking in English. And people in America do English translations with languages that I speak but I'm not that good at English Translations. 🥴
Hey as someone who is bilingual and speaks english and have 7 years of learning, your english is really good, like you could pass this off as if you were a fluent english speaker.
“Hanging by a thread, but you gotta survive, you gotta survive” now that’s the line that I wish I could tell people. “Tired of sinking” a song that describes depression, anxiety and just feeling hopeless or numb. A great song that I can really relate to
This song describe how I feel struggling with anxiety and depression .it's a great song.and this song will help me stay positive with upcoming challenging health appointments and coping with winter depression.
'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die'
It's fascinating how one song can really make you say 'thank God it's not only me'.
You’re not alone in your totally loved. I know exactly how you feel.❤
@@adil0028 It's more like empathy. It's good for someone to support you through a difficult time rather than being left alone to battle it for yourself.
I know, I feel like that as well
I feel that too and totally relate.
Is your moms name Brittany ?
It’s a comfortable feeling knowing how you feel was put into words. Because we all know how it’s sometimes hard to describe.
amen to that
Ye
@Volleyball gurl I've listened to this song over and over and each time it makes me feel a little bit better knowing that I'm not alone in this struggle.
Yeah
*THIS.*
"Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"
Never felt more relieved that I'm not the only on that feels that way
just.you three @realy2791
Same, relatable like crazy
Same
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Same
"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life- Like your not really happy but you don't wanna die" Couldn't have said it better myself, so accurate. Quote of my year😍
Same, but here's to working towards a new quote!
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Me too
Yessssssss just same same bro
this song sucks
This song just hits a little too close to home. Luckily I've been better recently, but this song described perfectly how I felt only a couple years ago. Got a little teary eyed.
This is how I feel exactly…
How did you do it?
me too
🤗💝🤍
@@tommy-bh6us Same
This song is truly a masterpiece In describing the feeling of hopelessness. It isn’t just catchy, it’s impactful.
@Mr RED To some people it is, as for me it is very relatable.
@Mr RED clearly your just super happy with yourself being rude. let other people can say what they want and this song is very relatable
I thought that it was so catchy!!! lol thats a good thing
@@Krybabyyyy I don't know man. It's literally about taking drugs for depression and anxiety.
@@genstargate5249 this could be a song promoting big pharma 💊
"And i just wanna see if this could make me happy" my favorite part
If you rely on drugs to make you happy, doesnt matter if they are legal or not, then you've been heavily brainwashed.
If you rely on drugs to make you happy, doesnt matter if they are legal or not, then you've been heavily brainwashed.
Relating to this song is a stepping stone on the slippery slope that leads to depression and suicidal tendencies.
Genuinely such a creative and beautiful artist- i am so glad i have found her songs, and this one has especially hit close to the heart. (:
Yes!! I’ve been listening to her music all morning.
"Julia Ioffe" is the "Em Beihold" of Putin's
song, "The Numb Little 'KGB' Bug!" Haha!
Riveting!!
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Same!
Same 😀
I love this song
This song so accurately describes how most people truly feel with depression. The problem is many hide it to well so others never see it. But people don’t really want to see it because it makes the uncomfortable and they just want everything to be “happy” for people so they don’t have to think about changing their lives to help that person feel better. Where are those true and committed people who are willing to put their lives on hold to help their “friends” get through the hard times (and I mean put in the hard time, work, dedication and support to go the entire journey of mental health struggles. I haven’t met many.
same i have deep family issues and i just feel like ending it all
Story of my life. hiding how depressed i was from myself until i couldn't take it anymore
Luckily my friends are those people. I got lucky and I thank whoever is up there every day for it.
@@maxxi_Tax1 it’s not worth it. People out there care about you. You might not know it but they exist. I felt like that too. I know how it feels to want to end it. I am forever happy I didn’t go through. I know it will get better. If I could I would give you a hug. If it feels like no one cares about you, just remember I do. It gets better.
Jesus love’s you and died for your sin’s repent God Bless
I really appreciate how she emphasizes the actual _degree_ of numbness in the chorus-a little bit tired of life, but not exhausted. Not really happy, but not to the point that you want to die. A little bit tired of trying to care when I don't, quick repairs to cope, sinking when there's water in my boat.
It's that part that feels the most relatable to me. Something is wrong and I know it is, but I'm still capable of functioning. It's not quite at the stage of being completely beyond repair yet. Just... mildly numb.
thanks you love you my love
I hope u ok
i love that
i know right!
Yeah, I agree
Most songs go for complete rock bottom, or being at the top of the world, which can be relatable for some people, but this just kinda clicks
"like you have empathy inside but you don't really care" hits so hard
I'm the "I have empathy and care inside but pretend not to care"
I’m the “I have empathy and care but can’t be bothered to care”.
I’m the “Cant feel shit inside anymore, but has to pretend to care”
I dont know what emphaty means
@@alvinrogergonzalez8552 noun.
the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.
寝る前にこの曲を聴きに来ます
頭がこの曲だけでいっぱいになるまで聴いたら朝になります
"Do you ever get tired of life, but you don't want to die" That is EXACTLY how I feel almost every day. It's a great song. Really relatable. I suffer from depression, anxiety, Trust issues and multipole learning disorders. This song helped me get through lots of hard days.
Omg me too, I almost broke down in tears when i heard this part
@Mr RED shut up
I dont think i have depression i just am not happy i guess? Like not wanting to live but not wanting to die. Its interesting because i can be happy sometimes (1/7 days)
Bro same dude
Mam i think it happens with most of people, every days are hard to live 😐
But don't lose hope this how it's happens, best wishes ❤️
"But you gotta survive because you gotta survive"
That line hit fr, it's exactly how I feel!
Very much same. I know it’s been awhile since you said this, so I just wanted to check in on you. How are you doing now? It’s ok if things still suck. I’m proud of you for fighting.❤️🫂
@@MikaelaTufts since ur checking n on sum1, it's only rite sum1 checks n on u, 2! ur on this song and got compassion for the op here, so u prolly seen some shit, 2! hope ur ok and wishing u the best!
@@-TitanSpeakerman- Aww, thank you. That’s very kind of you. I appreciate it.❤️ Same to you. I’m here for you.❤️🫂
@@-TitanSpeakerman- hey there 🌻
It's me , a random person on internet ,
Just wanted to say
How are you ? 💫🤍
I really hope you are doing well 🍃✨
Sending hugs 🤗🌸
@@StudyBestie-zr9pg been better, but making it! i'll b ok, tho. hope ur doing well, 2, and ty! *hugs*
When you can't describe life with depression and anxiety, this song does it! Especially when you are going through a major tough spell. Very thankful for this song
lyrics are simply too relatable and the entire song just uplift you for some reason and thats pop music for ya
that’s me
Yessss
You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well.
'Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die'
Why does this describes me so much??
Just love how she portrays a happy surrounding because most people that battle depression mask how they are feeling inside. Seeing happiness is not equal to being happy. Depression is really complex and to identify.
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Twenty one pilots do that a lot. Upbeat instrumental but sad lyrics
Remember, depression is treatable.
@@cashper917 no it’s not
@@MiloMurphysLaw yes it is! With medication and therapy. It’s absolutely exhausting and sucks but it is manageable. I’ve been struggling for years and it doesn’t go away completely but is definitely able to be treated and managed!
This lady deserves more recognition.
I agree! Millions!
I agree
It’s ‘Em Beihold but I REALLY agree!!!
Yes
Her and jack stauber
She literally spoke my mind and I can't help but feel a little bit comfort that there are people who feel the same.
Ikr
your not alone 😗
Exactly, it's so nice to hear it sung and related to
i feel you
I feel exactly like this. It’s hard to describe to my friends, so I made up a word for it. I call it feeling “crunchy”
"Like your body’s in the room but you’re not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care"
-These lines are are the ones that hit home.
Feeling like a spectator watching your Autopilot make bad decisions
Same
fr
Honestly same 😮💨
same
This is song is so vibey and accurate.
It's depressing, anxiety giving, makes you happy, makes you giggle, makes you just say
"Like your not happy, but u don't wanna die"
And let me tell you I get tired of life quite often.
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Same-
@@HxneyStarz lol
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Nice
dang this hits hard. I may have some friends and family, but I just feel like they wont understand. I have friends but we haven't talked in awhile. When I hang out with my friends, I feel happy and light and full of laughter, but when they leave, I feel so lonely, because they won't understand the things I've done, the things I regret. But if I told them, they may not want to hang with me. Thank you for this song. I know I'm late, but I listen to this at least once a day now - it comforts me.
You got THIS
@@beayttmoon Thank you so much!! ☺
This comment, DAMN i cannot related to this enough.
@@My.Maii_ thank u so much - im feeling a little better - i have found someone who really loves me for who i am. Hoping you have a great day
Love how this was created. It's like the colors are supposed to look happy, but it has a more pale tone. Like there's still color but not to the fullest extent of brightness.
pastel?
like, idk pastel?
On the one hand, it's nice not to feel alone. Lyrics like these are cathartic and refreshing, and I love that we have a song that speaks to us so clearly.
But on the other hand...god, I just wish we could be happy. It sucks that *so many* people feel numb and tired and depressed like this. I hope things get better for all of us.
Maan I feel u
"refreshing" shes glorifying or at least normalizing drug use, typical of the music industry, preying on its consumers. if you're not suffering, you're not going to make it, these pills are the devil
@@sirevelynderothschild3198 ...the fuck? Antidepressants don't make you suffer. They help your brain produce the chemicals it needs to regulate your emotions properly. And I don't know how this got past you, but *she doesn't like taking them.*
@@trumpeterjen they do make you suffer. antidepressants were debunked earlier this year. in addition, shes AT LEAST normalizing pill use. A sober mind, exercise, healthy food, abstaining, strong family connections, friends, and work keeps a healthy mind.
@@sirevelynderothschild3198 You cannot possibly be serious. "Debunked?" Wtf? Where's your source? Antidepressants work. I can attest to that myself.
People take antidepressants. It IS normal. And she is not saying it's a good thing anyway.
You can't fix a chemical imbalance with "positive attitude!" and "healthy habits!" Obviously you should aim for those, too, but if your brain isn't producing things like serotonin, you can still be miserable. Depression is an ILLNESS. Sometimes you need medicine for illnesses. Shocking, I know.
I'm an old lady. I'm turning 65 next month. She described exactly what I'm feeling. I'm going to listen to this song a lot this year. I love it!
Hope it gets better💙
@@flamefirestarterr ?
@@flamefirestarterr rude ass
Periodddt
I hope things look up for you soon Wendy.
How does this song just make me feel free?
I keep hearing this song on the radio, so I had to look it up and *really* listen to it. I am sitting here crying my eyes out. It’s hard to explain, but I’m thankful someone was able to put how I feel into words. And to such a catchy tune! I feel like…I’m *not* alone.
too true
Let me guess is the radio station star 1013
Same
You should listen to her songs "nobody else" and "forgive yourself" they are awesome as well
i love this song i don't cry to it but it just has a really good tune
I found this on tiktok shortly before the whole song was released and I love every version of it. It really describes my depression and anxiety I am fighting right now.
Same stay strong 👍
Stay stong ! We believe in you
Same
Will be praying for you!!
SamE We can get through this!!
This really sings to me. The most uplifting song about depression I have ever heard. The lyrics and music…Perfect.
Hard Times by Paramore springs to mind as well. But they don't have to compete - each song does its own thing well.
Yeah it reminds me of songs like Fireflies
@@Lost_OZ13 yeah! I love that one too!
How is this not having more views this is one of the best songs ever written
What’s sad is that the artist is sad about how many people relate to many of these lyrics. Makes sense. This is a powerful song but not a happy one; not one you’d want people to relate to. All I can say is that I am glad this song exists, and people feel seen/heard, and I wish the best to everyone.
agreed!
its far better then the typical songs from woman singers this day "i broke up and im a queen i dont care if he kills himself"
grateful! !
@@BO-OH-O-WA-ER.145why? Am i missing context?
Was diagnosed with depression recently. And for the longest time i had no clue how to explain how i was feeling. Like i was tired of everything. But not to the point where i wanted to die, even though it felt like a way out. I think this song has helped me expalin how i feel, and i think it does for many others too
Apathy! It’s perfectly normal to feel it
@@JimBobe the person literally just said "diagnosed with depression"
@@Mama03514 I mean, you gotta give it to him, most young people seem depressed it's almost becoming the norm. :/
@@imperfect_analysis trying my best to hold on though
you’re strong ♥️
Not only is the song vibey and addictive, the song has a message, the lyrics have meaning, she has created a masterpiece 🔥
Couldn't agree more !
She really has made a masterpiece 💖
Does the whole world feel the same way? Cuz I do. 🥺
@Mr Shaq Ty for sharing with this with me.
this is such a retalable and fun song i just come across, this and 'Echoes of my cries' by Mysteriousic are 2 heavy underrated and amazing songs youtube suggested me, She deserves more n more recognition cuz she understands us
I'm a 29 year old male, and this song single handedly put EXACTLY how I feel, to the T, and how I've felt the past 2 years. I've been so unable to articulate emotions (always have - I don't really know what I feel) over the years, I legit cried throughout this entire song. It wasn't a "im not so happy and now I'm sad," but more of a RELIEF to have those emotions articulated....I don't even know how I could possibly thank this person in a way that she would ever know just how much it meant for this song to be made. Crazy world creates creative ppl, and I like where she's headed. And again..Thank you so much.
I am really happy that you were able to find relief and expression with this song
Im a 33 year old male and just found it today and it made a big difference for me too
I'm 11 and still its realatible
@@What_if_i_was_a_koala that's what makes it the masterpiece it is!! I found it through my 7 year old daughters youtube history!
you got this brother
Randomly heard this on the radio. I had to look it up and really listen. After several listens in a row and hard cries, I think I'm good. 36yr old, father of 2 & happily married but still struggle with mental issues. This song hits hard. I am the numb little bug.
My husband loves this song. Happily married too with 3 kids but life ain't easy. *hugs*
@@ricanbabiigurl this song is amazing
I’m married and five beautiful grandchildren. Then why do I feel like I do. Anyway, please take care of yourself
@@OldSal-d8h it's really common to feel this way, there is nothing wrong with you, life is just tough. You'll get your happiness back one day hun 💜
your kids are lucky to be able to grow up around a dad that lets himself feel his feelings. hang in there man
I wish we had more songs that raised awareness for mental health struggles and were actually very good like this one. Loved this!
There’s a band called AJR that does exactly that :)
@@Hobblet ooh thank you for that juicy morsel, Max!
@@MilkTeaASMR yea u bet! They are one of my favorites bands ever!
@@Hobblet love AJR!
so true and its been difficult with anxiety and these songs really help☺️
0:17 hey that’s my line! WOWHHHHHHHHHHH
Bro who tf are you
There were two parts that I especially liked. I liked when she was dancing at the party while singing this song, because to me it represents that, while you can be struggling completely alone at home, you can also struggle WHILE you're with others or at an event that is fun, like dancing. The other part I especially liked was when she was singing with that other guy at the party -- that while challenges can have us feeling isolated, there are "others at the party," so to speak, that are going through similar things. That was solidarity.
Vdh
This was a great description. Thanks 👍🏾
@@Fantasy_lova Of course! :)
@@briannablasquez1650 What does that stand for? All I could find was Virginia Dept. of Health hahaha.
I kinda agree
Em this is amazing! From the outfits to the sets, it all works so well. Brings the song alive. Proud of ya 😊
@@KarstenBelt I feel this song rn.
I thought Hannah Montana came back from the last just now
You are so right
@HAHAHAHA I liked one of his songs so thank you very much it’s hard for me to find music I like
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I randomly heard this song driving home. Never thought I would be in tears over such an upbeat song. I relate to this to my core. But I gotta survive for the people I love and that loves me.
I’m rooting for you
welcome to vocaloid lol, theres an entire subgenre of japanese music in vocaloid where they have upbeat tunes and dark messages. songs like self inflicted achromatic and ghost rule really helped me through tough times
these lines are true magic
Nothing better than finding a new artist who sounds like they're reading your journal! I've literally been ranting about "when do I get to stop coping with a messed up world and start living?" At thirty, it's really starting to get old and this song feels like a perfect vent for that frustration.
Same
Wait until you get older...
It won't get better !
Some songs actually show that we don't suffer alone
we dont.
Yeah
True
Yes, there is so alot of people who suffer out there.😢
Honestly tho
Queen of being a numb little bug 🐛 ❤️ love u friend… I’m so proud of you 😭 you’re such a star ⭐️
How can u be a queen of being a numb little bug?
MY FAV IS HERE AHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️
you have great songs
0:39 i live thisss!!!!!❤❤❤
This song beautifully captures the bittersweet experience of feeling emotionally detached yet yearning for connection. It's a haunting melody that resonates with anyone who's ever felt lost in their own emotions. The song's raw honesty invites us to acknowledge and embrace our vulnerabilities, creating a deeply relatable and moving musical experience.
yea...... didnt think id randomly find a song to tear up heavily to because every line mirrored how i feel rn, lost.
I was having trouble making out what I was feeling, thanks to you I now know, emotionally detached yet yearning for connection🤌
this is the theme song for us introverts. literally!
The first line you wrote is beautiful
I suffer severe depression. But I must say that this song helps in lifting my spirit. Thank you for putting some smiles in my heart.
Yes music helps for sure ! But so do drugs, therapy and faith.
@@tonyhoward7004 are you encouraging drugs?
@@tonyhoward7004 please dont tell me that you were talking about faith in god.
What is with the drugs tho?
@@PatoChu Medication is sometimes called 'drugs'. If a doctor asks you, if you take anything or if you use drugs, they're probably just asking you, if you use any medication, not necessarily asking if you're a drug addict.
@@carrotcake3840
The joke
You
I remember hearing this song on the radio just a few weeks after my parent died. Our relationship was driven by enmeshment so I was completely lost in how to live for myself after making them my top priority since I could remember. A life's worth of code was suddenly corrupted and the world (family, work) still needed me to function. Hearing the song back then put my feelings of dissociation into words, and for that moment in my time of grief I felt grounded. I never heard the song again until today, close to a year later, and it just feels good to finally know the name and the lyrics entirely.
Everything is gonna be okay for sure ❤
I cried while reading this comment 😢😢😢😢😢
Im so sorry for your parents💔
helpn
i was going through when my dad had cancer and it was the saddest path of my life. this song was also always on the radio when i drove him to the clinic, sometimes in the hospital waiting room, etc. i feel you man
去年あたりから辛い時この曲を聴いて、私だけじゃないんだと、味方ができたような。そんな気分になります。ありがとう
From derealization to depersonalization, to depression... I'm on my psychiatry clerkship and this song portrays so many different aspects of disorders that you see in patients... it is good for awareness also because many people suffer mentally... but mental disorders can have a physical impact on your body as well... so it is as important as any other illness... I love how this raises awareness... people are opening up through this song in ways they wouldn't be able to otherwise...
for real, its nice that they get an avenue (in the comment section) to share what they’ve been feelin’
I’ve been having an on again off again battle with anxiety and mood disorders all my life, and this song perfectly sums up what it’s like to go through that. Currently I am getting through a rough patch and switching up medications, trying to find the right combination. Whenever I feel alone, I come to this video, listen to this song, and read all the comments, and am reminded there are so many other people struggling like me. It gets better!!! If you’re going through a rough patch, you will make it through! I’m 22, and although that’s pretty young, I’ve made it through plenty of rough patches, but I will continue to battle through any more I have. Every storm will pass. Never forget that! Stay strong, everyone! 💪🏻❤️
I feel you I'm barely 17 but I have a hard time keeping my temper in check when I'm off my meds and I forget to take them so easily I'm diagnosed with adhd anxiety and I'm atypical autistic high functioning and I'm switching doses every once in a while, the dose just keeps increasing as I've gotten older and when I do take the medication even though it helps with my temper I feel like it slows down all my emotions not just anger. But that's why it's important to have someone to talk to who understands you be it a counselor a sibling a cousin uncle aunt or either if your parents when you have someone to talk to openly it helps with coping with whatever issues you have while you can do things like play games to take your mind off things the only way to get a resolution to the issue is by talking to someone and getting advice on how to fix it
@@Insurgent2861 Keep rockin and rollin, my friend! ❤
@@Anon-fp4qh i will. P.S. to anyone else dealing with stuff like this i hope my advice helps you even if just a little
💪💪💪💪yeah it's young but I'm 18 and gone through a lot people don't always believe u can go through so much this young but we do and it breaks us but music like this can heal anything
I draw the same encouragement and strength that you do from this song. You just gotta survive!!! Hope you’re well and getting better. Keep fighting the good fight.
The quote “You have empathy but don’t really care” describes me so much! I was so surprised to have it be out into words.
Same
i know right🙂❤️
Lol
Same
you and every other human ever
1:54 when the guy just literally asked "lets do this?" and she goes "hell yeah" will always be my fav part in this video
😂 thanks for pointing that out! Worth it. Lol
I don't have depression or anything, but lately I have been so stressed by school and haven't had time for very much fun/joy, so thank you for making this song!
@Katnexis i do thank youuu
i wish everyone feels better and im stressed and depressed (i think)
@@matthewchll4299 I'm depressed and stressed too
Yas
True love = the love of God!
*God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being*
Philippians 2:5-8
it's scary that this speaks to a lot of us ... at the same time it feels someone finally understands and it feels like a breath of air after not being able to describe it.
Do u ever feel a little bit tired of life like your not rlly happy but you don’t wanna die? Just hits to hard. It’s the most relatable thing if heard in a song..
Yeah me too
ikr
Fr
Keep striving for happiness.
Broooo I love this song
Sameeeee
@@GraciesRiding me toooo
"Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die"
"Like your body is in the room but you're not really there"
"Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care"
man I have never related to a song this much!
Exactly I really relate to this
Same
I hope things get better, and just know their are many people here willing to here you out
*The ETERNAL GOD would do anything for you!!*
Even out of love for you he went to the cross as a human!!
Philippians 2:5-8
@@yaboichipsahoy7638 ,
Love her expression at 2:09 - it perfectly captures the feeling of trying to care when you don't.
This song makes me cry every time regardless of how happy it sounds, the lyrics get me choked up. This is exactly how I've felt but I haven't been able to explain it to anyone. Seeing these comments I can't believe how many people feel this way
It describes my metal state at this point in time accurately
Same. This song ironically makes me relive what my reality already is. I
OMG you just explained myself
After reading ur comment i feel like a mirror-self wrote it.... somehow sooo many people feel the same as us 🤷
Covid has had a real impact on our mental wellbeing, me being a boy can't describe it to anyone simply because i dont have anyone that close who can understand me well and I know that.
So, i simply accept the fact that no one would understand me ever, it hurts but works 😉🥲
@@ahalll5364 someone will understand you but you need to find that person. It is generally harder for males to express their emotions. Hang in there ☺
My best friend showed me this song and it literally describes how it is... I have to survive cause I guess I don't know how to give up! My journey is finding happiness but yet how can you find something like that when you don't know what it feels like. I don't feel much of anything every, besides all the wrong emotions like self-hate and anger... It's funny the best days so to say is when your numbed out completely. (Clinically depressed, generalized anxiety disorder, and apathy)
Still one if my favorite songs
10 months ago this song was my life.
But now, I am 6 months "clean". No more antidepressants, no more sinking. Finally happy.
Congrats! I wish you good luck on future paths ^^
Thats awesome!!! Love ya
I’m so happy for you
Yayyyyy🎉
Awesome job. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️
She's gonna be big. Just watch this be trending soon. 🙂
For sure ❤
yeahhh✨
Yes
I agree
It already is
This song is perfect. I randomly found it after listening to a different song I heard on a video. This song describes EXACTLY how I feel. I don't know how to explain but it does it for me. Gave me chills when I heard the lyrics.
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Do you ever get a little bit tired of life? Most relatable thing ever 👍
I am a 44 year old, I know, I'm old -haha, but I really love Em's music. I have a husband with mental health problems. My son, who is 19, also suffers from dysthymia and anxiety and my daughter, 15, has an autism spectrum disorder and anxiety basically comes with it. I see them struggling with all these things and with self motivation to even come out of their rooms sometimes. So I find Em's songs very relatable and insightful. Not to mention she sings beautifully and is very talented. Wishing her all the success in the world.
U aint old, ma'am and zim not saying this for flatery
This is so sweet tbhhh
I hope you and your family have an amazing lifeee 🥹🥹
Idk why I was on the verge of crying reading ur paragraph but here I an
God bless you
You're not old at all my friend - I have nearly 11 years on you. And I adore Em's music!
i- you just shared your full life story lol but this is so sweet
Finally a song that I can relate too. As someone who suffers from a mental disorder, I’ve been in places that are so low, I thought I couldn’t find a ladder to climb out. Medicine after medicine, pills after pills… I just love this song so much ❤️ It helps remind me that I’m not the only one out there who feels like this so thank you Em!
More power to you💙💙
I can relate
You are not alone 🤗
I can with 100% certainty say that you're not alone in this ❤️
I have felt this way so many times in my past but now, at 67 i'm here to say that it does get better.
Do something to shake your life up. Change job or careers. Leave whatever significant other who might be the cause. Move to a new place.
I did all of it over a few years time. It worked.
Life is good these days. I'm almost never a numb little bug.
Seconding this. Took a big leap at 22, completely changed up my life and haven't gone back since. I'm 26 now, and probably the happiest I've ever been. There's still struggles of course, but these days things are consistently getting better, not worse.
thank you
Omg thank you! I was just telling myself this, make changes and shake my life up a bit!
Thanks for this,.now im gonna push it through!
Hi! I’m making this comment respectfully btw. It seems like you went through though tough times and EVENTAULLY got out of it. Let me just say (I know this from my friends) that this song was not a joke or just another song - it gets worse (Self harm triggers ahead) - so a few of my friends were or are s*icidal and one overdosed 13 TIMES. That’s just overdosing btw. Side note: all of these friends or part of the queer community. Point is: it gets worse than your experience and doing what you did doesn’t work for everyone. I kid you not: my friends and I including the one I mentioned earlier are all under the age of 18. We have limited decision making which makes it worse. This is why people get into drugs. This isn’t a it will get better thing. The pills she mentioned aren’t to be taken lightly. My mother also suffered from depression and still does a bit. They don’t help that much. Anyways, the best way to help yourself is to get help. OMG there are so many recourses online. So yeah thx
This made me cry ....alot
I used to tell my psychiatrists this all the time. "I don't want to live anymore but I don't want to kill myself. I just want to stop living." I was never sure if they really got what I meant so this song kinda spoke to me in letting me know that other people get that feeling too.
I don't think I've ever heard something like this that I actually relate to. Now I have.
I feel you so much
Sammmmme.
I think it's passive death wish, im too...
YES.
“Like you’re not really happy, but you don’t wanna die”
That’s me 24/7! I thought I was just going insane, so it’s good to know others feel the same. It sucks :,)
Trust me, theres many who feel the same way
lol same
Trust me ur not insane
I wish I had this song back in jr high and high school. (I'm 29 for reference and had "I'm Not Okay" by MCR) I hope that teenagers don't think they're the only ones feeling despair and sadness and numbness. Every generation at that age has those feelings, the reasons basically stay the same, but thankfully the younger generations have more technology and freedom and access and the ability to express it to everyone. WE HAVE ALL ALWAYS BEEN SAD, but not everyone had the means or the freedom to do so. So I'm glad songs like this exist so those of us who feel like this feel seen and not alone.
If your generation also felt it, then why the fuck are parents so blind about our problems today? Actually, they're often even the reason for it.
Yea but to be fair a lot of issues these days can also be attributed to social media and how it can affect people’s perception of themselves
I'm 37 and we had Linkin Park. I feel like it's the same sentiments but presented less aggressively lol
I am 36 same here
Hahaha I’m 28 and I used to listen to “I’m not Okay” all the time in middle school
when i first heard this song 2 years ago, i was so glad i wasnt alone. i was glad i wasnt the only one feeling this weird feeling of “depression” but not “depression.” its a while after this song came out and i dont feel this way anymore. well, not as much at least. im healing.
What hurts the most is knowing so many other people feel this way.
You’re an empath, feeling the collective grief. But in a way we can bear each other up even while grieving. It’s by sharing with each other that we reduce the strain and become stronger.
That's the most genuine, sincere and outspoken piece of music I've heard in ages!
Ya know what the best thing about this song is?
It's about depression, but it's *not* a depressing song. Thank You So Much, Em
I'm looking forward to listening to this song everyday.
The lines, “I’m barely breathing trying to stay afloat,” “The world feels to big,” “Do you ever get a little bit tired of life like you’re not really happy but you don’t want to die,” “Like you have empathy inside but you don’t really care.” And “I’m a little bit tired of trying to care when I don’t.” These are the most relatable lines for me.
Literally me
Me too.
"but you gotta survive, cause you gotta survive" is the line that gets me
Not really happy but don't want to die
And hanging by a thread cause you gotta survive
God those lines are so true
Being able to have that feeling, that I still want to cling to the thin thread of hope is all that keeps me going somedays. That there is a shred of hope that exist.
It doesn't make ya happy but we get through
This song found me on the radio today
I was so unprepared for how deeply these lyrics just get me. Such a perfectly random encounter and entirely beautiful
Thank you for your song and thank you for understanding me and so many who feel this way
same thing happened to me today
FR SAME like the lyrics randomly hit close to home 🙃
SAME!! Literally heard it at work today and i started paying attention to the lyrics and was like wow, i looked it up and have had it on repeat all day. Its crazy cuz i literally just was talking to a friend last night and they said they noticed something off about me bc of what i been going thru and this song literally sums it all up word for word! I swear its like music somehow finds a way to narrate my life right when it needs to and this just keeps happening all the time...
That’s how I found it too!
This was me this morning.
She certainly hits on how some people feel: a little bit tired of life but you don’t want to die, like you’re in the room but not really there.
But does it in a lively and upbeat sense.
Yeah this video is a perfect display
Being numb inside and festive and angry on the outside
@@2whitewizard Not how I would've put it but about the same.
I remember being obsessed with this song 2yrs ago with my table group and everybody got annoyed with us for singing it sm...the amount of nostalgia and the fact I remember the lyrics so well 😭😭😭😭
I heard this on the radio just a few hours ago, and I fell in love with the song. I’m someone who struggles heavily with severe depression and social anxiety (officially diagnosed), and I have so much trouble talking to people (therapist friends or family, etc) because I don’t know how to explain it correctly. My mom gets frustrated (on my behalf, not at me) too because she always wants me to explain it to her, but I can’t because I don’t know how to put it into words. This really touched me with every lyric and I really just wanted to say I really appreciated this song. I mean, the first time I heard it, I started to cry because I really feel understood and am aware that people understand. It sucks other people go through this, but at the same time, I almost feel a sense of kinship because people understand what it's like to feel this numb feeling. I hope everyone is having a good day, or at least an okay one. Be strong! ❤️
I feel the same... It's hard to put what we feel in words, sadly.
ur diagnosed right
Me too
Your mum's a legend for always being in your corner.
This song came on the work radio one day and I think it hit close to home for a lot of us there. I remember taking a pause, then I noticed a coworker looked on the verge of tears as she tried to continue working. Times get really hard, but we still try to get through the motions.
this song is literally my life
questioning the point of life
criticising the human race
feeling unwanted but wanted at the same time
people rushing to tell me i can talk about everything with em but then reassure me im talking nonsense or being selfish or overacting about not being wanted
not wanting to tell anyone cos they may think im suicidal when IM NOT.
Aw. I know Exactly how you feel. Such a crappy feeling. Like they want to be there but they really aren't. It's just easier to say they are but when you need them, they don't show up emotionally like you need them to. Sometimes I just want them to shut up, listen, validate my feelings and just be there. You know what I mean?
@@silviacarolinamendez77yeah instead they talk smack behind your back. Or laugh at it. Than you feel stupid for letting them into your situation.
@@lauren-z3w i dont think that you are fully joking because I feel this so much
it's sad lyrics but a fun upbeat song. it's definitely a "glass half full" kind of downbeat song. 100% relatable lyrics but it's not sad/depressing as in AIC "down in a hole" or London Grammar "wick game".
“A little bit tired of life like your not that happy but you don’t want to die”I feel that exact way
Same I am still strong for my dog tiki not for people am happy when I with my dog tiki but I depressed when I am school
My grandma died and then I felt sad than one of cousins died and then I went insane and depressed
Same bruh
Same!
she hit the spot with that it’s exactly right dang
Em is an extraordinary, creative, beautiful artist. this song is going to be a big and fabulous hit and something special in a lot of people's hearts.
1,000% agree
@Oliver Cortez I think the video boost will not count for next week, but it will the week after so if it enter the top 30 next week without any boost then it is likely to go up to even the top 20 which is insane.
If it wasn’t for songs like this, I would feel completely alone. It’s nice to know that people are always there for you. (Btw, this is your reminder that you aren’t alone) 🤜 💥 🤛
Always need to remember that what people allow you to see isn’t the 100% truth. Everyone has issues and you aren’t alone in that.
Maybe you are alone, maybe you do not need a depressive song to make you feel you belong somewhere. What if its ok being a bit alone or not fitting. What if the expectation of living otherwise is causing the problem? Do your thing and dont expect others to like you. Easier said than done though
Same here…I was in shock when I first heard this
too bad I am alone.
Gracias, aveces es bueno abrir los ojos y darnos cuenta que no somos los únicos con problemas emocionales y que siempre hay existe alguien para ayudarnos
so rare a new song emerges these days that I want to keep hearing over and over. This is great.
Tomorrow is January 16th, my birthday, this song has been with me all the time for the last year ;-) thanks for this song, it perfectly reflects my state ;-) Greetings from Poland ;-)
happy birthday! (from Peru) have a nice day!
@Alfreduss 🤍thank you!
Every. Single. Word. Resonates.
Hang in there, everyone. Pills help but processing with a therapist, self-work between sessions, and learning about yourself are what make recovery possible. Give yourself some grace 🖤
why are people do this?
My problem is that I’m very self aware and know myself super well but I just can’t seem to get over panic disorder/make it better
@@filo4854 I was the same way. I wanted to deal with it myself, I wanted to handle it my way...but I reached a breaking point, and realized that my psyche couldn't overcome the chemical imbalance in my brain. Medication was the last thing I wanted, but when I hit rock bottom and swallowed my pride, asked for help, and was willing to receive it...even a little medication makes a huge difference. It isn't for everyone, but it saved my life. As does therapy...sometimes saying things out loud to someone other than yourself makes enough of a impact in your mind to help you move forward.
Thank you for this
Idk what I'd do without my meds tbh but at the same time I'm still so apathetic and mentally ill
This is a really powerful song. I've been feeling a lot of emotions that I can't explain for a bout a year since my dad passed away. I've somewhat shut everyone out on how I'm feeling and try to only focus on the last bit of happiness that I have left. I don't have the required funds to seek professional help and I don't like to talk about my feelings with my family or friends as I don't like to show a weaker side of me. I keep everything bottled up until it explodes into pure anger then I swear and go crazy then I feel bad afterwards. My self pride has taken a hit cause I don't like to show anyone that I cry, I hold the tears back until I don't cry anymore. It feels like I'm completely emotionless
I’m really sorry to hear that. I’m here for you always even though I’m a random stranger. Everything gets better. U gotta just believe. I love you so much xxx
were all behind you
I hate whenever people see me cry, it makes me think that they will never be able to look at me the same because they saw how weak and not put together I actually am. Every time I feel like crying I have to hold it in and go get busy around the house so that it doesn’t come out.
I was on the verge of suicide for reasons that don't need to be explained. Hope combined with an unwavering desire to hunt for a solution to the pain may not sound like much on paper but that mindset sure helped me in finding the solution to my problems. Now I'm no longer depressed or have those urged. I believe these words to be true: "those who seek will find". Btw, stay away from drugs and the pursuit of pleasure, it won't make you happy, it'll just make you feel gratified and then it'll make you feel worse as time progresses. The pursuit of pleasure is not the same as the pursuit of happiness.
@@RoxyRae0115 You're adding stress on yourself by seeking to be respected and admired by others. We, human beings, suffer from our desire to be worshipped.
Most songs I've heard have you being either too happy or too sad. This track hits right in that sweet spot. Many days I don't feel happy, but I'm not sad to the point where I want to off myself. I just take it one day at a time. Very relatable.
besides the comfort it brings that your not the oone one who feels can we please appreciate how AMAZING the song and the melody and the background and the EVERYTHING sounds?!!!
I love the lyrics 😫
As someone with severe anxiety and depression, as well as other health issues, this song just really is amazing. I’ve always had the worst side effects with meds so the cart full of meds is pretty much my med cabinet. I have a service dog now as shes the only thing thats ever helped with anything, but you perfectly summed up how it can feel to just be there, with not really emotions but just trying to get through the days.
I've told coworkers about that and I have had some people ask how is it possible to have both anxiety and depression and I said I don't know some days I feel manic and anxious other days I can't get out of bed you know. Also I have two cats and they are my world they help me feel like I'm alive
@@Splintz246 anxiety and depression often go hand in hand actually, it's pretty common for someone who has one to develop the other if they don't already have it
@@Flowering_Azalea I never used to know that
@Mèchii sometimes I wonder if I have ADHD but I get what you mean My family used to say the same thing growing up You're just overreacting what do you have to be sad about or anxious about now they know why it'll be okay hun
I wish I can by meds to fight my depression like you. I always think that if I tell my parents about it I may burden them. So I am currently fighting my depression and anxiety alone.
I am a Japanese. Even if languages were different, I felt relieved when our feeling was the same. It is very kind of you. A feeling calms down when I listen to this song. I am inexperienced in English, and I am sorry.
I'm also
Japanese
even though
I'm in America.
It's very hard
speaking in
English.
And people
in America
do English
translations
with languages
that I speak
but I'm not
that good at
English Translations.
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Don't be sorry brother, it's impressive you know 2 of the most complicated languages
Hey as someone who is bilingual and speaks english and have 7 years of learning, your english is really good, like you could pass this off as if you were a fluent english speaker.
Don't be sorry, your English is good
Your English is 👍
“Hanging by a thread, but you gotta survive, you gotta survive” now that’s the line that I wish I could tell people. “Tired of sinking” a song that describes depression, anxiety and just feeling hopeless or numb. A great song that I can really relate to
Everytime I feel sad or depressed I listen to this song and I makes me a bit happier then I was before because the lyrics really speak to me
This song describe how I feel struggling with anxiety and depression .it's a great song.and this song will help me stay positive with upcoming challenging health appointments and coping with winter depression.