Aileen j. You are not alone. I pray the Father holds you close, and Angel's surround you, and every lie must be replaced with joy,comfort, peace, and the unyielding love of The Most High Yah! Because you asked, you shall recieve. You will be kept. You will be Yahs mouth peice for those who feel like you. Aileen, you have more than the hope that DOES live in you. You have power, and an increasing faith right now. Most night Yah says, though you feel alone I have never left you, I am with you always just call on the name of the one I sent to you. Yahshua IS his sweet name. Till we meet aging says The Most High Yah of heaven and Earth. Aileen J. You are blessed🦁♥️
I prayed for you. Keep your head up and keep reading and practicing the Bible. Reach out to your church and the people you trust! ❤️🤍❤️ Wish you the best.
Won't say I'm lesbian but I've been attracted to both genders. For the past 2 years I've been dating this girl. I just noticed how things fell apart since I started dating her. My life is a mess and i got no direction anymore. I'm depressed all the tym and I can't even explain why. I'm trying to breakup with her but smthing pulls me back. I'm exhausted and I no longer want to be in this hell. I need prayers.
I’m sorry to hear you’ve been really going through. If you’d like to talk with someone who’s been in your shoes before, you can join the made whole community. It’s free and We’re happy to support you in whatever way you need. We understand the battle made-whole.mn.co/share/HW5U2GjdNGSHU_na
We support you mam ok you might be getting that energy out of your body mam take spiritual bath used 🍯 and salt with you bath with Bible pslam 91 reading it I will send you the this TH-cam I find it for you ok
Jennie Franklin agreed, hopefully more will get the courage to speak out! Check out @JessicaNewsome content as well! Her stuff always helps me get through rough times. I believe her channel is called Love at The Cross.
Amen thank you from Norway i have also stugel many yesrs. I am marid to a wounder full Christian man for 8 years now. Iwen the thow i have been batheling taths and tamtasion. But now throw the pandemic and every one staying home. Jesus had a plan fore me to procu him.puth him first. Remember the first lov. Hi give me statistikk Bathel plan. It is a spirituell bathel over ouer soul.stay strong
@@siljemargretehelvig4562 I live in Norway as well. I've been christian since corona started. It's been difficult to stay away from LGBT lifestyle. All the churches are closed, I have no support
“How can you see something as a sin that doesn’t feel like one”! I am so proud of you for sharing your story. God is faithful and true and I am glad you have made Him the Lover of your soul!
I understand that, I was reborn and led to leave my nine year relationship and shown it was adultery because his first covenant spouse is alive. God spoke to me and said you are loved, the reward will be great, I have greater plans for you. The backlash from everyone including professing “Christians” and family was insane. Everyone tried to talk me into just marrying him. In the worlds eyes, our relationship was allowed and good. I had found out about end times being here before finding out about having to split. So that was hard, but knowing time is so short helps me ..knowing it won’t be 50 years of singleness. Also, since I believe the mark of the beast is here, I don’t want to risk someone lying and taking it and getting the nanotech and more into my system. I have met people whose bodies changed after swapping fluid. My heart goes out to you. Most don’t understand how it isn’t A normal breakup but a sacrifice that you want to go back to and miss and don’t get fully over in my experience. I pray I do and you do.
I never comment on anything...ever....but your story touched me in a way that I can't even describe. Your transparency, vulnerability and genuinity gave me so much hope. This is so beyond powerful and even though I don't know you I'm so proud of you for speaking up even through the anxiety. Many can't get there, but I'm so grateful you did. Cause I needed this this morning. God is using you to help set so many women free. Including me. God bless you ❤️
It is absolutely my pleasure! Thank you so much for commenting 😭. This blessed my heart so much. If you’re looking for a community of people going through the same thing, I have a free private Facebook group that you can join called MadeWhole. I host transparent lives, give resources, encouragement, and prayer there to help you on your walk with God.The link is in the description of this video. God bless you!
@@MadeWhole Wow! That is amazing! I am definitely going to join the group. I need that sense of community right now. You are such a blessing. Thank you! 🙏
You are very brave and strong! Few know how difficult it is to get out of this... The present times and the pressure of pseudo-freedom do not make anything easier. May God keep you in his care!
@@pastorbri if you can't spot the difference between wanting to leave the homosexual life-style and homophobia I find it hard to believe your a pastor🤦♂️ but if you got a problem with homosexuality being a sin and a behavior then go take that up with God.
@@LonerChild32 "Pastor" Bri is just an LGBT advocate that pops up on every one of these kinds of videos in order to try to sow seeds of doubt and dissension. "Pastor Bri" serves a master, but that master is not God!
Literally, God spoke through you today to me. Literally ended what became a very toxic lesbian relationship but I loved her so much and I still love her so much. I fell in love very hard for this woman but I promise to God throughout most of our relationship I just kept saying "I just want peace". Seems like things just worse and worse. I tried pursuing God more intimately throughout our relationship but I felt like you. Like I was blocked. I promise before we started dating I was writing again and getting back to my creative side but I Kidd you not throughout the entire relationship I couldn't write one decent thing. My creativity was majorly blocked. It's so crazyyy. Like a prophet told me the same thing a year ago. That whoever I was in a relationship with would have to end because they were not apart of my destiny and I CRIED like a baby. I had already known God was telling me to leave but I didn't want to. I even entertained the thought of us getting married. My heart was broken. It took me almost an entire year to obey and I have only recently gotten serious, I feel what you felt right now. I really thank you for sharing. God really did have you make this for a reason. Thank you for sharing your truth. God bless you.
This is my story right here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I did not write a thing for 5 long years, before that words flowed, I expressed myself easily. That time in my life was pure hell. I am still loving myself back to health. I have a journey and so much to redesign within myself. Man, that relationship to be frank, it did destroy me. My God, when I think over how empty and unhappy I felt, My Lord, that was such a dangerous game. Oh’ my God.
@@regerniquerasco7428 Yessss it is definitely a journey and a process and you have to really be intentional about your healing, but it does get easier. A piece advice I would give is don’t attempt to skip the grieving part. God wants to be apart of that too. I had to learn that the hard way. Prayers, peace and love you to you hun 💙
“I didn’t want to sacrifice the life I had built on my own even though I knew God had something better for me.” I felt that. Try to be obedient. Be obedient. Say ok and just go, trust.
Beautiful sister in Christ, this was a very tough testimony to share but God is using it to speak love and truth to the world. Thank you so much for being brave, vulnerable, and obedient to the inkling of God you felt in your heart. You are beautiful, treasured, valuable, and covered by Christ. Love you!
Love this testimony. It's been almost 2 years for me. God is wonderfully gracious to us. I was also in a relationship and trust me when i say with time God will show you how you were never in love just in bondage.. this is just the beginning
EX-LESBIAN HERE. Now happily married with a man of God 😭♥️ Thank you for sharing your testimony. I will be sharing mine soon. ... A mystery I tell you, most homosexuals I know that confessed with me, most have gone through child abuse (sexual). Satan usually attack you from child specially when you have a destiny/calling from God.
Gloryyyyyyy for what you did Lord!!! Saviour don't pass me by♥️. I'm one week fresh out of being in visual contact or proximity with my ex lesbian love interest. After fasting praying saturating myself in God I realized that I was under attack spiritually y'all thru her. She disguised with words of adoration but actions behind her were dark cynical non understanding no respect she downright had opposite fruits of the spirit. I knew it and know now that God has freed me I won't ever do that again. Very low dark space I was in but GOD rescued me. The woman he's got me dreaming I can be is a woman of God made to add to the kingdom and serve hell notice !!! For God we will live! According to his word!! Touch me Lord please help me continue to isolate and pursue you
I’m crying. I was literally delivered from this too a while back. It was painful but I feel such a joy now. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I’m praying God continues to bless you and others who are going through what we went through. Amen. God is good!
I loved her. I loved her so much. We would talk about our wedding and things for hours, deep in-depth conversation about life and aour deepest fears and insecurities. She hated me for leaving
I am so blessed by this video.... Indeed God is real. Now I know I am not the only one going through this situation. Thank God for this bold step. By his grace i will share mine.
Hey Franklin! I wanted to provide a different perspective: being gay is beautiful, natural, and freeing. Many animals on this earth are gay. And God loves us all. Here to support you and tell you it’s beautiful to be gay.
God does love us all, but does not mean He agreed with sin. God created human to be in control of animals, higher than animals, He calls us His children. He never call animals His children. Animals sniff each other's end, eat their own waste, breeding with their own mother, father, siblings. God loves us so much that He wants us to live in obedience to avoid sin, because sin will separate us from Him which means we will go to hell. Everything has a consequence, including committing sin.
@@MadeWhole First of all, I hope that, you have everything all right, because now you are 100% straight✌I don't see whole video of you, but I think that, homophobes are really proud of you🫶 not God or holy spirit change you, only this BS, what you have in your head,from your beloved Christian community 👍But it is your life and you must chose what you deserve☝, wish you luck on your journey, I mean in your life 💪
Thank you for sharing. I understand how difficult it is to share, I’ve been struggling with this for years and this past year has been the year I’ve allowed the spirit of lust and homosexuality to control my life. Hearing your testimony has helped me, so thank you for sharing, I truly appreciate it :)
There is also a woman who use to publish (?) an LGBT magazine called Venus ( ? ) who also gave her heart to Christ and let others know right in the middle of a conference.
from South Africa, that was very courageous I'm so proud of you. At the end all our fleshly desires have to die so that we may live willingly righteous in our Creators ways. praise YAHUAH in his son's name Yahusha.
Thank you for sharing. I went through a similar situation and I really resonated with your story because I UNDERSTAND everything you were feeling! I haven’t been in the lifestyle for over 8 years but it is truly a daily journey!
Thank sis for your testimony. God has called me too, and is unbelievable the change I feel inside. God's grace is overwhelmingly miraculous. I can see a lot of pain I faced was God calling me and me thinking I knew better. Now I trust in Him and see He never left me. God bless you and all of us trying to know Him.
I used to be a lesbian before but only for a certain period of time. When I had a girlfriend, at the same time I have boys trying to get a relationship with me. That was when I got to the point where I have to choose. Reading the Bible helped a lot. So at the end, I realized that it's wrong to fall on love with the same sex and at the end of it, we end up the relationship because we both want to be normal. I am married now and so is she. I still treasure her now but only as a good friend. I thanks God for giving me the second chance in life to do the right thing and I will continue to praise him. 🙏...I didn't go for any type of therapy, but just reading the words of God from the Bible which put me where I am now.
This is sad. I went through a period where I tried to become an "ex gay" too and the whole time I was miserable. I hope you learn to love yourself and that there are other alternatives to religion. Or maybe you were just bi all along. That's ok too.
I knew that lesbianism was wrong because of going to church when I was young, however I secretly wanted to be with women sexually and only sexually. Later in life I became involved romantically with a woman and God began to break that spirit off of me slowly due to my mother praying for God to release me from that relationship.One night I woke up and had the courage to leave her. 🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing your testimony girl! And thank God for praying parents because I know I surely wouldn’t have had the strength to leave on my own if it wasn’t for God. You should join my free Facebook group called MadeWhole. It’s a private support community where we talk about staying free and building a deeper relationship with God. Link is in the description of this video if you’re interested!
I recently left my boyfriend, it’s been hard because we had a very respectful relationship and great friends. I knew that was not the plan God has for me, but it still hurts to leave and change.
Thank you for sharing this. I was definitely moved and touched by your message. I know there are many lesbians that are struggling Internally with this, and I'm glad you were able to let them know it is okay to let go. I know this is definitely going to rub a lot of lesbians that wrong way because they are trapped in the lifestyle and feel it is 'the right way'. This is the perfect message, and I'm glad I took the time to listen to it. I truly hope you find that special man and build a beautiful family.
My pleasure. Thank you for listening. The reality is no one is trapped in the lifestyle, as painful as it is to walk away we all have a choice and the way “out” is through Jesus. The lifestyle isn’t holding us at gun point, it’s simply knocking at our door waiting for us to answer, but Jesus is knocking as well. It’s all about who we choose to answer and submit to. Again, thank you so much for listening. Be blessed 💙
@@MadeWhole, I have some questions: As you were knee deep in that lifestyle, have you ever looked at men or had some men catch your eye? Also, what about the thoughts of having children? Did that ever occur to you that that possibility could never be realized with a woman?
i’m just wondering why loving someone of the same gender is so “abominable” why does it matter what body parts they have? at the end of life we are all spirit without gender, why does it matter if it’s the same or opposite sex? i’ve heard all the Bible verses, but please explain in your own words
Honestly as a Christian, God’s word says that we were created by Him for His glory. I willingly chose to follow Jesus which means denying myself and living for Christ. Anything that does not bring Him glory has to be surrendered. It’s not just about same-sex attention. It’s about living a life that glorifies God. When God designed man, his purpose for them was pure, perfect, and intentional. Even if I don’t understand all the reasons why loving someone of the same gender is not pleasing to God, when I chose to follow Him I chose His way not mine. What I do know is that God is perfect, holy, and full of love and Jesus died for me so I choose to serve Him for the rest of my life.
It’s not the body parts it’s the mentality of the relationship. #1 important thing in a relationship is mindset not liked minded but balance . Lots of women in my opinion date other women for the aesthetic and freedom . Because with a Man Ur giving responsibility. And that’s loss on a lot of women today that they do oh something to the man there choosing to be in relationship with .
@@LawrenceIsLight because not everyone is gay dipshit, plus if not having babies is the problem should we call celibate and infertile people sinners as well?
Tell me why I’m watching you and I’m literally seeing myself .. everything you said is how I feel . I am still struggling with getting out of the situation and I’m praying to God to give me the strength to leave her .. because I love her too and it’s just so hard for me . She says if I leave her it means I didn’t love her .. and I know I love her but I also know that God wants me to do right by him .. it’s just so hard .
I’m sorry, it seems like you’re going through this struggle alone!!. If you go to church, please let someone know. If you can’t, then i suggest finding a solid biblical church that can help you leave that lifestyle and walk in holiness. Loving someone doesn’t mean staying. Love means doing what’s best for that person, and staying in a sinful relationship is not loving. More than that, she doesn’t need your love, she needs GODs love. If you really love her you will leave, you will seek God, and you will pray for this girl, that you will both be freed from this sin. Sin leads to death! Sin is serious!! people are going to Hell because of it: “the wicked man will see and be grieved; he will gnash his teeth and waste away; the desires of the wicked will perish” (Psalm 112:10). Go to God, he says “whoever comes to me I will never cast out” (john 6:37) and that “if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 john 1:9). please understand, you CANNOT do this on your own, you WILL fail. you NEED God to help you fight sin: “apart from me you can do nothing” (John 15:5). Read your bible, start in Romans or Matthew, and pray. Ask God to help you. doesn’t matter if you don’t know how or never have done it. Speak to your Father, to your Great Physician, who didn’t come for the healthy but for the sick (Mark 2:17). I will pray for you! comment back if you would like to talk further. I am so encouraged that there is a seed of faith, that God is tugging on your heart and that He wants you for Himself. Be well!!
Praying for you girl! It doesn't mean you never loved her, it means God's love is so powerful it's leading you into another way, may he give you the strength you need to follow his words!
@@jimboslice149 I am just seeing this comment, the thing is these Days you can’t even trust your own church brothers and sisters they talk to much . Yes I attend church every Sunday I do understand that if I love her I’ll leave but part of me wants to stay while the other wants out I don’t know what to do 😩😭
Thank you for sharing your testimony sister in Christ. Jesus called me out as well and he can not be ignored! There's so much peace and rest with Jesus. God Bless you!
Same girl. L word. Girlfriend ( not living with each other but was IN LOVE). I would finish watching the L word and then feel so happy and feel my life is right and then later I'd be crying out to God to take all of it away. I had that while I was in my relationship. It was these flips where I KNEW something was wrong. It tookseeing a kind of vision of hell to take me to the point of surrender though. I told God I wanted the world over him and he gave me a warning. He didn't give up. And my life is better than before in regards to how I feel in my spirit. Temptation does come... but I Never want to lose Jesus. thank you for sharing. It's been hard seeing people finding mate's and I am here like. great. God what about me. Thank you.
You just described me completely. Think I will always struggle but trying to make Jesus the most important. Almost 29 years old and still waiting for someone to complete me.
Same same. During the day, I look for ways to reason why lesbianism can not be a sin but at night I'm crying to God to take it out. It's hard living a life like this. My question is Why and How does this happen to some people????
@@alexanderamand705the enemy knows exactly what to confused people with, homosexuality is one of the biggest because it “feels right” but if you put Christ over it, it will die
Thank you so much for your testimony .I love that you were aware that you couldn't leave the relationship by your own strength but through God's strength and grace .To God be the glory 🙏🏾also you are incredibly beautiful 🌹
I'm really struggling with quitting same sex attraction...I don't want to be a lesbian but at the same time there's this one person I've never stopped liking... another thing that makes me feel so complicated is that, I've never liked any lady apart from her..I can't understand why I have never liked any lady apart from her...I just want to love men again... I'm confused, I don't know what to do... please help me out
Your testimony was very moving to me. You are very strong, brave and obedient to post it on youtube. Thank you for this. I'm sure your testimony will help many others. I'm an ex-lesbian of 25 years and the pain in your voice moved me to tears. God bless you dear sister in Christ.❤️
I love your story I struggle with homosexuality as well but I believe this day I am not gay anymore : I love this channel and I subscribe and you’re a very beautiful women
Thank you so, so much for telling your story. I experienced something very similar and have been feeling called to tell my story. Please pray for me, and I will pray for you also.God bless you, Sister
I always felt this way... I wanted God but I wanted her love also... I felt empty after what seemed to be happy moments between us.. Things got worse, I realized I can't live in peace with out God... thank you!!! because I always got my peace after my relationship ended
Yeah cuz u realized she wasn't shi😂😂 u ladies got to be honest in these comments you love her cuz u was attracted to her but she was a evi 👹Narc. And da happy moments started in the beginning of the relationship 😂😂😂 but y'all still be the same ones that be obsessed with Christine rock when deep down inside you know she ain't ish.
We love you, sister in Christ. You described it exactly right, even if I wanted to go back, which I genuinely don’t, it wouldn’t ever work because it’s not gods plan. Amen and you are very brave and I appreciate you sharing your testimony. You describe it very well. God bless and thank you!! 🌻🙏🙏❤️
the desperate of me trying to change myself into a better person had gotten me here You gave me so much hope that I can change! thank you truly. A very big brave move from you
The enemy attacked me around the same age or earlier... The L word had my mind trapped as well while having a boyfriend. Even my boyfriend started telling me that I'm a lesbian and how I was obsessed with the L Word. I fell deeply in love with a women as well.. I thought I was happy.. I thought I was meant to marry a women.. But I always felt so empty and lost inside. My soul felt disturbed. I got involved in smoking thinking it was ” cool” which turned into a strong addiction. Every time I would attend church I felt like everyone was looking at me like I was dirty and knew my secret ( being a lesbian) feeling uncomfortable. The enemy gives you the mindset that ” love is love ” and it doesn't matter what (sex) you fall in love with. I pushed God away and wouldn't let God speak about my relationship. I started looking up to other lesbian couples. ( mainly on TH-cam ) I started to ask God how could you make me a lesbian and not love me for who I am and what I am. Asking God why would you make me and then call the way I love an abomination? It hurt me the same way. I started get upset and slowly pull myself away from God. I thought people who hated the LGBTQ community were just being so judgemental and didnt understand how to ” truly love” without boundaries. God has delivered me and I surrendered my mind, my soul, my spirit to God completely and decided to walk in faith and repent before God. Cast all my sins upon him and ask him to save me from my own self and to make me brand new, make me whole, let me live for him and not by the flesh. To make me a new creature in Christ, born again and to reintroduce me to the world and how I view the world. The enemy can attack you just by using ur eyes, mind, and heart. It happens so fast you don't even see it coming. Now my soul and spirit is awake and now I lean on God and not my own understanding! Amen.. I thank anyone who reads this message! 🙏🏽✨
Powerful testimony. G-d is the only judge who matters. Your testimony isn't just for people struggling with that particular problem. But ANYONE who puts ANYTHING before G-d... Thank you my sister for sharing. 🙏✝️
Popping by almost 2 years later after God led me to Kylia's testimony. Praise God I'm FREE in Jesus name!!! Thank you for staying obedient through every trial and test!
Im so very very proud of you!! Honey the same thing happened to me! Trust!! I was a not so fem lesbian, I tried being no sexual 1st then I was a full lesbian from the time I was 24-31 and none of my relationships with women worked! I too had NO PEACE AT ALL, I was feel in depression though I had some happy moments in that lifestyle, I was a serious alcoholic for 13 years, so God knew.. He had to get me sober in my right mind 1st and He did. He delivered me from alcoholism 1st. 6 years ago. Then He had to deliver me from that because I wasn't letting it go. But I couldn't have peace in it, again.. It continued.. No relationship was working, I was with a woman I was madly in love with but it wasn't always easy, we got engaged, and she ghosted me around christmas of 2017. I was in the worst heart ache condition in my life, and I was in am uber talking about that relationship, hurt, was taking narcissistic abuse counselling, but I felt God was telling me something... Sure enough I told my uber driver lile taxi cab confessions that i wanted to understand the bible but u just couldn't. He gave me a new Testament Bible with commentary by pastor and bible teacher Greg laurie and on the front it said START! I wasn't so hesitant to read it I guess because it didn't say bible in front of it. It took me a lil bit but I started reading it and he had a message to the reader, I felt convicted, I started going to church with my mom, but wasn't fully ready to surrender that part of me yet, until one day, I felt convicted to search for scriptures on homosexuality, there was ovee 20 of them. I was in shock! On how many there was, and I felt God was seriously working in my life, so I broke down, I remember.. I was at work in a dark parking lot praying, open and talking to Him, and ready to surremder all those broken pieces (beauty for aches) and I said LORD! IF THIS DOES COME FROM YOU, AND GOES AGAINST YOU, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! TAKE IT FROM ME! CLEANSE ME!! USE ME!! BUT TELL ME LORD!! in tears and open completely, and I heard Him say, "I didn't give them you, you gave them you". I stopped crying and I just knew what that meant to my heart. That that lifestyle wasnt ever gonna work or give me peace because I was choosing it for me and He wasnt in that lifestyle of sex and sexuality, and every woman who entered my life was taking the place of God in my life and it broke me further and further down. I surrendered it all and now.. I'm fem, i love being the woman God made me to be. I'm an evangelist, a mentor, a God mothee but a real one! Lol I teach her the bible, and I spreD the word in a mental hospital. Those who God sets free are free indeed-! Quick note changed movement has so many just like us! I found them about 2 weeks ago. Something to look up and read, its awesome to know you're not alone and not the only one who God has delivered, its an amazing feel! God bless u sister-! Greater is He who is in you than he that is in this world. He said "the heavens and the earth shall pass away, but my words will by no means pass away" and amen to that!-
I just don't understand why God would want me to feel love and desire for women and at the same time expect me to live a life of lie with a man. No hate to you, I watched the whole video and I do feel some of the stuff you mentioned, but I just don't understand why God made me this way. I'm so angry at him. I hate this about me. I hate being a lesbian, but I don't know if I would be happy in a relationship with a man and I just don't understand why I'm like this. 😓
God didn’t make you that way, love. Nobody is born that way. Circumstances in life may cause you to feel like that’s the truth to you. Pray about it. Seek Jesus and He will change you. You don’t have to do it alone
God loves everyone and it is not a sin to feel loved. Feeling comfortable with you are and the person you’re with or desire to be with isn’t wrong. You’re like this because it’s who you are and that’s okay. Seek what makes you truly happy and that may be with a woman, man or other person. Of course that’s just my take on this and the only right path is the one that makes YOU happy :)
Thanks for sharing your story, it’s very inspiring! I resonate with a lot of things, in fact we have almost a similar story. Mine got so bad that I even continued after I got married and kids. But thank Abba Yahuah that I’ve been delivered from this bondage of sin, I cried to Yah in prayer, I went into a baptism of repentance, and He saved me.
It's sad that everyone here in the comments really thinks homosexuality is a choice to engage on a sinful lifestyle. Assuming God exists, why woul've He created urges that don't objectively harm anyone when turned into actions? And why would anyone choose to be gay on a community where everyone hates them for it? It's stupid. Bad relationships have nothing to do with gender. If God loved you he would love you as you are. If you really don't like women, you weren't a lesbian to begin with, but if you do, you're just brainwashing yourself into something that will ultimately make you miserable for not accepting who you are. As good as you might think this change is, talking about it just perpetuates the stigma that homosexuality is wrong, that it's incompatible with religious beliefs and that you can grow out of it. That will ultimately hurt more people. Good luck.
thank you. you’re a positive light in these comments and i’m just sad looking at other women talk about how they left a girl they loved only to end up with a man. Their mid-life crisis is going to hit real hard when they realize they can’t change who they are. love ya ❤
I'm so happy to be hearing your testimony. I cannot imagine so many conflicted feelings! But I am so glad you shared! I am praying for my son, niece, cousin, nephew, who think they are gay, but I know God is holding onto them! You give me hope! God bless you!
@@pastorbri perhaps you should look up the definition of homophobia. I am not fearful of them. But I also will not compromise, I will pray for you, as a pastor you seem okay with less than the will of God. Sin is still sin. Whether you accept it as sin or not.
Thank you for your honest story. My niece is going true it to and I watched your video because I want to understand her better and know how I can pray for her
Your journey has a purpose and that purpose is Good. You're in God's Hands and you're helping his people out here by sharing your story. I appreciate your strength. God Bless.
I've been delivered for 10 years now. My issue was seeking a father figure that I never really had growing up. It repulsed me now to feel I was attracted to men. God is great and he will call us and saviour souls.
I pray that God will bless you for your obedience in sharing your powerful testimony. I’m going to share this with someone very close to me. Praying for your continued strength and peace in God🙏🏾
I've Always been bi sexual. I Realize For the first time in my life 😌 I have met a man that doesn't shame my sexual experiences nor does he lack anything that I want need or Desire. I can't wait to marry him. I Never Felt That Completeness Being With The Same Sex. I Loved them a whole Lot but I never found that real stability emotionally but the physical part of lesbianism had me all caught up for the longest. I was raised in a Christian family who kept on loving me but still hoped that I would grow out of it so you speak. I Tried To Be As Open As I Could with the same Sex But I Can Tell That Me & My Boyfriend Are Soulmate's. I don't shame anyone struggling to come into their True Definiition. The LGBT church never appealed to me. God is Love... But God Confessed His Design Plan So To Go a Different Route is To Crush His Heart. I Want No Part in That. Period.
Years ago I watched a Street healer and was fascinated that he could heal someone on the street through the name of Jesus Christ, I listen to this man yesterday , he is now a preacher and what he said I needed to hear, he said gods standard for righteousness is The Ten Commandments, and there is not a person that can say they've never broken any of The Commandments, and the important thing is that we have the conviction in our hearts to know we need Jesus, my view on religion has changed over the years, I think every spiritual teaching is the continuation of the previous, and Jesus was the last teacher and my savior, thank you for sharing, God bless
All these people talking about how they liked the same gender and now they like the opposite gender, claiming they're straight now y'all are just bisexual, there's nothing wrong with that
Thank you for sharing your testimony, it has touched me deeply! I thank God for your life and for putting it in your heart to share the process of this difficult path but one that is worth it. Listening to you, I was moved to see that a woman has gone through something so similar to what I have gone through. Although I still have my struggles with temptations, I know that God is faithful,and in Him we are more than conquerors and I appreciate his infinite mercy! I'm new to your channel, thanks for the content you share here sister, continue to be an instrument at the service of God! God keep blessing you!
Maybe you’ve heard of the book “Gay Girl, Good God” by Jackie Hill Perry..I just got done reading it twice and it has so many similarities to everything that you said.
am i going to hell if i like boys and girls? im a 16yo female, i am catholic, i believe in God and i do believe that Jesus is my Saviour and everything, but im scared that im going to hell.. can someone please just explain to me, if im going to hell or not? because i know i'm not confused and these feeling of attraction are NOT lustful,i just feel attracted romantically, i know im still a teenager and i know some of you might say that i have raging hormones that struggle with lustful thoughts.. yes i've been curious about sex but i am a virgin and never been in a relationship in my life before, so can someone please just tell me..i've prayed, and cried to God asking him to make me normal, but i still have these feelings to both genders.
YOU ARE NORMAL AS NOMAL CAN BE and there is no such thing as being an ''ex-gay'' these people themselves still say that they still feel an attraction towards the same sex but they dont put it like that they call it ''temptation'' which even though it pisses me off that they are spreading lies like this they too are victims and i empathize with them because nobody deserves to go through life feeling like their mere existence and something that is a part of their identity emphasis PART OF not WHOLE is a sin. so no there is nothing wrong with being queer nothing and i am obviously assuming here i dont know if you even identify as such i am sorry if i am wrong with that, i dont know much about religion but what people always say is that god makes no mistakes so that alone makes the homophobic comments null and void and many other reasons too such as who you are attracted to not being your choice which like i mentioned that ''ex-gays''( i use quotations because its not real and even though i dont want to invalidate a persons experience i am totally against the perpetuation of that being gay or whatever your sexuality is, is changeable there is no such thing) like dude even if you are exposed to queer people and then you find yourself being attracted to the same sex that does not mean you have changed in any way you still like the same cereal or same movie, it just means that you always were gay and things like attraction become clearer and clearer as you get older. and if there truly is an omnipotent god out there you think that he would send you a believer who happens to be queer to hell and not the popes who have been accused of pedophilia for years and years and no christian actually talks about that or like joe biden who is aiding israel to ethnically-cleanse a group of people, but he will ignore all that and many many other worse people who have lived before us and still live among us who do the most inhumane things( and sometimes they weaponize religion) and will just choose you for liking someone of the same-sex and possibly wanting to be with them too, something that is so innocent and pure like love how could it ever be worthy of such a punishment?. and anyways queer people have been existing before we were even colonized and then handed the bible which played a part mostly the interpretation of cherry picked verses which led to queer people being oppressed and having to suppress a part of who they are , the difference is now people can freely express themselves and live their truth we are not all there its still a fight to live freely and truly be who we are because if it were not the person who made this video wouldnt have made it and NO its not a ''lifestyle'' or ''way of life'' its a part of you and there are many things that are part of your identity that make you, you. dont be too hard on yourself and self-discovery is a journey and one that you shouldnt cheat yourself of by being scared.
i hope this helps and again nothing is wrong with you. i recommend checking out other creators on this platform who might have been in the same situation as you because you are not alone a lot of people who grew up religious and are still religious despite their sexual orientation went through what your going through. and please dont forget there is no such thing as an ''ex-gay'' and there never will be but there is a suppression of your feelings which leads to an unfulfilled life so be true to yourself.
@@amahle_m17 thankyou so much this is so kind of you to reply to my comment, i will try and supress these scared thoughts an try and accept it.. thankyou💞
I never bother commenting on things and I know you may never see this but hearing your story makes me want to keep going. I'm in a very similar situation, God is stripping me down and I just feel so done with everything. Like everything is falling apart but this.... I don't know what to say. It won't solve the problems I'm dealing with but it pushes me on a little more, it gives me some hope and comfort and I don't think youll ever know how much that means
Hey, @jellybean. 7, So grateful that to hear that you have a little more hope than before. This journey is not easy but it is definitely possible and you don’t have to do it alone. We do have a free private community that you can join and it includes weekly accountability and prayer calls, and super transparent conversation that will help you along the way. I’ll leave the link below if you’re interested. We’d love to have you there! made-whole.mn.co/landing?space_id=7067539
I had been dating women since i was 13 two real relationships with woman and my most important one i still truly love but she has broken me completely after our breakup and after her i told myself i was done with women she came back 6yrs later left me again within a year im so heartbroken😭 i dont really know how im making it but it just makes me not want to date another woman again because she took my heart with her.
@@blindmouse7796 lol everything is about experience and the person but when your a woman & you have been so hurt by women it makes you question your sexuality so dont be disrespectful its her experience & pain and i felt HER.
@@blindmouse7796 why search your whole life for something that may not be meant for you i say be open thats how i am now i use to be 100℅ lesbian but i wasted my time so now im open to whomever god choose for me. PeriodT so ion no about nobody else but me im a find a good person ♂ or ♀
I'm a devout Christian with SSA. Just once, I want to hear the testimony of someone that wasn't living a drug laced. promiscious lifestyle, but was still able to get out of the homosexual lifestyle. Although I never acted on my SSA, I really want to. I feel like the reason for this is that I might be the only SSA Christian that has never lived a wild lifestyle , so my curiosity is just going wild. Are there any of you out there?
@@shalomhernandez8545 I'm happy to know that I', not the only one who has seen this issue. Have you heard any story that was different than the same former SSA Christian story in this video?
But I am here to tell you that God has given me healing. When I surrendered everything (not just my sexual orientation) to God, He healed me. I no longer have lesbian desires. I now have a real desire to have a husband and get pregnant. For years, I have hated and had disdain for these things but now I am excited. Although I do have other problems, I know that as long as I stay close to God, there is freedom from the chains and bondage of anxiety, depression, poverty, suicidal thoughts/attempts, lesbianism, and more. To all of you struggling with this, HOLD ON. God loves you and He is with you. It is very tempting to give in to society's narrative that homosexual behavior is ok and that you can't be changed, but don't do it. The youtube videos with the testimonies of people who have changed are true. I know because this happened to me. It is so funny because this saturday I was sitting at work listening to this testimony and all I could think about was just how good and great our God is.
I think everyone is heterosexual, but some people are intersex- so it looks like they're gay bc their bodies make it look that way, but they're actually heterosexual and being shamed. The fake gay people I've met are usually sex addicts, predatorial, fetishizing the same sex, super lustful - and in my experience never talk about actually being in love. So I do think there are heterosexual people with a total lack of boundaries and they just like sex with whoever they want and romance and commitment just aren't on their mind. I've been preyed on by women like this- the one girl already had a committed boyfriend but she was totally grooming me, then another girl was at a Catholic anti gay group, and when we were in a retreat room cleaning up at the end of the evening- it was just me and her (and we were both there to have community and faith with celibate same sex people ) but she creepily hit on me like I was prey. Another girl who I liked also hit on me in predatory ways, and tried being controlling and manipulative towards me which weirded me out- she also had told me that when she did sexual things with a previous girlfriend she felt a gut wrenching emptiness. That's something I have never experienced with being gay. I've also never been interested in being predatory. I don't know why these women all are. Which goes back to my assumption that these are people who aren't actually sane sex attracted, they are power and control attracted, sexual compulsion attracted, and they aren't interested in romance and love and being in a free equal relationship with the person they love. I tried to date one woman for real but left because after the first week she started being a jerk and saying abusive things. And my most recent relationship was a woman who was straight who pulled me into a sexual relationship with her, because of her past abuse, but she was never thinking about commitment and a real relationship because she said she wasn't allowed, and now after 5 years of pulling me in and rejecting me, now she's left for a guy since she's allowed to be with a guy and be Catholic. So yeah, I think most of the gay celibate Christians are predatory, aren't thinking about romance and marriage, and have sex addictions and compulsions. But I think there are secular gay people who are most likely intersex and actually are really romantically attracted to others in a non predatory way. Gosh. My life is so weird. At the same time I was in love with Jesus since I was young and wanted to be a nun, but the Church rejected me for being gay and left me practically alone in the garbage, and I had thought in teenage years that the only way to marry Jesus was to be a nun so my world was crushed, and then after having my hopes to be with Jesus in the convent crushed I struggled for years not to be gay, then left the Church and was like this is stupid, they take away my vocation to be with Jesus, abandon me, then tell me don't go fall in love with women because that's bad. So I went to find girlfriends, but as a weird result, this girl who left me for a guy, during this time Jesus showed me He never rejected me, and He didn't like how this girl was treating me, and He was sorry she didn't want to be my girlfriend, and that He loves me and wants to marry me. Which is all crazy because I'll know I'll be with Him and I don't want to be with anyone else, but I'm still gay. And currently this is the biggest wrench in my life because the Church says gay attraction is unnatural, but to me falling in love with Jesus is the and in my heart as falling in love with women, and I can't be bad for one and good for the other when I haven't changed internally at all. It seems so idiotic. If I have to crush my romantic attraction because my flesh is supposedly bad, then it's ridiculous for the Church to take my crushed romantic attraction and say now I'm holy because I'm in love with Jesus. It's so freaking stupid. Sorry I'm writing so much. I read your comment and felt connected because your observation has been my continued observation, but it's never brought up by the Church. I don't know where you are in life now since this is an old comment. I feel really alone with all this and there's no one who seems to get it, at least no one in the Church, and then secular people don't get it either because they aren't concerned about their relationship with God in the first place.
Thankyou for sharing. I really relate to the pain leaving the lesbian relationship caused. I can honestly say that now 6 years later I don't regret it. God is good adn He will give us the desires of our heart.
I have a similar story also, God wasn’t going to allow any relationship that I had with another woman work. I see it now as a blessing. It is difficult, but there are many who choose to give their life to Jesus instead. Thank you for sharing your story, know that you are not alone on this journey. Much love to you.
I think my daughter is gay. She's been acting weird lately and I think she's working up her courage to confess to me. If/when she does, do you have any recommendations on what I should say to her?
@@april1st183 try to be understanding & ask questions instead of shun her. The worst mistake I made in my life is coming out to my mom. Wish I would have lied to her my whole life cause pure hatred came out of her & our relationship has never been the same. If she trust you enough to come out she loves you so try not to make her feel like an idiot
I’m currently in the same situation tbh. I’m not in a relationship but I am bisexual and I do dress masculine. I know what I’m doing is wrong and I want to move closer to the lord but i just don’t know where to start. 😞
Hey there! Thanks for opening up and being honest about your situation. I would encourage you to start by just being honest with God in prayer and making a commitment to spending time with him and getting to know his character. Ask him to show you what’s preventing you from going deeper with him. If you’d like I have a free private FB group with other people who are going through the same process. You’re not alone in this process. Here’s the link to join: facebook.com/groups/madewholecommunity/?ref=share
I’m a heterosexual, I do not know the struggle you go through. The fact that you acknowledge it is wrong is a huge victory. Heterosexual struggle with lust. Eventhough we are saved we have a sin nature. Each day we have to die to self. Just because you have same sex attraction it does not mean you are not saved. The fact that you choose to not give into it makes you victorious, especially in today’s world.
Wow this testimony is incredible. I also identify as being gay and can relate to losing your creativity. Recently I have started writing again (the past month or so) and have forgotten how much fun it is to be in touch with my creative side. I hope you have found your spark and creative side again!
god loves you no matter who you love. you're not hurting anyone by loving, people can only be hurt by hatred. it's okay to think you're gay and realise you're straight, or think you're straight but realise you're gay - it's okay to leave whatever relationship makes you sad and start whatever relationship makes you happy
Hello, I'm wondering if you can help Me please. I'm struggling with this and really need someone to talk to. My mental health is so bad and I need god to save me at my weakest. Please reply and help me :(
God bless you for this testimony. I once shared with someone that being a Christian has nothing to do with feelings. It's determination. Our feelings can change any time. Jesus didn't felt like dying on the cross. But he choose to die anyways as sign of obedience to the Father. I celebrate your courage in choosing the love of God over all things. May the God of all grace keep you from falling in Jesus name
This woman is so strong. I am a cisgender male who is attracted to women. I am also a Christian. This testimony helped me understand more about the challenges of same-sex attraction. Thank you for your strength to do this. The Lord is good and the devil is a liar about who true our identity is.
Although I was not in a long-term lesbian relationship, I can relate to feeling convicted in a different level of a less-than-ideal relationship. I was involved in adultery for 3 years and like yourself, defied God’s suggestion of “exit doors” to leave this married man alone and instead enjoy a life with someone single who could be committed romantically solely to me. Ironically enough, this married man volunteered as security for a church that he invited me to join. The fact that this man sarcastically professed being a “heathen Christian” didn’t make things any more reasonable. It would’ve been difficult for my younger self to think of myself as succumbing to an abomination. Similarly to yourself, I was truthfully in love with this man and strangely didn’t want to be seen as being in the wrong. Like yourself, I idolized this man wholeheartedly and considered him someone ideally suited for me. I did dabble in bisexuality to please him. I made the ultimate choice to never return to this lifestyle because I figured it would be a gateway into furthering myself away from who I knew myself to be. I had no ultimate desire to be a lesbian and am currently glad that this is something I’m genuinely not attracted to. I continually say that I do not condone, honor or endorse the lifestyle yet I have no need to be hateful towards those who choose to stay where they are. Thank you for sharing your testimony despite it likely being embarrassing and possibly compromising for others. Remember that God is always there for you and always wants you to be at your best.
What a powerful testimony sis, God is always the answer and am so happy you found Him. You have a story to share, you have lives to save through your story for the kingdom. I pray for God’s strength for you on this journey 🙏🏾🤗😘
MadeWhole you’re welcome. I sent you a message on instagram can you reply? Was looking to see if you had any contact info here but there’s nothing 😊. Look forward to hearing from you. Have a blessed day
This was rly helpful I’m going through this right now and it’s rly hard for me to fully let go of the fact that I will probably have to be celibate my whole life, Christian’s r so quick to judge people who r gay but they rly have no idea how hard this is to go through
I grew up Muslim and it’s the same there too! It’s extremely hard to deal with sexuality while being in an anti-LGBT religion. I’m thinking of moving out of it because it feels like the two can’t be mutually compatible. I have fully accepted being queer, and I consider it harder to conceal yourself.
Pls help me. I want to be free. I'm tired of crying every night for God to change me, tired of seeing the girl i love being called by men when i can't even tell her how i feel, tired of this feeling of guilt but i can't change it. I need help please
@@ratbastard6293 Apparently you are speaking from a worldly point of view. Therefore you see lust as love. God calls it lust because it's a selfish unrestrained sexual craving to please ones own desire outside of His standards. Love doesn't seek it's own, love doesn't cause others to stumble in sin to please ones sinful desires. Love seeks the higher good of the other person base on the principles of the Lord. You call it love, Jesus calls it lust, this is why he will condemn all who refuses to turn to Him from the lifestyle of sin. A real born again believer knows this. lesbianism is driven by lust, not love. See below the Lord God definition of Love. Jesus is the perfect example of love. www.gotquestions.org/what-is-lust.html www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+1%3A26-27&version=AKJV www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1+Corinthians+13%3A4-8&version=NASB
Wow you are so right. Thank you for pointing this out. When I was younger, I really believed I was in love but now I can see it really was just purely lust.
@@justlauren3253 Actually, it was the Lord that revealed it to me through His written word. in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 & Romans 1:26-28. I had prayed & ask the Lord to reveal to me whether the relationship I was in was love or lust. It was clear by these verses it was lust & not love, because we both were insisting on our own way by having sex outside of God's standards. I was so thankful to the Lord for opening my eyes, because I would still be in that empty lust & broken relationship, thinking it was Love. www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1+Corinthians+13%3A4-7&version=NLT www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=romans+1%3A26-28&version=NLT
I’m struggling currently. I am in love with a woman, and the relationship is not toxic. The only things is she is a girl. This is going to be one of the toughest times of my life. I don’t want to leave her, but i feel this conviction in my spirit.
Mam you're saying this as if you're the only woman that's dealing with this all men deal with this#p***#Porn#simpimg#sexbeforemarriage#goimlng against Gods will, anyway if you really need some help just know why can't you women such as yourself just say to yourself I experienced the carousel I rode the carousel I got that out my system now I can serve God I swear this is just greed and weakness there's men out there probably most men out there that ain't even got chance to experience the experience that you experience sexually that is very selfish 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 now you WOMEN can feel wat men has to go through when they have to deal with living life on hard mode while you have an easy hardmode is hard huh🤡🤡🤡 you see the balance their now you have a struggle 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 don't you see these end times don't you see the state of Hawaii God got a whole man for you right now a whole will for you right now if you don't do what you suppose to do u going to regret it or you may become a victim or you may perishh you got it out your system now serve God and that goes to myself too
@@ShivaTD No LMAO..... homophobia is a real mental illness, do some research. And as a phobia is an irrational hate, dislike or fear or all 3...how is it irrational to not like an addiction? Try again.
can i request someone to pray for me..i feel very lost right now
Aileen j. You are not alone. I pray the Father holds you close, and Angel's surround you, and every lie must be replaced with joy,comfort, peace, and the unyielding love of The Most High Yah! Because you asked, you shall recieve. You will be kept. You will be Yahs mouth peice for those who feel like you. Aileen, you have more than the hope that DOES live in you. You have power, and an increasing faith right now. Most night Yah says, though you feel alone I have never left you, I am with you always just call on the name of the one I sent to you. Yahshua IS his sweet name. Till we meet aging says The Most High Yah of heaven and Earth. Aileen J. You are blessed🦁♥️
@@LovePredestined Thank you Breena. This brought tears into my eyes; I did not realize I needed this until now. God bless you.
I prayed for you. Keep your head up and keep reading and practicing the Bible. Reach out to your church and the people you trust! ❤️🤍❤️ Wish you the best.
@@chickofmusic001 thank you so much, really means a lot. God bless.
@@realgoodenergy5223 exactlyy
Won't say I'm lesbian but I've been attracted to both genders. For the past 2 years I've been dating this girl. I just noticed how things fell apart since I started dating her. My life is a mess and i got no direction anymore. I'm depressed all the tym and I can't even explain why. I'm trying to breakup with her but smthing pulls me back. I'm exhausted and I no longer want to be in this hell. I need prayers.
I’m sorry to hear you’ve been really going through. If you’d like to talk with someone who’s been in your shoes before, you can join the made whole community. It’s free and We’re happy to support you in whatever way you need. We understand the battle made-whole.mn.co/share/HW5U2GjdNGSHU_na
I'll pray for you
Praying for you
Prayers that u made it out of that 🙏🙏🙏
We support you mam ok you might be getting that energy out of your body mam take spiritual bath used 🍯 and salt with you bath with Bible pslam 91 reading it I will send you the this TH-cam I find it for you ok
There has to be more ex gays out there! We need support and to feel like we aren’t alone on this journey.
Jennie Franklin agreed, hopefully more will get the courage to speak out! Check out @JessicaNewsome content as well! Her stuff always helps me get through rough times. I believe her channel is called Love at The Cross.
Many of them and transgenders as well.
I support you 🧡
Amen thank you from Norway i have also stugel many yesrs. I am marid to a wounder full Christian man for 8 years now. Iwen the thow i have been batheling taths and tamtasion. But now throw the pandemic and every one staying home. Jesus had a plan fore me to procu him.puth him first. Remember the first lov. Hi give me statistikk
Bathel plan. It is a spirituell bathel over ouer soul.stay strong
@@siljemargretehelvig4562 I live in Norway as well. I've been christian since corona started. It's been difficult to stay away from LGBT lifestyle. All the churches are closed, I have no support
“How can you see something as a sin that doesn’t feel like one”! I am so proud of you for sharing your story. God is faithful and true and I am glad you have made Him the Lover of your soul!
Thank Courtney! He is so faithful! 💙
For ex-lesbians it's easy but for men ex-gays it's so hard
but love is NOT a sin.
I understand that, I was reborn and led to leave my nine year relationship and shown it was adultery because his first covenant spouse is alive. God spoke to me and said you are loved, the reward will be great, I have greater plans for you. The backlash from everyone including professing “Christians” and family was insane. Everyone tried to talk me into just marrying him. In the worlds eyes, our relationship was allowed and good. I had found out about end times being here before finding out about having to split. So that was hard, but knowing time is so short helps me ..knowing it won’t be 50 years of singleness. Also, since I believe the mark of the beast is here, I don’t want to risk someone lying and taking it and getting the nanotech and more into my system. I have met people whose bodies changed after swapping fluid. My heart goes out to you. Most don’t understand how it isn’t A normal breakup but a sacrifice that you want to go back to and miss and don’t get fully over in my experience. I pray I do and you do.
Yup he and the relationship was my idol too ...I had no peace until we were no longer living under the same roof.
I never comment on anything...ever....but your story touched me in a way that I can't even describe. Your transparency, vulnerability and genuinity gave me so much hope. This is so beyond powerful and even though I don't know you I'm so proud of you for speaking up even through the anxiety. Many can't get there, but I'm so grateful you did. Cause I needed this this morning. God is using you to help set so many women free. Including me. God bless you ❤️
It is absolutely my pleasure! Thank you so much for commenting 😭. This blessed my heart so much. If you’re looking for a community of people going through the same thing, I have a free private Facebook group that you can join called MadeWhole. I host transparent lives, give resources, encouragement, and prayer there to help you on your walk with God.The link is in the description of this video. God bless you!
@@MadeWhole Wow! That is amazing! I am definitely going to join the group. I need that sense of community right now. You are such a blessing. Thank you! 🙏
Your comment is lovely thankyou and PEACE.
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You are very brave and strong! Few know how difficult it is to get out of this... The present times and the pressure of pseudo-freedom do not make anything easier. May God keep you in his care!
Thank you! You as well! God is a keeper 💙
homophobia is the real sin
@@pastorbri if you can't spot the difference between wanting to leave the homosexual life-style and homophobia I find it hard to believe your a pastor🤦♂️ but if you got a problem with homosexuality being a sin and a behavior then go take that up with God.
@@LonerChild32 "Pastor" Bri is just an LGBT advocate that pops up on every one of these kinds of videos in order to try to sow seeds of doubt and dissension.
"Pastor Bri" serves a master, but that master is not God!
Literally, God spoke through you today to me. Literally ended what became a very toxic lesbian relationship but I loved her so much and I still love her so much. I fell in love very hard for this woman but I promise to God throughout most of our relationship I just kept saying "I just want peace". Seems like things just worse and worse. I tried pursuing God more intimately throughout our relationship but I felt like you. Like I was blocked. I promise before we started dating I was writing again and getting back to my creative side but I Kidd you not throughout the entire relationship I couldn't write one decent thing. My creativity was majorly blocked. It's so crazyyy. Like a prophet told me the same thing a year ago. That whoever I was in a relationship with would have to end because they were not apart of my destiny and I CRIED like a baby. I had already known God was telling me to leave but I didn't want to. I even entertained the thought of us getting married. My heart was broken. It took me almost an entire year to obey and I have only recently gotten serious, I feel what you felt right now. I really thank you for sharing. God really did have you make this for a reason. Thank you for sharing your truth. God bless you.
Welcome to the truth. Peace
@@Sketchbook9999 what the truth?
My relationship is very toxic too.
This is my story right here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I did not write a thing for 5 long years, before that words flowed, I expressed myself easily. That time in my life was pure hell. I am still loving myself back to health. I have a journey and so much to redesign within myself. Man, that relationship to be frank, it did destroy me. My God, when I think over how empty and unhappy I felt, My Lord, that was such a dangerous game. Oh’ my God.
@@regerniquerasco7428 Yessss it is definitely a journey and a process and you have to really be intentional about your healing, but it does get easier. A piece advice I would give is don’t attempt to skip the grieving part. God wants to be apart of that too. I had to learn that the hard way. Prayers, peace and love you to you hun 💙
“I didn’t want to sacrifice the life I had built on my own even though I knew God had something better for me.” I felt that.
Try to be obedient. Be obedient. Say ok and just go, trust.
Ky, i’m so sorry to hear how alone you felt. i wish i could’ve been there for you during such a hard time. love you forever ❤️
Beautiful sister in Christ, this was a very tough testimony to share but God is using it to speak love and truth to the world. Thank you so much for being brave, vulnerable, and obedient to the inkling of God you felt in your heart. You are beautiful, treasured, valuable, and covered by Christ. Love you!
Love this testimony. It's been almost 2 years for me. God is wonderfully gracious to us. I was also in a relationship and trust me when i say with time God will show you how you were never in love just in bondage.. this is just the beginning
Thank you! Praying for your continued covering!
@Poseidon I will deffo share my story one day
This is powerful
@@AndiLambe okay darling
@@AndiLambe ❤️❤️
EX-LESBIAN HERE. Now happily married with a man of God 😭♥️ Thank you for sharing your testimony. I will be sharing mine soon. ... A mystery I tell you, most homosexuals I know that confessed with me, most have gone through child abuse (sexual). Satan usually attack you from child specially when you have a destiny/calling from God.
I pray I once get a right man m just scared
Amen, please pray that God bless me with love and quietness and that he find the women I know rightous husband's also
I just wanna be me I don't wanna fulfil some god's plan
@@LalaLeia786 I will pray for you
Gloryyyyyyy for what you did Lord!!! Saviour don't pass me by♥️. I'm one week fresh out of being in visual contact or proximity with my ex lesbian love interest. After fasting praying saturating myself in God I realized that I was under attack spiritually y'all thru her. She disguised with words of adoration but actions behind her were dark cynical non understanding no respect she downright had opposite fruits of the spirit. I knew it and know now that God has freed me I won't ever do that again. Very low dark space I was in but GOD rescued me. The woman he's got me dreaming I can be is a woman of God made to add to the kingdom and serve hell notice !!! For God we will live! According to his word!! Touch me Lord please help me continue to isolate and pursue you
I’m crying. I was literally delivered from this too a while back. It was painful but I feel such a joy now. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I’m praying God continues to bless you and others who are going through what we went through. Amen. God is good!
💙💙💙 My pleasure
I loved her. I loved her so much. We would talk about our wedding and things for hours, deep in-depth conversation about life and aour deepest fears and insecurities. She hated me for leaving
Yeah that’s a yikes. Should’ve just stuck with men from the start
I would to playing with peoples feelings smh
I am so blessed by this video.... Indeed God is real. Now I know I am not the only one going through this situation. Thank God for this bold step. By his grace i will share mine.
FRANKLIN MOTIVATIONAL my pleasure! Thank you for watching. Praying for your boldness!
@@MadeWhole Thank you so much Miss... Can we talk? Are you on WhatsApp, Facebook or Instagram?
Hey Franklin! I wanted to provide a different perspective: being gay is beautiful, natural, and freeing. Many animals on this earth are gay. And God loves us all. Here to support you and tell you it’s beautiful to be gay.
@@BrendaGarcia-ty2ml it's not beautiful to disobey God
God does love us all, but does not mean He agreed with sin.
God created human to be in control of animals, higher than animals, He calls us His children. He never call animals His children. Animals sniff each other's end, eat their own waste, breeding with their own mother, father, siblings.
God loves us so much that He wants us to live in obedience to avoid sin, because sin will separate us from Him which means we will go to hell.
Everything has a consequence, including committing sin.
God bless you! ❤❤❤ As struggling with being bisexual, I really want to get out and get these feelings to go away. Thank you for telling this story
My pleasure! So glad it was helpful
@@MadeWhole First of all, I hope that, you have everything all right, because now you are 100% straight✌I don't see whole video of you, but I
think that, homophobes are really proud of you🫶 not God or holy spirit change you, only this BS, what you have in your head,from your beloved Christian community 👍But it is your life and you must chose what you deserve☝, wish you luck on your journey, I mean in your life 💪
Thank you for sharing. I understand how difficult it is to share, I’ve been struggling with this for years and this past year has been the year I’ve allowed the spirit of lust and homosexuality to control my life. Hearing your testimony has helped me, so thank you for sharing, I truly appreciate it :)
Thank you so much for sharing, I’m battling with lesbianism and I have a similar background like you and I’m determined to be set free forever.
Thank you for sharing your powerful testimony.. Tears were flowing from my eyes while listening!! I can truly say I know how you felt
You literally are doing more good for this world than you can ever imagine. Thank you dear sister. Seriously!
Thank you so much for your support 🤍
So right. Amen
There is also a woman who use to publish (?) an LGBT magazine called Venus ( ? ) who also gave her heart to Christ and let others know right in the middle of a conference.
most LGBT folk find its ok to be LGBT. As it is.
@@pastorbri Nope.
@@daniapowell180 yip
@@pastorbri God doesn't
from South Africa, that was very courageous I'm so proud of you. At the end all our fleshly desires have to die so that we may live willingly righteous in our Creators ways. praise YAHUAH in his son's name Yahusha.
Athenkosi Bentele Amen! Thank you!
HalleluYah sister, all praise and glory to our saviour Yahusha Hamashiach 🤍
Thank you for sharing. I went through a similar situation and I really resonated with your story because I UNDERSTAND everything you were feeling! I haven’t been in the lifestyle for over 8 years but it is truly a daily journey!
so ur now in the homophobic lifestyle????
@@pastorbri stop that nonsense
@@pastorbri she is
Thank sis for your testimony. God has called me too, and is unbelievable the change I feel inside. God's grace is overwhelmingly miraculous. I can see a lot of pain I faced was God calling me and me thinking I knew better. Now I trust in Him and see He never left me. God bless you and all of us trying to know Him.
I used to be a lesbian before but only for a certain period of time. When I had a girlfriend, at the same time I have boys trying to get a relationship with me. That was when I got to the point where I have to choose. Reading the Bible helped a lot. So at the end, I realized that it's wrong to fall on love with the same sex and at the end of it, we end up the relationship because we both want to be normal. I am married now and so is she. I still treasure her now but only as a good friend. I thanks God for giving me the second chance in life to do the right thing and I will continue to praise him. 🙏...I didn't go for any type of therapy, but just reading the words of God from the Bible which put me where I am now.
You don't know how much your testimony has helped so many others who have gone through the same thing. Please update us as to how you are doing.
This is sad. I went through a period where I tried to become an "ex gay" too and the whole time I was miserable. I hope you learn to love yourself and that there are other alternatives to religion. Or maybe you were just bi all along. That's ok too.
No. God Loves Her And He did not make her like that.
@devionewilkins8903 So who made her "like that"? Satan? Demons? The world? I thought only God could create.
@@devionewilkins8903 So who made her "like that", then? I thought only God could create.
I'm desperately searching for community in this area. It's unlike anything else. I'm 3 month in turning to God. 😢❤.
Praying for you to find community ❤️🙏🏾
I knew that lesbianism was wrong because of going to church when I was young, however I secretly wanted to be with women sexually and only sexually. Later in life I became involved romantically with a woman and God began to break that spirit off of me slowly due to my mother praying for God to release me from that relationship.One night I woke up and had the courage to leave her. 🙏🏾
Thanks for sharing your testimony girl! And thank God for praying parents because I know I surely wouldn’t have had the strength to leave on my own if it wasn’t for God. You should join my free Facebook group called MadeWhole. It’s a private support community where we talk about staying free and building a deeper relationship with God. Link is in the description of this video if you’re interested!
I support you and all people that leaving homosexuality
MadeWhole I apologize for responding so late. Yes I will join your Facebook group. Thank you🙏🏾
@@fruity3693 ask him honestly with your heart, your mind and your soul
@@hizbonnymyclyde12 so are you attracted to men now?
I recently left my boyfriend, it’s been hard because we had a very respectful relationship and great friends. I knew that was not the plan God has for me, but it still hurts to leave and change.
Thank you for sharing this. I was definitely moved and touched by your message. I know there are many lesbians that are struggling Internally with this, and I'm glad you were able to let them know it is okay to let go. I know this is definitely going to rub a lot of lesbians that wrong way because they are trapped in the lifestyle and feel it is 'the right way'. This is the perfect message, and I'm glad I took the time to listen to it. I truly hope you find that special man and build a beautiful family.
My pleasure. Thank you for listening. The reality is no one is trapped in the lifestyle, as painful as it is to walk away we all have a choice and the way “out” is through Jesus. The lifestyle isn’t holding us at gun point, it’s simply knocking at our door waiting for us to answer, but Jesus is knocking as well. It’s all about who we choose to answer and submit to. Again, thank you so much for listening. Be blessed 💙
@@MadeWhole, I have some questions: As you were knee deep in that lifestyle, have you ever looked at men or had some men catch your eye? Also, what about the thoughts of having children? Did that ever occur to you that that possibility could never be realized with a woman?
@@laiththomas7998 who says that it was not possible with a woman?
Wow! I'm only 5 minutes in and I already hear so many similarities to you testimony and mind. God is so good!🙌🏾
God bless you. These kind of testimonies are so powerful. Praying for my sister 😔🙏
Thanks Tatiana 💙 Keep praying love, God is faithful and all things are under his timing!
Tell her never to give up Proverbs 24 (KJV) -
16: For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief.
ya do know homophobia is a sin?
@@pastorbriwhat is homophobia? Being scared of homosexuals is a sin???? Who is scared of homosexuals??? Chapter and verse please?
@@pastorbri give scripture and back it up
I left heterosexuality at 26 20 years ago it's so possible I believe in you!❤
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I'm confused. Did you mean to say that you left homosexuality?
i’m just wondering why loving someone of the same gender is so “abominable” why does it matter what body parts they have? at the end of life we are all spirit without gender, why does it matter if it’s the same or opposite sex? i’ve heard all the Bible verses, but please explain in your own words
Honestly as a Christian, God’s word says that we were created by Him for His glory. I willingly chose to follow Jesus which means denying myself and living for Christ. Anything that does not bring Him glory has to be surrendered. It’s not just about same-sex attention. It’s about living a life that glorifies God. When God designed man, his purpose for them was pure, perfect, and intentional. Even if I don’t understand all the reasons why loving someone of the same gender is not pleasing to God, when I chose to follow Him I chose His way not mine. What I do know is that God is perfect, holy, and full of love and Jesus died for me so I choose to serve Him for the rest of my life.
Because then how can we multiple on the earth if we don't follow God's Commanants and increase in numbers,,???
@@MadeWholeBeautifully said. The best explanation I've heard.
It’s not the body parts it’s the mentality of the relationship. #1 important thing in a relationship is mindset not liked minded but balance . Lots of women in my opinion date other women for the aesthetic and freedom . Because with a Man Ur giving responsibility. And that’s loss on a lot of women today that they do oh something to the man there choosing to be in relationship with .
@@LawrenceIsLight because not everyone is gay dipshit, plus if not having babies is the problem should we call celibate and infertile people sinners as well?
Tell me why I’m watching you and I’m literally seeing myself .. everything you said is how I feel . I am still struggling with getting out of the situation and I’m praying to God to give me the strength to leave her .. because I love her too and it’s just so hard for me . She says if I leave her it means I didn’t love her .. and I know I love her but I also know that God wants me to do right by him .. it’s just so hard .
I’m sorry, it seems like you’re going through this struggle alone!!. If you go to church, please let someone know. If you can’t, then i suggest finding a solid biblical church that can help you leave that lifestyle and walk in holiness. Loving someone doesn’t mean staying. Love means doing what’s best for that person, and staying in a sinful relationship is not loving. More than that, she doesn’t need your love, she needs GODs love. If you really love her you will leave, you will seek God, and you will pray for this girl, that you will both be freed from this sin. Sin leads to death! Sin is serious!! people are going to Hell because of it: “the wicked man will see and be grieved; he will gnash his teeth and waste away; the desires of the wicked will perish” (Psalm 112:10). Go to God, he says “whoever comes to me I will never cast out” (john 6:37) and that “if we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 john 1:9). please understand, you CANNOT do this on your own, you WILL fail. you NEED God to help you fight sin: “apart from me you can do nothing” (John 15:5). Read your bible, start in Romans or Matthew, and pray. Ask God to help you. doesn’t matter if you don’t know how or never have done it. Speak to your Father, to your Great Physician, who didn’t come for the healthy but for the sick (Mark 2:17). I will pray for you! comment back if you would like to talk further. I am so encouraged that there is a seed of faith, that God is tugging on your heart and that He wants you for Himself. Be well!!
@@jimboslice149 Ameen
Praying for you girl! It doesn't mean you never loved her, it means God's love is so powerful it's leading you into another way, may he give you the strength you need to follow his words!
I'm not a lesbian but you have to put yourself first, and do what's on your heart❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
@@jimboslice149 I am just seeing this comment, the thing is these Days you can’t even trust your own church brothers and sisters they talk to much . Yes I attend church every Sunday I do understand that if I love her I’ll leave but part of me wants to stay while the other wants out I don’t know what to do 😩😭
Thank you for sharing your testimony sister in Christ. Jesus called me out as well and he can not be ignored! There's so much peace and rest with Jesus. God Bless you!
Lionesspump thank you for watching! God bless! 💙
I’m very depressed. Sometimes this life is so hard. 😓
Is a hard lonely lifestyle
You want to talk to me?I am a good listener and will never judge you
God's got you..Take it a day at time
Same girl. L word. Girlfriend ( not living with each other but was IN LOVE). I would finish watching the L word and then feel so happy and feel my life is right and then later I'd be crying out to God to take all of it away. I had that while I was in my relationship. It was these flips where I KNEW something was wrong. It tookseeing a kind of vision of hell to take me to the point of surrender though. I told God I wanted the world over him and he gave me a warning. He didn't give up. And my life is better than before in regards to how I feel in my spirit. Temptation does come... but I Never want to lose Jesus. thank you for sharing. It's been hard seeing people finding mate's and I am here like. great. God what about me.
Thank you.
You just described me completely. Think I will always struggle but trying to make Jesus the most important. Almost 29 years old and still waiting for someone to complete me.
Whewwww I felt this!!
Same same. During the day, I look for ways to reason why lesbianism can not be a sin but at night I'm crying to God to take it out. It's hard living a life like this. My question is Why and How does this happen to some people????
@@alexanderamand705the enemy knows exactly what to confused people with, homosexuality is one of the biggest because it “feels right” but if you put Christ over it, it will die
Thank you so much for your testimony .I love that you were aware that you couldn't leave the relationship by your own strength but through God's strength and grace .To God be the glory 🙏🏾also you are incredibly beautiful 🌹
Thank you 💙
I'm really struggling with quitting same sex attraction...I don't want to be a lesbian but at the same time there's this one person I've never stopped liking... another thing that makes me feel so complicated is that, I've never liked any lady apart from her..I can't understand why I have never liked any lady apart from her...I just want to love men again... I'm confused, I don't know what to do... please help me out
Hope you find every happiness with someone and that all goes well for you.
You can't quit same sex attraction, you are attracted to who you are attracted to
you are bisexual....deal with it....and stop claiming to be a lesbian
Your testimony was very moving to me. You are very strong, brave and obedient to post it on youtube. Thank you for this. I'm sure your testimony will help many others. I'm an ex-lesbian of 25 years and the pain in your voice moved me to tears. God bless you dear sister in Christ.❤️
I love your story I struggle with homosexuality as well but I believe this day I am not gay anymore : I love this channel and I subscribe and you’re a very beautiful women
Just keep praying
God is more than able. Keep fighting.
Accept yourself! Please don't get involved in religion since its a cult
u are gay, it’ll never go away 🤗😇
@@ihrt.dollii I know idk how this like how you like how
Thank you so, so much for telling your story. I experienced something very similar and have been feeling called to tell my story. Please pray for me, and I will pray for you also.God bless you, Sister
My pleasure! May God strengthen you and give you boldness!
I always felt this way... I wanted God but I wanted her love also... I felt empty after what seemed to be happy moments between us.. Things got worse, I realized I can't live in peace with out God... thank you!!! because I always got my peace after my relationship ended
Yeah cuz u realized she wasn't shi😂😂 u ladies got to be honest in these comments you love her cuz u was attracted to her but she was a evi 👹Narc. And da happy moments started in the beginning of the relationship 😂😂😂 but y'all still be the same ones that be obsessed with Christine rock when deep down inside you know she ain't ish.
@@Bossbaby09595what?
We love you, sister in Christ. You described it exactly right, even if I wanted to go back, which I genuinely don’t, it wouldn’t ever work because it’s not gods plan. Amen and you are very brave and I appreciate you sharing your testimony. You describe it very well. God bless and thank you!! 🌻🙏🙏❤️
God Bless you, that took a lot of courage, and I prayer that God gives you the strength to endure until the end.
Thank you 💙
the desperate of me trying to change myself into a better person had gotten me here
You gave me so much hope that I can change! thank you truly. A very big brave move from you
The enemy attacked me around the same age or earlier... The L word had my mind trapped as well while having a boyfriend. Even my boyfriend started telling me that I'm a lesbian and how I was obsessed with the L Word. I fell deeply in love with a women as well.. I thought I was happy.. I thought I was meant to marry a women.. But I always felt so empty and lost inside. My soul felt disturbed. I got involved in smoking thinking it was ” cool” which turned into a strong addiction. Every time I would attend church I felt like everyone was looking at me like I was dirty and knew my secret ( being a lesbian) feeling uncomfortable. The enemy gives you the mindset that ” love is love ” and it doesn't matter what (sex) you fall in love with. I pushed God away and wouldn't let God speak about my relationship. I started looking up to other lesbian couples. ( mainly on TH-cam ) I started to ask God how could you make me a lesbian and not love me for who I am and what I am. Asking God why would you make me and then call the way I love an abomination? It hurt me the same way. I started get upset and slowly pull myself away from God. I thought people who hated the LGBTQ community were just being so judgemental and didnt understand how to ” truly love” without boundaries. God has delivered me and I surrendered my mind, my soul, my spirit to God completely and decided to walk in faith and repent before God. Cast all my sins upon him and ask him to save me from my own self and to make me brand new, make me whole, let me live for him and not by the flesh. To make me a new creature in Christ, born again and to reintroduce me to the world and how I view the world. The enemy can attack you just by using ur eyes, mind, and heart. It happens so fast you don't even see it coming. Now my soul and spirit is awake and now I lean on God and not my own understanding! Amen.. I thank anyone who reads this message! 🙏🏽✨
So are u going to marry a man?
wow great testimony. thanks for sharing
Wait, you gae or no
My best friend told me Good will make a way of escape. That door was painful. I don’t think I’ll go back.
Powerful testimony. G-d is the only judge who matters. Your testimony isn't just for people struggling with that particular problem. But ANYONE who puts ANYTHING before G-d... Thank you my sister for sharing. 🙏✝️
I thank you for telling your testimony. The topic surrounding those in the LGBT community has had an impact on my walk with God.
Popping by almost 2 years later after God led me to Kylia's testimony. Praise God I'm FREE in Jesus name!!! Thank you for staying obedient through every trial and test!
Amen!! Praise God sis 💙💙
I'm trying to break free now.
I understand
Going through the same
Thank you so much for sharing
I needed this
My pleasure 💙 Thank you for watching!
"I need to hear from God, b/c there’s a part in me that’s dying" I am there now. But I’m not sure if I want to go back.
Im so very very proud of you!! Honey the same thing happened to me! Trust!! I was a not so fem lesbian, I tried being no sexual 1st then I was a full lesbian from the time I was 24-31 and none of my relationships with women worked! I too had NO PEACE AT ALL, I was feel in depression though I had some happy moments in that lifestyle, I was a serious alcoholic for 13 years, so God knew.. He had to get me sober in my right mind 1st and He did. He delivered me from alcoholism 1st. 6 years ago. Then He had to deliver me from that because I wasn't letting it go. But I couldn't have peace in it, again.. It continued.. No relationship was working, I was with a woman I was madly in love with but it wasn't always easy, we got engaged, and she ghosted me around christmas of 2017. I was in the worst heart ache condition in my life, and I was in am uber talking about that relationship, hurt, was taking narcissistic abuse counselling, but I felt God was telling me something... Sure enough I told my uber driver lile taxi cab confessions that i wanted to understand the bible but u just couldn't. He gave me a new Testament Bible with commentary by pastor and bible teacher Greg laurie and on the front it said START! I wasn't so hesitant to read it I guess because it didn't say bible in front of it. It took me a lil bit but I started reading it and he had a message to the reader, I felt convicted, I started going to church with my mom, but wasn't fully ready to surrender that part of me yet, until one day, I felt convicted to search for scriptures on homosexuality, there was ovee 20 of them. I was in shock! On how many there was, and I felt God was seriously working in my life, so I broke down, I remember.. I was at work in a dark parking lot praying, open and talking to Him, and ready to surremder all those broken pieces (beauty for aches) and I said LORD! IF THIS DOES COME FROM YOU, AND GOES AGAINST YOU, I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH IT! TAKE IT FROM ME! CLEANSE ME!! USE ME!! BUT TELL ME LORD!! in tears and open completely, and I heard Him say, "I didn't give them you, you gave them you". I stopped crying and I just knew what that meant to my heart. That that lifestyle wasnt ever gonna work or give me peace because I was choosing it for me and He wasnt in that lifestyle of sex and sexuality, and every woman who entered my life was taking the place of God in my life and it broke me further and further down. I surrendered it all and now.. I'm fem, i love being the woman God made me to be. I'm an evangelist, a mentor, a God mothee but a real one! Lol I teach her the bible, and I spreD the word in a mental hospital. Those who God sets free are free indeed-! Quick note changed movement has so many just like us! I found them about 2 weeks ago. Something to look up and read, its awesome to know you're not alone and not the only one who God has delivered, its an amazing feel! God bless u sister-! Greater is He who is in you than he that is in this world. He said "the heavens and the earth shall pass away, but my words will by no means pass away" and amen to that!-
I just don't understand why God would want me to feel love and desire for women and at the same time expect me to live a life of lie with a man. No hate to you, I watched the whole video and I do feel some of the stuff you mentioned, but I just don't understand why God made me this way. I'm so angry at him. I hate this about me. I hate being a lesbian, but I don't know if I would be happy in a relationship with a man and I just don't understand why I'm like this. 😓
God didn’t make you that way, love. Nobody is born that way. Circumstances in life may cause you to feel like that’s the truth to you. Pray about it. Seek Jesus and He will change you. You don’t have to do it alone
God loves everyone and it is not a sin to feel loved. Feeling comfortable with you are and the person you’re with or desire to be with isn’t wrong. You’re like this because it’s who you are and that’s okay. Seek what makes you truly happy and that may be with a woman, man or other person. Of course that’s just my take on this and the only right path is the one that makes YOU happy :)
@@fansfollowers3458 thank you.
isabela muzzi you’re very welcome
@@isabelamuzzi3096 don't listen to that demon...god said be fruitful and multiply
I left too. 20 years.
Wow that’s awesome!
are you now in the homophobic community?
@@pastorbriwhat?
I said is he in the homophobic community now?@@sillysalamislapper
Thanks for sharing your story, it’s very inspiring! I resonate with a lot of things, in fact we have almost a similar story. Mine got so bad that I even continued after I got married and kids.
But thank Abba Yahuah that I’ve been delivered from this bondage of sin, I cried to Yah in prayer, I went into a baptism of repentance, and He saved me.
Thank you for watching! Glory to God for His faithfulness in keeping you!
Thank you for this video. I am 31 and still struggling. And it’s so hard.
Now I admire your obedience and will hopefully soon find myself following suite. I’ve been grieving for quite sometime.
It's sad that everyone here in the comments really thinks homosexuality is a choice to engage on a sinful lifestyle. Assuming God exists, why woul've He created urges that don't objectively harm anyone when turned into actions? And why would anyone choose to be gay on a community where everyone hates them for it? It's stupid. Bad relationships have nothing to do with gender. If God loved you he would love you as you are. If you really don't like women, you weren't a lesbian to begin with, but if you do, you're just brainwashing yourself into something that will ultimately make you miserable for not accepting who you are. As good as you might think this change is, talking about it just perpetuates the stigma that homosexuality is wrong, that it's incompatible with religious beliefs and that you can grow out of it. That will ultimately hurt more people. Good luck.
thank you. you’re a positive light in these comments and i’m just sad looking at other women talk about how they left a girl they loved only to end up with a man. Their mid-life crisis is going to hit real hard when they realize they can’t change who they are. love ya ❤
I'm so happy to be hearing your testimony. I cannot imagine so many conflicted feelings! But I am so glad you shared! I am praying for my son, niece, cousin, nephew, who think they are gay, but I know God is holding onto them! You give me hope! God bless you!
they should pray for you to overcome your homophobia!!!!!
@@pastorbri perhaps you should look up the definition of homophobia. I am not fearful of them. But I also will not compromise, I will pray for you, as a pastor you seem okay with less than the will of God. Sin is still sin. Whether you accept it as sin or not.
@@pattyward556 definition: dislike of or prejudice against gay people. If you didn’t dislike us then why are you praying for them not to be gay?
Thank you for your honest story. My niece is going true it to and I watched your video because I want to understand her better and know how I can pray for her
@janice648 it's exactly why I am watching.
Your journey has a purpose and that purpose is Good. You're in God's Hands and you're helping his people out here by sharing your story. I appreciate your strength. God Bless.
Thank you so much 💙💙💙
I've been delivered for 10 years now. My issue was seeking a father figure that I never really had growing up. It repulsed me now to feel I was attracted to men. God is great and he will call us and saviour souls.
Lol. Ok
@@pridan94 ?
@@pridan94 🤭Say man I believe him maybe he was desiring a father figure to the point it became lust u see cuz
I pray that God will bless you for your obedience in sharing your powerful testimony. I’m going to share this with someone very close to me.
Praying for your continued strength and peace in God🙏🏾
Thank you for watching! God bless! 💙💙💙
It's NOT A SIN. Stop hating yourselves, people.
You DON'T HAVE TO BE with the opposite gender.
I've Always been bi sexual. I Realize For the first time in my life 😌 I have met a man that doesn't shame my sexual experiences nor does he lack anything that I want need or Desire. I can't wait to marry him. I Never Felt That Completeness Being With The Same Sex. I Loved them a whole Lot but I never found that real stability emotionally but the physical part of lesbianism had me all caught up for the longest. I was raised in a Christian family who kept on loving me but still hoped that I would grow out of it so you speak. I Tried To Be As Open As I Could with the same Sex But I Can Tell That Me & My Boyfriend Are Soulmate's. I don't shame anyone struggling to come into their True Definiition. The LGBT church never appealed to me. God is Love... But God Confessed His Design Plan So To Go a Different Route is To Crush His Heart. I Want No Part in That. Period.
do you believe all relationships with the same sex lack that stability?
I’m going through this right now. Except she left me…I feel so empty. Idk where to even start.
Y she left u? Did she decide to love herself 🥴
how can i get closer to God? lately i feel like i’ve been drifting away and i don’t want that to happen
ask God to pull you back in! I like to look up scriptures of hope or inspiration on my phone and just read through all of them.
Read the book of James! Is there any double mindedness/lukewarmness in your life, maybe?
Read the Bible it’s the living word of God. Prayer. Worship. 🤍
God never gives up on you....jesus loves you
Drift yourself back in
Years ago I watched a Street healer and was fascinated that he could heal someone on the street through the name of Jesus Christ, I listen to this man yesterday , he is now a preacher and what he said I needed to hear, he said gods standard for righteousness is The Ten Commandments, and there is not a person that can say they've never broken any of The Commandments, and the important thing is that we have the conviction in our hearts to know we need Jesus, my view on religion has changed over the years, I think every spiritual teaching is the continuation of the previous, and Jesus was the last teacher and my savior, thank you for sharing, God bless
Ed Cupp love this! Thanks for sharing and watching 💙
All these people talking about how they liked the same gender and now they like the opposite gender, claiming they're straight now
y'all are just bisexual, there's nothing wrong with that
Thank you for sharing your testimony, it has touched me deeply! I thank God for your life and for putting it in your heart to share the process of this difficult path but one that is worth it. Listening to you, I was moved to see that a woman has gone through something so similar to what I have gone through. Although I still have my struggles with temptations, I know that God is faithful,and in Him we are more than conquerors and I appreciate his infinite mercy!
I'm new to your channel, thanks for the content you share here sister, continue to be an instrument at the service of God! God keep blessing you!
Thank you so much for your encouragement! I’m so glad the video has been helpful for you. May God continue to strengthen you in your journey 💙
Maybe you’ve heard of the book “Gay Girl, Good God” by Jackie Hill Perry..I just got done reading it twice and it has so many similarities to everything that you said.
Kaitlyn Calcote thanks for watching! And yes I have heard of the book but I haven’t read it yet. Thanks for suggesting it
am i going to hell if i like boys and girls?
im a 16yo female, i am catholic, i believe in God and i do believe that Jesus is my Saviour and everything, but im scared that im going to hell.. can someone please just explain to me, if im going to hell or not? because i know i'm not confused and these feeling of attraction are NOT lustful,i just feel attracted romantically,
i know im still a teenager and i know some of you might say that i have raging hormones that struggle with lustful thoughts.. yes i've been curious about sex but i am a virgin and never been in a relationship in my life before, so can someone please just tell me..i've prayed, and cried to God asking him to make me normal, but i still have these feelings to both genders.
if god really loves you, he won't care about who you fall in love with. In the end we are all just people, please don't worry
YOU ARE NORMAL AS NOMAL CAN BE and there is no such thing as being an ''ex-gay'' these people themselves still say that they still feel an attraction towards the same sex but they dont put it like that they call it ''temptation'' which even though it pisses me off that they are spreading lies like this they too are victims and i empathize with them because nobody deserves to go through life feeling like their mere existence and something that is a part of their identity emphasis PART OF not WHOLE is a sin. so no there is nothing wrong with being queer nothing and i am obviously assuming here i dont know if you even identify as such i am sorry if i am wrong with that, i dont know much about religion but what people always say is that god makes no mistakes so that alone makes the homophobic comments null and void and many other reasons too such as who you are attracted to not being your choice which like i mentioned that ''ex-gays''( i use quotations because its not real and even though i dont want to invalidate a persons experience i am totally against the perpetuation of that being gay or whatever your sexuality is, is changeable there is no such thing) like dude even if you are exposed to queer people and then you find yourself being attracted to the same sex that does not mean you have changed in any way you still like the same cereal or same movie, it just means that you always were gay and things like attraction become clearer and clearer as you get older. and if there truly is an omnipotent god out there you think that he would send you a believer who happens to be queer to hell and not the popes who have been accused of pedophilia for years and years and no christian actually talks about that or like joe biden who is aiding israel to ethnically-cleanse a group of people, but he will ignore all that and many many other worse people who have lived before us and still live among us who do the most inhumane things( and sometimes they weaponize religion) and will just choose you for liking someone of the same-sex and possibly wanting to be with them too, something that is so innocent and pure like love how could it ever be worthy of such a punishment?. and anyways queer people have been existing before we were even colonized and then handed the bible which played a part mostly the interpretation of cherry picked verses which led to queer people being oppressed and having to suppress a part of who they are , the difference is now people can freely express themselves and live their truth we are not all there its still a fight to live freely and truly be who we are because if it were not the person who made this video wouldnt have made it and NO its not a ''lifestyle'' or ''way of life'' its a part of you and there are many things that are part of your identity that make you, you. dont be too hard on yourself and self-discovery is a journey and one that you shouldnt cheat yourself of by being scared.
i hope this helps and again nothing is wrong with you. i recommend checking out other creators on this platform who might have been in the same situation as you because you are not alone a lot of people who grew up religious and are still religious despite their sexual orientation went through what your going through. and please dont forget there is no such thing as an ''ex-gay'' and there never will be but there is a suppression of your feelings which leads to an unfulfilled life so be true to yourself.
@@amahle_m17 thankyou so much this is so kind of you to reply to my comment, i will try and supress these scared thoughts an try and accept it.. thankyou💞
Try fasting and praying.
I am an ex-lesbian too! Jesus saved me❤️
God bless you
From what ? From your confusion ?
Literally clown
Praise the Lord!
@@olubunmiolatunji stop black propaganda
no such thing as ex gays
I never bother commenting on things and I know you may never see this but hearing your story makes me want to keep going. I'm in a very similar situation, God is stripping me down and I just feel so done with everything. Like everything is falling apart but this.... I don't know what to say. It won't solve the problems I'm dealing with but it pushes me on a little more, it gives me some hope and comfort and I don't think youll ever know how much that means
Hey, @jellybean. 7, So grateful that to hear that you have a little more hope than before. This journey is not easy but it is definitely possible and you don’t have to do it alone. We do have a free private community that you can join and it includes weekly accountability and prayer calls, and super transparent conversation that will help you along the way. I’ll leave the link below if you’re interested. We’d love to have you there!
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I had been dating women since i was 13 two real relationships with woman and my most important one i still truly love but she has broken me completely after our breakup and after her i told myself i was done with women she came back 6yrs later left me again within a year im so heartbroken😭 i dont really know how im making it but it just makes me not want to date another woman again because she took my heart with her.
I’m sorry love. No one deserves that. Praying for you to find wholeness and healing in God ❤️
@@blindmouse7796 lol everything is about experience and the person but when your a woman & you have been so hurt by women it makes you question your sexuality so dont be disrespectful its her experience & pain and i felt HER.
@@blindmouse7796 why search your whole life for something that may not be meant for you i say be open thats how i am now i use to be 100℅ lesbian but i wasted my time so now im open to whomever god choose for me. PeriodT so ion no about nobody else but me im a find a good person ♂ or ♀
this happens to heterosexuals also.
This is not a lesbian thing. She's her own person. Now if your questioning you security then that is different.
I just now came across this video and decided to give it a listen. Youre love and youre strong for walking that journey ❤
I'm a devout Christian with SSA. Just once, I want to hear the testimony of someone that wasn't living a drug laced. promiscious lifestyle, but was still able to get out of the homosexual lifestyle.
Although I never acted on my SSA, I really want to. I feel like the reason for this is that I might be the only SSA Christian that has never lived a wild lifestyle , so my curiosity is just going wild.
Are there any of you out there?
🙌 yes 🙌
@@shalomhernandez8545 I'm happy to know that I', not the only one who has seen this issue. Have you heard any story that was different than the same former SSA Christian story in this video?
Months ago I felt this way and made this comment.
But I am here to tell you that God has given me healing. When I surrendered everything (not just my sexual orientation) to God, He healed me. I no longer have lesbian desires.
I now have a real desire to have a husband and get pregnant. For years, I have hated and had disdain for these things but now I am excited. Although I do have other problems, I know that as long as I stay close to God, there is freedom from the chains and bondage of anxiety, depression, poverty, suicidal thoughts/attempts, lesbianism, and more.
To all of you struggling with this, HOLD ON. God loves you and He is with you. It is very tempting to give in to society's narrative that homosexual behavior is ok and that you can't be changed, but don't do it. The youtube videos with the testimonies of people who have changed are true. I know because this happened to me.
It is so funny because this saturday I was sitting at work listening to this testimony and all I could think about was just how good and great our God is.
I think everyone is heterosexual, but some people are intersex- so it looks like they're gay bc their bodies make it look that way, but they're actually heterosexual and being shamed. The fake gay people I've met are usually sex addicts, predatorial, fetishizing the same sex, super lustful - and in my experience never talk about actually being in love. So I do think there are heterosexual people with a total lack of boundaries and they just like sex with whoever they want and romance and commitment just aren't on their mind. I've been preyed on by women like this- the one girl already had a committed boyfriend but she was totally grooming me, then another girl was at a Catholic anti gay group, and when we were in a retreat room cleaning up at the end of the evening- it was just me and her (and we were both there to have community and faith with celibate same sex people ) but she creepily hit on me like I was prey. Another girl who I liked also hit on me in predatory ways, and tried being controlling and manipulative towards me which weirded me out- she also had told me that when she did sexual things with a previous girlfriend she felt a gut wrenching emptiness. That's something I have never experienced with being gay. I've also never been interested in being predatory. I don't know why these women all are. Which goes back to my assumption that these are people who aren't actually sane sex attracted, they are power and control attracted, sexual compulsion attracted, and they aren't interested in romance and love and being in a free equal relationship with the person they love.
I tried to date one woman for real but left because after the first week she started being a jerk and saying abusive things. And my most recent relationship was a woman who was straight who pulled me into a sexual relationship with her, because of her past abuse, but she was never thinking about commitment and a real relationship because she said she wasn't allowed, and now after 5 years of pulling me in and rejecting me, now she's left for a guy since she's allowed to be with a guy and be Catholic.
So yeah, I think most of the gay celibate Christians are predatory, aren't thinking about romance and marriage, and have sex addictions and compulsions. But I think there are secular gay people who are most likely intersex and actually are really romantically attracted to others in a non predatory way.
Gosh. My life is so weird. At the same time I was in love with Jesus since I was young and wanted to be a nun, but the Church rejected me for being gay and left me practically alone in the garbage, and I had thought in teenage years that the only way to marry Jesus was to be a nun so my world was crushed, and then after having my hopes to be with Jesus in the convent crushed I struggled for years not to be gay, then left the Church and was like this is stupid, they take away my vocation to be with Jesus, abandon me, then tell me don't go fall in love with women because that's bad. So I went to find girlfriends, but as a weird result, this girl who left me for a guy, during this time Jesus showed me He never rejected me, and He didn't like how this girl was treating me, and He was sorry she didn't want to be my girlfriend, and that He loves me and wants to marry me. Which is all crazy because I'll know I'll be with Him and I don't want to be with anyone else, but I'm still gay. And currently this is the biggest wrench in my life because the Church says gay attraction is unnatural, but to me falling in love with Jesus is the and in my heart as falling in love with women, and I can't be bad for one and good for the other when I haven't changed internally at all. It seems so idiotic. If I have to crush my romantic attraction because my flesh is supposedly bad, then it's ridiculous for the Church to take my crushed romantic attraction and say now I'm holy because I'm in love with Jesus. It's so freaking stupid.
Sorry I'm writing so much. I read your comment and felt connected because your observation has been my continued observation, but it's never brought up by the Church. I don't know where you are in life now since this is an old comment. I feel really alone with all this and there's no one who seems to get it, at least no one in the Church, and then secular people don't get it either because they aren't concerned about their relationship with God in the first place.
Thankyou for sharing. I really relate to the pain leaving the lesbian relationship caused. I can honestly say that now 6 years later I don't regret it. God is good adn He will give us the desires of our heart.
I have a similar story also, God wasn’t going to allow any relationship that I had with another woman work. I see it now as a blessing. It is difficult, but there are many who choose to give their life to Jesus instead. Thank you for sharing your story, know that you are not alone on this journey. Much love to you.
Keep doing what you do, you are a ray of light to those who need. Blessing to you x
I think my daughter is gay. She's been acting weird lately and I think she's working up her courage to confess to me. If/when she does, do you have any recommendations on what I should say to her?
you just had not met the right woman
@@april1st183 try to be understanding & ask questions instead of shun her. The worst mistake I made in my life is coming out to my mom. Wish I would have lied to her my whole life cause pure hatred came out of her & our relationship has never been the same. If she trust you enough to come out she loves you so try not to make her feel like an idiot
@@pastorbri stop lying
I’m currently in the same situation tbh. I’m not in a relationship but I am bisexual and I do dress masculine. I know what I’m doing is wrong and I want to move closer to the lord but i just don’t know where to start. 😞
Hey there! Thanks for opening up and being honest about your situation. I would encourage you to start by just being honest with God in prayer and making a commitment to spending time with him and getting to know his character. Ask him to show you what’s preventing you from going deeper with him. If you’d like I have a free private FB group with other people who are going through the same process. You’re not alone in this process. Here’s the link to join: facebook.com/groups/madewholecommunity/?ref=share
I’m a heterosexual, I do not know the struggle you go through. The fact that you acknowledge it is wrong is a huge victory. Heterosexual struggle with lust. Eventhough we are saved we have a sin nature. Each day we have to die to self. Just because you have same sex attraction it does not mean you are not saved. The fact that you choose to not give into it makes you victorious, especially in today’s world.
@@Topg1 thank you
Aileen J. No problem.
there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. i promise you that you are loved exactly as you are. you do not need to change. i love you
Wow this testimony is incredible. I also identify as being gay and can relate to losing your creativity. Recently I have started writing again (the past month or so) and have forgotten how much fun it is to be in touch with my creative side. I hope you have found your spark and creative side again!
I hope you know your sexuality is nothing to be ashamed of❤
god loves you no matter who you love. you're not hurting anyone by loving, people can only be hurt by hatred. it's okay to think you're gay and realise you're straight, or think you're straight but realise you're gay - it's okay to leave whatever relationship makes you sad and start whatever relationship makes you happy
Hello, I'm wondering if you can help
Me please. I'm struggling with this and really need someone to talk to. My mental health is so bad and I need god to save me at my weakest. Please reply and help me :(
same thing with me
I'm praying for you .my daughter is going through a rough time also God bless you baby.
Hi Tia....I saw her mention her Facebook group on a different reply.
You can talk to me if you still feel like it :) Jide Abiaka on Facebook
God bless you for this testimony. I once shared with someone that being a Christian has nothing to do with feelings. It's determination. Our feelings can change any time. Jesus didn't felt like dying on the cross. But he choose to die anyways as sign of obedience to the Father. I celebrate your courage in choosing the love of God over all things.
May the God of all grace keep you from falling in Jesus name
This woman is so strong. I am a cisgender male who is attracted to women. I am also a Christian. This testimony helped me understand more about the challenges of same-sex attraction. Thank you for your strength to do this. The Lord is good and the devil is a liar about who true our identity is.
Although I was not in a long-term lesbian relationship, I can relate to feeling convicted in a different level of a less-than-ideal relationship.
I was involved in adultery for 3 years and like yourself, defied God’s suggestion of “exit doors” to leave this married man alone and instead enjoy a life with someone single who could be committed romantically solely to me.
Ironically enough, this married man volunteered as security for a church that he invited me to join. The fact that this man sarcastically professed being a “heathen Christian” didn’t make things any more reasonable.
It would’ve been difficult for my younger self to think of myself as succumbing to an abomination. Similarly to yourself, I was truthfully in love with this man and strangely didn’t want to be seen as being in the wrong. Like yourself, I idolized this man wholeheartedly and considered him someone ideally suited for me.
I did dabble in bisexuality to please him. I made the ultimate choice to never return to this lifestyle because I figured it would be a gateway into furthering myself away from who I knew myself to be. I had no ultimate desire to be a lesbian and am currently glad that this is something I’m genuinely not attracted to. I continually say that I do not condone, honor or endorse the lifestyle yet I have no need to be hateful towards those who choose to stay where they are.
Thank you for sharing your testimony despite it likely being embarrassing and possibly compromising for others. Remember that God is always there for you and always wants you to be at your best.
What a powerful testimony sis, God is always the answer and am so happy you found Him. You have a story to share, you have lives to save through your story for the kingdom. I pray for God’s strength for you on this journey 🙏🏾🤗😘
Thank you so much!
MadeWhole you’re welcome. I sent you a message on instagram can you reply? Was looking to see if you had any contact info here but there’s nothing 😊. Look forward to hearing from you. Have a blessed day
This was rly helpful I’m going through this right now and it’s rly hard for me to fully let go of the fact that I will probably have to be celibate my whole life, Christian’s r so quick to judge people who r gay but they rly have no idea how hard this is to go through
I grew up Muslim and it’s the same there too! It’s extremely hard to deal with sexuality while being in an anti-LGBT religion.
I’m thinking of moving out of it because it feels like the two can’t be mutually compatible. I have fully accepted being queer, and I consider it harder to conceal yourself.
Thank you for your courage, this testimony was authentic, powerful.. and naturally beautiful like you ❤️ you!!
Aww thanks Tracee! 💙 I appreciate you!
Pls help me. I want to be free. I'm tired of crying every night for God to change me, tired of seeing the girl i love being called by men when i can't even tell her how i feel, tired of this feeling of guilt but i can't change it. I need help please
Hi there, you can join our private community for resources to help you through this journey. It’s free made-whole.mn.co/share/HW5U2GjdNGSHU_na
Strong lust is always confused with Love. Lust isn't Love. Jesus is Love.
Lesbianism isn’t lust. Just as straight relationships, you can have a lustful relationship or a loving one...
@@ratbastard6293 Apparently you are speaking from a worldly point of view. Therefore you see lust as love. God calls it lust because it's a selfish unrestrained sexual craving to please ones own desire outside of His standards. Love doesn't seek it's own, love doesn't cause others to stumble in sin to please ones sinful desires. Love seeks the higher good of the other person base on the principles of the Lord. You call it love, Jesus calls it lust, this is why he will condemn all who refuses to turn to Him from the lifestyle of sin. A real born again believer knows this. lesbianism is driven by lust, not love. See below the Lord God definition of Love. Jesus is the perfect example of love.
www.gotquestions.org/what-is-lust.html
www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+1%3A26-27&version=AKJV
www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1+Corinthians+13%3A4-8&version=NASB
@@neynuevo211 sorry but you are just plain wrong
Wow you are so right. Thank you for pointing this out. When I was younger, I really believed I was in love but now I can see it really was just purely lust.
@@justlauren3253 Actually, it was the Lord that revealed it to me through His written word. in 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 & Romans 1:26-28. I had prayed & ask the Lord to reveal to me whether the relationship I was in was love or lust. It was clear by these verses it was lust & not love, because we both were insisting on our own way by having sex outside of God's standards. I was so thankful to the Lord for opening my eyes, because I would still be in that empty lust & broken relationship, thinking it was Love.
www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1+Corinthians+13%3A4-7&version=NLT
www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=romans+1%3A26-28&version=NLT
I’m struggling currently. I am in love with a woman, and the relationship is not toxic. The only things is she is a girl. This is going to be one of the toughest times of my life. I don’t want to leave her, but i feel this conviction in my spirit.
Be with her ! True love it is only in same sex couples...
You can overcome this feeling! I'll be praying for your spirit to be strengthened. Heed to God
@@Jitlynn That's not even remotely true, but ok. True love doesn't depends on sexuality
Mam you're saying this as if you're the only woman that's dealing with this all men deal with this#p***#Porn#simpimg#sexbeforemarriage#goimlng against Gods will, anyway if you really need some help just know why can't you women such as yourself just say to yourself I experienced the carousel I rode the carousel I got that out my system now I can serve God I swear this is just greed and weakness there's men out there probably most men out there that ain't even got chance to experience the experience that you experience sexually that is very selfish 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 now you WOMEN can feel wat men has to go through when they have to deal with living life on hard mode while you have an easy hardmode is hard huh🤡🤡🤡 you see the balance their now you have a struggle 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 don't you see these end times don't you see the state of Hawaii God got a whole man for you right now a whole will for you right now if you don't do what you suppose to do u going to regret it or you may become a victim or you may perishh you got it out your system now serve God and that goes to myself too
Is not easy but is not impossible either I know what you going through. Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me 🙌🏼
its easy to be dilivered from homophobia
@@pastorbri stop that
@@pastorbrihomophobia is not a real thing. That's like saying that Christ can deliver one from addiction is addictaphobia
@@ShivaTD No LMAO..... homophobia is a real mental illness, do some research. And as a phobia is an irrational hate, dislike or fear or all 3...how is it irrational to not like an addiction? Try again.
@@ShivaTD th-cam.com/video/YpW4min8TtU/w-d-xo.html
SEEMS U ARE A LIAR OLD BEAN.
Tbis is genuinely wild 💀💀
Define the word ”wild”
@@BeautifulPredatorMohammed why
@@kaeyas_wifey because you Said she is wild for leaving homosexuality?
@@BeautifulPredatorMohammed okay?? And? 😭😭
@@kaeyas_wifey ??? So? I ask you whats the problem? Im a boy that left homosexuality
Wow, this was such raw testimony, God bless you for sharing ❤️
A real woman of faith , power and blessings on her