💚 Mito Awareness & LOOK WHO’S HOME from Hurricane Duty! 🏡 (9/17/17)

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  • @crazylady2902
    @crazylady2902 7 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    So glad to see Judd and that he safe. god bless all of you.

  • @kaysmith7766
    @kaysmith7766 7 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Yay! Judd is home!!! Thank you for you service Judd. I'm so happy for you Jaquie. This will be a little less stress for you now. Your eyes lit up when he came home. I would say that was a spectacular ending to a day that started off badly. Makes me happy to see you guys together again.

  • @CrystalSaysSo
    @CrystalSaysSo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Very happy that Judd is back! I know he is exhausted. Thank him for all of us that he serves. Florida is lucky to have such committed men and women!

  • @carolioning
    @carolioning 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I know it's normal and necessary for them but I thought it was so sweet when Judd kissed Jaquie and then carefully lowered her down to her walker. Wow, what a good couple.

  • @hannapettersson6347
    @hannapettersson6347 7 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    I'm so happy you have found such a great person to share your journey with Jaquie. I think Judd is such a good person and I admire him so much, he doesn't have to help people but he chooses to do so. In a national newspaper here in Sweden I also saw that two police officers died and I'm pretty sure it was in Tampa so I wanted to share my condolences. Even though we couldn't do anything about what was happening in Florida I'm sure we all cared about the citizens and the heroes who made the best of what they had. I also prayed for all of you even though I'm agnostic because it was one of the few things I could do as a minor across the world. I'm sending all my love to you and your wonderful family ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jennaalyssa2203
    @jennaalyssa2203 7 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Yayyy Judds home!!!

  • @christiebetts4970
    @christiebetts4970 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So glad your little family is back together.Thank you Judd for your sevice to others and to you Jackie for being brave and being without your husband at this scarey time.I hope you both can get some rest.I know chronic illness can be hard on relationships,keep on loving each other!

  • @SoulWolf
    @SoulWolf 7 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I didn't know about Mitochondrial Disease Awareness Week this is fantastic a lot more people need to know about Mito. People really have no idea how it effects your life. As someone with Mito I really appreciate this video and I'll definitely be wearing green today. You guys are awesome! I Love your channel! #LightsUpForMito!

    • @ChronicallyJaquie
      @ChronicallyJaquie  7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I am so glad I could tell you about it :D

    • @analarson2920
      @analarson2920 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Found out today that our environment and meds can cause mito, not always genetic. That is really good news because if you can cause you can cure it eventually. Like Jacqui said CoQ 10 can help, I also heard there are power foods and herbs we can look into with our doctors, after almost 60 years with this I have more hope> Tx Jacqui you inspire us to keep on looking and moving forward.

    • @SoulWolf
      @SoulWolf 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ana Larson my Mito is believed to have been caused by my meds. I hope for a cure one day. #jacquitheinspirationalbean

  • @lynnrose7562
    @lynnrose7562 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hi Jaquie! It's nice to see Judd home. Your family is together. Yay! What a big smile Jaquie had on your face when you realized Judd was home. Judd, you're a rockstar!

  • @pastel_elf_aphelion
    @pastel_elf_aphelion 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So happy Judd's home! What an amazing surprise, Hippo must of loved it that Judd was home!

  • @brilli97
    @brilli97 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    YEAYY!! I LITERALLY SCREAMING ON THE INSIDE WHEN JUDD WAS APPEARED YOU GUYS ARE SOO SWEET😍😍😍😍

  • @betterwiththeirish
    @betterwiththeirish 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you Judd again (it can never be said enough) for all you do for the community!

  • @kathyyoung5811
    @kathyyoung5811 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So glad Judd is home safe and sound!

  • @Joy.Elizabeth
    @Joy.Elizabeth 7 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    My dad lives in ft Myers and unfortunately was not able to leave so he's been having a rough time with dealing with the heat esp with the lack of power. I'm up in Ny and it's been scary! My in-laws are also in FL in Sebring so it's been a worrisome time but my in-laws just got back power and I pray my dad will soon. I'm so grateful the hurricane downgraded the way it did!! And I'm grateful to all those who helped and are helping. Thank you Judd!!

    • @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780
      @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Raven Moore You take care of you now. It looks like the next two may cause us problems.... I really hope not.

    • @anaghinet6834
      @anaghinet6834 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Raven Moore d

    • @CSpaniel14
      @CSpaniel14 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Disney Gamer, are they going to be as strong as Irma? Is Maria headed to Florida?

    • @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780
      @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kimberlee_Tucker No, Jose is a cat 1 and its headed up here to mid atlantic/ New England tonight, tomorrow. Maria is still far away going to sadly hit the islands and last i saw going up the east coast... lee they said might die out... I think Florida suffered enough.

    • @analarson2920
      @analarson2920 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Here you also from NY with family in Fla., they got their power now, prayers to you and yours,

  • @cathrenriddler45
    @cathrenriddler45 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Welcome home Judd! Thank you and all your fellow National Guard and everyone else that worked and are still working on this hurricane and all the other things!

  • @LifeinBonnieland
    @LifeinBonnieland 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Watching old videos. Miss you, Jaquie! ❤️

  • @Trekkifulshay
    @Trekkifulshay 7 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I'm glad Judd is home.
    I just heard Puerto Rico is going to be hit by Maria while still barely beginning recovery from Irma. Will be praying for them.

  • @MelissaHillikerNPets
    @MelissaHillikerNPets 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    In Tech class today we had to make a "Wanted" poster for someone we like, but the things they were wanted for jokingly had to be good qualities about them. So I did mine on Harlow!
    Also SO HAPPY Judd is home!!

  • @faithdavis7258
    @faithdavis7258 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is the first time I've watched your channel. I just subscribed and I'm going back to watch some of your previous videos. Feel better.

  • @h7amethyst7
    @h7amethyst7 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    OMG!!! He's back!!! I'm so happy and thankful that he is safe. I totally missed Judd so much.
    Also I didn't know it was Mitochondrial Disease awareness week. Thank you for spreading the awareness.

  • @wt0416
    @wt0416 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Glad to see Judd home!!! Hippo is sooooo attached. Glad he was safe...... Thanks for his service... And he has to go to work tomorrow!! Gosh he has no time to relax. But glad that you had a date night and you pushed yourself to go out just for him. I'm sure he appreciated that.

  • @jameskennedy9655
    @jameskennedy9655 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    thank you Judd,

  • @chasetonga
    @chasetonga 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I bet Judd coming home helped you physically feel better. He must be exhausted! Dogs and kids always get playful with daddies and want to snuggle their mamas. Too cute!

  • @karenbonham1359
    @karenbonham1359 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Happy tears for you having your husband home! Thank you for the sacrifice you both make to help others!

  • @rhiannonmorgan1815
    @rhiannonmorgan1815 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So glad your family is together and all right I'm praying for everyone to be safe during this terrible time

  • @em_bubbles
    @em_bubbles 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    SO happy you're home Judd! Thank you so much for your service!!!

  • @sabrinariley7434
    @sabrinariley7434 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Great to see Judd back and safe! Thank you sir for all you do!

  • @hollybronwyn8176
    @hollybronwyn8176 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You two are *so* blessed to have one another. Judd, *THANK YOU* for all you do.

  • @bmwpcr
    @bmwpcr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ohhh YAHHHHHH JUDD IS HOME JUDD IS HOME. .. I was grinning from ear to ear at how happy you were... glad things are starting to get to some kind of normal... hugs and love from Kentucky

  • @Aiden-V2.0
    @Aiden-V2.0 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yaaaay! He's back! Harlow is so cute, she was like glued to Judd!

  • @shannoncurtin8047
    @shannoncurtin8047 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I was so happy to see Judd! Jack's was so excited! This just made my day! I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

  • @RebeccaBeckery
    @RebeccaBeckery 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so happy to see Judd back safe! Also That 70's Show is AMAZING! I love it so much! lmao
    I didn't know about the monuments changing colour for Mito Awareness though, that's so cool! That makes me really happy!

  • @leahcooper3243
    @leahcooper3243 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So glad Judd is home safe and sound and your family is reunited!!!

  • @choppychop6
    @choppychop6 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so happy for you that Judd is back!

  • @teresabowden6165
    @teresabowden6165 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Judd's finally back!! Yay I'm so happy you and Jaquie and Harlow are back together.

  • @jorhodes4949
    @jorhodes4949 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yay Judd's home!!! You were sorely missed kid. Thanks for all your work.

  • @MIDRK
    @MIDRK 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know a girl, 14 years old, unfortunately for her Mito affects her so bad she can only cry, smile and vocalize. For a long time I thought it was Cerebral Palsy. Thank you for talking about it, I'm sure some people didn't knew, like me, that it even existed. I'm glad I found your account, I've been learning a lot. Best wishes for you and your beloved ones.

  • @aleshairwin8838
    @aleshairwin8838 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Glad you are home safe Judd!! Thank you for protecting & serving!!! I am a native Floridian living in Apopka now so again thank you!! 💙

  • @blueysmommatpaz6588
    @blueysmommatpaz6588 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awww Harlow loves you guys SO MUCH

  • @ooXChrissieXoo
    @ooXChrissieXoo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    When you mentioned the allergy Har has with kibbles, I just realized my dog is itching for no apparent reason, super watery eyes too... I need to look into that! Thanks for mentioning it Jaquie.

    • @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780
      @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ooXChrissieXoo If you're not ready for raw ( I would gag at some components) Ask your vet about different kibble or wet food.

    • @heatnicoleher
      @heatnicoleher 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My dog had allergies to high end kibble. Itchy skin, ear infections. Raw made the last 5 years of her life the best they could be.

    • @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780
      @meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      heather nicole I'm sorry for your loss.... I wish we had done raw, my pup died way too soon at 9.😭💔

    • @ChronicallyJaquie
      @ChronicallyJaquie  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      No problem! Raw has helped immensely with her allergies.

    • @WholesomeWinter
      @WholesomeWinter 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      My dog had this too. something to do with mites that live in kibble. everything she eats has to either be fresh or frozen.

  • @sgough4315
    @sgough4315 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Welcome home, Judd. I'm pleased you are home & in one piece. It was so cute seeing how much Harlow missed you & her reactions. Sleep well tonight guys & be thankful.

  • @bettyb8739
    @bettyb8739 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You guys are the cutest couple ever!! Glad everyone is safe and reunited.

  • @Sheila_TheCraftingFeet
    @Sheila_TheCraftingFeet 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm glad that you're home safe & sound Judd. Love you all!

  • @tangalalynnbuchholz5479
    @tangalalynnbuchholz5479 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So happy that all of you are safe at home. Lots of love, hugs, and prayers :) 😍🐶💕💟💗💞

  • @brookeholmes4011
    @brookeholmes4011 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Welcome home Judd!! Thank you for your service 😘😁 Jaquie glad today you were able to be reunited with your husband and your pain subsided a bit. I want you to know that your positivity is inspiring. Chronic illness is so depressing sometimes and it's hard for people who are not in the situation to understand and also for people along side of you to deal with all the time there is so much guilt I know blieve me, but you, Judd and Harlow are an amazing team. So thanks for your videos and allowing people a small glimpse into the world of a chronic illness patient.

  • @bernadettemamo2692
    @bernadettemamo2692 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    What a sneak, I am happy that Jud is home safe now the family can settle down and get back to normal. YAY

    • @toodles05
      @toodles05 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bernadette Mamo *Judd

  • @obartel
    @obartel 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Tell Judd and Harlow I said I love them, and of course I love you!!!

  • @jj4christ
    @jj4christ 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad you are home Judd. We are still praying for you and everyone serving all those still dealing with so much destruction and loss.

  • @sarahtennyson7260
    @sarahtennyson7260 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for education on mito… Very fascinating yet frustrating I'm sure! Glad you and your hubby are reunited!😘 and thanks for serving our country to both of you! So thankful your house was OK!😇♥️

  • @Stormy5475
    @Stormy5475 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Judd for all your hard work! As a now retired military wife 24 years(married 17) I know the sacrifice and dedication of both the service member and family. Great job guys!

  • @TraumaSurvivorCynthia
    @TraumaSurvivorCynthia 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Welcome home Judd😀 How exciting to have your family together again❤ Hugs to you from me🐶

  • @johanacastaneda7355
    @johanacastaneda7355 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Welcome home Judd and thank you for all the wonderful things you did

  • @trianavapes9649
    @trianavapes9649 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Glad he's home and safe. And so glad u guys had time together!

  • @avidscrapper1
    @avidscrapper1 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Judd, for your service. My son-in-law is in the VA-Maryland Guard. I know it's hard being away from home and family but, those you help thank you!!!!

  • @LymeDiseaseRadio
    @LymeDiseaseRadio 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Welcome home Judd and thank you for your service! The happiness shows on everyone's face...even Harlow!

  • @dianab6294
    @dianab6294 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Welcome home Judd and thank you for all you do with the military and law inforcement we appreciate you very much

  • @XXthelivingdead
    @XXthelivingdead 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yay Judd's home! Your reaction to him suprising you was so sweet!

  • @TheNailgirl12345
    @TheNailgirl12345 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yay for mitochondrial disease awareness week! I have mito and I'm so glad you're helping spread awareness! Especially because you have it too! It causes all my medical problems. I've been told it's even caused my EDS. Super happy Judd is home too! Hope you are doing ok and have a better day than today!

  • @boosmimi2
    @boosmimi2 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you, Judd for your service! So glad you are home safe for rest anchor for Jacquie. We've missed you!

  • @kittyhero1478
    @kittyhero1478 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Am so glad everything was okay and am happy judd is doing well and thank you so much for all you do

  • @ravenmun
    @ravenmun 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Welcome home Judd!!! Thank you for your continued service. Thank you for being a superhero to so many! God bless!!

  • @mosaicgirl4002
    @mosaicgirl4002 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    So good to see you all together again!

  • @kavitadeva
    @kavitadeva 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I missed judd. Glad he is back.

  • @MsShutupndance
    @MsShutupndance 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Judd so glad you are home safe and even though im not in America i want to thank you for all you have done and all that you do for your country 😃

  • @victoriam4847
    @victoriam4847 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so happy Judd is home! It's nice to see jaquie smile so big! ❤️❤️

  • @kristenhyde9529
    @kristenhyde9529 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So happy that everyone is safe and sound! :)

  • @loraine6574
    @loraine6574 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    yay!!! Judd is home ...im so glAd u guys are safe and together!!🤗🤗😏🤗

  • @samiamisme
    @samiamisme 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yay your man is home safe. Nice to see your beautiful smile Jaquie. I was going to ask if Judd would share any stories, and then he gave a great explanation! Thanks! I'm sure everyone in FL was grateful for your help. Well done! Stories would still be great. Rest well you two.

  • @mikegrl1
    @mikegrl1 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yay Judd is back!! And 10 days is a long time to not see your spouse. So glad you went on a date. Harlow looked pumped to have all the humans back together!

  • @jusgie
    @jusgie 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yayyyy Judd is home safe and sound. Thanks for your service!!

  • @brandyhagler3138
    @brandyhagler3138 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Welcome back judd glad to see your safe and ok. Bless you for your hard work

  • @MissLeopard28
    @MissLeopard28 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so happy Judd is finally home! I know you must have been missing him! What a great guy for him to provide service to those unfortunate families who lost their belongings. You must be so proud of him. Anyway, I thought of you today because I'm planning to get a Golden Retriever puppy later this year and I've decided to get a female and name her Harlow. The name just resonates. I was planning on Shelby before but I have become obsessed with Harlow - especially how many times I fall head over heels over your gorgeous dog!

  • @jackvanschaik8264
    @jackvanschaik8264 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    You two are so cute together and I'm really happy that you guys are back together, I'm actually the same age as you Jaquie and you've re-taught me a lot of the life lessons I had forgotten along the way and I'm really grateful for that

  • @savannahmarano4552
    @savannahmarano4552 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just wanted to say that I love your videos so much and I love to watch them in the morning as I am waking up for school ❤️

  • @MicaylaRuby
    @MicaylaRuby 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Harlow being glued to you is the sweetest thing. My dog is going to a board and train for 5 weeks. I'm going go miss him so much, and my illnesses will probably worsen over that time. I'm going to miss him to bits agh.

    • @ChronicallyJaquie
      @ChronicallyJaquie  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It will be so good for him though, an excellent choice :)

  • @briatecheira9269
    @briatecheira9269 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    So happy judd is home and safe I bet you are very happy he's a great husband to you and Harlow 😍😍😍😍😍💞💞💞💞

  • @karifobar5687
    @karifobar5687 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Happy Mito awareness week from one mito warrior to another.

  • @rachelsolano19
    @rachelsolano19 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Judd you are amazing! Even though I live in Australia & was not directly affected, I think we all thank you for your kindness & hard work ❤️ WELCOME HOME!! 🎈🎉🎈🎉

  • @marylangan6058
    @marylangan6058 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Judd's back! Now y'all can be together again❤️ Have a great day

  • @EmLovesCW
    @EmLovesCW 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you, Judd, for helping our state!!!!!

  • @ChristineNighting
    @ChristineNighting 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Judd for your service and we're glad you're safe 💜

  • @chelseastump5926
    @chelseastump5926 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so excited and happy for you!!

  • @Katie_Jo_21
    @Katie_Jo_21 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for your service Judd. The explanation was cool. So many times in a state of emergency I hear on the news that the Guard is helping. But never knew all of what it usually entails. Thanks for explaining. Thank you also for explaining Motor Jaquie. Hugs

  • @AM-bi1qt
    @AM-bi1qt 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm in the NG too. I got activated for hurricane Harvey on a medical mission. No shift work... we saw patients and evacuees 24/7. It was a little more than 3 weeks. I got activated the same day my semester started. So now I have to miss another semester of school but it was totally worth it.

    • @ChronicallyJaquie
      @ChronicallyJaquie  7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I find that people who do these things are very selfless. Thank you so much for all you do!

  • @susano7587
    @susano7587 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh Gosh Judd!!!!!!! Jacquie, Harlow, Geoff (hope Jaquie shows you that dinner video) and even ME....we all missed you SO MUCH!!!!!! We are so glad you stayed safe!!!! My brother's brand new home in Rock Lake (Odessa) was battered but withstood the hurricane. THANK YOU FOR STAYING SAFE AND COMING HOME yesterday! It makes me happy to see Jacquie happy!!!!!!!!!

  • @SummersPlace
    @SummersPlace 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Yay!!! Judd's home!!! ❤❤❤☺Still praying for Florida!!! ❤🙏❤❤

  • @lisaackroyd2203
    @lisaackroyd2203 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hooray!!!!! Welcome home Judd! Thank you for your service!!

  • @kampover
    @kampover 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ok, I've said it probably hundred times, but guys, you are great! I love watching your videos. Happy to see you together at last!

  • @edsawarenesschannel
    @edsawarenesschannel 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So glad that Judd is back!! You guys and your love is so inspiring. And so funny Janice knew before you did

  • @joanmilano5302
    @joanmilano5302 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have such a kind, wonderful husband! I'm so happy for you that he's back home :-)

  • @DScritchy
    @DScritchy 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Welcome home Judd. Thank you so much for your service.

  • @imfreetobeme8
    @imfreetobeme8 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Welcome back Judd and thank you for your service

  • @cherylreilly5244
    @cherylreilly5244 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So happy you are all safe! God bless!

  • @u.r.smiley361
    @u.r.smiley361 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Welcome home & thank you!

  • @FunsizedStyle
    @FunsizedStyle 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yay Judd is home!! Thank you for your service! ❤️🇺🇸

  • @mspj803
    @mspj803 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Judd for your service!

  • @myleswilson5401
    @myleswilson5401 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I find ur videos u made me change and when I see people laugh at guide dogs or old people I make the say sorry u are the best thx for helping me change my life

  • @berglettemom6045
    @berglettemom6045 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Welcome home, Judd!

  • @diggityd5856
    @diggityd5856 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Whooohoooo! Welcome home Judd! ❤️

  • @ButchHolladay
    @ButchHolladay 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I got to thank you, because I took the Aspergers test and got a 34, the next time was a 35 so I am above borderline and I guess I got a little autism , social and mostly introverted and notice smells, and sounds mostly. can tell when people get bored of my talking, notice patterns in things, see in depth on patterns, etc. I thank God for it, and explains why I grew up the way I have. I'm 45 now. I relate more with my dog than people, lol sad for me... ha.