Completely agree. Why do their eyes go black when they are enraged and how can they be so devious and cunning when they actually are not very bright? And why do they all follow the same script to the letter. Totally demonic.
How do they know when you’ve left the house for 30 mins for the first time in months? How do they know when you have a visitor when you never have visitors? Demonic entities
You make so much sense. One time, my narcissistic friend, did something that she knew would hurt me. Upon seeing my reaction, she started laughing saying that she knew I would react the way I did. At that moment, I did not see her, but rather the devil. She was actually enjoying knowing I would be hurt. I also think narcissists are also sadistic.
My ex best friend is.. evil & her flying monkeys.. & in laws😣 Can’t begin to tell you the mental torture they caused me & my partner&kids! My partner is their cousin, brother, son & they done what they did to him! So I knew me & kids were not safe with the narcissist pigs🤢
Yes, things got worse after she had a seance with a original board, a mirror fell off the wall and broke, things have gone successfully downhill from there. With these videos I'm able to maintain my sanity
This is my mother to a T….she has told over and over how much she hates me….I’m 62 and lived with her narcissistic bully since I can remember at age 4 years old…..
I'm an African and for a years I thought my narcissistic abuser was putting a spell on me to stay with them because I COULDN'T leave,I saw EVERYTHING but it was as though I was chained to them.I prayed for about 2 years consistently for God to set me free.I was set free and shortly after found myself on TH-cam learning about narcissism and it fit 100%, everything made perfect sense.I knew what I had been dealing with for the past 10 years.
Your story reminds me of a friend from Nigeria. With much prayer he recovered from what he believed was demonic attack. He returned to Nigeria. He is convinced that America is filled with demons and I think he's right. He now is a spectacular healer who is especially available to people who suffer from the madness of life in the US. He's a truly remarkable man and a brilliant healer. YOU are such a healer. Don't ever be impressed by the wealth of America. You have a wealth of spirit that we cannot even imagine. Bless you.
Being in a relationship with a narcissist is like being in a relationship with the devil. Just my thoughts and experiences with my ex narcissist boyfriend (s).
"Evil... Doing what you know is wrong and not caring" scott peck. Id say evil rather than devil.. but once it a person doing it to us.. i totally agree ! We have the ability for great good (and or) great bad.. and all the ingnorance and curiousity in between.. on both poles of energy
I was married to a narcissist for 32 years. He left me for another woman. The Lord saved me from that abuse! He also opened my ears to actually hear the demons voice who possessed my ex. It was a horrible monotone voice I didn’t recognize as my husband’s. Thank you Jesus for setting me free!!!
Yes, that voice. When I confronted my mother about her lies and her manipulation of others.... she said in this weird voice I've never heard before, "Yes. I'm a bad bad mom." I could hear her smiling over the phone as she said that. It creeped me out. That was not my mother. It was then I realized that she would do anything to keep people from finding out what she's done. :( Creeped me the fuck out.
I have been contemplating this for years. I also believe that anyone who cannot feel empathy is demonic. I have absolutely needed God to heal from this. I have had several narcissistic relationships and this last one darn near took me out. It also caused me to go deeper and work on the childhood wounds that made me vulnerable. Now the pendulum has shifted and everyone is a narcissist until proven otherwise, lol. Seems the devil was the first narcissist! I do believe that pendulum will right itself as I continue to heal, but I’d rather be extra careful and protect my heart from here on out.
Yes...I have been on a similar awareness....I NOW WAIT TO SEE WHO IS SELF POSSESSED!! AND I REALIZED THAT THEY ARE SO INSECURE ABOUT THEMAELVES THAT ALL THEY CAN DO IS TALK ABOUT THEMSELVES......MY WEAPON!! I DON'T LISTEN OR GIVE THEM ATTENTION!!
Absolutely correct! Ephesians 6:12 for our struggle is not against flesh and blood,but against the rulers,against the authorities,against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms
I recently, and before this podcast, came to same conclusion...that the dangerous narcissists are possessed, and the lesser narcissists are oppressed. It is definitely spiritual and satanic based, which is why the abused is so destroyed on so many levels, eventually, as is the narcissist themselves. Thank you for this confirming video. My people perish for lack of knowledge, says the Lord.
@@amberslilrose3954 If you are Saved & filled with the Holy Spirit, you would Not act the way a narcissist does. The Holy Spirit fills us with Good fruits!
As a paranormal researcher and also someone who's unfortunately been through the abuse of narcissists, I relate to what is being said in this video, and with the comments. There is something very dark and evil going on with them.
But not all of them are evil based. Some are saved Christians that have this mental illness. Remember it doesn't always appear in childhood, but they are so insecure and learn narcissism as a coping mechanism. It is a survival method that is sick and hurtful. I have a family that was full of them! It is crazy to think about it all and how it worked within our family system and the one on one relationship. It hurts like nothing else! Going no contact from a once beloved relative in childhood...but is now toxic is just horrid. It does feel evil. And most of the ones I have experienced were not saved. But after they accepted Jesus as their Lord and savior they had a huge change!!! I experienced this with my grandmother, my mother, then my father. So I just pray for them and give them over to God to deal with them.
I was unlucky enough to have a mother and brother who are narcissists. And if that weren't enough, my three aunts as well. As a child I didn't understand why my mom and brother were always so mean because I was actually a good kid, and I was the one with all the hurt feelings and empathy. But a child doesn't understand why these people, your family is so cruel all the time. Anyone who has been through narcissistic abuse can fill in the years from child to adult so I will spare the drama there. It's unfortunate that as a child and young adult I never heard the word narcissist let alone knew that...thats what I was dealing with. I always just thought they were mean and rude people. But the day I heard that word, “narcissist,” I researched it and it was a bittersweet day for me. Now I knew that, “they” were NARCISSISTS, and they finally had a title. For me, I figured out what they are, but also realized they weren't ever going to change. I think you are right, they are possessed. I had a boyfriend who was prob worse than a narcissist, (this was before I knew what a narcissist is) in fact it was him that pushed me to that point of figuring out why my family and him acted so much the same. I was beside myself and I did something they really really hate. I left him, and I closed off any relationship from my mom and brother. It's not easy to do, but you have to get away from them, and close that door. Yes, he was beside himself and said NO ONE HAS EVER DONE THAT TO ME! I knew if I was going to save what sanity I had left I would have to summons up every last ounce of energy I had, and stick to my plan or I would get sucked in again. It's been almost twenty year's and I have had a conversation with two of them, but this time it was on my terms, and I made it very clear that I would not tolerate even one backhanded remark. And I meant it, and didn't feel bad saying it. I still keep my distance and just the bad memories are enough to keep me strong and safe!
Narcissists feed on drama. Drama is negative energy. When their source can no longer get sustain them, they move on to destroy another unwitting person.
@@francisfischer7620 so sorry you went through it, especially with your mother. Moms are supposed to be nurturing and protecting souls, especially in regards to their offspring.
‘a narcissist doesn’t break your heart - they break your spirit - that’s why it takes so long to heal.’ - a quote I saw floating around the internet. It is spiritual warfare and after over a decade of studying & healing I have come to the exact same conclusion. Several reasons lead me to this but most interesting is this entity becomes easy to spot if you have truly done the work - it’s not creative (because it’s not of the Light) it literally works with the same few tactics over & over! It’s not intelligent- it’s evil. I believe it is a spirit that works through those who are spiritually weak or those who actually call these kind of spirits into their lives.
You're exactly right-on with the spiritual takeover. Anyone who may think you're getting weird spiritually is simply not yet awakened. Narcissism far surpasses personality disorder well into the spiritual realm (Dark Triad). Wolves in sheep's clothing. Never let the devil beguile you!
Yes...as a believer I ve found a kind of avoidant behaviour in many people. It's them wanting me to understand their difficulties on the surface....yet they put up resistance / justify doing something as good...then throw in some curveball. It's unreal when they imply you are interrupting their goals/ don't want them to succeed. Anything they are doing is put in the best light. You ll get vague words, irritated responses for inquiring about people they know and interact with. The narc insists that is "unrelated" or has no bearing on anything ( ur relationship). They aren't really specific abt the details of anything they do. It's mind-boggling that they believe they don't have to explain why things did not work out.
Machiavellianism (dark triad) plus "sadism" (dark tetrad) IS the narci- schism "portal." (Or hardware to viral program port- hole for a mind virus: "exploit..." that 'enters via the 'spiritual' holographic paradigm.) "The Dark Tetrad, also known as the Dark Quad, is a set of interrelated negative personality features, including: narcissism, psychopathy, Machiavellianism, and sadism. The term is an expansion of the idea of the Dark Triad construct, which didn't include; sadism." And: "Clinical observations, have suggested 4 possible sub- types of psychopathy: narcissistic, borderline, sadistic and antisocial..."
Definitely with you on the negative energy thing. I'm a psychologist - I understand NPD and I understand what causes it (biological/genetic/environmental) but I completely agree with you when you say there has to be something else directing these people's behaviour. They are not intelligent people, certainly not emotionally intelligent. They are also fundamentally lazy and their sense of entitlement would not have them work so hard at anything, so they MUST be getting messages from some sort of negative/demonic energy to be able to work people out so efficiently. I have also experienced the negative energy, and I believe they continue to manipulate by holding us in that negative energy after discard
Omg yes absolutely true... I’ve experienced the that hold after discard. I’ve experienced heartbreak but I was always able to come out of it and knew that I eventually would. This however is something completely different!!!
@@Summermoon7. absolutely I should literally hate the ex narc for destroying my life . But I’m still missing her even though she wants me dead. They destroy everyone in their path .. people suicide after the being with them ? It’s definitely demonic.. I felt that my soul was in the depths of hell after the final discard ... very different from other break ups ..The sadness and depression I felt was a gift from the devil himself
Holding us in negative energy after discard...this explains why they keep appearing with different faces....how can I discard them ( by running away).... for good....?????...I pray I meditate....I live in solitude...what more can I do?
Yes yes yes. I've always said it's got to be more than a disorder, which it is butttt. No one can explain yet how and why they all speak, write, use the same tactics. The EXACT same. I don't know of any other disorder where everyone with that disorder is exactly alike. If you have 100 people with schizophrenia, bipolar or massive depression-not EVERY SINGLE ONE of those 100 people will be alike-there will be some type of difference.
Being pinned down on a bed years ago, with his one hand holding both my arms above my head while straddled, while my ex was in a rage, he took his other hand and grabbed my chin tightly DEMANDING I look into his eyes or else....he said, " Do you know who you are talking to?" And in my heart and soul I thought ......yes I do. You're the devil. I knew then without a doubt, I was in a huge spiritual battle. I left that marriage with nothing materialistic, but with my life. Judas kisses mean you've been sold out. I grieved for literally years. Wounds so deep. Ravaged with post narcissistic trust issues, and PTSD. You hit the nail on the head. My advice is one word. FLEE!!!!!!
I would love to make a narcissist smoke DMT, I want to know what they will experience( possibly upon death!) DMT is in all living things, so interesting it gives anyone who smokes it an experience of losing their ego as they are shot through a tunnel into the spirit world, look into it, no joke
@@mkaiser29 is that what that drug Ayahuasca in Peru does? Ego death is what super empaths give them a taste of but this ego death would be for eternity.
@@pallasathena1369 I feel that I'm more drawn to deeper things in life. I feel what others can't. I'm infused with one. And there is a connection I have , I don't know what it is
Jes it is! They are seeking persons with highly empatic feelings because they dont Hafe them Thereselfs anymore… and so they take this energy from a person.. just like vampires need blood.. they need the empathic and pure energy ( light) because true that they can live. Narcistic people are on the other and of the ladder( darkside) And they can feel better when the empatic ( light) person is feeling bad… The more light a person has….. the more a narcist want to posses them..🥵
This perspective actually scares me, because it makes a lot of sense. These people do such evil, manipulative, heartless things to us. And they do it so well, while at the same time not being particularly brilliant in any other way. On the other hand, we may deceiving ourselves again by saying they are possessed to help them deflect accountability. Perhaps they are literal demons in human form.
@@Jeshy-V First sign : they only attack the pure hearted souls, lightworkers and people who are happy and innocent. Second sign: the timing, if you are awakened you will notice that they pop up in your life in key moments... for example, I prayed to God for something and I got it, and then I felt faith and passion to go further so I went outside for a walk at 1 am... I met my ex narc in the park walking , I haven't seen her for 7 years. This is not the only synchronicity, it happens ALL THE TIME. I was a very rational man before, just like you, but at 40 I woke up and finally discovered it was all spiritual... it all started with the question: why do my family hate me so much for absolutely no reason? What did I do so that since I was a child they barely talked to me a few times? Why they want so bad to break my spirit like this...oh wait? Break my what? My SPIRIT! It's all spiritual, they are the chosen ones of Satan and we are the chosen ones of God, darkness VS light, just Google ot ChatGPT the traits of the devil and you'll realize they have all the traits. I can't make this up.
I was with a Narcissistic for 36 yes & I must say you are 100 % right on with your explanation . 😊 If it wasn't for the prayers , and God's grace , & the help & the power of the Holy Spirit , I probably wouldn't be here today. All honor , praise , & gratitude goes ONLY to God who carried me through this , as no one wanted to help me . Hallelujah !
There's hope for my son then. Nobody but nobody recognises him anymore. So so sad. I am asstranged from him and my grandson. Goodness knows what they say to him, because he really loved his grandma. 😢
mine crept in when i lost my partner of 28yrs i was vunerable grief stricken and older lonely / found God strength and a will not to be taken by this demonic force ,still working on getting free without getting trapped deeper in the snare xx God is my thoughts these days not them they are poison to Gods children truly xx
Yes they are not intelligent enough to have crafted this deceitful play that they all seem to know instinctively. Possessed, evil, destroyers, jealous, empty, killers of goodness. No remorse and no compassion, ever.
This is a perfect description of the narc’s diseased spirit nature. Believe it or not, the one I know goes to church several times a week. I won't share the name of the denomination. You'd likely be shocked if I did.
So relieved to have come across your videos. After my brutal discard, I was 100% convinced it wasn’t a human I was dealing with but a demonic entity. I have since been praying and researching what it was that I had been dealing with for 5 years and it all makes sense now. Thank you so much for your videos 💛
Yes the final discard .. I’ve never felt such despair in all my life .. every night I felt like I was visiting hell .. the pain so unearthly I can’t even now after 2 years of being apart find the words to describe it .. I literally felt like I was going to die and my soul was being sucked out of me,
@@darcybarwick3766 it's been so bad for me that I think it has played a part in me having some circulation problems and a possible heart issue which I'm getting checked at the moment. Just over 5 months ago I never had any of these problems whatsoever and now I do but since Mid May when I last met her and where our supposed happy reunion went terribly wrong, where she had the brass neck to blame me for all of it, everything went into a darker place. The hardest thing I've ever experienced. By far. And unlike many here I was never married to her or lived with her.
@@darcybarwick3766so sorry you had to experience this. I'm going through this now. 4 years with the narcissist and 7 weeks post final brutal discard. Feels like I have no life left in me. I'm trying to find friends and maybe a new relationship, but everyone ghosts me or is an alcoholic, etc. Hope you are doing well.
My ex psychopath was definitely possessed. The reason why - he was on all types of drugs and i did not know it until it was too late - he tried to kill me. His eyes were totally blank stare. There were no soul. I was not scared. At that moment when he was chocking me i realized that that was it. I asked God for protection and relaxed. I was thinking about my loved ones. I felt no fear. I tried to breathe and hoped he would not punch my face. And then, he just couldn’t kill me, he jumped off of me. The demons saw that i was not afraid to die because my body is just a flash. And my soul lives forever. Demons could not kill my soul and they became defeated.
There's really no denying it once you've seen. The moments of sick satisfaction you can see on their smirking face when they know they inflicted injury. Or flat out laughing hysterically. Whether it be physical injury or a broken heart, they really enjoy seeing you suffer and they can't hide it.
My MoMster's Smirk that changed everything was @ my 6 months half birthday two years ago @ age 58. Never once ever had I seen She-Satan smile like that. Blocked her on Easter Day!
Yes, I've seen that in many narcs - such satisfaction if they can hurt you. My last narc - he wouldn't help me with something minor, and would benefit him too, so I left feeling quite irritated. He was SOOOO jolly and happy, and kept saying "Promise me you won't do anything to hurt yourself." Of course not!!! Good grief. But I realized he was HOPING for that, he was HOPING he could make me feel suicidal, he was fantasizing about that. That's disturbing.
@@keithstewart7514 Yes. my so called mother had the same smirk. I rebuked her for it! Easter day is also a pagan holiday which worships the goddess Ishtar. Very unholy and devilish. Blessings in Christ Jesus, Our Lord and Saviour.
Totally Agree. At the core of every narcissist is bitterness and resentment towards others as well as self, which attracts demons over to their lives. This is why you can’t reason with them, coz there’s no reasoning when talking to demons. Here are verses that support this: Matt. 18:32-35, 2 Cor. 2:10-11, Eph. 4:26-27, James 3:14-15, 1 Sam. 18:8, 10.
Narcissm isn't confined to personal relationship; they're in the workplaces as well. They're managers in workplaces causing havoc to people's careers. I know this and always felt certain that some demonic overcloaking is going on there.
My current manager is super super demonic. Thank the lord my other manager is there, she balances it out. I had a 2nd job a while back but left it after a while, realizing the general manager is not only a malignant narc, but also a sociopath. They're EVERYWHERE
@@MarjyGTV mine too and all staff below her level whom she manages have experienced her behaviour. However, it appears that shes untouchable as there's no accountability towards her from her seniors. Nobody can understsnd this and shes tje newedt member of staff of less than 2 years. Shocking!!! A lot of the staff say they are scared but i refuse to let that imbecile scare me. The woman has not one independent thought. Shocking how she got that job. Weve heard shes the friend of one of the seniors who brought her in I stand up to her and got reprimanded. Anyway, I keep everything to emails for evidence and will not speek to her on the phone. I told her and her seniors that if we are online in meetings without witnesses, the video must be recorded. I respond to her false accusations with much candour...straight up asking her to provide evidence or its slander... She ignores such emails as if they never occurred because we both know shes lying.. She's such a barefaced liar and I'm not backing down from that demon. I'm all prayed up with God in my life. Another staff who complained was told not to.listen to gossip. So there you are. At the moment I am not being managed by the demon as I have been moved sideways, (they say its temporarily, until things calm down) but I still have to work with her as its the same department. But guess what? The demom wants me back under her control but I'd rather leave and made it clear right in her presence that I'd rather things stayed as they are for longer. She was so displeased. . Her face waa like The worst thing is that we have never beheld a more imcompetemt and knowledged- challenged person in all the years I've been working in the organisation. Totally dumb. Another middle manager like me has beem doing her work for her because shes scaref shitless of the demon But i refuse to offer her any assistance unless she clearly asks for it and I copy in my current manager into every correspondence between us.
You are 100% spot on. They are demon possessed. I have seen the demon in their eyes when they let their guard slip. Also for so long I wondered how they were aware of my most intimate insecurities and vulnerabilities without my disclosure.
It’s like they know what you are thinking and what you are about to say.Im to a point where I’m under 24 house surveillance from him.He literally watches my every move and he also looks at my phone to try to see what I’m doing.i have to hide that I’m watching narcissistic videos.
@@Kykylandfarming I can so relate....that is exactly how the ex narc and family members were. they study you and everything about you. Constantly watching . Its been 2 years since God literally saved me from the narc ex. During my time of escape, I had to be so discreet so he didn't see it coming for I feared for my life if he ever found out that I was planning to leave. him. If you can get away please do so....if its completed like it was for me, I say pray and God will help you. xx
I believe this also. Most bad people that single you out in specific ways are directed by the enemy. Glory to God, Amen!Thank you for this video. Love and light to all! ❤️🌏
This video really hits the nail on the head. If the enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy and you feel like only a shell left of yourself, that is demonic. They even steal your voice, as if you fear speaking anything because they will blame and shame whatever you say. Yes, prayer is the key answer and yes, its time to move ourselves back in and them out.
So true!”They even steal your voice.” No one else has said that! They all had me completely silenced! My egg donor even set up an evil smear campaign against me making me look dangerous when I’m the most gentle empathetic person. I was afraid to tell everyone that it was a big LIE. That’s only one example.
Thank you so much for your take on narcissism. Just as darkness is the absence of light, narcissism is the absence of God. I just found out my husband is a narcissist after 10+ years and he does seem possessed at times, especially when we're around company and the guest leaves and re-enters the room several times, my husband would literally switch personality back and forth, from pleasant and charming to ANGRY and rude. Even his facial expressions would change... like being possessed. Furthermore, narcissists usually forget that they mistreated you. The *ONLY* explanation I can give to that is that demonic possession was happening at the time of abuse, so they never actually mistreated us. It was the demon. If any of you have seen videos of actual demonic possessions, victims will often confess that they have no recollection of anything they've said or done while being possessed, and will express shock when presented video footage as proof. As others have commented, as much as I would like to believe the in-depth analyses of Prof. Sam Vaknin on narcissism, at the end of the day, it is a spiritual battle and whether or not the Holy Spirit dwells in their heart. I thought my husband was saved (by Jesus Christ) just like I was, but now I know that narcissism and Godly love can simply never co-exist in the same body. How can a lover of God be also a lover of self? Impossible.
You also described the dianamics of my " christian " marriage. Dr. David E Clarke provides very helpful videos that especially deal with " christian" narcissists.
You know,the narc I know does vehemently deny saying and doing certain things. I would be like what?? But he doesn't remember. It's got to be demons. Same with my adopted mom. She would never remember certain things like beatings and stuff. They LOVE inciting fear in you too. Normal ppl don't act like that. And the accusations and condemnation sound just like the devil.
I hope you will pray for me. Just figured out my roommate is a narc. He also told me he was diagnosed by a therapist. I'm about to be homeless. And I can't take it anymore. The extreme kindness alternating between kindness and cruelty. So, I need your prayers please.
“When an impure spirit comes out of a person, it goes through arid places seeking rest and does not find it. Then it says, ‘I will return to the house I left.’ When it arrives, it finds the house unoccupied, swept clean and put in order. Then it goes and takes with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there. And the final condition of that person is worse than the first.” (Matthew 12:43-45) Yes, demons do this to the one possessed. But I think this analysis in this video also helps extend this principle to the one afflicted by someone who is possessed. That house/furniture analysis is brilliant. Yes, these people will empty you out-emotionally, spiritually, mentally-of who you are. Then they will replace with evil all the things that they have taken away from you. That is definitely the work of a devil and not just a personality disorder.
OH! Paula, You are right, they do have help from satan. Every time he would get mad at me I would get hurt, pushed down a whole flight of stairs, kicked in the backed , picked up and be hurled across the room. I am alive today because God had a plan for me .To help other people, just what you are doing. I do not care what people think, I am not crazy,I've lived it, a life in hell. Keep your LIGHT , BRIGHT .
Sorry you had to go through All that ! And for whatever reason we are ended up on the same website understanding each other, cuz there's a demonic spirit among us and we all know this to be true. Wishing you the best in Jesus mighty name Amen 🙏😇💗🫂
You don’t sound crazy.. I had that same experience. It’s like you can feel them, you know they are thinking about you, even after years. It happens randomly. Once you’ve been exposed to narcissistic abuse, it’s possible you can have some type of telepathic ability with them... it’s weird, but I think it’s true, and experienced this.
It is true. It feels like your the main character in a Dracula movie. It sometimes freaks me out when I can feel him in my mind. They come back exactly the time when you are finally free. Your video is the first video that nails it. Trace Space as well, gets it. Thank you.
Love the house/furniture analogy. I developed a serious clutter response to the narcissistic abuse. I was overwhelmed. After all these years, the Lord showed me the root. After being healed, my home is now neat, organized and homey. That philistine giant that mocked me, is now dead. Mvto Jesus 🙌🏼🌹💞 ps I know that years of spiritual clutter was sent by the enemy.
@@prideofjudah5767I'm learning that it is a Freeze response... part of how we respond to trauma. I feel so paralyzed to dig myself out of this mess. It's so overwhelming.
@@annehedonia156 The clutter is born out of a deep sense of loss. Loss that defies explanation and is forever unresolved. You can't get closure so you hold on to the fragments of what's left of your hopes, your plans, your life........because if someone takes just one more thing from you it would push you over the edge. So. We sit, not understanding that the giant photo puzzle we are trying to assemble is in a plastic bag and has many missing pieces. You can barely remember what your life was supposed to look like and we will never be whole clinging to what's past. I pray for the strength to practice what I preach.
A Narcissist has no soul. They look like a human but there is only a body and a mind It’s an axiom that the universe abhors a void and I believe the absence of a soul creates a void that can be occupied by a demon
I have studied comparative theology for 35+ years. Soul=personality, character, and individuality while spirit= mind, consciousness, and intellect. I wrote this paste for people angry at the sadistic psychopathic god of the Tanakh however I think you will find it helpful also. God is good and takes full responsibility for the creation of evil. Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things. Proverbs 16:4 The LORD hath made all things for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil. And God promises to remove evil completely. Nahum 1:9 What do ye imagine against the LORD? he will make an utter end: affliction shall not rise up the second time. Revelation 21:4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. Evil is temporarily necessary for us to have the free will necessary to create our own soul, personality, character. Evil and Hell are simply the absence of God. God = fiery, love, light, good, truth, life Deuteronomy 4:24 For the LORD thy God is a consuming fire... hell = fiery, hate, dark, evil, lies, death. 1 Corinthians 3:13 Every man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire (God); and the fire shall try every man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) of what sort it is. 1 Corinthians 3:14 If any man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) abide which he hath built thereupon, he shall receive a reward. 1 Corinthians 3:15 If any man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself (spirit, mind, consciousness) shall be saved; yet so as by fire. 1 Peter 1:17 And if ye call on the Father, who without respect of persons judgeth according to every man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character), pass the time of your sojourning (temporary residence) here in fear: Hebrews 9:27 And as it is appointed unto men (spirit, mind, consciousness) once to die (separate from God like Adam), but after this the judgment:(the Krisis of rejoining God) Revelation 20:14 And death (separation from God) and hell (negative God) were cast into the lake of fire (God). This is the second death. (separation from an evil soul, personality, character). Revelation 21:8 But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire (God) and brimstone: which is the second death.(separation from an evil soul, personality, character) Revelation 21:4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death (separation from God), neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. But Matthew 16:26 For what is a man (spirit, mind, consciousness) profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul (soul, personality, character)? or what shall a man (spirit, mind, consciousness) give in exchange for his soul (soul, personality, character)? Mark 8:36 For what shall it profit a man (spirit, mind, consciousness), if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul (soul, personality, character)?
@@donna6348 I think its a spectrum though - some people still have humanity left but have narc traits / demonic possesison while others are just completely overrun by demons beyond help
All of the above have I experienced. I was with my ex-husband, the narcissist, for 10 years. My home had supernatural activity after I got him gone. I’ve been a Christian, saved when I was 9 years old. I think I was literally targeted by the demonic. I had to move after I got him gone. I would see a figure in my room at night standing in the corner and rebuke it in the name of Jesus. It would never leave the corner. My cabinets in the kitchen would all be opened in the morning. My poor babysitter was once held down during the night by something unseen ( I worked nights so had to have a night time babysitter for my kids when they were young). This has all been 13 years ago. My life has been calm since. I remain single and will for the remainder of my life. I stay close with the Lord Jesus.
Spot on as always, Paula. I have experienced this. Ten years ago she left me suddenly, then after 7 years she suddenly came back with the grandest love bomb campaign ever. Despite no contact, the timing was "perfect" in that I was in between relationships and totally healed from her and focusing my energy on doing good for people in my life and community. She had no way of knowing so I'm convinced there's some other force at work. She pursued me for a year before I agreed to see her, but then once we got together I was again hooked and for the next year things were amazing. But you know the rest of the story. In a moment things turned: frightening mask drops, rage, especially when I stood up for myself and she began a series of disengaging behaviors. And I could see so much of what she shared was future-faking. I left her in June, she pulled me back only because she wanted to do the discarding herself (in August). There is no doubt in my mind that, as you say, she is driven by a dark force because she is ultimately DESTRUCTIVE. Not only destroying my heart and spirit, but her own, and leaves a long line of broken relationships. I'm thankful to have another chance to live in the light and once again be myself: someone determined to always be a blessing in the world.
Soul ties with a demon? I seriously doubt it. Demons corrupt good and innocence. Stop victim blaming and upholding the lie that evil is meant to be a part of our lives. It is not.
I understand you completely! There are so many aspects to narcissism that are unexplained. Many have come from a rough background, but some narcissists haven't come from a bad environment so how could they possibly know the things they know about deceiving, gaslighting, manipulating and an almost uncanny sixth sense about when to attack or try to reintegrate themselves into your life when they have never been subjected to it. There is a dark power here added to the psychology. They thrive on people's pain and love the game of chaos. It's a hidden agenda that propagates evil on a spiritual level. It insidiously intertwines itself around morals and beliefs and tears down walls and boundaries. It minimizes and destroys who you are as an individual to make you dependent on them. It's mental torture. And it's a dark depth that there are no words for. I saved myself and went no contact recently and have had to reestablish who I am. And why are there soooo many of them? I guess they chose the side of service to self instead of service to others, but that doesn't excuse them intentionally setting people up for their diabolical whims.
@@californialady9280Your message hit me like a lightening bolt. It is like they are all related and raised by the same person, Satan! They all have the same exact pattern of behavior.
Absolutely, soooo well said. My now Ex partner of 13 years actually used to say" You're the light, I'm the dark and the Darkness always wins ". Creepy. Roll on 13 years later when he became paranoid & thought I was having an affair ( unfortunately, Im a hopeless romantic so that would be impossible ). He violently assaulted me for a full hour and a half - strangulation x 3 , swooped a samari sword up in the air, while he was straddling me, I was pinned down & his other hand on my throat & swooped it right down to my throat and so on.... I had no idea he was a ( covert ) narcissist til I had left / ran. A year & a half later, I'm blessed to be thriving ,especially due to these awakening & educational videos , along with amazing family & friends. Feeling full of Gratitude & Blessings, thank you for all the information.
I think we feel “drained” after dealing with narcissists because of the mind body connection. We always have a response in the body due to trauma. I’ve lost weight, sleep, had trouble breathing and had adrenal fatigue after dealing with my narc family members (reoccurring) and former friendship narcissists. The energy to deal with these monsters will try you physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel like the physical effects are later on from the abuse. Thank you for posting this useful information. The spiritual aspect of this is mind blowing and so true. Your videos have given me so much strength God bless you for sharing 🙂
Have you heard of top rankers like polititians and the top elite of the world drinking adrenochrome? (Blood with adrenaline from others) And where does that come from? The adrenals. I think our life force is in our adrenals and I had adrenal fatigue aswell AND Graves disease. My advice is check your vitamin D levels and if low get vitamin D, Vitamin K2 and magnesium, HIGH doses of Vitamin D since it helps. I can tell you why but its a long story :)
@@Vixinaful That makes total sense. I never thought of it that way. That explains why I always feel so drained. They literally suck the life force out of you.
@@cassiebennet4262 Yes that sounds like your adrenals had a strike at them..Check out the symptoms for AF and heal your body. With the knowledge you have about narcissism (how demons think) you can withstand furthur attacks.
I AGREE 100%…. A few years ago I was praying for the family and my “narc” was on my heart. I started to pray that God wouldn’t turn His back on him when out of nowhere I ALMOST heard this out of the air as if God was speaking to me audibly, “why do you continue to pray for the salvation of “him” when you know that I didn’t die to save demons, so stop praying for him”. Thank you for sharing this information for your audience. I really appreciate your boldness and bravery❤
This makes absolute sense. At least to me it does. Been there. Escaped one narc and ended up with another one that did it all way better. She became part of my healing for the original. The only way I healed was when I decided that the hoover wouldn’t be worth the damage it would do when she would discard me again. I had to learn from her first hoover. I had to value stability above all. On Hoover number two I dumped her. She did not like being dumped mid-hoover. But she never bothered me again. Been living narc free for over 10 years now. Met another empath around the time I cut it off with the last narc. Y’all don’t know what you’re missing. Our own kind is the only way. Evenly yoked.
@@doryknits6741 That’s the point. To leave you in a terrified and unhealed state so that you either don’t go into another relationship, or so that you self-sabotage new relationships. You isolating yourself, makes it easy for them to access you later. They put you on the shelf to come get you later. Don’t be on the shelf when they come looking for you. Heal and move on. Find Jesus. Speaking from experience. Green grass awaits those who do the self-work.
There absolutely is an energy exchange. I have been able to feel these narcissists now even at the first encounter. First it is an uneasy feeling, then gut feels a little sick, then a sense of fear sets in.... every time I knew they were a narcissist and then saw the red flags. I believe being an empath and paying attention to my gut changed everything. Narcissists want you to expend a lot of emotional energy. This causes an empathic person to weaken and therefore strengthens them. Try your best not to take on everything emotionally. Try to push out those dark energies as soon as you recognize them. I also merged psychology with spirituality and everything made more sense to me.
Thanks for your insight. The comment section here is just great, everyone sharing their truth. These punks are a total black hole of emptiness, you've got the right angle here, and they want your light. I've developed a new tactic, which really isn't my nature, but it's kind of cool.... I try and emotionally detach from them entirely, and view it all as just information. I compute: "This is illogical, stop all interactions with this individual, and it is good to do this" The last one was like this: My door was open at home, been scrubbing floors and painting walls as a new, fresh outlook with moving on emotionally, etc, overcoming the depression and anxiety they caused. This is how it played out. Narc who's stolen an item of clothing from here previously comes into the garden says something at the doorstep, and i approached, with my previously thought out and concluded tactic, and said "i'm in the middle of something" in a firm voice, and the narc's face was a picture..... then shut the door in their face. Epic win 100% The best part is this. Made a cup of tea, and watched some youtube, like nothing had happened, no mulling it over, nothing!! it was so weird.. try it ! It was a complete power move. Get your power back with zero guilt or emotion? It certainly seems to have worked. It wasn't intended to really have that effect, but it was noticeable, very much so! As all empath narc abuse survivors are, naturally we;re very very loving, kind, generous, forgiving, the whole lot, obviously, so now logically came to the conclusion that these special qualities are only for special people with love in their hearts too, the same as us! Narcs don't deserve any of the good stuff. It seemed weird at first, being so clinical and cold, but it makes total sense!!! Just wish i had the courage to have done it a lot sooner with a lot more of them!! No more welcomes for abusers!!! Jesus called them 'the Children of Hell' Let';s turn this all round, and really consider ourselves, and look after our health, as you rightly say, protect that energy. Get a great vibe, and hold that frame. I wish you, and everyone else here a really great day.
That is exactly how it feels to be near a narcissist and to be drained for energy. Yes! Paying attention to gut feeling is the very Best advice in order to protect yourself. Also learn spirituel protection. I know they need supply and have willingly giving throughout my life to some who are/were dear to me but our energy is not limitless and being constant supply is exhausting. At times it is even enabling. Energy Can be drained over distance as well-when it is someone you have a Bond with. God bless you 🙏🌺🌿🦋
@@MHLivestreams I like to imagine I am viewing them through a microscope like an insect whose behavior I am studying out of incidental curiosity since it is just sitting there in my space.
This was a great comment. You’ve said so well what I’ve experienced and learned about narcissists. They have an affinity for empaths and flock to us like a moth to the flame. We must pay attention to our gut feeling. They get us away from doing just that. Don’t listen to them, don’t take on their energy and don’t give them any of ours. They NEED our soul energy because theirs is empty. We are their drug of choice. They feel high when they make us feel low. Starve them out! I started using the ‘grey rock ‘ tactic and it helped. Because I was almost dead I went no contact with all of them though because they were literally killing me.
My mother was taken over by dark entity's and processed at the end of her disruptive life .I witnessed it personally and I know it exists..thank you for covering this disturbing but needed topic .much love Paula .💜
My mother did too. I don't know when this happened as this is not the mother I left when I got married or the one I visited over a period of 20yrs with my children. She retired and had become a sadistic creature I no longer recognized. I attempted to work with her for 12yrs but the instant i realized what she was and her intent for me i had to walk away. My children dont see it fully yet. 😢
My steo mother is the devil itself. 63 years to find out about her sick narcisism. Why some shit people are born. Stalin, hitler, gengiz kan, my stepmother
You’re not crazy. After going no contact with my ex narc I felt them cry out the words (on their birthday), “I need you!” As tho they were a small child, which they are. It was so intense I actually responded, “I know, but you can’t have me.”
He called me on his mother’s name. Literally on the full name of his mother after I told him I have nothing to give him any longer. Which means I was letting him down. Just like she did to him when he was a child…. So so sad.
I can't believe I'm just now finding you. Much appreciate you talking about this. It's very real... Much more going on with these evil people than a disorder. Their purpose is to kill,steal and destroy at all cost.
If you are not scared then it must be your spirit guide. Consciousness doesn’t have infinite capacity to withstand abuse and its memory. Being extremely broken by the narc means it will want to switch to another reality. Spirit guide prepares the astral body for the journey. But of course, sometimes the nasty internal dimensional beings end up bleeding into our reality. They are pure evil. Love to bully us. But there were days when some actually stopped laughing and softly put their hands on my head to stop me from crying about what nmom and nsis did to me.
Don’t ignore, after I left the narc, I cold Gus of wind came threw my window( I’m not crazy) I was sober I’m a nurse) it sat on my bed and I was gonna kill my self this night, and this thing sat on my bed, and I just start talking to it, and I said who are you and get off my bed, and I keep talking OMG IT WAS MY FATHER IN HIS ETERNAL BODY IT WAS BEAUTIFUL HE CAME TO HELP ME OMG HE WAS FIGHTING THE DARKNESS IN MY HOME OMG, you have to believe . Omg my father stayed with me for a few weeks, this Spirit world is real, a lot happen in the next few weeks, please pray to god , your angels are trying to help you don’t be scared, I promise,
That’s why you not scare, I wasn’t either but once I started to talk, omg they are coming to help you , they will show themselves to you asked. And what you will see next next , you won’t believe your eyes , and they will guide you next
@@keepitrealfolks6737 this is familiar spirits. Scripture forbids communication with dead people. Jesus' Christ is all we need. Call on His name and these demons must leave. No nead to fear anything. The Blood of Jesus totally protects us.
And I seen the demon in his eye when I told him to get out, he’s eyes where all black he didn’t say a word , but that night before the dream I had as if I was fighting for my soul. And when I open my eyes I was SHOOK, I look over at him, and told him to get out. The darkness in the bedroom omg, only Jesus Christ can get you threw. God bless us all
Only Jesus has the power and remember He is all powerful not the devil or demons. God is always in control. He allows things because of His love He wants you to turn to Him and He will be there for you. Even in my worst dreams or nightmares and all the trama I've been through Jesus has always been there and He's there for you too.
Same here, her eyes were trembling, eyeballs moving so fast I couldnt believe that its possible. I thought it was probably the stress causing her eyes to be so unstable. Should had known better.
Thank you very much for all your videos. You are 100 percent correct, it’s absolutely demonic. The crazy thing is, I work at my local church, and I truly believe the devil sends these people (my boss) to stir up and attack the empaths and those that love God. We must remember who we are and that, ultimately, God is in charge and will protect us.
Yup I fully believe he was possessed. The ending was absolutely terrifying. The abuse was extreme and I was not only completely emptied out but the confusion was horrible. It’s like he altered the space I was in.. I was in a place I could not even describe… it’s like he altered the air around me.. sounds strange but it happened. My whole system shut down. I felt like my soul shattered in a million different pieces … had God not show up I would not be here today. It was that bad.
With normal relationships ending, there is a sadness that it didn't work, last, but it was real connection, genine sincere feelings on both sides. With narcissistic relationships its one sided, you were the only one in the relationship. There is an emptiness, non existence, a feeling like you fell in love with a ghost, someone that never really existed.
My mother is developing dementia, and she is no longer able to hide the things she's done. Every day, I'm creeped out by more things I'm learning about what she's done before the dementia. Without the ability to hide her feelings and past actions (and current motivations), the demon is on display. It is scary. To know it was inside her this whole time. Since childhood. And I wrestle with do I go back to take care of the narcissist (who is fighting me due to paranoia), or leave her with the demon that she's embraced, and instead focus on keeping my children safe from her wrath?
@@nannerlchanel5045 I have. The last straw was when she getting my dying dad to call me and tell me to give her control over my bank account. When I kept refusing, she restricted me from talking to my dad. That's how demonic she is. We are no-contact since my dad died January 27, 2024 which she didn't even tell me about. I found out from my dad's sister -- whom she was willing to call (and whom she previously vilified/triangulated me against) -- but not willing to call my husband (whom she hates). Such a hateful woman. I cannot abide evil so strong. Matthew 19:29-30 "And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife[a] or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first." My mother does things that hurt people. I cannot condone that behavior, even from my own mother.
I understand I was in the same situation with my demonic mother and her flying monkeys (her family) if I gave in she would have destroyed everything I worked so hard to achieve my children my relationship my soul stand your ground and remember you cannot make this choice to let her in without destroying the people you love most that are close to you they did not sign up for this and neither should you you have a duty to protect all the love that's in your life that's standing in your truth
It's so strange. I keep feeling his demonic energy in my house and keep saying over and over again "leave my house. Get out of here." He practiced dark magic so he's probably conjured up some demons against me. I've never in my life experienced spiritual warfare on this level.
I think I agree, it's more than just a personality disorder it's a tangible dark energy, it's dark forces at play within the person. Maybe one day we will get a full description and explanation of exactly what it is, but without doubt I have felt it, especially at night sharing a bed with the narcissist, they eminate a heavy cloak of dark energy in the room. I couldn't sleep until they were gone the next morning. It difficult to explain it really is but there's something spiritually present that's gives you great unease and a feeling of danger. Ppl might say how ridiculous, its imagined, but its truly there. My ex narc of 5 years never slept with me other than 3 times, and I couldn't rest at all, there was something strange and malevolent around him. Be careful all you warriors 💟💟💟
@@shirlspark_stardust I found it wasn't there all of the time, just the times he got mad or angry over something, it came out. The eyes changed. The energy changed.
@@amandajohnson-williams7718 I felt the exact same thing. It was only when he became very angry. His voice changed and his eyes got very dark. And many times he’d been drinking a lot. He never wanted to sleep in the same bed as I either. We didn’t live together but stayed over each other’s places and on vacation. The strange this is….. he was never mean or abusive to me. He was very kind to me. I’m a born again Christian. But when he finally discarded me, after 6 yrs (just in June) It actually felt like my heart hurt. 💔. I’ve lost 20 lbs and can’t sleep. Then the other day I found out he is a bisexual. 🤯. My heart suddenly mended. 🙏🏼 I’ve blocked him and changed my locks. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
@@yvonnemagliocco8507 Yes, similarly when my ex narc had drank alot, this dark energy came out more, he was like a different person entirely. Very obviously dangerous. I think he took drugs too on these occasions, but never admitted to it. He hid this side. They are like two people, not one. He also had a lot of memory gap issues, like the two self states of him were distinctly separate people. These people without doubt are bad news to be in a relationship with, as they lie, manipulate and gaslight you so much, they play about with your Reality in harmful ways, including Cheating.. From Charm to Harm!! I'm glad I ended things, I'm recovering 👍
It’s true ...I’m clairvoyant I’ve been with a narc and I can tell you a million percent my hands up to God that it is indeed demonic. I’ve seen certain things with my own eyes. Made me a definite believer of this concept.
What did you see? I’ve seen things too. I’ve seen him totally controlled by something - walking around like Frankenstein. I at first thought it was heroin use doing it but I think drug use also causes demon possession.
Yes. Absolutely. The principal at my school gets on the intercom and makes announcements with such energy. It makes me sick everytime because i know he is using stolen energy.
No. You haven't gone crazy. Every word in this video is completely accurate. Some may not be ready to see this or go as deep into their healing yet. We heal in stages and the process is long and requires a ton o work. The spiritual possession is the root of this illness and the cure requires among various methods to also develop new NEURAL PATHWAYS IN OUR BRAINS of thought in connection to our person and our healing. I agree. We are not crazy or imaging these things. It is REAL. Blessings to all! ♥
May I add one more thing that I have observed? Why is it that narcs are reckless with their lives and bodies (heavy drinking, smoking, drug use and other abuse toward themselves) and they stay in perfect health? That’s not natural. They seem to have some sort of dark protection around them. Everything you said in this video made sense and I’m glad I found this message.
Yes .. the ex narc hasn’t aged in fact grows younger .. how do you explain that .. in the 6 years we were together she never got sick not even a cold ! Surely those closest to them notice this.. in photos she looks slightly different but the same ..almost like they steal a persons psychical features as well as mannerisms and personality
@@sahara4555 did you notice this as well.. the narc looks different in every picture.. it’s freaking unnatural.. before the final discard I noticed she looked run down a bit like me because at that point my life force was drained ..I left because she was cheating.. when she sent me a photo after months of no contact she looked 26 instead of 46 I’m like wtf I’m looking half dead you could pass for a freaking high schooler
@darcyba 17:26 wick3766 YES!! I have said that for so long!! No two pictures of him are the same. Not at all. It's the creepiest thing. I have one of him with his eyes black. Like someone I don't even recognize. There is definitely something demonic. I have felt God, the universe, trying to get my attention for a while. Trying to tell me this. I'm afraid of leaving. Everytime I've tried in the past nothing would go right. Nothing . I couldn't get a phone call returned. I had no money. I was trying desperately to get a vehicle. Every single time I try to leave it's like everything in the universe shuts down. I'm stuck. No door no opportunity nothing will open. I get so desperate I end up staying or letting him back. I also had an accident early on in the relationship. It had caused me to have wounds on my legs every since. I felt something off when it happened. That's crazy.. I never associated that. I tripped over a piece of iron I was sanding. I sat it on the floor behind me. I turned around to sand another piece . The phone rang I forgot the iron was there ..I tripped over it and it went into my leg like a dagger. I caught myself on a table or it would have been worse. It was him calling on the phone. Now I wonder. I wonder a lot. I thought because of the stress I was under it was preventing them from healing . I have no condition to cause them not to. I've been tested for everything. Wow. It was another way to trap me. I had so many problems with my leg after that I finally lost my job of 11 years that I loved. I could go on and on . I see some patterns now I didn't see before. All used to isolate me and imprison here. And I am. And I want out. I should take a more spiritual approach. I'm scared. With very good reason. If you think of me please keep me in your prayers. I don't want to die like this. Thank you.
It makes sense to me. I think it's different for women with a narcissist - listening to your experience - I think they're more vulnerable to the very subtle attacks of a male narcissist. I'm a bloke and had a six year relationship with a narcissist and she kept me in tow, basically, through sex addiction. It was very coarse and obvious. And, yep, when I said that thing that lined me up for termination, she left in the most calculatedly cruel way she could possibly devise. It nearly killed me. When I felt into her motivation for leaving in the way she left, I could find no words to describe the deliberate calculated cruelty. I remember many times trying to find a word for it but it was beyond me. So, yes, I think demonic possession is probably a fairly accurate description .....
Speaking of killing - a narc 'so called friend' did kill my husband. 'Was jealous and resentful of him and had 'designs' on me (maybe hoping he'd be a replacement)! My husband died a year ago after suffering for at least three years. The demon poisoned his mind and body - body with junk food and diet drinks anytime they were together until my husband became addicted and literally poisoned! He 'played' mind games with us both! 'Have been struggling in many ways including how to hold him accountable! By the way - he's very active in his church!! We'd known him for over 20 and thought he was a 'friend of sorts' - more than a bit weird! My husband and I counted on him for computer assistance - likely why we tolerated some of his 'antics'!
@@fairliescott3073 i know a bout what your saying a very similar situation to me, also the computer age has made people of a certain age need assistance from people we would rather not know , narcissist because spiritually they are poisonous to us i know all about the mind games stonewalling silent treatment etc /all my heartache and loss helped me back to father God ,i think so many of us who are sentient and love God are being put through the wringer to wake us all up /but man what a painful ,traumatic etc wake up call it is xxx ps good to know i am not the only one in all this x
Paula you are absolutely spot on love 🙏 i met my ex covert demon 10 years ago after divorcing my ex ex covert demon of 5 years so i am a true believer of god giving you the same lesson untill you learn from it... i felt absolutely suffocated abused & attacked these last 10 years i believed i loved her to pieces & did everything i could to keep us together even after leaving her over 50 times i thought i could save her... WOW it hasnt even been a month since i walked away for good but the insight i have accumilated since leaving is absolutely mindblowing 🤯 there are 8 demonic spirits that attach 2 the narcissist 7 of which are actually ( 7 deadly sins ) + the jezebel spirit 👻 & thanks to watching almost all your videos i can see it for what it really is THE DEVILS DISIPLE.. I met her soon after the split with my ex & thought id found true love but cracks started to show quite early on but i didnt want 2 believe it we have a 7 year old boy together who turns 8 on christmas day who she is preventing contact with 😢 i now know in my heart & soul i am in a spiritual battle with demonic entities but am more than capable of dealing with them all as im now wearing the full armour of GOD. What i want to mention is that these demons are put in front of us as obsticles to " lead us into temptation" & like a seek & destroy missile theyre goal is to keep us away from the light with manipulation lies deceit covertness greed selfishness lust pride sloth wrath envy all while exracting & feeding of our light like parasites ( energy vampires ) however instead of overpowering our free will & keeping us in a lower vibrational state ( hell ) they are ultimately forcing our spiritual awakening to speed up our growth & find out who we truly are & our mission here on earth ... i have been studying common law psychology meta physics all religious teachings ancient texts etc. For around 11 years so she slipped in right on que but as i was exposing the evil of the world & all that is done in the shadows & sounding like a lunatic to EVERYONE around me there IT was right next to me in the shape of my loving partner & sons mother the mask didnt fully slip off untill i left & i used to think she was so beautiful but now i see her true form it is ugly as sin. & the point i would like to make to everyone who reads this DONT HATE it is wasted energy instead give thanks for the lessons as we were getting dormant in our search for truth & needed this to happen so we could continue to expose these demons from the darkness into the light where they deserve to be seen by every genuine human being here. Please dont just dissmiss demons as myths people this is 100% living proof when you endure abuse from narcissists & also proof as they ALL possess exactly same characteristics ( no coincidences/accidents ) it is magnetism... we all have our battle scars/ inner demons which result from childhood traumas we repress & carry around thoughout our lives untill we are ready to face them address them & heal from them " shadow work " but the narcissists didnt come here to seek truth ascend or become better versions of themselves they belong in the darkness ( hell ) as we empaths belong in the light ( heaven ) these demonic entities are only drawn to strong people ( GOD GIVES THE HARDEST BATTLES TO THE TOUGHEST SOLDIERS ) But they are extremely weak they can only project/mirror our strength back to us... people when you feel like your life has been totally torn apart just realise it was only being thrown together you are 1000 times more powerful than demons they only copy/paste... we create ( god made man in his own image ) theyre is no need for prelonged suffering 🤦start living your best life today learn from past mistakes & REPENT from our own sins life is truly an amazing journey when we percieve it positively ❤
The first word from the child’s mouth was a very explicitly enunciated “mine”. I remember the chills that went through my spine as her black eyes deepened as she clawed with her fingers at my eyes. Though that was over 50 years ago and the scar on my face and eyelid is still present from that one time event and as hard as I tried to erase it, the horror that shook me in that moment remains even more tormenting to this day.Yes, this was my only daughter and the demon spirit continues feast upon her soul. I will never stop praying for deliverance but I must always keep a protective shield between us as I’m aware that demons are sent to kill, steal, and destroy of which she could perform at the blink of an eye without remorse. I pray for all mothers who love their child such as do I, but have suffered the wrath of the demonic spirit witnessed time and again, over and over. Lord Jesus help us all in these deeply troubling times and bless each child whose heart cries out to you. Thank you Paula for acknowledging the truth of the demonic spirit and the power of prayer to overcome.
Prayers for you and yours. Unfortunately this is the case with my son. 😢💔 He got it from his father. Every time I catch myself hoping they all rot in hell I have to stop myself because my son would be included.
Most narc videos are about spouses and parents. Rarely about narc children and the torment a mother goes through. A mother is naturally a co dependent and the bonds are so much stronger. I am going through all this with my adult daughter
2:43 "Why do things like accidents happen to us?" I have been a fairly reliable driver for most of my life, but during the short period of time I was with the narcissist, I experienced three different car related moments that were completely inconsistent with 99.9% of my life. It was baffling. Something was clearly amiss.
I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks like this. I was with a narcissist for 30 years. They're amazing actors. At first, they come across all loving, but as time goes by, that demon starts to creep through. The funny thing is that he even said,'he hoped he wasn't possessed' No empathy or sympathy. I was an easy target , I never felt loved at home, and he had all the answers. I was also suffering from abandonment issues due to being in an orphanage. Thank you for the video❤
Yes, Paula, you are right. It’s something more than a personality disorder. I’ve been with one without realising she was a Narc for about a decade. It was magical during the initial,years. There seemed a fusion of souls, and we simply lived into and for each other. But then the mask dropped. There were fiery outbursts and cruel accusations. I had dreams of her demonic side, exemplified in various masculine figures, sometimes smart and slick and cold in sporty black dress, sometimes like a Rasputin, sometimes like the Saudi crown prince who charmed his way back among world leaders, though he was tagged with the grisly murder of his critic in Istanbul. I had a Jungian analyst who helped with my healing and nightmares after my breakdown. It took months, but I was well on my way in reclaiming my life. However, then she tried to enter my life at that moment of recovery. But I kept myself away from her. So dear Paula, you are right: there’s something behind these people that prompts them to get back and wreak destruction all over again. Although it’s back to no contact and we live in different counties, the demonic intensities of her abusive and violent emails was unsettling. Now I’m back on the path of recovery again. Your videos, sharing the truth and richness of your experiences and wisdom are a healing presence in my journey.
They Know our likes and dislikes, they know what we want and don't want, the know what we need and don't need because WE TOLD THEM in the beginning of the relationship and during the relationship. They have Flying Monkeys that could be your Family, Friend, Neighbor, or Coworker that you tell ALL of your BUSINESS to, that Lets the Demonically Possessed Narc KNOW when to try to come back. 😮 I AM 4 YEARS NARC FREE!😊🎉🙏
It is a INITIATION.......spirit found you worth/able to look into the eyes of evil & transcend....but it is really intense...& the sexual energy is what sent of the alarms for me for I believe that the dark works through the sexual energy...I was able to walk away because there was an energy that came between us....I felt/saw it.....if not I feel it would have destroyed me in every sense, body, mind, spirit...it would have swallowed me up...the me would no longer have exsisted...i would have been a shell.
I really identify with what you said. I am really not a very sexual person at all but with the narcissist there was such a powerful sexual energy that I kept shaking my head and thinking, "This is really weird. "
I had an intense sexual energy with my ex narc too. It was definitely the hook. I know he is no doubt using the same playbook with the new supply. I think he knew what he was. He told me that he had been “wandering aimlessly” from relationship to relationship and that I was the one who had finally “saved” him. I had just come out of a 24 year loveless marriage and I was fresh meat for him. He nearly destroyed me. I am rebuilding. Thank God for this community. You do not see ugly or snarky comments here. Just support.
You are absolutely correct! They initiate you sexually. Many of them are incubus and succubus. My narc was fully aware what he was doing. He even told me the spirits are using me....
Absolutely. The “psychic connection” I thought was between us is what drove me to the internet to try to find answers. Now I know it was the demonic spiritual tie/forces that were informing both of us of things we wouldn’t otherwise have been able to know. It’s terrifying and torturous. I used to wake up from a dead sleep in the middle of the night -my eyes would open like a trap- and I could feel a presence next to my bed as real as if he was standing there in flesh and blood. I would highly recommend Michael Heiser and his studies on demons and the unseen realm - it’s like all of the puzzle pieces came together for me. Thank you!
I have been reading the comments as always,and we have all gone through this.thank you so much for referring dr micheal.i have been searching for something deeper which made sense.i am relearning everything by listening to him.thanks for sharing
so true. I felt the presence of the demonic spirit, it was with me, it was walking next to me constantly cursing me. Thank you for the book recommendation
I completely understand what you are saying!! I researched also thinking it was a positive connection. The soul tie was what brought me to my knees literally crying out to God to help me break free from and it was the worst kind of pain I have ever felt like torture!!! A different kind of pain all in all. I too would feel him near me like he was laying next to me in my bed some nights. I always felt everything that he was doing too the bad things.
You’re the master. I mean it. You’ve hit some profound truth and have explained this and explored this idea like Ive never heard it before, and believe me, I’ve listened to so many videos by so many people for years. What you said in this video spoke to my soul as being the utter truth. I believe you are absolutely correct about everything you said here. You’re a very wise and mentally strong woman. God bless you and thank you for helping me understand what is going on. 🙏🏻❤️
Totally agree I found your channel after looking for answers even after over four years no contact. Answers and explanations re so many very close people who carry these traits. This one video explained so much and the first one I watched ‘who lives behind the mask’ your insight and clear explanation is phenomenal Thankyou I’ve subscribed.
We NEED God to overcome them. I'm speaking from over 40yrs experience & military combat training... If we don't learn the difference between battling the flesh vs spirit & know how to use the weapons we are given by our greatest Commander & Chief (GOD) then we will become causualties of war.
This absolutely needs to be talked about. I watched my husband of 12 years eyes go black and his voice change, it was eerie. Also about a week before he discarded me,he came to bed one night and I could feel his energy , it was so heavy and dark. I immediately started praying. Since he left, I removed his clothes out of my house and I started praying through each room and I also smudged with white sage. I know 100% that he had entity possession. He's a covert Narcissist and drinking 7 nights a week, his new supply that he was grooming prior to leaving has also been in trouble for drugs
@@JoanMangoI felt the same check in my spirit, The Holy Spirit, that you did. Do we trust sage & native spirits to clean or go straight to God with the blood of Jesus being what cleanses white as snow!
I just left my husband of 14yrs. I saw him crawling, jumping up against walls like spiderman, and hiding around corners as if I'm doing something. At first I thought it was the abuse of alcohol but when I called out his name he would snap out of it and turn it around as if I was seeing things or he would say he was looking for something. Thankful for my daughter who paid for my plane ticket. Yes, these possessions are real. Thank You for all you do. I'm on my healing journey, I lost everything. Sad thing is that he had a mother that targeted successful women like myself to put in his trap. Prayer, meditation, exercising, fasting, and going outside to put my feet in the grass was the best thing I could have ever done.
Just came across this message, I know it was two years ago. However, it still applies today! You are 💯 on this, and I resonate with this message completely!😮 I divorced my ex narcissist, and after I could feel him coming to my home and on one occasion he came that same day that I felt it! I began praying to the Lord to send him somewhere else, but the Lord wanted me to see something about him. How terrible he was doing! I went no contact, so I'm not under my name on social media and rarely post. Changed my phone number and did the work! These people have the spirit of Satan in them, and I could go on, but you're on the right track 👣 thank you! 😊
My ex narc bf, this past week sent me a friend request on FB. When I left him in October, I did not have a FB account which is under a variation of my name and different phone number. , and we have no acquaintances in common. It’s not that he found me. I’ve realized that FB must be able to see my real phone no (that the Google no is linked to) so I came through on his feed as a friend suggestion. That’s how my narc ex husband found me.
You're absolutely spot on Paula. Yes I've felt that very same vibe and aura as you. They are possessed. Its terrifying when you think how damaging these morally insane predators are. Dr Sam Vaknin on u tube (self confessed narcissistic psychopath himself) said narcissists are not human because they have no empathy, therefore they cannot be human. So classification of non human evil entity categorizes them very well. Love your videos.
@@NarcCon Yes but he does not appear to respect yours. He had a rant on one of his videos where he basically cursed all these amateurs making videos talking about narcissists being possessed. This scares him.
Yes..he’s very grandiose and I guess as a narcissist wants to be omnipotent and not give credit to a spiritual possession or that possibility..his information on the psychological aspect is interesting 😊
I agree 💯 I was raised in a den of narcissists. Both parents, and both husbands were narcissists including all my siblings and one son. I can say this because I got a lot of help to recover from this torment and also got a degree in the social sciences as well as a degree in chemical dependency counseling. The were all so abusive. My parents and my 1st husband were sadistic and extremely abusive. I’ve always intuitively knew they were possessed. My father use to stalk me just so he can beat the living daylights out of me. My sister use to hide me in her house. I would shake my fists at the heavens for allowing me to be attacked over and over and over again. I have many health issues due to surviving all that I did. I have Adrenal fatigue, Hashimoto’s and stomach issues. I do recall my husband saying things to me that he couldn’t have possibly know unless he was a demon. This happened on 2 separate occasions. It’s very difficult to heal from the trauma of all this. I’ve always had anxiety sometimes depression too. Most of them had early deaths. I lost 3 siblings to alcohol and substance abuse, and my mother was just 70. I also lost my husband last March to heart disease and kidney disease. It was a very rough 3 long years before he died with constant 911 calls to the hospital and many sleepless nights. However, he was a Jew and gave his life to Jesus 2 wks before he died. That’s a long story but I am very grateful he did. He is the 1st narcissist that I have actually seen humble himself and grow. Maybe being a psychiatrist himself had helped in the end. I’m finally free for the 1st time in my life. My father died last October. I have no doubt in my mind that there was demon possession in them.
What about your son?? I believe that my 42 y.o. son is narcacisstic. His dad was. I wont get into details, but I feel responsible because he came from my womb. His personality is so much like my ex. He can be so cruel, and so heartbreaking. I left my ex husbsnd when my children wete young. Son 4 and daughter 10 mos. Yet, my son is exaxtly like his dad. My ex died 8 years ago. It is so heartbreaking to have your own child with this disorder
@@peaceplease9 My oldest son, the narcissist, was also exactly like his dad. I haven’t spoke to him in over 13 yrs. It was his choice after I married my 2nd husband. Prior to that…just out of H.S. He joined the military and became an army Ranger. 9/11 happened right after he was finished with training and off to war in Iran he went. He broke his leg in 3 places on a helicopter jump. Many men got hurt that day because the weather conditions were very bad and the lieutenant in charge should’ve never let this happened. He must’ve been a sadist and was dropped with a dishonorable discharge. So my son was transferred to train the army because he wasn’t able to jump anymore. Long story short he ended up in a fight with a superior, knocked him out and went A-wall only to come home to me. He drove to NY from the state of Washington. He was messed up from PTSD. He had a Purple Heart and other medals. He was also a sharp shooter. The Military called me and asked if I was harboring him and if I didn’t turn him, I myself could be arrested. So I was dating my 2nd husband at the time, who was a psychiatrist and he suggested my son Chris see a friend of his that was also a psychiatrist. Well he convinced my son to turn himself in…said he would help him so that he didn’t get a dishonorable discharge. My son listened…got an other than dishonorable discharge was able to get 100% veterans benefits…because he had hearing loss from all the explosions and shrapnel scars all over his hands. He was deeply traumatized. I got married and moved to Florida and he moved to California. He needed to blame someone for why he was so screwed up so he blamed me, and never spoke to me again. Also because he couldn’t use me anymore. That’s how narcissists operate.
I agree. I was travelling the world and living a great life, then my ex narc husband trapped me with his words, he said all the right things. Things I only dreamed of and after he left me, everyone that knew him was amazed and asked me how I understood him because English was not his native language. I guess the demons were speaking through him, he spoke his demands clearly and concisely. He ripped my heart right out my chest. It took alot of praying to Jesus to mend my heart so I could function again. I still have flashbacks but cry alot less now. This kind of pain was definitely uncalled for and very demonic.
I wear mine and with a Brown Scapular too. I was thinking of leaving a Green Scapular in my narcissists' apartment and sprinkle some Holy Water too. After that, nothing can be done.
Yes you are absolutely correct on that. I have seen it being in a relationship with a Narcissist.. Previous I didn't even know what Narcissist personality disorder was. I experienced the worst of the worst that I actually thought I was dealing with someone who had been possessed. His cruelty towards me was something I have never ever experienced and hope that I am wiser now and will not ever have to go through that experience ever again.
It’s not fair… When I was young I thought a narcissist was someone who combed their hair in front of the mirror longer than most! Jeez. I was already under their sway and didn’t know it. Mother, friends, ex wife etc. they stole 52 years of life … but I win and they lose. My light gets brighter each day. You should see all the people that stand and stare at me when I go to town. I think my frequency hurts them now. Be wary of the “system “ cuz it surely knows you exist and it will try to take you down. Ie. IRS, Property Tax , lawsuits out of nowhere, Cops trying to give you speeding tickets. That kind of horseshit. They know I know and they want a free meal outta me. Lump it Losers!
P.S.: Yes, complete sense: I have always felt when the narcs were thinking of me. I’d call it a psychic attack but I started to pray literally forbidding them to even think about me - and that Jesus, Mary, Angels and Saints would make them confused, period.
1. You get sicker 2. You have less mental clarity 3. You feel weaker and needy 4. You feel drained 5. Your life becomes blocked in a lot of ways 6. You feel lazier and unmotivated 7. You feel bad about yourself 8. You look physically worse 9. You don’t know why this is happening until you’re away from them for the first time and things get so much better.
You're right black eyes that form in their faces I saw the narcissist eyes transform twice into pure black eyes and I was looking at the demon right through them and this was the first time I ever saw pure black eyes because my narcissist eyes transformed into pure black eyes and I knew it was a demon and I never saw that in my life and I believe that my narcissist that I was with is absolute possessed and not only that I was in a car accident with him so when you talk about accidents and being drained out and not being able to sleep and having anxiety and no peace and feeling drained out like the energy has been sucked out of you yes that's exactly what happened to me with my narcissist happily I am out of his life and I'm not with him
My narcissist was a priest who was the pastor and my spiritual director and confessor for 10 years. I moved away 2 years ago and just now am learning how to detach after finally realizing the uneasiness I had around him were all of the malignant traits of a narcissist; alot of traits were overt but he was also a covert in private..He had me love bombed initially to get to my vulnerabilities as I was grieving a major loss inclding financially helping me as he pleaded a need as a victim then trauma bonded himself to me with shame and humiliation in public in the church just"having fun with me" as he was "teaching" me what I needed to know under "humility" and "obedience." as my vocation was to enter a religious order; however I realized it was for his own use of humiliation and control. He exerted charm in public and then rage and control in private; always on the run to his next project or "fix"You were always walking on eggshells. I was an empath ; a caregiver helping him and the church being 'grateful' for his coming into my life to protect me and rescue my soul as a re-convert.He was also a military man before his priest vocation and still runs the parish like a commander in a boot camp. (They also have a history of narcissim embedded in them as well).And he is purported to be an exorcist as well. How on earth does that work?? The sad part is with his narcissistic hypnotic self with sporadic phone calls it has been very difficult for me to detach even long distrance. There were three specific times his steel blue eyes turned completely black and his voice became demonic.; once in the confessional when he blame shifted me after an abusive situation when he took no responsibility for his actions, and once on a zoom call up close to "GET VAXXED!!" in a menacing demonic controlling voice. One of those times in his office sitting across from me in a session, he stared at me with those cold impenetrable black eyes and said "You have no idea who I am." It was creepy and cold and he said it for no reason. A friend told me recently " that was the demon talking directly to you" and I now believe it was. I always found excuses for tolerating his behavior as too busy with lots of parishioners Parishioners use to tell me "he treats you that way and plays with you because inside he really cares about you;3 How twisted is that? He would tell me the same thing.A backhanded compliment!?! Now he has completely discarded me and devalued me bc I am no longer nearby to give him his fix and he is on to the next victims. In fact he has given me the silent treatment of no contact for 6 months punishing me again so I can learn my lesson because I was too "demanding ?? and controlling of his time" to stay in touch long distance since he is sooo busy. This grudge is more than 'tough "love"' It is cruel and sadistic. This I was told by a friend parishioner who inquired on my part for the long unexplained silence. She unfortunately was triangulated in the process.and knows now not to defend me for her own safety...There are no thanks or apologies and they feel they have every right to be respected even though they treat you with such disrespect .as though you mean nothing to them anymore. The past is deleted and you exist no more. This is purely evil and demonic with the spirit of Jezebel cotrolling them. He has had 2 cohorts on his clergy team that have followed his lead with supportive similar traits or being winged monkeys. So beware of your clergy that lurk and .prey on your vulnerabilities and trusting them because of their 'spiriual' presence ,as they show false compassion and are into power and control for themselves. I think I can spot them a mile away now that I know the traits to look for.I pray for their soul conversion.that they see the light someday. Thanks for letting me share.
@@cherylnahas8780 ... Thank you for sharing. In the past, I've been in a number of churches and different denominations for 30 years, and I didn't know what Narcissism was at the time. During those years I was surrounded by narcs in churches. My parents were also narcs, and very religious. Since, I stopped going to church, (and it's been several years now) I've been studying about Narcissism and I'm learning a lot of things about my past and healing leaps and bounds.
Thanks for speaking about the black eyes... I saw this in a previous co-worker i met for coffee one day. Hadn't seen him in a bit prior to that day we met up. He just seemed so odd. His sunglasses said everything when they came off eventually. His eyes were all black. I was like... WTF. But it was so surreal I eventually forgot about it. He let it slip that he was in a couple bands and did coke, weed and cigarettes a lot. Fast forward to very recently when we ended up being temporary roommates... I realized I was dealing with a textbook narc involved heavily with the church (and drinking daily). Of course, he is constantly saying he is chosen, using his 'gift' of tongues to cast demons out of ME, and being generally cruel to me as he sips alcohol from a whisky glass. And yes... outside of the obvious red flags, he actually had a highly convincing mask for a very long time. Which is the mind F#$%. The spiritual aspect is real. I actually felt it. And yes, the fatigue is so heavy. I had drivers honking at me one day because I was apparently so drowsy I was swerving all over the place. I was thinking during the drive about how people would hear about me having died in a car accident or something. Intense. Had to use rest stops constantly. Even with hours of rest...still tired. The vampiric side is absolutely real. And now I'm just trying to escape this horror movie with my sanity in tact. I feel it IS demonic. Though I am not a religious person anymore, I do know that some of what I've learned from folks affiliated with religion is real. I've researched exorcisms in the past and can see how easily a 'demon' might attach to a person with narcissist behavior or straight up N.P.D. It's like a familiar house for demons to operate out of. Reasons to keep our 'temples' clean perhaps?
@@tomadalove5852 yea tell me about em my cousins were flying monkeys I try to tell them about her she ran same game on me as ran on them used them to hurt me well one in particular the sad part he knew what she was doin then when I was done with her she was done with him n he was exposed worse then a naked pic smh devil exposes people for real
Good video. My daughter was raised in the fear of the Lord and decided to turn her back on His ways and thumb her nose at God about a year and a half ago. The scripture came to me recently about seven more spirits come in after finding the house swept and clear. Sad that the daughter I once knew is buried and spiritually imprisoned/held captive now. A very resentful and discontented person now. I do still hold hope for her and our relationship, but at a distance because she's not emotional safe petson anyone. God word holds true. You can resist it and deny it, but it shall stand forever.
It is 💯 demonic. I had to go through weeks of deliverence prayers to get rid of the toxic filth that the narc brought to me. I've so many stories of the things I've felt, seen and experienced over the ten years I was with him. This experience has brought me closer to God. I'm now saved and living my best life as a filler of Jesus Christ ✝️
I had written the same exact thing word for word... I guarantee you went through, felt saw and have experienced just what I have..I can tell it made me hands down just not a believer in God but I have a knowing and understanding now. He allowed me to see with my own eyes things that I didn’t not believe existed before.
I wish I could sit down with you and have this conversation with you in depth. I have been married to a woman for 36 years, who have all the narcissistic traits described in a lot of videos I watched for the past year, only after my wife's own therapist enlightened me on my wife's condition. I never knew about narcissism and being a strong empath, she couldn't break me but I had a very lonely life. She used the therapist as a tool to gaslight me. The therapist realized it after a few months and contacted me, telling me what her prognosis was. My wife's final onslaught was to destroy all my personal things and rearrange our house to her 'taste', which she knows I detest. For instance, I have a lot of antique wood furniture which has been in my family for years, which I inherited. I love an authentic house with some of my stuff arranged in the house, if only a small portion, because it comforts me. She had her own stuff in the house too, which I accepted, as we lived together, obviously. I hoped for mutual acceptance. I work away from home sometimes and over the past few years, upon returning, I'll find my most precious furniture sanded down and painted (of all things) so that it looks like her stuff. I was devastated and asked her to refrain from that. To no avail. She has done it to the last piece and even have the audacity to ask me what I think of her 'skill' in 'restoring' my 'old furniture'. When I dare express my wish to keep my stuff as is, I am met with demonic rage. She went on to rearrange my room and few remaining personal items. I have moved out of our bedroom some time ago, trying to retain an area in our house where I can feel 'at home'. She totally disregards my requests to leave that alone and have gone so far as to tamper, destroy or change every single item I own, including stuff like personal collections, my certificates and diplomas, my tools and even my guns.. I am devastated and don't know what to do. My health is deteriorating because of this. I feel like suicide is the only way out. I am 56 years old and I never had the experience of having a partner, friend or wife. Living in South Africa also makes it much more difficult because it leaves me with very few avenues of escape. I feel like I'm losing my sanity. I am ashamed to say, but I think I need help of some sorts. She's managed to isolate me over the years and ruined me financially. Suicide seems to be my only option, but I know I can persevere somehow. It is difficult to express this, as I've never been bested, but now I feel I have lost the 'battle' I never wanted to be part off. Thank you kindly for your service to all the people whom I can see benefits greatly from your advice and description on how these toxic evil people operate. Pardon my bad English, I speak Afrikaans (Dutchy German like language) May God bless you and all of the people who suffer unwantingly from narcissistic people. 🌹
I feel you. I'm 56 and married for 37 years. He doesn't paint my furniture, but he has stolen things of mine. I didn't know the word narcissist either... Until the discard and I started researching. I knew something was off for years but he was very sneaky. He didn't leave one thing about me in tact. I went from thinking we were friends to being thrown away like trash. My reality vanished in a second. My whole past with him disappeared like smoke, in a flash. I didn't even know him. I didn't mean anything to him. I was just an extra in his movie and he wrote me out. He was financially irresponsible, so I made my own way for years. He was destroying that behind my back before I realized how heartless he is. I had to sale the little rental house I bought as part of my retirement plan. He wrecked my car I bought on my own. He made me want to give up. I'm tired. I worked hard so I could relax.. all for nothing. I asked God to just kill me in my darkest moments. "And then He did. He had to kill me so I could live". ~ Nicky Gracious. (Good song) Hang in there. You're not alone. ❤ We have to choose to keep on keeping on.
This was an excellent video and you are %100 correct. It’s another reason why we must be compassionate and forgiving with ourselves. There were powerful spirits at work here and perhaps they are still at work. Don’t waste your time being angry at the narcissist. It will keep you attached and block your salvation, gifts, etc. Forgive these demon filled vessels. Bless them in the name of Jesus when you think of them. Release them and cast them out. Keep them at a distance and pray for them. You are not fighting flesh and blood, but spirits. Do not gaslight yourself or allow others to discourage this truth, ever. The Lord loves you. Come🙏
Yes as Psalm 37 says, fret not because of the evil doers..... God bless all of here in this spiritual battle! God uses all of this for our good.... I know He makes us wiser and stronger and closer to Him.... We are more than conquerors in Christ Jesus our Lord. HalleluYah!
@@Vixinaful Jesus told us to pray for our enemies and people who persecute us and make us suffer. They are still human, and demonically oppressed or possessed. So yes, I can pray for them and their victims. Forgiving them frees you.
After 20 years with a narcissist, I have come to this conclusion. It's demonic.
Yes ..... protect protect protect.
Playing with Tarot cards is also demonic... not much different that ouija boards. Stay away from that stuff!
So do I.
Yes. Just about all of us in these comments agree. It is a demon.
Same here 25years...it's demonic i5s an evil entity...very 👍
Completely agree. Why do their eyes go black when they are enraged and how can they be so devious and cunning when they actually are not very bright? And why do they all follow the same script to the letter. Totally demonic.
They change very quickly, like they’ve been possessed and evil has come over them.
How do they know when you’ve left the house for 30 mins for the first time in months? How do they know when you have a visitor when you never have visitors? Demonic entities
It comes through bad sin - drugs IV - Meth - Gambling - lying - cheating and only entertain dark thoughts - never accountable to even themselves
@@heatherhall3452(Drinking has been the biggest factor for most of the ones I've dealt with.)
@@Chelzebelles In my experiences, they drive the victims to drink (or abuse other substances as form of escape).
When the devil can’t reach you, he sends a narcissist
Well, if that isn't the truth, I don't know what is.
With it inside lol
The narissist is the devil.
I like that.😮
TRUTH 🎯
You make so much sense. One time, my narcissistic friend, did something that she knew would hurt me. Upon seeing my reaction, she started laughing saying that she knew I would react the way I did. At that moment, I did not see her, but rather the devil. She was actually enjoying knowing I would be hurt. I also think narcissists are also sadistic.
You are absolutely right.
My ex best friend is.. evil & her flying monkeys.. & in laws😣
Can’t begin to tell you the mental torture they caused me & my partner&kids!
My partner is their cousin, brother, son & they done what they did to him! So I knew me & kids were not safe with the narcissist pigs🤢
Yes, things got worse after she had a seance with a original board, a mirror fell off the wall and broke, things have gone successfully downhill from there.
With these videos I'm able to maintain my sanity
This is my mother to a T….she has told over and over how much she hates me….I’m 62 and lived with her narcissistic bully since I can remember at age 4 years old…..
Yep
The Devil was the very first narcissist.
ABSOLUTELY!!!!!!
I'm an African and for a years I thought my narcissistic abuser was putting a spell on me to stay with them because I COULDN'T leave,I saw EVERYTHING but it was as though I was chained to them.I prayed for about 2 years consistently for God to set me free.I was set free and shortly after found myself on TH-cam learning about narcissism and it fit 100%, everything made perfect sense.I knew what I had been dealing with for the past 10 years.
So glad youre free.
Your story reminds me of a friend from Nigeria. With much prayer he recovered from what he believed was demonic attack. He returned to Nigeria. He is convinced that America is filled with demons and I think he's right. He now is a spectacular healer who is especially available to people who suffer from the madness of life in the US. He's a truly remarkable man and a brilliant healer. YOU are such a healer. Don't ever be impressed by the wealth of America. You have a wealth of spirit that we cannot even imagine. Bless you.
This existed in every country on earth from day one.
Demons torment, period. They give you hell on earth in the most literal way possible. Hell is on earth for now, narcissists are the portals.
Facts
Being in a relationship with a narcissist is like being in a relationship with the devil. Just my thoughts and experiences with my ex narcissist boyfriend (s).
I have seen the evil looking at me while husband was asleep 😮😢terrifying
You are so right ♥️ God Bless
@@shirleyhunt8769oh wow I’d like to hear more about that!
I understand totally Ronda.
"Evil... Doing what you know is wrong and not caring" scott peck. Id say evil rather than devil.. but once it a person doing it to us.. i totally agree ! We have the ability for great good (and or) great bad.. and all the ingnorance and curiousity in between.. on both poles of energy
I was married to a narcissist for 32 years. He left me for another woman. The Lord saved me from that abuse! He also opened my ears to actually hear the demons voice who possessed my ex. It was a horrible monotone voice I didn’t recognize as my husband’s. Thank you Jesus for setting me free!!!
Same
She turned like zombie and had dark eyes like a shark.
I have never experienced hate like this.
Discarded like trash for her new supply
Thank you,I do understand!
@kathrynhogan3387 It was monotone and he called me woman and not by my name. Scary and VERY unfamiliar. It was from the pit of hell.
@kathrynhogan3387 interesting you say that about my birthday, one year he wrote “Woman” on the birthday card envelope instead of my name…
Yes, that voice. When I confronted my mother about her lies and her manipulation of others.... she said in this weird voice I've never heard before, "Yes. I'm a bad bad mom." I could hear her smiling over the phone as she said that. It creeped me out. That was not my mother. It was then I realized that she would do anything to keep people from finding out what she's done. :( Creeped me the fuck out.
I have been contemplating this for years. I also believe that anyone who cannot feel empathy is demonic. I have absolutely needed God to heal from this. I have had several narcissistic relationships and this last one darn near took me out. It also caused me to go deeper and work on the childhood wounds that made me vulnerable. Now the pendulum has shifted and everyone is a narcissist until proven otherwise, lol. Seems the devil was the first narcissist! I do believe that pendulum will right itself as I continue to heal, but I’d rather be extra careful and protect my heart from here on out.
Yes...I have been on a similar awareness....I NOW WAIT TO SEE WHO IS SELF POSSESSED!! AND I REALIZED THAT THEY ARE SO INSECURE ABOUT THEMAELVES THAT ALL THEY CAN DO IS TALK ABOUT THEMSELVES......MY WEAPON!! I DON'T LISTEN OR GIVE THEM ATTENTION!!
Absolutely correct! Ephesians 6:12 for our struggle is not against flesh and blood,but against the rulers,against the authorities,against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms
That’s the truth
I recently, and before this podcast, came to same conclusion...that the dangerous narcissists are possessed, and the lesser narcissists are oppressed. It is definitely spiritual and satanic based, which is why the abused is so destroyed on so many levels, eventually, as is the narcissist themselves. Thank you for this confirming video. My people perish for lack of knowledge, says the Lord.
If you are saved and filled with the holy Spirit, you cannot be demon possessed
@@amberslilrose3954 If you are Saved & filled with the Holy Spirit, you would Not act the way a narcissist does.
The Holy Spirit fills us with Good fruits!
Amen
I'm nearly 5 months post breakup and I'm still struggling and am 100% convinced this is a spiritual battle against a demonically possessed person.
❤
It is. If you are a christian have some friends pray and fast for you.
You are more correct to you dream. Your experience will help you help and heal others. Bless you.
❤ Stay strong ❤
I asked him once if he was possessed and he said no. It's been 5 months for me too since I went no contact.
As a paranormal researcher and also someone who's unfortunately been through the abuse of narcissists, I relate to what is being said in this video, and with the comments. There is something very dark and evil going on with them.
I know one who told me once, "There's something very dark inside of me."
They take pleasure in causing other ppl pain.
But not all of them are evil based. Some are saved Christians that have this mental illness. Remember it doesn't always appear in childhood, but they are so insecure and learn narcissism as a coping mechanism. It is a survival method that is sick and hurtful. I have a family that was full of them! It is crazy to think about it all and how it worked within our family system and the one on one relationship. It hurts like nothing else! Going no contact from a once beloved relative in childhood...but is now toxic is just horrid. It does feel evil. And most of the ones I have experienced were not saved. But after they accepted Jesus as their Lord and savior they had a huge change!!! I experienced this with my grandmother, my mother, then my father. So I just pray for them and give them over to God to deal with them.
@@myutube5882that is so sad...but we have to be awere of it all
I was unlucky enough to have a mother and brother who are narcissists. And if
that weren't enough, my three aunts as well. As a child I didn't understand why
my mom and brother were always so mean because I was actually a good kid,
and I was the one with all the hurt feelings and empathy. But a child doesn't
understand why these people, your family is so cruel all the time. Anyone who
has been through narcissistic abuse can fill in the years from child to adult so
I will spare the drama there. It's unfortunate that as a child and young adult I
never heard the word narcissist let alone knew that...thats what I was dealing
with. I always just thought they were mean and rude people. But the day I heard
that word, “narcissist,” I researched it and it was a bittersweet day for me. Now
I knew that, “they” were NARCISSISTS, and they finally had a title. For me, I
figured out what they are, but also realized they weren't ever going to change.
I think you are right, they are possessed. I had a boyfriend who was prob worse
than a narcissist, (this was before I knew what a narcissist is) in fact it was him
that pushed me to that point of figuring out why my family and him acted so much
the same. I was beside myself and I did something they really really hate. I left
him, and I closed off any relationship from my mom and brother. It's not easy to
do, but you have to get away from them, and close that door. Yes, he was beside
himself and said NO ONE HAS EVER DONE THAT TO ME! I knew if I was going to
save what sanity I had left I would have to summons up every last ounce of energy
I had, and stick to my plan or I would get sucked in again. It's been almost twenty
year's and I have had a conversation with two of them, but this time it was on my
terms, and I made it very clear that I would not tolerate even one backhanded remark.
And I meant it, and didn't feel bad saying it. I still keep my distance and just the bad
memories are enough to keep me strong and safe!
Narcissists feed on drama. Drama is negative energy. When their source can no longer get sustain them, they move on to destroy another unwitting person.
Exactly. My mother was this deluded soul. There is no good in that delusion.
@@francisfischer7620 so sorry you went through it, especially with your mother. Moms are supposed to be nurturing and protecting souls, especially in regards to their offspring.
‘a narcissist doesn’t break your heart - they break your spirit - that’s why it takes so long to heal.’ - a quote I saw floating around the internet. It is spiritual warfare and after over a decade of studying & healing I have come to the exact same conclusion. Several reasons lead me to this but most interesting is this entity becomes easy to spot if you have truly done the work - it’s not creative (because it’s not of the Light) it literally works with the same few tactics over & over! It’s not intelligent- it’s evil. I believe it is a spirit that works through those who are spiritually weak or those who actually call these kind of spirits into their lives.
You're exactly right-on with the spiritual takeover. Anyone who may think you're getting weird spiritually is simply not yet awakened. Narcissism far surpasses personality disorder well into the spiritual realm (Dark Triad). Wolves in sheep's clothing. Never let the devil beguile you!
I agreeee!!!
Yes...as a believer I ve found a kind of avoidant behaviour in many people. It's them wanting me to understand their difficulties on the surface....yet they put up resistance / justify doing something as good...then throw in some curveball. It's unreal when they imply you are interrupting their goals/ don't want them to succeed. Anything they are doing is put in the best light. You ll get vague words, irritated responses for inquiring about people they know and interact with. The narc insists that is "unrelated" or has no bearing on anything ( ur relationship). They aren't really specific abt the details of anything they do. It's mind-boggling that they believe they don't have to explain why things did not work out.
Machiavellianism (dark triad) plus "sadism" (dark tetrad) IS the narci- schism "portal." (Or hardware to viral program port- hole for a mind virus: "exploit..." that 'enters via the 'spiritual' holographic paradigm.) "The Dark Tetrad, also known as the Dark Quad, is a set of interrelated negative personality features, including: narcissism, psychopathy, Machiavellianism, and sadism. The term is an expansion of the idea of the Dark Triad construct, which didn't include; sadism." And: "Clinical observations, have suggested 4 possible sub- types of psychopathy: narcissistic, borderline, sadistic and antisocial..."
Definitely with you on the negative energy thing. I'm a psychologist - I understand NPD and I understand what causes it (biological/genetic/environmental) but I completely agree with you when you say there has to be something else directing these people's behaviour. They are not intelligent people, certainly not emotionally intelligent. They are also fundamentally lazy and their sense of entitlement would not have them work so hard at anything, so they MUST be getting messages from some sort of negative/demonic energy to be able to work people out so efficiently. I have also experienced the negative energy, and I believe they continue to manipulate by holding us in that negative energy after discard
Omg yes absolutely true... I’ve experienced the that hold after discard. I’ve experienced heartbreak but I was always able to come out of it and knew that I eventually would. This however is something completely different!!!
@@Summermoon7. absolutely I should literally hate the ex narc for destroying my life .
But I’m still missing her even though she wants me dead. They destroy everyone in their path .. people suicide after the being with them ?
It’s definitely demonic.. I felt that my soul was in the depths of hell after the final discard ... very different from other break ups ..The sadness and depression I felt was a gift from the devil himself
Holding us in negative energy after discard...this explains why they keep appearing with different faces....how can I discard them ( by running away).... for good....?????...I pray I meditate....I live in solitude...what more can I do?
My take....there is no closure...combat with love for yourself and others..thank you everyone for your comments.
Yes yes yes. I've always said it's got to be more than a disorder, which it is butttt. No one can explain yet how and why they all speak, write, use the same tactics. The EXACT same. I don't know of any other disorder where everyone with that disorder is exactly alike. If you have 100 people with schizophrenia, bipolar or massive depression-not EVERY SINGLE ONE of those 100 people will be alike-there will be some type of difference.
Being pinned down on a bed years ago, with his one hand holding both my arms above my head while straddled, while my ex was in a rage, he took his other hand and grabbed my chin tightly DEMANDING I look into his eyes or else....he said, " Do you know who you are talking to?" And in my heart and soul I thought ......yes I do. You're the devil. I knew then without a doubt, I was in a huge spiritual battle. I left that marriage with nothing materialistic, but with my life. Judas kisses mean you've been sold out. I grieved for literally years. Wounds so deep. Ravaged with post narcissistic trust issues, and PTSD. You hit the nail on the head. My advice is one word. FLEE!!!!!!
My story is quite similar. GOD BLESS YOU
Been through it and you are spot on in the end you have no choice self preservation = FLEE
Have to agree... there is a spiritual element to all this.
There are those who are called spiritual empaths. I wonder if they are deliberately targeted because of their connection to the other side.
I would love to make a narcissist smoke DMT, I want to know what they will experience( possibly upon death!) DMT is in all living things, so interesting it gives anyone who smokes it an experience of losing their ego as they are shot through a tunnel into the spirit world, look into it, no joke
@@mkaiser29 is that what that drug Ayahuasca in Peru does? Ego death is what super empaths give them a taste of but this ego death would be for eternity.
@@pallasathena1369 I feel that I'm more drawn to deeper things in life. I feel what others can't. I'm infused with one. And there is a connection I have , I don't know what it is
Jes it is! They are seeking persons with highly empatic feelings because they dont Hafe them Thereselfs anymore… and so they take this energy from a person..
just like vampires need blood.. they need the empathic and pure
energy ( light)
because true that they can live.
Narcistic people are on the other and of the ladder( darkside)
And they can feel better when the empatic ( light) person is feeling bad…
The more light a person has….. the more a narcist want to posses them..🥵
This perspective actually scares me, because it makes a lot of sense. These people do such evil, manipulative, heartless things to us. And they do it so well, while at the same time not being particularly brilliant in any other way. On the other hand, we may deceiving ourselves again by saying they are possessed to help them deflect accountability. Perhaps they are literal demons in human form.
No such thing as demons in human form per se Biblically speaking. But demonic possession of humans is totally on point!
ABSOLUTELY AGREE‼️👍🏻
You are so on point... Thanks for sharing, and I needed to hear this. Thanks again for your help
They are possessed, and they are 100% aware of what they are doing.
@@Jeshy-V First sign : they only attack the pure hearted souls, lightworkers and people who are happy and innocent.
Second sign: the timing, if you are awakened you will notice that they pop up in your life in key moments... for example, I prayed to God for something and I got it, and then I felt faith and passion to go further so I went outside for a walk at 1 am... I met my ex narc in the park walking , I haven't seen her for 7 years.
This is not the only synchronicity, it happens ALL THE TIME.
I was a very rational man before, just like you, but at 40 I woke up and finally discovered it was all spiritual... it all started with the question: why do my family hate me so much for absolutely no reason? What did I do so that since I was a child they barely talked to me a few times? Why they want so bad to break my spirit like this...oh wait? Break my what? My SPIRIT!
It's all spiritual, they are the chosen ones of Satan and we are the chosen ones of God, darkness VS light, just Google ot ChatGPT the traits of the devil and you'll realize they have all the traits. I can't make this up.
I was with a Narcissistic for 36 yes & I must say you are 100 % right on with your explanation . 😊
If it wasn't for the prayers , and God's grace , & the help & the power of the Holy Spirit , I probably wouldn't be here today.
All honor , praise , & gratitude goes ONLY to God who carried me through this , as no one wanted to help me . Hallelujah !
Its 36 years with him and o nly prayers and God. What do i do? Lord pleSe set me free.
There's hope for my son then. Nobody but nobody recognises him anymore. So so sad. I am asstranged from him and my grandson. Goodness knows what they say to him, because he really loved his grandma. 😢
mine crept in when i lost my partner of 28yrs i was vunerable grief stricken and older lonely / found God strength and a will not to be taken by this demonic force ,still working on getting free without getting trapped deeper in the snare xx God is my thoughts these days not them they are poison to Gods children truly xx
Amen
Bless you. Your suffering will lead you to heal others.
Yes they are not intelligent enough to have crafted this deceitful play that they all seem to know instinctively. Possessed, evil, destroyers, jealous, empty, killers of goodness. No remorse and no compassion, ever.
yea!!!!! ome narc i was stalked by had an iq of 70!
Sam Vaknin & HG Tudor say an evil force is driving them ..enough said !
Self proclaimed Malignant Narc Psychopaths on utube
The strange thing is HG doesn’t believe it’s Demonic, yet he states something evil is driving them! Go figure
This is a perfect description of the narc’s diseased spirit nature. Believe it or not, the one I know goes to church several times a week. I won't share the name of the denomination. You'd likely be shocked if I did.
@@jolly7728 let me guess it - he goes to catholic church. am I right?
So relieved to have come across your videos. After my brutal discard, I was 100% convinced it wasn’t a human I was dealing with but a demonic entity. I have since been praying and researching what it was that I had been dealing with for 5 years and it all makes sense now. Thank you so much for your videos 💛
Yes the final discard .. I’ve never felt such despair in all my life .. every night I felt like I was visiting hell .. the pain so unearthly I can’t even now after 2 years of being apart find the words to describe it .. I literally felt like I was going to die and my soul was being sucked out of me,
@@darcybarwick3766 it's been so bad for me that I think it has played a part in me having some circulation problems and a possible heart issue which I'm getting checked at the moment. Just over 5 months ago I never had any of these problems whatsoever and now I do but since Mid May when I last met her and where our supposed happy reunion went terribly wrong, where she had the brass neck to blame me for all of it, everything went into a darker place. The hardest thing I've ever experienced. By far.
And unlike many here I was never married to her or lived with her.
@@darcybarwick3766so sorry you had to experience this. I'm going through this now. 4 years with the narcissist and 7 weeks post final brutal discard. Feels like I have no life left in me. I'm trying to find friends and maybe a new relationship, but everyone ghosts me or is an alcoholic, etc. Hope you are doing well.
Same here Darcy. Wish you lived around here 🌺
@@lauraoliver525may I ask how he discarded?. I went exactly through the same 6 years and drop me after holidays without warning.
My ex psychopath was definitely possessed. The reason why - he was on all types of drugs and i did not know it until it was too late - he tried to kill me. His eyes were totally blank stare. There were no soul. I was not scared. At that moment when he was chocking me i realized that that was it. I asked God for protection and relaxed. I was thinking about my loved ones.
I felt no fear. I tried to breathe and hoped he would not punch my face.
And then, he just couldn’t kill me, he jumped off of me.
The demons saw that i was not afraid to die because my body is just a flash. And my soul lives forever. Demons could not kill my soul and they became defeated.
There's really no denying it once you've seen. The moments of sick satisfaction you can see on their smirking face when they know they inflicted injury. Or flat out laughing hysterically. Whether it be physical injury or a broken heart, they really enjoy seeing you suffer and they can't hide it.
yup good old Canadian family values at play. Its like hell living with these Cretans
My mother is such a one. But her brutality has taught me to love more deeply and to fight these demons with strength.
My MoMster's Smirk that changed everything was @ my 6 months half birthday two years ago @ age 58. Never once ever had I seen She-Satan smile like that. Blocked her on Easter Day!
Yes, I've seen that in many narcs - such satisfaction if they can hurt you. My last narc - he wouldn't help me with something minor, and would benefit him too, so I left feeling quite irritated. He was SOOOO jolly and happy, and kept saying "Promise me you won't do anything to hurt yourself." Of course not!!! Good grief. But I realized he was HOPING for that, he was HOPING he could make me feel suicidal, he was fantasizing about that. That's disturbing.
@@keithstewart7514 Yes. my so called mother had the same smirk. I rebuked her for it! Easter day is also a pagan holiday which worships the goddess Ishtar. Very unholy and devilish. Blessings in Christ Jesus, Our Lord and Saviour.
Totally Agree. At the core of every narcissist is bitterness and resentment towards others as well as self, which attracts demons over to their lives. This is why you can’t reason with them, coz there’s no reasoning when talking to demons. Here are verses that support this: Matt. 18:32-35, 2 Cor. 2:10-11, Eph. 4:26-27, James 3:14-15, 1 Sam. 18:8, 10.
YAHsome ❤
Thanks for that!
Thank you I'll look those up🙏❤️👍
Wow!!! I love your supporting agreement... the very word of The Most High. That's what I'm talking about.
@@JaaelAmbroise which is to be found... where again? 🤔
Also 2 Tim 3: 1-10
Narcissm isn't confined to personal relationship; they're in the workplaces as well. They're managers in workplaces causing havoc to people's careers. I know this and always felt certain that some demonic overcloaking is going on there.
Some companies actually test for who is 'management material' by how psychopathic they are.
Ppl in power positions
My current manager is super super demonic. Thank the lord my other manager is there, she balances it out. I had a 2nd job a while back but left it after a while, realizing the general manager is not only a malignant narc, but also a sociopath. They're EVERYWHERE
@@MarjyGTV mine too and all staff below her level whom she manages have experienced her behaviour.
However, it appears that shes untouchable as there's no accountability towards her from her seniors. Nobody can understsnd this and shes tje newedt member of staff of less than 2 years. Shocking!!! A lot of the staff say they are scared but i refuse to let that imbecile scare me.
The woman has not one independent thought. Shocking how she got that job. Weve heard shes the friend of one of the seniors who brought her in
I stand up to her and got reprimanded. Anyway, I keep everything to emails for evidence and will not speek to her on the phone. I told her and her seniors that if we are online in meetings without witnesses, the video must be recorded. I respond to her false accusations with much candour...straight up asking her to provide evidence or its slander...
She ignores such emails as if they never occurred because we both know shes lying.. She's such a barefaced liar and I'm not backing down from that demon. I'm all prayed up with God in my life.
Another staff who complained was told not to.listen to gossip. So there you are.
At the moment I am not being managed by the demon as I have been moved sideways, (they say its temporarily, until things calm down) but I still have to work with her as its the same department.
But guess what? The demom wants me back under her control but I'd rather leave and made it clear right in her presence that I'd rather things stayed as they are for longer. She was so displeased. . Her face waa like
The worst thing is that we have never beheld a more imcompetemt and knowledged- challenged person in all the years I've been working in the organisation. Totally dumb.
Another middle manager like me has beem doing her work for her because shes scaref shitless of the demon But i refuse to offer her any assistance unless she clearly asks for it and I copy in my current manager into every correspondence between us.
You are 100% spot on. They are demon possessed. I have seen the demon in their eyes when they let their guard slip. Also for so long I wondered how they were aware of my most intimate insecurities and vulnerabilities without my disclosure.
The eyes go black. Yup.
Really sad 😢 in family
Sometimes it's a smirk ,
It’s like they know what you are thinking and what you are about to say.Im to a point where I’m under 24 house surveillance from him.He literally watches my every move and he also looks at my phone to try to see what I’m doing.i have to hide that I’m watching narcissistic videos.
@@Kykylandfarming I can so relate....that is exactly how the ex narc and family members were. they study you and everything about you. Constantly watching . Its been 2 years since God literally saved me from the narc ex. During my time of escape, I had to be so discreet so he didn't see it coming for I feared for my life if he ever found out that I was planning to leave. him. If you can get away please do so....if its completed like it was for me, I say pray and God will help you. xx
I have to agree. There is something really demonic about narcissists.
I believe this also. Most bad people that single you out in specific ways are directed by the enemy. Glory to God, Amen!Thank you for this video. Love and light to all! ❤️🌏
This video really hits the nail on the head. If the enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy and you feel like only a shell left of yourself, that is demonic. They even steal your voice, as if you fear speaking anything because they will blame and shame whatever you say. Yes, prayer is the key answer and yes, its time to move ourselves back in and them out.
On point!
So true!”They even steal your voice.” No one else has said that! They all had me completely silenced! My egg donor even set up an evil smear campaign against me making me look dangerous when I’m the most gentle empathetic person. I was afraid to tell everyone that it was a big LIE. That’s only one example.
Oh, and what about the RAGE if you have any problems, opinion....anything of your own? You better not because it’s all about them.
Amen 🙏🏾 Prayer is definitely the way out. I prayed to God and he saved me, which I am forever grateful for.
True it 100% demonic
Thank you so much for your take on narcissism. Just as darkness is the absence of light, narcissism is the absence of God. I just found out my husband is a narcissist after 10+ years and he does seem possessed at times, especially when we're around company and the guest leaves and re-enters the room several times, my husband would literally switch personality back and forth, from pleasant and charming to ANGRY and rude. Even his facial expressions would change... like being possessed. Furthermore, narcissists usually forget that they mistreated you. The *ONLY* explanation I can give to that is that demonic possession was happening at the time of abuse, so they never actually mistreated us. It was the demon. If any of you have seen videos of actual demonic possessions, victims will often confess that they have no recollection of anything they've said or done while being possessed, and will express shock when presented video footage as proof. As others have commented, as much as I would like to believe the in-depth analyses of Prof. Sam Vaknin on narcissism, at the end of the day, it is a spiritual battle and whether or not the Holy Spirit dwells in their heart. I thought my husband was saved (by Jesus Christ) just like I was, but now I know that narcissism and Godly love can simply never co-exist in the same body. How can a lover of God be also a lover of self? Impossible.
You also described the dianamics of my
" christian " marriage.
Dr. David E Clarke provides very helpful videos that especially deal with " christian" narcissists.
You know,the narc I know does vehemently deny saying and doing certain things. I would be like what?? But he doesn't remember. It's got to be demons. Same with my adopted mom. She would never remember certain things like beatings and stuff. They LOVE inciting fear in you too. Normal ppl don't act like that. And the accusations and condemnation sound just like the devil.
I hope you will pray for me. Just figured out my roommate is a narc. He also told me he was diagnosed by a therapist. I'm about to be homeless. And I can't take it anymore. The extreme kindness alternating between kindness and cruelty. So, I need your prayers please.
They’re incapable of love
Indeed!
“When an impure spirit comes out of a person, it goes through arid places seeking rest and does not find it. Then it says, ‘I will return to the house I left.’ When it arrives, it finds the house unoccupied, swept clean and put in order. Then it goes and takes with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there. And the final condition of that person is worse than the first.” (Matthew 12:43-45) Yes, demons do this to the one possessed. But I think this analysis in this video also helps extend this principle to the one afflicted by someone who is possessed. That house/furniture analysis is brilliant. Yes, these people will empty you out-emotionally, spiritually, mentally-of who you are. Then they will replace with evil all the things that they have taken away from you. That is definitely the work of a devil and not just a personality disorder.
And this is why it is important not to speak to them if you move on. They want to let go of those demons onto you.
OH! Paula, You are right, they do have help from satan. Every time he would get mad at me I would get hurt, pushed down a whole flight of stairs, kicked in the backed , picked up and be hurled across the room. I am alive today because God had a plan for me .To help other people, just what you are doing. I do not care what people think, I am not crazy,I've lived it, a life in hell. Keep your LIGHT , BRIGHT .
Sorry you had to go through All that ! And for whatever reason we are ended up on the same website understanding each other, cuz there's a demonic spirit among us and we all know this to be true. Wishing you the best in Jesus mighty name Amen 🙏😇💗🫂
God bless you !
YES... PURE HELL‼️👍🏻
You don’t sound crazy.. I had that same experience. It’s like you can feel them, you know they are thinking about you, even after years. It happens randomly. Once you’ve been exposed to narcissistic abuse, it’s possible you can have some type of telepathic ability with them... it’s weird, but I think it’s true, and experienced this.
they can also take energy from you.
@@Larindarr i went thru 15 years of chronic fatigue. i was destroyed. vampires.
That is called an evil soul tie (trauma bond) and you can break it if you want to.
Yes yes and yes you do
It is true. It feels like your the main character in a Dracula movie. It sometimes freaks me out when I can feel him in my mind. They come back exactly the time when you are finally free. Your video is the first video that nails it. Trace Space as well, gets it. Thank you.
Love the house/furniture analogy. I developed a serious clutter response to the narcissistic abuse. I was overwhelmed. After all these years, the Lord showed me the root. After being healed, my home is now neat, organized and homey. That philistine giant that mocked me, is now dead. Mvto Jesus 🙌🏼🌹💞 ps I know that years of spiritual clutter was sent by the enemy.
I struggle with home clutter too.
I agree with you.
The clutter response is real. I feel helpless to do anything with .....the clutter.
@@prideofjudah5767I'm learning that it is a Freeze response... part of how we respond to trauma. I feel so paralyzed to dig myself out of this mess. It's so overwhelming.
@@annehedonia156 The clutter is born out of a deep sense of loss. Loss that defies explanation and is forever unresolved. You can't get closure so you hold on to the fragments of what's left of your hopes, your plans, your life........because if someone takes just one more thing from you it would push you over the edge. So. We sit, not understanding that the giant photo puzzle we are trying to assemble is in a plastic bag and has many missing pieces. You can barely remember what your life was supposed to look like and we will never be whole clinging to what's past. I pray for the strength to practice what I preach.
A Narcissist has no soul. They look like a human but there is only a body and a mind It’s an axiom that the universe abhors a void and I believe the absence of a soul creates a void that can be occupied by a demon
I have studied comparative theology for 35+ years. Soul=personality, character, and individuality while spirit= mind, consciousness, and intellect. I wrote this paste for people angry at the sadistic psychopathic god of the Tanakh however I think you will find it helpful also.
God is good and takes full responsibility for the creation of evil. Isaiah 45:7 I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things. Proverbs 16:4 The LORD hath made all things for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil. And God promises to remove evil completely. Nahum 1:9 What do ye imagine against the LORD? he will make an utter end: affliction shall not rise up the second time. Revelation 21:4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. Evil is temporarily necessary for us to have the free will necessary to create our own soul, personality, character. Evil and Hell are simply the absence of God. God = fiery, love, light, good, truth, life Deuteronomy 4:24 For the LORD thy God is a consuming fire... hell = fiery, hate, dark, evil, lies, death. 1 Corinthians 3:13 Every man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire (God); and the fire shall try every man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) of what sort it is. 1 Corinthians 3:14 If any man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) abide which he hath built thereupon, he shall receive a reward. 1 Corinthians 3:15 If any man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character) shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself (spirit, mind, consciousness) shall be saved; yet so as by fire. 1 Peter 1:17 And if ye call on the Father, who without respect of persons judgeth according to every man's (spirit, mind, consciousness) work (soul, personality, character), pass the time of your sojourning (temporary residence) here in fear: Hebrews 9:27 And as it is appointed unto men (spirit, mind, consciousness) once to die (separate from God like Adam), but after this the judgment:(the Krisis of rejoining God) Revelation 20:14 And death (separation from God) and hell (negative God) were cast into the lake of fire (God). This is the second death. (separation from an evil soul, personality, character). Revelation 21:8 But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire (God) and brimstone: which is the second death.(separation from an evil soul, personality, character) Revelation 21:4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death (separation from God), neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. But Matthew 16:26 For what is a man (spirit, mind, consciousness) profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul (soul, personality, character)? or what shall a man (spirit, mind, consciousness) give in exchange for his soul (soul, personality, character)? Mark 8:36 For what shall it profit a man (spirit, mind, consciousness), if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul (soul, personality, character)?
I call them hosts. Nothing human left in there. Taken over.
@@donna6348 I think its a spectrum though - some people still have humanity left but have narc traits / demonic possesison while others are just completely overrun by demons beyond help
We are definitely not fully aware of the danger that is for sure.
Yes unfortunately until later
All of the above have I experienced. I was with my ex-husband, the narcissist, for 10 years. My home had supernatural activity after I got him gone. I’ve been a Christian, saved when I was 9 years old. I think I was literally targeted by the demonic. I had to move after I got him gone. I would see a figure in my room at night standing in the corner and rebuke it in the name of Jesus. It would never leave the corner. My cabinets in the kitchen would all be opened in the morning. My poor babysitter was once held down during the night by something unseen ( I worked nights so had to have a night time babysitter for my kids when they were young). This has all been 13 years ago. My life has been calm since. I remain single and will for the remainder of my life. I stay close with the Lord Jesus.
Iv moved multiple times and still experiencing things since leaving him 3 years ago.
Spot on as always, Paula. I have experienced this. Ten years ago she left me suddenly, then after 7 years she suddenly came back with the grandest love bomb campaign ever. Despite no contact, the timing was "perfect" in that I was in between relationships and totally healed from her and focusing my energy on doing good for people in my life and community. She had no way of knowing so I'm convinced there's some other force at work. She pursued me for a year before I agreed to see her, but then once we got together I was again hooked and for the next year things were amazing. But you know the rest of the story. In a moment things turned: frightening mask drops, rage, especially when I stood up for myself and she began a series of disengaging behaviors. And I could see so much of what she shared was future-faking. I left her in June, she pulled me back only because she wanted to do the discarding herself (in August). There is no doubt in my mind that, as you say, she is driven by a dark force because she is ultimately DESTRUCTIVE. Not only destroying my heart and spirit, but her own, and leaves a long line of broken relationships. I'm thankful to have another chance to live in the light and once again be myself: someone determined to always be a blessing in the world.
Is there something about August? My narc wife always loses it August-September. This is the last time for me. I'm done with her.
You have many soul ties.
@@aaronhuskey8581What month is her birthday?
@@annehedonia156 September
Soul ties with a demon? I seriously doubt it. Demons corrupt good and innocence. Stop victim blaming and upholding the lie that evil is meant to be a part of our lives. It is not.
I understand you completely! There are so many aspects to narcissism that are unexplained. Many have come from a rough background, but some narcissists haven't come from a bad environment so how could they possibly know the things they know about deceiving, gaslighting, manipulating and an almost uncanny sixth sense about when to attack or try to reintegrate themselves into your life when they have never been subjected to it. There is a dark power here added to the psychology. They thrive on people's pain and love the game of chaos. It's a hidden agenda that propagates evil on a spiritual level. It insidiously intertwines itself around morals and beliefs and tears down walls and boundaries. It minimizes and destroys who you are as an individual to make you dependent on them. It's mental torture. And it's a dark depth that there are no words for. I saved myself and went no contact recently and have had to reestablish who I am. And why are there soooo many of them? I guess they chose the side of service to self instead of service to others, but that doesn't excuse them intentionally setting people up for their diabolical whims.
Correct,why are there so many off them.why?
So many! I think because they want to take over.
I think the key to knowing its demonic is that they all do the same things. What other way could this happen?
@@californialady9280Your message hit me like a lightening bolt. It is like they are all related and raised by the same person, Satan! They all have the same exact pattern of behavior.
Qué buenas reflexiones!💪
Absolutely, soooo well said. My now Ex partner of 13 years actually used to say" You're the light, I'm the dark and the Darkness always wins ".
Creepy. Roll on 13 years later when he became paranoid & thought I was having an affair ( unfortunately, Im a hopeless romantic so that would be impossible ). He violently assaulted me for a full hour and a half - strangulation x 3 , swooped a samari sword up in the air, while he was straddling me, I was pinned down & his other hand on my throat & swooped it right down to my throat and so on.... I had no idea he was a ( covert ) narcissist til I had left / ran.
A year & a half later, I'm blessed to be thriving ,especially due to these awakening & educational videos , along with amazing family & friends. Feeling full of Gratitude & Blessings, thank you for all the information.
I think we feel “drained” after dealing with narcissists because of the mind body connection. We always have a response in the body due to trauma. I’ve lost weight, sleep, had trouble breathing and had adrenal fatigue after dealing with my narc family members (reoccurring) and former friendship narcissists. The energy to deal with these monsters will try you physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel like the physical effects are later on from the abuse. Thank you for posting this useful information. The spiritual aspect of this is mind blowing and so true. Your videos have given me so much strength God bless you for sharing 🙂
Thank you 🙏 🌸
Have you heard of top rankers like polititians and the top elite of the world drinking adrenochrome? (Blood with adrenaline from others) And where does that come from? The adrenals. I think our life force is in our adrenals and I had adrenal fatigue aswell AND Graves disease. My advice is check your vitamin D levels and if low get vitamin D, Vitamin K2 and magnesium, HIGH doses of Vitamin D since it helps. I can tell you why but its a long story :)
@@Vixinaful That makes total sense. I never thought of it that way. That explains why I always feel so drained. They literally suck the life force out of you.
@@cassiebennet4262 Yes that sounds like your adrenals had a strike at them..Check out the symptoms for AF and heal your body. With the knowledge you have about narcissism (how demons think) you can withstand furthur attacks.
I also got adrenal fatigue three times. I developed an inflammatory autoimmune disease three years in.
I AGREE 100%…. A few years ago I was praying for the family and my “narc” was on my heart. I started to pray that God wouldn’t turn His back on him when out of nowhere I ALMOST heard this out of the air as if God was speaking to me audibly, “why do you continue to pray for the salvation of “him” when you know that I didn’t die to save demons, so stop praying for him”. Thank you for sharing this information for your audience. I really appreciate your boldness and bravery❤
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In my case, God has put it on my heart to pray for his salvation through the Word of God, Amos 3: 12 I shall continue to pray for his salvation.
Similar to my experience. When I was wondering what was wrong, I had a vision where I have seen a demonic entity by the side of his bed.
That’s powerful! ❤
Yes maybe praying for him is like a symptom of Stockholm syndrome. Nice you got that voice loud and clear. Thanks for sharing
This makes absolute sense. At least to me it does. Been there. Escaped one narc and ended up with another one that did it all way better. She became part of my healing for the original.
The only way I healed was when I decided that the hoover wouldn’t be worth the damage it would do when she would discard me again. I had to learn from her first hoover. I had to value stability above all. On Hoover number two I dumped her. She did not like being dumped mid-hoover. But she never bothered me again. Been living narc free for over 10 years now. Met another empath around the time I cut it off with the last narc. Y’all don’t know what you’re missing. Our own kind is the only way. Evenly yoked.
I am terrified of getting into any relationship with anyone whether romantic or even just friends because of the abuse I’ve endured.
@@doryknits6741 That’s the point. To leave you in a terrified and unhealed state so that you either don’t go into another relationship, or so that you self-sabotage new relationships. You isolating yourself, makes it easy for them to access you later. They put you on the shelf to come get you later. Don’t be on the shelf when they come looking for you. Heal and move on. Find Jesus. Speaking from experience. Green grass awaits those who do the self-work.
@@Michael_Arguello Well said Michael. God bless you.
There absolutely is an energy exchange. I have been able to feel these narcissists now even at the first encounter. First it is an uneasy feeling, then gut feels a little sick, then a sense of fear sets in.... every time I knew they were a narcissist and then saw the red flags. I believe being an empath and paying attention to my gut changed everything. Narcissists want you to expend a lot of emotional energy. This causes an empathic person to weaken and therefore strengthens them. Try your best not to take on everything emotionally. Try to push out those dark energies as soon as you recognize them. I also merged psychology with spirituality and everything made more sense to me.
Thanks for your insight. The comment section here is just great, everyone sharing their truth. These punks are a total black hole of emptiness, you've got the right angle here, and they want your light. I've developed a new tactic, which really isn't my nature, but it's kind of cool.... I try and emotionally detach from them entirely, and view it all as just information.
I compute: "This is illogical, stop all interactions with this individual, and it is good to do this"
The last one was like this: My door was open at home, been scrubbing floors and painting walls as a new, fresh outlook with moving on emotionally, etc, overcoming the depression and anxiety they caused. This is how it played out.
Narc who's stolen an item of clothing from here previously comes into the garden says something at the doorstep, and i approached, with my previously thought out and concluded tactic, and said "i'm in the middle of something" in a firm voice, and the narc's face was a picture..... then shut the door in their face. Epic win 100%
The best part is this. Made a cup of tea, and watched some youtube, like nothing had happened, no mulling it over, nothing!! it was so weird.. try it ! It was a complete power move. Get your power back with zero guilt or emotion? It certainly seems to have worked. It wasn't intended to really have that effect, but it was noticeable, very much so!
As all empath narc abuse survivors are, naturally we;re very very loving, kind, generous, forgiving, the whole lot, obviously, so now logically came to the conclusion that these special qualities are only for special people with love in their hearts too, the same as us! Narcs don't deserve any of the good stuff. It seemed weird at first, being so clinical and cold, but it makes total sense!!! Just wish i had the courage to have done it a lot sooner with a lot more of them!! No more welcomes for abusers!!!
Jesus called them 'the Children of Hell' Let';s turn this all round, and really consider ourselves, and look after our health, as you rightly say, protect that energy. Get a great vibe, and hold that frame.
I wish you, and everyone else here a really great day.
It's exactly as you say. It's scary.
That is exactly how it feels to be near a narcissist and to be drained for energy. Yes! Paying attention to gut feeling is the very Best advice in order to protect yourself. Also learn spirituel protection. I know they need supply and have willingly giving throughout my life to some who are/were dear to me but our energy is not limitless and being constant supply is exhausting. At times it is even enabling. Energy Can be drained over distance as well-when it is someone you have a Bond with. God bless you 🙏🌺🌿🦋
@@MHLivestreams I like to imagine I am viewing them through a microscope like an insect whose behavior I am studying out of incidental curiosity since it is just sitting there in my space.
This was a great comment. You’ve said so well what I’ve experienced and learned about narcissists. They have an affinity for empaths and flock to us like a moth to the flame. We must pay attention to our gut feeling. They get us away from doing just that. Don’t listen to them, don’t take on their energy and don’t give them any of ours. They NEED our soul energy because theirs is empty. We are their drug of choice. They feel high when they make us feel low. Starve them out! I started using the ‘grey rock ‘ tactic and it helped. Because I was almost dead I went no contact with all of them though because they were literally killing me.
My mother was taken over by dark entity's and processed at the end of her disruptive life .I witnessed it personally and I know it exists..thank you for covering this disturbing but needed topic .much love Paula .💜
So sorry you had to see that 🌹
My mother did too. I don't know when this happened as this is not the mother I left when I got married or the one I visited over a period of 20yrs with my children. She retired and had become a sadistic creature I no longer recognized. I attempted to work with her for 12yrs but the instant i realized what she was and her intent for me i had to walk away. My children dont see it fully yet. 😢
My steo mother is the devil itself.
63 years to find out about her sick narcisism. Why some shit people are born.
Stalin, hitler, gengiz kan, my stepmother
My mom, too. She didn't win. As she aged, the demons completely consumed her. Very sad when it's a family member.
Mine as well. She’s had a murder plot on me for years due to her jealousy. She’s completely possessed, as is the rest of my family.
You’re not crazy. After going no contact with my ex narc I felt them cry out the words (on their birthday), “I need you!” As tho they were a small child, which they are. It was so intense I actually responded, “I know, but you can’t have me.”
He called me on his mother’s name. Literally on the full name of his mother after I told him I have nothing to give him any longer. Which means I was letting him down. Just like she did to him when he was a child…. So so sad.
It certainly is.
Just a scared, insecure child who can't forgive himself.
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Amen!
I swear he takes lying to another depth in hell he lies for nothing
Since leaving the narcissist I pray every night. Believe me, it helps.
I can't believe I'm just now finding you.
Much appreciate you talking about this.
It's very real... Much more going on with these evil people than a disorder.
Their purpose is to kill,steal and destroy at all cost.
I feel someone sitting on my bed all of a sudden some nights. But I’m not scared for some reason. I ignore it and Cover myself in the blood of Jesus 🙏
If you are not scared then it must be your spirit guide. Consciousness doesn’t have infinite capacity to withstand abuse and its memory. Being extremely broken by the narc means it will want to switch to another reality. Spirit guide prepares the astral body for the journey. But of course, sometimes the nasty internal dimensional beings end up bleeding into our reality. They are pure evil. Love to bully us. But there were days when some actually stopped laughing and softly put their hands on my head to stop me from crying about what nmom and nsis did to me.
Yes the Blood of Jesus and the name of Jesus are all powerful. 🙏
Don’t ignore, after I left the narc, I cold Gus of wind came threw my window( I’m not crazy) I was sober I’m a nurse) it sat on my bed and I was gonna kill my self this night, and this thing sat on my bed, and I just start talking to it, and I said who are you and get off my bed, and I keep talking OMG IT WAS MY FATHER IN HIS ETERNAL BODY IT WAS BEAUTIFUL HE CAME TO HELP ME OMG HE WAS FIGHTING THE DARKNESS IN MY HOME OMG, you have to believe . Omg my father stayed with me for a few weeks, this Spirit world is real, a lot happen in the next few weeks, please pray to god , your angels are trying to help you don’t be scared, I promise,
That’s why you not scare, I wasn’t either but once I started to talk, omg they are coming to help you , they will show themselves to you asked. And what you will see next next , you won’t believe your eyes , and they will guide you next
@@keepitrealfolks6737 this is familiar spirits. Scripture forbids communication with dead people. Jesus' Christ is all we need. Call on His name and these demons must leave. No nead to fear anything. The Blood of Jesus totally protects us.
The prophets who wrote the Bible sure recognized what we now call narcissists.
And I seen the demon in his eye when I told
him to get out, he’s eyes where all black he didn’t say a word , but that night before the dream I had as if I was fighting for my soul. And when I open my eyes I was SHOOK, I look over at him, and told him to get out. The darkness in the bedroom omg, only Jesus Christ can get you threw. God bless us all
i had dreams of demons leaving as they were cast out of my life. they were screaming and pissed!
Only Jesus has the power and remember He is all powerful not the devil or demons. God is always in control. He allows things because of His love He wants you to turn to Him and He will be there for you. Even in my worst dreams or nightmares and all the trama I've been through Jesus has always been there and He's there for you too.
I cros all of this you talk end i can tell you story of horor in my case ' sucub jazebel invastigate ' thru its there
Same here, her eyes were trembling, eyeballs moving so fast I couldnt believe that its possible. I thought it was probably the stress causing her eyes to be so unstable. Should had known better.
I felt that black energy when I went back to live with my “parents “ for a short time. It felt like death.
Thank you very much for all your videos. You are 100 percent correct, it’s absolutely demonic. The crazy thing is, I work at my local church, and I truly believe the devil sends these people (my boss) to stir up and attack the empaths and those that love God. We must remember who we are and that, ultimately, God is in charge and will protect us.
Yup I fully believe he was possessed. The ending was absolutely terrifying. The abuse was extreme and I was not only completely emptied out but the confusion was horrible. It’s like he altered the space I was in.. I was in a place I could not even describe… it’s like he altered the air around me.. sounds strange but it happened. My whole system shut down. I felt like my soul shattered in a million different pieces … had God not show up I would not be here today. It was that bad.
With normal relationships ending, there is a sadness that it didn't work, last, but it was real connection, genine sincere feelings on both sides.
With narcissistic relationships its one sided, you were the only one in the relationship. There is an emptiness, non existence, a feeling like you fell in love with a ghost, someone that never really existed.
So, true...the reality is that we fell in love with a reflection of our own selves. There was no real love from them.
Do believe in the power of prayer.
My mother is developing dementia, and she is no longer able to hide the things she's done. Every day, I'm creeped out by more things I'm learning about what she's done before the dementia. Without the ability to hide her feelings and past actions (and current motivations), the demon is on display. It is scary. To know it was inside her this whole time. Since childhood. And I wrestle with do I go back to take care of the narcissist (who is fighting me due to paranoia), or leave her with the demon that she's embraced, and instead focus on keeping my children safe from her wrath?
@@nannerlchanel5045 I have. The last straw was when she getting my dying dad to call me and tell me to give her control over my bank account. When I kept refusing, she restricted me from talking to my dad. That's how demonic she is. We are no-contact since my dad died January 27, 2024 which she didn't even tell me about. I found out from my dad's sister -- whom she was willing to call (and whom she previously vilified/triangulated me against) -- but not willing to call my husband (whom she hates). Such a hateful woman. I cannot abide evil so strong. Matthew 19:29-30 "And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife[a] or children or fields for my sake will receive a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and many who are last will be first." My mother does things that hurt people. I cannot condone that behavior, even from my own mother.
I understand I was in the same situation with my demonic mother and her flying monkeys (her family) if I gave in she would have destroyed everything I worked so hard to achieve my children my relationship my soul stand your ground and remember you cannot make this choice to let her in without destroying the people you love most that are close to you they did not sign up for this and neither should you you have a duty to protect all the love that's in your life that's standing in your truth
It's so strange. I keep feeling his demonic energy in my house and keep saying over and over again "leave my house. Get out of here." He practiced dark magic so he's probably conjured up some demons against me. I've never in my life experienced spiritual warfare on this level.
I think I agree, it's more than just a personality disorder it's a tangible dark energy, it's dark forces at play within the person. Maybe one day we will get a full description and explanation of exactly what it is, but without doubt I have felt it, especially at night sharing a bed with the narcissist, they eminate a heavy cloak of dark energy in the room. I couldn't sleep until they were gone the next morning. It difficult to explain it really is but there's something spiritually present that's gives you great unease and a feeling of danger. Ppl might say how ridiculous, its imagined, but its truly there. My ex narc of 5 years never slept with me other than 3 times, and I couldn't rest at all, there was something strange and malevolent around him. Be careful all you warriors 💟💟💟
I experienced the same thing very evil presence around them demonic attachments
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I found it wasn't there all of the time, just the times he got mad or angry over something, it came out. The eyes changed. The energy changed.
@@amandajohnson-williams7718 I felt the exact same thing. It was only when he became very angry. His voice changed and his eyes got very dark. And many times he’d been drinking a lot. He never wanted to sleep in the same bed as I either. We didn’t live together but stayed over each other’s places and on vacation. The strange this is….. he was never mean or abusive to me. He was very kind to me. I’m a born again Christian. But when he finally discarded me, after 6 yrs (just in June) It actually felt like my heart hurt. 💔. I’ve lost 20 lbs and can’t sleep. Then the other day I found out he is a bisexual. 🤯. My heart suddenly mended. 🙏🏼 I’ve blocked him and changed my locks. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
@@yvonnemagliocco8507 Yes, similarly when my ex narc had drank alot, this dark energy came out more, he was like a different person entirely. Very obviously dangerous. I think he took drugs too on these occasions, but never admitted to it. He hid this side. They are like two people, not one. He also had a lot of memory gap issues, like the two self states of him were distinctly separate people. These people without doubt are bad news to be in a relationship with, as they lie, manipulate and gaslight you so much, they play about with your Reality in harmful ways, including Cheating.. From Charm to Harm!! I'm glad I ended things, I'm recovering 👍
Even if you had sex one time, dismantle soul ties. It's serious.
And if you are questioning why the world is in the state it’s in? Remember Narcissists are drawn to politics like a moth to a flame.
It’s true ...I’m clairvoyant I’ve been with a narc and I can tell you a million percent my hands up to God that it is indeed demonic. I’ve seen certain things with my own eyes. Made me a definite believer of this concept.
What did you see? I’ve seen things too. I’ve seen him totally controlled by something - walking around like Frankenstein. I at first thought it was heroin use doing it but I think drug use also causes demon possession.
Every time you talk to a narc there is a spiritual transfer. Usually it's your good spirit exchanging with their demons.
Wow...DEEP...I do believe this..we must get out and STAY OUT
No contact is essential.
A beautiful idea expressed beautifully!
Yes. Absolutely. The principal at my school gets on the intercom and makes announcements with such energy. It makes me sick everytime because i know he is using stolen energy.
@@Richard-vq7ud Try not to let it make you sick. Making you feel that way is a win for them.
No. You haven't gone crazy. Every word in this video is completely accurate. Some may not be ready to see this or go as deep into their healing yet. We heal in stages and the process is long and requires a ton o work. The spiritual possession is the root of this illness and the cure requires among various methods to also develop new NEURAL PATHWAYS IN OUR BRAINS of thought in connection to our person and our healing. I agree. We are not crazy or imaging these things. It is REAL. Blessings to all! ♥
May I add one more thing that I have observed? Why is it that narcs are reckless with their lives and bodies (heavy drinking, smoking, drug use and other abuse toward themselves) and they stay in perfect health? That’s not natural. They seem to have some sort of dark protection around them. Everything you said in this video made sense and I’m glad I found this message.
I noticed that too! Disturbing!
Yes .. the ex narc hasn’t aged in fact grows younger .. how do you explain that .. in the 6 years we were together she never got sick not even a cold ! Surely those closest to them notice this.. in photos she looks slightly different but the same ..almost like they steal a persons psychical features as well as mannerisms and personality
@@sahara4555 did you notice this as well.. the narc looks different in every picture.. it’s freaking unnatural.. before the final discard I noticed she looked run down a bit like me because at that point my life force was drained ..I left because she was cheating.. when she sent me a photo after months of no contact she looked 26 instead of 46
I’m like wtf I’m looking half dead you could pass for a freaking high schooler
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YES!! I have said that for so long!! No two pictures of him are the same. Not at all. It's the creepiest thing. I have one of him with his eyes black. Like someone I don't even recognize. There is definitely something demonic. I have felt God, the universe, trying to get my attention for a while. Trying to tell me this. I'm afraid of leaving. Everytime I've tried in the past nothing would go right. Nothing . I couldn't get a phone call returned. I had no money. I was trying desperately to get a vehicle. Every single time I try to leave it's like everything in the universe shuts down. I'm stuck. No door no opportunity nothing will open. I get so desperate I end up staying or letting him back. I also had an accident early on in the relationship. It had caused me to have wounds on my legs every since. I felt something off when it happened. That's crazy.. I never associated that. I tripped over a piece of iron I was sanding. I sat it on the floor behind me. I turned around to sand another piece . The phone rang I forgot the iron was there ..I tripped over it and it went into my leg like a dagger. I caught myself on a table or it would have been worse. It was him calling on the phone. Now I wonder. I wonder a lot. I thought because of the stress I was under it was preventing them from healing . I have no condition to cause them not to. I've been tested for everything. Wow. It was another way to trap me. I had so many problems with my leg after that I finally lost my job of 11 years that I loved. I could go on and on . I see some patterns now I didn't see before. All used to isolate me and imprison here. And I am. And I want out. I should take a more spiritual approach. I'm scared. With very good reason. If you think of me please keep me in your prayers. I don't want to die like this. Thank you.
It makes sense to me. I think it's different for women with a narcissist - listening to your experience - I think they're more vulnerable to the very subtle attacks of a male narcissist. I'm a bloke and had a six year relationship with a narcissist and she kept me in tow, basically, through sex addiction. It was very coarse and obvious. And, yep, when I said that thing that lined me up for termination, she left in the most calculatedly cruel way she could possibly devise. It nearly killed me. When I felt into her motivation for leaving in the way she left, I could find no words to describe the deliberate calculated cruelty. I remember many times trying to find a word for it but it was beyond me. So, yes, I think demonic possession is probably a fairly accurate description .....
Speaking of killing - a narc 'so called friend' did kill my husband. 'Was jealous and resentful of him and had 'designs' on me (maybe hoping he'd be a replacement)! My husband died a year ago after suffering for at least three years. The demon poisoned his mind and body - body with junk food and diet drinks anytime they were together until my husband became addicted and literally poisoned! He 'played' mind games with us both! 'Have been struggling in many ways including how to hold him accountable! By the way - he's very active in his church!! We'd known him for over 20 and thought he was a 'friend of sorts' - more than a bit weird! My husband and I counted on him for computer assistance - likely why we tolerated some of his 'antics'!
@@fairliescott3073 i know a bout what your saying a very similar situation to me, also the computer age has made people of a certain age need assistance from people we would rather not know , narcissist because spiritually they are poisonous to us i know all about the mind games stonewalling silent treatment etc /all my heartache and loss helped me back to father God ,i think so many of us who are sentient and love God are being put through the wringer to wake us all up /but man what a painful ,traumatic etc wake up call it is xxx ps good to know i am not the only one in all this x
Paula you are absolutely spot on love 🙏 i met my ex covert demon 10 years ago after divorcing my ex ex covert demon of 5 years so i am a true believer of god giving you the same lesson untill you learn from it... i felt absolutely suffocated abused & attacked these last 10 years i believed i loved her to pieces & did everything i could to keep us together even after leaving her over 50 times i thought i could save her... WOW it hasnt even been a month since i walked away for good but the insight i have accumilated since leaving is absolutely mindblowing 🤯 there are 8 demonic spirits that attach 2 the narcissist 7 of which are actually ( 7 deadly sins ) + the jezebel spirit 👻 & thanks to watching almost all your videos i can see it for what it really is THE DEVILS DISIPLE.. I met her soon after the split with my ex & thought id found true love but cracks started to show quite early on but i didnt want 2 believe it we have a 7 year old boy together who turns 8 on christmas day who she is preventing contact with 😢 i now know in my heart & soul i am in a spiritual battle with demonic entities but am more than capable of dealing with them all as im now wearing the full armour of GOD. What i want to mention is that these demons are put in front of us as obsticles to " lead us into temptation" & like a seek & destroy missile theyre goal is to keep us away from the light with manipulation lies deceit covertness greed selfishness lust pride sloth wrath envy all while exracting & feeding of our light like parasites ( energy vampires ) however instead of overpowering our free will & keeping us in a lower vibrational state ( hell ) they are ultimately forcing our spiritual awakening to speed up our growth & find out who we truly are & our mission here on earth ... i have been studying common law psychology meta physics all religious teachings ancient texts etc. For around 11 years so she slipped in right on que but as i was exposing the evil of the world & all that is done in the shadows & sounding like a lunatic to EVERYONE around me there IT was right next to me in the shape of my loving partner & sons mother the mask didnt fully slip off untill i left & i used to think she was so beautiful but now i see her true form it is ugly as sin. & the point i would like to make to everyone who reads this DONT HATE it is wasted energy instead give thanks for the lessons as we were getting dormant in our search for truth & needed this to happen so we could continue to expose these demons from the darkness into the light where they deserve to be seen by every genuine human being here. Please dont just dissmiss demons as myths people this is 100% living proof when you endure abuse from narcissists & also proof as they ALL possess exactly same characteristics ( no coincidences/accidents ) it is magnetism... we all have our battle scars/ inner demons which result from childhood traumas we repress & carry around thoughout our lives untill we are ready to face them address them & heal from them " shadow work " but the narcissists didnt come here to seek truth ascend or become better versions of themselves they belong in the darkness ( hell ) as we empaths belong in the light ( heaven ) these demonic entities are only drawn to strong people ( GOD GIVES THE HARDEST BATTLES TO THE TOUGHEST SOLDIERS ) But they are extremely weak they can only project/mirror our strength back to us... people when you feel like your life has been totally torn apart just realise it was only being thrown together you are 1000 times more powerful than demons they only copy/paste... we create ( god made man in his own image ) theyre is no need for prelonged suffering 🤦start living your best life today learn from past mistakes & REPENT from our own sins life is truly an amazing journey when we percieve it positively ❤
The first word from the child’s mouth was a very explicitly
enunciated “mine”. I remember the chills that went through my spine as her black eyes deepened as she clawed with her fingers at my eyes. Though that was over 50 years ago and the scar on my face and eyelid is still present from that one time event and as hard as I tried to erase it,
the horror that shook me in that moment remains even more tormenting to this day.Yes, this was my only daughter and the demon spirit continues feast upon her soul.
I will never stop praying for deliverance but I must always keep a protective shield between us as I’m aware that demons are sent to kill, steal, and destroy of which she could perform at the blink of an eye without remorse. I pray for all mothers who love their
child such as do I, but have suffered the wrath of the demonic spirit witnessed time and again, over and over.
Lord Jesus help us all in these deeply troubling times and bless each child whose heart cries out to you. Thank you Paula for acknowledging the truth of the demonic spirit and the power of prayer to overcome.
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Prayers for you and yours. Unfortunately this is the case with my son. 😢💔 He got it from his father. Every time I catch myself hoping they all rot in hell I have to stop myself because my son would be included.
Most narc videos are about spouses and parents. Rarely about narc children and the torment a mother goes through. A mother is naturally a co dependent and the bonds are so much stronger. I am going through all this with my adult daughter
Me as well w/ my adult daugther x😭💪🙏✝️
You are not alone.
2:43 "Why do things like accidents happen to us?" I have been a fairly reliable driver for most of my life, but during the short period of time I was with the narcissist, I experienced three different car related moments that were completely inconsistent with 99.9% of my life. It was baffling. Something was clearly amiss.
I'm glad I'm not the only one who thinks like this.
I was with a narcissist for 30 years. They're amazing actors. At first, they come across all loving, but as time goes by, that demon starts to creep through. The funny thing is that he even said,'he hoped he wasn't possessed'
No empathy or sympathy.
I was an easy target , I never felt loved at home, and he had all the answers. I was also suffering from abandonment issues due to being in an orphanage.
Thank you for the video❤
Yes 👍 they except a evil 👿 into them so they can have power so they don’t have to face their pain- true enlightenment takes courage
I believe the same
Yes, Paula, you are right. It’s something more than a personality disorder. I’ve been with one without realising she was a Narc for about a decade. It was magical during the initial,years. There seemed a fusion of souls, and we simply lived into and for each other. But then the mask dropped. There were fiery outbursts and cruel accusations. I had dreams of her demonic side, exemplified in various masculine figures, sometimes smart and slick and cold in sporty black dress, sometimes like a Rasputin, sometimes like the Saudi crown prince who charmed his way back among world leaders, though he was tagged with the grisly murder of his critic in Istanbul. I had a Jungian analyst who helped with my healing and nightmares after my breakdown. It took months, but I was well on my way in reclaiming my life. However, then she tried to enter my life at that moment of recovery. But I kept myself away from her. So dear Paula, you are right: there’s something behind these people that prompts them to get back and wreak destruction all over again. Although it’s back to no contact and we live in different counties, the demonic intensities of her abusive and violent emails was unsettling. Now I’m back on the path of recovery again. Your videos, sharing the truth and richness of your experiences and wisdom are a healing presence in my journey.
They Know our likes and dislikes, they know what we want and don't want, the know what we need and don't need because WE TOLD THEM in the beginning of the relationship and during the relationship. They have Flying Monkeys that could be your Family, Friend, Neighbor, or Coworker that you tell ALL of your BUSINESS to, that Lets the Demonically Possessed Narc KNOW when to try to come back. 😮
I AM 4 YEARS NARC FREE!😊🎉🙏
It is a INITIATION.......spirit found you worth/able to look into the eyes of evil & transcend....but it is really intense...& the sexual energy is what sent of the alarms for me for I believe that the dark works through the sexual energy...I was able to walk away because there was an energy that came between us....I felt/saw it.....if not I feel it would have destroyed me in every sense, body, mind, spirit...it would have swallowed me up...the me would no longer have exsisted...i would have been a shell.
Yes me too thanks 🙏
I really identify with what you said. I am really not a very sexual person at all but with the narcissist there was such a powerful sexual energy that I kept shaking my head and thinking, "This is really weird. "
I had an intense sexual energy with my ex narc too. It was definitely the hook. I know he is no doubt using the same playbook with the new supply.
I think he knew what he was. He told me that he had been “wandering aimlessly” from relationship to relationship and that I was the one who had finally “saved” him.
I had just come out of a 24 year loveless marriage and I was fresh meat for him. He nearly destroyed me. I am rebuilding.
Thank God for this community. You do not see ugly or snarky comments here. Just support.
You are absolutely correct! They initiate you sexually. Many of them are incubus and succubus. My narc was fully aware what he was doing. He even told me the spirits are using me....
Male narcs are often addicted to porn I noticed.
My goodness. I actually thought that there is definitely a demonic element to them 100%. I’m a narcissist survivor. Just left a 12 yr relationship.
You are correct 💯 it is something more than just a personality disorder. Excellently done.
Thank you. ❤
Absolutely. The “psychic connection” I thought was between us is what drove me to the internet to try to find answers. Now I know it was the demonic spiritual tie/forces that were informing both of us of things we wouldn’t otherwise have been able to know. It’s terrifying and torturous. I used to wake up from a dead sleep in the middle of the night -my eyes would open like a trap- and I could feel a presence next to my bed as real as if he was standing there in flesh and blood. I would highly recommend Michael Heiser and his studies on demons and the unseen realm - it’s like all of the puzzle pieces came together for me. Thank you!
Oww I’ll check this out..fascinating if awful too..thank you 🙏🌸
I have been reading the comments as always,and we have all gone through this.thank you so much for referring dr micheal.i have been searching for something deeper which made sense.i am relearning everything by listening to him.thanks for sharing
so true. I felt the presence of the demonic spirit, it was with me, it was walking next to me constantly cursing me. Thank you for the book recommendation
Same experience here after leaving narc that haunted me for several months
I completely understand what you are saying!! I researched also thinking it was a positive connection. The soul tie was what brought me to my knees literally crying out to God to help me break free from and it was the worst kind of pain I have ever felt like torture!!! A different kind of pain all in all. I too would feel him near me like he was laying next to me in my bed some nights. I always felt everything that he was doing too the bad things.
You’re the master. I mean it. You’ve hit some profound truth and have explained this and explored this idea like Ive never heard it before, and believe me, I’ve listened to so many videos by so many people for years. What you said in this video spoke to my soul as being the utter truth. I believe you are absolutely correct about everything you said here. You’re a very wise and mentally strong woman. God bless you and thank you for helping me understand what is going on. 🙏🏻❤️
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Totally agree I found your channel after looking for answers even after over four years no contact. Answers and explanations re so many very close people who carry these traits. This one video explained so much and the first one I watched ‘who lives behind the mask’ your insight and clear explanation is phenomenal
Thankyou I’ve subscribed.
I agree! She really hit the nail on the head after 100s of videos I have watched on the subject.
We NEED God to overcome them. I'm speaking from over 40yrs experience & military combat training... If we don't learn the difference between battling the flesh vs spirit & know how to use the weapons we are given by our greatest Commander & Chief (GOD) then we will become causualties of war.
They often say things as though they can read your mind or they know what you’re thinking/doing, usually without them even realising it.
This absolutely needs to be talked about. I watched my husband of 12 years eyes go black and his voice change, it was eerie. Also about a week before he discarded me,he came to bed one night and I could feel his energy , it was so heavy and dark. I immediately started praying. Since he left, I removed his clothes out of my house and I started praying through each room and I also smudged with white sage. I know 100% that he had entity possession. He's a covert Narcissist and drinking 7 nights a week, his new supply that he was grooming prior to leaving has also been in trouble for drugs
God does not like sage....its in the Bible. Maybe I'm wrong...but don't think so
@user-yf6jt2df5o I have zero negative thoughts about Sage,God created it,it's sacred in many cultures plus has many healing benefits so....
No sage use garlic 🧄 instead 👍 b blessed
@@JoanMangoI felt the same check in my spirit, The Holy Spirit, that you did. Do we trust sage & native spirits to clean or go straight to God with the blood of Jesus being what cleanses white as snow!
Smudging is nothing but an occultic practice. Please STOP IT!! You're doing nothing but opening spiritually dangerous portals
I just left my husband of 14yrs. I saw him crawling, jumping up against walls like spiderman, and hiding around corners as if I'm doing something. At first I thought it was the abuse of alcohol but when I called out his name he would snap out of it and turn it around as if I was seeing things or he would say he was looking for something. Thankful for my daughter who paid for my plane ticket. Yes, these possessions are real. Thank You for all you do. I'm on my healing journey, I lost everything. Sad thing is that he had a mother that targeted successful women like myself to put in his trap. Prayer, meditation, exercising, fasting, and going outside to put my feet in the grass was the best thing I could have ever done.
Just came across this message, I know it was two years ago. However, it still applies today! You are 💯 on this, and I resonate with this message completely!😮 I divorced my ex narcissist, and after I could feel him coming to my home and on one occasion he came that same day that I felt it! I began praying to the Lord to send him somewhere else, but the Lord wanted me to see something about him. How terrible he was doing! I went no contact, so I'm not under my name on social media and rarely post. Changed my phone number and did the work! These people have the spirit of Satan in them, and I could go on, but you're on the right track 👣 thank you! 😊
My ex narc bf, this past week sent me a friend request on FB. When I left him in October, I did not have a FB account which is under a variation of my name and different phone number. , and we have no acquaintances in common. It’s not that he found me. I’ve realized that FB must be able to see my real phone no (that the Google no is linked to) so I came through on his feed as a friend suggestion. That’s how my narc ex husband found me.
You're absolutely spot on Paula. Yes I've felt that very same vibe and aura as you. They are possessed. Its terrifying when you think how damaging these morally insane predators are. Dr Sam Vaknin on u tube (self confessed narcissistic psychopath himself) said narcissists are not human because they have no empathy, therefore they cannot be human. So classification of non human evil entity categorizes them very well. Love your videos.
Thanks Denise..Sam Vaknin has been an educator for years I respect his teachings 🌸🙏
@@NarcCon Yes but he does not appear to respect yours. He had a rant on one of his videos where he basically cursed all these amateurs making videos talking about narcissists being possessed. This scares him.
Yes..he’s very grandiose and I guess as a narcissist wants to be omnipotent and not give credit to a spiritual possession or that possibility..his information on the psychological aspect is interesting 😊
@@NarcCon 💯👏👏👏
@@tamaliaalisjahbana9354 i never liked sam vacnik he's creepy and i can't even understand him..lol
I agree 💯 I was raised in a den of narcissists. Both parents, and both husbands were narcissists including all my siblings and one son. I can say this because I got a lot of help to recover from this torment and also got a degree in the social sciences as well as a degree in chemical dependency counseling.
The were all so abusive. My parents and my 1st husband were sadistic and extremely abusive. I’ve always intuitively knew they were possessed. My father use to stalk me just so he can beat the living daylights out of me. My sister use to hide me in her house. I would shake my fists at the heavens for allowing me to be attacked over and over and over again.
I have many health issues due to surviving all that I did. I have Adrenal fatigue, Hashimoto’s and stomach issues.
I do recall my husband saying things to me that he couldn’t have possibly know unless he was a demon. This happened on 2 separate occasions.
It’s very difficult to heal from the trauma of all this. I’ve always had anxiety sometimes depression too.
Most of them had early deaths. I lost 3 siblings to alcohol and substance abuse, and my mother was just 70. I also lost my husband last March to heart disease and kidney disease. It was a very rough 3 long years before he died with constant 911 calls to the hospital and many sleepless nights. However, he was a Jew and gave his life to Jesus 2 wks before he died. That’s a long story but I am very grateful he did. He is the 1st narcissist that I have actually seen humble himself and grow. Maybe being a psychiatrist himself had helped in the end.
I’m finally free for the 1st time in my life. My father died last October.
I have no doubt in my mind that there was demon possession in them.
What about your son?? I believe that my 42 y.o. son is narcacisstic. His dad was. I wont get into details, but I feel responsible because he came from my womb. His personality is so much like my ex. He can be so cruel, and so heartbreaking. I left my ex husbsnd when my children wete young. Son 4 and daughter 10 mos. Yet, my son is exaxtly like his dad. My ex died 8 years ago. It is so heartbreaking to have your own child with this disorder
Wow that is A LOT of abuse! Mine was a marriage for 25 years- I’m just learning about this at 56!
@@peaceplease9 My oldest son, the narcissist, was also exactly like his dad. I haven’t spoke to him in over 13 yrs. It was his choice after I married my 2nd husband. Prior to that…just out of H.S. He joined the military and became an army Ranger. 9/11 happened right after he was finished with training and off to war in Iran he went. He broke his leg in 3 places on a helicopter jump. Many men got hurt that day because the weather conditions were very bad and the lieutenant in charge should’ve never let this happened. He must’ve been a sadist and was dropped with a dishonorable discharge. So my son was transferred to train the army because he wasn’t able to jump anymore. Long story short he ended up in a fight with a superior, knocked him out and went A-wall only to come home to me. He drove to NY from the state of Washington. He was messed up from PTSD. He had a Purple Heart and other medals. He was also a sharp shooter. The Military called me and asked if I was harboring him and if I didn’t turn him, I myself could be arrested. So I was dating my 2nd husband at the time, who was a psychiatrist and he suggested my son Chris see a friend of his that was also a psychiatrist. Well he convinced my son to turn himself in…said he would help him so that he didn’t get a dishonorable discharge. My son listened…got an other than dishonorable discharge was able to get 100% veterans benefits…because he had hearing loss from all the explosions and shrapnel scars all over his hands. He was deeply traumatized.
I got married and moved to Florida and he moved to California. He needed to blame someone for why he was so screwed up so he blamed me, and never spoke to me again. Also because he couldn’t use me anymore. That’s how narcissists operate.
Thoughts are energy! Protect them and control our own!
I agree. I was travelling the world and living a great life, then my ex narc husband trapped me with his words, he said all the right things. Things I only dreamed of and after he left me, everyone that knew him was amazed and asked me how I understood him because English was not his native language. I guess the demons were speaking through him, he spoke his demands clearly and concisely. He ripped my heart right out my chest. It took alot of praying to Jesus to mend my heart so I could function again. I still have flashbacks but cry alot less now. This kind of pain was definitely uncalled for and very demonic.
If the narcissist experience encouraged you to wear a miraculous medal, it is worth it. God draws good from evil. God bless you.
I wear mine and with a Brown Scapular too. I was thinking of leaving a Green Scapular in my narcissists' apartment and sprinkle some Holy Water too. After that, nothing can be done.
Yo también me alegré mucho de ver a Paula con la medalla milagrosa 🙏
we can feel someone's hatred, sadness or love from a distance when, if we are connected...
Yes 🙏🌹
I agree with this video!!! This is a spiritual warfare.
Yes you are absolutely correct on that.
I have seen it being in a relationship with a Narcissist.. Previous I didn't even know what Narcissist personality disorder was.
I experienced the worst of the worst that I actually thought I was dealing with someone who had been possessed.
His cruelty towards me was something I have never ever experienced and hope that I am wiser now and will not ever have to go through that experience ever again.
It’s not fair… When I was young I thought a narcissist was someone who combed their hair in front of the mirror longer than most! Jeez. I was already under their sway and didn’t know it. Mother, friends, ex wife etc. they stole 52 years of life … but I win and they lose. My light gets brighter each day. You should see all the people that stand and stare at me when I go to town. I think my frequency hurts them now. Be wary of the “system “ cuz it surely knows you exist and it will try to take you down.
Ie. IRS, Property Tax , lawsuits out of nowhere, Cops trying to give you speeding tickets. That kind of horseshit.
They know I know and they want a free meal outta me. Lump it Losers!
P.S.: Yes, complete sense: I have always felt when the narcs were thinking of me. I’d call it a psychic attack but I started to pray literally forbidding them to even think about me - and that Jesus, Mary, Angels and Saints would make them confused, period.
Same here..
Only pray to God (Jesus). The rest is considered idolatry by Him.
1. You get sicker
2. You have less mental clarity
3. You feel weaker and needy
4. You feel drained
5. Your life becomes blocked in a lot of ways
6. You feel lazier and unmotivated
7. You feel bad about yourself
8. You look physically worse
9. You don’t know why this is happening until you’re away from them for the first time and things get so much better.
You're right black eyes that form in their faces I saw the narcissist eyes transform twice into pure black eyes and I was looking at the demon right through them and this was the first time I ever saw pure black eyes because my narcissist eyes transformed into pure black eyes and I knew it was a demon and I never saw that in my life and I believe that my narcissist that I was with is absolute possessed and not only that I was in a car accident with him so when you talk about accidents and being drained out and not being able to sleep and having anxiety and no peace and feeling drained out like the energy has been sucked out of you yes that's exactly what happened to me with my narcissist happily I am out of his life and I'm not with him
I’m so glad your free 🙏🌸
So glad your free 🙏🌸
My narcissist was a priest who was the pastor and my spiritual director and confessor for 10 years. I moved away 2 years ago and just now am learning how to detach after finally realizing the uneasiness I had around him were all of the malignant traits of a narcissist; alot of traits were overt but he was also a covert in private..He had me love bombed initially to get to my vulnerabilities as I was grieving a major loss inclding financially helping me as he pleaded a need as a victim then trauma bonded himself to me with shame and humiliation in public in the church just"having fun with me" as he was "teaching" me what I needed to know under "humility" and "obedience." as my vocation was to enter a religious order; however I realized it was for his own use of humiliation and control. He exerted charm in public and then rage and control in private; always on the run to his next project or "fix"You were always walking on eggshells. I was an empath ; a caregiver helping him and the church being 'grateful' for his coming into my life to protect me and rescue my soul as a re-convert.He was also a military man before his priest vocation and still runs the parish like a commander in a boot camp. (They also have a history of narcissim embedded in them as well).And he is purported to be an exorcist as well. How on earth does that work?? The sad part is with his narcissistic hypnotic self with sporadic phone calls it has been very difficult for me to detach even long distrance.
There were three specific times his steel blue eyes turned completely black and his voice became demonic.; once in the confessional when he blame shifted me after an abusive situation when he took no responsibility for his actions, and once on a zoom call up close to "GET VAXXED!!" in a menacing demonic controlling voice. One of those times in his office sitting across from me in a session, he stared at me with those cold impenetrable black eyes and said "You have no idea who I am." It was creepy and cold and he said it for no reason. A friend told me recently " that was the demon talking directly to you" and I now believe it was.
I always found excuses for tolerating his behavior as too busy with lots of parishioners Parishioners use to tell me "he treats you that way and plays with you because inside he really cares about you;3 How twisted is that? He would tell me the same thing.A backhanded compliment!?! Now he has completely discarded me and devalued me bc I am no longer nearby to give him his fix and he is on to the next victims.
In fact he has given me the silent treatment of no contact for 6 months punishing me again so I can learn my lesson because I was too "demanding ?? and controlling of his time" to stay in touch long distance since he is sooo busy.
This grudge is more than 'tough "love"' It is cruel and sadistic. This I was told by a friend parishioner who inquired on my part for the long unexplained silence. She unfortunately was triangulated in the process.and knows now not to defend me for her own safety...There are no thanks or apologies and they feel they have every right to be respected even though they treat you with such disrespect .as though you mean nothing to them anymore. The past is deleted and you exist no more. This is purely evil and demonic with the spirit of Jezebel cotrolling them. He has had 2 cohorts on his clergy team that have followed his lead with supportive similar traits or being winged monkeys. So beware of your clergy that lurk and .prey on your vulnerabilities and trusting them because of their 'spiriual' presence ,as they show false compassion and are into power and control for themselves. I think I can spot them a mile away now that I know the traits to look for.I pray for their soul conversion.that they see the light someday. Thanks for letting me share.
@@cherylnahas8780 ... Thank you for sharing. In the past, I've been in a number of churches and different denominations for 30 years, and I didn't know what Narcissism was at the time. During those years I was surrounded by narcs in churches. My parents were also narcs, and very religious. Since, I stopped going to church, (and it's been several years now) I've been studying about Narcissism and I'm learning a lot of things about my past and healing leaps and bounds.
Thanks for speaking about the black eyes...
I saw this in a previous co-worker i met for coffee one day. Hadn't seen him in a bit prior to that day we met up. He just seemed so odd. His sunglasses said everything when they came off eventually.
His eyes were all black. I was like... WTF. But it was so surreal I eventually forgot about it. He let it slip that he was in a couple bands and did coke, weed and cigarettes a lot.
Fast forward to very recently when we ended up being temporary roommates... I realized I was dealing with a textbook narc involved heavily with the church (and drinking daily). Of course, he is constantly saying he is chosen, using his 'gift' of tongues to cast demons out of ME, and being generally cruel to me as he sips alcohol from a whisky glass. And yes... outside of the obvious red flags, he actually had a highly convincing mask for a very long time. Which is the mind F#$%.
The spiritual aspect is real. I actually felt it. And yes, the fatigue is so heavy. I had drivers honking at me one day because I was apparently so drowsy I was swerving all over the place. I was thinking during the drive about how people would hear about me having died in a car accident or something. Intense. Had to use rest stops constantly. Even with hours of rest...still tired. The vampiric side is absolutely real. And now I'm just trying to escape this horror movie with my sanity in tact.
I feel it IS demonic. Though I am not a religious person anymore, I do know that some of what I've learned from folks affiliated with religion is real. I've researched exorcisms in the past and can see how easily a 'demon' might attach to a person with narcissist behavior or straight up N.P.D. It's like a familiar house for demons to operate out of. Reasons to keep our 'temples' clean perhaps?
VAMPIRES.
VERY VERY DANGEROUS VAMPIRES !!!!
DEMONIC
😒 yes, i also call them Succubus
They are dangerous vampires
@@Real2k25 The flying monkeys are even worse.
@@tomadalove5852 yea tell me about em my cousins were flying monkeys I try to tell them about her she ran same game on me as ran on them used them to hurt me well one in particular the sad part he knew what she was doin then when I was done with her she was done with him n he was exposed worse then a naked pic smh devil exposes people for real
Good video. My daughter was raised in the fear of the Lord and decided to turn her back on His ways and thumb her nose at God about a year and a half ago. The scripture came to me recently about seven more spirits come in after finding the house swept and clear. Sad that the daughter I once knew is buried and spiritually imprisoned/held captive now.
A very resentful and discontented person now.
I do still hold hope for her and our relationship, but at a distance because she's not emotional safe petson anyone.
God word holds true.
You can resist it and deny it, but it shall stand forever.
It is 💯 demonic. I had to go through weeks of deliverence prayers to get rid of the toxic filth that the narc brought to me. I've so many stories of the things I've felt, seen and experienced over the ten years I was with him. This experience has brought me closer to God. I'm now saved and living my best life as a filler of Jesus Christ ✝️
*follower
Amen beautiful 💓
I had written the same exact thing word for word... I guarantee you went through, felt saw and have experienced just what I have..I can tell it made me hands down just not a believer in God but I have a knowing and understanding now. He allowed me to see with my own eyes things that I didn’t not believe existed before.
I wish I could sit down with you and have this conversation with you in depth. I have been married to a woman for 36 years, who have all the narcissistic traits described in a lot of videos I watched for the past year, only after my wife's own therapist enlightened me on my wife's condition. I never knew about narcissism and being a strong empath, she couldn't break me but I had a very lonely life. She used the therapist as a tool to gaslight me. The therapist realized it after a few months and contacted me, telling me what her prognosis was. My wife's final onslaught was to destroy all my personal things and rearrange our house to her 'taste', which she knows I detest. For instance, I have a lot of antique wood furniture which has been in my family for years, which I inherited. I love an authentic house with some of my stuff arranged in the house, if only a small portion, because it comforts me. She had her own stuff in the house too, which I accepted, as we lived together, obviously. I hoped for mutual acceptance. I work away from home sometimes and over the past few years, upon returning, I'll find my most precious furniture sanded down and painted (of all things) so that it looks like her stuff. I was devastated and asked her to refrain from that. To no avail. She has done it to the last piece and even have the audacity to ask me what I think of her 'skill' in 'restoring' my 'old furniture'. When I dare express my wish to keep my stuff as is, I am met with demonic rage. She went on to rearrange my room and few remaining personal items. I have moved out of our bedroom some time ago, trying to retain an area in our house where I can feel 'at home'. She totally disregards my requests to leave that alone and have gone so far as to tamper, destroy or change every single item I own, including stuff like personal collections, my certificates and diplomas, my tools and even my guns.. I am devastated and don't know what to do. My health is deteriorating because of this. I feel like suicide is the only way out. I am 56 years old and I never had the experience of having a partner, friend or wife. Living in South Africa also makes it much more difficult because it leaves me with very few avenues of escape. I feel like I'm losing my sanity. I am ashamed to say, but I think I need help of some sorts. She's managed to isolate me over the years and ruined me financially. Suicide seems to be my only option, but I know I can persevere somehow. It is difficult to express this, as I've never been bested, but now I feel I have lost the 'battle' I never wanted to be part off. Thank you kindly for your service to all the people whom I can see benefits greatly from your advice and description on how these toxic evil people operate. Pardon my bad English, I speak Afrikaans (Dutchy German like language) May God bless you and all of the people who suffer unwantingly from narcissistic people. 🌹
Please get legal advice and leave..don’t give up..you have a wonderful life ahead..do this hard bit to be free 🌹🌹
I feel you. I'm 56 and married for 37 years. He doesn't paint my furniture, but he has stolen things of mine.
I didn't know the word narcissist either... Until the discard and I started researching. I knew something was off for years but he was very sneaky.
He didn't leave one thing about me in tact. I went from thinking we were friends to being thrown away like trash. My reality vanished in a second. My whole past with him disappeared like smoke, in a flash. I didn't even know him. I didn't mean anything to him. I was just an extra in his movie and he wrote me out.
He was financially irresponsible, so I made my own way for years. He was destroying that behind my back before I realized how heartless he is. I had to sale the little rental house I bought as part of my retirement plan. He wrecked my car I bought on my own. He made me want to give up. I'm tired. I worked hard so I could relax.. all for nothing.
I asked God to just kill me in my darkest moments. "And then He did. He had to kill me so I could live". ~ Nicky Gracious. (Good song)
Hang in there. You're not alone. ❤ We have to choose to keep on keeping on.
This was an excellent video and you are %100 correct. It’s another reason why we must be compassionate and forgiving with ourselves. There were powerful spirits at work here and perhaps they are still at work. Don’t waste your time being angry at the narcissist. It will keep you attached and block your salvation, gifts, etc. Forgive these demon filled vessels. Bless them in the name of Jesus when you think of them. Release them and cast them out. Keep them at a distance and pray for them. You are not fighting flesh and blood, but spirits. Do not gaslight yourself or allow others to discourage this truth, ever. The Lord loves you. Come🙏
Amen 🙏
Yes as Psalm 37 says, fret not because of the evil doers..... God bless all of here in this spiritual battle! God uses all of this for our good.... I know He makes us wiser and stronger and closer to Him.... We are more than conquerors in Christ Jesus our Lord. HalleluYah!
You dont forgive demons. Would God forgive Satan?
@@Vixinaful Jesus told us to pray for our enemies and people who persecute us and make us suffer. They are still human, and demonically oppressed or possessed. So yes, I can pray for them and their victims. Forgiving them frees you.
@@tanyatanya891 Yes I also pray but I have hate in my heart for almost murdering me. Tons of hate.