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- I Died and Went to Hell… How Spirituality Saved Me
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Thank you for sharing your story. We're all learning and growing no matter the weather 🤍🕊️
Thank you my friend for all your support 🙏 always love your comments. Stay blessed 🕊️
This is your best post yet. Did you know this before you let it all out today? This message is phenomenal. Drugs and substances are ruining lives, destroying people and putting them in a place where hope is dead. Thank you for opening ypur heart, ironically the camera went a little lower than it ever has and literally exposed your heart space. In tears over here because your truth and vulnerability is breathtaking. Thank you Rey.
Thank you my friend, I deeply appreciate you and your kind words 🙏❤️
I think we all find the truth at our own pace, some of us don’t learn until it’s too late, but we always have the chance to make life better so long as we’re breathing 🙏
Namaste, Shamans used to show their tribesmen how to properly use substances to expand their consciousness and moderate responsibly. That discipline is dead nowadays. Unless, you are fortunate enough to exercise it yourself .
Thanks for all you do!
I deeply appreciate you my friend 🙏
@Xtreme_Buddha ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for this. The way you archetypically lay it out makes it easier to remember and makes it more entertaining
I appreciate that thank you 🙏
I’m sorry about your mom
Thank you 🙏
Thank you for sharing ….
Could you speak about being triggered at times…and how you handle it,
in another video later.
Teaching is your gift…🎁…and I like your humor 🙃
Thank you 🙏 I would love to make a video on that. I have an old one, but it would be great to give and updated perspective !
Damn
That was intense
Thank you for sharing !
And having the coursge to share the vulnerable parts
Sorry to hear about your mom
Thank you my friend, I appreciate you 🙏
I shed a tear watching this video. I'm so grateful for finding your channel, you are a beautiful soul rey. Your mom is surely proud of you❤🫂
Thank you my friend 🙏 much love ❤️
Thank you sharing Rey! 😊
Of course 🙏 stay blessed my friend
Thank you Rey for showing us how you achieved your freedom. This is very helpful.
Happy to help 🙏
Thank you Rey, what a beautiful video! When I am free, I hope to meet you and converse. I know you speak the truth because I have experienced many of the same things. All the love , all the power, my friend.
Would love to meet you as well my friend 🙏 stay blessed
I really love your teachings, rey. You've helped a ton on this spiritual journey.
I’m blessed to hear that ❤️🙏
my life was destroyed, for 20 years I had to become highly spiritual to survive, but it was getting bad, my teeth were filed down, and got infected, doctors refused to care, I was near death and begged God, I was now speaking to Mary, my mind was expanded, I was under their control for 6 months, they called it 'spiritual bootcamp' I had to obey, like a Bible story, you get messed with hard, experiences cannot be given only received.
Hey, thank you for sharing your story. I really resonate with your experience. I've gone through a very similar journey in my life. Even to the point of losing my mother, who was my favourite person in the world, to cancer. My condolences.
I've come to many of the same conclusions. But you put it in to words far better than I ever could. You are a wise soul. I hope your message shines like a beacon in these dark times. Bless you, brother.
Thank you for sharing my friend 🙏 I think many of us go through the many same experiences. I appreciate your kind words my friend.
Certainly your best video yet. Very beautiful
Thank you I appreciate that 🙏
I believe one day in the future, God will say too you rey that you are a good person audibly, and that will set you free.
Thank you 🙏 much blessings ❤️
Thank you
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Very insightful (awakening even) ty
My pleasure 🙏
This that you said at 20 mins in being so horrible to show god for what he’s allowed to happen to me. This is exactly how o feel, lucky for humanity I don’t have that kind of heart to be a demon walking on earth. I am going to continue listening til the end but being good seems to be a waste of time. No matter how hard I keep trying, my life keeps getting really messed up. At this point it feels personal
We all have that darkness within us. When we are consumed by it, it appears as though life is not worth living. But I promise you my friend, there is light on the other side.
The question is, will you make the decision to strive toward the light?
@ 5 years of going through a dark night of the soul. I can no longer see the light. Everytime I think I am finally there I get rejected. When you say will I make the decision to strive towards the light, what does that even mean? Because I am unemployed, living in a 3rd world country, black sheep of the family, a lesbian that dresses masculine (that in itself is a death sentence here) I still manage to be a decent human being, find legal ways to pay my bills. I believe it’s a miracle I’m still striving towards this light we speak of
@ all of our suffering in life arises simply because we’ve become separated from this light, the source of life itself.
So we get lost in darkness and get consumed by death.
But there is a part of our nature that is not struggling, does not have problems , and is already free.
I encourage you to continue watching the teachings. You will realize that the Ego is the root of the problem, not your external circumstances.
@@Xtreme_Buddha ok I will, thanks for responding
Beautiful! 💚🙏
Thanks for sharing Rey!
It is only unconditional Love that “saves” the mind from itself. Where is this love now? Always within your heart.
The Devil is ego. It is that which needs unconditional love. The ego is lost within its illusions. This ego views itself separate from what is called God. It is too proud of this separate sense of self!
The journey to Heaven begins at the gates of Hell.
The Soul (God part) pureness
meets Ego (Satan part) “defilement”…….Duality in the body as one. Clarity vs. cloudiness Strength vs. weakness Hate vs. Love, Positivity vs. negativity.
The beat goes on, and the beat goes on! The music is understood by the silence between the notes. The Self is known by that which it is not. The pure heart maintains ⚖️☝️❣️
The snake has no head
What is this crazy circle?
No tail to be found
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hey bro
Thank you
stay strong
Thank you my friend 🙏
Thanks for sharing Rey
Of course my friend 🙏
❤❤❤. Thank you for sharing 🙏🏾
Of course 🙏 much love ! ❤️
Beautiful story. Thank you for your service. I met Satan, too. And I ran. ❤
Happy to hear you’ve made it out alive ! 😉
@@Xtreme_Buddha I think I'm alive 👻
Thank you for sharing
Of course 🙏 stay blessed my friend.
Happy for you!
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Thx u✌️✌️✌️🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
Much love 🙏
Hi Ray! I have a Q!. I'm an ex religious person - and I seem to be resentful of the intolerance religion promotes.
How do I let go of this resentment?
I don't know if the religion is true (although, most evidence points towards it not being the ultimate truth) - so im still confused, and still resentful that i technically have to have intolerant beliefs (such as believing a murderer who believes in God is better then a charitable atheist who rejects God).
I dont want to be resentful, i just want to live. But I guess theres a massive barrier between my ideal and having to conform.
That can be quite a difficult thing my friend, powerful question 🙏
To be free from such resentment is to realize through your direct experience… that you are not your resentment.
There IS resentment. But we identify with our thoughts and feelings, so we say “I am resentful”
Observe the feelings when they arise and this creates natural non attatchment.
But too, we judge ourselves and say “we are wrong for having this thought or feeling”
So we struggle, resist, and suffer our thoughts and feelings.
Let the feelings and thought be without resisting them. See if you can sit with them. Because what we resist persists. 🙏
Read the Bagavad Gita…
Basically, God is the background energy to everything, source of your existence which you sprout out of…
Everything that is born, dies. God is unborn and forever and without form…so we are just the temporary stories of God. To believe in God, is to trust your story. I believe Christians do this through Surrender to “Jesus”. Which is basically their higher self within them.
The message of “Truth” appearing in a form we may understand.
But back to the Bagavad Gita, it’s about trusting your incarnation as a servant to God, so that any sort of story can exist at all. Even within duality.
Absolutely Beautiful! Thanks for sharing. I have a question. When you say God, you're referrring to the Source, right?
Thank you my friend, yes. But there are also many ways to view God, and they would all mostly apply
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It's like bill Murray giving me spiritual advice in a robe
But this guys is handsome! ❤😂
Sounds great tbh
Haha I accept
Psychedelics have been central to my best and worst experiences in life, but the fact that I survived an overdose was key to my initial spiritual awakening. I'd say I had three spiritual awakenings since I kept going back to sleep so to speak; the first was a break from reality and opened up the idea of divinity existing. I was an atheist before then at 22 and this came at the cost of a 1000ug dose of NBOME while being held captive to a person named Gott who looked like me but a little older (it was alllllll weird and hyper-synchronous). The second, a few years later, I was given the call to adventure and while I thought I turned it down by choosing to face the difficulties in my current life including the things I said and did under the influence, in retrospect, I think I made the right choice because that adventure has come and continues while I imagine had I not challenged it, it would have sent me to the depths of hell where I might not have returned. The third occurred after I reverted back to atheism after nearly a decade from the first event. Being in the presence of "Another" (that's how it described itself) again was undeniable and finally I accepted it and have since spent time trying to gain spiritual perspectives instead of developing a spiritual belief. It's exposed me to a whole lot of interesting things but I can tell I'm hardly the person I was now. I did progressively more mushrooms every week for a year capping at 5gs while implementing a life-long development plan on paper through action, all of which continues to bear fruit. After my last trip in December which was very potent and important to my shadow work, I haven't felt the desire even to do mushrooms again, though I know the time will come again eventually. I've been wandering the line between insanity and imagination easing myself in more and more into the that middle area of absurdity where insanity meets reality. And here I am.
There are people that really visit hell (not just metaphorically), and if it was not for the protection of Jesus Christ, they could remain there... it is not a nice thing at all. Thus, we cannot say we are ever saved (to save life is not the same as to save the soul), unless we have Christ in our heart and He have mercy on us. God bless us.
Thats not molly, probably acid
Hi Rey! I feel a connection with your journey, and I know it's not a competition but I have probably spent more time in hell than you, hehe.
Reason I'm commenting is what you said about the ouroboros. The universal spirit is it?
So a couple months ago, to the point, I had a vision of a serpent or dragon. I hadn't been thinking of anything like that so I was surprised by it afterwards as it was shocking.
Trying to make sense of it Ive been doing deep dives which brought me back to the creation of earth and the dragon Tiamat, while simultaneously struggling with the Mormon origin story as their cosmology is the only Christian one that could correspond with that and I was faced with that realization simultaneously.
I needed to say that to you. I was 100 percent sober when that happened to me. I was praying for wisdom and strength and then I heard "don't be afraid" three times, then a serpent/dragons head appeared out of the the shadows of my mind and swallowed me. Very auspicious and the fact you had that experience just lit me up
Heaven and hell are states not places
I think 🤔... i bet Christina would be proud! ❤️🩹
Yes ❤️
My only question is- one implies other. So surely there is more than God (source) something would have created the creator
I’ve wrestled with this question a bit! So far the conclusion I’ve come to is that it’s quite difficult for our 3d selves to understand, understandably lol,
But when something is infinite and eternal, it means it always was, and always will be. It was never created. It IS everything, and so there can be nothing apart from it. Which means that nothing created the creator.
Jesus spoke about it , you can't gatecrash higher consciousness, heaven , without consequence. The parable of the uninvited guest. Wailing and gnashing of teeth .
Yes this is true ! Ram Das used to speak about this as well, how psychedelics would give you temporary enlightenement, you could visit heaven, but you couldn’t stay
Was it complete death or a hallucination? Excuse me, I wouldn’t want to undermine.
No worries my friend. It was a symbolic representation of my experience. The archetypal or mythological story underlying my experience.
🙏❤️
Have you had ayahuasca? Rey you are destined to try it soon
Not yet ! But I know I will 😎
Hello brother. We are similar archetypes. Potentially hold parts to the same over soul. I would love to chat with you . Thank you. I love you .
Same, hope he makes a discord or something
Rey let's make one together ! I already own a personal server that iv run for years .
Thank you for the suggestions 🙏 I’ve had a few different ideas. Right now I’m leaning toward a private whats app group.
@Xtreme_Buddha I'm not super familiar with what's app. As long as the idea has momentum , I'm content . Peace and love to you brother. I'll follow and be sure to keep an eye out for that potential invite . 😇❣️
Ps i also love your perspective on embracing the contractions of your path. Its been a big focus for me the past year or two. Thank you for the perspective. Thank you for your service. Looking forward to heaven on earth with you all . Stay tuned 😉 🙌
Thanks for sharing 🙏 Is there a way that I can contact you directly? I don't expect you to directly answer that here but perhaps you can give me clue. 😊
There’s always instagram 😎 I’m thinking about making a private whats app group
Thank you for sharing your experiences. I really thought you were a little older. You are very wise, friend. Also, finding you last summer was a Godsend and kinda blew my mind a bit, lol. P.S. at the beginning, you mentioned a taste for EDM. Have you listened to the album Strange Cargo 3 by William Orbit? If not, please check it out 🙏
Thank you for the kind words my friend 🙏 I listened to a preview, pretty cool so far 😎 thanks for the suggestion,
And thanks for the donation, I deeply appreciate your support ❤️
Gratitude all around ! 🕊️
@@Xtreme_Buddha 🙏
You had your own answer when you said your mother embodied the life of Christ. We don't have a reference for good/bad without Christ Jesus, we don't have pure love without Christ: the embodiement of selfless sacrifice.
Yes, the power of such love can save anybody ❤️
@Xtreme_Buddha brother pay attention to the fractal cosmic patterns layed out in the stories of Genesis and you will see how accurately they represent the way our world works... I recommend checking out Jonathan Pageau's video on the book of Enoch. When I realized this and the fact thay the Bible is the most archaelogically accurate ancient book, written by 40 different authors over a span of 1500 years I became convinced that this book truly has to be the word of God. I also beleive thay psychadelics open doors for entities to influence you, and should be wary of promoting/endorsing them publicly, but that's just my opinion. God bless us all and stay safe.
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This is your knowledge nothing gave it to you you dont have to thank anyone or be greatful or beg or pray or anything. It's our hidden god knowledge. Everything is known in the silence damn if im thanking the gate keepers for messing with me.
What you drinking
☕️ COFFEE
@@Xtreme_Buddha yum!
I love hearing some of your personal journey. I can’t believe you’re only 28!
San Pedro is one of my favorite allies. It showed me how to commune (listen deeply) with everything in nature. How we communicate in every day life feels two-dimensional in comparison.
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Thank you. That’s beautiful ❤️ it’s certainly a wonderful plant / teacher.