I've Changed My Mind About Suicide For Now.
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ก.พ. 2023
- English:
I wanted to say I'm sorry for going missing to everyone everyone my family.. I have not been well, but one incident made me change my mind for a second. I may not be perfect, or good, or anything like that but my passion for animals and the fact a horse stopped me from completely killing my self, although I did slice myself pretty badly I was trying to torture myself before I ended my life, than an old friend of mine (the horse) strangely stopped me by shoving me to the ground and brushing her lips on me as in she was petting me. it honestly was an amazing experience. I just wish she was my horse. I basically trespassed.. but I'm deeply sorry for my actions, I am not mentally and physically well, but I'm not gonna get help because I don't like the attention like that.
you don't have to believe me that's fine. but I wouldn't lie about this. (for the people who say I'm doing this for attention).
Sorry guys for disappearing on you. I was having suicidal thoughts. I almost killed myself but I was stopped weirdly enough by some strangers horses. I decided if nature doesn't want me to go that I guess I'm worth living even through all the pain I'm feeling. I will need lots of help getting through because my parents and most of my siblings do not care. But I will try my best to keep my self breathing. Thanks for understanding.
[Foxy Voice by Me]
Russian:
Я хотел сказать, что сожалею о том, что пропал без вести, всем, моей семье. Я был нездоров, но один случай заставил меня на секунду передумать. Я не могу быть идеальным, или хорошим, или чем-то подобным, но моя страсть к животным и тот факт, что лошадь помешала мне полностью убить себя, хотя я довольно сильно порезал себя, я пытался мучить себя, прежде чем покончить с собой, затем мой старый друг (лошадь) странным образом остановил меня, толкнув меня на землю и коснувшись меня губами, как будто она гладила меня. честно говоря, это был удивительный опыт. Я просто хочу, чтобы она была моей лошадью. По сути, я нарушил границы... но я глубоко сожалею о своих действиях, я не в порядке морально и физически, но мне не помогут, потому что я не люблю такое внимание. Вы не должны верить мне, что это нормально. но я бы не стал врать об этом. (для тех, кто говорит, что я делаю это для привлечения внимания). Извините, ребята, что исчезли на вас. У меня были суицидальные мысли. Я чуть не убил себя, но меня довольно странно остановили какие-то незнакомые лошади. Я решил, что если природа не хочет, чтобы я ушел, то, наверное, стоит жить, даже несмотря на всю боль, которую я чувствую. Мне понадобится много помощи, потому что моим родителям и большинству моих братьев и сестер все равно. Но я буду стараться изо всех сил, чтобы сохранить свое собственное дыхание. Спасибо за понимание.
[Голос Фокси в моем исполнении] - เกม
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Nice 👍 no more suicide
@@redbloodpicturesoffical I never said that.
@@TheWinterBunny87 o....
Molten I’m so freaking proud of you. You’ve taken a huge step. And I’m proud of you. I’ve been praying this would happen and I’ve been praying for you and I love you so much. I’ll always be here for you. My heart still aches for you and for what your going through but always know that you are never ever alone. You’re taking a step into healing and I can’t explain how relieved and proud I am of you. I love you friend and I’ll keep praying for you. Always ❤
Don’t ever ever ever let people’s opinions of you or their hurtful words bring you down. Because guess what. They’re opinions of you are literal garbage. They don’t matter. Only opinion that matters is God’s. And he says you are beautiful and you are perfect and fearfully and wonderfully made. I believe that horse was an answer to prayer. It was a small gesture but it was enough. It was God. I will continue praying for you and that you would get the proper help. The healing process has begun.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, but in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your path straight.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Indeed molten! So fucking proud!
Omg I'm sooo glad your ALIVEEE!! I'm sorry those things were happening to you 😔
I am so unbelievably relieved that you have changed your mind. You are worth so so much and you mean so so much to me and other people aswell. I know we never talked that much but I mean it when I say that you are incredible and loved. Im so happy you're okay.
I'm injured but luckily still alive..
@@TheWinterBunny87 hoping you recover soon 🦈❤️
I am so relieved you decided to come back home. I can’t tell you how many prayers I’ve said for you, we as your fans love you and are here for you always ❤
Its nice to know you realize you're worth 💜 i get that way, ive never gotten close to harming myself, but i can understand wanting to. But trust me your worth alot more then you think you are, even if you feel alone or no one cares, i do. God does, and it seems a very special horse does to. I dont know you personally, i wouldn't mind too you seem nice! But everyone matters and are here for a reason, you'll do great things but harm isnt one of them. Ik you may not want help, but you need some. No offense ofc. Just want you to be okay.
Molten thank you i’m do glad your ok friend, i’m here for you at enny time 💜
A random horse stopping you just shows how much you truly do matter in this world. We’re so glad and relieved that you changed your mind.
Once again, stay safe, and stay strong. Get better soon!:)
Ty, love you so much colb.
I’m really glad you reconsidered it.. I may not really know you but I know you deserve to live. Life can be hard but please don’t give up, you’ve got this!
I'm glad that you're alive and okay!
Thank you so much for reconsidering. I know you can get through this. We are all here for you and we always will be. Just remember, you are loved, you are beautiful, a whole community loves you, and most importantly, you matter in this world.
Thank goodness molten, im glad you changed your mind! I’m so proud 💜✨
No one is perfect *hugs 🌺❤️🩹
It's nice to hear everything went well. I wish you for the best and stay strong, you are not alone in this world💪
“I will need lots of help getting through…”
That’s why we’re here. We still love you Molten. Really, we do.
As someone who had to lose someone to s**cide, it’s hard to recover from. I don’t want to see another person be lost to s**cide.
We’ve got your back, remember that.
We still love you. ❤❤
*sighs* finally something good from someone after thousands of years of negativity
Really dude. Plus you can't control what depression does.
I'm so glad you're okay
I'm so sorry to be the new guy who don't even know who you are and what happened for this, but I just hope you the best, it's even so amazing that stranger horses "saved" you...
I know you lol. Also ty
NICE ANIMATION
I'm so glad you changed your mind, Molten. You're already worth living. I think it's a god blessing from nature for opening your eyes of how truly meaningful, and important you are to this world. The horse wanted you to know that you should keep living through, just like our prayers for you to keep fighting through this pain. Because you're worth it, Molten! You really are good person who deserves real help! I believe you're gonna earn a real beautiful recovery after this.
👉❤❤
Skill issue
Um what.
I take that offensively because I don't know what you mean
“Skill issue” damn bro has a skill issue himself damn 💪😔