Pile 1: Jess the debatable person in your chat at the end of this pile is actually my experience with the folks who are impulsive and had no boundaries that you spoke about in the reading. People wanting to shut down a free thinker because they felt limited. You were experiencing pile 1s experience first hand.
Omg… pile 3… when I was very young we were at a party and a man was being very “nice” to me. I was so freaked out, even though nothing happened, that I made my parents take me home and I was shamed for it. I haven’t thought of that incident in years but cried when you were explaining that part. It was one of several incidents where I was shamed for my intuition in childhood even when I turned out to be right. My mom meant well, but I think I stopped trusting myself. I’m awake now after my whole life fell apart recently, but i found my spirituality and my voice and my power. Good things are ahead I can feel it. Lots of healing is happened and I’m reconnecting with my intuition in a big way. Thank you for what you do!!!
47:58 Dear Jess, you are definitely not wasting your talent! And you are surely not coming across as “ girly” but rather down to earth in a beautiful combination of inspiring messages and deep knowledge. You couldn’t say it better! You staying true to yourself is what holds you in high regard. Love your reaction, laughing ” you are doing it wrong”!
the comic card is my favorite. you’re the only reader to acknowledge stand up comedians. maybe it’s because i said hi on your live reading months and months ago but i love it either way.
My mother actually told me that her mother was psychic. I never thought I was, because as a Christian this was frowned on. I am humble and dont like saying look I have this gift. I just always thought God was warning me. But I'm finding that as I get older it's getting stronger and stronger. Like I have a feeling I'm living until I'm 82. And I've seen what I look like. I'm pretty thin. I also marry one more time but spend the last 10 plus years alone.
There is a very specific memory from when I was 5.. and what I remember and what she remembered.. were different. You just triggered something powerful.. realizing she didn’t say it out loud, but I heard it loud and clear. It was terrifying… thank you Jess!!! Wow, this was super powerful and unlocked something so deep. Bless you!! ❤
I'm new to your channel and have gained so much insight and knowledge from your readings. Apart from your spiritual knowledge and gift(which is very apparent to me) I also love that you have a background in psychology and are able to understand and articulate much of what the human experience is from multiple angles. You are a guiding light to many of us out here and I just wanted to express my appreciation. Thank you. Love and light too all ❤
Pile 3, you brought up my abusive mother & I can’t thank you enough for standing up for us Jess. you give us this space to feel & heal wounds in a way I’ve never seen before. I’m going back to therapy in a couple weeks & im terrified but this rlly helped ❤
Pile 1 was exactly word for word what happened to me. You are so good. Just found out my boyfriend’s been cheating on me. Most painful thing I ever experienced. Thanks for shedding light on why he did it, it makes total sense. And very happy to hear that he will have to learn from this the hard way. The harder the better universe 🙏🏼 I don’t want my pain to be in vain
Pile 2. Holy sheets Jess you're always so spot on! I grew up enmeshed with a covert narc/people pleaser/controlling/super judgmental mother. She's a Pushya Sun, very typical Saturn dominant woman. You know what I mean. But also Mula moon, very emotionally dysregulated too. I recently became very close friends with a guy at work who is a Libra Ascendant who has been kinda pushing me too much out of my comfort zone lately and sort of sped up the vulnerability thing. He has lots - LOTS of trauma. Ashlesha Sun dude. We became friends, he would flirt with me sometimes and I kinda developed a small crush, but then he gave mixed signals, rhen revealed he was dating someone else but then would keep harping on about us supporting each other and then doing stuff for me out of the blue that is kind but can be misread. Anyway I was getting confused about all of it but at the back of my head it all felt manipulative and exploitative especially because he relies on me so heavily at work. He's a scaredy cat (ashlesha) who can't assert himself at work so I end up fighting his battles for him half the time. And so many incompetent people are so dependent on me to help them at work and when he asked me again to help him with something he couldve easily done, I just got fed up playing his mother. I just got to a breaking point because before that he was making all these plans of stuff "we" would work on when really it's stuff he needed me to help him with - even his personal stuff. And he has time to go to the gym, date a bunch of girls bingewatch netflix series, but somehow he can't get started on his dreams and projects without me? So I got super pissed I lashed out at him. And my fearful avoidant kicked in and I was the one feeling guilty for reacting violently because my mother would shame me for it. Sigh.
I walked and talked in my sleep as a child. I think my mom was worried about the stigma of society. So my gifts weren't nurtured So I didn't talk about things that I experienced as a child. So as a mother with adult children I know that I'm supposed to be doing something with my gifts
I've had two downloads. I heard a voice say "betrayal" right before I went to sleep. I realized then that is the wound they are trying to trigger. The wound has to do with not the betrayal itself its how he used that betrayal to compare me and make me feel low. I would like to increase my efforts but these attacks need to chill down. Sometimes it's too much.
I absolutely DID decide as a 7 year old to try to make every action of mine perfect - perfectly graceful, perfectly intentioned etc. I did this after the fallout that resulted from me asking my dad if his secretary was going to be our new mom. He would chant sarcastically to us, "That's right, K knows." if I disagreed with him. He was a bully - still is if you cross him. Wow, cool, this is the first time I've understood that that label applies to him.
I have that eye tattooed behind my neck. I had to walk away from my ex husband for the 2nd time because he did not value me, he took advantage of my love and all I did for him and us. He never owned up to anything he did, it was a one sided marriage both times to him. He moved out Monday, and actually moved about 3.5 hours away because he knew he couldn't be close to me and move on. This broke my heart, like he really destroyed me.
thank you. tarot through a qabalic system is really interesting. i'm literally learning basic basics still. but i was saying to someone on thursday that seeing the tree of life from a subjective lens from within your body really changed the way i was approaching things. and my "favourite" (or the one that stuck out most for me) pathway is daath so far. that's the invisible one that crosses over the abyss, like an invisi-bridge. and in the way i was able to visualise it, that runs across the throat. i like the idea that our "voices", however we are able and choose to use them, are like invisible bridges over the abyss.
I was all 3 piles. I was nervous about commenting about the 2 pile but I’ll go ahead and say that I love the suggestions you made! I have been cosplaying for 13 years and writing fanfictions for 16 years and it does help me a lot! I allow my shadow to come out when I write! I cannot relate to stories written for women at all so fanfictions really help me especially as a non-binary queer person. We don’t get much representation in the media so fanfictions were a life saver for me! I am a freelance writer and a lot of the things I write are dark and I live out my “villain era” through writing stories from villains perspectives and a lot of the characters I cosplay are villains. I love going to comic cons and wearing badass super villain outfits as well as sexy vixen cosplays. I even Cosplay as male villains. It’s really liberating. This reading really hit home for me so I needed time to process the whole thing haha. Edit: I forgot to say that Wyrd is the new Black is amazing! I found out about her after following Jess. She's a very talented reader.
Hi, Jess! I just want to thank you so much for this reading... You have no idea how helpful it actually was =) Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Pile 2 - shame through trauma and projecting only a good side since I was 5 years old. Doing shadow work and seeing how darkness is a part of me too 56:00 🥲🥺 I’m a Gemini moon natal 58:001:07:30 !!!!! Definitely made me purge thank you sis 1:11:00 villain fiction books & play villain roles thestre 1:14:30 authenticity 1:16:50 1:27:20 how do you knowww 🥺 that’s how I freaking thinkkk lol 1:33:50 1:38:10 1:45:00
Pile 1 I agree it’s not funny to deliberately trigger someone who you know has mental and emotional triggers for me this is the worst thing anyone can do due to the fact these types of individuals are already living in an altered state of reality obsessiveness of anything let alone another human being is incredibly dangerous as where is the limit? Furthermore to elude there is a particular outcome for the obsessor is so cruel as they on some level think the other person genuinely wants something from them, says allot about a person who does this just to stroke their ego, but when I think about it they both are obsessed all coming from insecurity and scarcity. Nowadays I live by the rule of I’m single until I get a better offer to not be 😊
Pile 3: i call it a blessing and a curse because i have said some really inappropriate truths or things to people which have shocked them and its embarrassing
Hi Jess I so look forward to your Saturday morning readings here in Australia. My ex loves Shakespeare, my favourite kids movie is Aladdin and my initial is B - thank you beautiful lady, I will claim this one and also the advice that comes with it. ❤
This isn't my problem. My problem isn't betrayal trauma. I'm being misunderstood. I feel like my wound is very unique and rare. It's more like how my ex used his betrayal to abuse me it was very traumatic. It attacked my self worth.
Pile 2 scary accurate holy shit. 🫣 1:00:11 right on the ball!! I've been having problems with my coworker to the point where I can't even take my break sometimes I cannot eat. I had expressed this we had a whole conversation she mocked me I feel like I can never eat or go on break because she wants me to rush work when my boss wants us to double-check our work.
Pile 1: Jess the debatable person in your chat at the end of this pile is actually my experience with the folks who are impulsive and had no boundaries that you spoke about in the reading. People wanting to shut down a free thinker because they felt limited. You were experiencing pile 1s experience first hand.
Omg… pile 3… when I was very young we were at a party and a man was being very “nice” to me. I was so freaked out, even though nothing happened, that I made my parents take me home and I was shamed for it. I haven’t thought of that incident in years but cried when you were explaining that part. It was one of several incidents where I was shamed for my intuition in childhood even when I turned out to be right. My mom meant well, but I think I stopped trusting myself.
I’m awake now after my whole life fell apart recently, but i found my spirituality and my voice and my power. Good things are ahead I can feel it. Lots of healing is happened and I’m reconnecting with my intuition in a big way.
Thank you for what you do!!!
47:58 Dear Jess, you are definitely not wasting your talent! And you are surely not coming across as “ girly” but rather down to earth in a beautiful combination of inspiring messages and deep knowledge.
You couldn’t say it better! You staying true to yourself is what holds you in high regard. Love your reaction, laughing ” you are doing it wrong”!
the comic card is my favorite. you’re the only reader to acknowledge stand up comedians. maybe it’s because i said hi on your live reading months and months ago but i love it either way.
Pile 2. You are awakening and validating so much of how I've been feeling. I feel seen. Thank you.
My mother actually told me that her mother was psychic. I never thought I was, because as a Christian this was frowned on. I am humble and dont like saying look I have this gift. I just always thought God was warning me. But I'm finding that as I get older it's getting stronger and stronger. Like I have a feeling I'm living until I'm 82. And I've seen what I look like. I'm pretty thin. I also marry one more time but spend the last 10 plus years alone.
pile 1 "an opinion is not the truth" is a message I got recently and you just reaffirmed it 😊
There is a very specific memory from when I was 5.. and what I remember and what she remembered.. were different. You just triggered something powerful.. realizing she didn’t say it out loud, but I heard it loud and clear. It was terrifying… thank you Jess!!! Wow, this was super powerful and unlocked something so deep. Bless you!! ❤
Thank you for speaking your truth in a powerful empowering , loving way!!
I'm new to your channel and have gained so much insight and knowledge from your readings. Apart from your spiritual knowledge and gift(which is very apparent to me) I also love that you have a background in psychology and are able to understand and articulate much of what the human experience is from multiple angles. You are a guiding light to many of us out here and I just wanted to express my appreciation. Thank you.
Love and light too all ❤
my favorite thing is when u say “for whatever reason” because that’s so real and so funny hahaha. thank u for sharing ur friday morning jess 🩷
Pile 3, you brought up my abusive mother & I can’t thank you enough for standing up for us Jess. you give us this space to feel & heal wounds in a way I’ve never seen before. I’m going back to therapy in a couple weeks & im terrified but this rlly helped ❤
I hope you find the healing you need! 🩷
I hear you there
I love your response at the end of group 1 💞🫶
Holy Wow! You tapped into me, I believe..pile 3- it is so so spot on... woah
Pile 1 was exactly word for word what happened to me. You are so good. Just found out my boyfriend’s been cheating on me. Most painful thing I ever experienced. Thanks for shedding light on why he did it, it makes total sense. And very happy to hear that he will have to learn from this the hard way. The harder the better universe 🙏🏼 I don’t want my pain to be in vain
Pile 2. Holy sheets Jess you're always so spot on! I grew up enmeshed with a covert narc/people pleaser/controlling/super judgmental mother. She's a Pushya Sun, very typical Saturn dominant woman. You know what I mean. But also Mula moon, very emotionally dysregulated too. I recently became very close friends with a guy at work who is a Libra Ascendant who has been kinda pushing me too much out of my comfort zone lately and sort of sped up the vulnerability thing. He has lots - LOTS of trauma. Ashlesha Sun dude. We became friends, he would flirt with me sometimes and I kinda developed a small crush, but then he gave mixed signals, rhen revealed he was dating someone else but then would keep harping on about us supporting each other and then doing stuff for me out of the blue that is kind but can be misread. Anyway I was getting confused about all of it but at the back of my head it all felt manipulative and exploitative especially because he relies on me so heavily at work. He's a scaredy cat (ashlesha) who can't assert himself at work so I end up fighting his battles for him half the time. And so many incompetent people are so dependent on me to help them at work and when he asked me again to help him with something he couldve easily done, I just got fed up playing his mother. I just got to a breaking point because before that he was making all these plans of stuff "we" would work on when really it's stuff he needed me to help him with - even his personal stuff. And he has time to go to the gym, date a bunch of girls bingewatch netflix series, but somehow he can't get started on his dreams and projects without me? So I got super pissed I lashed out at him. And my fearful avoidant kicked in and I was the one feeling guilty for reacting violently because my mother would shame me for it. Sigh.
Pile 1. Let me tell you there are so many confirmations for my situation here it's frickin insane.
First time here! I like your energy! Pile 3 was spot on 👍 New subscriber 🌻🌻🌻
Yay! Thank you! ☺️
Jess, this really illuminated something for me 🙏 thank you
I walked and talked in my sleep as a child. I think my mom was worried about the stigma of society. So my gifts weren't nurtured
So I didn't talk about things that I experienced as a child. So as a mother with adult children I know that I'm supposed to be doing something with my gifts
Pile 2. Wow. Thank you Jess 🫶🏼
Whoa! Pile 2. Big life lesson for me!
I just watched that Tedd talks!!!!!!!
I ' ve recently found you and i adore you! Go girl! ❤
Hey beautiful pile 2 wow spoke my whole life at the moment at breaking point ❤
Jess! You're immaculate. Ty. ✨🙏🏾
I've had two downloads. I heard a voice say "betrayal" right before I went to sleep. I realized then that is the wound they are trying to trigger. The wound has to do with not the betrayal itself its how he used that betrayal to compare me and make me feel low. I would like to increase my efforts but these attacks need to chill down. Sometimes it's too much.
I absolutely DID decide as a 7 year old to try to make every action of mine perfect - perfectly graceful, perfectly intentioned etc. I did this after the fallout that resulted from me asking my dad if his secretary was going to be our new mom. He would chant sarcastically to us, "That's right, K knows." if I disagreed with him. He was a bully - still is if you cross him. Wow, cool, this is the first time I've understood that that label applies to him.
I have that eye tattooed behind my neck. I had to walk away from my ex husband for the 2nd time because he did not value me, he took advantage of my love and all I did for him and us. He never owned up to anything he did, it was a one sided marriage both times to him. He moved out Monday, and actually moved about 3.5 hours away because he knew he couldn't be close to me and move on. This broke my heart, like he really destroyed me.
Pile 3 holy crap!! You’re so incredible thank you for this insanely spot on reading!
thank you.
tarot through a qabalic system is really interesting. i'm literally learning basic basics still. but i was saying to someone on thursday that seeing the tree of life from a subjective lens from within your body really changed the way i was approaching things. and my "favourite" (or the one that stuck out most for me) pathway is daath so far. that's the invisible one that crosses over the abyss, like an invisi-bridge. and in the way i was able to visualise it, that runs across the throat. i like the idea that our "voices", however we are able and choose to use them, are like invisible bridges over the abyss.
1:21:40 pile 3
Thank you 💜
Ty! 😮💨😮💨 took my notes! ❤️🔥
I was all 3 piles. I was nervous about commenting about the 2 pile but I’ll go ahead and say that I love the suggestions you made! I have been cosplaying for 13 years and writing fanfictions for 16 years and it does help me a lot! I allow my shadow to come out when I write!
I cannot relate to stories written for women at all so fanfictions really help me especially as a non-binary queer person. We don’t get much representation in the media so fanfictions were a life saver for me!
I am a freelance writer and a lot of the things I write are dark and I live out my “villain era” through writing stories from villains perspectives and a lot of the characters I cosplay are villains. I love going to comic cons and wearing badass super villain outfits as well as sexy vixen cosplays. I even Cosplay as male villains. It’s really liberating. This reading really hit home for me so I needed time to process the whole thing haha.
Edit: I forgot to say that Wyrd is the new Black is amazing! I found out about her after following Jess. She's a very talented reader.
Hi, Jess! I just want to thank you so much for this reading... You have no idea how helpful it actually was =) Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Pile 3 thank You so much ❤️❤️❤️ things excuse my language but things go to shit and back
Pile 3. Whoa. Truth.
Pile 3 ❤ thank you Jess, you look absolutely stunning too btw 🤌
Yup. Moon Ketu
3, umm sorry for breathing. I'm balling at this reading. Yes yes yes... thank you for being here my fellow Gem.
Pile 2 - shame through trauma and projecting only a good side since I was 5 years old. Doing shadow work and seeing how darkness is a part of me too 56:00 🥲🥺 I’m a Gemini moon natal 58:00 1:07:30 !!!!! Definitely made me purge thank you sis 1:11:00 villain fiction books & play villain roles thestre 1:14:30 authenticity 1:16:50 1:27:20 how do you knowww 🥺 that’s how I freaking thinkkk lol 1:33:50 1:38:10 1:45:00
You’re amazing Jess… You never disappoint I received exactly what I needed to hear/know.. Thanks 🙏🏻❤️
💗💗💗
Pile 1 I agree it’s not funny to deliberately trigger someone who you know has mental and emotional triggers for me this is the worst thing anyone can do due to the fact these types of individuals are already living in an altered state of reality obsessiveness of anything let alone another human being is incredibly dangerous as where is the limit? Furthermore to elude there is a particular outcome for the obsessor is so cruel as they on some level think the other person genuinely wants something from them, says allot about a person who does this just to stroke their ego, but when I think about it they both are obsessed all coming from insecurity and scarcity. Nowadays I live by the rule of I’m single until I get a better offer to not be 😊
I have been dying to attend a masquerade since i saw the labyrinth as a child ❤
51:59 pile 2
Wilmamarks8.....your so intelligent Jess...I reallllllly appreciate you ..❤
Pile 3: i call it a blessing and a curse because i have said some really inappropriate truths or things to people which have shocked them and its embarrassing
Pile 3.. I’m a Virgo sun and moon lol😂
Hi Jess I so look forward to your Saturday morning readings here in Australia. My ex loves Shakespeare, my favourite kids movie is Aladdin and my initial is B - thank you beautiful lady, I will claim this one and also the advice that comes with it. ❤
Love that!
I thought I was pile 2 (they all resonate in some ways), but pile 3 was like a gut punch…
pile 3: thank you for this message
sometimes i don’t eat dinner or today i only ate a rice crispy treat & i’ll feel disgustingly guilty afterwards
Thank u lovely!!
Pile 2
1:25:06 lol pink is a virgo ♍
Thank youuuu ❤❤❤
This isn't my problem. My problem isn't betrayal trauma. I'm being misunderstood. I feel like my wound is very unique and rare. It's more like how my ex used his betrayal to abuse me it was very traumatic. It attacked my self worth.
49:12 Love this.
Rules of engagement 52:03
1:22:09 pile 3 🌱
Aug /30 /1988 Im a virgo ♍
Pile 3. I was sexually abused by my step uncle. How do i fix this shut off from my intuition?
Wilmamarks8.....hello. Jess ...it's so refreshing to see a high IQ. I really appreciate your gifts from spirit ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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we need your skincare routine 😭😭🌸 you so glowyyyy ✨
WOW #!
It's hard to have to explain why your reacting to things when your looked at as friggin nuts.
Pile 2 scary accurate holy shit. 🫣 1:00:11 right on the ball!! I've been having problems with my coworker to the point where I can't even take my break sometimes I cannot eat. I had expressed this we had a whole conversation she mocked me I feel like I can never eat or go on break because she wants me to rush work when my boss wants us to double-check our work.