Helloooo thank you for your patience with the chaotic set-ups!! We’ll be back to normal soon. I’m so grateful to read for y’all! I know my blessing is you 🥺💗 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Pile Selection: 1:30 Reading Breakdown: 2:31 Pile 1 (Larimar Moon): 5:28 Pile 2 (Black Obsidian Pointy Guy): 1:06:22 Pile 3 (Cloud Clear Quartz): 2:02:33 Pile 4: (Sodalite): 2:49:21 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/worldofeso 💎Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel!
I just wanted to say you always connect with me and my Intuition always leads me to the right pile.!! I've tried several other pick a cards and readers hear on youtube but you are always spot on for me.!!! Thank you and I appreciate you, please keep doing what you do.!!
Pile 2. It's a real confirmation of the self talk I've been giving myself recently - that the things I want won't just come to me, I have to put the energy into them to get something back. It's been tough talking me into this new space, but to hear you back it up and validate it is really great. Thanks so much for another beautiful reading, and for continuing to shine your light. The day where I shine mine continues to approach.
Chaos??? You are one of the most Calming Beautiful Souls Your Empathy may make your Nerves overwhelmed , but Yah your heart 💜 mind is Awesome Clarity 🤩
Pile 1 here! Thank you SO much. As you said: finding your whimsical magical self again, I flipped my hair in affirmation subconsciously! I have been working so hard on uncovering subconscious beliefs that I have projected onto others and focusing on the beauty in my life. Your readings are such a blessing. I ask my guides to bring me to the reading I need and yours have been coming up and I am SO grateful! You are a gift to those who need your guidance. Thank you so much.
Pile 3 seriously felt like a personal reading and omg I needed to hear it so much. I've been down for such a long time, and so ready to feel more connected and like myself again. I lost so much confidence and trust in myself and intuition after moving almost 2 years ago. It's just felt like my light dimmed and everything feels so serious, like I lost that playful side and have rarely been able to create like I used to love. Also my daughter is a very fiery Aries and Ive been following the 2 mom creators you mentioned for a while, they also have a podcast! Thank you! ❤
Omg same, I picked pile3 1st then changed to 2 last minute, but I'm relating to both....I'm dealing with sooo much and I'm going through so much that every reading I've come across is for me 💯
Pile #4 here! I ended a 1 year and 3 month relationship with someone recently. My mind knew it long ago, my heart took its time to catch-up because it feared the lack of connection, the pressure of "finding the one" and the fear of having to do it all over again. I read somewhere that when someone's not meant for you the Universe will make them hurt you which will force you to let them go. That's exactly what happened. I do not wish ill upon anyone, everyone's got to face what's destined for them. For now, I am in completely new energy. I am healthier, getting back to my hobbies and so much happier. This felt like a personal reading. Thank you, Eso! ❤
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Group 3: made me tear up. So sweet. I picked up the book: Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents. Almost done and I’m in the place you’re explaining exactly! Thank you so much 🥺
I chose this pile specifically because you wrote about this book and it’s my favorite and most healing book! Also thank you to the other book rec in the comments- that one “the emotionally absent mother” is free on audible if you have amazing prime/audible!
every single time i watch one of your readings it is literaaly like you are in my head and can see my soul. You get it right every time. you tell me exactly what i need to hear and i am very grateful for you and your insight. also, thank you to you and spirit for channeling for us all!
Thank you for supporting the divine feminine in us all. When the energies are brought into balance the world starts to heal. We will do it a person at a time. Until we are a strong, fair and loving legion. There cannot be light without darkness but darkness mustn’t block the light.
You are so spot on!! Pile 4 said it all. I was blown away. So encouraged to move forward and to put my world back together. Just wow! Thank you and God Bless
Pile #2 was so on point! I always look forward to your readings, it really feels like listening to a great friend who just wants the best for you (which I’ve been severely lacking). I wrote some of those nuggets of wisdom on my notes to keep them in mind moving forward. Thank you so much 🫶🏻 crazy you also deal with insecurity because you’re one of the bests at doing what you do! ☺️❤️
Pile 1 - just started listening to this reading and it already resonates so much :O I had just got so many insights like half an hour before I was doing this reading and one of those insights had to do with the fact that I may have entirely ran away from so many of my gifts as a child due to the fact that I suffered so much from being and feeling different. I still feel like I tend to distance myself from creating and being myself in my total essence due to those traumas and memories that in childhood made me feel like any of my abilities was valid. I was bullied for so many years that until this day I tend to be afraid to express myself in so many ways even though I feel like I fought so much for it and I do express myself creatively a lot but it tends to not be as MUCH as I know I could (but don't do due to these reasons). Thank you for your work
ESO! YOU Kidding me? You are the TAROT queen on TH-cam and everywhere. I’ll absolutely love love love you and your personality. You are so kind funny nice, lovely, beautiful and you always make me smile and laugh. I actually feel like we can be friends but well, I live on the other side of the world. Love you🤍🤍🤍😇
Pile 4. This is so spot on. I've done a lot of healing from past traumas and I feel like a completely different person. Like I've stepped into a new lifetime and I'm free now. Also, yes people are just rude to me or "hate" me for no reason. My lilith is in my 2nd house in Aries so I think that is similar to the placement you mentioned.
Madison, thank you so much; Pile 2 was everything! Applying to grad school, moving, accepting a ridiculous job offer, and deciding to bravely pursue better things! Enough self-betrayal! The universe has been telling me it us time to move; I stopped receiving intuitive guidance and my belongings began breaking. Now, I am taking action toward an optimistic path and everythingl is flowing! Thank you so much dear one. Wishing you and yours abundance ❤
Pile 2 thank you soso much Madison!!!! This was the exact motivational pep talk I needed; and it felt so personalized.. especially when you mentioned advocating our rights, public speaking, being confident in our honesty/authenticity, etc wowie 🥺 this empowered me so much *hugs* 😭⚖️💖💖💖
Love you ESO you’re such an inspiration angel. Since 2018 I have been diagnosed with 3 types of cancers. Next week I find out if I’m going to survive breast cancer. Listening to your kind words gives me energy and hope. It’s bloody hard to text you with tears running down my face lol I want to do a canvas painting but it’s hard to get motivated but after hearing your reading I feel rejuvenated. I have a mastectomy so I’m taking myself of the market as they call it. Woah is me ! Thankyou ESO ❤
I've been doing so much shadow work and i've been in my healing journey for quite some time now and recently i've been feeling so confident but also so soft ? And i was like "man i really should not be showing that much of my soft side to people around me" but it feels so natural ? And almost instinctive as if somehow if anything something would be ready to fight and protect those soft sides, to protect myself. Maybe it's my "healed"(bc we know that healing isn't linear) masculine energy which was just saying to my feminine sides "you can show up, and be yourself, don't worry i'll take care of everything if needed, i'm (also) here to protect you" ? I never really realized this. It was just an intuitive thing but now i can translate this into words.🥺⭐ Thank u as always ❤
Eso, I love you SO much. I aspire to be as inspiring as you. Pile 2 really resonated in such an intense way; you have such a way with words. Whenever I need inspiration, I turn on one of your candles, and man, the energy is real! You're lowkey my biggest hype-gal and I appreciate you! I'm going to feel the fear and do it anyway! Also.. I started a new commonplace notebook practice, and you've given me such great insight and messages that I can continue to return to
I was listening to a TH-cam video why doing some cleaning and your tarot reading came up randomly (I've never listened or knew of your channel) I had my ear buds in and gloves on , so I didn't even look or pick pile one, but it's exactly where life's path has been and where it is now🤯You're kind words of recognition brought be to tears. You never even met yet your seeing me for all that I've been and evolved to be❤️🔥you're truly a Earth Angel delivering the Divines message 💯Thank you
Pile 3. I almost started crying at the beginning when you said you felt like crying. It’s been really rough. I’m so thankful for your channel and your messages. I’m not giving up! ❤️
This reading is literally 1000% my life and the journey to self I've been on over the last 3+ years. I can't wait to see how this story ends. Thank you so very much for sharing
Thank you for such a beautiful reading, Eso (Pile 1). I could relate to every advise and how life is changing my Yang to Ying and allowing me to feel like a woman, finally!
Pile 4. My Sophie-coded, real af self is so overwhelmed with gratitude! Thank you, thank you, thank you...and thanks be to Spirit for guiding us all on this journey of growth, mutual support and inspiration. I have truly been traversing cycles of darkness and challenge, wondering if they'd ever end but yes--staying true to my heart & learning to stand in my power along the way. Now at the cusp of beginning a new phase of blessing, togetherness & being a blessing to others, this reading arrives right on time as Divine affirmation! So much wisdom shared, I had to rest halfway through & start again later--I was so full and fed, wanted to truly digest and not rush.
Your reading popped right up on my phone without promoting. Pile 3... I've been through years of difficulty especially the last few years but I've been healing and now I'm about to step out into the world and help to heal others. That idea of I don't want anyone else to suffer because I have suffered is very poignant for me. Thank you for the reading!
“there’s light at the end of the tunnel” she says as a literal moth crawls onto my bed and flies at my face. thanks for the confirmation universe but pls give me space 😭😭
Holy shit Eso. Never doubt the good that you put into the world with your readings. When things became irredeemably dark, I desperately needed hope and any sort of light in this world. Every note of pile 4 hit me. We are collectively not so different from each other. Thank you so much.
It’s insane how spot on pile 1 is. Not only have I finally left my specific person in the past, I came out of six tragedies and one breakup and only in the last day or so felt normal for the first time in years. I’ve come so far and finally have been open to new love and new creativity! I work in the creative industry which is hard sometimes but I’m pushing forward and new inspiration had been coming forward that I resonate deeply with! But dang I actually just broke off a friendship that didn’t serve me who made me feel really unhealthy and unhappy through my healing journey even though we were each others support during hard times, this is nuts
Girl this was everything I needed. Truly. Thank you for doing what you do and putting this beautiful content out for us. You have more impact than you will ever know :)
You are probably the most wise, most articulate, kindest human beings I've ever heard speaking English in my life. And on top of that you spoke to so many different confusing conversations I have with myself and made them make sense in such a simple and self love/ help sort of way You are AWESOME ANS I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I NEEDED TO HEAR THIS RIGHT NOW.
Thank you for continuing to do readings even when on the move! I hope you get everything you need while there. Pile 2, about to go back for pile 4 as well. I can't even list how many times you have been spot on and speaking to the absolute heart of my life. If one of my paths truly is for me, then I will DEFINITELY shout out that it was EsoTarot that pushed me in the right direction 💚 Thank you for all that you do!
I love the warm and supportive way you speak. It literally doesn't matter who you are speaking to or about because everyone can benefit from these loving readings. Even with all the 12 st references. Beautiful.
You are so amazing ESO! I listen to a LOT of your readings at random and I always get a Message that I need to hear. This last reading (4) resonated in my bones and was so so so so helpful. Thank you ❤
Just came here to say that I absolutely love watching your videos because your beautiful positive energy always lifts me up. You’re a wonderful soul and I’m so happy you’re here ❤️
chose pile 3, labyrinth is one of the most important movies ever to me, i teared up when u mentioned it! in the novel that came after the movie which was jim hensons full vision for the movie it’s revealed that jareth is actually her step dad (jeremy) in her real life who s*xually ab*sed her as a child but she repressed the memory (which validates little me thinking it was gross and weird that this old guy wanted to marry a teenager with his mooseknuckle out while the rest of the world apparently said it was hot and romantic??!?!! wtf). going into the labyrinth represents her going into her own mind and analyzing all of her trauma. if u rewatch the movie from this lens it becomes the most intensely powerful movie ever. it makes all of the scenes so much scarier, for example, the bog of eternal stench, where if u touch it just once the smell stays on you forever, or the “helping hands” that are grabbing and manhandling her and she says “it’s not helping if you’re hurting”, the drugged peach where he distracted her with their “romantic” dance where everyone laughed at her, the junkyard with all of the toys/comfort items she uses as a distraction, and how he steals toby (aka her innocence/the happy childhood she never got), yet she never actually “saves” toby in the end. she actually gets out of the labyrinth when she remembers he has no power over her anymore. then everything goes back to normal and she is so much happier and more grateful for her life !!!!!!!! sorry for such a long ramble about it but oh my god i HIGHLY encourage rewatching it from this perspective because it is one of the best movies of all time omg i just love it so much LOL
Bro u a cutie and ur words often help me. Sometimes I watch ur vids and then u say smth super smart deep that touches me and I just clap bcs So smart and so superdeep. And I like ur energy I rly resonate with ur energy and u make me feel less lonely on my journey. thankkkk uu maus
Eso you're so sweet for still reading and posting while traveling 💚 I'm happy to know you're having a lovely time AND on top of that also having the energy and motivation and time to read for us. Thank you queen, I love you 💚💚💚💚💚
👋 Pile 3 here. I've been on a journey of self-discovery & spiritual growth. I've come to realize, and you've confirmed, that what's been missing is my inner child. We'd gone through a transition of loss, one after another in a span of 3 years. I've forgotten joy. How to laugh and dream. Simply bc we were so consumed in a downward spiral that I was just bracing myself for the next loss. Life has leveled out these past couple years, but I've forgotten who I used to be. (I AM a Gemini) I miss my old self. Your/Spirits message hit home with me. I really took it to heart. I needed to hear this. Thank you, thank you, thank you 💜🤍🙏
What validation. Pile 3 you said before the blessing we would be feeling the higher emotions, it would feel like being high on life. I just told my therapist on friday how weird my energy was and the only way i could explain it was feeling high on life. I've been telling anyone who will listen somethings coming.
Pile 4 I’m starting a new job on Monday this resonates cuz I really want to make friends and use my money to fund hobbies that bring me to new experiences and people
Hi Eso, I LOVE how you always find the right words. The way you describe things is sometimes simply poetic. Like "I let go of my inner people pleaser and instead, I am going to look for ways how I can please myself!" I mean, these words just nail it. Thank you so much! I have literally been taking notes and creating affirmations from those because of how well-worded and uplifting your advice /insights were. I have been watching multiple readings from you by now. And I must say they were always on point and sooo helpful! Incredibly encouraging with just the perfect tone. I hope you this, I wish you the very best ~ please continue to make this awesome reading
I haven't watched a video from you in a while and I didn't realize how much I missed your readings until I watched this one. Thanks for sharing your insight. I chose pile 2 and the message was so on point. Sending kindness and blessings your way
Every night I fall asleep watching something else, I wake up in the middle of the night to your voice with a needed message. Your voice is sooo soothing. Thank you🫶🏼
My favorite part of the video thay just gives me weird joy is hearing you start with "hi friends!" Its normally annoying to hear from you tubers but it feels so genuine and sweet when you say it.
Pile 4// 3:26:07 TALK ABOUT EXTRA CONFIRMATION HERE, I was scrolling through my old gallery during the reading and you mentioned about reconnecting with my childhood self and the old memories/pictures:')) aaah this made me so, so happy. thank you !
Choose pile 4.... and my "frozen" hs been 20 years long. This year i finally feel ready to move on, but ive been having so many doubts on being thrown back and not being able to leave.... again. THIS has helped me in ways you cant imagine 🙏🙇♀️♥️ As for the rest, I just cried. ❤❤🙏
Pile 2:- I love your mini “rants” because they always resonate with where I am. This was absolutely the reading I needed at this time. Thank you so much x
as a neurospicy ally, i get the big light hatred, but i picked pile 3 and when you said you wanted to cry, i starated to cry bc it resonated so deeply, and i wanted to thank you so much for this reading!! i felt so uplifting and almost like it added a lining of hope to my foundation 🫶🏻
I will!! I can’t bring them while traveling (can u imagine how much they’d make me pay for overweight baggage) but they’ll be back soon! Thanks for voicing your opinion 💗💗💗
p2: everything always resonates with your videos and you always uplift me with your kind and helpful words, eso!! it’s like my own personal convo w my guides lol. i’m really trying to get out of my comfort zone, be seen and put myself out there and it’s been incredibly hard. i want to take up space, and i know i deserve to. this combined with the work i’m doing in therapy i feel ready to get out again and finally live authentically
I just started p4. I did get divorced 3 years ago and have been moving through that darkness. I have felt stuck wanting to be beyond this but external circumstances being tough. Sheesh. As another reader I think you’re brilliant, intuitive and natural, and always resonate on multiple levels. Thank you 🙏
WOW!! Also pile 4 here🙋🏼♀️ I share an extraordinarily similar story with you and I agree 10,000 % with your statement here! Thank you for expressing it! 💕
It’s no joke, Babes I have Pluto transited to my 1st house and Lilith in my 1st… wow I just can’t describe how t feels when spirit sends you the right message at the right time without even intentionally looking for it. (I’ve been doing a lot of healing today and it was rough, and decided to paint at 1 o’clock at night, just randomly this video came up as auto switching to the next. Btw it was pile 4) Thank you so much for being a vessel of change, you’re helping ppl more than you know. And it truly reflects your beautiful soul through the process. Stay as you are, and never feel ashamed for who you are. Shine with all of your colours
I picked pile 4 and i AM in law school,been preparing for the big scary final (german) exam since last year😭😭😭 and it‘s really been a dark time … ups and downs and carrying grief and unresolved trauma ugh. been feeling my soul and artistic side dying for a while now 😢 also everything else you said was so spot on! And funny that you mentioned pluto in the 1st house, which i have haha! Thank you for your work and kind words, madison! 💕 take care
Prepped as much as one can be with the information at hand - waiting is far more frustrating than knowing the Exam is near - I welcome it so I can graduate & put my work into action⚖️⚖️⚖️
Thank you. Your message inspires me to get back up. It was exactly what I needed to hear. I've been ready to throw in the towel. Brought a tear to my eye.
Esoooo you never miss thank you so much 😩 I've been watching you since I was 17 at the "start"of my spiritual journey around then I also feel into such a deep depression which I'm getting "over" now at 21 and pile 1 is exactly how I've been feeling especially with learning how ta surrender ta the universe 🥺thank you sooo much for being here still channeling for the collective for so long
Pile two! I’ve been writing a uni assignment on the importance of play in childhood and I’ve been wanting to quit. And then the surrender to play card came out and I got chills! Amazing reading as always!
PILE 3. THANK YOU FOR THE HUG!!! I REALLY NEEDED IT! I BATTLED DEEP DEPRESSION AFTER A CAR ACCIDENT FRIEND DYING IN IT, MANY CLOSE DEATH CALLS AND MANY CLOSE LOVED ONES SUICIDES AND PASSINGS! NO LONGER IN THAT DEEP DEPRESSION! I HAVE MY SPARK AND SOUL BACK NOW! LOVE YOU!!! 🥰🥰🥰💓💓💓🙏🏽
Omg 🥹 as soon as you said pile three I feel like you've been through a tough time, I got teary 😭. Yep literally convinced myself I was dying n then realised it was anxiety and now Im all good so you're just so spot on.... even as you're talking about a fire sign child 😢 my daughter been having digestive issues since born and so much stress around it and I wonder if I'm causing her trauma by all the worry ❤ thank you
Eso I think with you, I love with you, and I cry with you with great feeling and understanding. Thank you soo much for opening your channel and sharing your beautiful wisdom and yourself! Love to you 🩷🤍🩷
wow! can i just say i've been watching your readings since you started and i am ESO GRATEFUL for you doing what you're doing with your gift. pile3, and all the insecurities and doubting and dimming my fire isn't even mine. it is internalized emotions of my parents' inability to emotionally soothe and i have been an emotional sponge, only managed to ground it in the past couple years by meditation. when my thoughts spiral, the internalized triggers lead me to think everything will implode and so the first response i have is to run - classic self-sabotage and fatalistic self-abandonment. however the past 1.5yrs of the most trying time in my life has shown me 1. escapism solves nothing except spiraling deeper into denial and 2. everything i AM able to deal with when i just ALLOW myself to BE with whatever emotions arise in the moment, just observing it from a calm place, and not how my parents just wanted me to be "well behaved or don't come near me, i can't deal with your emotional stuff coz i cant even deal with my own"... it took me losing everything to stand my ground and NOT abandon myself anymore when people shamed me. i stood by my weakest, defeated self and that is everything.
@EsoTarot Thank you so much. This is my life. Thank you for this message I needed guidance as I didn't know what tf was happening to me. I can't fkn wait everything you've read is like you've lived in my head. This has blown me away. Thank you, thank you thank you. Sending you love n light. Love you all so so much. Xo
Pile 4, confirms the end of a cycle. You’re right about me wanting to serve the community, I enrolled to learn reiki so I can reach level 2 (and maybe someday 3!) I’m a scorpio rising too, and looking forward to scorpio season, I resonate with the energy so much. Finally moving out of low vibrational energies after being cheated on, learning more about myself and just overall making a commitment to put myself first. What’s for me will never miss me, and this experience has taught me to trust the divine, I put out good and can only receive that in return, and anything else not in alignment will fall away. Thank you Eso!
Pile 2 when you really see the brilliant value you are and give, than you have nothing to be afraid of because you give more value to other peoples life to appreciate their life more. An inspiration and happy source in this moment. 😌👍 It is their sad issue if they can’t see that
I hope that you’re having the most magical vacation - thank you for still making a video! Have been waiting for this ♥️🫶 my form of therapy. Watching pile 3 and it’s exactly what I’m needing to hear at the moment.
Womannnnnn !!!! Pile 3 !!!!! You are reading my entire life from the parts abt my Aries daughter to my relationship to my current energy to how I felt everything is just amazing you wanted to cry and I wanted to cry !!!!!!! Amazing amazing read!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg omg everything I’ve been balancing in psych k , I haven’t been taking my crap out on the world just owning and growing 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 I love youuuuuu
Pile 4 ❤🙏 And 42 years, I finally broke all the cycles, cleared the karma and healed the way I viewed myself... Whole game changer. On top of all of this, also neuro-spicy. Things have always been hard. But now im built for the battle and fearless enough to go wide open and dare people to try and treat that as a weakness. I am changed. I moved from niceness to kindness. Niceness is based in fear. In fears of rejection, and abandonment. Fears of being unlovable, and a desperation to please others while abandoning myself. Kindness is a choice. And anyone who exploits that quickly learns what that alternative road looks like. And may all manipulative sorts, liars snake and creeps tremble at my soft steps and softer spoken words. I will never again let them treat me like I am less or wrong because I am different. I will laugh. I will love. ALL the way. I will dance and sing and overflow my joy and warmth into the world. And I will dance away from places, people, belief systems and timelines that make me feel less, worthless, ashamed of who I am, or fail to recognize the walking miracle that is the tale of my life experience. I am bound by nothing. I am free, inside and out, and I know the love coming next, the friends, the opportunities and situations that come next will be a reflection of the love I now glow from within. I no longer pour out my cup. I overflow my own to fill theirs. And if they get in the way of me being able to love value and respect me by failing to do so, 5hen they can keep out of my splash zone, because they aren't deserving to be there ❤
Glad I trusted my intuition on the sodalite pile! You said fly on the wall and I’ve been thinking of that song when I’m around this certain person. Glad I popped in again it’s been awhile and definitely geared up and am checking the reader you suggested!
Helloooo thank you for your patience with the chaotic set-ups!! We’ll be back to normal soon. I’m so grateful to read for y’all! I know my blessing is you 🥺💗
🕐Timestamps🕓
Intro: 0:00
Pile Selection: 1:30
Reading Breakdown: 2:31
Pile 1 (Larimar Moon): 5:28
Pile 2 (Black Obsidian Pointy Guy): 1:06:22
Pile 3 (Cloud Clear Quartz): 2:02:33
Pile 4: (Sodalite): 2:49:21
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I just wanted to say you always connect with me and my Intuition always leads me to the right pile.!! I've tried several other pick a cards and readers hear on youtube but you are always spot on for me.!!! Thank you and I appreciate you, please keep doing what you do.!!
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Pile 2. It's a real confirmation of the self talk I've been giving myself recently - that the things I want won't just come to me, I have to put the energy into them to get something back. It's been tough talking me into this new space, but to hear you back it up and validate it is really great. Thanks so much for another beautiful reading, and for continuing to shine your light. The day where I shine mine continues to approach.
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Eso is a moth in disguise. “I do believe in lamp supremacy” you’re not sly Eso I’m onto you! 🪰
Is eso also the TH-camr nastymold? They sound similar 👀👀👀
Chaos???
You are one of the most
Calming Beautiful Souls
Your Empathy may make your
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💗🥺 thank you sweet soul
Pile 1 here! Thank you SO much. As you said: finding your whimsical magical self again, I flipped my hair in affirmation subconsciously! I have been working so hard on uncovering subconscious beliefs that I have projected onto others and focusing on the beauty in my life. Your readings are such a blessing. I ask my guides to bring me to the reading I need and yours have been coming up and I am SO grateful! You are a gift to those who need your guidance. Thank you so much.
Awesome! ❤️
“The fierce aspects of life respond to love, not control” ✨💛✨
Pile 3 seriously felt like a personal reading and omg I needed to hear it so much. I've been down for such a long time, and so ready to feel more connected and like myself again. I lost so much confidence and trust in myself and intuition after moving almost 2 years ago. It's just felt like my light dimmed and everything feels so serious, like I lost that playful side and have rarely been able to create like I used to love. Also my daughter is a very fiery Aries and Ive been following the 2 mom creators you mentioned for a while, they also have a podcast! Thank you! ❤
Omg same, I picked pile3 1st then changed to 2 last minute, but I'm relating to both....I'm dealing with sooo much and I'm going through so much that every reading I've come across is for me 💯
Pile #4 here! I ended a 1 year and 3 month relationship with someone recently. My mind knew it long ago, my heart took its time to catch-up because it feared the lack of connection, the pressure of "finding the one" and the fear of having to do it all over again. I read somewhere that when someone's not meant for you the Universe will make them hurt you which will force you to let them go. That's exactly what happened. I do not wish ill upon anyone, everyone's got to face what's destined for them. For now, I am in completely new energy. I am healthier, getting back to my hobbies and so much happier. This felt like a personal reading. Thank you, Eso! ❤
Picked pile 1 and I’m grateful for the blessings coming into my life! Thank you Eso!
Before I watch it… Madison we are so grateful for everything you do for us🤍🤍🤍🙏🏼
Damn right we are! 💕
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Group 3: made me tear up. So sweet. I picked up the book: Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents. Almost done and I’m in the place you’re explaining exactly! Thank you so much 🥺
Omggg I’m pile 3 as well, and idk if you want another book to add, but “The Emotionally Absent Mother” meant a lot to me 💙
wishing you healing
I chose this pile specifically because you wrote about this book and it’s my favorite and most healing book! Also thank you to the other book rec in the comments- that one “the emotionally absent mother” is free on audible if you have amazing prime/audible!
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every single time i watch one of your readings it is literaaly like you are in my head and can see my soul. You get it right every time. you tell me exactly what i need to hear and i am very grateful for you and your insight. also, thank you to you and spirit for channeling for us all!
Thank you for supporting the divine feminine in us all.
When the energies are brought into balance the world starts to heal.
We will do it a person at a time. Until we are a strong, fair and loving legion.
There cannot be light without darkness but darkness mustn’t block the light.
You are so spot on!! Pile 4 said it all. I was blown away. So encouraged to move forward and to put my world back together. Just wow! Thank you and God Bless
“Rejection is just divine protection.”
Thank you for that🥹
Which pile??
Wow. Thank you!
Pile #2 was so on point! I always look forward to your readings, it really feels like listening to a great friend who just wants the best for you (which I’ve been severely lacking).
I wrote some of those nuggets of wisdom on my notes to keep them in mind moving forward. Thank you so much 🫶🏻 crazy you also deal with insecurity because you’re one of the bests at doing what you do! ☺️❤️
Pile 1 - just started listening to this reading and it already resonates so much :O
I had just got so many insights like half an hour before I was doing this reading and one of those insights had to do with the fact that I may have entirely ran away from so many of my gifts as a child due to the fact that I suffered so much from being and feeling different. I still feel like I tend to distance myself from creating and being myself in my total essence due to those traumas and memories that in childhood made me feel like any of my abilities was valid. I was bullied for so many years that until this day I tend to be afraid to express myself in so many ways even though I feel like I fought so much for it and I do express myself creatively a lot but it tends to not be as MUCH as I know I could (but don't do due to these reasons). Thank you for your work
Can't create in an environment not conducive to privacy & healing
pile 1! just being more able to create freely is already happening to me🥰claiming the good vibes. thank u
ESO! YOU Kidding me? You are the TAROT queen on TH-cam and everywhere. I’ll absolutely love love love you and your personality. You are so kind funny nice, lovely, beautiful and you always make me smile and laugh. I actually feel like we can be friends but well, I live on the other side of the world.
Love you🤍🤍🤍😇
Pile 4. This is so spot on. I've done a lot of healing from past traumas and I feel like a completely different person. Like I've stepped into a new lifetime and I'm free now.
Also, yes people are just rude to me or "hate" me for no reason. My lilith is in my 2nd house in Aries so I think that is similar to the placement you mentioned.
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Madison, thank you so much; Pile 2 was everything! Applying to grad school, moving, accepting a ridiculous job offer, and deciding to bravely pursue better things! Enough self-betrayal! The universe has been telling me it us time to move; I stopped receiving intuitive guidance and my belongings began breaking. Now, I am taking action toward an optimistic path and everythingl is flowing! Thank you so much dear one. Wishing you and yours abundance ❤
Pile 2 thank you soso much Madison!!!! This was the exact motivational pep talk I needed; and it felt so personalized.. especially when you mentioned advocating our rights, public speaking, being confident in our honesty/authenticity, etc wowie 🥺
this empowered me so much *hugs* 😭⚖️💖💖💖
Pile 3 here, beautiful and much needed message. Thanks for all you do Eso your readings always seem to lift me up!
Love you ESO you’re such an inspiration angel. Since 2018 I have been diagnosed with 3 types of cancers. Next week I find out if I’m going to survive breast cancer. Listening to your kind words gives me energy and hope. It’s bloody hard to text you with tears running down my face lol I want to do a canvas painting but it’s hard to get motivated but after hearing your reading I feel rejuvenated. I have a mastectomy so I’m taking myself of the market as they call it. Woah is me ! Thankyou ESO ❤
I hope all is well. Just to wish you good health and Merry Christmas❤! You are in my prayers!
I will be praying 🙏🏻 🤲 for your healing. God bless you. ❤❤❤❤
pile 1: i’ve never heard of the term compassionate detachment. what a beautiful reading.
I've been doing so much shadow work and i've been in my healing journey for quite some time now and recently i've been feeling so confident but also so soft ? And i was like "man i really should not be showing that much of my soft side to people around me" but it feels so natural ? And almost instinctive as if somehow if anything something would be ready to fight and protect those soft sides, to protect myself. Maybe it's my "healed"(bc we know that healing isn't linear) masculine energy which was just saying to my feminine sides "you can show up, and be yourself, don't worry i'll take care of everything if needed, i'm (also) here to protect you" ?
I never really realized this. It was just an intuitive thing but now i can translate this into words.🥺⭐
Thank u as always ❤
It takes strength to be soft 😌💗 and super strength to be soft around others!! You can be both soft and fierce 💗💗💗 thank you for being here hehe
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Eso, I love you SO much. I aspire to be as inspiring as you. Pile 2 really resonated in such an intense way; you have such a way with words. Whenever I need inspiration, I turn on one of your candles, and man, the energy is real! You're lowkey my biggest hype-gal and I appreciate you! I'm going to feel the fear and do it anyway! Also.. I started a new commonplace notebook practice, and you've given me such great insight and messages that I can continue to return to
Pile 3: I have been good at suppressing certain thoughts and emotions in the past, but I can't anymore. I'm feeling it now. Spot on.
I was listening to a TH-cam video why doing some cleaning and your tarot reading came up randomly (I've never listened or knew of your channel) I had my ear buds in and gloves on , so I didn't even look or pick pile one, but it's exactly where life's path has been and where it is now🤯You're kind words of recognition brought be to tears. You never even met yet your seeing me for all that I've been and evolved to be❤️🔥you're truly a Earth Angel delivering the Divines message 💯Thank you
Your readings are like therapy sessions, thank you very much.
Pile 3. I almost started crying at the beginning when you said you felt like crying. It’s been really rough. I’m so thankful for your channel and your messages. I’m not giving up! ❤️
Amazing ❤
This reading is literally 1000% my life and the journey to self I've been on over the last 3+ years. I can't wait to see how this story ends. Thank you so very much for sharing
Thank you for such a beautiful reading, Eso (Pile 1). I could relate to every advise and how life is changing my Yang to Ying and allowing me to feel like a woman, finally!
Pile 4. My Sophie-coded, real af self is so overwhelmed with gratitude! Thank you, thank you, thank you...and thanks be to Spirit for guiding us all on this journey of growth, mutual support and inspiration. I have truly been traversing cycles of darkness and challenge, wondering if they'd ever end but yes--staying true to my heart & learning to stand in my power along the way. Now at the cusp of beginning a new phase of blessing, togetherness & being a blessing to others, this reading arrives right on time as Divine affirmation! So much wisdom shared, I had to rest halfway through & start again later--I was so full and fed, wanted to truly digest and not rush.
Pile 2 and you called me out in so many ways! And everything I needed to hear. Thank you eso!
Your reading popped right up on my phone without promoting. Pile 3... I've been through years of difficulty especially the last few years but I've been healing and now I'm about to step out into the world and help to heal others. That idea of I don't want anyone else to suffer because I have suffered is very poignant for me. Thank you for the reading!
“there’s light at the end of the tunnel” she says as a literal moth crawls onto my bed and flies at my face. thanks for the confirmation universe but pls give me space 😭😭
Holy shit Eso. Never doubt the good that you put into the world with your readings. When things became irredeemably dark, I desperately needed hope and any sort of light in this world. Every note of pile 4 hit me. We are collectively not so different from each other. Thank you so much.
Pile 4: Thank you for helping me realise my worth 💖
It’s insane how spot on pile 1 is. Not only have I finally left my specific person in the past, I came out of six tragedies and one breakup and only in the last day or so felt normal for the first time in years. I’ve come so far and finally have been open to new love and new creativity! I work in the creative industry which is hard sometimes but I’m pushing forward and new inspiration had been coming forward that I resonate deeply with! But dang I actually just broke off a friendship that didn’t serve me who made me feel really unhealthy and unhappy through my healing journey even though we were each others support during hard times, this is nuts
Girl this was everything I needed. Truly. Thank you for doing what you do and putting this beautiful content out for us. You have more impact than you will ever know :)
You are probably the most wise, most articulate, kindest human beings I've ever heard speaking English in my life. And on top of that you spoke to so many different confusing conversations I have with myself and made them make sense in such a simple and self love/ help sort of way
You are AWESOME ANS I DON'T KNOW YOU BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I NEEDED TO HEAR THIS RIGHT NOW.
Thank you for continuing to do readings even when on the move! I hope you get everything you need while there. Pile 2, about to go back for pile 4 as well. I can't even list how many times you have been spot on and speaking to the absolute heart of my life. If one of my paths truly is for me, then I will DEFINITELY shout out that it was EsoTarot that pushed me in the right direction 💚 Thank you for all that you do!
Girlie you READ me, you know the reading is hitting when you start to feel embarassed, but also seen and comforted. Thanks sweetie
I love the warm and supportive way you speak. It literally doesn't matter who you are speaking to or about because everyone can benefit from these loving readings. Even with all the 12 st references. Beautiful.
You are so amazing ESO! I listen to a LOT of your readings at random and I always get a Message that I need to hear. This last reading (4) resonated in my bones and was so so so so helpful. Thank you ❤
Just came here to say that I absolutely love watching your videos because your beautiful positive energy always lifts me up. You’re a wonderful soul and I’m so happy you’re here ❤️
chose pile 3, labyrinth is one of the most important movies ever to me, i teared up when u mentioned it! in the novel that came after the movie which was jim hensons full vision for the movie it’s revealed that jareth is actually her step dad (jeremy) in her real life who s*xually ab*sed her as a child but she repressed the memory (which validates little me thinking it was gross and weird that this old guy wanted to marry a teenager with his mooseknuckle out while the rest of the world apparently said it was hot and romantic??!?!! wtf). going into the labyrinth represents her going into her own mind and analyzing all of her trauma. if u rewatch the movie from this lens it becomes the most intensely powerful movie ever. it makes all of the scenes so much scarier, for example, the bog of eternal stench, where if u touch it just once the smell stays on you forever, or the “helping hands” that are grabbing and manhandling her and she says “it’s not helping if you’re hurting”, the drugged peach where he distracted her with their “romantic” dance where everyone laughed at her, the junkyard with all of the toys/comfort items she uses as a distraction, and how he steals toby (aka her innocence/the happy childhood she never got), yet she never actually “saves” toby in the end. she actually gets out of the labyrinth when she remembers he has no power over her anymore. then everything goes back to normal and she is so much happier and more grateful for her life !!!!!!!! sorry for such a long ramble about it but oh my god i HIGHLY encourage rewatching it from this perspective because it is one of the best movies of all time omg i just love it so much LOL
WHOA this is wild I didn’t know this!! Thank you for sharing, will def watch with that lens!
Bro u a cutie and ur words often help me. Sometimes I watch ur vids and then u say smth super smart deep that touches me and I just clap bcs So smart and so superdeep. And I like ur energy I rly resonate with ur energy and u make me feel less lonely on my journey. thankkkk uu maus
Eso you're so sweet for still reading and posting while traveling 💚 I'm happy to know you're having a lovely time AND on top of that also having the energy and motivation and time to read for us. Thank you queen, I love you 💚💚💚💚💚
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I for one, ADORE you in all of which it is you are. I especially love that you cuss, and the way you articulate your thoughts. You rock!!!
👋 Pile 3 here. I've been on a journey of self-discovery & spiritual growth. I've come to realize, and you've confirmed, that what's been missing is my inner child. We'd gone through a transition of loss, one after another in a span of 3 years. I've forgotten joy. How to laugh and dream. Simply bc we were so consumed in a downward spiral that I was just bracing myself for the next loss. Life has leveled out these past couple years, but I've forgotten who I used to be. (I AM a Gemini) I miss my old self. Your/Spirits message hit home with me. I really took it to heart. I needed to hear this. Thank you, thank you, thank you 💜🤍🙏
What validation. Pile 3 you said before the blessing we would be feeling the higher emotions, it would feel like being high on life. I just told my therapist on friday how weird my energy was and the only way i could explain it was feeling high on life. I've been telling anyone who will listen somethings coming.
Pile 4 I’m starting a new job on Monday this resonates cuz I really want to make friends and use my money to fund hobbies that bring me to new experiences and people
Hi Eso, I LOVE how you always find the right words. The way you describe things is sometimes simply poetic. Like "I let go of my inner people pleaser and instead, I am going to look for ways how I can please myself!" I mean, these words just nail it. Thank you so much! I have literally been taking notes and creating affirmations from those because of how well-worded and uplifting your advice /insights were. I have been watching multiple readings from you by now. And I must say they were always on point and sooo helpful! Incredibly encouraging with just the perfect tone. I hope you this, I wish you the very best ~ please continue to make this awesome reading
I haven't watched a video from you in a while and I didn't realize how much I missed your readings until I watched this one. Thanks for sharing your insight. I chose pile 2 and the message was so on point. Sending kindness and blessings your way
💗💗💗 you’re always welcome back!
Every night I fall asleep watching something else, I wake up in the middle of the night to your voice with a needed message. Your voice is sooo soothing. Thank you🫶🏼
My favorite part of the video thay just gives me weird joy is hearing you start with "hi friends!" Its normally annoying to hear from you tubers but it feels so genuine and sweet when you say it.
Ofc I’m excited to spend time with you guys 🥺💗
Pile 4// 3:26:07 TALK ABOUT EXTRA CONFIRMATION HERE, I was scrolling through my old gallery during the reading and you mentioned about reconnecting with my childhood self and the old memories/pictures:')) aaah this made me so, so happy. thank you !
Choose pile 4.... and my "frozen" hs been 20 years long. This year i finally feel ready to move on, but ive been having so many doubts on being thrown back and not being able to leave.... again. THIS has helped me in ways you cant imagine 🙏🙇♀️♥️ As for the rest, I just cried. ❤❤🙏
Pile 2:- I love your mini “rants” because they always resonate with where I am. This was absolutely the reading I needed at this time. Thank you so much x
as a neurospicy ally, i get the big light hatred, but i picked pile 3 and when you said you wanted to cry, i starated to cry bc it resonated so deeply, and i wanted to thank you so much for this reading!! i felt so uplifting and almost like it added a lining of hope to my foundation 🫶🏻
thank you so much for taking the time to do a reading while you yourself are not on solid ground🙏🏼 you are so appreciated
Eso I use to love the charms that you used earlier, pls do add it once in a while. Thank you for sweet reading 💙💙
I will!! I can’t bring them while traveling (can u imagine how much they’d make me pay for overweight baggage) but they’ll be back soon! Thanks for voicing your opinion 💗💗💗
@@EsoTarot oops, pls ignore my oversight. Enjoy your travels 💙💙
I can't believe I've been listening to these messages over an hour.. I relate to all of them.. Thank you 🙏🏽
Pile 4. Literally my jaw dropped when you talked about childhood pictures. Just 3 days ago, I planned to put it in my room 😮😮😮
Group 1: I got goose bumps when I heard you said "A dream, is a wish your heart makes" ... that is something I used to sing a lot o.o
pile 4: this was so healing thank you eso 💚
p2: everything always resonates with your videos and you always uplift me with your kind and helpful words, eso!! it’s like my own personal convo w my guides lol. i’m really trying to get out of my comfort zone, be seen and put myself out there and it’s been incredibly hard. i want to take up space, and i know i deserve to. this combined with the work i’m doing in therapy i feel ready to get out again and finally live authentically
I just started p4. I did get divorced 3 years ago and have been moving through that darkness. I have felt stuck wanting to be beyond this but external circumstances being tough. Sheesh. As another reader I think you’re brilliant, intuitive and natural, and always resonate on multiple levels. Thank you 🙏
Lilith in 11th house, Aquarius, and Pluto in 7th, libra.
WOW!! Also pile 4 here🙋🏼♀️ I share an extraordinarily similar story with you and I agree 10,000 % with your statement here! Thank you for expressing it! 💕
@@ktrain-hj6jmit’s been a hard journey it means a lot to hear from you ❤
It’s no joke, Babes I have Pluto transited to my 1st house and Lilith in my 1st… wow I just can’t describe how t feels when spirit sends you the right message at the right time without even intentionally looking for it. (I’ve been doing a lot of healing today and it was rough, and decided to paint at 1 o’clock at night, just randomly this video came up as auto switching to the next. Btw it was pile 4)
Thank you so much for being a vessel of change, you’re helping ppl more than you know. And it truly reflects your beautiful soul through the process. Stay as you are, and never feel ashamed for who you are. Shine with all of your colours
I picked pile 4 and i AM in law school,been preparing for the big scary final (german) exam since last year😭😭😭 and it‘s really been a dark time … ups and downs and carrying grief and unresolved trauma ugh. been feeling my soul and artistic side dying for a while now 😢 also everything else you said was so spot on! And funny that you mentioned pluto in the 1st house, which i have haha! Thank you for your work and kind words, madison! 💕 take care
Prepped as much as one can be with the information at hand - waiting is far more frustrating than knowing the Exam is near - I welcome it so I can graduate & put my work into action⚖️⚖️⚖️
Thank you. Your message inspires me to get back up. It was exactly what I needed to hear. I've been ready to throw in the towel. Brought a tear to my eye.
“You have no power over me” gives me chills every time 🥹✨
Esoooo you never miss thank you so much 😩 I've been watching you since I was 17 at the "start"of my spiritual journey around then I also feel into such a deep depression which I'm getting "over" now at 21 and pile 1 is exactly how I've been feeling especially with learning how ta surrender ta the universe 🥺thank you sooo much for being here still channeling for the collective for so long
I’m such an esotarot stan at this point 😭 I’m always checking TH-cam to see if you’ve put out a new reading! Excited to get into this today 🫶🏼
You are a Brilliant, Lovely, and Inspiring Earth Angel! Thank you and God Bless!!! ❤️
Pile 1 resonated SO HARD and I’m so down for it. My heart be squealing the whole time. You’re truly an incredible tarot reader for real 💜💜💜 thank u 🌙
Pile two! I’ve been writing a uni assignment on the importance of play in childhood and I’ve been wanting to quit. And then the surrender to play card came out and I got chills! Amazing reading as always!
Your reading is like a personal reading that is so useful and insightful. Thank you so much!
PILE 3. THANK YOU FOR THE HUG!!! I REALLY NEEDED IT! I BATTLED DEEP DEPRESSION AFTER A CAR ACCIDENT FRIEND DYING IN IT, MANY CLOSE DEATH CALLS AND MANY CLOSE LOVED ONES SUICIDES AND PASSINGS! NO LONGER IN THAT DEEP DEPRESSION! I HAVE MY SPARK AND SOUL BACK NOW! LOVE YOU!!! 🥰🥰🥰💓💓💓🙏🏽
Thank you, Eso! Pile 1 here: a writer who lost my creative way for a while. I appreciate the boost of positivity. 🥰
Your readings always make my day Eso! Thank you for sharing your light and love with us and keep doing you :)
Omg 🥹 as soon as you said pile three I feel like you've been through a tough time, I got teary 😭. Yep literally convinced myself I was dying n then realised it was anxiety and now Im all good so you're just so spot on.... even as you're talking about a fire sign child 😢 my daughter been having digestive issues since born and so much stress around it and I wonder if I'm causing her trauma by all the worry ❤ thank you
Eso I think with you, I love with you, and I cry with you with great feeling and understanding. Thank you soo much for opening your channel and sharing your beautiful wisdom and yourself! Love to you 🩷🤍🩷
wow! can i just say i've been watching your readings since you started and i am ESO GRATEFUL for you doing what you're doing with your gift. pile3, and all the insecurities and doubting and dimming my fire isn't even mine. it is internalized emotions of my parents' inability to emotionally soothe and i have been an emotional sponge, only managed to ground it in the past couple years by meditation. when my thoughts spiral, the internalized triggers lead me to think everything will implode and so the first response i have is to run - classic self-sabotage and fatalistic self-abandonment. however the past 1.5yrs of the most trying time in my life has shown me 1. escapism solves nothing except spiraling deeper into denial and 2. everything i AM able to deal with when i just ALLOW myself to BE with whatever emotions arise in the moment, just observing it from a calm place, and not how my parents just wanted me to be "well behaved or don't come near me, i can't deal with your emotional stuff coz i cant even deal with my own"...
it took me losing everything to stand my ground and NOT abandon myself anymore when people shamed me. i stood by my weakest, defeated self and that is everything.
@EsoTarot Thank you so much. This is my life. Thank you for this message I needed guidance as I didn't know what tf was happening to me. I can't fkn wait everything you've read is like you've lived in my head. This has blown me away. Thank you, thank you thank you. Sending you love n light. Love you all so so much. Xo
Pile 4, confirms the end of a cycle. You’re right about me wanting to serve the community, I enrolled to learn reiki so I can reach level 2 (and maybe someday 3!)
I’m a scorpio rising too, and looking forward to scorpio season, I resonate with the energy so much. Finally moving out of low vibrational energies after being cheated on, learning more about myself and just overall making a commitment to put myself first. What’s for me will never miss me, and this experience has taught me to trust the divine, I put out good and can only receive that in return, and anything else not in alignment will fall away. Thank you Eso!
Pile 2 when you really see the brilliant value you are and give, than you have nothing to be afraid of because you give more value to other peoples life to appreciate their life more. An inspiration and happy source in this moment. 😌👍 It is their sad issue if they can’t see that
I hope that you’re having the most magical vacation - thank you for still making a video! Have been waiting for this ♥️🫶 my form of therapy. Watching pile 3 and it’s exactly what I’m needing to hear at the moment.
Very powerful reading, I really look forward to receiving from the universe, thank you for sharing your gift so generously ❤
Thank you so much. Pile 3 resonates more than I can say. You nailed it.
Womannnnnn !!!! Pile 3 !!!!! You are reading my entire life from the parts abt my Aries daughter to my relationship to my current energy to how I felt everything is just amazing you wanted to cry and I wanted to cry !!!!!!! Amazing amazing read!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg omg everything I’ve been balancing in psych k , I haven’t been taking my crap out on the world just owning and growing 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 I love youuuuuu
Pile 4 ❤🙏
And 42 years, I finally broke all the cycles, cleared the karma and healed the way I viewed myself...
Whole game changer.
On top of all of this, also neuro-spicy. Things have always been hard. But now im built for the battle and fearless enough to go wide open and dare people to try and treat that as a weakness. I am changed.
I moved from niceness to kindness.
Niceness is based in fear. In fears of rejection, and abandonment. Fears of being unlovable, and a desperation to please others while abandoning myself.
Kindness is a choice. And anyone who exploits that quickly learns what that alternative road looks like.
And may all manipulative sorts, liars snake and creeps tremble at my soft steps and softer spoken words.
I will never again let them treat me like I am less or wrong because I am different.
I will laugh. I will love. ALL the way. I will dance and sing and overflow my joy and warmth into the world.
And I will dance away from places, people, belief systems and timelines that make me feel less, worthless, ashamed of who I am, or fail to recognize the walking miracle that is the tale of my life experience.
I am bound by nothing. I am free, inside and out, and I know the love coming next, the friends, the opportunities and situations that come next will be a reflection of the love I now glow from within.
I no longer pour out my cup. I overflow my own to fill theirs.
And if they get in the way of me being able to love value and respect me by failing to do so, 5hen they can keep out of my splash zone, because they aren't deserving to be there ❤
Pile 2 drew me in as soon as I clicked on this video, thank you for the guidance and for such pleasing aesthetics 🩷
Glad I trusted my intuition on the sodalite pile! You said fly on the wall and I’ve been thinking of that song when I’m around this certain person.
Glad I popped in again it’s been awhile and definitely geared up and am checking the reader you suggested!
2️⃣ I needed this tonight. Thank you so very much. 🙏🏼💖
Eso girl, you always have the most beautiful messages. I have loved to see you blossom as a reader. Your love and light blesses so many! ✨
Thankyou Eso!!! I feel the blessings coming!